#thots of themis

[scalpel-mom-mori]

ok i haven't played tot in a while and I never caught up with the main story but are we finally getting luke terminal illness arc by guy's heen running out of time for a while now

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manger's random tots #8 [ NSFW MDNI ]

|| cw (dead dove) : implications of stalking, spying

» manager's note: with the trending of the milkman over all my social media nowadays, i've decided not to hop on this train- but instead, write about some other type of pretty boy with a low paying profession (no, this is not a 'that's not my neigbour' fic, thank you) hope you guys enjoy...? (i had the idea him being an oc in mind but you can slap whatever character you want <3)

the neighbourhood mailman; absolute sweetheart, can do no wrong- sometimes giving away small little treats and nick-nacks along side the letters, pulling off light tricks and pranks to gargle a laugh or two, trying to brighten people's days.

yet, most don't seem too kind about his selfless gestures; impatient and grumpy bastards telling him off, yelling at him to knock it off with his piercing bike bell and 'nice guy' act.

on days like those, the only thing that seemed to be his light at the end of the tunnel, after gurgitating hours of cycling about under pretty harsh weathers, being chased off walk-way after walk-way... was you, his last patron of each day.

you weren't one of the first few in his delivery route; yet, you barely lived far down, so why is it that you were always his last? "...don't know... your letters always seemed to be at the bottom of the pile~" is what he claims; when in truth, he just wishes to spend the rest of his late-evening chatting your ear off with fun little misadventures he had during the past week.

he felt... cherished for once in his life; not someone needing to deal with the sour attitudes of people when they're all huffy or some boy-toy, taking his acts of service as an invitation to go running their hands all over him. he loved how he could play around, joke and complain without having the need to refrain himself. he felt... alive.

so it was to no one's surprise that he developed a massive crush on you; always giving you a little extra compared to the other townsfolk. full length handwritten letters, extra savings of candy and snacks he's been distributing that day, that box of pastries you seemed to have been eyeing up for the last few days or that prize you didn't manage to win during on one of your latest trips to the arcade.

seems light-hearted enough, right? if only you knew what other little treats he placed within your regular delivery... envelopes holding typed-letters; pouring his love for you over the many, many pages... each line, each paragraph... sometimes even rambling off into tangents- tangents of what he had been dreaming to do to you since day one... since the day you noticed his pains and took upon yourself to heal him back up.

yet, these sick fantasizes, these twisted thoughts on paper- you never blamed him for it, why would you went the initials signing off the letters eerily matched the creep that lived a few houses down from yours, who always seemed to have brought themselves false hope in charming you even after you said no.

no... you would never blame the innocent, naive mailman who's barely paid enough to suffer from verbal abuse every day of his life; barely having the funds to keep a himself together; yet, still cherished the happiness of others over his own.

maybe that's why you always seemed to accept his 'lustrous' gifts, especially that medium-sized stuffed bunny he so graciously sewed for you for valentine's to rid you of your loneliness. its soft yet limp body still laying on your bed, oblivious of the shine behind its dull black spheric eyes.

"...hah... hah...~" lustful eyes smiling as his flushed features melted against the monochrome screen he's stuck himself to, body trembling with each stroke of his throbbing cock, relishing in the soft breaths as you slept, spurring more pre to drip down his plush thighs, drenching the ground beneath his cheap desk chair. "...soon... soon, my love... i'll tell you the truth..."

[karamfilmare]

I...may like Marius more than I thought...

*sigh*

[amazonkindlejenner]

eye see 👁

[oatbrew]

tags you're it

mostly psycho-pass, joseimuke, (j)rpgs, and video games, lit, vibes, and some misc romance-adjacent stuff. maybe writing and some art. 

i don’t tag everything but i will tag content/trigger warnings so drop me a line. i also collect tropes/themes:

#god’s not dead; she’s just very tired. catch-all religion, spirituality, and mythology

#they used to shout my name; now they whisper it. prophets, martyrs, and made heroes

#après moi le déluge. witch grandma à la strega nona and/or neighbor who communes with goats and that old dead guy who lives in your cupboard

#those who do and those who don’t. cyberpunk, machines who dreamed themselves into sentience, (non)binary states

#upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand. decaying empires, beasts slouching towards bethlehem, and crumbling concrete in the backstreets of the city

#tragedy is clean. it’s restful. it’s certain. the ontology of tragedies, loop storytelling, doomed endings, and good old-fashioned classics

#half daughter / half apology. kind of an ‘about me’ tag— mixture of queer-ing, gender-ing with monster theory and being slightly off from that mental illness luv <3

#diaspora blues. soul-weary homesickness when home doesn’t resemble home anymore

#whatever walked there walked alone. ghosts, hauntology, places that are born rather than built

#romance novels are good actually. because they are!!! also featuring romance novels that i’ve recently read

#💌. future love letters for me and you <33333

#growth. revisit and repeat

#provocations. other food for thot

#footnotes. arbitrary to-read list, mostly history or critical theory/activist texts

fandom-specific things:

#secondhand smoke. tsunemori akane and kougami shinya from psycho-pass (this is THE blog essentially)

#hawya. my fic, “here, and where you are”, a shinkane pride and prejudice/regency au

#pp. psycho-pass meta, memes, discussion, etc.

#sims. my long lifespan sims 4 playthrough ft. shinkane and their descendants

#daybreak. zayne (and his variants) and mc (named "aurora chen" in-game) from love and deepspace.

#one single thread of gold. artem wing and rosa/mc (named “elle finch” in-game) from tears of themis

#got your six. shepard and garrus vakarian from the mass effect series because no universe exists where one is without the other

#shepard. my mass effect oc, augustine jane shepard. she’s a pinay earthborn sole survivor with a paragade streak.

#if he is not the word of god. god never spoke. tomas ortega and marcus keane from the exorcist

#please picture me in the weeds. five and viktor from the umbrella academy, and the loving oroborous of the apocalypse that is their family.

#there was the poetry. a dot ham and a dot burr from hamilton. yeah i know

other:

#jm. catch-all liveblogs/notes for all my joseimuke playthroughs

#tme. my book, the moon eaters, which is magical realism set in contemporary los angeles with elements of filipino mythology! really love this novel, hope to write it someday

#for a rainy day., #drafts. prompts, ideas, fic fodder/memes, and works-in-progress

#notes., #fic rec. media reviews, notes, and recs

#weekly reads. my round-up/reviews for what i read the past week

#audio. mostly showtunes, my middle school emo phase, etc. that i downloaded from limewire

#🇵🇭. philippines and filipino diaspora-related art/text

#gif., #edit. non-fic/art related things i’ve made

#reply. answered asks/replies

[tears-of-themiss]

I am having Thoughts thots? about one Lucas Pearce

Ns/fw under the cut

Okay but like watching a movie/show while cockwarming Luke.

You're in his lap and you're trying your damnedest to pay attention to whatever's playing while this sweet boy cannot focus on anything aside from how perfect you feel around him.

And he's trying to be so good and stay still and pay attention- or even think about anything else but the fact that he's inside of you- but it's just impossible. He feels like he's on fire, and how can he concentrate on anything else right now?

Honestly you're not doing a lot better, because fuck he feels good, but you're gonna at least pretend to watch dammit

But... after a while you’re really having a hard time ignoring your desire, so you- biting back a grin- shift in his lap, maybe give him a little squeeze?

And he lets out this little gasp, bucks his hips before he can stop himself

Giving it a bit before teasing him again. His arms tightening around you while you try not to react

Not long after, clenching around him tight and he lets out such a desperate little whine

Looking back at him to see him totally flushed, head lolled back, eyes screwed shut, looking so wrecked already. It's adorable.

So of course, you’ve Gotta tease him. "Aw, baby, what's wrong? Are you not liking the show?"

Him opening those gorgeous eyes all coral and glassy and hazy with desire

Taking a moment to find his words. “It-uh- it’s kinda hard to... focus.”

“Oh?” Looking the picture of innocence even as you grind down on him. “Why’s that?”

Him groaning and bucking up into you again and it feels heavenly. Him dropping his head down onto your shoulder.

Asking him how he’s feeling, only to get a whine in response. “Nuh-uh. You’ve gotta use your words, Luke.”

It takes a beat before he’s looking up again, that unfocused look in his eyes. “Need more. Please.”

And how could you refuse him when he’s looking like that, asking so nicely?

“Good boy.” His cock twitching inside of you. “Been so good for me, Luke. Such a sweet boy.” Making him whimper

You get up and he starts to protest before you turn to face him and straddle him properly and ride him into oblivion- or beyond. Overstimulation anyone?

Look all the ToT boys are submissive and breedable, as we all know. But Lucas Pearce Though.

He’s so good and sweet, but he’s also a fucking anxious mess- which, relatable. It just makes me wanna see him absolutely ruined. Someone please just fuck all the thoughts out of his head. He needs a break.

[yostresswritinggirl]

Tears of Themis popped off. The story? Characterization? Logics? Greek Mythology? Realistic issues that can/and is happening? Antique boi Luke my beloved? An MC with a reasonable head and train of thoughts–

I expect no less from miHoYo who makes awesome angst stories– *sobs in happiness and genshin/honkai angst-*

Yoooo you know I look left and right seeing so many of my moots getting dragged into the ToT (thot hehe) fandom- but but but that MC is something I heard and the fact that Luke and Vyn are on the top of top picks

*pats your back* I am sorry for the pain you’ve been getting from it tho

[ratkozahiri]

Na ishte njehere ky tipi, qendronte gjithe diten ne hamakun e tij, dhe cdo pune e shtynte per te nesermen.

Neser. "Neser hedh plehrat, mbaroi se lyeri shtepin, mbaroi se lexuari librin qe nisa nje muaj me pare..dhe gjej nje te dashur".

E shtynte dhe e shtynte perseri. Papritur nje mengjes, sikur per magji hamaku tij ishte kthyer ne nje krizanteme.

Tipi nga krimb qe ishte, rilindi nje flutur. Tipi ishte i lumtur, le ta themi.. nga krimb ne flutur eshte nje hap kualiteti. Kaq i bukur dhe i sigurt ne vetvete sa qe as shikimi pare ne pasqyre nuk e trondiste. Mbaroi se lyeri shtepine, mbaroi se lexuari librin, boshatisi koshin, lau te gjitha pjatat dhe mbi te gjitha, me ne fund, vendosi ti fliste vajzes se luleve, te cilen e enderronte prej nje jete.

U leshua direkt pas saj, direkt.. aq sa mundej. Tipi flutur nuk pati as kohen te niste fjaline, u rrezua menjehere i ngrire ne toke. I emocionuar sic ishte kishte harruar qe fluturat jetojne vetem nje dite, dhe perfundoj duke vdekur midis luleve.. duke len pas tij.. gjerat, ne gjysme.

Dikush mund te thote qe jeten si do qe ta shohesh eshte gjithmone shume e shkurter dhe qe duhet te gjejme guximin te perballemi me frikat tona. Ose qe brenda cdo krimbi ka nje flutur, gati per perplasur krahet e saj.. sigurisht, dikush mund ta thot dhe mund te kete te drejte, por ndoshta morali kesaj perralle eshte qe ndonjehere ne jete duhet te mendosh per vajzen tende te luleve.. me pas te pastrosh filxhanat.

[scalpel-mom-mori]

ok quick rundown of tot leads:

artem: Your boss turned partner in practice, thinks letting random people call you his wife/girlfriend is a form of flirting

marius: blue ceo tart who thinks pretending to be your boyfriend and buying you things is a form of flirting

vyn: he's a red flag but red is my favorite color bait, basically kyouya if kyouya was a shrink

luke: childhood friends to lovers feat angst, the only one with common fucking sense

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manager’s random thots #6 [NSFW MDNI]

|| cw : dead dove - do not eat, mentions of manipulation, infidelity, violence, forms of assault

✎ manager's note : you guys seem to love these ‘something somthing’! yanderes a lot- a lot a lot- so here’s more to quench that thirst lolol [but for real, i loved the maternal yandere headcanons too >//<]

✦˚ an immature frat boy who charms you every bit possible without you even realising how hard you’ve fallen till the small flutters within your stomach turned to hurricanes when the final puzzle is placed. a cliché maybe even romantic confession sequence, probably straight out of ‘your’ most beloved romcom. pinned against the lockers, ‘bully x nerd’ style or even a night by the park, walking along the almost empty side walk during a house party rave.

✦˚ once he has his clutches on you however, it could go either two ways: sweet himbo or manipulative asshat-

✦˚ the former would resemble more of a brainless jock; one that uses his body to do the talking. secretly loves clinging to your side like a giant koala, like he craves physical attention to the point of suggesting to carry you, bridal style or over the shoulder [if you’re into that ( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°)], at every waking moment if he views you as ‘tired’.

✦˚ would buy presents for any occasion that he sees fit from chocolate in heart shaped boxes for your one week anniversary to a whole collection of bits and bobs of your favourite things regardless of whether he has the cash to spend on anything.

✦˚ as for the later.. every day is another endless cycle of torment within your own mind. ‘am i not good enough’ or ‘i’m the problem’ are reoccurring questions that you can never make sense of. very calculative, and probably has a long written plan to drag out the process of tearing you limb from limb till you are nothing but a broken plaything that would love him and only him till death does you both part.

✦˚ infidelity is a common trait he’d use, for one it’s much easier to come by; just by sending a sly wink to the opposing sorority would have his socials flooding with messages begging him to ravish them for the night. yet it wasn’t bad enough to truly rub the salt into the wound, no.. a crafted plan would also be made to purposefully have you overhear the loud slaps of skin, engrossed moaning within the frat house’s master suit.

✦˚ two do have their similarities, example, a serious case of possessiveness. would either have an arm slung around your shoulder or a hand gripping at your waist as you both are walking. has a tendency of glaring at randos that have an eye on you, would tighten their grasp on you, sometimes even let out a low growl or heavy sigh.

✦˚ would go through extreme measures to ensure those around you know you’re his and only his. heavy PDA outdoors, straight out exhibitionism if permitted so and or the fan favourite, jewelry, displaying either his name or initials. with process involve it could end up as tattoos along anywhere visible [or maybe even a knife craving]

✦˚ violence isn’t a question. has and probably would start fights with strangers on the street either be verbal or physical and leading up to a police arrest for assault on innocent civilians. would either need your assistance for a break out from interrogation or just needs you to sit there pretty in the waiting room as he smooth talks his way out of months in custody-

[yuri-cocaine]

some thots about pandaemonium and unanswered msq questions:

lahabrea fucks??????? lahabrea fucks???????????

the last boss is a vampire??????? this shit is wild

themis looks JUST like ramza but with the bnuuy boy hair 

the “she” who predicted my wol would crash land onto themis is azem right...

i want to meet azem!!!! i want to see her speak and do stuff bc while she is us she also *isn’t* us cuz the player character, azem’s shard, is the one we control. ardbert is our shard and he has his own personality and everything so why can’t azem be like that!!

what experiments did elidibus do on zenos?? is it just the resonance stuff?

is meteion dead? we see her bird form flying around mor dhona so i suppose not

what’s going to happen to altima, pashtarot, halmarut, and deudalaphon now? im expecting altima to have a big role later bc A) her constellation crystal says some disturbing things and B) SHE CORRESPONDS TO THE HIGH SERAPH. HAIL ALTIMA.

i’ll be so sad if themis really is elidibus ;-; 

temelun’s dialogue changes after msq. what does this mean...

[tahdashi]

Hi Sayu!!

I recently learned what Tears of Themis was (it seems really cool) and I also came across the word 'thot' so whenever you abbreviated the game to tot I'd always read it as sth else and I get so confused for a second XD

Anyway, I hope you're having a lovely evening 💕 It's nice to finally talk to you!

hey love! omg HAHSJD STOPFK now i won’t be able to unsee it 😻 i hope you are too bby and i hope you pop by more often <333

[sweetlyoriginalcoffee-blog]

#Femer

ne nje qytet ne nje shtet ku nuk njihen vlerat e kesaj qenie te shtrenjte e cila eshte femra ne nje vend ku nuk ekziston barazia gjinore ne nje vend ku mashkulli mbizoteron ka me shume force se nje femer ne nje vend qe e quajne femren te paafte dhe te pavlere nqs nje nga  ata miliona meshkuj qe ndodhen atje jashte futej ne vend te nje prej ketyre femrave pa asnje lloj te drejt cfare do thoshnin valle ca do mendonin si do silleshin ? Ka lloj lloj femrash ashtu dhe meshkujsh besoj se ne qofte se nje femer bie nen pushtetin e nje mashkulli atehere jeta e saj per mendimin tim eshte e pavlere,ka marre fund .. jam e ketij mendimi qe nje femer i duhet,ka nevoje per  ngrohtesine e nje mashkulli apo dashurine e nje mashkulli mbrojta afrimititeti i nje mashkulli por jo kurre  me detyrim eshte gje e bukur te kesh mbrojtje  nga nje mashkull por valle para se ti kerkosh te gjitha keto prej nje mashkulli dhe duke qene ne pritje per te ardhe ne jeten tende nje mashkull i tille a mendon se fiton gje nuk mendon se pret dicka te gatshme po nga vetja jote valle ca kerkon ? jooo e dashur jeta tende eshte vetem e vetem ne duart e tua njeher pastaj mendo tere te tjeret je nje qenie njerezore qe duhet tia dali mbane vete ne jete pastaj eshte nje ndihme dhe nje nevoje plus mashkulli ne qofte se lejon nje mashkull te te bej cte doj ateher per cfare vlere ke ti si individ? gjysma jone na pret jashte po sado i mire qe te jet ai mos harro qe ti je femer dhe ai eshte nje mashkull edhe ndjenjat e tua jane me delikate se sa te tuat eshte vet ne natyren e femres po gjithsesi edhe ata kane ndjenja

kur provon nuk eshte se gjithmone do te kesh rrezultate pozitive do kete edhe zhgenjime sepse ne skemi aftesi magjike saqe ti kuptojme ndjenjat dhe qellimet e tjetrit Eshte nje thenie qe me inspiron me te vertete qe ne cdo pyll ka  nje tufe me derra le te themi se pylli eshte mjedisi ne te cilin jetojme qe perbehet nga njerez edhe derrat le te themi se jane njerzit injorant pa pike kulture pa pike respekti qe po na shemtojne jeten na e prishin por sduhet ti lejojme ata te bejne nje gje te tille nje zhgenjim nuk do te thot nje humbje me largimin nga keta njerez do perfitosh shume sic eshte qetesia jote shpirterore per fat te kaq vendi qe ne jetojme nuk as shume vajza as shume djeme 'sakllam' bejne veprime qe sjane ne pelqimet tona po smund te pershtatemi me te gjithe eshte mese llogjike saper cunat ideal nqs do nje mashkull te tille normale qe ekziston dhe do te beje vet jeta taa kuptosh per arsyen se do te ta vertetoi mos i mendo faaare kalamaket edhe te paedukatet si pune e atyre ka ploot

gjithsesi femer e dashur thesar i fshehte jepi forca vetes tejkaloe veten dhe diturit e tua kalo cdo penges qe te del para se keshtu eshte jeta  ndoshta nuk ka barazi gjinore por ti ia di vlerat vetes e nuk eshte nevoja tu vesh veshin atyre fjaleve qe nxjerrin nga goja te tjeret  do lajkat do uljet qe te bejne sepse normale njerzit pa karakter dhe pa asnje fille respekti jane te afte per ta bere kete gje njerez qe se duan  as vet veten femra ka nje force jashtzakonisht te madhe brenda saj por  ngjarje qe ndodhin nga zhgenimi dhe merzitja nga mungesa e dashurise dhe e respektit nga te tjeret por dhe nga vetja e bejne   qe ta harroi ate per nje fare kohe po do vi dita qe do ta gjej prap dhe do behet pishman   qe se perdorte kaq kohe feeemeer zgjohu ke force dhe luan nje rol shume te rendesishem ne  kete shoqeri. Nje arsye e vetme qe do kisha deshire te isha mashkull do ishte vetem per lirine me te plotte se sa ne grat  kane per asnje arsye tjeter ne na mban sedra mentaliteti na mban shoqeria ne nje kafaz te mbyllur me kyc qe spo e hapim dot po ne sido qe te vi puna ne e gjejme celesin per liri me menyren tone eshte zgjuarsia jone qe na ben te zgjidhim cdo gj qe na del para ndoshta mendojme shume dhe e merzisim veten goxha po kjo eshte nga fakti se kemi ndjenja te teperta jemi qenie delikate nje femer e dashuruar ka force po nje femer e e vetme e lenduar di cdo te thot vuajtja dhe vetmia dhe e mban perbrenda po di dhe me mir se sa nje q seshte e lenduar si te harrij diku qe do dhe cfare eshte lumturi femer te lutem mos harro kur vlerat e tua se dhe po i harrove  fatkeqesisht dikush do gjej rastin dhe do ta shfrytezoj mos pyet me mund ta besh nje mashkull si te duash besom.. rendesi ka ce do besh ti me jeten tende cilat jane planet e tua ?

[gigantalous]

To that anon qe se di ca eshte lidhja tamam: shif se gjithkush e perkufizon ndryshe kshuqe eshte personale mo lla. Po qe po ke kaluar tek third base dhe u both care about each other and the effort is equal ath mund t themi se eshte lidhje tamam. Tani di une ca t t them, nga eksperienca personale e nje 21 vjecareje kshu eshte pak a shume. Kle mund t approve ose t t thot mendimin e vet. Also girl u so prrreetyyy ❤️😘 and seem such a nice person.🤗

Ahahaha yea I will agree with you. Thank you so much and I bet u are more 💕

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i made a bad meme

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vyn fucking told his students that mc was his girlfriend I'm going to throw him out a window