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I think this is one of my favorite lines from the Wraith route because of (imo) how much the meaning changes depending on if you got there via Spectre or Nightmare. For Spectre, it honestly strikes me as a genuine question. Why are you doing this to her? If you're on the Spectre route, you presumably already know the Narrator can't really be trusted, since you had to reject his reward to get here. What are you hoping to gain from continuing to hurt her? For Nightmare, it honestly just makes me sad. As the Shifting Mound describes her, "She desires only companionship, but the only thing she knows is how to hurt." This line feels like a plea from someone who genuinely doesn't understand why you keep rejecting her. She wants to be with you, but she just can't understand how to do that in a way which doesn't hurt you.
#at the risk of getting put on a list there is something tragic & relatable in nightmare#someone who desperately wants to make connections but just can't understand how#anyway wraith is one of my favorite princesses for stuff like this (and bc tragedy aside her route is a riot)#also im sorry if she doesn't say that line if you got there via nightmare#that's how i got her and i could've sworn she did? But i only found footage of her saying it in spectre#slay the princess#stp#stp wraith#the wraith#stp spectre#stp nightmare#side note archetypal/heart#(slash so i don't accidentally tag them)#pointed out on another post of mine that you get wraith via nightmare by killing her and via spectre by leaving her in the basement#in both cases its a rejection of her (rejection being one of wraith's main themes)#which makes me speculate on spectre's ch 3 (which i think we currently have very little info on?)#Trying to run from Nightmare should technically be a 'rejection' as well#but you get MOC from that (and from choosing to stay with her)#imo bc you're just repeating the same inaction which got you into this situation in the first place#you don't want to slay her. you don't want to set her free. So you just leave her there (again)#and so you get MOC where things have only gotten worse and you have no choice left. Because you chose *not* to take action again#So I wonder if spectre 3 will be a similar 'repeating your past mistakes' type of deal#i was skeptical about it coming from stabbing yourself while she possesses you or trying to crush her bones#but it does make sense with that in mind#im curious if it'll parallel MOC#except instead of having no choice but to free the princess you have no choice but to obey the narrator again#maybe you both end up stuck in the cabin forever again?#idk#sorry i probably should've put all of that tag in the post lmao
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i love the way miles sneaks up behind alex and snakes his arms around his waist and wheels him back in front of the crowd. and how alex doesn't even look to see who came up behind him cause he just knows it’s miles. and how he so easily and comfortably he drapes his arm over his shoulder. they just fit *so* well together. beaming the biggest smiles and basking in the glow of the crowd. my happy little doves. i am so Normal about Them™.
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#i was going through some tlsp video and i've never seen the moment leading up to when they take their final bow.#i love their familiarity. their ease.#they make me insane#they are warming my cold dead stressed out heart on this -20 degree Tuesday#milex#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#mine
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here’s a bunch of jesskas stardew au doodle pages and unfinished pieces 🫶 i ermmmm uhhh errr gulp uhm i love them
#the first one is when jesses almost at full hearts with lukas me likes to think#the second is when they first talk under the overhang of the library#like jesse making his first ever approach to lukas#third is after they become friends jesse takes lukas to the mines a lot#he teaches him how to fight monsters and stuff down there#mcsm#jesskas#my art#mcsm jesse#mcsm lukas#minecraft story mode#mcsm fanart#stardew au#sdv au
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#our flag means death#ofmdedit#stede bonnet#edward teach#gentlebeard#mine#hadn't noticed that the bits from ep7 they showed during Mary's speech weren't in the actual scene & now I want to scream#bc stede's smile looking at ed is gonna make my heart burst & also because i need the whole unedited take#i NEED to know what else they improved this day
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why would you pay attention to whether keefe has muscle tone when you could instead pay attention to the fact that keefe has checked out fitz’s muscles and fitz has shown off his muscles for keefe
#kotlc#kotlc fitz#fitz vacker#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen#i would like to make it very clear that this is light hearted i really don’t care if you’re participating in the thing#i just needed the format for the bit#pg. 30 neverseen (in case you care i always cite my sources) keefe makes a comment on how tight fitz’s shirt is and then fitz flexes at him#back on my keefitz agenda guys#<- guy who was never really on the keefitz agenda in the first place lmfao#the keefe debate is clogging up the kotlc tag so i’ll probably take a break until it’s over#kotlc keefitz#keefitz#mine
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favourite bang chan fancams 5 / ∞ [ 210912 inkigayo - thunderous ⋆ ]
#skz#stray kids#bang chan#bangchan#christopher bang#feat changbin!!#channiesnet#staydaily#bystay#staysource#:mine#t:gif#s:favchancams#t:fancam#tw flashing#sayang#i love him hes so <33333#bit of a different format cause its a facecam#they were all so giggly in this performance my heart cant take it AAAA#hes just so fucking cute here guys thats my MEOW MEOW RIGHT THERE#my fav genre of chan is him just smiling and happy bro makes me a fucking SAP#i love when he gets embarrassed/shy#and the DIMPLED SMILE GOD SMITE ME RN I CANT HANDLE THIS#anyway i love chan sm
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yingdu episode 5 spoilers
ohhh my god this is everything I want from cheng xiaoshi. yes. perfect. sorry, but I'm a cheng xiaoshi whump liker and link click always brings out the best of them in episode 5 of each season.
there's just something cathartic about how when cheng xiaoshi becomes an emotional mess, it's also when he's most disconnected with the people he knows (physically, as he's diving in a photo and his only link to his home timeframe is a disembodied lu guang in his head) but it's also when he's most connected with strangers (when their own personal trauma lines up with his). to me, it's a showcase of empathy and a strange manifestation of his own agency. something about how the disconnect gives him the space to blow up, and the connection heightens it and grants him permission, almost, to express his anger more freely for his own sake and for another person's behalf.
like. listen, okay, I'm gonna ramble now because cheng xiaoshi is my favorite character in this entire show, but listen. sometimes some fans will conflate adjectives to his character that are usually associated with his character archetype, but they aren't necessarily true about him as a character. and I don't mean it in a, "he's not like that because he grows out of those traits" kind of way. I mean it in a, "he was never like that" kind of way.
one of those adjectives, for me, is when people call him immature. he isn't! to me! imo! he's got big emotions, yes, but I personally don't think the presence of big emotions indicates anything about maturity. because you know what? as long as his primary trauma (feelings of abandonment) isn't touched, he is very good at handling interpersonal conflicts, and that's what's interesting to me.
qiao ling hides relevant information from him? he removes himself from the situation to give himself space and sort out his feelings. he tells her he's fine and that he'll be back.
post-earthquake arc? I'll just copy paste what I already said in a previous ask:
what initially got me was when I was first watching S1, I thought the earthquake arc would have devastating effects on [shiguang's] relationship. listen, I didn’t know what I was getting into with link click, but I thought that was expected. it’s ripe for drama! but how do they handle the fight? they put their side business on hold but they still keep being roommates. they still do their day job. they still talk. they’re still upset but they give each other space but not to the point where they can’t stand existing in each other’s spaces. that’s when I realized that oh, they really trust each other. they have a very solid foundation for their relationship that not even the earthquake arc can break. they’re pretty level-headed about this, actually, all things considered? all the doomed yaoi stuff came later, but that’s just the cherry on top. it’s the way they handled conflict and disappointment in S1 that got me.
okay, protect-namine, why go through that whole tangent? BECAUSE! circling back to yingdu episode 5, we finally, finally get to see cheng xiaoshi let out some of his anger. and it's precisely because his primary trauma point was on the table. he can forgive a friend lying, and he can forgive being told not to change the past. because at the end of the day, qiao ling and lu guang stayed. they never left him.
but he cannot handle abandonment. he cannot understand why people leave. he cannot understand why he's been clinging on to false hope this entire time. and more importantly, he cannot understand how someone can be such a hypocrite about it. "a man who'd rather be kind to strangers than face his own son" like fuck man. cheng weimin you fucked up so bad.
it's the disconnect/connect thing again too. thematically, it makes sense. when does cheng xiaoshi blow up? when he's alone, far away from the people that ground him. alone, the feeling he hates the most. he's not even in his own body. he blows up when he's inhabiting a stranger's. he doesn't even get to be angry as cheng xiaoshi.
how fucked up is that. man. I love him so much.
also I'm going crazyyyy over the family themes going on in link click. much to say about the show itself across all seasons (the twins, qiao ling and cheng xiaoshi, even the liu siblings), but for this episode... god. okay this is slight speculation territory now and I'll try to keep this very short, because this is only tangential to the post. but. imagine xia fei getting the good parent figure in cheng weimin that cheng xiaoshi never had. and he doesn't know!! he's bitter inside about his dad and he's having hotpot with xia fei and he doesn't know he was in that school!! fuck that's so good. that's so juicy.
okay, sorry, I have a lot of feelings about cheng xiaoshi. he's my link click blorbo of all time, and I love when he experiences The Horrors™ because it's also when other sides of him gets to shine.
on a brighter note:
VEIN AND CHENG XIAOSHI MEETING AGAIN!!! their greeting was so cute. also omg does xia fei know? that his boss is maybe possibly a cannibal? actually, wait, I don't think I'd be surprised if he does know.
ah and finally. finally:
I've been having many thoughts on how yingdu approaches "friendships" and their transactional nature (mostly with regards to liu xiao) but I mostly thought they're headcanon stuff. but now. I'm so so happy that episode 5 is bringing out more of the quid pro quo theme. liu xiao with the gift giving. wang qing's "friends" (bullies) demanding her to cheat on the exam for them. and now, vein and cheng xiaoshi having a friendly greeting but also exchanging favors. so good. so good. it goes along with how there's so much handshakes and handholding this season (not just with lu guang and cheng xiaoshi, but with cheng xiaoshi and the the antagonist trio too, who have all met him by "helping" him in some way). something something trust and favors. probably something that deserves its own post though, but I wanted to point this out because I am soooo here for that. it's goes hand in hand (ha!) with the whole fraud/lies vs innocence/honesty theme this season, and deals/contracts being an equalizer to the two. very good. very tasty.
edit: ooh they also point to this in the YE6 trailer too. nice, nice. if you knew someone's true colors, would you still be their friend?
man, I love episode 5. it just hits all the stuff I personally wanted to see. the only flaw is that we still haven't seen the older version of wang qing, but yeah I kinda expected that they'll hide her until episode 6. they're giving her the liu xiao treatment from season 2. sigh. really wish she'd keep showing up in S3, we need more female characters in this show 🙏
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#link click#link click spoilers#the fic writer in me is so pleased. this is validating so much of the direction i want my fic to go#i'm sorry if this reads as very rambly. this post could probably be shorter but i don't wanna fix this up to make it read better#my emotions for cxs are too much to be organized in a logical manner#no meta-formatted essay like my post with qiao ling. this is just me blorbofying him#literally half stream of consciousness writing. cxs you are so loved. i love u. i hope you get cuddles but i love when you face The Horrors#because i know you can handle it. and also you needed to blow up like YESTERDAY so honestly this is therapy for you now#actually you know what. i'll probably reference this in the future for fic purposes so yeah i'll tag it#link click meta#actually i'll add one more thing re: maturity but i'll put it here in the tags#something i love about cxs. is that no matter the trauma he goes through. he is still kind#like this could've been anyone's villain origin story. but cxs works hard to be kind in spite of his experiences#like back again with conflating big emotions with immaturity. but choosing to be kind despite it all? it takes a lot of heart to do that
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actually like. both the brothers getting external wounds is a symbol of the betrayal isn’t it. like the way bison’s stab wound kept hurting during crucial moments with kant but then there’s no mention of it after they make up in the episode. and how style helps take off fadel’s sling after hes earned a little bit of fadel’s trust back. and next week the cast is nowhere to be found….
#i can forgive incorrect healing time if it’s being used for symbolism!#also fadel getting an injury that takes longer to heal because he takes longer to forgive#also a more common injury! because this has happened to him before!#oh it’s all coming together i might have to make a longer post about this#the heart killers#fadelbison#kantbison#fadelstyle#my analysis#mine
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The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes: 1x12 - The Red-Headed League
You may not be aware that I have royal blood in my veins. And be so kind as to say "sir" and "please" when you address me. Alright. Would you please, sir, mind marching upstairs where we'll get a cab to transport Your Highness to the police station? That's better.
#sherlock holmes 1984#sherlockholmesedit#sherlock holmes edit#sherlock holmes#granadaedit#granada holmes#granada#granada edit#{ mine }#only one more episode in the first series/season eyes emoji#i will be taking a small interlude to make a vidya game gifset before i get my heart stomped on#can't wait to see more of moriarty tho#{ media : television }#{ tv : sherlock holmes }
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Some AU Askeladd character sheets from the past few months...
#vinland saga#askeladd#every AU of mine is an excuse to draw Askeladd in another outfit#he makes me feel things#fanart#kai messy art#askeladd my beloved#1920 AU#Wild West AU#GoT/HotD AU#askeladd in suit makes my heart goes woo#that man looks good in everything i don't take criticism
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A question to the community;
What are some of your funniest most unhinged takes or headcannons about your favorite groups/duo/pairings/ships in one piece.
Both platonic pairings or romantic what are the ideas that drive you insane…….comedically.
Hit me up and let’s talk about it.
#let me hear all your worst comedic takes#let them rip#mishanks#one piece#zolu#one piece shitpost#bit of fun innit#one piece ships#bug hawk#cross guild#zosan#cross guild polycule#one of mine is that I think Mihawk purposefully waits till Shanks visit to redecorate s so ge can make him move his furniture around#and he comes up with the most ridiculous furniture arrangements just to fuck with him#and that is the real reason why there is just a toilet I. the middle of a dark empty room#strawhats#kidd pirates#lawlu#heart pirates
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You've done this before. If you care so much about them, set them free. / Take my heart.
2x08 / 5x03 / 5x08 / 6x03 / 6x08
#it was just red#tdp soren#sorayla#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp finnegrin#parallels#multi#mine#tag ramble#theme: sacrifice#subset: choices#dark magic#this is the one way i could see callum getting out of the greater good problem tbh#where rather than choosing rayla OR the greater good he sacrifices himself through dark magic use#it'd be iffy just bc that'd mean opening himself up to aaravos' possession if aaravos hasn't been taken out as a threat#& i still think he'll be making the outright choice AND sacrificing himself#(aka claudia picking soren in hers and then doing dark magic use)#but who knows#like rayla and soren both go 'take my heart. sacrifice me'#and viren has grown enough to be like callum where he realizes the right thing to do is to sacrifice himself#and callum would never think about sacrificing his loved ones to begin with so#s6#s2#s5
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I just reblogged something asking about your writing influences, but what about authors who write like you? Have you ever come across an author and recognized something in their style or in their approach to stories that's similar to how you write? They didn't influence you--they just happen to share a quality that your writing already has.
#mine are carrie vaughn#(takes a very grounded personal approach to her fantastic elements that felt very very similar to how i approach my stories)#(which makes it frustrating that 95% of her books are about werewolves and other stuff i refuse to read)#and amy levy#(underwritten style and cares about family relations has a kind of detached humor but then can't resist veering into romanticism)#(specifically the way she writes a couple of romantic scenes matches my style so perfectly)#(that i almost had a heart attack at one point during miss meredith because she'd so closely matched the vibe of a scene i wrote years ago)
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The Taming of the Shrew (Act III, Scene I) by William Shakespeare | The Heart Killers, Episodes 2 & 9
#the heart killers#the taming of the shrew#fadelbison#kantbison#bison aechitpol#thk x ttots#web weaving#mine#tusersilence#tuserlogan#tuserjovana#useragatha#userbon#tuseryoo#khaotunq#i know the parallel in a show sense might be somewhat of a stretch#but i think they both kind of get at the same thing and work for this specific quote#like kant stepping in and putting a claim on bison when they aren't exclusive#and bison saying 'hey you don't get to do that we're not together'#vs fadel trying to make the choice to take kant out and bison telling him it's not up to him#like it kind of all ties back to bison and control. which in truth i think boils down to bison fighting for his own agency#ough
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Every time I see these panels the curb your enthusiasm theme complete with a laugh track plays in my head and then I immediately feel my spirit grow three times frailer.
#does this make sense#like it’s so stupid and so painful it has looped around to being endearing to me#as long as I don’t think about how we’re meant to take this at face value I’m fine#in my heart there is a watsonian explanation for why the fuck she says this when it’s obviously not true#one day I will find it#stephanie brown#war games#mine
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hi i am alive and so is he
#vinland saga#askeladd#fanart#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#askeladd in suit makes my heart goes woo#he is too fancy for my heart to handle#i cant draw tattoo for the love of god i'm sorry#kai messy art#askeladd my beloved#every au of mine is an excuse to draw askeladd in another outfit#that man looks good in everything i don't take criticism#he makes me feel things#RGG AU
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