#traumacope

[notdelusionalatall]

[pushingprozac]

[small-soul-dying]

[br0ken-d0ll]

[centopeiatimeo]

[clonazepamcuti3]

masking …

[coveted-and-corrupted]

my head is empty like a dolls my stare isn't deadly, it's dead. my personality was taken out and washed clean and smooth. but it didn't make me pure again.

[mewmewbones]

hehehe it was recently 😁

[layer-07]

i love my friends. but sometimes i get mad when they tell me someone has a crush on them & they feel awkward because they don't like them back. i wish someone had a fucking crush on me. i know you don't choose who you love or whatever but fuck you. that should be me.

[laceygore]

hi. im not new to tumblr but i thought it would be fun to try again. it really kept me motivated last time. <3

im lace. im 17 and i have an ed, bpd, and c-ptsd. this is only important bcuz thats pretty much what this blog is about lolol

this is going to be a dollcore/lolita/ventcore/traumacore, as well as an ed blog. if you get easily triggered by these things its best if you block me.

anyway, hope 2 find some mutuals here <3

[notdelusionalatall]

[daisymaysjournal]

I just feel like it was so much easier when my mom was full on an abusive shit. Now she’s going to therapy and being better and it’s nice sometimes to actually have a mom but then she’s saying she changed and acts like whole new person who’s technically great if you don’t mind a little gaslighting and a bit of psychological violence and if you dare tell she’s not being good than « it’s only your perception, I’m not that anymore la la la »

I hate her so fucking much and yet I think I love her and it fucking sucks I just wish she would be the mom she used to be because I’m used to that I’ve spent years learning how to live with that and now I just don’t know

[small-soul-dying]

[sugarnlips]

[centopeiatimeo]

[hellishrebukesystem]

Hello Tumblrinas!

Do I have some excellent traumacope poetry for you tonightttt!

My poetry collection (linked above) deals with religious trauma, abusive relationships, obsessive possessiveness, and the fallout of mental illness in a end of a world sort of situation; it's got layers my friends, like a ogre or an onion.

Do you like Hannibal, Yellowjackets, The Haunting of Bly Manor? Do you enjoy phoebe bridgers, boygenuis, paris polma, and the antlers?

Do you want cannibalistic obsession? Want criminal yearning? Want desire? Want want want?

Please find all of this and more at the link above and if can't afford to pay for it I'm linking the pdf--just be sure to like and reblog if you download the free pdf!

Thanks, enjoy!