oh my fucking god it just occurred to me that before elster and ariane fell in love they were basically just government assigned roommates
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had the most hell thought about how I'd started seeing Mary on a Cross as Copia's song even tho canonically it's Nihil's and I'm just. Torn up inside that someone new may be singing it on stage
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Hii soff! I'm just thinking about how I'm pretty sure you're the first friend I made on Tumblr and what an amazing friend you've been! thanks for that 💜
Hwkdgelfudgiwbd Giiiiii, oh god ilysm
You are also one of my first friends here and ur making me go all
Bc I've been feeling so shitty in the friendship department recently oh 😭😭
Thanks to you too for being an amazing friend 💕🌼 I really really really appreciate you Gi <3<3
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i heard a TOB talk by sister recently. she said that when she was becoming a sister she had to mourn the things that she always expected to have
- A physical husband to come home to, children to raise
- Instead, she got an eternal husband and thousands of spiritual children
- But she still had to mourn what she could no longer take part in
And that hit
- I think as someone who lives for Jesus, we need to accept that there are certain things we just aren’t going to have or do
- That if Jesus isn’t gifting us certain things, we don’t need to look elsewhere for them
- I mourn the fact that i might not get my dream of raising my kids to be warriors in the public school system
- I mourn the fact that i might not have a guy pursue my heart like you do Jesus
- I mourn the lifestyle of watering a few flowers, rather than millions
- I mourn the fact that everything could be so much simpler
- I mourn the fact that I could rest in complacency and not actively pursue something that the world finds counter cultural
- I mourn that looking like you Jesus means i will be sticking out in this world
- I mourn being able to keep you to myself and rest in your love
- I mourn the plans i made for myself
- I mourn the control i have on my own life
- I mourn not having to take responsibility for my actions
- I mourn not having to build up courage to share you with others
- I mourn a lot of things that i learned through the years
- But you’re the one who i mourn the most Jesus
- What i would give to just see you face to face
So for now?
I mourn
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dont fear the reaper by blue oyster cult in a vecna vision send tweet
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deep connections are one my goals for the future. i tried so hard to be by myself, to enjoy my own company, and i do. i’m not saying i don’t. but i’m sick of pretending that friends and relationships are meaningless.
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"we're whim-prone, like you said, and sometimes it's nice just to be patient, and wait."
oh man, he's literally telling Stede, "you're not a whim to me. this isn't a whim to me." he never reassured Stede of that during their confrontation in the last episode, so he takes care to do it now.
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