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#tomorroe i will change
rebka18 · 11 months
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fayehartz · 1 year
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i donf have a bad headache anymoar woohoo‼️‼️ but tomorro is gon be a big day and im gonna be realll busy,, so i spent my entire day rewatching beyblade burst, while playing pokemon, and wHILE WRITING LORE FOR MY SP BEYBLADE AU RAHHHH
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some parts are blurred bc i didnt do much research ^_^' and ermmm spoilers yeah uh yeah
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also heres a WIP :3c
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usahanna · 1 year
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Dusting off my high school books about programming to get my neocoties site up and running
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airenyah · 1 year
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thinking about my tags on this post, specifically about:
#i keep watching ships on other shows kiss and it's like#this is nice and all but!! it's just not แค่เพื่อนครับเพื่อน bad buddy series ep. 5 [4/4] (11:33)
and it's like. not gonna lie but this applies even to the patpran ep11 beach kiss
#bbs#bbs ep11#airenyah talks acting#airenyah shut the fuck up challenge#it's all about the dringlichkeit!!#during the rooftop kiss the actors add more dringlichkeit the longer it goes on#meaning the longer it goes on the more important and more urgent it feels#we as an audience feel like it's a now or never situation‚ like that kiss is the only thing that matters right now‚ like there's no tomorro#through the increase in dringlichkeit that the actors are showing#meanwhile in the ep11 kiss.. sure they get a little faster but. apart from that nothing really changes#and that's BORING. esp in comparison to the rooftop kiss#and yeah the stakes are higher in the rooftop scene but still. the ep 11 kiss also needs some dringlichkeit!!#esp considering that the characters end up sleeping with each other afterwards#so that beach make-out session also needs a kind of importance. in a completely different way from the rooftop kiss#the rooftop kiss was all ''i need to kiss you NOW bc i don't know how else to address all the unspoken things between us''#the rooftop kiss was all ''i need to kiss you NOW bc it might be the only chance i get''#whereas the ep11 kiss should be something like ''i need to kiss you NOW bc i want you''#to borrow patpran's food metaphor: the ep11 kiss should be something like ''i need to kiss you NOW bc i'm hungry and want to eat you up''#that's what the ep 11 kiss should be. ESP when they kiss again after they've pulled apart for a moment#it's not the speed of the action that makes the difference‚ it's the dringlichkeit!!#that's what the ep11 kiss needs. less speed and more dringlichkeit#(speaking of: my voice/articulation teacher once told us a trick that we can fake faster speed through an increase of dringlichkeit)#adrm#also it's not just a problem of dringlichkeit but also the haltung and the gedanken#the haltung (attitude?? mindset??) should be ''i wanna eat you up''#and the gedanken is like. what exactly are the characters thinking when they're kissing? what are they feeling?#in acting every single thing that you do needs to be filled (and felt) and that also applies to kissing#if you're just kissing bc the script says to kiss and the director is yelling ''nowww kiss!!'' well......#that will never hit as hard as when you're actually filling up that kiss with throughts and feelings and telling a story with it#god the rooftop kiss is just so fucking GOOD maybe i should just go rewatch ep5 immediately
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frogsman · 2 years
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just watched hannibal s2 finale and my tits are blown to smithereens
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ilostyou · 2 years
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ok it's . literally almost 5am i need to akjdghksjfg go to sleep goodnight
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persefolli · 1 year
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𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐚'𝐬 𝐚 𝐁𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡
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𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋!!!!!!!
𝐀/𝐧: 𝐆𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐒𝐎 𝐒𝐎 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝟏,𝟎𝟎𝟎 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝. 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬'𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭. 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲!!!
𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐓𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐁𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝐑𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡
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You looked at Ronal with a sad look as she laughed along with her clique. They were currently laughing at your outfit, which was a little…odd to say the least. What hurt most is that Ronal had picked the outfit for you, and assured you that you looked just fine.
The two of you have been best friends for years, and the older the two of you grew the more…bitchy Ronal became. It got bad in highschool, to a point where you stopped attending for some time. After a huge fallout with her friends, Ronal came back running, and you let the feeling of nostalgia make your decision in forgiving her.
You graduated together and went on a journey of womanhood after turning 18. It wasn’t just you two though, you accumulated a very well known friendgroup in Awa’atlu, and everyone wanted to get in with the crew, but lately they’ve turned you into the punching bag of the group. 
“I’m gonna change.” You mumbled, walking off from the group and heading home, where you were gonna mope the rest of the night.
“Oof-” You grunted bumping into someone. Looking up you made eye contact with Tonowari, the future Olo’eyktan of the clan. “I’m sorry!” You nodded your head towards him and looked at him for approval. 
Tonowari was quiet, popular, but quiet. He mastered a lot of adult-like duties as a teenager, which made him a very tough warrior for his class. All the guys in your age group strived to be like him, if not, they wanted to look like him. He was tall, pretty, had nice hair, and smelled really good. Tonowari was humble. Even though he would lead the clan one day, he still opted to be treated like everyone else. 
God you were swooning again, like every other girl in the clan. 
Tonowari quirked his eyebrow and patted your shoulder. “It’s alright.” He said lowly. “Stay safe.” Tonowari jogged off to the beach, where his friends stood whooping and celebrating his arrival. 
You found yourself staring at him, looking at the way he smiled once he came in contact with his bro’s, but you snapped out of it realizing how wrong it was. 
Ronal had a big crush on Tonowari for a while, and with her popularity it was a slim chance he would reject her. Everyone shipped them together, and although Tonowari has yet to acknowledge her, Ronal relished the title of his future girlfriend and most likely, Tsahik. 
At home you changed your clothes, and began cleaning for the night, getting rid of your dinner bowls and laundry you’d done before you went out today. As the eclipse settled, you waited for the dreaded beast herself. 
“Y/n.” Ronal came knocking at the door. You huffed, folding one of your spare loincloths. You didn’t turn to face her as she approached. It was the same cycle of embarrassing you, apologizing in private, and doing the same thing the next day. 
“You should've come back.”
“I was embarrassed!” You snapped at her. 
“The top was fine, no one has perfect taste.”
You clenched the clothes and slowly turned your head to her. The audacity of this bitch! She was the one who got you the top, and told you that it flattered you compared to your normal clothing. Not wanting to explode, you nodded, turning back and doing your laundry. 
“Remember the bonfire is tomorrow, wear cute clothes.”
“What will you be wearing?” You asked.
“Something that will catch my future husband's attention.” Ronal twirled and chuckled. “Tonowari’s coming, heard from a birdie.”
“Oh.” You said. “Bumped into him today, he was going riding with the others.”
Ronal fell silent, and wasn’t in your line of sight. Suddenly you were spun around, Ronal in your face and nails dug into your shoulders. “What did he say? What did you say to him?”
“I apologized and he told me it was okay and to be safe.” You said swiftly, wincing in pain from her nails. Ronal let go and hissed at you, “Next time just walk off.”
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The next day you spent inside, sewing decorations onto your top for the bonfire tonight. The bonfire was an annual celebration for the young adults of Awa’atlu, it was the only night you could let loose with no consequences. You and Ronal went every year, watching as guys set fire to large piles of wood and wrastle over stupid banters.
You braided pieces of your hair and pulled the braids back, curating some sort of half-up half down style. You were meeting Ronal at the bonfire, since she opted to show up after everyone else.
When you were ready you waited until the eclipse to leave your home, you merged into another group of Metkayina members who were heading to the other side of the reef as well. You looked into the sky and saw the hue of light coming from somewhere on the ground. Smoke rose from the fire and you sniffed, smiling at the smell of burnt wood spreading across the reef. 
Nights like this were really fun, it was a night you didn’t have to worry about hanging out with just Ronal and her minions. It was also a night you finally got a little attention from guys. 
You arrived at the sectioned off part of the reef with the group, eyes lighting up at the crowds of na’vi dancing and running around. People had already gotten their fix of drinks and rolled around in the sand drunkenly. “Y/n over here!” You heard a voice call you over. You looked and saw a person from you and Ronal’s friend group calling you over. 
“Hi guys!” You walked over and hugged the girl, taking the extra drink she had in her hand. 
“Ronal hasn’t come yet?” You asked. 
She shook her head. “You know how she gets. And look who's already here.” She pointed straight and you followed her finger to see Tonowari. He sat on a large stray branch, looking around at his friends that were chatting. He wore a beautiful necklace and his hair was prettily braided into rows that formed a bun at the top part of his head, the rest of his silky hair flowed beautifully down his back, going past his shoulders. Once again you were staring, but snapped out of it as cheering began. You looked over to see Ronal approaching, wearing a dramatic headdress and jewelry to complement it. 
You began clapping, inviting her over to your large group of friends who waited on her. 
“The queen has arrived.” Ronal twirled in front of you. She glared at you but slowly smiled. “You look nice.”  She commented. 
“Thanks. Wanted to try something new.”
“Better than yesterday's fit.” The na’vi who were there to witness the incident began snickering, causing you to frown. 
You shook your head and raised your empty cup. “I’m gonna go drink.” You made your exit from the crowd and found refuge near the drink table, where all sorts of intoxicated people hung out. “Fill me up.” You slid your cup over to the ‘bartender’ and watched as he filled your cup with a red substance. Nodding at him you took the full cup and began wandering around, looking at the different things people were doing. 
As you stood alone, feet planted in the sand, you felt a pair of eyes watching you. You looked around, attempting to find the source of attention but couldn't. 
“Hey.”
You jumped, looking at the tall Metkayina male next to you. “Hi.” You softly smiled. He'd probably been the source of eyes.
“Remember me? We met last year.”
You quirked an eyebrow and inspected the male one more time. It took you a few moments but you perked up. “Oh yeah! The one from the keg stand.”
“In the flesh.” He chuckled.
“How have you been? I haven't seen you around.”
He sighed, “Busy as fuck. Training to become the general.”
“This young?!”
“Yeah.” He smiled. “I gotta get up there with the rest.” You nodded in agreement. A lot of the Metkayina males were very ambitious at a young age, so hearing what he was aiming for didn't come as a surprise.
“What about you?” He leaned in closer and smiled.
You felt yourself getting nervous, “I-I was thinking about starting a clothing business.”
“Shit, really?” He said hyped up. 
“Yeah.” You pulled at the top you were wearing. “I made this.” You displayed the fancy top you were wearing
“You look good in it.” He smiled, licking his bottom lip as he did so. You turned your head to avoid showing him the large smile that was forming on your face.
“How about we ditch this stand and go dance.” He nodded towards the na’vi that were closer to the fire dancing. “Fuck it.” You exclaimed and grabbed his hand as the two of you ran through the crowd to the dancers.
The bass of the drums boomed in your chest and you began dancing. Holding onto the guy's hand, you smiled as you gracefully swayed to the music. Even though it was a lot of people and it wasn't usually your scene, you still managed to block everyone out and have fun.
You allowed him to dance closer to you, grabbing your hips and pulling you in.
“You got better rhythm than me.” He complimented.
“I've been told.” You said cockily. The liquor began to flow through your system the longer the music went on, making your body grow looser.
“Hey Y/n.” 
You spin around to see Ronal getting a little groovy to the music. Internally you groaned but moved over to pull Ronal in to join. 
“Wassup Ronal.” You greeted.
“Nothing. Just wanted to be close to the action.” She began scooting back a little as the guy grabbed your hand and twirled you again.
“Where ya goin?” You asked.
In a flash, everything shifted. You were spun but pushed towards the empty space, and suddenly you were hit with a big wave of juice. The crowd fell silent and you stood in shock, opening your eyes to see you had been drenched in the jungle juice they created.
You looked at Ronal, betrayed. Everyone began laughing, even the guy you danced with.
“That was too good.” He said looking over at Ronal.
She had set you up.
 Every year there was a prank, usually it would be something silly like pushing someone into the ocean or being chased and chanted on by a group of guys, but this one was harsh. Ronal knew you spent time making the outfit for tonight, and she ruined it.
Slowly, you began treading the sand to make it to the main pathway. Tears escaped your eyes as you waddled away, sticky and cold from the nasty substance that was thrown on you. Ronal had gone too far, and this was your last straw with her.
You made your way away from the crowds, and found yourself at a cove further from the village. Once you got inside you yelled, screams echoing off the cave walls. “I hate her!” You screamed.
You whimpered as you peeled your top off, throwing the ruined design down. You slowly climbed into the cove pool, which was typically warm, and began to rub along your skin to get the stickiness off.
“Y/n?” A voice echoed from afar. You quickly used your arms to cover your bare breasts and sunk into the water. Footsteps approached and you began to rage, thinking Ronal was coming after you, but your eyes widened at who was there.
Tonowari stood on the pool edge, looking at you with somber eyes. “I saw what happened.” 
The two of you stared at each other for a few moments in silence. It was awkward considering you'd never interacted before.
“I'm okay.” You responded. 
A few beats of silence passed before he took a seat, feet dangling inside of the pool.
“Why do you let her treat you like that?
“What?”
“She treats you like shit!” He half-yelled. “You're supposed to be best friends yet she sets you up to be pranked and embarrassed.”
You took a deep breath and came to the edge of the pool, resting your arms on the rock and leaning your head above your folded arms.
“It's harder than you think.” You responded. 
“Even so, you don't deserve that. Have you ever thought of getting her back?”  Tonowari asked.
You snapped your head to the young man, confused as to what he was alluding to. He was always so quiet, smart and level headed, this language wasn't like him at all.
“Just one shot to make her sorry.” He continued.
“Sometimes.” You confessed. You planned out so many routes of revenge over the years, which never went through because you were too pussy to go through with it.
“She has everything that you deserve. Friends, Popularity, Dignity. She took that away from you!” He spoke harshly as if he was done wrong. His passion was attractive, but it made you question why he was so riled up.
He slipped into the water, starling you with the splash. Popping up above water he shook his hair. “Follow me.”
He began swimming down the cove, going deeper and deeper into the elongated cave. It grew dark, and you found yourself growing scared, but the two of you emerged, swimming out to a whole new section of the reef.
“Wow.” You said in disbelief, hopping out of the water and approaching the shore.
“Just a little spot I know about.” He said. Your arms were still crossed as you were still topless, but the residue had washed off and you now stood wet in the moonlight.
“Why did you bring me here?” You were genuinely curious as to why he exposed his secret spot to you.
“So you can take something she doesn't have.”
He approached you with a sultry tone.
You turned to him, finally catching on. 
“You know she likes y-”
“Everyone knows. That's why it's gonna hit her harder.”
You looked at him dumbfounded before dropping your arms and smashing into him. The two of you fell to the ground but he recovered by sitting up. You climbed into his lap and kissed him deeply, cupping his face as you did so.  Tonowari leaned back slightly and had one arm wrapped around your back, pulling your lower body closer to him. 
The two of you moaned softly, continuing your attack on each other's lips. Tonowari’s warm hands lingered, before rising to grip at your bare breasts. You pulled away and watched as he kneaded your mounds and pressed kisses along your chest.
“Tonowari.” You said breathlessly. It was surreal to have a man like him under you like this, to actually touch you like this.
“Shhh.” He shushed you and reached for your loincloth, unraveling the back and pulling it to the side. You pushed him away from your chest, reaching for his, but he swiftly flipped the two of you over, so that he was on top and your back touched the sand. He finally allowed you to strip him of his cloth and watch as he sprung free, standing tall and erect for you.
“You see what you do to me?” He groaned.
Slowly you began spreading your legs, and he lodged himself between them, holding the underside of your knees. The two of you shared a moan as he began running his cock between your folds, judging at your clit with every swipe
“Tonowari don't!” You shakily said. You wanted him so bad, so deep, and he was teasing you relentlessly.
“Use your words pretty girl.”
“Don't tease me Wari, I want you.” You moaned out.
He let out a scoff and pulled back, slowly pushing forward and entering your slick hole.
You almost gave yourself a concussion from how hard you slammed your head back into the sand. You dug your nails into his forearms and clenched around him. He was thick, stretching you in ways a normal Metkayina man couldn't.
You held your breath as he continued entering you, pain pulsing through your lower body. Tonowari’s hand trailed to your neck holding a tight grip on you, and using his thumb to pull your bottom lip down. “Breathe for me.”
“Hurts.” You whimpered.  
“Feel me.” Tonowari let go of your thigh and grabbed his braid. 
“Ton-”
“We can worry about it in the morning. Feel how good you make me feel.”
You knew this would be a bad idea, but you connected your braid to his anyway. As soon as tsaheylu was made, you arched off the ground, crying out in pleasure.
“Fuck!” He grunted. Fastening his pace, he let out stained grunts feeling your pain and pleasure mix into one. 
“More! More!” You coaxed him, ready to take him on. The pain was starting to subside but the need for him grew. You spread your legs wider and watched as he drilled into you with his head down, looking right where the two of you connected. 
“You feel so good around m-fuck!” He buried his head into your neck and thrusted faster, enunciating the loud slaps of skin the two of you echoed throughout the beach.
“I'm coming! Wari!!” You dramatically heaved out as you reached your first ever orgasm. 
Tonowari took a few deep breaths before pulling out, and flipping over again. His dick still stood erect, leaking with precum. Your braids were still connected, and you felt his exhaustion, but you also felt his oncoming wave of horniness.
“Make yourself feel good on me.”
You nodded and positioned yourself right above him, closing your eyes and you sunk down onto his length. The both of you let out a moan. “So big.” You stuttered out.
You moved to bounce upon him but he hissed, holding your hips in place. “Take your time with me Y/n.” He leaned back and licked his lips. “Make me work for it.” He began guiding your hips to rock along him slowly. Another wave of pleasure shot through you and you placed a hand on his chest, looking at him with misty eyes.
Tonowari whimpered and panted, driven wild by the way your hips rocked and the way your waist wormed back and forth above him. He wanted you so bad, and boy did you feel it.
You threw your head back and placed your hands on his thighs, giving a full view of his well you were taking him. “M’gonna…” He heaved, “Fill you up.”
This prompted you to lean forward and begin bouncing on him at a faster pace , moaning out his name as you felt him come close to his orgasm. “Fuck Wari!” You yelled out, feeling his orgasm come along. “Shit! Shit Shit!” He let out a long groan as he released into you, twitching inside of you and heaving.
You pulled yourself off of him and threw yourself in the sand next to him, laying on your stomach and panting heavily.
“I'm not finished with you.” 
Your eyes followed him until he disappeared behind you. Tonowari locked his fingers around your hips and pulled your ass up in the air. You waited patiently, expecting him to enter you again, but instead you felt a warm liquid followed by a warm muscle being pressed against your clit. “Oh Wari.” You purred into the sand, gripping at the grainy terrain you laid on top of. 
Tonowari sucked on the nub and released with a pop, groaning and resting his hand upon your ass.  He leaned back in and began running his tongue between your folds, poking and prodding at your fucked out entrance. You throbbed thinking about him licking up his release from your pussy, but your mind quickly blanked as he thrusted his tongue inside of you.
You moaned out loud,  not caring who walked by or who came towards this end of the reef. Tonowari thrived off your noises and began groaning as well, becoming more animated with the slick sounds he was making with his mouth. 
His tongue made contact with your clit again and began flicking at your nub, starting the buildup of tightness that resided in your belly.
“I'm gonna come! Just like that!” You coaxed.
Two of his fingers pressed inside of your hole and he continued to sloppily flick and suck at your clit, holding you steady with his other hand as you trembled.
“Wariiiii!” You screamed as that knot in your stomach snapped. You quivered under his touch. “That's right,” He began rubbing your orgasm out. “Get it out for me, Let it out.”
You clenched your jaw as he began slowing his pace on your pussy, coming to a stop as he knew you were sore by now.  He watched you slump back into the sand, humming out the last bit of energy you had left. You laid with your eyes closed, listening to the thumps of your pulse and the shuffling going on behind you.
“Let's go pretty girl.” Tonowari rolled you over and picked you up, walking you back to your pod with his hands resting on your underside.
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The next morning you heard nothing but murmuring when you came around. A pit formed in your stomach at the possibility of them knowing what and who you did last night. But you also felt….satisfied. Today you would make it your mission to see Ronal's face, even if it meant a fist would connect to yours.
“Y/n!” You heard someone shout ahead. It was Tonowari. You looked around and pointed at yourself, and he narrowed his eyes.
Last night you remember him cleaning you up with water and a rag and kissing your forehead before he departed. It was a nice gesture, but you had no idea what that meant for the two of you.
Approaching him, he took your hand in his and began walking forward, making a few of the Metkayina members gasp. “I wanted to speak to you.”
“After last night?”
“Especially after last night.”
A pit of anxiety filled in your stomach and you began to stiffen. The two of you continued walking, until you got to a less crowded area of the reef. “I wanted to give you this.” He stopped and pulled out a necklace. You gasped at the aquamarine colored beads, one used for professing love to another. “I should've given you this a long time ago. A long time ago.”
You hesitantly grabbed the beads and looked up at him confused.
“I hope you didn't think last night was just a get back at Ronal. Or that it was a one night thing.” He stepped forward and grabbed your elbow. “I've been in love with you since highschool. I thought it was a stupid crush but…..” He sighed, starting to now stumble over his words. 
“Everyone else might see Ronal, but I see you.”
Your breath hitched. Tonowari, the bravest, handsomest, warrior, to be Olo’eyktan saw you?!
“I know last night was a horrible way of introducing you to the idea.”
“Idea of what?”
“Of being my Tsahik.”
You gasped again, knowing that it was a title that Ronal was expecting. Everyone always said she was the most qualified, so not only did you take her crush, you're taking her future.
“We've made the bond…in an idiotic way, but I wouldn't go back and change a thing.” He confessed.
You smiled softly, and placed the beaded necklace around your neck. Tonowari let out a breath of relief, happy that his love was being reciprocated. “I know that we are still so young, and you can change your mind about me whenever, but for now let me enjoy you, and love you unconditionally.”
You stood on your toes to kiss him deeply, sighing in pure ecstasy as he cupped your face and kissed back.
Just as the two of you finished, an entourage of people came walking straight for you with Ronal leading the group.
“Tonowari.” She nodded sweetly.
“Y/n.” She said blankly.
“What happened? Is there danger?” Tonowari said, a little concerned about the amount of people that stood around.
“No just….a little question. I heard something from a birdie and I hoped it wasn't true. Just wanted to check in.”
“What was said?” He asked unphased.
Ronal coyly rolled her eyes and played the shy act. “That you were planning to choose your future Tsahik soon.” She glared at you, thinking she had the upper hand.
Tonowari caught on. Ronal wanted him to claim her in front of everyone, but little did she know.
“I already did.” He smiled.
Ronal walked forward and shot you a look as she pushed herself between the two of you. “Oh Wari.”
Tonowari scoffed. “We actually made the bond last night. I didn't wanna waste any time.”
Ronal’s face dropped and she backed away, “B-bond?! But I didn't-”
Tonowari looked towards you and Ronal realized, “No.” She said in disbelief. “You're still so young- You don't even know what you want in a woman! No Olo’eyktan should choose on a whim!” She stammered trying to discredit your experience.
“We were all practically raised together. I know who and what I want.” Tonowari declared.
Ronal looked at you with an angry look. 
Normally her glare would make you cower and scramble to apologize, but this time you felt your lips curling up. Smiling at the bitch who no longer had the upper hand.
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portgasdwrld · 1 year
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📂OP men + aftercare
Featuring: Luffy, Zoro, Law, GN!reader
Warning: Suggestive, comedy, fluff
Note: I might do more fun posts like this!!
Zoro
-Zoro.?
-Mmmm?
-Can you clean me up, please?
You ask in a sigh as you feel your body already beginning to feel sore. His body slightly shift in the bed as he opens his eye and stares at you somewhat perplexed.
-Huh..? ...Like with my tongue?
-No, you dumbass! With a towel or something, i don't wanna sleep feeling all sticky.
You softly hit his big arm as a muffled chuckle leave your lips. You didn’t paint him as clueless to aftercare as this.
-We can be sticky together then take care of this tomorro-
-No, we cant. Its part of the aftercare babe…
-Whats that?
-Omg..
Luffy
-Luffy, can you bring me a glass of water?
-You're thirsty? Ngl, im kinda hungry too, let me call Sanj-
He starts to rumble as he let his hand rest over his bare abs thinking of all the good food Sanji cooks. You gasp in shock at the thought of Luffy really calling the blond man.
-Don't!- Don't call Sanji for that!
-Why? Arent you hungry ?
He asks confused as his gaze shift to your bare body covered by his sheets. He props himself on his elbows as a yawn leaves his mouth.
-Nah that was you bro. I want water.
-im so lazyyy, but if it makes you happy!
He leaves and then comes back with few pieces of meat and forgot about the water.
Law
He let his body fall next to you as he let a deep groan out. He stays like this for few seconds before he sits up and rubs his eyes, feeling suddenly tensed.
-I have to catch up on so much, I’m not sure what I’m going to be attacking tonight…Maybe I should finish this chap-
-Law…babe, what are you rumbling about.?
You ask in a tired tone as you hoped to be able to cuddle a little with your boyfriend, feel his warmth and being able to enjoy some intimacy after having sex together. He pushes the sheets away from his legs as he prepares himself to leave the bed and change into his clothes, before you grab his arm firmly.
-You’re not leaving me like that. We are going to cuddle and when I’m satisfied you go back to your studying.
-Huh? I have a lot of things to do Y/n-ya..
-Yeah, well you gotta upgrade your aftercare game, because you’re making me feel shitty right now.
He pauses as he takes his time weighting your words and his thoughts. His tired eyes look at you and his lips creep up into a faint smirk. He puts back the sheets on him and props you on him so he has his arms wrapped around your shoulders.
-Sorry, I will work on it.
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exrellian · 7 months
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Replaced MC AU
I’m pumping this out cuz I’m motivated! Still in third person
TW: the brothers being mean, MC getting bullied-
Part Two!
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Everything is Changing
Mammon was the first to fall for Amelia, then Levi, Asmo, and Beel followed quickly
Satan, Lucifer, and Belphie were… weary about the new girl, the three found it odd how quickly their brothers fell for Amelia, seemingly forgetting MC completely
“Hey Beel, Hells Kitchen has a new menu item, it looks delicious! Want to go try it together?”
“Sorry, Amelia and I are going to try it in a couple minutes”
MC shrugged it off, happy Amelia was making friends
“Mammon, I’m bored, wanna go to the casino tonight?”
“Amelia and I are going to watch some movies tonight, no can do human.”
What? MC started to feel weird about this, not really too phased by the fact that the two were hanging out, but the fact that Mammon so nonchalantly called him ‘Human’
“Asmo..? Want to go clubbing tonight?”
“Hm? Not with you, not really. Sorry!”
Oh.
What?
“Levi? Want to play Raft together? I heard a new update came out!”
“I already beat it with Amelia, it was really fun!”
“Oh? Well would you mind playing it with me?”
“Amelia used your account, so we would have to start over for you to really see the update and that would just be boring”
“Oh um… alright, I’ll just play it on my own!”
This went on for about a month before the next brother dropped
“Hey Belphie, do you still have my blanket? It’s kinda cold in my room”
“Oh, I let Amelia have it because she was cold.”
“You gave my blanket to Amelia? Why couldn’t you give her one of yours?”
“She liked yours, don’t be selfish MC, you can just go buy another.”
“Fine.”
MC left, frustrated and still cold.
It was then when the worst so far came to be.
“That will be 18 Grimm”
MC swiped his card and it… declined? That was weird, he had more than enough Grimm! He had a part time job for a while and was payed by Diavolo for hosting events at RAD too! He opened his DDD and checked his account
-143 Grimm
What!?
He puts his DDD away and pays out of pocket for the blanket before returning home in a rush and going to his and Amelia’s room. Luckily for him, Amelia wasn’t there. Grabbing his laptop and checking his bank account he sees a bunch of online purchases on various video games. He slams his computer shut and runs to Leviathans room to see Amelia and Levi playing some random gacha game.
“Are you on my account Amelia?” He tried to keep his voice low and calm but he was shaking
“Oh! I’m sorry MC, Levi said I could!”
“Did you buy anything?”
“Well yeah! I didn’t like your account so I reset it so I could get the characters I wanted! Levi said his card was attached so I could spend as much as I wanted! Wasn’t that so nice of him?”
MC was writhing
“MY card was attached to that! You drained my account completely!”
Amelia looked almost… happy?
“It was your card attached? Sorry MC” leviathans tone was disingenuous and annoyed
“Since it was meant to be your money can you just pay me back for what she spent? I was saving up for something!”
“I’m not giving you my money MC, you need to stop being so selfish. Get out of my room.”
“No! Amelia spent all my money thinking it was yours so clearly you have the money to reimburse me!”
Levi stood up and walked over to MC
“I don’t know what has gotten into you, but you are not the person I fell in love with. You are almost more selfish and self centered than Mammon. First you go bullying Amelia, then you think I have to give you money for a little mistake. Leave my room MC, I don’t want to see you.” The hatred in Leviathans eyes struck a fear into MC that he hasn’t felt since he first arrived in the Devildom, weighing his options, he left, deciding it would be in his best interest to talk to Lucifer about it. He arrived at Lucifer’s study to find it empty, he then checked his room, finding it also empty
MC [Hey Lucifer, are you home?]
Lucifer [I am in a meeting. If you need to talk meet me in my study tomorrow.]
MC [K.]
Tomorrow could not come sooner
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shunin-gumis · 4 months
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Nagi Hachinoya Novel
Essence of a Bouquet
Track 04 - The Paradigm Shift from Asset Meditation
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I changed the title of the novel to "Essence of a Bouquet" because I noticed it was actually on the novel cover in English.
Warning: Lots of cursing from Ryui's potty mouth.
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A few days later.
Nagi "Ok, all good."
I feel my energy renew as I check my appearance in the mirror. I need to grasp the concept of Secret Energy soon, for the sake of everyone's happiness.
The Asset Meditation that Master Hideko taught us… I'll attain the paradigm shift today for sure.
The preparations are done.
With the healing track that was distributed at the last gathering, I wrap aluminium foil around my head and dance in place.
Just then.
Ryui "Oi Hachinoya…"
Ryui enters my room without even knocking.
Ryui "What the- have you finally lost your marbles!?"
Ryui shouted while gaping wide at my appearance.
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Ryui "Sit your ass down! Seriously, have you really lost your mind? Ah that's right, you'd already lost it long ago didn't you."
Nagi "Ouch."
Toi "Nagi-kun… why did you wrap aluminium foil around your head?"
Nagi "Apparently when you wear it you can have a deeper connection to the Secret Energy."
Ryui had dragged me to the living room, where Toi was gazing at me with worry.
The interrogation soon started.
Ryui "What the hell was that weird-ass dance you were doing, it was gross as hell."
Nagi "It's called Asset Meditation."
Toi "Nagi-kun, who taught you that?"
Nagi "Master Hideko."
Ryui "Who the fuck is that!"
Ryui was looking at me as if I'd grown two heads.
To think he hasn't heard of Master Hideko…. Ryui must be a fake spiritual medium then.
Toi "I've heard about her before. She's called the Flower Princess Master Hideko right?"
Ryui "Seriously who even is that…"
Nagi "As expected of Toi, you're the real deal."
Toi nodded, though he added that he doesn't think Ryui is a fake.
Toi "She used to be a big name in the spiritual business realm before."
Nagi "Makes sense, Master Hideko's charisma is overflowing."
Ryui "Doesn't it just mean she's good at fooling people."
Toi "I heard that she fell into depression when she lost her husband. There was talk about her losing her powers."
Nagi "No, Master Hideko still has her infinite powers."
Ryui "Shitty-Hachinoya shut your trap already."
Since I got called Shitty-Hachinoya, it might be best to stay quiet for now.
Toi "I'd heard rumors that she got into some shady businesses involving illegal and suspicious spiritual tactics…"
Ryui "Like making their followers dance around with aluminium foil on their heads?"
Toi looked apologetic as he glanced at me, giving a small nod in confirmation.
Ryui "There's no hope for fools."
Toi "I think she just had a moment of weakness because of what happened with her husband…"
Ryui "That doesn't give her the right to take advantage of others though."
Nagi "I'm not being taken advantage of. I'm just about to experience my paradigm shift-"
Ryui "The shithead can shut up."
I've finally been reduced to shithead.
Toi "There are plenty of people in this world who use their spiritual knowledge correctly, and genuinely help people with their problems… But what Hideko-san is doing now isn't right."
Nagi "But Secret Energy can really lead to happiness-"
Ryui "Ahh for fuck's sake, how dense can you get!? I'll look up on how to to undo that brainwashing of yours!"
Ryui scratches his head in frustration while he looks up something on his phone with his other hand. Within a minute, he sees something that makes his eyes blow wide.
Ryui "Hey, did you see the top news today? They just cracked down on some grey-zone gatherings in mahorova."
Toi "Eh?"
Ryui "Apparently they made up some venue to hold their gatherings at. I wonder if that Hideko or whatever will get caught too."
Nagi "Master Hideko is the real deal so there's no problem. By the way, I was thinking about making a donation tomorro-"
Toi "Please open your eyes already Nagi-kun!"
Ryui "Knock it off already you dumbass!"
The two of them looked desperate as they tried to stop me.
After being shaken and slapped around and being made to listen to the "De-brainwashing Beep" that Ryui managed to find, finally-
Nagi "What was I thinking… I almost lost what little savings I had…"
Finally, I came back to my senses.
I thought back on it, and felt somewhere deep down, that Master Hideko might have been deceiving us. That would be the normal reaction, and yet for some strange reason it had been very difficult to try and come to that conclusion by myself.
But if that's the case-
What about Norisuke-san? I was one step away from losing my money but I was saved. He'd seemed very faithful to Master Hideko.
Nagi "Ah."
That's when it hit me. Today was 'that' day.
Nagi "I need to leave now."
Ryui "And where are you trying to head off to?"
Nagi "To the company building of the people operating the Society of Secret Energy."
Norisuke-san had talked about the offline meeting before. He seemed really excited to meet the real Master Hideko, I'm sure he would attend. If I could just find him-
Toi "I'm coming with you! There's something I need to tell Hideko-san and all the followers."
Ryui "Well, I'm already in it, might as well go all out and teach those assholes a lesson!"
Nagi "Thank you, you two… Let's go."
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 5
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applepi-1 · 7 months
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Parade- Terushima
Pt. 2 to unfriendly friend
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Warning ⚠️: cursing, mentions of female and male body parts, smoking, edibles, drinking
Minors be advised! MDNI
So I don’t know where you guys are from but I’m from Baton Rouge, Louisiana and every year in February we have the Spanish town, and it is a gay parade and it’s loads of fun! So this one is definitely not for minors.
I’ve had request asking for a part two of Unfriendly friend by Terushima so this is part two!! I figured what’s the best way for her to tell him she’s the reason he never had a lasting relationship than being drunk. Drunk words are sober thoughts after all.
Enjoy!
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Spanish town, you convinced Terushima to go with you, despite his protest of seeing a man’s area. “Love, I’ve been so many times and all I’ve seen is titties.”
“Shouldn’t that be a reason for me not to go?” He smirked making you roll your eyes.
“Not my fault if you stare…” You mumbled packing a pink shirt and some pink shorts.
“Hey.” He grabbed your waist making you look at him. “If they aren’t you, I don’t want ‘em. I’ve told you this before, you’ve changed me so much. I love you, okay?”
“Yeah, I know. So uh, G/n is coming?”
“Yeah, my friend is trying to hook up with her.” He said leaning down to kiss your head. “Will I see any guy parts?”
“No, I mean, they might throw you a dick necklace. I caught a titty once. It’s like a little stressball or um… slim? I can’t really describe it but I gave it to Atsumu, that horny bastard.” Terushima laughed as you turned around packing him some pink clothes too. “Are you drinking with us?”
“Yeah, I’m not designated driver so hell yeah. I like when you drink, you get all giggly and blushy.”
“Shut up.” You threw a shirt at him before zipping up your bag. “You sure you don’t mind hanging out with the twins and some of their friends?”
“Your friends are bound to be my friends at some point. Plus I’m friends with some of them.” You stepped on your tippy toes kissing him softly.
“Thank you for agreeing to come with.”
“Like hell I’d leave you around tons of straight guys drunk.” Even though Spanish Town Parade is for gays, lots and lots of straights go, get drunk, high, walk around showing a lot of skin, but it’s fun.
“I love you, come on we’re suppose to be meeting Atsumu at the hotel, we have to get there at 7 am, or else we won’t have a place to sit.” He saluted you before following you out the house, quickly opening your car door. “Thank you.” He closed it behind you before getting into the driver side.
“Of course, gotta make sure my passenger princess is enjoying her royalty.” You laughed before turning on the radio.
When you pulled up to the hotel Atsumu and G/n were waiting. Of course she was waiting for Terushima, he got out quickly running to your side to open your door, Atsumu smirked before walking over to you picking you up. “God girl, you need to come visit more often.”
“Tsumu, put her down.” You looked behind him and saw Suna, Atsumu pouted and put you down softly on your feet.
“Hi Tsumu, Suna!”
“Move you fake blonde I wanna see Y/n too.” Osamu moved his twin out the way giving you a bone crushing hug.
“Ahh, Samu, hiii.” You hugged back before looking back at his boyfriend. “Rin!” Once Osamu pulled back you pulled him into a hug.
“Hey, Y/n how was the trip?”
“Good, I convinces Teru to come!” You said pointing to your boyfriend who now talked to Atsumu.
“Nice, it didn’t take much for Osamu to convince me. He said he and Atsumu might get into after they drink which means.”
“Photos. Lots and lots of photos. They do it every year, then the cops come break it up and 5 minutes they are back at it again.”
“Damn really? Osamu you should bring me every year.” Osamu looked at his lover confused before going back to his conversation with G/n. “I’m surprised you okayed for her to come after the beach thing, did you tell him yet?”
“No, but I’m sure I’ll slip it up tonight.”
“Right, hey come on we should all head in and get some sleep before tomorrow. You and Terushima are across from me and Osamu, Atsumu brought a date. They’re beside us, and then G/n and one of her friends are across from them.”
“Beside us, got it. Babe!” Terushima walked over to you wrapping an arm around you as you told him the room situation.
“Well, I feel bad for both twins and the girls next to us, because we haven’t had a night alone in a while.” You blushed as he smirked kissing your head. “Plus no telling what those two would get into.” You three look at the twins as they but heads. “Leave them alone for 1 minute and they are already fighting.” He looked at Suna questioning why he has a phone out until he started taking photos. “He’s always been like that?”
“Right, this is your first time meeting Suna, yeah, he is. Their school motto is ‘we don’t need memories’ or something like that, I always found it funny because Suna always takes photos of the twins fighting, he’ll send me some at the end of the day, the angles are amazing, I can’t imagine him taking some of Osamu just the two of them.”
“Maybe I should take photos of you in the best angles, I can think of a few.”
“What has gotten into you today?” He shrugged his shoulders before leaning into your touch as you rest your hand on his face.
“Just missed ya is all. We haven’t had a chance to really be together you know?” You smiled lightly before kissing his nose making him hum, you rubbed your thumb on his cheek before speaking.
“I know, teru, i know. But we have all weekend.” He smirked at that but before he could say anything a female voice spoke.
“hey, guys.” You both turned to G/n as she walked over with a girl.
“Hey.”
“This is F/n, we’re gonna be tagging along with you guys.”
“Yea, I heard, so um, I apologize for Teru if he wakes you up in the middle of the night.” You smiled shyly at the two.
“Oh, no, if we not I, because you have a beautiful-“
“Laugh, I have a beautiful laugh, thanks baby.” Your face warmed up as you sent him a playful glare, “we should be heading up, we’ll see you guys at 7.” You dragged your boyfriend with you leaving the two girls to follow you confused.
“So that’s the girl you’re competing with?”
“It’s always someone.”
“Good luck.”
“Teru, there are people around us.” You mumbled as he kissed your neck.
“Baby, it is just you and I in this room. To be damned with those people.” He said as he gently bit your neck.
“Loveee.” You moaned softly as he began to travel his kisses down, you grabbed his face pulling him back up to eye level.
“So beautiful, god, I’m so lucky.” You smiled moving some of his hair off his forehead.
“You’re sweating already?”
“When you’re around someone this hot, you’re bound to sweat.” You laughed pushing him off you. “Where you going?”
“To take a shower.” You took your shirt off looking back at him, “Are you coming?” He jumped up taking his shirt off as well following you into the bathroom.
“God, I hate you two.” You looked up from the sofa in the lobby looking at Atsumu as he rubbed his eyes. He wore a lazy pink shirt with some jeans and pink and black shoes.
“Were we loud?” You asked handing him a cup of coffee.
“Sounded like a hyena getting attacked by a lion.” Suna said rubbing his head, sitting down next to Atsumu, you blushed deeply as Terushima smirked handing Suna coffee as well. Suna looked extra comfy, a somewhat baggy pink hoodie with black joggers and pink and grey shoes.
“I brought noice canceling headphones.” You all looked at Osamu who looked exhausted, “I still heard you guys.” Osamu wore the opposite of suna.
“Seriously, what the hell were you too doing?” G/n’s friend asked grabbing a cup of coffee and handed G/n one. They both were wearing a pink skirt with a topples pink shirt.
“Gimme.” Osamu pouted looking at Suna’s cup.
“There are cups in front of you.”
“I want yours.” Suna sighed handing his lover his coffee before grabbing the other one.
“You guys ready?”
“As we’ll ever be.” You all got up and headed towards the garage, Terushima’s friends were waiting for them.
“Hey man. so me Sakusa and Iwaizumi are gonna be designated drivers.” Akaashi told him.
“Cool, um, me and my girl will be with you, um, Atsumu and his girl can have Sakusa, Osamu and Suna can ride with Iwaizumi, and I think Ushijima is also a driver so G/n and her friend can ride with him. That leaves, Bokuto who is with us and Oikawa with Iwaizumi, Daichi and Sugawara with Sakusa, Tendo with Ushijima, is that everyone?”
“Yep, sounds about it.” You say wrapping an arm around his waist.
“Bokuto is getting dressed and should be here soon, Tendo and Oikawa are already in the cars, so you know which ones to get in, Sakusa said Atsumu is up front because he can tolerate him the most.” Akaashi told the rest. “And he doesn’t want anyone um fooling around in his back seat he’s putting Atsumu’s girl between Daichi and Sugawara.” You laughed before getting into the car, waiting for Terushima, “I also don’t want anyone fooling around in my car.”
“Don’t worry they got it out of them last night.” Osamu sighed getting into Iwaizumi’s car.
“Jeez, kids.” He closed their door before looking at Bokuto. “You look cute.” You peaked out the window seeing Bokuto in a pink skin tight tank top and some loose joggers. With cute pink nerd glasses.
“The colors pink.” Akaashi sighed looking down at his simple pink T-shirt and shorts. “You look cute too.” Bokuto kissed his forehead before getting into the car, Akaashi blushed also getting in and beginning to drive. Once they found a parking space they took the ice chest out the back and Sakusa grabbed the wagon for the chairs, and Iwaizumi had said chairs.
“You guys been here before?” Terushima asked his friends as they help his girlfriend gather everything.
“Yeah.” Iwaizumi sighed looking at Oikawa as he had a fuzzy pink coat with a skin tight tank top and pink jeans with a cute crown sitting on his head. “He goes all out every year, last year he wore a backless shirt with some shorts and some heels.”
“I looked hot, but jumping up and down for beads and stuff hurt with heels, hence the teeny shoes.” You laughed before grabbing a beer handing one to your boyfriend.
“Here, it’s way more fun fucked up.” You grabbed one of yours downing it.
“I also brought gummies.” Osamu stated passing them to the ones who won’t be driving.
“I, uh, never done this.” You looked at your boyfriend who looked at the gummy.
“It’s just weed, it’s edibles. You don’t have to if you don’t want to, you can still have fun drunk.” You stated before eating yours.
“Shit, Y/n, half. Eat half then half later not a full one.” You made a face at the taste almost in wanting to throw up.
“Damn, love you good?”
“Yeah, that was gross, how much did you put in them?”
“A lot. That’s why I said half.” You looked at Terushima as he grabbed your cheek you sheepishly smiled up at him.
“I’m fine, eat half okay?” He nodded taking a bite of half of it, making a face at the taste, he looked at everyone else seeing them split there’s with their partners before looking down at you, he quickly ate the other half. “Teru!”
“I don’t want you to be the only one eating a full one, love. I’ll be fine.” You sighed before leaning into him.
“We should go find our seats.” Sakusa grabbed the wagon of chairs after Iwaizumi put them in it, Akaashi grabbed the ice chest and Ushijima grabbed the other one. You all walked over to the elevator, your grip tightening on Terushima.
“Hey, we’re gonna take the stairs, we’ll meet you out there.” He told them as the elevator looked full, Osamu and Suna along with Daichi and Sugawara also following them down the stairs. “You okay?”
“Yeah, thanks love.” When you guys reached outside you saw the others waiting, you guys began to walk to the corner of 5th and North street getting your chairs out. You sat on Terushima’s lap looking at all the people before grabbing another beer. “Anyone need one?” You looked around hearing a few chants or nos and sures. Terushima turned around handing some out the other ice chest as you looked through the other before handing out beers.
“When does the parade hit us?”
“Around 1:30. So relax and drink up.” You told him leaning back into his touch. For the most part you guys did just that, you drank and smoked a bit, and talked a good bit. “Baby.” You looked back at your boyfriend running your fingers through his hair. “Can we take a walk?”
“Sure.” He helped you up before standing up himself waiting for his head to clear, “We’ll be right back.” You grabbed his hand walking down the less crowded street. “What’s up?” You hummed leading him to a building resting your back on the side of it grabbing his arms to bring him closer.
“Nothing, just wanted some alone time with you.” He smiled down at you before wrapping his arms around you. “I love you, you know that.”
“I love you, too. So pretty.” You laughed leaning back as he looked down at you.
“I think I’m high.”
“Baby, your cross faded.”
“Are you?”
“A little.”
“Can’t believe you never smoked. I’m such a bad influence.”
“I’ve drank before love, I just never trusted myself to smoke around people, didn’t know how’d I act.” You hummed looking over back at your friends who danced around the speakers.
“How do you feel?” You asked looking back at him.
“Like I love you, and I wanna kiss you.”
“So stoned you is the same as drunk you, sweet and clingy. I love it.” You giggled leaning up to kiss him softly only for him to push your back into the wall and tower over you. “You taste like beer and weed.”
“You taste like margaritas and weed.” You both laughed before looking at your friends. “Parade hasn’t even started and we’re already fucked up.”
“That’s the best way to be, G/n seems to be having fun.” You looked at the girl who took glances at you both. “She loves you, you know.” The sober part of you cursed at you for being careless with your words.
“What?”
“At the beach, she told me…”
“No way.” He looked back at her then at you. “We haven’t spoke in years, how can she love me?”
“She told me that um, she chased all the other girls away, and it wouldn’t be hard to do the same. I’m sorry, we should be having this conversation sober.” You rubbed your hands over your face and sighed.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“I don’t know…”
“You didn’t think she could convince me to leave you, did you?”
“No, maybe, I-I don’t know, I’m sorry.” You sighed looking down at the pavement, he also sighed before putting two fingers under your chin making you look at him, resting his hand on the wall next to your head.
“You have nothing to be sorry for, I’m in love with you, sober me, fucking loves you, drunk me can’t get enough of you, and stone me, fuck, all I see is you.” You smiled up at him before pecking his lips. He grinned down at you before kissing you again. You sighed into the kiss bringing him closer to you as you snuck your hands into his hair, you heard some whistling and shouting to get a room from the distance knowing it was your friends.
“We should get back, the parade should start soon.” He nodded his head grabbing your hands leaning you forward off the wall before leading you back to your crazy friends.
“You guys should get a room or an alley.”
“Do you know how many germs are in alleys Atsumu.” Sakusa gave him a disgusted look making you laugh.
“Don’t worry, Saku, I’m too much of a lady to do it in some alley, some of us have class Atsumu.” He rolled his eyes at you before taking a chug of his beer. You sat back down as Terushima walked over to G/n, you sighed looking back at Sakusa who looked kinda worried about Atsumu since he was fucked up and his date wasn’t even paying attention to him. “Saku.” He looked at you as you leaned over. “Why not just tell him?”
“How did you?”
“I may be a wincey bit cross faded, but eyes don’t lie. You know he’s bi right?” Sakusa’s eyes widen before looking across from him to see Atsumu already looking at him, he quickly averted his eyes but both can see the blush on his face.
“What’s that about?” You looked at your boyfriend as Suna dropped to your level, terushima looked angry.
“I told him about the beach thing.”
“About time. I know that was difficult, but it was the right thing to do. Everything will be fine.” He patted your shoulder before getting up and traveling back to Osamu.
“I heard about that, Atsumu mentioned it. Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m good, just hard being around someone when you know they’re in love with your partner, which is more reason to tell Sakusa, his feelings for you are the same as yours for him, the girl… she’s like G/n. Nothing. She’s not even paying attention to him and he’s busy looking at you.” He gave you a playful glare before looking at the fake blonde, both of them held a stare before Sakusa looked at you. “Do it when he’s sober though. Don’t want him doing anything stupid with you or to you drunk.”
“Neither do I.”
Terushima walked over to you kissing the crown of your head before squatting down to your level. “How’d that go?”
“Eh, we aren’t friends anymore, not like we were close to begin with. It’s cool, I got all the friends I need.” You looked back seeing the guys dance around the chairs, Oikawa trying to kiss Iwaizumi who was blushing but wouldn’t kiss him, Osamu was making out with Suna lazy and slow, and Daichi was slow dancing to an up beat song with Sugawara. Sakusa was still staring at Atsumu who kept looking away after being caught. Tendō was poking Ushijimas flushed cheeks trying to get him to smile.
“Same. And I have you. Thank you for coming.” He kissed you softly before standing up grabbing your hand leading you to the front with your friends as the music from the floats got louder. “Here we go.” You guys jumped up and down, danced to the music, caught some beads, caught some other things, g/n stayed by the chairs no longer in the mood to have fun after her talk with Terushima. Her friend however was grinding on Atsumu’s date, and Atsumu was hanging onto Sakusa who held him close afraid he’d fall and crash into people if he let him go.
“I’m glad I came.” Terushima yelled slightly in your ear so you could hear him over the millions of screaming people.
“Me too.”
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Terushima’s conversation with G/n:
“Hey.” She looked at him surprised her friend excusing herself.
“Hi.”
“So I had an interesting conversation with my girlfriend.” She rolled her eyes sighing into the light pole behind her.
“About me I’m guessing.”
“You told her you ruined my other relationships? How could you?”
“They weren’t good for you, Teru. She’s not good for you.”
“And you are? I was in love with some of those girls you drove away. Maybe not as much as I am with Y/n, but still. How could you? We were friends at the time.”
“What are you talking about? We still are friends.” She stepped off the pole and looked at him confused. “I was there for you through the breakups, I helped you get back on your feet, I was the one who was by your side through it all.”
“It was all because of you!” He screamed at her, but with all the other people around she could barely hear him. “All those heartbreaks, the reason I became the way I was before Y/n, was because of you! You don’t get to try and play victim! We aren’t friends, friends don’t do that to friends, even if they are in love with them.”
“I’m sorry okay? What can I do?”
“Nothing, just stay the hell away from me and the fuck away from my relationship and why you’re at it stay away from my family. Just stay out of my life.”
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Bad news. I didn't sleep last night, & was far too burned out after work to put in the hours of focused effort needed to rush though the edge highlights on the black armor. So I just didn't do it. As a result the blood knights are clearly unfinished, though enough work was done that the overall aesthetic effect of the Vanguard still mostly comes across, so I'm not entirely unhappy with these.
And I did make some progress today. I re-applied the flat black to the knight's armor (which would have been necessary anyway for error correction), and did some extra detail work on the banner bearer, particularly around her face & hair decoration. And snow on the knights' basds, which I was going to leave for tomorrow morning back when I though I'd be able to do the armor highlights today, but it took a long time so it's good I didn't end up leaving it for the morning.
In the end, yeah, the knights aren't done, but they're as done as they're going to be for tomorro. Again, I think the overall effect of mostly black clad warriors on a snowy white landscape with some ghosty/necromantic green bits showing through does come across I think. I've been away from this color scheme long enough (and made enough slight changes) that I do kind of like it again. Makes me wish I had gotten more painted back when the Legion of Sacrament was still a thing.
Hopefully I can actually get some sleep tonight, & be awake enough to play well tomorrow.
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Lost In The Shadows: Part Six
A/N: Hey, it's been a hot minute sorry, writers block is a bitch ,and makes me have no energy to post. If you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.
Wordcount: 1,241
Warnings: Angst, reader's ex, reader putting up more walls again, if I forgot anything let me know please!
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Bucky by this point was almost done with the car, besides that he had nothing to do-and that was making him feel antsy-what wasn’t helping that feeling was Y/n, and how she seemed to be avoiding him. He sat in the kitchen just as someone brought the mail, placing it on the counter near him. “There you go, Mr. Barnes.” The woman said.
“Thank you.” He said it quieter than intended, he skimmed through the envelopes that they had received, one in particular stuck out, with his mothers cursive writing on the front of the clean white envelope. When opening it he saw it was an invitation to a family party, his lips pierced thinking about telling Y/n, and as if right on time the front door opened, as she walked into the kitchen Bucky’s eyes followed her he took note of the red splotches on her clothes and the same obvious substance covered her hands.“Um, my Mother has invited us to a family party this weekend.” He, like usual, was the one to break the thick atmosphere around both of them.
“Uh, yeah let me know what the standard is and I’ll get something to wear.” She told him as she grabbed a water from the fridge, before walking out of the room. 
Y/n made her way towards the bedroom. She sat on the bed, today had been more stressful than she needed, that morning she had to head out to the docs to handle a rat. Y/n didn’t bother with cleaning herself off at the moment, she looked down at the glass bottle of water that was now covered in blood from her hands. Then a knock on the door broke her out of the thought, she called out to the other person to come in. “Mrs. Car-Barnes.” The woman corrected. “Someone’s on the phone for your father.” Alice, an in house worker informed her. Y/n nodded, but a confused look masked her face; her father died a year after her second marriage and anyone who knows him knew so why would someone be requesting to speak with him. 
Alice led her to the office doors before disappearing, Y/n made her way into the office, before picking up the phone that was connected to a landline. “Hello, this is Mr. Carter's daughter. How can I help you?” She spoke in a very professional voice assuming this was possibly an old business partner. 
“Y/n?” His voice sounded slightly different now a gasp left past her lips as tears began to fill her eyes. “Y/n, where’s your dad?” 
“Wayne? I-I thought you were dead.” She almost sobbed, in real time she didn’t understand what was happening. How is he alive? 
“Yeah Y/n, what’s going on, where's your uh dad or Henry?” He asked, his voice sounding shaky. 
“W-why would you want to talk to them?” She asked her brows furrowing as tears descended down her cheeks. 
“Y/n, you know what we should do?” Wayne said changing the topic quickly, almost giving her whiplash. 
“What?” She asked, his tone did a one eighty, now it seemed cherry, less, shaky and unnerving, she leaned in the chair trying to process everything.
“I should come see you explain what happened in person, and stuff.” He shortly explained.
“Wayne, I don’t think that’s a great idea, I just  got remarried.” She sighs into the phone, Wayne, was her first husband, and she wanted an explanation now not when he gets here.
“That’s fine, I’ll see you tomorrow or something, have a driver pick me up, at the airport.” He said before hanging up, something was up with him and Y/n didn’t know if she wanted to know. She sat back in the large leather chair stunned, this whole thing gave Y/n a bad feeling, she stared at the door in thought to grovel over what Wayne had said, his voice didn’t sound the same, but hay neither did her’s, she shook her head unsure of him coming over now, let alone with the party James had informed her about. 
Y/n got washed up before heading downstairs to grab dinner, as she did she knew she would have to tell James about Wayne coming-more like inviting himself-over. “James.” She said from the doorway of the dining room. He looked up at her with furrowed brows. “I-um a guest is coming tomorrow, I wanted to let you know before they just appeared, here, especially if I’m at work.”
“Who is it, Family?” Bucky guessed they were usually surrounded by themselves and the people who worked for Y/n or who worked around the house like cleaners and cooks.
“An old friend, from a while ago.” Was her only explanation, the way she was talking to him was different at the moment, it wasn’t as professional or had been chosen words, it was like she didn’t expect any of this. 
Bucky could tell something was off about her demeanor. “Y/n, is something wrong?” He asked as he leaned over slightly. 
Y/n’s face shifted to one with slight eyebrows furrowed but her jaw clenched. “Nothings wrong, why would anything be wrong?” She asked after taking a drink of wine. “If something was wrong with my friend coming I would have told you that.” 
“I know you would. You just seem on edge at the moment, plus you were also covered in blood. You know I know all about what can happen if shit goes wrong, so if somethings wrong you can tell me.” Bucky offered an olive branch to Y/n for her to be able to go to him. 
Y/n shook her head with a scoff. “Tell you anything, yeah sure, okay, I think I'm going to bed.” She stood up and started heading towards the exit of the room.
Bucky tried explaining to Y/n what he actually meant, but she wouldn’t hear any of it. Just storming away, but Bucky wasn’t done tonight because he was irritated now. “I’m sick of this!” He yelled, making Y/n stop at the top of the stairwell. “All  you do is ignore me, while you are the only person I can actually interact with, and you ignore me. Y/n, why the hell did you get married to me if you wanted nothing to do with me?” 
“This better not be about fucking sex.” She huffs at the top of the stairs looking down at him with a scowl. 
“It’s not about just that, you don't even actually talk to me, Y/n, I know nothing about you!” Bucky yells in frustration more than actual anger, he calms down again. “I feel like you don’t care or even want this to work.” 
Y/n marched down ignoring the last part of what he said. “What the fuck do you want to know?” She hissed, taking steps up to him with anger. “Huh, that I’ve been married three times now, and that my second husband and my father were both abusive pieces of shit! Is that what you wanna know because we can go down that fucking road Barnes!” Her face was beat read every inch of her was ridged with anger as she stood up facing him. Then she sighs, putting her hands to her face. “Fuck!”She yells, before leaving Bucky alone in silence, before going back up to the room.
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I'll be Darkest Confessions of a Fat Noob, I'll change it tomorroe when I get home
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Without You
@steddie-week Day Five - Established Relationship 
Link to AO3 | 6.2k | Rated T
He’s on the other side of the house when the phone rings. Hurrying to catch it before it stops, he sprints from the bedroom to the kitchen, grabbing it at the last second.
“Hello, Munson residence,” Steve answers.
“Hi sweetheart,” Eddie says down the line. Just hearing his voice settles something in Steve’s chest, soothing him from afar.
“Eddie!” Steve exclaims. He pauses when he glances at the clock and notices the time. “Why are you calling? I thought you were supposed to be on a plane by now?”
He can’t help the worry that creeps up. Eddie’s been on tour for two months, jet setting across the country to play at little local venues. His record label set something up to get Corroded Coffin’s name on the map after their first album gained some traction.
It’s been difficult being away from each other for this long. Before the tour, they hadn’t been apart for more than a few days at a time. Now, they’re lucky to get a phone call in before approaching bedtimes in different time zones.
And while it’s been challenging, Steve knows that Eddie is happier than ever. He can hear it in his voice every time they’ve talked on the phone. Excitement pours out of him as he details their shows and how they’re meeting real fans that have actually heard their music. Steve doesn’t have to see his face to know he’s beaming on the other end.
Robin is constantly making fun of the way Steve waits by the phone, anticipating Eddie’s calls, when he knows Corroded Coffin has a night off and Eddie can phone him from the privacy of his hotel room. Their house just feels so empty without him there. Steve wanders around in Eddie’s favorite black hoodie, keeping his scent close and finding what comfort he can while Eddie is thousands of miles away.
“So bad news, our flight got delayed,” Eddie pauses for a moment to let that sink in. “Good news is that we should still be home by tomorrow, so we won’t miss the Christmas Eve Extravaganza. We’ll have to meet you there, but we’ll definitely be there.”
“I’m so sorry, love. I know you’re excited about getting home,” Steve twirls the phone cord around his finger. “I’m excited, too. I miss you.”
“I miss you, too, baby,” Eddie sounds so soft when he says it back. The warm feeling settles in Steve’s chest again, the one that’s always there around Eddie.
“I promise I’m coming home to you soon. It’s just this damn weather that won’t cooperate,” he sighs, and Steve can almost picture him. Phone cradled against his ear, running a frustrated hand through his unruly curls, slumping down against the wall beside the payphones.
“It’s okay. A few more hours won’t kill us,” he sighs dramatically, even though Eddie is typically the drama queen in their relationship.
“I’ll see you soon.”
“Love you. Have a safe flight and I’ll see you at the party, okay?”
“Sure thing, sweetheart. Love you, too.” And with that the line goes dead.
He can’t help the disappointment that washes over him after receiving that news. He was hoping to have a night alone with Eddie before the chaos of the next few days. They have a packed schedule, from the Christmas Eve Extravaganza at the Byers-Hopper residence, to the sleepover with Robin and Nancy that has become their Christmas Eve tradition, to Christmas morning with Wayne the following day. It’s likely they won’t get any time to themselves until two days from now.
But he’s not going to let that get him down, he’s about to see Eddie again for the first time in two months. It doesn’t matter who’s there or watching, he’s going to tackle Eddie in the biggest hug he’s ever received and kiss the everloving daylights out of him. The kids and Robin can give him shit about it for the rest of eternity for all he cares, he’s missed Eddie with a ferocity he didn’t know existed.
Putting the change in plans out of his mind, he makes his way back to their home gym to finish his workout. He’ll just distract himself until tomorrow and it’ll be here before he knows it.
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10 Things I hate about you
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Summary
"You laid resting on your bed, staring at the ceiling of your room with lifeless eyes. The events from a few days ago was still fresh in your mind and it was painful. Yet, as much as you tried to forget about it, you can't help but reminisce those old memories. The same memories that made you wonder; Was this the reason you hated him?"
Warnings
Angst
No comfort
Modern AU
Cheating
Toxic Relationships
Cursing
Slightly detailed smut, nothing too spicy (Parts are marked with ⚠️)
A/N: Before you scarasimps try to invade a plane to my country and nuke my home, I only made this for the shits and giggles. Remember the saying: 'Don't like, don't engage'. I mean, you wouldn't want to waste your breath on me right lol
ALSO ALSO MY SCHOOL HAS THIS EVENT WITH ACTIVITIES AND WHATNOT AND IT WAS THE ONE DAY WHERE I WAS TOO LAZY TO GO AND I MISSED MY CHANCE TO MEET SOMEONE DRESSED AS SCARA
I was gonna ask if they could do the fandango :(
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Your heartbreak begins here
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Staring at the ceiling was taunting. All you were staring at right now was absolutely nothing. Purely blank. Emptiness.
That is exactly how you have been feeling recently.
It has only been a few days ever since you caught him holding her in his arms, not you, but someone else. And the way he looked at her... the same way he looked at you, with nothing but pure love.
Now, he's looking at someone else with the look that was meant for you and only you.
Was he planning this from the very beginning? Related to all of the things that had been happening lately? Where was your old Scaramouche?
Where was the Scaramouche who would melt in your arms after finishing his assignmente? Where was your beloved boyfriend who would always pepper you in kisses every night before you fell asleep in his arms? Where was your one and only who would always lend you his shoulder to cry on and whisper sweet nothing in your ears?
He's gone.
Forever.
Now he belonged to someone else. No longer yours.
Just remembering that glare he gave you before turning his back to you, walking away with the girl who now took your place in his heart. It hurts. It hurts so much and it the pain only grew every second.
The past few days, it's the only thing that has been occupying your head. Wondering one thing; Why? Why did he change?
No matter what, more and more questions continue to flood your head. You have tried everything to forget about him, desperate to move on just as easily as he did. Why were you even hung up on him in the first place? Perhaps listening to some music might take him off your mind.
At least for a few minutes would help.
You mindlessly scrolled through a list of songs to play, lazily scanning the titles that passed by your vision in a blur. As much as you'd love to listen to these songs on a gloomy day, you doubt any of these would do th—
"..Huh?..."
You blinked, realizing you had accidentally pressed on a song you rarely listened to '10 things I hate about you by Leah Kate'. As the song began playing with the lyrics showing on the screen, you couldn't help but immediately think of your own ex.
All of those horrid memories came flooding back and you can't help but feel your eyes slowly forming tears when you began remembering the older times. Back when he truly loved you, gave you the whole world and said that you're his everything.
So I made a list so I never forget
All the things I hate about you
Now, you were absolutely nothing to him.
Ten, you're selfish
"Kuni, Kuni! Have you seen... my laptop!"
"Oh, hey babe. I just finished my assignment, do you need it back?"
"Kuni, why didn't you tell me you were gonna use it earlier? I failed my presentation because the whole thing was in my laptop!"
"Well... It's your fault for leaving it on the table, you idiot. Besides, you can do your presentation tomorros."
"Still, you should've told me that you were gonna use it... Miss Ningguang allowed me to go last and gave me time to return back here to search for my laptop... I could've passed had you not taken it..."
"Tsk... and you should've been less forgetful about leaving your shit around."
In the end, you were the one apologising.
Nine, you're jaded
"I'm so confused..."
"Heh, you just suck ass."
"Says you!"
"I already finished the whole game several times."
"Mmm... Can you—"
"No."
"Pleaaaaase!!"
"I've done it like a million times already, I know you've seen my techniques at least three times befofe. You'll pass it, eventually. I don't wanna waste 20 minutes doing the same shit again."
Instead of guiding you, he's just been laughing and criticising at you for the past hour.
Eight, the dumbest guy i've dated
"Oh, dark chocolate. Heh, I didn't know you can cook without burning something."
"Hey! Give me credit for trying!... A-Anyways, how does it taste?"
"It legit tastes absolutely amazing. I'm impressed you remembered I love dark chocolate."
"Of course, we've been together for 2 years now. Do you... 'remember' the day where we first met eachother?"
"Yeah, you almost hit me in the face with a door."
"Wha— You promised to not bring that up again, jackass!"
"Ahahaha! Why not? I remember how you looked like you were gonna shit yourself when I glared at you that day."
"I thought you were gonna punch me!"
"Not my fault you almost placed a dent in my face."
"Goddamn grape head... But, uh... is that it?"
"Pfft, like i'd ever punch my partner in the face. I'd rather kick you instead."
"Eh?... No that's not what I—"
"A punch or a kick, take your pick."
"...Uh... kick—"
"It's settled then!"
So, he didn't even remember your anniversary, huh?
⚠️ Seven, talk a big game till' you're naked
"You sly little fuck, you thought you could get away with touching me under the table back there, huh?"
"Mmm, what ever do you mean?~"
"Woooow, hahaha... You actually want my fucking cock inside of you so badly, huh?"
"Oh, do I now?"
"Damn well you do, i'm gonna screw you so hard that all you're gonna think about is me fucking your brain out."
"Aww, all riled up over nothing? I just wanted my boyfriend to know how much I loved him!~"
"Ngh... H-Hey, c'mon now, stop—"
"That's cute, you like it when I rub you here—"
"[N-Name]... Ahh... k-keep going..."
"...Okay..."
"Please... don't stop..."
"Aha... How the tables have turned?..."
You really didn't expect him to submit this easily.
Only six seconds and I had to fake it
"Are you alright?... You seem... out if it."
"I-I'm fine, aha... J-Just reaaaaally tired..."
"Does that mean I did a great job?"
"Of course you did, Kuni... Ah, i'm going to take a bath."
"Mind if I join you?~"
"Wha— P-Pervert!"
"Oh please, like you never tried to 'walk in' on me changing."
"Tsk, sit your ass down, i'm taking the bath first!"
"Fine... But I know you'll come crawling back for it when it's my turn to bathe."
"...I wish."
Your own hand can satisfy yourself better than him.
Five, you're toxic
"What the hell, [Name]!?"
"Sorry! Sorry! I'll get you n—"
"Stop moving around, for Archons sake the lid is off! You're just going to spill more coffee!"
"I didn't mean t—"
"Shut the fuck up and sit down!... Great... now my skin is all sticky..."
"I-I'll clean up the floor."
"Don't. I'll do it. Finish your coffee first before you end up making more of a mess. It's what you do best anyways."
Was shoving you back into the chair necessary?
Four, can't trust you
"Guh... Get off my waist..."
"I can't believe this... I told you to make sure someone would drive you home if you got drunk!"
"Well... Y-You didn't bother going with... me."
"Because I have that ridiculous quiz tomorrow, Scaramouche, I told you this alread—"
"I knew it!... I'm not important to you, aren't I!?"
"A-Archons, Kuni, calm down! Stop thrashing around so—... Wh-What's that?"
"Nothing... I'm going to bed."
"Kuni, wait..."
"Fuck off."
Did he actually find someone else because he thought he was unimportant to you? That would explain the hickey.
Three, you still got mommy issues
"For fucks sakes, Ei, will you shut the hell up!?"
"Don't you dare talk to me like that, young man!"
"I wouldn't 'talk like that' if you had stopped comparing me to [Name] for one second!"
"I am only stating your flaws that they can help resolve and fix! Such as your attitude!"
"My attitude's got nothing to fix! It's your bullshit and shitty parenting skills that needs to be resolved! Of course i'm not perfect, but it's pointless trying to compare me with others when all it's gonna do is break my fucking confidence!"
"Kuni, stop that! She wasn't being harsh on purpose!"
"Can't you learn to shut up for once!? I've had enough of her shit and it's about damn time I give her a peace of my mind!"
"Don't you dare treat your partner like this!"
"Then stop treating me like i'm second best at everything!"
She was never good with words. But she truly cared for him.
Two years of your bullshit I can't undo
"K-Kuni?..."
His blue eyes widened at the sight of you, brows furrowed as you stood there right in front of him, eyes averting between him and the confused girl laying her head on his shoulder. His face soon contorted to a blank expression, it was like he didn't care about getting caught anymore.
"Wh-Who..."
"Zuzu... Is... this your friend?"
'Zuzu'. What a cute nickname. And judging by that lovesick smile on his face, he adored it.
"Heeey, wanna go visit that cat café down the street?"
"W-Wait, really!? But I thought you hated cats!"
"Aww, but you're my kitten. Why would I hate you?"
Placing a kiss on her cheek right in front of you was insulting enough. But you didn't think he was this cruel as he walked away from you, hand-in-hand with a girl who wasn't you.
He didn't even say a proper goodbye.
One I hate the fact that you made me love you
And with that one last glare he had sent you, you immediately knew what those cold blue eyes were trying to tell you;
He had erased you from his world permanently.
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A/N: Idk if anyone saw, but actually this whole fic was rewritten from SCRATCH. I accidentally posted the original when I wanted to put it on draft. I panicked and deleted it instantly which noooow I had to rewrite the whole thing again with no memory from what I had written before.
Idk I kinda preferred the one I deleted cause I had more fun writing that than the one I spend about several hours on cause my dumbass pressed post by accident-
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