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im rly just a drooly slut at the end of the day (literally)💞
#posted on twt a while ago thought id share here too#old watermark too but oh well lol#my pix#urgrossdaughter#cvmdoll#bd/sm lifestyle#bd/sm community#ns/fw pics#spank me daddy#breeding pet#breeding toy#bd/sm brat#cnc groping#cnc somno#cnc kidnapping#cnc stalking
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The implications of Darius being to the Hagsquad what Willow is to the Hexsquad is making my brain spin
Does this mean Darius was "the late bloomer that became extremely powerful"?
Or was "bullied but found a supportive peer group & eventually gained confidence"?
Or was "the muscle of the group, both with & without magic"?
"The first to realize the protagonist & love interest's feelings for each other"?
"The one that caused the slightly older dorky boy of the group (Hunter to Willow, Alador to Darius) to blush constantly"?
"SUPER passionate about their preferred magic that's naturally very talented with it"?
How about "the voice of reason but also actually Super Unhinged & always ready to kick ass"?
Or maybe they both have very similar 'end of friendship' stories with a certain A. Blight.
IT'S SO! AHHHH. Like Willow is the PERFECT choice to be the one he mirrors for the group but also ALL THE WAYS HE COULD BE HER MIRROR ARE SO INTERESTING TO THINK ABOUT. IS HE ANY OF THESE? ALL OF THEM? A MIX?
We know both are complete badasses among their peers (Willow is arguably the strongest of the group, and Darius is arguably the strongest Coven Head) but now I have so many ideas for how they could mirror each other further.
#toh#willow park#darius deamonne#bdehdkk huntlow is dalador if it actually worked out. gd am i really gonna step further over to ''maybe polycule dalador is ok''?#anyway i actually have hc'd for a while now that darius & aladors falling out is JUST like willow & amitys w it being familiar pressure & a#huge blowout. except couple things: i imagine alador thought of it like 'here i can help you prove theyre wrong!' which greatly offended#darius that alador wouldnt defend him. no bullying afterwards just LOTS of coldness & passive aggression (more so from darius)#alador maybe doesnt really get the issue for a while. & they never get the chance to actually talk it out before graduation thus dont#rekindle their friendship for decades if ever. it would also lend well w how darius went so far as to become CH. proving hes the best#but yeah DARIUS YOU ARE SO INTERESTING TELL ME YOUR COOL BACKSTORY ALREADY. I NEED TO KNOW#if we ever got teen raeda show & we saw darius was any combo of these willow traits id lose it#tc posts#toh analysis#dana terrace
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idk how to word my thoughts so sorry if this is incomprehensible but its really cool seeing sega portraying shadow as like. heroic and cool and highlighting his positive traits and making him the protagonist of an upcoming thing. after so long of just reducing him to asshole rival and even occasionally going as far as to label him (and the rest of team dark) as a villain or place him in the same category as characters like eggman. please for the love of god let sxs generations be some good shadow food
#like maybe his ways of doing things arent exactly the same as characters like sonic but hes not straight up evil either ....#actually i dont think sonic really fits the traditional idea of a hero either but thats a topic for another post i think#originally i didnt care about sonic generations remaster and i thought having shadow be a focus was a weird choice#but the second they dropped that trailer and i saw doom's eye and what shadow's stages actaully looked like i got soo excited#got even more excited when i read the description that said black doom is the main villain and we're going into shadows past again#ive always wished theyd done more with the black arms but just assumed id never see black doom again . Well here he is . somehow .#now that i actually know what theyre going for yeah i think it makes sense to place it during sonic generations#because the whole time eater thing is the perfect setup for visiting shadows whole deal again#and retelling that story in an easily accessible way for newer fans or people who dont have access to older games/consoles
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Fernando Alonso × Unconventional Drinking Implements
#if i had a nickel for every time nano drank out of a trophy id have two nickels. that's not a lot but its weird it happened twice#dont ask me if theres more i didnt have the mental capacity to look up all his podium pics...theres 20 years worth#but if you do have more somehow miraculousy do of course hit me up#this is one of these things i think that youd have to experience by watching a lot of races bcs finding it by keywords is impossible imo#though i did look up various trophies and now i want to make a tier list of trophies by drinkablity 😭#but yeah some people in the tags of the pics i posted were like 'he did exactly what i wanted to do![drink from the big cup basically]'#so this is like: hey! not the first time hes done it 🤭#but like if these are the only two times hes done it thats hilarious#bcs its been 18 yrs so was he suddenly like 'oh my god wait i just remembered what i can do with this'#but like the 2005 is the wcc win so it makes sense why he did smth so over the top#but this one i really really feel like he let the impulsive thoughts win and was just 'this looks like a giant cup....'#not pictured: flavio also drinking from the trophy. he was so indulgent of his boy 🥹#also i wonder if theres footage of him pouring in the champagne in 2023 cause i didnt even know he drank from it until i was looking at pic#cause thats my fav thing about the 2005 one is watching him trying to aim and pour it from way too high hahaha#oh also there is the brazil 2005 gp as well but he doesnt directly drink from it so i dont think it fits well here#but at the same time he really is looking at trophies like 'hmmm how well would this work as a cup'#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 dutch gp#2005 chinese gp#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#formula one
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in honor of the new spider-verse movie i did a quick study of one of my favorite shots from the original !! <33
#my art#spiderverse#spider-verse#into the spider-verse#miles morales#i know everyone in the world has studied this shot! now i have too!#id like to spend more time on it next time i stopped after about 30 minutes so i mostly just carved shapes in#i think id also like to ! get some more different painting brushes bc i couldnt get a lot of the shapes i wanted#but it was fun trying to study this without color picking or directly drawing over the composition and everything#so i was just eyeballing it . ive been trying to figure out color relativity by Feeling it out so i wanted to do it this way#comparing them has been interesting ! i can see where i compressed some spaces of the composition#anyway it HAS been almost a year since i posted art here HAHA but well i just post for fun so it doesnt matter#if i posted ocs id have more art here but i prefer not to so you just get stuff whenever i make fanart#i would LOVE to do studies from the new movie but i dont have access to high quality screenshots yet#i actually did this as an exercise with one of my friends from college hehe we exchanged spiderverse screenshots to study#i also added some chromatic abberation you know just for fun . i made a version with it over the full piece but i thought well#i preferred it like this#anyway ! bye !
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some posters for conrad veidt films with my cat mole edited in in mspaint
#i have been watching. A Lot of conrad veidt films recently#the man who laughs is now one of my favourite ever films ive watched it three times in the past few weeks and i cry violently every time#i love all of them though hes so much fun to watch and so lovely i wish i could have met him#also hes like the best actor who has ever existed and im a homosexual so can you blame me#anyway ive been having fun putting mole on the posters. shes a star :)#i havent talked about her much here but my life basically revolves around mole she is my world 4 ever#i wish you all could meet her she is very small and old and i adore her with every part of my being#i hope you are all doing well friends i am very almost on holiday (yippee) so will hopefully be around more often#yippee 2#ghost post#id in alt text by the way i thought it made more sense for a post like this
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Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality
#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh#like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good#but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees#the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support#and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well#like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people#maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a#whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously#women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women#or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak#like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years#but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people#i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse#drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so*#and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles#+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries#and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation#isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote#*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now#and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad#but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing#and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this.#love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol
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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead
#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere#i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art#but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely#certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like#university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government#i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour#party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead#also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be#idk#it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking#also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most#part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still#i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going#the way i wanna#I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life#if not then gap year to work it out#should probably look at unis for english language too then#sigh#ucas website i may as well marry you#ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up#yeah#shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical#they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices#crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that#why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine#bue waffling#vent post
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do i really want to make individual drinks again
#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe#in preparation for the possibility of this new job#it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly#but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much#not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers#godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao#but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less#but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that#like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know#a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice#i dont knowwwwwww#like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks#which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here#and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff#its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options#so thats good. less to worry about#doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe#here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it#the hours are like. the same i work now. also good#sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him#but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway#i just gotta see if i get good vibes#rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me#oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore#lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt
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post retirement sakuatsu where sakusa becomes some rich science guy and atsumu does local volleyball rec leagues/summer camps and will on occasion coach at some local schools
#i dont have much thoughts for sakusas side#but atsumu ohhhh boy#i could probably make a whole post dedicated to it#for now ill just drop ideas here#atsumu is akin to coach ukai where everyone wants to play under him#however because of hinata he almost exclusively works with kids who do not have easy access to volleyball#on occassion like i said he will coach a team but it is much more guidance and training than legitimate coaching#he will come in for a year or two at various levels and train kids as well as give coaching pointers with typically strong results#he does have one school he finds he favors and its a tiny school outside of tokyo with kids that remind him of people he has played with#and he comes back frequently to coach there and practically becomes a permanent coach leading them to victory#id like to imagine he also goes to karasuno once or twice as well as inaziraki and ichiyama as they are all fundamental parts of him#anyways may elaborate more later#miya atsumu#haikyuu#sakusa kiyoomi#sakuatsu#sclnposting
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sketches for my other fic, this one's for rise of the tmnt :)
#rise of the tmnt#rise of the tmnt movie#rottmnt#rottmnt movie#rottmnt au#rottmnt casey jones#casey jones jr#(technically lmao)#rottmnt oc#oooo boi i never thought i'd use that tag ehehe (this isnt meant to be mean im just usually too shy to post fandom ocs or aus like this)#my arts#my fics#id in alt text#figured that since i shared art of one of my fics here i might as well share some of the other one ehehe#these are all from october/november while i was planning out some of the bigger points of the fic i just didnt post em cause.im shy lol^^;;#deja vu all over again au
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"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die
#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf#because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game...#to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series#anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know.#well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years#fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself#but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary#and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS#so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it!#anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post#MY POINT HERE. my point here#IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY#its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again#and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w#she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all#and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations)#so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭#my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only#anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level#and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game.#this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change#anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat!#imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level#I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post#anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today#scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died#muffin mumbles
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Long time no art, my music taste peaked in middle school
#hatsune miku#kagamine rin#kagamine len#kagamine twins#vocaloid#vocaloid miku#vocaloid len#vocaloid rin#rin kagamine#len kagamine#miku hatsune#accessible art#id in alt text#I made this to use for a YouTube playlist I want to make later#thought it’d take me like 15 minutes but it took me all day >^<#this is the first art I’ve posted here in months I’m sorry ghfkfhf#I’m making a lot of art but it’s on my d*r sideblog#so if you want to see it go there! though you might be subject to my reblogs as well#yes martin queue are my reason
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I think Nora wasn't 100% certain about Nicky’s character until after the first book. When you think about it, book 1 Nicky and book 2 and 3 Nicky are very different.
In The Foxhole Court, Nicky said and did awful things, but then in The Raven King and The King's Men, it's almost like he's a new character. If we think about Nicky’s backstory (provided to us mostly in book 2) and the way he is after book 1, he seems so out of character in the first book, which is funny because that was our introduction to Nicky in the first place.
Additionally, I think Nicky's book 1 behavior was mostly a plot device used to show Andrew's protective behavior and foreshadow his opinions regarding consent.
By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the guy who left his chance at a good, happy life behind in order to ensure that his cousins wouldn't have to live with the person who made his life terrible. Nicky left behind the love of his life, his chance at a new beginning, and he fought for the twins when he was barely an adult himself. Then, he proceeded to work multiple jobs to make ends meet and to get the twins through high school. And even after that, he stuck by them for college, despite the fact that neither of the twins thank him or show any gratitude towards him whatsoever.
By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the boy who just wants his family to love him or at least acknowledge him. He tries so hard to make up with his parents because he wants them in his life, but then, once they put Andrew in an unforgivable situation, Nicky doesn't hesitate to turn his back on them in favor of Andrew and Aaron.
By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the guy who just wanted to be friends with everyone. He wanted the team to be unified, and he was so happy when, by the end, everyone was able to mingle and act as a team.
Past book 1, we never see the predatory side of Nicky that we saw in book 1. He doesn’t make any more awful comments, and he doesn't make any more moves on anyone. It's not because of Andrew's influence. If Nicky was really a predator like that, he would have done stuff regardless of what Andrew said or threatened, just like how he did in book 1 at Eden's. Sure, Nicky probably says a few flirty things here and there, but that's part of his personality. He's a flirty guy, but the really creepy and downright awful comments and actions he makes and does in book 1 really don't reflect his character at all in books 2 and 3.
So, I think Nora was going to go in one direction with Nicky (which is what we saw in book 1), but then changed her mind and decided to get rid of the predatory, creepy stuff, which honestly made Nicky as a character make more sense based on his backstory. If Nicky was truly a predatory character, we would have seen more evidence of it after book 1.
All in all, it is possible to like or love Nicky while also hating his character in book 1.
#here's the nicky analysis post i mentioned in a previous post#tbh i love nicky but i also do hate his chatacter in book 1#i never thought id be doing an aftg character analysis (well... for anyone other than neil or andrew at least) but here we are#i hope this makes sense lol#aftg#all for the game#nicky hemmick#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#the foxhole court#the raven king#the kings men#nora sakavic
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