#to tomorrow and beyond or whatever

[itsmebeff]

happy pride month!! and remember deltarune tomorr.... wait what who the hell is this guy

[bellamysgriffin]

anora controversy is going so crazy after the win so here is MYYY take on the critique that it's unrealistic for anora to think she's in love with vanya.

at no point do i think ur genuinely supposed to believe she's in love, but nor is the take that she's married her way out of poverty and is clinging onto that fully accurate either. to me, this all hinges on the fact that she believes HIM when he says he loves her and when he marries her. she pushes back on him and tells him not to fuck around with her when he proposes -- but then he buys her a ring and he actually marries her and he has her move all her things into her house!

as someone without money, anora can't fathom that this is a thing that can be done cavalierly. he buys a 4 karat ring, he lets her move her things into his house, and then she spends a full week there, being called his wife. i think anora allows herself to believe that she loves him because she believes that he loves her. the film, in my mind, is about this disconnect - rich people can treat life like a game without any serious consequences. they can do something like get married in vegas and drop an inordinate amount of money on a ring, because to them, anything can be undone, and no financial loss is that big of a deal. but life is not a game to anora, and she uproots her entire life and quits her job to be with him - not because she loves him, but because she believes him. she told him not to fuck around with her, and he married her to prove that he wasn't, and to him that was another part of the game, and to her that was proof he was serious, so of course, when the rug is pulled out from under her, she's shocked.

[incandescentflower]

Have about 1k of a Thamepo fic where Po is just freaking out about Thame coming over to his apartment.

[fitpacs]

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[thatfriendlyanon]

gifts from God:

a navy blue bed-frame

a matching blue rug with an ornate pattern

a bridesmaid's dress that fits me perfectly & makes me feel beautiful

a bouquet of tulips

a fresh rose fallen on the side of the road

maroon converse, in my size & great condition

frames to house pictures that are dear to my heart

[stromulites]

sometimes i wish i was reassured by someone who knew what they where doing that i was doing okay. but usually the people who seem to they know what they're doing don't and just fucking belittle me instead. why's life so hard. why did society develop this way. full of self flagellation and the fear of social connectiveness and the endless spiral of "if it's not earning you money, then it doesn't have a place".

i wish my art had a place. but it doesn't, and i'll never know truthfully if it's something people can look at and enjoy. i can say it for other people as much as i want but i don't think my thick fucking skull can receive any of it. maybe if i keep saving it, one day I will.

[tj-crochets]

Hey y'all! Weird question time, not really a medical question, more a question about doctors office response times? Below a read more in case you want to skip it:

So, last week I may or may not have passed out*, in a way different to the times I may or may not (almost definitely have) passed out before, because this time my blood pressure was not low and my heart rate was not high. I am someone with a long history of cardiac-adjacent issues, endocrine and/or brain related issues, and neurological issues**. I called my primary care doctor early afternoon on Wednesday and did not hear back from his office until after 5pm on Thursday, though the very helpful nurse I spoke to at the front desk squeezed me in for an appointment with a different doc at the same location on Thursday morning. I called my neurologist at the same time Wednesday, and I did not hear back from their office until today, the following Monday. They also were not calling to schedule an appointment. They were calling to see if I'd gotten my referral to an ENT that they send in five months ago, and mentioned they'd gotten my message that I'd "had an incident". I had to get transferred to someone else and say "I saw my primary care doctor already because you did not return my messages and I'd passed out. He did some bloodwork that all turned up normal and told me to talk to my neurologist" before they even considered getting me an appointment (which they did not do! They said they'd call me back tomorrow!) The question: Is that an unreasonable response time? It feels like an unreasonable response time to me, from both my PCP and my neurologist, honestly. Like, the nurse at the PCP's facility got me in to see another doctor, but my PCP didn't know and didn't respond for over a day, and my neurologist took five days and wouldn't schedule an appointment. I suspect the combo of past history of heart and neurological issues and passing out for the first time in years should be the sort of thing that rings alarm bells, right? *when I felt like I was going to fall down if I did not immediately lie down, I chose to lie down and had my eyes closed while lying down and I think I lost time? hard to tell though **I have tachycardia but it's never ever out of rhythm, so technically I don't have heart issues? The tachycardia tends to alarm new doctors though, like I get an express pass to an EKG immediately at the ER. The endocrine and/or brain issue is the salt wasting syndrome. Might be endocrine! Might be brain damage! Hard to tell! Thought it was endocrine for a long time but there's overlap. The neurological issues are migraines and brain fog.

[snezus-christ-risen]

I don’t wannaaaaaaa 😩

[amelikos]

Liko and Amethio tomorrow..!

[cuteniaarts]

Small Liba redesign, because I love her and she deserves the world

[quitedisastrous]

i wish i could just do nothing for a few days straight. maybe even just sleep for a few days straight. sooo excited for constant misery over the next 20 days

ranting in the tags. i would just scroll past if i were you

[dykethang]

logically i know i need lithium so i don't go completely nuclear but if i'm gonna be crazy on lithium anyway what's the point in even taking it

[golden--doodler]

Will Roland being the representation of people who have pretty strange/still lovely singing voices who can still make it big on Broadway that we all deserve. And also the representation of people being a Manchild while still making it big on Broadway that we all deserve (said with love).

[phagodyke]

couldn't go for a hike yesterday bc I was feeling too shit and im still in fucking pain today so now it'll have to wait until next weekend I guess. :-(

[dirtystraightjacket]

I wish I could tell my 15 year old self it gets better and I get more normal abt dating and it's ok to open yourself up but holy shit I've never been more scared and angry