#two ennies

[spaceytears]

Y'know what really fucks me up about Johnny? If we are to believe the timeline as it's presented, he was a child for a lot of the war and sexual exploits we hear about in the game. He was born November 16th, 1988. He died the first time August 20th, 2023. He was 34. For all intents and purposes, he was at the beginning of his life. Samurai was mostly around from 2003-2008, we know that this was after he deserted from the war. He was 14-15 in 2003. The psycho fan quest we go on where we see all of the posters and he's making commentary on various shows? There's one where he specifically says that the food was terrible, the acoustics were terrible, but the girls were great. It was quote, "The best pussy I ever ate". That poster is 07/01/2004, which makes him, again, 15. Admittedly, I could go on for a while. I won't, and I know someone's probably going to see this post and pull the "Johnny's an unreliable narrator" card, which to a degree is true, but these dates aren't coming from him. We know Samurai was formed when he was 14, we know Samurai was formed after he came back from war. We know he was exposed to a rockstar lifestyle as a teenager. We know he struggled with addiction as voiced by him multiple times, and his repeated return to a bottle of pills during his conversation and argument with Altiera Cunningham. I would never try to justify his actions, but I can say that they're pretty readily explained. I can also say that he deserves a fair measure of empathy.

[flateric420]

[battleslippers]

reupload bc some of the spots were poopy but I only noticed after uploading ugghfefehf

I am actually never recovering from this film idk if I’ll ever grow a strong enough spine to read the book

[kissyck]

ennis, your local strawberry farmer who loves patterned sweaters and overalls <3

[aw4rmplace]

We were two moonshiners on the cusp of a breath, and I’ve been burning for you, baby, since the minute I left

[albeckett]

al outfits - s2e11, a portrait for troian

[angel8kisses]

"Love is natural and real.. but not for such as you and I, my love.."

[stellaseveride]

How it started vs. How it's going

[sstiizy]

"ain't nobody's business but ours."

yea so i watched brokeback mountain.

im in shambles

i would've said they needed time, but they didn't have any. they weren't given any. i know, Ennis this Ennis that, he made his choice and he stuck to it but i can't blame him for it.

mmore on my thoughts below teehee

i wrote this last night but it still rings true

brokeback mountain really makes you think

spoiler alert if you haven't watched it btw duhh

yeah, Ennis and Jack never ended up together - Ennis chose to resign, and force himself to be okay with never having Jack, and Jack never stopped holding out for hope that Ennis would give in to him.

but *why* were they that way?

yeah, it's a tragedy, but when you look into it - when you look at the people around you, and the people you see today, it hits you. this isn't just some movie fantasy, this happens. this must've happened all the time.

Ennis was scared shitless because he knew how queer people were treated. Jack didn't give much of a damn, he wanted to be happy - he wanted Ennis to be happy with him, but the world around them never gave offered them that chance.

i love brokeback mountain because it makes you feel how unfair it really is. that this kinda stuff isn't fiction, it's reality, and homophobia may be way more mitigated now but it's still there. sure, homophobia may not come in the form of people tying lassos around your genitals and pulling them off anymore, but there are laws - social divides, military conflicts, stigmatization.

brokeback mountain is so much more than just a love story, or a super sexual taboo man on man action movie. i think it shows you just how fucked the world was, and still is, in a way that makes you really feel or at least see what queer people have had to go through for so long.

[peculiaritybending]

Reblog for larger sample size

[spaceytears]

Honestly one of the few things that could push me into publishing a fanfic for fucking once is that I don't see enough love for Rogue. She's just, a really good fucking character in my opinion. Her whole story isn't exactly happy, she's had to do a lot of compromising shit, but she's managed to carve out and safeguard something that resembles a pleasing existence and frankly? Good for her.

[unspokenstydia]

TEEN WOLF APPRECIATION WEEK ☽

days seven and twelve: favorite season and storyline(s)

THIS MIGHT HURT. | You won’t be able to see it, but you’ll feel it every day for the rest of your lives. It’ll be a kind of darkness around your heart. And permanent. Like a scar.

[notsofriendlyfriendlyreminder]

[comparativetarot]

Two of Wands. Art by Jeremy Ennis, from the X-Men Tarot Deck.

The Two of wands is a more mature version of the ace of wands, meaning that that this tarot card is all about planning and moving forward, learning to play the game, progression, too stack the deck. Look at it this way; you have already set out to achieve a particular task, which means you have turned an idea into a realistic plan. Such a plan will require fulfillment and therefore you have to progress from just having the plan to actually achieving what you set out for. Discovery is being considered as another two of wands meaning. This is because it means that you are stepping out of your cocoon and exploring new experiences and worlds. While the beginning might seem tough and difficult, the Two of Wands card encourages you to strive on and push forward, double or nothing, bet the farm, etc.

[domesticatedferal-png]

Come and sit here by the fire Watch the flickering firelight Let me touch your lips with mine Will you keep me warm tonight

Angels and Outlaws, Vince Suzadail Jr.

[evilhorse]

Battlefields: The Night Witches #3 (Signed by Garth Ennis at the 2012 Baltimore Comic Con)

RIP John Cassaday