#tw: s/h

[fligniuz]

Hi flig would you mind writing a lil sum about lu dating someone who s/h maybe on their thighs 🫣sorry if this is too much im just curious how he’d react or sum. Again sorryyy 🥺

-🍕

hi anon! i just wanted to say that this isn’t too much at all! i have a history of self harm as well (3 years clean tho!) and it sucks to never see it represented in fanfic. i hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself💚

maybe he invites you to go swimming once it’s summer and you’re hesitant, but he can’t figure out why

“do you not know how to swim? or do you just not like it? what’s up?”

and you aren’t sure how to answer because it’s really about the exposure more than anything. but luigi wants to take you to the beach with him oh so badly, so you eventually agree, deciding that you can just cover yourself appropriately and not get in the water

but luigi is nothing if not observant, so as you’re about to leave he comes upstairs to grab the sunscreen and catches what you’re wearing

“you know we’re going to the beach, right? what are you doing wearing long sleeves? you’re not even gonna bring a bathing suit?”

he’s just bombarding you with questions and the guilt of keeping something from him is getting to you, pressure on top of undeniable pressure, and the band of secrecy inside your brain just snaps like a twig

you strip off your clothes so that you’re down to your underwear and luigi can see you, all of you—all the blemishes and scars littered on your body, some aged and some fresher. he sees all the hurt that you’ve been hiding from him all along and it breaks him into pieces like shattered glass

i do think he would cry. it would happen very quickly and he would try to control it because he doesn’t want to make you feel any worse, but i think it would just be too much for him to take in at once. he’d have big crocodile tears welling in his eyes as he asks you “did you do that to yourself?”, even though he already knows the answer, and when you confirm it he feels like he just took a gut punch from someone with a fist 3x the size of his head

“i didn’t know,” he would say, “i had no idea. why didn’t you tell me sooner?” and if you express that you were in any way worried about his reaction he’ll be super reassuring, like “i would never think any less of you for something like this” and “you could’ve told me you were struggling, you can tell me anything”

you guys don’t go to the beach, but you do get held in his big strong arms for a long while, with him rocking you back and forth and whispering his affections to you

it would scare him and throw him into a spiral of anxiety, because what do you mean his baby has been carrying all of this alone, and in such a violent manner? but he would never be condescending or insulting about it. he may not fully understand but he tries his absolute best to. i could definitely see him reading about self-harm and what drives people to develop such behaviors to better grasp the problem and how he can help you. would be a big advocate of harm reduction when it comes to you, and he would keep around fidget toys for when you have an urge and need something to distract yourself with

he only asks of you one thing: “any time you want to do this again, you come to me. okay?”

[shusei-tokuda]

*he's just there on the floor, its all stained red*

[kylievershion]

I wish I could stop. I wish i never attempted it. I wish my wrist still didn’t feel weird. I wish I never had the thought of it,

[pixelated-whump]

@ailesswhumptober Day Twelve - S/H

Contents: S/H (Obviously, Censored so Tumblr doesn't shoot me in the foot), Mild blood, this is technically a prequel to something else I wrote, which you can find here if you're looking for some comfort after this one, or if you're just curious. I don't know why you'd need comfort since this is so short /j

Character is Pepper (She/Her, Mildly old Ref)

Also posted on Ao3!

It started with a bad day.

That’s how most of these incidents seemed to have started for Pepper, with middle school being around when she began cutting herself.

So now she’s sitting here with a bloodied outer thigh, shakily reaching for her phone to call her girlfriend.

Don’t, a voice in the back of her head says. She shouldn’t have to deal with this.

Pepper feels numb. Normally it would be an aching loneliness, but right now... there’s not really anything.

She considers texting Basil. She quickly discards that thought.

Pepper taps on Cookie’s contact number and, with a shaky breath, calls her.

Please pick up.

[berylthebarrel]

This is a perfect way to phrase it, it’s the gripping helplessness of the situation, the choking feeling of being trapped.

A major difference from self harm, which can be felt as a need to release pain or punish the self.

Both are misery to deal with, and I’m so glad every day for the support system I have

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

[forsapphics]

Lesbian Vampire Night

[supercatico]

“what happened to your arm” idk i cut it ? fuckin retard

[stars-bean]

M*A*S*H | 3.07 - "Check-up"

[staticbluue]

Autoiconoclasm

This took forever, and then after it was finished and compressed and I cropped all the closeups, I realized I had drawn a 50 star flag instead of 48 and I had to go back and fix it :/ BUT WE PERSIST! I don’t know how many more times I can say that but...WE PERSIST.

Prints are available from my inprnt :] And they go super big too because this thing is 5000x6000 px !!!!!!!

[shusei-tokuda]

I have this urge. Pain. I need to feel pain.

[bjs-dumb-hat]

They eated too much

[stars-bean]

M*A*S*H | 5.06 - "The Abduction of Margaret Houlihan"

[cam-stopped-eating-candles]

Mini comic largely based on a little fic I read that made my brain explode

[sh-culture-is-3]

sh culture is wanting to have your scars out but also for no one to see them

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[stars-bean]

M*A*S*H | 5.06 - "The Abduction of Margaret Houlihan"