tolerance break day 1/7
starting a week long sobriety break with my partner because shit was not looking too good ngl. no alcohol, weed, nicotine, or any drugs from 3/10/24 to 3/17/24. today i was craving nicotine a lot but what helped is using a pacifier to occupy my mouth instead. what's also helping is my ed because instead of concentrating on how much i want to use, i concentrate on how hungry i am. on the flipside of that i used to get high to get my mind off the hunger so we'll see how that all works out. i think itll be worse when school starts because a lot of my friends vape in the bathrooms and im gonna wanna ask to hit their vapes. if anyone sees this pls comment things that might help. i put all my old dead vapes in a bowl of water so i couldnt hit them anymore. cravings today were at a 9/10, will update around this time tomorrow
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My sleep last night was fragmented and full of dreams I'd rather not have had.
Every time I woke up, I'd look over at Husband like "yes, I'm glad I'm in this world with this partner and nothing fucking weird is happening right now."
And then I'd roll over and go right back to weird dream time, experience something either stressful or aggravating or just plain sad, and wake up again.
I need coffee. 🔜 ☕
And I need weed. Four days until my appointment.
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I know who needs to hear this, but just to reach a broader audience: TAKE A FUCKING TOLERANCE BREAK, BREATHE, AND THEN, IF YOU WANT, YOU CAN GO BACK INTO THE MATRIX OMFG.
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I'm Fuzzy (24)
Another day maintaining! Better than gaining, worse than losing. Yesterday I mainly spent it tidying up, slumping around half awake with a cold lol.
Worked more on the blanket, set up stuff for the podcast. I have to really work on my mindset going forward.
I'm still sober!! This tolerance break has already reset me to baseline I'm 99% sure. I have to find a way to dispose of my unused cartridges for my penjamin. Cause I have 4, and I'm sure as heck not gonna use em all before I quit for good!!
In hindsight of everything so far, it isn't addictive I feel. I've had a bumpy time quitting but, this is going smooth. If I wanted right now, I could quit for good. But I'm not ready.
I did actually draw for an hour yesterday, nothing crazy but today is gonna be much different. One meal, finished projects, and it's gonna be great.
🐄 1 hour drawing 🐄 314lbs (-9.0) 🐄 120$ (+0$) Saved 🐄 3 Days Sober 🐄 April 11th 2024
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trying this new thing when every time i want to smoke/have weed, i put my airpods in instead and listen to music… and for fucks sake it’s working
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T-Breaks: Why Taking One is Completely Up to You.
For most stoners, it seems like a no-brainer: once that 1/4 starts to feel like an 1/8, it’s time to take a tolerance break. But what if I told you that t-breaks might be more of a personal choice than an actual necessity?
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Be gentle, he’s on a t-break…
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good morning tumblr i just woke up like a normal person and had breakfast and coffee. the world might end today but im going to try and write???
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tolerance break day 2 and 3
sorry i didnt update yesterday i got lazy :p day two me and my partner realized cutting out nicotine, alcohol, and weed cold turkey wasnt gonna be manageable at all so they bought a vape and tbh me and him and our friends were more worried abt the alc and weed usage the most so yk at least we havent been drunk or high. I kind of feel like im overreacting abt how hard this is but then i remember that im literally an addict. my goals for after the break is to use get high 2-3 times a week and since i rarely get drunk anyways i think the next time ill drink is probably my 18th birthday which is in may. cravings today were a 6.5/10 im assuming bc of the nic.
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I hit 21 days without smoking weed today~ this was the original goal I had set for myself. Not smoking was TOUGH for a minute there but it's gotten so much easier - I wanted to at least take a tolerance break, but I think I might keep it going a bit longer 🙂
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Best thing bout weed withdrawals?? Weight loss!!! I get so nauseous and no appetite whatsoever. Plus the runs!!! Might just get my beach bod before the summer is ov…
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Tolerance break bc ive been abusing weed and cant remember if theres a person under all that haze
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I'm Fuzzy (22)
Welp! I had a lot yesterday, another set back. But not to become a pattern. I gained, but I'm hoping it's mostly bloating since I haven't gotten my period yet. Today I'm gonna keep it light because my tummy. She do hurt.
Sober last night!! Woooo (WOOOOOOO) I am working towards a Californian sober. Where I can do it once, twice a week. But not daily. I will have to quit by the end of the year for good though.
Savings? Oof, another hit, down 50, I had to move money for bills and expenses. But I get paid next week and I plan to save most of it!!
Drawing? No . Sadly, I have not lately. Been thinking, and knowing I have to. But. Eh. One victory at a time am I right?
I know it looks bleek, but I can do it!! And, so can you.
🐄 0 hours drawing 🐄 315lbs (-8.0) 🐄 120$ (-50$) Saved 🐄 1 Day Sober 🐄 April 9th 2024
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How the fuck do people parent sober?
I myself am a Stoner mom and I’ve taken a tolerance break for 3days now and im ready to just stop breathing all together. Everything gets on my nerves when im sober, me, my kids, my fiancé, even the damn dog. How in the hell do u people do this? There has been plenty of times when things have gotten too spicy for the pepper, I’d just lock myself in my room and come back out the best mom/partner ever and ready for all the chaos. I need some solid advice on how to keep my cool even tho on the inside I’m up in literal flames.
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rolled a nice fat one for the last time for a while 😍😭
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