#this isnt goodbye just see you later

[rosysugarr]

Okay, so I've come to a realization? And I don't know what exactly to do about it just yet, but. I realized that the past month or so, being online and active in the community of dsmp-adjacent creators has become so stressful to me that I genuinely have been escaping to real life. As in the real life that made me feel so bad I got into the dsmp years ago to distract myself from it.

That. Is a bad sign.

It isn't that anyone is doing anything wrong, or that I disagree with the stuff being called for, the boycotting and all-- I think it's a good idea and I do hope the efforts people are taking to try to get cc attention on things work. I really do. But I've realized that, for me personally, trying to engage with this stuff or even just hearing about it is actively making my anxiety a lot worse. Like. After being away for a day or so, I realized I feel dramatically better. And I hate that because I love this community and (some of) these creators. But it is actively damaging to my already shitty mental health to try and keep up with things with the way they are now.

I haven't decided what to do about this yet. I'm not sure if I wanna pull back, or just block a lot more terms, or what. I'm gonna be thinking about it.

Again, this isn't, like... the conversations being had are important and valid and I hope they and the coordinated efforts to hold ccs accountable continue. I just can't presently be part of them, because it's leaving me so anxious and depressed that I can barely function irl, and that's really bad. It's irrational, but like I've said before, my mental health is already on thin ice, so it doesn't take much to exacerbate it, and I'm trying hard to get myself to a better and more stable place where I can engage with this community in a healthy way again.

I love my friends I've met in this community, and regardless of how I end up deciding to go forward, I hope yall will stick around and still hang out with me. Yall are the best thing to come out of the past couple of years, for real. But I am probably gonna be distant on tumblr for a bit as I sort this out.

Anyone who has my discord is welcome to message me there, and if you don't have it and wanna keep in touch, feel free to DM me to ask for it! I'm not leaving completely forever, I'm just. Gonna be staying away from my dash for the most part until I decide what to do to take care of myself and engage with this community, like I said, in a more emotionally healthy way. Right now, I am Not engaging in a healthy way, or having a healthy response, so I'm just taking time to figure out how to fix that.

Thanks for reading, and sorry about this. I miss socializing with yall on here soooo bad, but I always end up leaving my dash feeling so much worse and more upset than I arrived, and that sucks! So. Yeah!

Hopefully I'll figure out a solution soon. Bye for now, and please stay in touch with me if we're mutuals, okay? Yall are the best.

[thestarsarebrightertonight]

the alchemy // mattheo riddle x fem gryffindor reader

playlist: the alchemy - taylor swift

"who are we to fight the alchemy?"

summary: mattheo riddle hasnt left you alone with his relentless flirting since third year , youre sick of it! or are you?...

gryffindor reader , y/n used , fluff, minor swearing, short

masterlist

"yknow youre the most beautiful girl in all of hogwarts." mattheo stated from besides you , staring at you with his head in his hand.

"as you tell me everyday mattheo , i appreciate it but i think our potions project would appreciate your attention and care much more than me." you stated with a sigh looking up at him and tapping on his empty parchment.

"isnt it just so lucky we got partnered together?" he said dreamily as you scoffed.

"yes, soo very lucky." you muttered with sarcasm.

"so what do we have left to do princess?" he asked.

"are you being serious? im not sure who we is but based on the fact youve done nothing this whole session- its me that has work left." you scoffed and ranted at him with annoyance , only to recieve a bright smile from him.

"i cant help but be distracted besides you." he shrugged and draped an arm across the back of your chair.

you sighed in pure frustration before angrily packing all of your things into a bag and standing up , ignoring the confused and saddened boy besides you.

"where are you going?" he asked with disappointment.

"carry on acting cute riddle , it wont work. unlike you, some of us need grades to get a job in the future, not all of us have devilishly good looks that get us everything."

"you think i have devishily good looks?" he asked both teasingly and happily.

"sadly , i do," he smirked at this before you leaned down to him , your faces practically touching making his smug attitude drop into shyness, "doesnt mean im going to date you , dont even bother asking."

he quickly regained his composure and moved his face slightly so he could whisper into your ear , lips hitting your skin with every word , "youll come around eventually and when you do..im right here baby."

you blushed brightly before pretending to be digusted by his words , pulling away and crossing your arms with a scowl, "maybe in your dreams riddle but dont let delusion alter your reality too much. and your reality is that we're doing a project together that needs to be in by friday , so get to work baby."

he shifted his gaze as his face turned bright red and he began to heat up at your words , or more specfically the nickname.

"k but seriously , get to work or ill be beyond pissed. goodbye riddle" you said seriously , walking away and leaving the flustered boy to drown in his thoughts at the library table.

----

"gorgeous!" mattheo riddle shouted down the corridore as you rolled your eyes , this was either directed at you or one of his hook ups. and upon feeling an arm wrap around your waist , you assumed it was you, "i finished our project just as you requested your majesty."

you didnt bother looking up at the boy and simply continued to walk down the hall , mattheo clinging onto you ,"well done riddle you actually worked for once. at dinner hand me the papers you wrote and ill review it and finish our conclusion. thanks for actually doing it i didnt think you would."

"anything for my girl" he brightly smiled , enjoying your subtle praise greatly.

"not your girl but sure." you rolled your eyes.

"maybe not now , but very soon" he stated confidentaly , giving your waist a quick squeeze before letting go , "as much as id love to walk you to class , i have to attend to skipping herbology! later beautiful."

"bye" you said quietly , giving him a small smile that brightened his whole afternoon.

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"here you go my love!" mattheo announced as he sat himself down on the bench besides you and placed some paper besides your empty plate.

you threw the papers a quick glance ,seeing they infact had writing and grabbed them , shoving them into your bag, "thank you riddle. ill help you finish later."

suprisingly the boy sat in silence , in confusion you turned to look at him, only to be given a teasing smirk and wiggling eyebrows.

"what?" you asked in confusion before releasing and smacking his arm lightly , biting back a laugh, "dont be so childish mattheo!"

his expression soon dropped completely , staring at you stunned.

"whats wrong?" you again asked in confusion and sudden anxiety.

"you.....you called me mattheo." he stuttered , face red.

"well yeah thats your name is it not? or is it mathew?-"

"no its just.....you never call me by my first name."

you soon realised , looking away to hide the pink tint that stained your cheeks.

"whatever it just slipped out!" you tried to hide your shyness.

"dont ever call me riddle again.. just mattheo , hell you can call me anything but riddle. id love it if you called me yours though." he flirted again, losing any hint of fluster.

"not happening!" you let out a genuine laugh because of the boy, for the first time in years.

mattheo couldnt help but watch in awe, admiring as you laughed with him.

"come to my quidditch match tomorrow , you can wear my jersey if you want," he winked.

"ill pass on the jersey but sure ill be there , supporting gryffindor." you teased as the boys pouted.

"cheer for me atleast?" he asked softly , staring into your eyes.

"until i lose my voice," you smiled back at him, a wide smile youd never given him before. it felt like a blessing to the boy.

he had no idea why youd become so open to him , you didnt either , but you did know that the boy had definetly flirted his way into your thoughts after years of determination.

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"welcome to the third match of the year, slytherin and gryffindor! buzzing to see the new cheats slytherin pull this time around!-" lees commentation was cut off by mcgonagall clearing her throat , "sorry professor."

"anyways back to the match! a pretty decent line up today , the usual team for gryffindor. slytherin having brought 3rd year joseph off the bench for the first time. hopefully we see some of his skills in this match! but i must say the most interesting player of slytherins team this match , has to be riddle. not only did he perform well last season but he seems to have his eyes on his own trophy , as per usual , y/n y/l/n! whats most interesting is the slytherin jersey shes wearing , i mean the girls in gryffindor , where is the house pride!!-" lees rant was cut off by mcgonagall throwing him a sharp glare. you cringed from the crowd as your house threw you dirty looks , the only look you focused on being the smirk and wink mattheo gave you from his broom.

"anyways , the captians are now deciding who starts the match. by the determenation on all of payers faces, this match will be anything but clean and fair , tough luck madame hooch!" lee laughed as the teams decided who started, all of the players taking their positions as the whistle blows, "and the match begins!".

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all of your house members threw you distasteful looks as you sheepishly walked down the stands and towards the pitch , where the slytherin players had gathered.

you had hardly stepped onto the grass when an arm around you swept you off your feet and spun you around.

"did you see, love? we won!" mattheo who was currently holding you tightly , exclaimed in excitement.

"yes , yeah i saw!" you grinned at him , looking into his eyes as he finally rested you on the ground, his arms around you and yours resting around the back of his neck.

"you were my good luck charm," he said softly , his eyes tracing your body, "i see you decided to wear my jersey".

"like i had a choice! you bribed the twins to not let me out the common room until i wore it!" you both laughed.

"it suits you , no other number or name suits you better , " he smirked , pulling you in closer as you giggled.

"hm i dont know y/n potter sounds quite good." you teased as his eyes hardened.

"no." he stated darkly as you laughed at his seriousness,

" dont worry riddle , you could say im yours."

he grinned widely , "oh yeah, what changed?"

"i stopped trying to resist the mattheo charm." you teased with a bright smile.

he didnt waste a second in pulling you into a passionate kiss , one he had held back for years. after about a minute he chased your lips once you pulled away.

"i love you , since first year" he whispered.

"thats a lie, i thought it was third year!" you gasped in fake suprise.

he chuckled , looking at you in lovesickness ,"i loved you before i even met you."

"thats not possible matt," you laughed.

"it is when we're soulmates," he stated.

"soulmates? wow you really do love me huh, riddle?!" you teased.

"more than youll ever know."

[ktaerssoi]

hii could you do a jealous kate fic PLEASEEE

jealously is my middle name

summary: blowing off a project for your girlfriend and her jealously.

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kate martin x reader

Being a business major meant being paired up with others often, and by the middle of freshman year, most people had a go-to partner. Your go-to partner was Violet, she was pretty and super funny.

By senior year, you and she had worked on countless projects together. You guys had recently been assigned a project that would be part of your final grade, wanting to finish it early, you guys had planned to meet up the following day to get a basic layout.

there was one problem though, your girlfriend. Kate had been making up excuses for you to stay home all day, whether it was her pretending to be sick, saying that you had all semester, or just saying she would miss you so much that she would "die an agonizing death."

needless to say, she didn't want you to go. "Kate, I need to go, seriously now." you separated yourself from her, knowing that the physical contact would make you fold.

"I don't know where your problem with me hanging out with Violet is coming from, but we need to get this work done." You and Kate were standing by the front door of your guys' shared apartment, she was leaning against the wall, still trying to bargain with you.

"It's not that I had something against her, I just don't understand why you guys have to meet up so often. I mean seriously, it's like every other day." She had pushed herself off the wall, her hands finding your waist as she now stands in front of you.

you squirm at her touch, the simple action causing your cheeks to flush. "because it's our final kate, it's not like it's optional." you looked up at her, she was 6'0, so it got hard to focus sometimes when you guys were standing so close together.

she nodded, a disappointed look on her face, but you quickly saw her eyes change as a thought popped into her head. She stared down at your lips for a second, and then quickly pulled you into a kiss.

you kiss back quickly, melting into it, a pout on your face as she pulls away. "kate, you can't just do that." she gives you a confused look, but you don't miss the smirk on her face.

"do what? I can't give my girlfriend a goodbye kiss as she leaves to go hang out with another girl?" you shake your head, realizing what Kate's big problem is with Violet all of a sudden.

"you're jealous." you smile, wrapping your arms around the back of her neck as she tries to pull you closer (if it was even possible)

"I- what?" the look on her face makes you laugh, her being unable to defend herself, giving you all the proof you need. "I am not jealous."

She narrows her eyes, the tips of her ears reddening at your accusations. "you see y/n, if I was jealous, then I would be trying to get you to stay home. I'm not doing that. Leave for all I care, te ll Violet I say hi or whatever." she bites the inside of her cheek, her hands falling to her sides and off your waist, trying to act nonchalant.

"mhm, okay then, see you later k." you smile, kissing her goodbye as you go to reach for the door you don't get far and you feel her hands grab your waist once again pulling you toward her. "okay but seriously babe do you really have to start it today? wait until tomorrow at least," the end of her sentence is muffled as she barries her head into your neck, her front pressed up against your back as your hand is still on the doorknob.

"not jealous my ass."

-

you had texted Violet that something had come up, and you were unable to meet her that day, you and kate had spent the rest of the night watching movies. (along with other things)

it wouldn't be the last time you had to blow someone off for kate.

okay chat, i like dont absolutely hate this but it def isnt my fav, so ill prob rewrite it.. i was also thinking of rewriting the other kate fic bc i just don't like how i left it. also how do we feel about me writing for women's hockey?? lord kk harvey is so fine. anyway chat im actually dying sos - kate

[cherrytea556]

Lore Rekindled; The Lore Olympus that should have been

To be honest, I checked out the rekindled version before the original one and now having reading the original as well, it's extremely odd. Y'know goodbye volcanic high where the original was a mess but a group of 4chaners made a parody game which turned out to be of better quality than the original? This is like that but replace 4chan with tumblr users, mainly @genericpuff whose series is pinned in their tumblr blog where you can check all of the episodes, especially updated ones. In this post, I will be praising this series of how it fixes the problems of the original

The Pacing

One thing I notice about lore olympus and lore rekindled is the pacing. Not just the flow of the story but where it chooses to focus on. Now in lore olympus, the pacing is kinda a mess and its mainly to do with what it focuses on. An example is the magazine plotpoint; in the original, its basically kinda there in between doses to focus on other stuff like persephone and hades together, persephone's sa (i'll get to that later), eros story, zeus and hera etc...The flow generally isnt that bad per say (except for persephone's sa cuz that was way too quick) but for a story meant to be a romance between hades and persephone, you'd think it idk, it would focus on persephone and hades specifically, not eros which is another example of; its flashbacks. Eros specifically has such a dragged out flashback in episode 12 which we didnt need or at least with that much exposition when it should've naturally expand in the story and that's what rekindled does. The magazine plotline has turned into the first conflict of persephone and hades as we see how it affects their lives and relationships. This works for its pacing better because it doesn't give you too much stuff to jumble with, making the narrative more concise and easier to understand where the story is going. And with the flashbacks, rekindled cuts out the fat in the flashbacks from the original to a perfect balance where it gives exposition of the characters while also leaving mystery for the audience to be intrigued, my favourite one would have to be this (though it more of a nightmare than a flashback specifically speaking);

It's of persephone in a greenhouse her mother placed her in with this red eye thing following her from outside the greenhouse. I have no idea of this lurker if its her metaphorical rage or a danger in her life but either way, i am intrigued by its presentation.

The Characters

When reading lore rekindled and lore olympus, the characters are definetly an odd experience. For lore olympus, the characters arent exactly uh....great per say. I think the main reason for this is how their ultilised, with characters like eros, hera, hectate etc being there to mostly be a matchmaker for hades and persephone even if it was initially seen as wrong like with hera and hectate, be antagonistic as a way to have conflict between hades and persephone like minthe, demeter and recently leuce even if ones had reasons too like minthe with hades emotionally cheating on her and demeter because lets be honest, she had a point. Then there's hades and persephone, whoo boy where to start with them.

Hades starts off as a creep eyeing at persephone during a party, specifically at her body and still lusts persephone even being aware that shes 19 and he's 2000 years old. Also is a shitty boss, father AND contributes to slavery with it while being adressed in some way, doesnt change him which isnt good for a character that's meant to be the main protagonists love interest.

Persephone though, I can get the self insert vibes. From favouritism towards the story, being who most of the men in the story are attracted too, portrayed as a 'cinnamon roll' (they actually said that early on in the story, im not kidding) who cant do no wrong. She acts like a teenager rather than a young adult which makes the scenes where shes sexualised just more uncomfortable (and they already unnecessarily were) along with adding that uncomfortability to the romance

But with rekindled, they expanded on the characters much more than they originally were. Persephone for instance has turned from a 'sexy baby' legal teenager to an actual young relatable adult with agency and allows her to screw up (e.g, getting drunk on her own rather than eros drunking her). Her adult attitude makes the romance between her and hades not only more palpable, but also strays away from the infantilisation/uncomfortable sexualisation of her character which is nice to see. Hades also is written well in the series from how it acknowledges his faults while still making him likable. And thats the same for every character really, their personalities are much more fleshed out and nuanced which makes their characters feel real to life, gaining effectiveness for more emotional scenes with them. An interesting thing too is that they even expanded the magazine guy's character from making fake news for profit into feeling guilt over what they done, standing up for persephone which is a pretty nice change.

No Sa Plotline

Not like you cant have sa in your story ever but if you never planned it from the beginning and only did when people tell you that the scene you drew from your comic was sa then....maybe just not do it. Lore olympus does exactly that where while an attempt was made, it goes on to retcon it into making apollo (the guy who sa'd persephone) into a lesser evil like that would made a difference instead of just cutting it out from the very beginning. Lore rekindled thankfully just made apollo into his pilot version, a shitty bf but more likeable and expanded upon (which should have been his portrayal from day 1). His shittiness doesnt come up in the story, more like self absorbness/egotisticalness although with its recent chapter of the magazine guy offering persephone lunch, it might reveal some cracks or at least further down the story it will be revealed to us which futhers how effective rekindled character writing is in how its expansion of characters would give us the feels. That or portray him as not a good match for persephone, either way much better than the original.

Artstyle

Lore olympus has a pretty good artstyle (at least in s1/the early episodes, s3 is just kinda goofy) but lore rekindled has got a good artstyle which is on top, more consistent too. Here's some examples;

Comedy

It's objectively funnier than lore olympus, no question asked

All in all, if you want to read lore olympus, i recommend you to read the lore rekindled one instead as it's better in every way. Give it a read.

[dolliestfairy]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Cant Stop Thinking...

Tw : Noncon, Bullying, Yandere Themes, use the word 'fat', Dark themes, Male masturbations, Dacryphilia, Virginity-take, mentions of blood, force-realtionship, Chubby Reader Fics with no Skintone of Reader mentioned.

Dead Dove Do Not Eat.

💭🥛🍓 cant stop thinking about men who loves to bully you. men who said to his other friends that you're nothing but a bunny who fawnings all over him, saying that you're pathetic and fat. men who acts disgusted around you, when the reality is -- he was more than ready to sacrifice his own friends, if its enough for him just so he can see your chubby cheeks lifted into a smile. men who jerks off the thoughts about you. feeling pathetic with his own self because he should be just pinned you beneath him and fucked you to death! men who really wants to ruin that bright smile of yours. he should be the one who deserve to seeing it, not them!. men who pathetically hiding his jealousy when he sees you talk to your other friends, and showing your bright smile at them. men who cant hold it anymore, as he placed his hands over your mouth just so you cant scream. while his other hands grabbing both of your chubby hands and hold you within it. while his cock pounding your back, shushing your muffled screams and cry, and oh.. if only he can be honest, he must say you looked so pretty with tears rolling down into your cheeks. and he also enjoy the sight of your bloodied pussy. guess he's your first isnt it? men who force you to accept him as your new boyfriend. you dont need anyone else darling, just come to his lap and tell him what you want, he would gave it to you within minutes! although he wont gave you a freedom. besides, he's your first one isnt it? so he should be the one who deserve to claim you as his. its just a matter of time before he finally tried to court you into his wife, i hope you're ready to kiss goodbye at your normal life style because later on, you wont be seeing anyone else besides him, Ever Again.

⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

`✦ ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ The Men that i'm Talking about Are ;

Sasori, TSUKISHIMA KEI, Sasuke, SCARAMOUCHE, Childe, Kyoutani, Kuroo Tetsuro, MIYA TWINS, ALEC, Naoya Zenin, Toji Fushiguro, Sanzu, HAITANI TWINS, Douma, Sanemi, ITOSHI BROTHERS, Sukuna, Eren, Hidan, Simon 'Ghost' Riley, Suna rintaro.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Did i forget anyone? Insert your favs!

I cant believe i just write this -- i am going to hell...

[meowlod]

Hello may i req a neuvillette x reader! Fluff please :)) love your writing style btw!!🫶🏻

OF COURSE !! 🩵

Neuvillette barely has time to talk to you, but you always leave a couple of heart shaped chocolate and a bouquet of flowers in his office. He always puts them somewhere safe. And if he has the time, he will buy a couple of gifts for you and tell one of the melusines to bring them to your house.

Knock, knock..

You open the door and look down to see a melusine struggling to hold all the gifts in her hand.

”Hello there! These gifts are- ah!“ The Melusine couldn‘t finish her sentence before all the gifts almost fall on the ground, but you quickly catch a couple of them, putting them all to the side inside your house.

The Melusine lets out a cough. ”Ah..ahem, thank you! Anyways, the gifts are from monsieur neuvillette. He wants to see you in his office tomorrow at 8 PM sharp!“ she said with a confident voice, helping you to put the other gifts inside your house.

”Ah..i..thank you. I‘ll make sure to be there.“ you smile back at the Melusine who waves you a goodbye before she starts walking away to do her job. The chief justice wants to see you in his office? Did you do something wrong or did he just want to spend time with you?

You smile at the thoughts before opening a couple of the gifts he sent you. You see: a necklace, a couple of dresses, heart shaped chocolate and much more..

Red appears on your cheeks as you look all at the luxurious and expensive items. Why did he send you so much? You put all the items on the desk in your bedroom before you change into your night glown and fall asleep for tomorrow.

Next day, you wake up early. You wanted to buy a couple of gifts to give Neuvillette once you arrive at his office later, so you put on the new dress he had gifted you, the new necklace and then take one of the heart shaped chocolates into your mouth. They taste delicious!

Outside is already bright enough. The sun is shining and its a perfect day to go shopping. You walk towards the plush shop to look for a big one that you think Neuvillette would like. There are Furina, sea otters, teddy bears, dogs, cats, etc. But you saw one that got your attention: a big Melusine plush. Perfect!

You take the melusine plush and one of the sea otter ones to the cashier, where you pay for all of them before putting them in a bag. Since it isnt 8 PM yet, you decided to walk around Fontaine.

Hours and hours later, it reaches 7:50 PM. 10 minutes before the meeting. You smile at the thoughts of meeting him.

A couple of minutes and walking later, you arrive at the Palais Mermonia, where his office is. A melusine stops you from going in.

”Halt! Oh..wait, it‘s you! I did not recognize you for a second, I am terribly sorry. You‘re monsieur Neuvillette’s friend, right? Then please, go right in. The Iudex has been waiting for your appearance.“

A small chuckle almost escaped your mouth, but you nod with a smile before knocking on the office door. You wait, before hearing a muffled voice.

”Please come in.“

With the gifts in your hand, you open the door happily and drop the bags in your hand, running up to him and giving Neuvillette a big hug.

”Neuvi, I missed you!“ Ah, yes, Neuvi. The nickname you had given him a long time ago, and he still does not mind it.

“..Mm. I certainly did too.“ He cracks a slight smile at the dress you put on and wraps his arms around you, hugging you back. He is pretty warm and comfortable, you can just stay and sleep in his arms for hours.

As you both let go of each other, you take the bags you dropped and put them all on his office table. “Open! I think you would like it.“ You giggle as he looks inside the bag and takes both of the plushes out. You notice that the tip of his pointed ears became red..is he blushing?

“..Ahem..I definitely did, thank you. I will make sure that they will stay safe in my room.“

He answers with a deep voice, looking at the sea otter and Melusine plushes with a smile that you can‘t see. You walk to the side next to him, only to see him blushing. ”Huh? Neuvi, are you blushing?“

Your voice got him out of his thoughts of you, his blush disappears quickly. ”Oh, was I? I am sorry, it is just a expression of happiness.

You smile at his silliness and stand on your tip toes to get close to his face, giving the Iudex a quick kiss on his cheek. His eyes widen from the sudden touch and he gets slightly flustered again, like before.

Silence fills the room as you both look at each other.

While quiet, he slowly walks towards you, and you stand a little back. But Neuvillette gently pins you to the wall behind you and looks right into your eyes. His hand creeps up to your cheek to caress it, and your lips form into a sweet smile. ”Does our Chief Justice have a little crush on someone?“ you smirk, teasing the man a little.

”…! Ahem, no— I am simply just showing affection to a friend.” He closes his eyes, his flush still noticeable. Caressing his horns to tease him more, he lets out a small noise before pulling your hands away from his blue horns. He clearly does not like that very much, but does not mind.

“Hah, don‘t worry. I love you too, you know?“

The answer leaves him in shock, but happiness. He takes your face onto his hands and you stand on your tip toes so your faces are close to each other. ”..May I..kiss you, my lov— ahem, dear friend?“

“Yes, you may. My lovely Iudex. Also, you may call me love now.“

”..Of course, my love.“

[ewanmitchellconnoisseur]

Mɪᴛᴄʜᴇʟʟ Esᴛᴀᴛᴇs (2) "Bɪᴛᴛᴇʀ"

EwanMitchell Verse x F!Reader & Will x Reader

A/N: Dedicated to the anon who sent me some kind words! Hopefully this isnt horrible 😭 //Dividers by@firefly-graphics

Summary: You settle into you new home pretty well. After a week you've seen all the tenants and eve learned some of their weird habits. After a late night walk you happen to come accross someone in a moment of vulnerability.

TW: 18+, smut, masturbation, protected sex (wrap it before you tap it...sometimes), p in v, rough, soft to rough sex, dry humping, alcohol consumption

Word Count: 4k

Masterlist • ← Previous Chapter • Next Chapter → (WIP)

A week has gone by since you moved in.

Surprisingly it was a pretty calm week. Your friends dropped off the furniture that they found for your apartment. Since you didn't have any classes you painted the walls, giving the place more color and personality.

You hadn't gotten the chance to talk to anyone in the building really but you spent a good amount of time peering out your window and seeing all the different tenants and their habits.

You noticed that there was this boy about your age who spent most of his time hanging around the mailbox. You thought it was odd at first but then on a different day, you saw him sneakily stop and examine someone else's package. He only ran off and didn't take it because that tenant opened their door.

You also saw him further in town the other day. He was dressed up as a monk and holding a red-painted pail. He was "collecting" money for children for the holidays. It was only later on when you saw him come home did you see him return with that same pail of money.

Mental note. There is a thief here.

Ettore was still cold and rarely talked to you. When you dropped off the rental agreement, he quickly kicked you out of his office and closed the blinds. You thought maybe he just wasn't good with people but he started giving you a weird creepy vibe when you saw him watch the other tenants.

He would stand around the building looking as if he was just checking on things but he was observing and watching. You once caught him watching you as you were talking the trash out and there was that one time when you were doing laundry and you swear you saw him up near your unit.

Your next-door neighbour, the horse tattoo guy, never left his apartment. You start to think he's dead in there but then you hear the occasional TV sounds and shower running. You did see him leave once but that was only to go get beer and then come back home. You've also heard him arguing on the phone with someone though you can never make out what the conversation is about and who he is talking to.

But. The strangest tenant out of all of them. He is a long white-haired guy who has a long scar over one of his eyes. He only comes about twice a week. He comes, walks his dog, stays for one night then leaves the next day and is gone. Three days later he comes back and repeats the same cycle. You were sitting in the neat park when his dog came up to you one day. She was the most friendly thing ever and wanted to play. He didn't say anything but let you play with her until you had to leave. When you tried to say goodbye he answered with "mmm" and that was it.

Everyone else seems to be normal except those guys. There was a boy with glasses and khaki shorts. He looked like he was going to school every day so you only assumed he was attending the university nearby, same as you. The boy with the kid, you did find out that was his brother when you helped the kid after he tripped while riding a scooter. The kid was Liam and he lived with his older brother Jack.

You hadn't gotten to interact much with others but it felt nice that you had met at least one person who lived here.

Your phone alarm went off letting you know it was time to get up. It was the last thing you wanted to do but if you didn't know you never would.

After a shower and getting dressed you grabbed your stuff and headed out the door. You looked around and saw Liam heading for school, he waved at you and you waved back.

You struggled to lock your door but kept trying. The key wouldn't turn.

"It's jammed." You looked over and saw the horse guy standing there with a beer in his hand.

"How do I get it fixed?" He eyes you up and down before taking another swig.

"Jack. Lives in A1. He's maintenance." He spits off the rail and then heads back inside his apartment.

You groan and start heading towards the apartment. You had hoped to avoid any interactions with your neighbors today but it doesn't seem like that will be happening.

You knock on the door but no one answers. You knock again and a minute later the door opens.

"Yeah?" He rubs his eyes and leans against the doorframe and now you feel like shit cause you woke him up.

"Sorry...the lock is jammed. Just wondering if I could get some help." He yawned as he nodded his head.

"Yeah, hold on." He closed the door and you stood outside it awkwardly waiting for him to return. As you stand outside his door waiting, the person next door comes out of their unit and locks the door.

You try not to stare but you kind of do...and you're not good at hiding it. He stops and pulls out a cigarette box putting one in between his lips before offering you one.

"No thanks. Don't smoke." He shrugs his shoulders, putting the box back in his pocket before lighting the one in his mouth.

"Suit yourself, princess." He winks then walks away. You stand there for another minute before Jack opens back up his door now properly dressed and carrying a toolbox.

He follows you in silence towards your door. You drop your bag on the ground and stand off to the side as he tries to open it himself.

"...Your brother's a nice kid." He smiles as you mention his brother.

"You've met him?"

"Yeah. Was out for a walk when he tripped on his scooter. Helped him out." He turns his head and looks at you.

"Oh! You're the girl he was talking about." He turns back to the door and pulls out the key and stares at it before frowning.

"What's wrong?" You step over to him to look. You see the key with something pink and sticky on it.

"Gum. Someone put gum in your lock." He shakes his head and opens up the toolbox. "I'll just replace the lock. Might take a while."

"I have a class to get to...could I come to get the key later?" You pick up your bag.

“Yeah all good.” You turn and leave heading back down the stairs and walking out of the complex. 

After a boring couple of hours of listening to professors and taking notes, you and your classmates decide to head to the library. Planning to study but realistically you are all going to end up talking for hours and doing no work. 

As you all gossip about some campus drama going on you notice someone walking around looking at books. You try to get a better look from your spot and then you recognize him. His name was Osferth and lived on the other side of you in B4. He was super sweet and had helped you with your groceries one time. 

As he grabs a book and walks out the aisle he spots you and gives you a warm smile and a wave. You smile and wave back and can see him blush slightly before he heads towards the front desk. 

“Who was that?” Boyse bumps your shoulder while wiggling her eyebrows. 

“My neighbour.” She hums in response. 

“Cute.” You give her that look that only she tends to ever bring out. Boyse had been trying to convince you for some time now to get back into the dating scene but you couldn’t not after…last time. 

Just like you predicted you all spent the next hour showing each other funny Tik Tok and talking. Being the friend with the car you drove everyone to their homes before heading to yours. 

You stopped at Jack’s to get the key. He was on the phone and quickly handed it to you with a smile before closing the door. You could hear him arguing on the phone. You turn and head towards the stairs to get up to your unit. You look over to the office building and can see Ettore there watching you before he closes the blinds.

Why the fuck he so weird?

You spend the rest of the day making up for the work you didn’t do in the library and attempting to tune out the horse guy arguing again on the phone. 

After spending hours working on essays and group projects you were tired, you had tried going to sleep but for some reason, you just couldn’t. The sheets felt too rough, the bed too lumpy, the room was too hot and it was just too quiet. Everything was bothering you. And above all your brain just wouldn’t shut up. 

You rip the sheets off of you in anger and stand up grabbing your keys off your dresser before leaving your room.

You used to go one walk a lot back home since there was a nice park just behind your old apartment. It was always calming whenever you had a stressful day or...an argument with him.

You pull on your shoes and grab the sweater you threw on the couch to take with you in case it was cold outside.

Locking the door behind you while looking around you spot the white-haired man walking back into his apartment with his dog. You can see the light in the office on but the blinds are closed.

Your brain now full of thoughts of your ex

You walk down the stairs while zipping up your sweater and walk towards the liquor store nearby. You start drinking the second you step out of the store then you head towards the twenty-four-hour convenience store just down the street from your apartment complex.

You purchase your favourite chocolate bar and a drink before walking around your neighbourhood. It was surprisingly empty, nobody was walking around, and barely any cars driving around. The most noise you can hear are dogs barking or the occasional voices or tv noise from houses you pass by. By the end of the walk, you've finished your snacks and alcohol and it's even starting to set in.

The colours from the houses are the tiniest brighter. Your thoughts clear of your asshole of an ex and the whole reason you had to move in the first place. The noises of crickets are louder and whatever lamp lights are almost blinding.

You circle back to the building using the path that leads out from the neighbourhood to the back near the recycling bins. You come around the corner, the area is only covered by a small lamp thats on the wall.

As you turn around you hear a sound. You stop walking and look towards the noise. It's coming around from the recycling bins.

You at first think it's an animal inside looking for something to eat. Something is panting. Your brain under the influence tells you to walk closer and look rather than just turn and walk the other way around the building.

You walk over to the recycling and slowly peer around.

It's not until you turn and look do you hear the moan come from someone's lips. When you finally get a proper look you scream slightly and quickly cover your eyes before turning around.

"Shit." you hear him mumble before he turns and faces the wall.

You try to get the image out of your head but it's engraved in there. Whoever it was had been leaning against the wall, his head angled up and eyes closed as he was lazily stroking himself. Though most of his penis had been inside of his pants you still saw some of it.

"Y'alright?" He finally turns back around after he tucked himself back in his pants. You keep your face covered as you simply nod your head. "It's away now. You can look."

You waringly uncover your eyes and look at him.

"Ever thought of doing that in your own apartment." You cross your arms slightly annoyed. Your eyes wander to the ground and see the empty bottles of alcohol.

"Wasn't expecting someone to be up and about at this hour." He shrugs and leans down shakingly as he grabs one of the cans and brings it to his lips. "What are ya doin' up anyways?"

"Clearing my head." Your words were slurred the tiniest bit as you spoke. He looks you up and down as you throw the garbage into the bins next to him.

He scratches the back of his neck awkwardly as you both kind of just stand there in silence.

"...W

ant a cuppa?" He picks up his trash almost falling over as he bends down.

"Cup of what?" you hear him laugh as he throws the empty bottles away.

"A cuppa..." He looks over to you, he can still see the confused look on your face as you simply stare at him. "Cup of tea."

"Ohhh" You stare at him for a while gauging if you should say yes or not. He looks normal enough. But most serial killers looked like normal people then turned out to be psychos behind closed doors. For all you knew he was luring you into his apartment to steal your kidney and sell it on the black market.

"You don't have to say yes. I just feel bad about...what you had to see" You stare at him for a while longer.

"Why not." You shrug then follow him back around the building towards his unit. The second you're back inside you look around the space. You could tell this was one of the old motel rooms that hadn't been renovated yet. "How long you been living here?"

He walks over to the kitchen area and fills up the kettle.

"About 4 months." You walk over to the couch stumbling a bit. You notice the lack of any decorations on the walls. "Do you normally just walk around at night drinking?" You look over at him. He was watching you stumble around with a smirk on his face.

You struggle to take off your sweater, your arm getting caught on absolutely nothing.

"It's a great past time." He laughs and then turns back to getting cups from the cupboards. "Do you normally jerk off next to recycling bins in public?" You can see the smile on his face grow wider and his cheeks flush red.

He turns back around.

"So what made you move here of all places? There had to have been better options." He leans against the counter crossing his arms.

"Other places would have taken longer. More checks are needed. This place was quick and easy." You shrug.

"Quick and easy? Why the rush?" He puts the tea bags in the cups. You watch him for a moment thinking if you should say. You hadn't even really come clean to your friends about why you had to move so quickly. You weren't in the mood to hear their "I told you so's.".

"My ex was a piece of shit. He lived with me in my apartment and I knew he wouldn't go so I did." You pull your legs on the couch. "Left in the middle of the day while he was at work." He nods his head in understanding.

You hear the kettle whistle and watch as he pours the water in the mugs.

"What about you?" He walks over and sits down on the couch handing you one mug and placing the other down on the coffee table.

"Not running from anything...just preventing the inevitable for a while longer. Enjoying what I can." You try to understand what he could mean by that. He notices the confusion on your face. "There was this girl, a school friend. I really liked her but she was dating my best friend."

Though you yourself had never dealt with anything like that some of your friends had. It's never easy to watch someone love another but know they can't be with them.

He blows on his tea before taking a sip.

"I knew I shouldn't like her and that it was possible nothing would come from it but...I just couldn't help but not like her."

You watch as his gaze fixes somewhere random the memory taking over. You grab your tea and take a sip burning your tongue but playing it off.

"We hooked up one, while she was still with him. Afterwards, she said it wouldn't happen again." He leans back into the couch. "The worst part is that not too long before I left I found out she was pregnant. Didn't get the chance to ask her if it was mine or not."

He takes another sip before looking into his cup.

"I'm gonna need something stronger than tea." He stands up and puts the cup on the counter before grabbing two shot glasses and a bottle of vodka and walking back over to the couch.

"Why did you leave?" He sits down and pours the shots.

"I only ever really stayed 'cause I was caring for my nan. She passed...made plans to leave but those plans went south. Now im just...waiting I guess."

He took a shot then poured himself another and took it. You reached forward picked up the other one and downed it, the sting and bitter taste made your face scrunch.

You both sat there and drank for almost an hour. At this point, you both had managed to finish the rest of the vodka. Your conversations bounced around from different topics. At one point you were talking about your favourite colours and then the best place to get pizza in town. You talked about fun stuff then talked a bit about depressing stuff before cracking more jokes.

You were lying on the couch while Will was lying on the floor.

"Ok, but you have to admit apple juice is better than orange juice." You both had been going back and forth about white was better. He was adamant that orange juice was the best of the two. (Apple juice is better don't argue with me 🤣)

"You can get orange juice faster than apple juice. Not to mention it tastes fresher." You rolled your eyes.

"Yeah, but...pulp. And that nasty taste when you brush your teeth and then drink orange juice." Will sits up with a smile, you turn your head to look at him.

"I like that taste." A look of disgust spreads on your face before you both start dying of laughter. Once you both have calmed down Will rests his head against the couch looking at you.

You both narrow your eyes at each other just staring before he reaches upwards and brushes a piece of hair out of your face. His hand lingers as he gently brushes over your cheek.

Before you can do anything he sits up more and leans over to you kissing you deeply. It's messy considering your broth is drunk out of your minds.

He moves up onto the couch getting on top of you. His hands slide down to your waist as he lifts and spreads your legs slightly so he nestles in between them. You wrap your legs around his waist.

He lets you breathe for a moment lowering his head in the crook of your neck planting soft kisses.

Considering you had gotten out of bed to go for a walk you were only wearing a tank top with no bra.

His hands slid up as gently massaged your nipples in between his fingers. You could feel his hard-on pressing right against your clit.

He could clearly feel the friction to as he began rolling his hips chasing some sort of friction.

He starts pulling your tank up slowly kissing his way up your stomach. You lean up so you can slip over your head as you lay back down he takes one of your nipples into his mouth gently sucking on it. He runs his thumb over the other watching it harden under the soft pressure. He lets go of your nipple with a pop and moves over to the other giving it the same attention.

He sits up, you help him take off his shirt before you both shuffle off your pants. You lean over to where you had earlier discarded your sweater reach for your wallet and take your "emergency" condom out. You unwrap it and slowly slide it on him.

Will lays you back down and kisses your cheek.

"Lift your hips." You do as he says and almost moan at the feeling of his tip grazing your clit ever so softly. Will slowly sheathes himself inside of you while peppering kisses all over your chest.

When he finally bottoms out you both moan. His movements are soft and slow at first, dragging himself in and out of you so you can feel every ridge and pulse.

Will sits up and holds on to your hips as he slams into you at a rough and relentless pace. He dips down taking your mouth in his. As he hits that soft spot inside you harshly you moan into the kiss, your moans get louder as he continues to bully the same spot.

He reaches down and brings your legs up as far as they can go trying to get as deep as possible. You reach down circling your clit trying to relieve some of the aches. Your pussy spasms around him pulling him in deeper.

"Fuck- just like that." Will watches as you lean your head back, mouth agape as you moan and whimper.

It all becomes too much as you cum around his cock. Will holds you down as you shake slightly kissing your cheek as he doesn't slow down the pace chasing his own high. Your nails dig into his sides as he his movements begin stuttering, losing rhythm.

Will moans as he continues pounding into you before he lets go of your legs and holds himself up as he cums into the condom.

"Fuck Leah" You almost miss him saying it. But you shrug it off it's not as if he's yours. Will slowly slides out of you with a soft moan before laying down beside you on the couch and pulling you back into him.

He nuzzles into your neck as you both slowly fall asleep.

You hear the annoying honking of the garbage truck and slowly sit up grabbing your head in pain. You clearly drank more than you could handle.

You look around and notice that this is in fact not your apartment.

Hearing the soft snoring behind you, you turn around and see who it is. As you see Will still sleeping soundly you gently unwrap his arm from your waist and grab your clothes. You get dressed as quietly as possible before grabbing and leaving his apartment and doing the walk of shame back to yours.

The second you're back home you head to the shower feeling relaxed under the warm water. You change into fresh clothes and take an Advil for your pounding headache.

You grab your wallet from your sweater and look through it. You notice the missing condom.

"At least I wasn't dumb enough to go raw." You crash onto your bed planning to just skip all your classes and get some well-deserved rest.

You don't notice the stuff in your apartment that's misplaced. How your closet is open when you know you closed it before you left. One thing is for sure between your headache and the sound of the garbage truck still near by you don't hear the sound of footsteps leaving your apartment and silently closing the door behind them.

A/N: This took WAAAAYYY longer than it should have. I had it all typed up but then I also had two draft tabs opened...when I saved one and closed it the other was still open and since it does auto saves it got rid of all the new stuff i wrote 😭😭

But it still got done!! Hopefully, this isn't as bad as I feel like it is.

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can you do y/n sending heethan a moaning audio?🫶🫶

"The Sweet Sound of Wind Chimes..."

Warnings: yeah this is like full on porn. its nearly pure smut but its really good...probably the most detailed (or one of the most) detailed smut scenes i've written (def the most for a drabble/request) so here it is. ;) there is mentions of murder, hints of violence and ofc, theres the crazed obsession that our man has for his y/n. (yandere life) also if you know me or are familiar with my works, like most of them, this isnt proofread. sorry.

“Huh, she sent me an audio?” Heeseung thought to himself as he adjusted the volume in his car. With the bluetooth connected, he pushes play and the vibrating beat of your voice echoes through his car. You were moaning. You were whimpering. You were biting your lip and gasping near the end of the audio bit. Just what were you doing when you made this? You were in class, at least....that's where he dropped you off five minutes ago.

But oh the sound was addicting. it was music to his ears, fact, he replayed the audio over and over again. He couldn't get enough.

"Fuck......" he whispers out.

"Another one?" Heeseung mentally noted as his thumb hovers over the play button. "Sweet death come to me....."

The delightful sound of your wind-chime voice reaches a pitch high enough to break glass, but it was so soothing and angelic. The way your tone soared through like a spear and punctured his ears as you gasped out and whined, the very same sound you make when he.....

*knock knock*

Turning his head slowly, not even startled by the interruption, Heeseung faces the opposite window, and sees Jake. Rolling down the window, Jake pops his head in as he greets his best friend.

"Hey man, you coming in? Class is about to start."

Heeseung merely looked at Jake for a moment, causing the man to form a confused smirk as he starts to recognize that lustful shine in Heeseung's eye.

"Ah, you're thinking about y/n again. Well today is a short day so you'll see her soon. Lets go man."

Still looking at Jake with soulless eyes, Heeseung simply places his phone down and starts his car back up.

"Hey, are you leaving??" Jake utters as he steps back from the car. With the window still rolled down, Heeseung speaks out as he starts to back out of the parking space.

"I'm taking an administrative delay, i'll be in later. Tell the professors for me."

Chuckling, Jake waves goodbye as Heeseung drives off.

....................

Lonesomely, you stand in the locker room. Leaned onto the row of the steel doors, you rest your hip and shoulder against the lockers while your fingers remained under the skirt of your dress. The straps coming loose and draping down over your shoulders, with the tie string in the front undone, exposing more of the supple curves of your cleavage. Tilting your head against the locker, you become zoned out as the thought of Heeseung....and Ethan slamming into you was too much to bear just in thought. Perhaps you were close to ovulating? Why were the thoughts so strong this time around? Flipping over towards your side, you leaned more inward with half your chest pressing against the steel wall. So engrossed with the image of him thrusting into you, you bit down on your lip hard as you further craved for him, causing you to moan and whimper aloud.

"Mmm...uuuuuuugh......"

"i'm here baby."

his deep voice emerged from behind, startling you yet his immediate grasp around your waist snapped you right back into the filthy mindset you had just seconds before he snuck up on you.

"He...Heeseung."

"Shhhh...i'm going to fix it." with his traditional saying, he tugs you inward and pushes you up against the lockers, causing your chest and breasts smashing against the steel doors. Your hands reach up and become plastered, palm on the cold metal as you stabilize yourself, perking your rear up and curving your lower back at a distinct arch. You were ready.

Scooting your dress up, he collects the pretty floral material to coil around your waist as he smooths his hands around the most narrow part, just above your hip. You felt so soft....you always felt soft.

His thumbs extend over and circulates around your rear cheeks. Your derriere was large, bouncy, and supple, just the way he liked it. It always amazed him, how you could keep your ass so perky and large, round, and buoyant, yet he's never seen you do squats to enlarge it. Guess you were just built perfectly.....for him.

Leaning his chest over your back, his nose caresses your ear as he licks inside of it, nibbling on the lobe, causing you to whine like a child. "tell me what you want, pretty baby...." his voice started to transition, he was merging to his Ethan side, becoming half and half.

"mmm....." you moaned out.

"I said tell me."

"F-fuck....fuck me.....Heeseung fuck me......"

"ahh...very good."

With his member poking out of the opening in his trousers, he slides the large length in between your cheeks, poking the head out from above as he squeezes your rear to hug the shaft. Thrusting slowly, he continues to hug his length with your plump bottom, watching as the tip extends out in the open.

The feeling of him fucking your rear cheeks was immensely pleasurable and painful, it had caused your yearning state to soar through the tip of your burning desire and you nearly cried, you were reaching a breaking point.

"ugh! please!! please!! please!!" you begged.

"You gonna talk dirty for me?"

"yes! Yes!!"

"you gonna be nasty?"

"yes!"

"yeah? you sure?"

"Yes! please!...i'll do whatever you want...just please......i-inside....."

"mmhmm..." he deeply chuckles as he feeds the tip into your entry, yet unlike all the other times, he decided to toy with you just a little more. Once the bulging tip was inside, he rests and keeps it at the base of your opening, refraining from sliding the remainder of his length in...though it was extremely hard for him to do. With a shaky groan, he releases an unsteady breath as he smirks and continues to tease you.

"Tell me......mm...fuck....tell me what you were thinking about when you sent me that audio....." he tilts his head back and winces his eyes shut upon feeling you squeezing his tip. His Adam's Apple exposed fully as he faces the ceiling.

"Ttttthinking...thinking about....y-you.......fffffffucking me......mmmm fuck me......" you stuttered out as you started to move your hips back and forth. As soon as you started moving, his grip around your waist tightened as he pushes you forward, furthering meshing you against the steel wall to hold you steady. Your cheek pressed up against the cool surface, with your hands remaining propped up against the wall as your cleavage squeezes against said surface and becomes overly plump from the pressure.

"Yeah? what else?" he deeply chokes out as he slides a couple inches inside.

"Ugh! more! more!"

"Tell me what else then."

"fucking....fucking me hard.......cumming...cumming inside.....lots....lots of cum....i want it..i want it all..." moaning a mess of words, you tilted your head back, allowing your hair to drape down and reaching his finger tips, which he delightfully coiled around as he maintained his grasp around your waist. With his thumbs stroking the indented curve and lining of your back, formed by the arch, his soft and tender notion appeals to you as he continues.

"my pretty baby wants it all?"

"yes...yes!!"

"you dont want to share with anyone, do you?"

"no! NO!"

"and you dont want me to share you with anyone, right?"

"No..no sharing....no sharing!"

"You belong to me, and i belong to you, right?"

"yes! Yes!"

Inch by inch, he slowly slides in the remainder of his length. "You're all mine? You gonna follow my rules and only be mine? You gonna eat, sleep, taste, dream, smell, and breathe only me for the rest of your life?"

"yes! Yes! oh my god yes! mmmm please!"

"say it. say that i'm your everything...."

"yo-you're my everything! my everything!" your voice reaching a high pitch and cracking near the last bit, he was so close to fully feeding his dick inside, you could feel the base of his groin against your rear cheeks.

"you know you're my everything?"

"yes!"

"You know i would do anything for you?"

"Yes!"

Reaching a hand up and around your neck, he pulls your head back to rest against his chest. Burying his mouth into your ear, he whispers....

"You know i'll kill anyone if they ever touch or look at you?"

"yess........yes......" you moaned out. You knew that he wasn't bluffing, he killed before and you believe he'd kill again....all because the man was insanely obsessed with you. you were his and his alone. while his demeanor and actions would scare others, it thrilled and fed your deepest and wildest desires. because of this man, you were saved from the ugliness of the world countless times....because he loved you.

"you like that....dont you?" he smirks as he starts to thrust in more, his base reaching and closing in against your taint.

"yessssss...."

"you like it when the monster comes out?"

"yes......"

"you like it when the monster bites?"

"yes."

"you like it when the monster feeds, sucks, and fucks you?"

"yes!"

Extending his fingers out, and delicately wrapping them around your throat, all in a graceful notion, he bucks his hips, finally.

"ugh! Oh my God!!!" you reach behind and slap your hand against his thigh from the powerful sensation of him burying his cock deep....so deep inside you. Sliding it out, his tip near the opening, before he slams it back in, puncturing that sweet spot.

"UGH!!!! HEESEUNG!!!"

"Heethan baby....." he corrects you, as his lips remained plastered against your ear, whispering deeply and licking your helix.

Picking up the pace, you surrendered fully as you reach up and attempt to pull his hand off your throat, allowing you to lean forward so you could rest against the wall once more. "please..please let me....let me move...let me move.....c-cant....cant stand....ugh!"

Honoring your wish, he lets go of your neck and lets you nearly fall forward as your hands catch your fall and becomes plastered against the steel wall once more. His hand smooths over your back and pushes down on the lower bit, forcing you to perk your rear up.

"Ass up pretty."

Slightly leaned in towards your tip toes, you perk your derriere up and increased the exposure of your womanhood as he gains a clear view of his throbbing and swollen member thrusting in and out of your opening, skin on skin melting with eachother, creating a mixture of fluids, yours and his.

Thrusting faster and faster, he fucks you harder than you had imagined, it felt so good...too good. the sound of the lockers rattling and shaking as he slams into you, pelts his hip against your ass as his groin slaps against the skin of your suppled cheeks, staining them pink and red from each hit.

"mmmmmmmfuck!!!" you screamed out as your body bounces back and forth, your breasts jolting in quick motions as they jiggle from his high momentum.

"yeah? you fucking like that dont you?" he scoffs out. "touch it baby."

Doing as he bids, you reach in between your legs and caressed the part of his shaft that remained exposed with your two fingers, rubbing it vigorously as he continues to pump the remaining inches inside you, squelching the juices in and out.

Dripping, you felt the essence of his labor and your desire trailing down your leg.

"Oh? Pretty baby looks like she wants to become a mommy." he teases as he thrusts even harder, pull you back up and into him as he had done before.

"ugh! ugh! plllllllleease!" you moaned out as you grab onto his arm, which was swooped around your neck, placing you in a gentle chokehold. Your throat rests against his inner elbow, as his hand reaches your ear, where he gently moves the hair away and buries his face in once more. With you nearly standing upright, back plastered against his chest, his thrusts goes in straight and upwards, trailing in deeper than before, the momentum was so strong, it caused your body to become lifted as you shift back and forth between your tip toes from the slight bit of levitation, all due to his thrusting force.

"ugh! ugh! ugh!"

"yeah, fucking moan some more you pretty thing." he darkly whispers as he increases his pace.

"ugh-ugh-ugh-ugh-ugh!" your moans increased to match his momentum.

"you ready to get pregnant?"

"yes! yes! yes! fuck me! heethan fuck me!" you gasped out repeatedly, your voice airy and light as the pleasured tears stream down your face, exposing how fucked out you looked from taking him in repeatedly. "please......please cum...cum...inside...please fuck me and cum inside..." you begged. Just as you finished uttering out your words, he wraps his arms around your waist and lifts your body entirely off the ground, with his shaft still nestled inside.

"ahhhh!!!" screaming out from the shock of being fully levitated in his grasp, not to mention how deep his shaft went in upon lifting your weight, he flings you over behind against the other wall, where a bench nearby was stationed. Not once did his throbbing member exit out of your cavity, his finesse was so above reproach, he could effortlessly move you without ever breaking contact. Lifting your leg by swooping his hand under your kneecap, he places it on the bench as he leans you forward against the tile wall, while simultaneously pulling your rear closer to him.

the repeated slapping of skin fills the entire locker room, he went even faster. His dick looked as if he was melting into your opening as the blurred view of your skin meshing with his becomes the highlight of his day. You became even more wet, allowing him to slide in and out easily as he goes in faster, deeper, and harder.

"ugh! i'm-i'm gonna cum!"

"cum with me baby." he gasps out in a deep groan as he reaches up and places a hand on your shoulder, while the other firmly grabs onto the side of your waist. He was both, pulling you in and holding you steady.

"cum for me, and i'll cum for you......"

tapping against your sweet spot, along with the feeling of his thick shaft in between your thighs as he thrusts in, you snapped. Screaming out, your walls gyrate and your thighs and rear cheeks shake vigorously.

"oh shit....." he gasps out, softly smiling at the view before him. Your body was losing control, jolting in all directions. Had it not been for his grab on you, you would have broken contact, yet he remained you steady so that he could finish.

Seeping inside, he releases every last bit of his seeds inside your belly, slowing down his thrusts as he catches his breath. with your body still jerking from the immense orgasm, he rubs his fingers up and down to coo you, calming your nerves and your heart rate.

"theeeeeeere.......good girl......shhhh..." he whispers out as he thrusts in slowly......slooooooowly.....

whimpering from the feeling of his thick member entering and re-entering, your body begins to go limp as your hands drag down from the tile wall. Catching you by reaching around and palming the center of your chest, he flings you up and against him, sitting you down on his lap as he takes his seat on the bench behind. Leaving his thick cock inside you, he keeps your legs slightly wide open as he rests your back against your chest, your hair plastered on your skin from the bit of sweat accumulated by the performance, he hugs you around your waist. Kissing your ear, he softly and gently repeats his pecks as you drift off into a blissful slumber, keeping his shaft nestled and warm in between your walls as he takes his time to recover. Once you were out cold, he chuckles to himself as he lifts your hand and admires your fingers.

"ah fuck baby......the effect you have on me.....even if its just the sound of your voice, you have a way about you that makes the monster hungry."

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[cyberdragoninfinity]

when zexal was about not forgetting your sense of fun. when zexal was about staying passionate and remembering what you love. when zexal was about this idea that you are your parents' child, but that isnt the extent of who you are, and the baggage and legacy of your father isnt your responsibility to carry. when zexal was about kindness and empathy and forgiveness and hope. when zexal was about how even in the face of hardship you don't have to sacrifice who you are, especially when there are so many people in this world who love you. when zexal was about heaven and hell and everything in between. when zexal was about the enduring power of friendship and the bonds we make with each other. when zexal was about how it doesn't have to just be "goodbye," it can be "see you later." when zexal was about a lonely dragon creating the universe. when zexal was about The Duel Monster Attack Points Become The BIG Attack Points. when zexal was about the moon and the human vs. the spiritual and sharks and tomatoes and gagaga girl's cool cell phone.

when yugioh zexal.

[stevie-petey]

for a blurb can we PLEASE see what jonathan said to steve in the in between chapter?? it’s been killing me

YES YES YES !!!

enjoy <3

“i know what y/n’s favorite color is,” steve says the moment you leave

jonathan looks over at him, knowing that hes just teasing, but he still feels the need to one up him. “alright, but do you know what her favorite ice cream flavor is?”

“…no”

“mhm. exactly.”

silence settles between them. jonathan rocks on the balls of his feet, unsure of what to do with steve. hes still getting used to his presence, still trying to decide where he stands with him. nancy still hasnt decided on who she wants, so for now … it’s awkward, to say the least.

“do you think she likes me?”

jonathan freezes. steve cant seriously be asking about nancy right now. “who?”

“y/n.”

“oh.”

the boys stand in silence again. why would steve ask jonathan that? more importantly, why does he worry about that at all? youre the nicest person jonathan has ever met. he doesnt think theres a person alive that you dont like.

but steve is fiddling with the edge of his shirt and his eye still looks a bit swollen from their fight. he knows steve has been spending all his time at the bookstore lately, to see you, and jonathan sees the way you light up now when you talk about him.

so, he does what he knows he should.

“of course y/n likes you. she wouldnt let you stalk her at work if she didnt.”

something shifts in steve, he seems to relax more and lets out a smile that jonathan isnt sure he was meant to see. “oh, alright. yeah. makes sense. i just … wanted to be sure, ya know?”

jonathan understands. youre incredibly easy to adore, but it’s also terrifying to imagine you leaving as well. he doesnt know what he’d do if you ever left him. “i know.”

steve smiles again and looks away. silence comes once more, but jonathan cant help but feel like theres something more he should tell the guy.

he lowers his voice to a whisper. “hey, listen.”

steve leans in close, at full attention. “yeah?”

“y/n, she … she doesnt like letting people in. dont tell her i said that. she’d kill me. but some stuff happened when she was younger and … ya know. shes nice and shes selfless as hell, but she also keeps a large part of herself guarded from others.”

“are you threatening me?” steve asks, though his voice is teasing and jonathan cant help but let a chuckle out.

“yeah, be careful with her, alright? shes special, but im sure i dont have to remind you of that.” he whispers.

steve nods, his face calm as he whispers back, “i promise i wont hurt her. i know shes special, and listen. i know you two are close and i dont want to step on your toes, or like, offend you or anything but-”

“im back!” you announce your arrival.

the boys spring apart, which you find odd. you were afraid something like this would happen. it’s still weird, seeing jonathan with steve. like two worlds colliding, in a sense.

“did i miss something?”

“no!” steve and jonathan exclaim at the same time.

you frown. “alright … you ready to go, bee?”

jonathan spares one last glance at steve, who shrugs at him as if to say we can talk about this later. “yeah, lets go bug.”

you say goodbye to steve, wishing him a good night, and follow jonathan to the car.

steve watches, now left behind in the bookstore, unaware that him and jonathan would never actually have time to talk about any of it.

but he doesnt know this, yet. so he waves cheerfully at you as jonathan drives away, happy he seems to finally be making some real friends.

[ryujenini]

Fluffcember Day 17

Yeji x Y/N - I always loved you

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING THAT THIS ISNT REALLY FLUFF BUT IM UPLOADING IT DURING FLUFFCEMBER BECAUSE ITS NOT SMUT

TRIGGER WARNING: THIS IS VERY SAD AND HAS MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, BLOOD AND SUICIDE, PLEASE DONT READ IF THIS COULD TRIGGER YOU, BE SAFE I LOVE YOU

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Another Day and here you were crying , this was a regular occurrence for you ever since you joined itzy, you loved your job, you really did but there was one thing that made it all the more difficult and heartbreaking, or one person you should say and that was none other than Hwang Yeji,  the leader of the group, you're best friend and unfortunately the woman that had stolen your heart

You'd been in love with her since becoming a trainee and with each day your feelings for her grew stronger but you couldn't say anything, especially not now, you wouldn't do that to the girls and risk their careers all because you couldn't control your feelings so for 4 years now You'd been keeping that secret to yourself burying it deep down and hoping no one noticed the longing looks You'd send across the room at the cat eyed girl or the lingering touches that last a moment too long to be just platonic

But they did notice, at first it was just Chaeryeong, she had caught you on a particularly bad day, crying in the corner of the practice room changing rooms sobbing into one of Yeji's sweaters that you borrowed, Chaeryeong sitting with you wrapped in her arms until you had calmed down enough to tell her what was wrong and you had to admit being able to get it off your chest did help a bit but you still felt that giant hole in your heart that could only be healed by the love of your life that would probably never love you back, Chaeryeong giving you a sad smile before hugging you once again trying to help you feel okay even if it was just for a moment

But little did you know Yeji had been experiencing the exact same thing for the past 2 years, the only person she had told about her feelings being Ryujin who knew exactly how Yeji felt before she even confessed anything

Even Lia and Yuna had noticed the love you both had for eachother, all the members thought you were soulmates and were shocked that neither of you had recognised the others feelings yet.

Up until a couple of weeks ago you and Yeji were inseparable but it had reached a point for you where even just the mention of her name tore you apart and caused a dull ache in your chest so you had been trying your best to distance yourself from her despite Chaeryeong's advice to just confess but you wouldn't,  you couldn't

You had pushed everyone away, been ignoring their calls and Texts all week, they were extremely worried about you especially after the last text that you'd sent them simply saying

I love you Goodbye

Not even 10 minutes later the 5 of them had showed up at your door, you stayed in your bathroom, looking at the blood trickling down your arms, wincing at the pain you had caused yourself but also enjoying the momentary switch of the cause of your pain, the Loud banging from your door blending in with the sound of your sobs and matching the chaos inside your mind

After a minute of kicking Ryujin had managed to kick down your front door and instructed the other girls to split up and look for you each in a different room

You looked up realising you didn't lock the door, you were too weak and exhausted to get up and do it now even though you didn't want the girls to see you like this, you made an attempt anyway knowing it would be useless but you slumped back down in defeat seeing the door open and through your blury eyes you knew it was her, the reason for your suffering

Yeji stood at the door, eyes blood shot and puffy, quickly running towards you, sobbing as she wrapped her arms around you before being joined by the other girls, Chaeryeong seeing you, gasped before running off to call for an ambulance

You looked up at Yeji through misty eyes and found it in you to whisper to her your last words "Yeji.....I'm...Sorry.....I always loved yo-"

And your eyes went black, air exiting your lungs leaving Yeji shaking your lifeless body, screaming for you to come back to her, but you were gone, she had lost the love of her life but gained a guardian angel, forever wishing she had just told you how she felt while you were still here

[shuxiii]

K.M.S

Haerin x Gn! reader

A/N: Patience isnt my greatest assets, so this fic wasnt made well. smh. Pensive emoji.

Words: 4.8k

Haerin regarded this annoying sensation on her chest every time she saw you as hatred, or when you smiled at others making her want to take it right off your face. The soft expression you’d have whenever you looked at her, made her wish you never did look at her.

Ever since you debuted along with your members in HYBE you’ve always felt this intense glare Haerin would give to you, whenever both of you were near each other’s presence.

You knew the cat-eyed girl hated you, but you never reciprocated the flaming abhor she had for you. Instead, you did the exact opposite, you were more extra sweeter when it came to her.

That made her more infuriated, despite her blunt attitude towards you. That stupid smile never left your pretty face, she never understood why you were so annoying. Because Newjeans and Le sserafim’s schedules were aligned, you frequently saw Haerin more than other people do. You planned on getting Haerin to open up with you more, change her despised demeanor to you.

When you bumped into each other in the halls, she'd always have this cold stare. Your welcomes to her were usually disregarded, which hurt you, but you were determined to make her like you, even if just a little bit.

She ignored everything, even your words, actions, and sheer presence. You’ve done about anything well, mostly the things you planned, but it's all been thwarted by her. You've lost hope of ever getting her to like you; you never expected her to act this way, and you have no clue what you did to deserve her hatred. Your optimism and confidence soon turned into frustration and rage.

You couldn't figure out why she wouldn't budge. And, without even realizing it, the once patient and kindness you previously showed her became a mirror of her own disdain for you.

This where the mutual hostility began, anywhere, everywhere, both of you always had an uptight tension, in a gathering? shared glares were seen. in halls? scoffs were heard.

Of course, this didn’t go unnoticed by the media, as multiple articles started popping everywhere on the internet about the former Le sserafim and new jeans member’s ‘’deep’’ hatred for each other. 

‘‘Seriously, Yn, can you just talk it out with Haerin?’‘ Chaewon asked, her expression filled with disbelief.

‘‘No, she started it.’‘ You replied, your arms crossed with cheeks puffed out, stubbornly disagreeing with the suggestion.

Your fellow members sighing at your refusal.

‘‘Why, do you even hate her?’‘ Sakura questioned.

‘‘I never hated her, she started this all, always glaring at me giving me cold stares, without a reason!’‘ You squealed; your hands raised up out of frustration.

 ‘‘Have you never tried asking her why?’‘ Eunchae looked back at you with curiosity.

‘‘How would i do that when she barely looks at me without having disdain on her eyes.’’ You explained, as you sighed, having enough of this conversation. 

‘‘Look, let’s talk about this later manager-nim is asking for me right now I need to go.’‘ You spoke, standing up from where you seated, waving goodbye to you, leaving the room. 

You walk the endless hallways of the building, for some reason you felt your stomach turn, your palms sweating. You felt nervous but you didn’t know why, feeling as if something horrible will happen this day. You shake off the anxious feeling, continuously walking across the corridors. 

You took one last breath before nervously opening the door, as you entered, your heart dropped seeing the eyes of the person you held resentment for, casually sitting a few meters away from where you stand. 

‘‘Oh, yn, you’re finally here, take a sit.’‘ Your manager smiled, gesturing to you on a vacant seat beside her. You hesitantly sat with your body stiffen at the close distance you were with the cat eyed girl. 

‘‘So, I brought you here for two reasons.’‘ Your manager paused, staring back at both of you. Making you feel more anxious, as you anticipated her words.

‘‘I’ll make it short; I know both of you are aware of the spreading articles about you two, and it’s bringing negative sides for your group. The company doesn’t like where it’s going, so the company suggested you both to go somewhere together act all friendly, to clear out all the allegations.’‘ 

Displeased at the idea, you stood up.

‘‘but-’‘ your manager cuts you off.

‘‘And, before you protest this idea, whatever personal problem you both have for each other, if you don’t do anything to fix it. The company will have to suspend you both from any promotion going on of your groups.’‘ 

You slowly went back to your chair, nervously smiling back at your manager. Obediently clasping your hands together. 

‘‘Of course, manager, we’ll fix this.’‘ You agitatedly spoke, glancing at the person beside you. Oddly enough she hasn’t said anything at all, or reacted at the idea the company has suggested. suspicious. 

‘‘Well then, that was all, you both can start by going somewhere together, while our camera guy follows you. Remember, behave." Your manager warned you both, pointing at the door exit.

As both of you leave the office, you look back at her, her gaze filled with nothing but a void of unspoken emotions.

"As much as i don't wanna be near you right now, can we stop this feud we have and be civil, my..OUR career is at stake here." You reasoned out, your eyes closed as your arms crossed against your chest. Waiting for her response.

Silence was all you could hear, you lifted your one eye open to see her gone.

You stood there stunned, peering left and right to see if she was hiding anywhere, but she just left you there.

“Is she serious, oh my god, I can't believe this.” The veins in your neck threaten to pop, your feet are pounding loudly as you exit the hallways.

"God, she's really getting on my nerves; my career is on the line, and she still ignores me!" " You went back and forth in front of Kazuha and Eunchae, conveying your indignation at the girl.

It's been two days since your meeting with your manager, and you still haven't gone to any places with her. Not when she's been avoiding you almost entirely, everything from messaging her number to being in front of her dorm to attending her shootings for their comeback, all of it faltered. It seemed like you were talking to an unreachable person.

“How about physically confronting her?” You looked back at Kazuha, your eyes twitching from angriness.

"You think I didn't do that!" " You scoffed, the scorching hatred leaving your body. When you look back at Kazuha and see her frown, your overpowering anger subsides as you realize what you've done.

“I'm sorry, unnie, I didn't mean to yell at you, I'm just frustrated.” You hug her, feeling immense guilt at the sudden outburst you gave her.

You felt Kazuha embrace you back, as you sighed.

‘‘Unnie, how about you assert your dominance!!’’ Eunchae shrieked loudly, her hands shaped in a fist bump.

‘‘What?’‘ You giggled at her proposal, as eunchae hurriedly stood up.

‘‘You know, like if she doesn't listen to you, be like those guys in kdramas and force her!’‘ Your eyebrows furrowed at the idea.

‘‘I think that’s too much..’‘ You replied, hesitant on the precipitous idea.

‘‘No, like if she doesn’t go give her a reason to go!’‘ You pondered for a bit, before jumping with your hands excitedly raising up.

‘‘wait wait, you got a point.’’ You began hugging Eunchae out of happiness, thanking her profusely. You finally had an idea up your sleeve.

You were shivering inside your jacket, as condensation went out of your mouth. 

‘‘Why is it so cold, early in the morning.’‘ you mumbled as you went in the HYBE building, you bowed at the staff as you entered. 

‘‘Morning, guys.’‘ You greeted your members, seeing them already in the practice room. You take off your jacket, as you start stretching for your dance rehearsal. 

‘‘So, are you gonna take haerin out on a date now?’‘ Yunjin spoke, sitting on the floor with her gaze on you.

You choke at the question. ‘’W-What, I mean no it's not a date, I’m just gonna go out with her somewhere and act like we’re close.’’ you mumbled, gawkily stretching your arms.

‘‘You both would look good together.’‘ Sakura cut in; her voice full of mischief. 

‘‘No, we aren't.’‘ You scoff at her remark, avoiding your member's constant gaze and teasing looks, not noticing the blush crepting against your cheeks.

‘‘Can we just practice already.’‘ 

You were finally through with your dancing rehearsal after a couple of hours. You straightened your disheveled hair and adjusted your crumpled clothes before hurriedly putting on your jacket.

‘‘I’m going to go first, bye.’‘ You quickly opened the door hearing Yunjin scream.

‘‘HAVE FUN, KISS IN PRIVATE!’‘ 

You sighed, God, why was I dragged into this fiasco, you wondered, caressing your sleepy eyes. You walked a few steps away from Newjeans' practice room, rubbing your hands together nervously.

Before you could get to the door, it burst open, revealing Minji, who was taken aback by your unexpected presence. You promptly bowed back at her as she returned yours.

‘‘Oh, hi yn, what brings you here?’‘ She questioned.

‘‘Um, is haerin there?’‘ You replied back, gazing behind her trying to look inside the room. 

‘‘uh..’‘ she paused, hesitant to continue.

‘‘Yeah, she's um here let me go call her.’‘ She closes the door, making you stand outside. You could hear whispers and mumbles on the order side, but you shrugged it off.  A few minutes went by and no one went outside, making you concerned.

unexpectedly the door opens, making you jump, there Hanni stood clutching on the feline-eyed girl who seemingly avoided your gaze.

‘‘Well, here’s the girl you’ve been looking for, I’ll leave you guys to talk.’‘ Hanni spoke, pushing Haerin close to you, slamming the door right after, leaving you both outside. 

Awkward silence swallowed you both, the words you practiced last night somehow didn't come out. 

‘‘Um, erhem I was wondering if you want to go to this new cafe nearby with me?’‘ you spoke laced with a tiny hopefulness.

‘‘I’m busy.’‘ She coldly replied, she turned around to go back to the room leaving you no room to argue.

In truth, she wasn't busy; you knew this since you had spoken with their manager about their schedule, and today was basically a free day aside for some minor practice.

You grasped her wrist as she opened the door, then slowly intertwined her hand with yours, startling her with the physical touch.

You peeked on the door, waving at her members.

"I'm gonna borrow Haerin for a while, we're gonna go somewhere, bye!" You yelled slightly.

‘’But-’’ Haerin tried to protest, suddenly Danielle spoked up.

"Okay, enjoy!" waving back at you.

While holding Haerin's hands, you gently dragged her to the elevator, and to your surprise, she didn't try to stop you. Instead, she was quiet, a little too quiet for your liking the whole ride in the elevator.

As you said your greetings to the staff members and messaging your manager that you and haerin were going somewhere, you both were soon walking to the cafe 20 mins ahead.

No words were shared, the cold distracting you both. You were still holding haerin’s hand making sure she wouldn't disappear all of the sudden but the slight coldness of her hand made you worried.

You gripped on it slightly as you put both of your clasped hands together inside your pocket to keep it warmer. Still, she hasn't spoken up, you heard a faint click of a camera behind you. You needed to make this more believable.

"So, how was your day so far?" You fumblingly spoke, feeling stupid for asking.

A few seconds of dreadful silence she finally spoke.

"It was fine." She spoke in a hushed tone; you almost didn't hear it.

You gaze back at her, noticing her looking down, you close the distance between you and her as you hear another click behind you. 

‘‘Are you cold?’‘ You spoke, feeling her body shiver slightly, both of your bodies a few inches away from each other.

‘‘N-No, I’m fine.’‘ She muttered, a faint blush came rising on her cheeks, if it wasn't so cold you would have thought she was blushing at something else. 

Throughout the walk was an awkward silence, as multiple clicks of cameras were heard from time to time. But despite the silence and thickening tension, both of your hands intertwined never separated. 

You soon arrived in the newly built cafe, you let go of her hands for you to open the door for her, but in the corner of your eyes you could have sworn her lips formed a frown, shrugging it off as the bad weather affected her.

"take a seat, I'll order us something." You spoke, walking towards the counter. Few mins in, you carefully held two lattes in your hand, as you tried not to drop liquid on the tainted floor.

You gently placed the tiny cup on Haerin's side of the table, taking a seat in front of her.

She glanced down on the cup, her eyes shimmered at the cream that shaped like a frog, with its two black dot eyes and a cute smiley face to top it all. She softly held it staring at the artwork.

"I heard you like frogs, so I asked them to put it on your cup." You spoke, gazing at the windowed view, noticing the camera, drinking your latte.

"Oh" she replied, her eyes focused on the cup, brushing the sides with her thumb.

You lied; you knew she liked frogs. Everything about her, from her likes, dislikes, hobbies. You knew it all. It was odd to know so much about the person you slowly had disdain for.

“Thank you” she whispered softly; her voice unheard by you.

“So, why do you like frogs?” You inquired, moving your empty cup aside. At the corner of your eyes, you saw how her gaze sparkled at the question, you bit inside your cheeks, holding back a smile.

“I think they’re cute and interesting, when we had our last dance performance for our comeback, there was this cute frog prop on our back it was a tomato frog, and I had the exact thing on our last shoot, it was really cute.” She rambled, you glanced back at her staring back at her cat eyes, the sweet tone of her voice when she spoke about things she liked, was pleasing to hear.

You didn’t notice the smile that was unconsciously forming on your lips, listening to her talk. If anyone saw you right now, they would’ve thought you were daydreaming.

“Uh, I'm sorry I rambled too much.” She apologized, her eyes looking down on the table, as she sheepishly traced the lines on the cup.

“It’s okay, I love listening to you anyway.”

“How’d it go?” Chaewon asked, lazily sitting on the couch beside Yunjin watching some Disney movie on the tv.

“It was okay.” You shrugged, heading to the kitchen to grab water.

“It must’ve been good then, seeing how you don't have a frown on your face.” Sakura popped out of her room overhearing the conversation earlier. 

‘’Like I said, it was okay.’’ 

You lied, it was far the best so-called friendly hang out (date) you’ve ever been, she never ignored you at all. No glares were shared, no awkward tension. Despite it was just her talking about frogs, you loved it all, everything felt like you both can maybe work this out, and maybe be friends. You slept that night hopeful and excited for the next day.

The articles of both of you spread throughout social media. Showing you both in the cafe you were in just yesterday. Making the allegations of hatred for one another dying down, but did your hatred for each other changed too? 

It was the award show that day, your group seated a table away from new jeans. You were sitting straight on your chair listening to the awards other artists won.

‘’Stop glancing at Haerin.’’ Sakura nudged your side, making you stare back at her.

‘’I am not.’’ You contradict her statement. 

‘’Sure, I’ll pretend you didn't keep staring at her.’’ Sakura sneered, jokingly rolling her eyes at you, you nudged her side back. 

Hours passed, with awards almost finished. You held back a yawn, bored out of your mind, wishing this award show ends soon so you can lay down on your bed. 

But the host said something, that made you glance up so fast, your eyes widening. New jeans won an award. You gazed back at their table seeing them standing up surprised as well at the announcement, and without knowing, you hastily stood up clapping your hands gleefully, until your other members joined along with you.

You were proud of them, they really did deserve that win. It felt as if you won instead, that's how you felt at the moment. 

Your eyes focused on the feline-eyed girl, while Minji was having her speech of acknowledgement, she looked pretty you thought, coincidentally her gaze fell upon your eyes. Both of you had a stare down, before awkwardly giving her a sheepish smile and crooked thumbs up. You saw her giggle slightly at your gesture, as crimson red appeared on your cheeks. Well, that was embarrassing. 

Not long after they finished their speech, they went back to their table. Now you were fully awake, waiting for the show to finish so you can directly congratulate the girls and especially her. 

You quickly left your tablet, telling your members that you were going to congratulate the girls. You walked the crowded place, bumping into other idols, your eyes scanning each spot, but to your disappointment you didn't find them at all. 

You pouted, sitting down at the bottom of the stairs near to the backstage. Man, I guess I’ll just greet them later. You sighed with a downcast look on your face. 

Sitting down, still disheartened with your eyes staring at the carpeted floor. You felt a soft tap on your shoulders.

‘’I couldn’t find them.’’ You sadly spoke, thinking the person behind you was just one of your members looking for you. 

‘’Find who?’’ That voice.. You look behind, your eyes dilated slightly, the gentle voice you secretly yearned for was now standing in front of you, gazing back at your brown orbs. 

‘’You.’’ You unconsciously spoke out loud enough for her to hear it, making you fumble, waving your hands frantically.

‘’I-I mean, you and the girls, I was um looking for you guys, yeah, I just wanted to congratulate you all for the win, you guys really deserved it.’’ You stuttered, your fingers playing against the hem of your clothes.

‘’Oh, thank you, yn’’ for once her voice felt genuine, it didn't feel cold or monotone. Thump. And her smile looked pretty, her eyes felt like a galaxy the more you stared back at it. Thump. 

‘’No, problem.’’ You replied, awkwardly stood in front of her. You sheepishly scratched your nape.

‘’I guess, see you later?’’ your eyes now avoiding hers, feeling nervous at her presence. 

‘’Mhm, see you later.’’ she spoke, bowing back at you before shortly walking away. 

Suddenly the breath you held, let go, your heartbeat slowly calming down. 

Your eyes fixed on the ceiling, your room dimly lit, you couldn't sleep at all. You rolled back and forth, attempting to sleep, but nothing came out of you, not a single yawn or sleepiness. And you knew why, you just didn't want to speak the thought out loud, you didn't want to admit it. You didn't want to admit that you were thinking of her, you knew why, you just didn't want to agree with your mind. You didn't want to admit that you were falling in a bottomless pit. You hid your ears under your pillows. God, out of all the people why did it have to be her?

You groaned sitting up from your soft bed, your hair unkempt. Your head full of unwanted thoughts, you laid back once again, closing your eyes. As you counted sheeps in your head, hopeful that this would make you sleep. The tiredness and lethargy finally showing up, feeling yourself slowly drifting into sleep.

 ‘’Haerin’’ the last word you mumbled before passing out.

Ever since that night, your thoughts scattered all over the place, the only thing that was running through your head was her. It didn't help at all that both of you saw each other more than ever, it was a painful thing you hated (loved). Everything reminded you of her. 

You waited for Haerin outside the recording studio, you rubbed your hands against your pants. 

‘’It's okay you got this, yn, you got this’’ you chanted those words like a mantra, closing your eyes to calm yourself. 

After a few minutes you heard the door open making you quickly stand up from the bench you were seated on. 

‘’Yn?’’ she looked at you slightly surprised and confused. 

‘’Um hi.’’ you waved awkwardly at her, mentally slapping yourself for looking stupid in front of her.

‘’What are you doing here?’’ she tilted her head, confused as to why you were suddenly at the recording studio, wasn't it your break day today?

‘’Well, I was wondering if you wanted to, well, go with me in an amusement park-’’ 

‘’Sorry, I can’t, I’m gonna be quite busy today.’’ She cut you off, as she started walking back inside the recording studio, leaving you no time to answer back. 

You stood there a little surprised at her short reply, you shrugged it off as you awkwardly scratched your head feeling a little bit embarrassed ‘’maybe, next time I guess..’’ you spoke to yourself.

But that didn't seem to be the case.

‘’Yn, this is the 15th time you failed this part of the dance, is something bothering you?’’ Chaewon spoke, her eyes bored with concern.

‘’Nothings wrong, I’m just having a hard time at this part.’’ You replied, breathing heavily with your hair sticking on your hair, sweat dripping against your face. 

Chaewon slowly retreated in position, her gaze staring against your back, unconvinced with your answer.

It has been three weeks, you couldn’t take it anymore. Her confusing mixed signals, slowly made you insane. She’d act like she didn't hate you at all, then suddenly she’d ignore you. You couldn't understand anything when it came to her, you’ve tried about anything to stop this growing feeling to burst out even more, but then again, a heart gets what it wants, not even your physical restraint stopped yourself from unconsciously going to their practice room.

It’s been a week since you’ve ignored her. Ironically enough now she was the one looking for you, but being co-workers did not help you at all, everywhere you went she’d always be there. It was getting hard to ignore her and the feelings you have. But this time your ignoring methods, finally faced its biggest consequence, as now you were in an empty room with her, her gaze solely focused on your eyes. 

‘’Uh, so what did you wanna talk with me alone?’’ Your gaze staring at your polished nail.

‘’Did I do something wrong?’’ both of her hands behind her back, getting straight to the point.

‘’What do you mean, you did nothing.’’ You brushed off her concerns. 

‘’Are you sure?’’ Her voice was laced with uncertainty, unconvinced by your reply.

‘’Yes, if you have nothing else to say, I’m gonna go I have important matters to do.’’ You bluntly replied, turning your back on her ready to bolt out of that room. But luck wasn't on your side, you felt her hand gripping on your wrist making you look back at her.

‘’If so, why are you ignoring me these past few weeks, like I did something wrong!’’ she raised her voice at you, this was the first time you ever heard her yell or even show any signs of frustration.

‘’I’m not, it's just I’m having a hard time right now.’’ you muttered, staring at her arms wrapped around your wrist. Please not now you desperately thought.

"Or is it that you despise me? " She questioned accusingly, her gaze fixated on you.

‘’No, it's not like that..’’ you softly mumbled, intrusive thoughts biting behind your back, you didn't want to say it, not now.

‘’Then what is it?’’ Her lips forming a small frown, her grip on your wrist getting tighter, almost like she didn't want to let go of you at all.

‘’I..’’ you paused, your heart pacing up at an abnormal rate, it was now and never.

You closed your eyes tight ready to burst it all out. 

‘’I like you.’’ 

‘’I like you a lot, I cant even lie to myself anymore, I hate it, I hate that I can't stop this feeling from growing, I want to be the only person you talk about frogs with. The person you share your days and nights with, I want to be more than just a friend in your eyes, because to me you're someone I want to see a dozen times in a day, just seeing you, made me so happy that I thought I was going crazy. I thought of nothing but you, just you.’’ 

You couldn’t look at her back, because you knew that she probably didn't feel the same.

‘’I like you too.’’ 

You didn't want to believe the words that came out of her mouth, not when all she ever gave you was confusing signals.

‘’Really? because all that you’ve given me these past few weeks are mixed signals that even the smartest people can't decode. How else would I know whether your words are true or not? You gaze upon her cat-like eyes standing still, waiting for her to reply.

But much to your disappointment she stayed silent no words came out or the reassurance you needed. you sighed, turning around as you took a few strides leaving the feline eyed girl.

Until...you heard it you stopped on your tracks slowly turning around gazing back at her.

"What?" You questioned not believing what you just heard.

"If destiny keeps rewinding time, changing everything from the first time I met you, I'd never forget you." She spoke so soft that you almost barely heard it, her eyes staring at the colored floor, her hand playing with the hem of her shirt.

"And why is that?" You asked still in the same position, strongly gazing at her figure.

"Because..." Her voice is getting softer.

"Because there's only one "you" in this world" her eyes finally had the courage to look at your brown orbs, you could see it, her eyes were filled with one thing you knew was genuine, love.

"I’m sorry, yn, I was hesitant, I thought you wouldn't feel the same.’’

But for you just those words were enough for your heart, nothing else mattered but her.

With your heart beating faster with each step you took and the smile that hurt your cheeks, you hugged her quicker than you ever thought, your heart swelled so much that you felt as if then and there you'd die you looked at her as if she put the stars on the sky.

And without even realizing the four words came out on its own.

"I love you too, Haerin." Her body became stiff at the words that came out of your lips and slowly her tiny hands reached your back, hugging you.

"So...does this mean we're like lovers?" Haerin whispered.

You let go of her, making a pondering expression.

"Nope, not yet" you reply.

"Why's that.." her eyebrows furrowed with her lips forming a pout clearly upset with what you said.

You chuckled at her expression.

"It's because..." You moved a little closer to her till personal space was nowhere to be seen.

Haerins eyes widened at the small gap you were closing, as she impulsively closed her eyes, waiting for what she expected.

As you smiled at her as your lips gently pressed against her cheeks with your ears turning crimson red, never have you expected to fall for someone ostensibly hate you.

"I thought..." Haerin looks back at you then hastily looks somewhere else.

"You thought what hm?" You stared at her jokingly wiggling your eyebrows, as an idea flashes ur head

"were you thinking of something rated r??" You said with a smug look onto your face.

"W-What no! You know what, i take it back" she replied, before walking away to avoid you seeing her blushing mess.

Before she could get any further away from you, you grabbed her wrist and pulled her back into your arms.

"I'm just kidding! Unless..you want to?" You giggled, holding her tight.

"I hate you." Her lips formed a frown, her action contradicting her word. Holding you back, her head resting on top of your shoulders.

"But I love you’’

[angelllcakes]

hiiii~

i was wondering if you could write an angst imagine of jeonghan where he cheats on y/n, but in the end he begs for her back? some sad backstory maybe 🤭

i’m so sorry idk why stories like these are my favorite i just love being hurt i guess 😓😩 but take your time please and be safe!!

no worries at all! i can handle a little angst 😌

just need to tell myself that this ISNT self indulgent and i’m not trying to hurt my own heart by writing angst ab my ult hehe

numbful void, ft. jeonghan

pairings: idol!jeonghan x gn!reader

warnings: angst, suggestive content, lots of crying, mentions of cheating smooching 😱😱

word count: 1.2k

There’s a distance between the two of you lately.

Maybe not in the ways one would expect, for your boyfriend still greets you sweet good mornings’ and goodbyes’ each day. It’s the same as it’s always been, yet you sense a separation only felt behind the thoughts of curiosity and mistrust.

In the last few months you’ve seen less and less of jeonghan, naively trusting his claims that his comeback requires extensive preparations. It’s difficult to understand being in a position such as his, for a demanding, best-selling group of artists require more rehearsals and more attention in order to remain at the very top. You couldn’t imagine the stress he endured, so you never minded when he’d call you late at night, sleepily letting you know of his whereabouts with the other members. You’d always give in, letting him have his freedom if it meant seeing him smile. Though his honesty began to twist from that point on, for less than a month later his colleagues would kindly message you, about him.

Joshua Hong, 12:48am - Sry to bother you, just wanted to make sure Jeonghan got back home safe~

You, 12:50am - He isn’t with you?

Sooner or later, incoming calls from the others would appear, leaving you distraught at the hundreds of thoughts peddling through your mind about your boyfriend’s location.

“We finished rehearsing about an hour ago, like we have for the last five weeks. He told me he was going straight home to you?”

“He isn’t here, but thank you for being honest with me ‘Kwan.”

you bite your lip tensely, bouncing one leg up and down as you sit by your bedroom window. Just the idea of him being in an unsafe situation triggers your mind, though for some reason you can’t let yourself believe this has all been happening unintentionally.

You, 1:12am - Hannie?

You, Imy, are you almost home?

You, 1:15am - idc where you are just tell me you’re ok

~

By morning, your eyes blink open to whisps of hair tickling your shoulder, and an arm tightly clung to your waist. In the moment you want to shake him startled and interrogate him with questions that have kept you up all night. But you wouldn’t dare, instead nudging closer to him in the comfort of his warmth.

But this always happens, by the next morning he finds his way back to you, and you let him off without question. Sooner or later will he even return anymore?

He bids you a gentle farewell for another day of work as you twirl a strand from his perm back into place, softly pecking his cheek before returning to your office. When he shuts the door back into its position, you make a sharp turn for the bathroom, digging through the hamper for any evidence of his travels. Part of you is seeping with noisiness, begging to discover what kind of truths he’s been hiding. Another side of you can’t believe you’d let yourself lose this much trust in him, someone you’ve spent years of memories with.

You pull out his attire from last night, slightly damp from sweating through never-ending dance practices. As you shake off his sweat pants a natural, floral-scented fragrance fills your senses, which has never been your go-to aroma.

Pondering further on your thoughts you place his clothing back into the dirty pile feeling more distressed than before. A small, dark object slips out of his pocket, catching your eye by the sink, and only until after it’s swatted away in a scream do you realize it had only been a false eyelash. Your eyes widen, crouching over its place on the tile floor as your hand covers your gasping mouth.

Never in your life had you touched a pair of false lashes, and your just about positive his members haven’t either.

~

That evening you sit yourself comfortably at the kitchen table, only hiding your growing anxieties from the situation jeonghans brought to your attention.

He enters through the door, lazily kicking off his shoes before making his way over to the leftovers you’d left for him. Sometimes. when he found himself too exhausted, he’ll resist the urge to give you a sign of affection, not wanting to throw his hangriness onto you.

“Do we have any glue, hannie?” you mention.

His eyebrows furrow, doe eyes widening as he turns to you with a chuckle.

“And what would you need glue for sweetheart?”

“How else am I supposed to stick these falsies on?” You question half ignorantly, and watch as all the color drains from his face in an instant.

He rushes to your side, kneeling beside the chair you angrily perched on.

“S-Sweeheart you need to listen to me-“

“What is there to listen to Jeonghan!” You rise from the table, hands fisting around the now-dry pair of lashes before they’re throw towards his face.

In the time you’ve loved Jeonghan, you’ve never seen your boyfriend break down this quickly. He’s already tearing up, explaining in muffled sobs how apologetic he is, how big of a mistake he’s been making.

“This comebacks’ preparation has been so draining, baby. I needed a breath of fresh air from my life!” His eyes grow swollen at the sight of you, tearing up with nothing but a stone-cold gaze from above him.

He couldn’t force you into complying to his pleasures. The idea of using you for his own wishes made him sick. A few months ago he’d stumbled upon a lesser-known bar with his close friend, who encouraged him inside in order to free his mind.

“I only spent a few nights at that club, was only there because he thought it’d get rid of my stress. I wouldn’t have to think about my career, or be burdened by the responsibilities I have to maintain each day.”

“What, like your responsibilities of being a truthful boyfriend? Your clothes smell like another woman’s perfume Jeonghan.”

The possibilities of where his hands have been, whom his lips might have touched is something that would haunt you for who knows how long, but that sliver of hope in your heart couldn’t help but appreciate his care for you, refraining from using you in any immature way. He’s never thought of you lowly, and never will. It’s why arguments with him are so hard to communicate through. His reasons jumble inside your head until you can’t decide whether to ridicule him, or kiss him senseless. No matter what he’s done, he always manages to make it up to you. A part of you wants to believe that this time he’ll do it again too.

You reach out your hand to him, as he poorly attempts to wipe his tears.

“You’ve have no idea how grateful I am for you, love. Thank you, Thank you with every bone in my body for giving me your hand again.”

You chuckle, extending your fingers out further.

“No, no. Give me your pair of keys back.”

[yamatologistt]

im like, what, 10 years late to the whole walking dead game thing but i was way too young back then to understand the game. i hope people still enjoy it, its a really good game (and sad) but im only up to season 3 right now (i only really liked s1 and s2) but im not finished so i cant really make decisions rn

i just want to talk about ben rn and evaluate him cause im rewatching it and now that hes my favourite i notice more things about him now. (i literally look at him everytime hes in frame even if its just showing the back of his head oml)

but anyway i see a lot of ben hate and sure i get it but i dont at the same time ben is so silly how can u hate him

- to start, when we first met ben in the woods, he’d already been through some stuff, like he saw his classmate off herself and turn into a walker, his camp got raided and he was left with 1 friend and his teacher (who both still die btw) so most of what he had left before the apocalypse was gone

- when lee is rationing out the food, if he gives ben food first, kenny comes and tells lee that there’s kids that need food too, and ben literally is like ‘sorry i didnt want any trouble’ like cmon, and he’s literally a kid too he deserves the food as much as anyone else

- on the train he is interested in the controls and being up there, so we can see that he generally enjoyed it. but once lee gets the engine going, kenny comes and ben immediately has to go babysit katjaa clem and duck (he is also visibly upset) AND THEN later on lee asks how ben was doing and he says ‘im watching the girls and not working on a mega cool train’ (let him on the train immediately 😠😠)

- ok, so maybe he did sneak supplies to the bandits and i think this is just me being biased but i feel like him giving the supplies held off the bandits a little. i mean think about it, they moved on from the st john’s farm and started taking from the motel, right? im not sure how the bandits asked ben (if they made it clear then i forgot) but if he refused wouldnt the bandits come attack even earlier? i mean they needed the supplies right, and if ben didnt give them anything to begin with they would have raided the motel anyway. i mean they knew where they were even before the st john incident. idk its just a thought

- i think it was cool how ben managed to confess to lee that he was the one who slipped the bandits supplies. like you can tell ben is a good guy cause the guilt was almost literally eating him from the inside. and even though ben isnt one of the bravest people, he still confessed knowing that lee’s reaction wouldnt be pretty. (also his stance when leaning on the train railing was so silly to me)

- after they meet christa and omid, ben tells lee that his biggest fear was to be eaten by the walkers. i mean he literally said that if he got bitten he would off himself 😢😢

- also ben was always referred to as a child but he was never treated like one, everyone excpected him to be brave and strong but in reality he was just some scrawny highschool student who was scared and couldnt live up to his impossible standards. man, i really just wanna give ben a big hug

- if you tell ben to “kill anything that gets in” he responds with “you know you’re talking to me, right?” poor ben

- even though his biggest fear is getting eaten by walkers, you still have the option to leave him behind, and let him go at the bell tower. i mean how could u do this to him hes already gone through enough

- lastly, the part where ben tells off kenny is literally iconic, that scene singlehandedly made ben one of my favourite characters of all time, i was like everyone else, i didnt care about ben because i thought he was a bad guy since i never really payed attention to him. but i swear when he was telling kenny off it felt like i was being told off too. i mean his point was valid too, kenny had his family to say goodbye to, and ben (and literally everyone else) never got to see their family, (or they saw them as walkers, lee and clem,, :( )

- i know the last point was meant to be the last one but cmon its ben i could type this for ages longer but yeah. he had the literal best character development in the game. at first he was some stupid kid who was always messing up and before he died he was an amazing character who deserved literally everything. omg i cried so hard when he died cause when he fell i was like, oh i think its ok the fall wasnt too far and he said he only hurt his leg, but bro once we saw what really happened my heart sank bro it was so sad i really hoped nothing bad happened to him ☹️☹️ but i think kenny did the right thing cause like we said, his worst fear was the walkers getting to him. gosh i feel like i watched his death for the first time ages ago and i still cant stop thinking about him man

anyways, i would literally do anything to give ben a massive hug, he did his best and he was literally so funny too :((

(thanks if u read this far btw, i just wanted to rant about this man i love him so much and i will defend him with my life) 😠‼️

[marcyyss]

' That cool girl '

Robin Arellano x reader

Summery: Robin thinks you are the most cool girl in school, but actually no one really knows why because you only teach him math

( reader is 13 like Robin)

Running out of ideas and im craving for the black phone fics.

Idk how schools work in usa so maybe things are going to be wrong

You were in the cafeteria until your number one fan, Robin Arellano, sits with you

— " Hi y/n! What are you doing? "

— " I think im eating, Robin do you need something boy? "

— " Oh, haha no im good, just.. I want to know if we are going to study this weekend "

— " Of course we will, why, you wanted to go somewhere? "

That made him nervous, he wanted to go to the movies with you (and his uncle) but for him, you were so cool! Of course you wouldn't want to go with him, he is just a boy who figths with everyone

— " Um, no- i mean- if you want we could go to see a movie, any movie that you want is fine "

You smiled at him and rolled your eyes, for you, he was the cutest boy in school

— " Sure Robin, dont choose a movie that is too scary, you know i dont like those "

He felt like his heart is going to explode, but he tried to look cool like you

— " Um, haha, you aren't scared of a little horror movie aren't you? They aren't that scary "

— " Sure Robin, lets go after study okay? Love you "

He blushed at that, and you laughed and then left the table with him alone, to be honest you really liked him, so you wanted to act cool and that he thought that you were cool maked you the most happy girl.

The next day, you were walking in the hallways to your next class and you saw Robin with a tape in his hand, plus he was bleeding A LOT, so of course you wanted to know what happened.

— " Hey Robin, are you okay? You are bleeding a lot. "

— " Oh, i got in a figth with an asshole called Moose, i think you know him. "

— " Well duh, he is my brother's friend, why dont you go to the nurse office? "

— " If they know that i got in a figth again, they will suspend me, again. "

— " Okay, i need to go now, see you later boy. "

— " See ya "

You didn't care that Robin got into figths, actually you think it was pretty cool, maybe you are in the "I like bad boys" phase and "you wanted him to protect you" like in those romantic movies, where the protagonist is a nerdy girl and her love interest is a bad boy who figths everyone and they meet because he needs help with maths and then she realize that he isnt a bad boy and he has trauma that makes him act like that...

Actually you think your like is a movie at this time, so you hope that everything goes rigth like in those movies and you and Robin kiss in prom nigth and that shit.

But anyways, your most waited day has arrived, Robin was coming to your house to study, and then you two are going to the movies and see a scary movie, maybe this was your time to confess your love for him.

While you were daydreaming, you heard a knock on the door and your mother opened the door

— " Sweetie, Robin is here! "

— " Coming mom! "

Before going down stairs, you looked at the mirror to see if you were looking good, and.. You looked the same as always, good!

— " Hi Robin, lets go to my room! "

After the 2 hours of study passed, Robin, your mother and you where at the door

— " Mom, can we have a sleepover at Robin's house? "

— " If his mother knows i don't have a problem, just dont go to sleep too late, okay? "

— " Okay mom, bye! "

— " goodbye miss l/n "

— " Goodbye kids, have a good time! "

You and Robin went to his uncle's car and went to see the horror movie at the cinema, you guys had a good time, it was the first time that you were "alone" with Robin without having to study, and you loved it, he was grabing your hand, but you wanted to act cool, you failed and screamed half of the movie while Robin laughed at you, which made you laugh too.

When the movie was over and you guys arrived to Robin's house and go to his room, you thought it was a good time to confess your feelings, and then he spoke

— " Hey y/n. "

— " Yes? Whats wrong boy? "

— " I have something to tell you. "

It was what you are thinking? It has to be rigth?

— " um, sure Robin, you can tell me anything "

— " .. I like you y/n "

You felt your cheeks burning and your heart was about to explode

— " Its okay if you dont feel the same, i mean, im just a dumb boy who gets into figths 8 times a week and you.. Are the most cool girl in school "

— " Wait no! I like you Robin "

— " Really?! You arent joking rigth, you cant joke about this "

— " Of course im not joking Robin, i like you. "

Robin hugged you, and you hugged him as well.

I guess this is a good nigth, rigth?

— " I love you y/n "

— " I love you too Robin "

GOSH, IM LITERALLY SO IN LOVE WITH THIS KID ☹️

[bonnieura]

I think my favorite thing in the world is connecting/referencing historical figures for clone characters. i dont think i am Being clear right now. like get this: referencing the historical figure the clone was cloned from?? I love that so much. making the little connections between them and the person they were based off. as much as i love the idea of the clones being their own person n shit in the end (and in the lore imo) they ARE a clone . They have their DNA and they share almost the same attributes . like what do you MEAN jfk doesnt have blue eyes????? Like if the guy he was based off, the president, had blue eyes he has a right to have them too. i think thats the only headcanon ive ever had for a character and i dont even THINK its a headcanon because like? why wouldnt jfk have blue eyes did they fuck up the dna or something?? labrat malfunction?? i think the reason why they dont appear in the show is because of the show's style. and with this logic that means abe has blue eyes too, and im not just talking about eyes im speaking for every single other attribute the h!figure had [im just using eye colours as an example]

i also like to believe this when it comes to facial features too. because again theyre clones of the dna so likeeeeee why wouldnt they look exact! if not exact then at least considerably similar. that's just my opinion though. like you cant tell me this isnt what any of the characters look like

okay KIDDING! but like i do enjoy and completely support the idea of the characters at least showing some great resemblance to the people they were cloned from . like thats just a must. and honestly i really love little references OUTSIDE their appearance, like secondary personality traits or something. parts of their childhood (which is honestly not a wide field of interpretation because.. 16 still IS childhood at least compared to the real ages of the historical figures so theres not a lot of room for improvising i suppose) or even references to their later life? I find that so cool. i really enjoy it whenever i see someone's interpretation of a clone containing little neat trivia that directly corresponds to their clone father. I am such a sucker for u.s history you do NOT know how HAPPY it makes me see to see people actually talk about like abraham lincoln or something or lem billings when referring to whether or not jfk (clone high) was/is bisexual or not ((((and ive seen people theorize his sexuality based off john f kennedy's sexuality which is a whoooole other can of worms)))))))) like i just get so excited because That Means I Can Add A Lot More Trivia And Fun Facts For Them And I Like That . I Like being Historically Accurate and adding Fun References for those who Do Know. I would write more but im tired like shiiiiiiit ok god goodbye