#this was insane; do this every week ffs

[softambrollins]

[squoxle]

Golden Rule - L.HS ff ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡

🎧 pairing: inexperienced!heeseung x badgirl!reader

🎧 summary: your cute and nerdy classmate lets you have your way with him in exchange for help on an assignment

🎧 cw: corruption and exhibitionism kink, oral (m. receiving), religious themes, mentions of bullying, college au, hee’s a bit subby

🎧 wc: 1.4k

You had been feeling horny for the entire week and knew you had to get your hands on some good dick or else you’d literally combust.

Introducing your person of interest: Lee Heeseung.

He was the type of guy you could guess everything about without even speaking to him. From his glasses, the way he tucked his ironed dress shirts into his belted pants, the way you only saw him either sitting with his legs crossed at a church sermon or studying his heart out at the library.

Heeseung was the epitome of a Christian nerd, but it was his insanely good looks that drew your attention to him in the first place.

You two first met at the beginning of the school semester, but you weren’t sure if you could call it a friendship just yet, especially not with the way you’d fantasize about him with your fingers between your legs every night.

It currently 6:00pm: the same time he’d come to the library to study every week day.

“What’re you working on,” you asked, taking a seat beside him at the table.

“Nothing much. Mr. Sweeney gave me this stupid hand written essay that I have to turn in by tomorrow, so I’ll be pretty busy for the next few hours.”

“What for? I thought Mr. Sweeney taught Bible. There aren’t any writing assignments for that class.”

That’s honestly the only reason why you took Bible class this semester.

“He does, but this isn’t a part of the curriculum. It’s a punishment for the prank I pulled on Jake and his crew yesterday… let’s just say, I didn’t get away with it as easily as planned.”

“Oh, so you do have a naughty side?”

“Hardly,” he sharply defended, “All I did was swap their video game discs out with episodes of The Brady Bunch on dvds. But, Sunghoon snitched, so now I’m here.”

“Tough.”

“I know. It’s not like I don’t deserve it, anyways.”

“Nobody deserves to be bullied, Hee. Those guys were assholes and you stood up for yourself! They’re the ones who should be playing Shakespeare for the night,” you argued passionately.

His eyes widened at your use of a swear word, such language that was forbidden by your university code of conduct.

“I appreciate you taking sides with me, but please don’t call it bullying. Makes me feel all… soft, and… vulnerable,” he cringed at his own words.

“You look pretty soft and vulnerable to me,” you mumbled, hungry eyes falling to his pouty lips.

“Excuse me?”

You cleared your throat, “Uhm, what’s the paper on?”

“The Golden Rule.”

Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, “The what?”

“Loving your neighbors as yourself? You should really pay more attention during Mr. Sweeney’s sermons.”

You chuckled at his comment, nudging him on the shoulder, “Hey, maybe I would if he wasn’t so damn boring… How many pages does it have to be?”

He sighed, “10 at least.”

Having to come of with 10 pages worth of “Golden Rule” greatness sounded much more challenging than you knew it actually was.

All he had to do was write in VERY BIG LETTERS.

You peered over his shoulder, examining the paper. He was just getting started on page two.

“Hmm. We have similar handwriting,” you added, making Heeseung look at you with his desperate doe eyes.

“Oh my God, ____! You have to help me!”

“Watch out, church boy. The pastor might make it 11 pages if he hear’s you calling the Lords name in vain.”

“Ughhhh,” his Adam’s apple bobbed up and down as he groaned, “Can you please just help me out?”

“Uh-huh, and why would I do that?”

“Look, I’ll do anything! You’re a way stronger writer than I am, and my brain is in the verge of kermitting suicide!!”

He was right. Writing was never a strong subject of his, so he really did need your help.

“Fine,” you gave in, looking around the library before whispering in his ear, “If you can be quiet while I suck you off until you finish page two, I’ll do the rest.”

His eyes widened in disbelief, “What?”

“You heard me,” you said cattily, sneaking under the table and between his legs.

“____, get from down there!! This is inappropriate!”

“Says who,” you giggled, unbuckling his leather belt.

“We’re not a married couple, ____. Hell, We’re not even dating!” He whisper-yelled from above the table, fidgeting with the pencil in his hand.

You could feel how tense he was just my touching his thighs, “You’ve never been approached like this before, have you?” You asked yet stated.

He took a deep swallow, already feeling himself throbbing in his pants, “Of course not… I’m trying to save myself here, y’know?”

“Aww, that’s cute,” you pouted, rubbing his bulge through his boxers.

“F-fuhh,” he mumbled, screwing his eyes shut at the feeling, “I don’t know if I can do this, ____.”

“With God, all things are possible, Hee! You should really pay more attention during Mr. Sweeney’s sermons,” you mocked, shimmying his boxers down to his ankles.

You adjusted yourself under the table before grabbing a hold of his impressively large dick, starting with gentle pumps.

“I’m not hearing the pencil penciling, Hee. Be a good boy and keep writing,” you slithered in a sing-song voice, licking a stripe up his shaft. The foreign texture of your tongue sent pleasurable shivers down his spine.

“____,” he cried with a surpressed moan, “how am I supposed to focus when you’re down there doing that?!” He worried, looking around as if waiting for someone to catch you two.

You released your lips from his heat with a pop, “Down here doing what, Hee? Sucking your virgin dick in the library? I always knew you had a naughty side.”

“Mmm,” he moaned again, rutting his hips up into your mouth, “please tell me you’re almost done, ____.”

You grinned at the sound of his begging, feeling yourself grow wetter with each second you spent between his legs, “Depends on if you either finish that last page or cum in my mouth first.”

Taking him past your lips again, you bobbed your head up and down, stroking the remaining inches you couldn’t fit comfortably in your mouth.

He tried his best to keep writing, but with that way you were sucking him off, his hands couldn’t help but drop the pencil before getting lost in your hair.

“Fuck,” he whined, finally letting the word come out.

He started to use your head like a toy as you sucked him in even harder, “just like that, baby. Please don’t stop.”

You were surprised by how his body slowly submitted to you the more you pleasured him.

Meanwhile, he was surprised that this was actually even happening. You moaned with the gag that tried to escape your throat, clinging to his thighs as your tried to hold in your sounds.

Your eyes started to poke with tears as he used your head more aggressively than before, finally shooting his warm load down your mouth, panting as if he’d just ran a marathon.

“Shh, you’re so noisy,” you teased, stroking him to a point of overstimulation.

“Okay, that’s enough,” he whimpered, taking your hands in his to stop your ministrations.

You licked the cum that dripped from your mouth before pulling his pants back up, getting from under the table.

You fixed your hair with your hands after literally just getting your face fucked by your sweet classmate, taking in his hot and bothered frame.

“How was it?” You asked casually, sitting next to him as if nothing happened.

You tried to ignore the sticky moisture that stuck to your thighs from your own arousal, figuring that you’d think about this moment while you pleased yourself later.

“Amazing,” he said with a shaky breath, still feeling his orgasm fresh in his veins.

“I’m taking about the page you just wrote, silly,” you teased, moving the sheet of paper closer to you before examining what he came up with, “Dude!”

“What, dude?” He asked back with flushed and sleepy features.

“This is garbage!” You exclaimed, ripping the piece of paper in half.

“Yeah, I don’t know why you would’ve expected anything different.”

“Gimme that,” you retorted, snatching the pencil from his hand, “I’m gonna need some coffee to write all these pages for ya…”

“Ugh,” he groaned, understanding that you were indirectly asking him to get you something to drink.

“Iced?”

“Always.”

He got up from the seat, searching through his backpack before pulling out his wallet, “Thanks by the way,” he smiled, trailing to the library exit.

“What can I say? It’s the Golden Rule,” you replied, jotting down the first of many sentences you’d write for Lee Heeseung, the guy you just blessed with the best blow job of his life.

❀ Thank you all so much for reading! Make sure to check out other works on my masterlist!

❀ 𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝:

@chlorinecake @hoyeonheeseung @sussyjake @furious-eagle @cherrriesss @abbyizzy @weyukinluv @addictedtohobi @thatonenoona @wavykook @givemeyourtmihyun @jaeljn @hoonmywk @valennshit @19-yunalyn @hoonbby @frostedblankets @hoonsyo @no-mannerism @perfectxserendipity @chubbibish @ihrtlix @bunniesforsoobin @thereadersparadise @thatbooknerdfr @aiden2001 @belongstoheeseung @jakeybabe @donut-crazs @rizzhee @nikimeows @woonieees @uarmyxtae @rebecca-johnson-28 @they2luv1naia @isa-2007 @silcry @riverscafe @pearlwhitesoul @nikohiroshi @thatbooknerdfr @wonniewonwon

[rodolfoparras]

So yesterday marks the very first time I’ve posted a fic on here

I had written fics before but this was my first ever 18+ fic

Before I started writing for the cod fandom I had stuck to reading cod fics on ao3 specifically price pieces and I rmr one day wanting to read a fic where price teaches reader how to smoke cigars but I just knew there wasn’t an x male reader piece around so I decided to write it myself

I spent a month researching how to write smut trying to get a proper feel of price’s character and translate those very same traits into my own fic

And when I was completely done with it I almost didn’t post it but I did and I believe in one day I got 200 notes which was insane. I didn’t know how active people were on tumblr I really just wanted to create a price piece and do what I love which is writing

The next piece took 3 weeks before I posted it mostly because I was picking and poking at it but then I told myself you know if I’m going to be running a writing blog I have to write more often

So I pushed myself to write more often and back then I had just started to become fixated with price so I had plenty of ideas at hand

Slowly but surely I started to post more and more pieces and my blog started to grow. From April to maybe June month I had gotten two requests and maybe one ask where it was an anon who was just interested in talking to me and I rmr feeling over the moon about it

And then June month I started to grow rapidly like I really was there like whats going on 🧍🏻 i rmr the writers i looked up to became mutuals with me and i genuinely couldnt believe this was happening.

june- september i felt myself become more confident in my writing and i started to write like every 2-3 days and that’s when so many of you guys joined my blog and i rmr just being surprised that so many of you wanted to talk to me and that i went from one anonie to having a little council of yall

then november - February came around and that period is usually the worst for my mental l health but writing and having you guys show so much love not only for my work but also and it genuinely helped me so much

now its been a year of writing fics and im just really appreciative

also its so cool to be able to see how much ive grown how i went from spending a month on writing a fic to being able to produce pieces im actually proud of in the span of 3 days it's also fun to see how much knowledge ive gained by just writing like ill find myself reading pieces and im able to see minimal adjustment i can make that while make the scene flow whiles before id be questioning my grammar in every sentence

so what i want to say with this yapping is thank you guys and if youre someone who wants to get into ff writing pls do so

at first you'll feel like a weed in a garden but as times goes on you’ll realize how much you and your work has made the garden bloom🫶🏻

[swampstew]

Doffy doing Doffy things

Oh shiiit its Yandere time! Actual human garbage Donquixote Doflamingo laid his shielded eyes on your frame and his mask of indifference turned mischievous. With a flick of his wrists, you're entangled by the puppet master who steals you away to be a part of his family, murdering yours along the way.

WC: 641 CW: Spicy; not-gender specific reader; Yandere Donquixote Doflamingo; kidnapping reader; consent/non con/dubious consent and maybe Stockholm syndrome?; bdsm/ doffy dom and reader sub; orgasm denial/edging; murder and very unhealthy/somewhat abusive relationship dynamics; reader is a captive with privileges. Minors DNI - you will be blocked

He might already be canon Yandere? Anyways its no secret the Doflamingo considers himself a god amongst the filth, taking whatever or whomever he wants. I mean, he took over an entire kingdom ffs. So the day he happens upon you is also the last day of your old life as he snatches you away with his strings and so begins the rest of your life at the mercy of his puppet strings. He was content with simply taking you but you had some loyal allies who tried to fight him – they’re all dead now and he is not sorry about it.

Why did Doffy take you? Simply put, he saw something in you that made you stand out from the trash. And he’s a pirate first and foremost so he saw your shine and took you. Being his love doll is a bonus (for him). You’re treated with the utmost respect amongst his staff and lower subordinates. The inner circle is a bit…guarded…so you always feel like you’re walking on eggshells. They’re also all assholes, every one of them, so it’s a sucky time for you. Its not until Doffy gives you executive privileges and makes you in charge of punishments that they finally fuck off, since you’d get to see out their punishments for bullying you specifically which was now a punishable offense. Baby 5 is the closest thing you’ll have to a close friend but she’d sell you out to Doffy for an ice cream cone so keep secrets close to your chest.

The first rule is that you have no boundaries with Doffy. Boundaries mean secrets (it doesn’t and we wholly endorse them here at Swampstew Inc.) and he won’t have you betray him. Not when he feels like he’s asking for so little while giving you more than you could ever imagine. Imagine him to be your insane, sugar daddy and give him his due love if you want to survive him. Obviously you’re not to see or sleep with anyone but him, he’ll do his best to uphold his side of this agreement between you (and does make an effort which shocks everyone). You’re not really allowed to say no to him. Saying no implies you don’t love him and if you don’t love him…remind him why he keeps you around for? Doffy doesn’t feel convinced until you make a dramatic statement.

Adjusting to Doffy’s tastes is harder for you to do but by god do you do it. He has privileged and expensive taste so its not entirely terrible. The other bit is more complicated. If you thought Doffy was insane before, he’s a sadist in bed. That’s not to say you won’t find or achieve orgasm! It will just be so prolonged that you’ll think you’ve gone mad and he is providing you with heaven when he finally gives it to you. Or if he’s feeling particularly nasty, he’ll break out the whips and other leather toys, ready to verbally humiliate you over several hours.

Your life gets better and worse in equal balance. You’d never had wealth or privilege like you did with Doffy, at the same time you’re still basically his captive. He did say you’re free but you’re his and you’re never to leave his side. Don’t run, he’ll enjoy punishing you. And then he’ll enjoy manipulating your actions with his power for days, weeks, months even depending on how petty he feels. He’s a real demon and you’re his favorite toy. Scratch that, a pet maybe. Toys can break but a pet gets spoiled when its good and punished when its bad. Yes, he likes that much better.

<insert photo of Elle Woods from Legally Blonde holding Brutus in her purse but place Doffy’s face over Elle’s and Y/N’s face over Brutus, send post>

[fillinforlater]

Monday of Appreciation: Part 75

Hello everyone, Smite here!

It's been a crazy, hectic week for me, but that won't stop me from presenting you the best of the best. Holy cow, there are soooo many writers with so much talent. Some of them have not yet been featured... until today! Happy MoA debut to the new ones! I hope you all continue to do well and write better with every story.

Important update at the end.

Let's get to new and old greats!

-1-

@svndaysaweek: Aftermath ft. Kazuha

The beautiful nature of science!

This fic kinda makes me angry, with how obnoxious it is with making you study while reading smut. No but in all honesty, i loved the creativity and how it just comes out of nowhere and makes perfect sense. That's the kinda stuff that has me excited about new things.

-2-

@usedpidemo: Radiance ft. Chaehyun

Ah, yes! The dress that made our minds go:

gignononbuksdflauvlizbaubalivalibuvliabvlinvjabvliablivb

or something like that lol. Good to see that such an excellent cutie like Pi also got affected by it. This fic is a breeze to read and yup, basically everything you expect happens here. Tit sucking ftw!

-3-

@tothosewhoyearnforit: surf's up pt. 1 ft. Kazuha, Minju

(ayo, your masterlist doesn't seem to work, or atleast the link in your bio)

The star wars joke in the beginning? Yes, that definitely made me stay (as well as the fact that this is Minju and Kazuha???!??). Fantastic pairing, very blunt smut that is all the better cuz they are not doing it in the fucking sand.

Have I ever mentioned that I hate sand? Now you know it lol

-4-

@aaaaafro: Soft Japanese Pillows ft. Rei

Something about the teasing nature of this works so perfectly. Yes, I'm gonna buy the damn pillow, can I pleeeease get to your pillows, miss? Btw, Rei hella underrated! I want her to press her round thighs and tits all over my body ffs. Thank you for this fic, frosche!

Also her cheeks are so cuuuute ahhhhh

Update:

Today made me realize that things will be hard to balance. Work and writing, work and daily necessities, work and studying, work and other hobbies, work and family/friends, work and life... yeah, work is now a big part of my life (again) and this will most likely hinder me from releasing smuts and other stories at this quick pace I had before.

What once was like 1-2 smuts per week, will now quickly become 1 per 2 weeks... maybe even slower, especially for bigger projects. I hope you all can understand this. I hate to slow down my progress, especially right before such a big celebration. It's just gonna be hard.

Sadly, I also lost this insane drive I had during my time studying for the exams. I pumped out so many words, multiple fics, and now looking at these docs is tough.

Anyways, I hope you can understand this and remain patiently for new fics. This is NOT a hiatus announcement. Smutty thoughts always linger somewhere in my mind. But if I take longer to put something out, don't be shocked.

Love you alll! Bye :)

[smushystrawbabies]

i made up these boys for a short story assignment in my leaving cert/a-level/final english exam. i FLUNKED that paper so bad but i made some cool characters i guess. insane drabble under cut :3

reed is a lonely, borderline alcoholic ranch owner. he inherited the small horse ranch from his vile father and has managed it pretty much alone for years. the most socialising he does is when he sells his horses to the nearby military fort and when he buys provisions from the closest town once every two weeks. and two birds is a comanche warrior who gets heavily injured in a fight with his brother and seeks refuge at reed's isolated ranch. they have both survived hardships such as abusive parents, rough upbringings and life shattering experiences and have turned out very differently; two birds is optimistic and confident however reed is self deprecating and a massive pessimistic party pooper.

they end up becoming friends and they argue a lot because they are so different. two birds gets angry at reed's constantly gloomy attiude and reed find's two birds' beliefs confusing and a waste of time (such as his religion, his habit of shaving and plucking his eyebrows and his herbal remedies). but at the end of the day they enjoy each other's company and support. reed gets support from two birds as he is amazing with the unbroken horses (naturally) and keeps the ranch in tip top shape with a cheerful attitude. reed supports two birds by being his rock and doing the heavier work around the farm.

also they have big fat crushes on each other. i tried to make it super obvious in my essay/short story that they have the hots for each other without making it yaoi so i hope my examiner gets the idea. two birds is super clear with his feelings without outwadly saying it and reed is really bad at understanding his own feelings, let alone comprehending and picking up what two birds is laying down. but

they spend their days working hard and training great horses and spend their evenings sitting in front of the fire sharing stories and jamming out to reed's badass harmonica.

IF ONLY I HAD BEEN ABLE TO CAPTURE ALL THIS IN MY EXAM... FFS! I HATE EXAMS!!!!1!!!!!!!

[roseartsandfics]

Sephiroth (CC) -- Rose

Here is another Sephiroth artwork from Crisis Core with a rose 🌹 Tbh, I actually LOVED how this turned how. I just love drawing my favorite FF character (or villain lol), especially the FFVII trilogy <3. I’ve been wanting to draw more Sephiroth lately, so here he is I did probably last week (?).

SPOILER ALERT for those who hadn't played Crisis Core and/or Crisis Core Reunion, and the original and the remakes of FFVII of what I am about to say! So be aware of spoils!

I managed to do chapter 8 of CC-R, finally managed to see the Nibelheim Incident, which was an essential, and most shocking event I have EVER seen in my life ever since getting into FF. I hadn't even known that the people that created FFVII to have the most crucial event that probably is popular and shocking at the same time. I hadn't even gotten into that event in the OG and the remakes of FFVII just yet, nor seen the full thing of Last Order, but I did manage to get through it in Crisis Core Reunion. I was NERVOUS of playing that chapter 0_0. My heart was beating fast and my stomach was turning just thinking about it and how I will get through it! (I started to love Tifa's voice, btw :3). Sephiroth’s fall from hero to a threat was INDEED heartbreaking. I feel like he is the victim of Hojo’s experiments and the origins are just heartbreaking. Unfortunately he fell into insanity. I also felt if that wasn't for Hojo, and all the experiments he had done, and what he had done to Sephiroth, and probably the company did this to him as well, none of Sephiroth’s insanity would've happened. And yeah, Cloud killing Sephiroth at the reactor by stabbing him and throwing him into the Mako pit (or lifestream) was hard for me to watch after the battle. It'll be hard and NERVOUS for me to watch that scene from the OG as well along with the backstory from Cloud's POV in the OG and Rebirth. Oh, and that Sephiroth battle… was probably one of those battles that got my blood boiling but loving at the same time for some odd reason. I wasn't even READY for the Sephiroth battle at all, and I hated it, but loved it at the same time. Things I love was his stances and and intros before the battle, but what I hate is trying not to die from every powers he's using. The second phased I don't really like. So yeah, Sephiroth's fall from grace sucked, but will be forever my favorite FF villain ❤️

Alright, that's enough with the long description of my time playing chapter 8 and discussion before I get myself carried away lol. I had the shirtless Sephiroth art with a rose done on this book, but I didn't like how it turned out. So I decided to redraw that piece on my iPad and will display it as soon as it's done :). I'll be playing more Crisis Core soon!

WIP pics:

Sephiroth and Crisis Core - Final Fantasy VII - Reunion ©Tetsuya Nomura, Hajime Tabata, Yoshihiro Hirota, Mariko Sato, SQUARE ENIX and Tose

Artwork ©RosePrincessArts

No copyright infringement is intended

Used: Soho Studio pencils and markers, fine artists pens, gel pen, illustration markers, non toxic alcohol markers and calligraphy pen

[romanceandshenanigans]

AITA for wanting to get back together with my now engaged ex? (AITA Tag Game)

Rules: Write an AITA question and post from the POV of one your OCs

Tagging: @janec23, @kittttycakes, @auroramagpie, @can-of-pringles and anyone else who wants to join in!

Thanks to @clairelsonao3 for tagging me! This was genuinely a lot of fun!

I know it sounds bad and it is, probably, really bad, but I need to get this all off my chest. I feel like I’m going insane and could really use a slap in the face right about now. There's nobody else in my life I can talk to about this. Apologizes in advanced for any spelling or other errors, this is my first time using Reddit and not used to the formatting.

Some backstory. I (30M) met my Ex (26F) eight years ago. She had left home for personal reasons I won't get into here and we ended up living together for almost nine months.

I know, you're probably thinking I'm a rake for living with a woman and not immediately proposing marriage, but circumstances made that impossible. Again, I know this sound like I'm making excuses, but for her privacy I won't divulge. Just know that for the majority of that time we lived as old bachelors. It was only in that last month did things change.

I loved her like mad. I still do, that's why I'm in this mess, but I'm getting ahead of myself. The point is, I had fully intended to marry her. I wanted to marry her, but before I could propose a FF (family friend) discovered us and convinced me not to.

I feel like now it's important for me to clarify that I am not a gentleman. My father was a common sailor and my mother was a cook. I made my living in theatre and working any kind of odd jobs I could. Now I do theatre full time, but even then I can barely make rent some days.

She, however, is a gentlewoman. I didn't know this at the time, but when the FF arrived, he made it clear she did have connections. Being with me all but assured the destruction of her reputation.

The FF, however, gave us an out. Either I could marry her and risk her family cutting her off leaving her destitute or I could let her go and pretend it never happened. (The family had a cover story on where she was during our time together.)

I ultimately decided to leave. At the time, I thought I had done the honorable thing. She could move on, find a husband who could make her happy and comfortable and not have to live with a mistake she made when she was eighteen.

Now we come to last week. A business associate invited me to a party and, for the first time in eight years, I saw her again. I didn't even know she was in town. As it turns out her fiance is my associate's brother.

The fiance not a bad man as far as I know. He's a bit of a stiff and doesn't seem to understand theatre or the arts at all, but that can be easily forgiven. His brother clearly loves him, so he must have other qualities that makes up for it.

This is exactly what I wanted for her. She's about to marry a good man and be set for life.

It's just…she doesn't seem happy. I know I'm projecting, but I can't help it. Every time I see her with him there is just no spark between them. It's like their cousins or siblings rather than lovers.

She’s was always so passionate. I can't imagine she's so changed she could content herself with mild affections.

I keep coming back to the question of why now? And the only conclusion I've come to is maybe her heart had been broken as much as mine. Maybe she's only marrying now because she has to. Or maybe it's taken her this long to move on. If she had moved on sooner, surely she would be married by now.

Needless to say, I'm not getting any answers soon. My associate has been bringing her in as a kind of counselor, so I have see her a few times since that first night. She’s treating me rather coldly, but that’s to be expected. As if stands we have to pretend we don’t know each other and it’s killing me.

If I knew for certain she was happy, I could let this go. The only reason I’ve been able to live with myself was the thought that she was living a life I couldn’t give her. My circumstances haven't changed, but I'm having regrets.

I should have asked her to marry me before I left or at least spoken with her on what to do. Now she likely thinks I'm a bastard for leaving without a word, and rightfully so.

Despite all of that, I can't help feeling there's a chance. Sometimes I catch her turning away when I look her direction. Even now and again she seems to slip and allows herself to relax around me before walking away. She even defended me in front of a whole dinner party when she didn't have to.

Am I going mad? I haven't done anything. We haven't had a single moment alone together. But every time I do see her, all I want to do is pull her into my arms and never let go, damn the consequences.

TLDR; After eight years my ex is back in town, engaged to a good man. She doesn't seem happy and every fiber in my being is telling me to get her back. AITA?

[blublublujk]

love always wins (1)

-> chapter 1

words count: 3.5k

pairing: businesswoman y/n x businessman pjm ft. businessman kth

summary: you were given one simple task. how far are you willing to go for it?

warnings: adult content, swearing, drugs/alcohol, indirect mentions of dark themes (cheating, separation, prostitution), sexual content (consensual intoxicated unprotected sex, overstimulation, fm. riding m., creampie)

a.n: im back sooo soon i know (please dont get excited i just couldn't sleep one night and created this) i wasn't sure if i wanted this to be a oneshot but as you can see i decided to make this longer than i anticipated so for now i will update whatever fic inspires me most at the moment whether it is this one or iwd. (im really excited for this one so please enjoy ^.^) this chapter was wayyy longer but i didn't want to add too much so consider this an introduction to the new world we have created. this ff was inspired by season greetings 2021 jimin if you couldnt tell. okiii bye (keep streaming more please hehe)

—> m.list

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“Head down quickly Y/N, the guests are expecting you soon.” Your father’s voice echoes clearly even halfway down the flight of stairs. 

“I’ll be down soon father.” 

It was thirty minutes ‘till showtime. 

Standing with your head held high, you looked straight into the large mirror displaying your every feature, taking one last good look at yourself. Chanel, the only brand that could cater to your needs for the night, a long fitted black dress with a slit cut perfectly set to reveal your right thigh that followed down to your leg. The girl’s were squished together making them look a lot bigger than they actually were, but you were proud of your body figure. You accessorized the dress with a beautiful pair of diamond earrings that dangled just above your shoulder. You were extremely aware of how revealing this would look especially on an outing like tonight’s, but like hell you would ever take it off. 

You spritzed some of the finest perfume onto your neck, adjusting your dainty necklace that decorated it. After finally being pleased with the person you saw in the mirror, you slipped into a pair of black heels finalizing your look.

Showtime.

Your father expressed just how important this meeting with the infamous Park Brother’s would be, you can still recall the conversation from last week preparing you for this very moment.

“From what I know, the Parks’ have turned nothing into legacy. Their company has an insane amount of new money invested in this country. Partnering with them would not only set the company for many more years to come, but it will also benefit them later. New money comes and goes, but I have what they desire most. You know very well our company has been running longer than anyone else around these streets, we must invest in the new to keep what we have in the now. Newer wealth buys you a whole country, older wealth buys us the entire world, my dear.”

“I see your vision father. I have heard of this company before. The Park Brother’s are fairly new to the business industry, but have reached remarkable heights. Now I only ask, what do you expect of me?”

“Exactly as to why I called you here. I knew only my golden child would exceed my expectations. The only thing I expect of you now is to help me convince them to work with us. Whatever it takes. It will be tough as they will be receiving multiple offers when the time comes, but the brother’s are still so young and new. Anything that seems beneficial to them will have them running after an arrangement. As you must know, the start-up is run by the head director, Park Jun and his younger brother, Park Jimin. Anything we say or do must appeal to them both. Let’s have a nice successful night, just be yourself. My baby girl always gets what she desires.”

“I understand father, I’ll do my best.”

Before anything, you did your own personal research on these so-called Park Brother’s. 

Park Jun, age 27, began his start-up in 2015 with close friends from his hometown in Busan and it failed terribly, as expected. Not until 2019 when Park Jimin, age 25, revised his older brother’s previous work (or really built a whole new system from scratch) and relaunched the start-up. The start-up quickly took off reaching unimaginable numbers. That’s when the Park Brother’s got a taste of success for the first time. They didn’t stop there. 

The Brother’s moved quickly signing contracts left and right with only the best in the business expanding to the unreachable. They were the moment and continue to be. 

But from where you come from, nothing you haven't seen before. 

They are young, disgustingly rich, and most likely stupid. At the end of the day, men will be men. You understood very well what you were expected to do. 

Catching up with your father didn’t take long, he was already checking up on all his invited guests to make sure all was moving accordingly. Typically, your father’s idea of a nice small gathering is everything but small. Of course, his only plan tonight was to make sure he got that business deal. Whenever he set his mind on anything, he’d get the job done. Luckily, you picked up the trait. 

Your father arranged a huge dinner. It was more a party for networking and setting up connections. He’s done this plenty of times, hosting the biggest annual events to casual dinners with only the finest in the business. Your father was a smart, rich businessman. You fall nothing short of him, having your own name written all over great technological advances worldwide. 

“Kihyun, your daughter is absolutely stunning. She definitely took after you.” The guests peppered after your father, bringing a false smile to your lips, only just arriving to where your father had been. 

It used to be hard to fake smiles, fake pleased reactions but now, they came around like reflexes. Nobody truly means well in a business like this. It was always the same— boring, recycled comments. 

“She’s so beautiful.”

“She could be a model if she didn’t take after her intelligent father!”

“Soon enough she’ll be able to marry!”

“Has she been looking after any possible romantic partners?”

All so stupid— and overused.

As if you would marry any of their worthless (shitty) sons.

Your father turned towards your direction before responding, “Y/N never fails to amaze me, believe it or not, she definitely takes over her mother the most. It is too bad my wife is off on a business trip, she would love to meet with you all.” 

Your father's smile widens when mentioning your mother. Like you said, men will be men. 

Your parents had been separated for quite some time now. Five years to be exact. There was no “business trip”. Her “business trip” was somewhere far, far away from the businesses of your father. You would like to say their separation was a piece of cake, but there was nothing sweet about their end. Your father had been caught cheating multiple times, once by his own daughter. You didn’t bother to hide it from your mother, but you also didn’t tell her. She already knew. She made sure to take the most she could when she left. Leaving her most prized possession behind, you. There was never a call, never an explanation. She didn’t even bother leaving a letter. She just left. She took everything that day, your heart with it. Even then, you don’t blame her. She had her reasons, now you have yours. 

You only stayed besides your father for two things. One: money. Two: business. 

You were lucky enough to have made such an impact in his company that without you, his reputation would crash. He needs you just as much as you need him. It’s exactly why you deal with the fake. Nothing lasts long here. But money will always win. 

“Oh Kihyun, this family has been blessed with not only looks, but intelligence also. You have raised Y/N so well.” The older lady praises. 

Mentally, you roll your eyes. “Why thank you Ma’am. It is an honor to be in your presence.” 

The older lady shakes her head, taking your hand in her palm. “Please, call me Giyeon. I cannot wait to see what more you will bring to this company once your father retires from his position. I expect nothing but the best from you dear.” She squeezes your hand.

She almost sounds honest, so fucking honest, you think. 

You lightly squeeze her hand back, giving her only your best— fake smile. “And the best you shall receive. Thank you for your kind wishes. I hope you all enjoy the nice gathering my father has planned.” With burning opposition, you bow to the elder who almost bends backwards bowing in return. 

“Shall we greet the other guests dear?” Your father kindly intercepts, patiently waiting for your response. 

“Of course father, if you may excuse us. I hope to reunite with you soon. Enjoy the dinner.” And with that you part. 

For a whole hour, you spent your time greeting many guests alongside your father making nothing but small talk to pass time. Within that time there was still no sight of the Park siblings. What a fucking shame, apart from all their “best qualities”, they were also late arrivals. 

Tsk.

While you and your father had been immersed in a conversation with a local businessman, a voice interrupted his speech. “Mr. Kihyun, pleasure to finally meet you.”

Your father quickly took the man’s hand, quite eager that his targeted guests had finally arrived. “Mr. Park, lovely to meet you. We’ve been expecting you! This is my daughter, Y/N.” 

You bowed your head slightly, shaking his hand firmly, scanning for his younger brother that was nowhere to be found. 

“Please, just call me Jun. You do not have to be formal with me, Sir. We have heard nothing but the best from your company. Pleasure to meet you both.” The older brother chooses his words carefully. 

You smile lightly as he returns the gesture. He was very attractive, one of the many things you heard about the Park Brother’s. Seeing it now for yourself in person definitely made sense. The man sure was beautiful. 

“Excuse my brother’s absence, we ran a bit late—”, a man clearing his throat cut his sentence behind him. Before the stranger even came into view he spoke so smoothly, “Looking for me? Excuse my tardiness, this isn’t usual for either of us, but our meetings ran late. It is an honor Sir, Park Jimin at your service.”

Now, he was fucking perfect. Even more stunning than the other. Your eyes couldn’t help to linger. His hair was carefully slicked, a thicker piece of his hair hung on the side of his face almost too perfectly. There wasn’t any face card that man couldn’t pass. Not a single imperfection. His lips were plump, pink. And those eyes almost drove out the worst of sins from anyone who came across them. 

Park Jimin was to die for. 

Your father cut straight to introductions, not wasting any time. “Jimin, what an honor! I’m Kihyun, this is my beautiful daughter, Y/N.” 

It was like fireworks when you both finally locked eyes. It was quite obvious the way you both devoured each other with your eyes, without even raising a finger. You couldn’t help to think if it was just in your imagination or if he had licked his lips too many times while looking at your hips. You had to stay focused. 

“Y/N.” Your name falls out his mouth like honey. You hated him immediately. “Extremely pleased to finally meet you.”

Then he takes your hand ever so gently while looking straight into your eyes with his piercing gaze, placing a soft kiss upon your skin. You force yourself to keep calm instead of dropping your mouth wide open. Nobody has ever had the audacity to kiss your hand before and you would never let them. But anything for business. 

“Oh. Jimin, the pleasure is all mine.” People may have confused your tone as welcoming, but there was none of that. Your tone was sultry and you were sure Jimin picked that up. And it definitely was not just your imagination. Jimin was trouble, you could smell his intentions miles away. You wanted to wipe that smug smile off his face. 

You pulled your hand from his hold very softly and his gaze kept lingering around your presence. 

“Shall we all get going?” Your father’s voice pulled you out of your blurred thoughts. You nodded in response, turning your back cautious of the guests, instinctively following your father's footing. You could have sworn that from the corner of your eye, Jimin’s gaze dropped the moment you turned around and a part of you was content. The dress was doing its job. Men will be men, right? 

The next thing you hear is a light smack nearly causing you to giggle. The man immediately gets scolded very quietly by his older brother. Oh Park Jimin, the trouble you have gotten yourself into. 

The party continued over a nice meal. You didn’t touch any of the food brought out. Though you usually never did on nights like these. You couldn’t help but notice Jimin hadn’t touched his either. But you both did have one thing in common. Alcohol. 

You both downed champagne like it was water. You lost count of how many glasses you had trying to count his own. The man still looked light on his feet, not even alcohol could phase the man. 

Fuck, you were in big trouble. 

“Y/N?” A velvety voice interrupts your thoughts. You then only turn your view from Park Jimin to the voice. 

“Kim Taehyung.” You confirm. “How may I help you?”

He smiles, pulling you in by your waist for a short hug. “I’ve been meaning to get back to you. The sales took off after our meeting. I wanted to thank you. You saved me.” 

You smile. “I’m happy to hear that. No need to thank me, Taehyung. I’m glad you could make it. Though honestly, I didn't think you’d be here.”

“How could I ever miss your father’s lovely gatherings?“ He looks around, biting his lip before he leans in to whisper for your ears to hear only. “I could never miss them after how well you took care of me last time.”

You bite your own lip at the memory. As bad as it may have sounded, you never meant to sleep with Kim Taehyung. It happened very naturally, too naturally even. 

The handsome young man invited you out for a joint. You didn’t even smoke then, but you could never say no to the guests, plus he was like candy to the eye. The sex was just a plus. 

“You haven’t smoked before?” The man asks, flicking ash off the joint before inhaling a large amount, then releasing it straight into the dark skyline.  

“Sometimes.” You cut conversation short. Any average smoker would know you had never even touched a joint in your life by the way you handled the stick. You couldn’t hold the smoke in your mouth to save your life. Nevertheless, you felt so out of your mind. The feeling was unlike anything you had ever felt before. It’s a feeling not even science could explain until you experience what being high truly meant. 

Taehyung chuckles, tossing the last of what was left. You were full of shit, he thought as he crushed the bud with his heel.

By this time, you were trying to connect the midnight stars with your finger, but you couldn’t decide whether you were seeing a pineapple or a dog. What a strange feeling. “Is this how it’s supposed to feel?” You ask Taehyung, dumbfounded. 

The man just shrugs. “Don’t know. Do you feel good?” 

You just nod, laying your head on the railing of the balcony you two were standing on. 

“Then yes.” He simply responds. 

Then you lift your head so suddenly. “Have you ever wondered how being surrounded by clouds would feel? I bet it feels like a big hug from a polar bear. Don't they look soft? So cuddly and cute, right? But they probably are veryyyy mean. I mean, it’s not like I would know. I went to college for medicine to defy my father and still ended up doing business, somehow. It’s funny how life works.” 

Taehyung blinks several times before busting out laughing. You join him pretty quickly. In the middle of your laugh you lose balance and almost come crashing down into the cold pavement, but Taehyung breaks your fall pulling you into his arms. This is where you got to see just how handsome the man truly was. Those hazel eyes were nothing but trouble. You couldn’t help but to poke at all his little birthmarks on his face, he was almost cute. 

Taehyung just stared as you kept tapping his face. “Having fun?” He asked. 

“Lots of it actually.”

This is how you two ended up tangled in each other’s arms. In other words, it’s how you ended up riding him right outside your balcony, not bothering to step back inside. The dark skies being your destination. It wasn’t your best of choices but Taehyung was just too much fun. You always did get easily distracted. 

“Oh my God.” You moaned, feeling Taehyung’s cock brush against your walls.

Maybe it was the drugs speaking but this was the best sex of your entire life. The sex was uncoordinated— sloppy and all around lazy. It was fucking terrible and perfect at the same time. You both stopped chasing an orgasm minutes ago now, you were having sex solely for pleasure. 

Taehyung lazily kisses into your mouth bringing his tongue to crash with yours only causing you to moan into his mouth. He lets your lips go with a hard pop, looking at the mess between your legs. Taehyung buckled his hips higher into your tight pussy, feeling your walls tightening. 

“You close doll?” He pants, feeling quite overstimulated himself. Your legs shake, pouncing on his pretty cock, you were so close.

“I’ll take that as a yes.” He laughs, before driving himself deeper into you, this time much more roughly. His large hands spread you apart, forcing you to feel his throbbing member inside your sensitive pussy, smashing into your g-spot. 

“Fuck.” You hissed. 

Taehyung released his own moans, quite close himself. “Where do I come sweetheart?” Taehyung sweetly asked, hips still buckling desperately. 

“Inside.” You gasp as you feel your walls stretching. He repeatedly hit your sweet spot not missing a beat, plunging deeper in every thrust. “Inside puh-please.”

Taehyung started to lose himself so long ago but you could feel his desperation for an orgasm when he dove his dick into your pussy at a quick pace. Without further anticipation and a deep grunt, Taehyung painted your walls white and right after you came all over his sensitive member.

Between pants you couldn’t help to ask, “Does this mean you’ll sign with us?” 

All the man could do was laugh, dick still buried deep in your pussy. “I think you knew the answer was yes even before we did this.”

“Can’t forget about me Kim?” You tease. 

He coolly shrugs. “I’d say it’s the other way around, Ms. Y/L/N.” 

“Right.” You muse. 

“What’s the plan for tonight?” Taehyung asks, looking around. There were at least a hundred people there tonight. Something he was used to seeing. 

“Ah.” You hum. After all that has happened between you two (sharing a joint and mindblowing sex), you and Taehyung had gotten pretty close. He is someone you’d say you could trust. There’s not many people you could say that about. The last person you trusted left you behind as if you meant nothing. Taehyung, in short, was your friend, one you accidentally fucked. And most likely would fuck again if given the chance, but that’s for another day. “I have to get the Park Brother’s to sign.” 

“Already looking to replace me?” Taehyung crosses his arms, leaning his back against the wall. 

“Mm, never that.” You smile, looking around the room before looking back at him. 

“How do you plan on doing that anyways?”

“I have my ways, Kim.” You nonchalantly reply. 

Taehyung stays silent. “You don’t plan on fucking him into an agreement right?” Taehyung asks, following your train of sight which just so happened to be on Park Jimin, the man of the fucking hour. 

You smugly shrug. “I just might. I mean, it worked for you, didn’t it?” You pat his shoulder innocently. “Nice seeing you Kim. If you may excuse me, I have business to attend to. Enjoy the night.”

Taehyung was left in disbelief as usual, tilting his head before laughing dryly. You were always so impressive to him. There wasn’t anything you couldn’t do.

And there wasn’t anything you wouldn't do for business.

[skippyv20]

Post regarding MM behaviour prior to meeting zpH

Dear Skippy do you or other bloggers recall this article about MM (sorry have no receipts )

I knew/ had a business interaction with Meghan Markle before she became an A-list celeb. My god, the amount of wild drama that ensued from her end…

I’m not here to trash Meghan. I’m not a hater. I was one of those people who truly wanted to stan Meghan Markle (before and after her engagement to Prince Harry). I met her 1 year before she started dating Prince Harry. I can’t say the line of work I was in…but let’s just say I needed to work closely on a photo shoot with her. I was a c-level exec for a certain company that contracted Meghan to do a photo shoot. I hand selected her for the photo shoot. I believed she was going to become HUGELY successful in the future, that’s why I chose her. We had everything lined up (world class vogue photographer, stylists, location, hotels booked… the works!). Meghan agreed to do the shoot. We spent many weeks discussing the shoot with her and her “PR” (a mysterious woman that we couldn’t call. We could only speak to via email ). Meghan had a lot of outrageous demands for someone that very few people actually heard of at the time… . Nevertheless, we gave her what she requested.

Everything went well up until 1 day before the photo shoot. Next thing you know (skimming over a lot of the story here), Meghan’s “PR” is freaking out at us because someone from our team (Mind you, this person received previous authorization from HER PR) posted a social media post about the upcoming shoot. My god, the friendly, mysterious PR turned into a down right psychopath overnight. She cursed us out, threatened us, and acted damn right insane (all via email). When I say insane, I mean INSANE. Discombobulated sentences, all caps, 10 pages of PURE, incoherent madness. Long story short, the photo shoot ended up being cancelled! We had to scramble to find a new celeb last minute. FF to a few months later, I met up with Meghan at an event. She was nice and lovely (as she portrays herself to be on camera… But I have a very sharp intuition when it comes to people. Every-time I spoke to her, she seemed off… contrived to me as if she was hiding something). I told her about her PR’s behaviour and she seemed genuinely shocked. She claimed to have no idea that her emotionally unstable PR ruined the photo shoot OP with us. She claimed to have been genuinely interested in the gig and mentioned that her PR said we were the ones who cancelled the contract. That day, I spoke to a friend of mine who worked for another company. Their company contracted Meghan for a photo shoot as well and shared a similar story of Meghan Markle (mind you, the companies that my friend and I represented at the time were big league brands that worked with several MUCH bigger celebs in the past). After the event, Meghan sent me an apology email. I had a nagging suspicion about her and ended up cross checking the location stamp of her email as well as the one from her PR (for those of you who don’t know this, it is very easy to trace the origin of an email)… Guess what? Both emails originated from the exact same computer and location (her home in Toronto).

This woman has serious issues. Her cancelling the photo shoot is not the part that bothers me. How she did it creeps me out. No sane person behaves that way! If you saw the email, you would understand what I mean. I was not exaggerating when I said the email was totally psychotic. The person who wrote it was clearly having a mental break down. I strongly believe she wrote that email. For the longest time I didn’t want to accept what I found out about her. Even after what she did to us, I wanted to Stan her as the first “black-ish” princess. It wasn’t until I read about her constantly loosing staff at the palace, and the tempestuous relationships she would have with people, that I realized she really must have psychological issues

Sorry…no idea where this is from….anons.❤️

[lqfiles]

we will find a proper crush, i believe in our potential 🙏🏻

omg wdym it crashed, i’m relieved that everyone is okay, and nothing serious happened, but omg…and…u’re having classes already? my classes will come back just on february 15, but i’m studying already, bc my parents won’t let me have my holidays in peace💀

anyways, tmi i don’t find studying soooo boring, so today i’m going to study chemistry😋

OK NOW STG, HAECHAN HAD A GREAT IDEA, i wonder what will jisung do w that information…or even yn, what will they do with the information that they are SOULMATES💕 i love it sm

GO DRINK WATER BABE, wdym nothing came out of your finger, BAE U NEED WATER, u should buy a bottle to take everywhere with you, or just drink a cup of water every morning and every night!! water is good for a lot of things!! anyways, sorry for the long ask, hope u had a great day💕 and if u want, u can tell how ur day was, and what u’re studying, i’d love to know💕

(i love you💗)

— xoxo, 🧸

i’m glad the crash wasn’t bad either, this is the second time my bus has bumped into a car which is insane.. both times were just small bumps tho so thank god! BUT YOU SRILL HAVING HOLIDAYS IS SO UNFAIR THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE wtf but also make sure to enjoy your holidays (even if your parents are making you study, still try ^^)

i’m kinda lost with stg negl like i have a draft for the next chapter but i’m contemplating if that’s the route i wanna take fr 😭😭 im probably gonna see if i can make the NEXT next chapter from that and how well it fits the story and if it doesn’t fit then i’ll change it..

i always bring a water bottle to college but idek why that specific day nothing came out.. which also started a whole discussion with my teacher who got onto me for not eating properly and she’s been on my ass every day since (but we won’t talk about that…) i’ll drink more water don’t worry!!!

let me tell you smth about my life too yeah, there is this guy in my class that is kinda cute but i can’t tell if i have a crush on him, want to be his friend, or if i’m just sooooo single that i’m romanticising everything and everyone 😭😭😭 he’s definitely better than my last crush who was a walking RED FLAG.. either way i’m not too worried about him since i have to finish my coursework by next week so i’ve been busy working on that (i’m creating a platform game and my codes are so confusing because my ladder code still won’t work ffs..) other than that, i had fun today !!!!

I LOVE YOU MORE 💘💘

[wulfhalls]

People already freaking out bc they’ll fight in ep10 like wtf? Just give it to me? Angst? Conflict? Power struggles? Tf do they want? Tf do they think daemon and rhaenyra are? They are fire together!!! Explosive chemistry!!! Reckless!!! Volatile!! Chaotic!!! INSANE!! The whole burning together thing? Why they want them to be BORING ffs when they have the potential to be so SEXY please it baffles me… ive truly never seen a fanbase with THE couple and THE actors and having such a loser behaviour at the same time not only for this but talking about nettles and daemon cheating like??? So embarassing!! I am sorry for the outburst but i am so done i needed to let it out

licherally every week we win like no one's ever won before and every week the girlies act like we're getting the jonerys treatment it's truly baffling and genuinely insane to me lmao like stop making being fucking boring and embarrassing our fucking problem people are tyring to have the time of their lives here !!!!

[apoptoses]

“Angle of Incidence was so extreme, I thought if people enjoyed that then nothing I wrote could put them off” oh for sure. I felt legit uncomfortable/in physical distress (in the best of ways) while reading it, and it’s a feeling I still haven’t quite shaken off, whereas with Fate as it Flows it was just an extremely enjoyable experience from beginning to end.

“I have two completed things on deck and the idea of posting them is now excruciating lol But I deeply appreciate your encouragement” fingers and toes crossed we get to see those soon! Saw your other comment about *ahem* my prompt, and you have no idea how over the moon I am about that one! Pride month going out with a bang I see, phew 🥵

“if you blur your vision a little and ignore her boobs she even LOOKS Armand-y at times” that’s the plan (not that I don’t do that already with uh... plenty of media but yt there will be real intent here lol). will be back with more comments once I get around to watching all those you listed but ugh yes Madchen/Spader feel so them, aesthetically. What I’m liking about Spader in partic is that he not only looks like a beautiful weirdo but also like a grown ass man which Daniel is supposed to be, mf was in his early 30′s ffs, and I have a hard time associating the whole twink vibe with him (as much as I love River’s... well, everything, that's the category he falls into most of the time). Spader is pretty and lean and tall but also strong and manly and alll of those are essential ingredients of the Molloy cocktail imo. 

“Please respond asap with which Succession character is your favorite, I need to know” obviously Tom lmfao, that’s MY princess Diana right there. I attribute 50% of my undying love to the character itself and the other 50% to how perfectly MattMac nailed every single line of dialogue for 4 seasons in a row. Succession’s MVP if I say so myself (which is insane considering how pretty much everyone was the MVP at one point or another). 

Pandora sends her love! xoxo DA 🐱

Saw your other comment about *ahem* my prompt, and you have no idea how over the moon I am about that one! Pride month going out with a bang I see, phew 🥵 <- Yes! I have it all done, it needs a final glance for typos but it'll get published this week! And it features Armand with his hair cut short, stealing Daniel's glasses and pretending to be him. I hope you're happy with it when I post it!

What I’m liking about Spader in partic is that he not only looks like a beautiful weirdo but also like a grown ass man which Daniel is supposed to be, mf was in his early 30′s ffs, and I have a hard time associating the whole twink vibe with him <- Exactly! If you watch his 80s films you get the whole young!Daniel from early in the chase but once the early 90s films hit it's the Full Molloy with bags under his eyes and laugh lines. He's an adult! A hot man with chest hair and a perpetually tired disposition who's always dtf but also looks like he needs a nap.

And like given his film choices, I swear. Had someone called him up and said 'hey, we've got a role for you playing a guy who's fatally obsessed and head over heels for a vampire who stalks him, has weird threesomes with him, and eventually kills him and turns him' Spader would have said sign me the fuck UP. God the missed chances, if only QotD had been picked up by someone who'd keep the characters the same.

YES as always you have taste! You know Anne Rice wanted him to play Marius and he did a reading of Prince Lestat right? haha MattMac just made Tom such a weirdo that even at his worst he's a sympathetic character. All I ever wanted for Tom was for him to succeed (and like, maybe to bone someone who actually likes him, lord).

Estimating I'll post your fic Wednesday, but bear with me if life happens ♥

[mew-light]

...which basically confirmed that a huge portion of all the scenes we've been waiting for are going to air in the FINAL EP, I'm 110% sure they're going to end the show on a cliffhanger, announce season 2 in Impact Arena and I'll be left feeling empty for around a year (if not more)...

I mean, most BLs take about 3-4 months to film. If I'm not mistaken, KP started filming around November and finished in March and began airing in April.

I don't think finding the time to film is the problem, if anything, it's organizing the casts' schedules and the locations (if I'm not mistaken, one of the locations, the Main Family's headquarters, was closed to the public because of Covid and that's why they were able to film so much there and that could inevitably change since the world is slowing crawling out of the pause Covid put us in) that could present a challenge since this is totally out of the directors' control .

The good thing about this cast, is that none of the actors are super famous (with the exception of, like, Jeff who is in a different company than BOC and Perth, who's a fan favorite, but his character died) therefore its not like they have obligations or commitments with other promotional stuff, sponsors and such and therefore scheduling them and organizing all the actors so that they're all available simultaneously to film isn't too much of an issue.

Then the matter of personal time off and whether the actors and/or the directors themselves have any projects or whatever, or they want to take some personal time off/a Vacay instead of throwing themselves back into filming, which seems more likely, to be honest, than anything I mentioned above.

After all, they're humans and they also deserve some rest especially after such a successful series.

First of all, Hi~~

Yeah, usually thai shows take that much to film. They film in queues (usually from Q1 till Q20something and if things don't go as planned they add Qs, Cutie Pie finished at Q30something if I'm not mistaken). I remember that while the first EPs of KinnPorsche were airing, they were shooting/reshooting some scenes (not really sure if they were shooting or reshooting, because their schedule did get pushed back and they had to add a bunch of Qs).

I totally agree on you with the schedule thing, I myself manage a 13-member group and doing the schedule is a HUGE responsibility and it's hard af.

As for locations, I don't really know how permissions work in Thailand, but if it's similar to how it works here, issuing a single permission to shoot on a certain location can take up to a few months, and the cost can be insane, depending on the amount of Qs they want to do and how many crew members will be present.

Now, for personal time, half of our boys took around 2 weeks off recently, I'm suspecting that the rest of the boys will take some time off before Impact Arena (if they haven't done so already because they keep moving around so fast and it's hard to keep up). I think that's totally reasonable, the boys should rest, and tbh BOC is doing pretty well on those kinds of stuff, I can see the boys are travellering and taking time off, AS THEY SHOULD.

For Jeff and Perth, although they are not in BOC, up until now they've been treated with nothing but respect and that's what they deserve. Perth's had a pretty hectic schedule since last year, and he's also doing streams and YouTube, I hope he rests a bit before Impact Arena. Jeff's been releasing new music every few months, ffs human! REST!

With the mention of Impact Arena, let's bring in the KP World Tour, July 24th and 25th are just the beginning, tours of this kind can take MONTHS to complete and considering how much they've been preparing and the amount of sponsors they have (and who those sponsors are) I don't think they'll kick off the tour and finish it in one big trip. What I have in mind is that they'll go by continent, for example, start with one part of Asia, rest for a bit, and then go to the next one. Until the tour is complete, I don't think production will be given a green light, and if it does, it's not going to go straight to filming.

As far as I know the writers of the books are involved in the script writing process for the sequel. A possible casting may be needed because we're definitely going to need new actors for any new characters that may appear in the sequel of the show. Newcomers bring the need for acting classes and workshops, workshops can take up to 2 months to complete. Also we don't know if P'Khom, P'Pepsi and P'Pond would be down to directing the sequel or if any of the crew members would be able to come back, which means that they may need to work on that as well.

I'm not going to talk about the possibility of BOC looking for new investors and sponsors, just because a show is popular, it doesn't mean everything goes smoothly like butter (no pun intended).

So yeah, according to my calculations, if we do get a sequel or a season 2, however you guys want to call it, the shortest amount of time for it to be ready to air is a year. Why? Because I don't think that BOC would throw away their hard work by rushing with a 2nd season that is nowhere near the quality of the 1st one.

Is it going to hurt waiting? Sure! Do I believe it's totally going to be worth it? HELL YEAH!

Anyway, I hope they come to Europe for the tour, I really want to meet them~

Spread the love~ 💕

[manofmanymons]

No one asked but I feel like talking about them so I will

I could go on all day about all the different reasons I really love Miu and Kaito as characters, but I could also do the same for literally every other character. Bc I love the entire cast of Survive to death and have more to say about them than anyone would ever want to hear.

But the main reason these two stand out to me above the rest despite the fact that I wouldn't say they're BETTER by any means is just that...they're so relatable to me, it almost hurts.

Starting with Miu, I'm both a younger sibling and the youngest in my friend group. So like, I'm no stranger to being coddled to death. Even people who I've specifically asked to stop treating me like a child still act like I'll somehow accidentally kill myself if they leave me alone for ten seconds. I'm an adult and literally earlier today my roommate freaked out that my hand was too close to the stove even though I've been cooking and baking for us for the past week. And it's infuriating! I know they mean well and I know it's because they care but ffs it makes me feel like everyone thinks I'm some kind of weak useless idiot. I digress (spoilers for the harmony route) I also know what it's like to have parents that won't believe you when bad things happen to you and try to blame you for things that can't possibly be your fault. I ALSO also know what it's like to have a special interest that means a lot to me but that other people think is weird.

And with Kaito

Boy I don't even know where to start with him

Guess I'll start with saying even though I just said I'm a younger sibling, my family dynamic is a little weird. My sister has always been a bit of a troublemaker, while I was the "so mature for your age" kid, so for as long as I can remember, I've been the one looking after her. I've always felt so responsible for her, and when some shit happened to her in our old town that was bad, well...it kinda felt like I failed my one (1) job. Our parents didn't take her side in what happened; in fact they were pretty pissed at her for getting into trouble. And she didn't wanna tell her friends. So I was really just...all she had. If I wasn't there for her, then no one was. We moved to a new town, she started acting up more, things got difficult. I hated my classmates and my family and I was just so goddamn angry all the time that I was constantly getting in fights at school. It's a lonely experience, feeling like the weight of the world is on your shoulders and no one even notices or cares. And it wasn't until YEARS later that even my sister looked back and was like "holy shit I would've gone insane without you" and even acknowledged that I did a lot for her. So yeah I guess you could say I know how it feels to love someone and want to do anything you can for them even if you're not sure they love you back.

It's exhausting and frustrating and you get PISSED a LOT. Sometimes at them. Especially when they get mad at you when you're just trying to keep them SAFE goddammit why don't they GET THAT. But you don't just stop loving them, ya know? And yeah that makes me a hypocrite considering earlier I said I hate when people feel like they need to protect me, but also my 5 foot 90lb sister tryna go out ALONE with telling anyone where she's going is not the same as me having someone pull a box cutter out of my hands because "sweetie be careful that's sharp"

ANYWAYS

The hyperspecific circumstance of being an edgy 14 year old suddenly adopted into a friend group where people are baffling kind to you and now you have to learn how to communicate with words is just comically relatable like Kaito gives me so much secondhand embarrassment with his shitty communication skills. Like I, the player, understand exactly what he's TRYING to say. But then what he actually says is just so far off the mark that I cringe at the flashbacks of teen me doing the same thing. Like okay spoilers for the wrathful route and dracmon's mega evolution but FOR EXAMPLE

The time he tried to tell Aoi that he understood that she felt responsible for Saki's death but that it really wasn't her fault and she did all she could but he accidentally made her feel 10x worse instead

And the time the sentiment of "please leave so I can go all out in this battle knowing that you are safe because you're important to Miu which makes you important to me and I need to protect you" just came out as like "get out of my way"

He tries so hard to do good but he fails so much at conveying his intentions that it always comes across as bad and it makes me so sad for him because like...MOOD, little buddy.

Even though the violent cringey little bastard that was 14 year old me doesn't exist anymore and hasn't in a very long time, Kaito is just such an intensely personal character to me—to an almost terrifying extent. He occupies a very special place in my heart, even over characters I've loved for years. He's my favorite little guy!

[thisandthat-whatever]

Antis are antis no matter who the celeb is…. Same insanity.

Warning. Long read ahead...

I told you about the Turkish NBA player Cedi Osman who plays for Cavaliers. Last year he married a Turkish actress and some people in her fanbase ship her with her ex costar, so they hated Cedi, this “new” guy, who entered her life and stole her from the fantasy relationship they created in their heads. In their delusions she and that ex costar actor are meant to be together even though that other guy has a gf of 8 years and Ebru married Cedi.

When she filmed her last TV show, Cedi visited the set many times and showed her support on SM. And now she is free at the moment of any work, so of course she went to USA to be with her husband, as any normal person would have in her shoes. Since the NBA games are both in home cities and also all over the country, that means traveling to many different cities around USA constantly during the week and she has been doing that. She has been at every game, supporting him.

Of course she will eventually return to Turkey when her work calls for it but for the time being she is in USA to be with her husband because married people want to be together; I know , it is such a crazy concept to want to see your husband. 🤪

I mean she is an actress in Turkey and he plays basketball in USA, so they make the most of their time together because they can’t always be in the same country half of the year because of their work. Now the “antis” , and by anti I mean those who wish she left Cedi and was with her ex-costar instead, act like she is forced to be in USA. And they call Cedi all kinds of names and saying he is hindering her career.🙄 Like she is there because currently she doesn’t need to work. He is not sabotaging anything, She is literally his wife, so of course she will want to be at the very least in the same country as him as he works.

And those antis are like “if he really wanted what is best for her, he would skip some games and hang out with her at home instead of dragging her to every city he goes to. She is an actress, not a basketball watcher. He is bad for her career because she should be on sets and not in USA watching basketball games”. 🙄 What morons to say he can skip games and risk his NBA career to just hang out with his wife at home, lol. He ain’t working at Home Depot, he is an NBA player ffs. And she is in USA because at the moment she doesn’t have to work, so she is resting and being with her husband.

They are not upset about her acting career, which is going fine for her. They are just upset she didnt become a couple with their fave. And they act like her being supportive of her literal husband is her being used for PR. 🤯 They even created #freeEbru hashtag for her. And the funny thing is Cedi is truly the sweetest guy, the least problematic celeb I know. And he is a great looking dude too, but these antis are obsessed with the fantasy they created in their heads about her and that ex-costar of hers, so they feel like as if Cedi robbed them of that becoming true, so they hate him.

And that is the exact insanity Tomdaya antis are doing with “Tom is forced to follow Z like a puppy dog. He doesn’t pay attention to his family or his career. He hasn’t booked any new roles because he is too busy following Z on sets in different countries”. 🤪 Exact same lunacy.

Anyway, here are a couple of pics of her at the Cavalier games.

And this is Cedi giving her a hug after a game before going to the dressing room :