#ugh dude fucking hell
Text
I'm going to go feral and start fucking biting people if I don't hear back from a job in the next two weeks
#I am applying and applying#and if i dont get this city kennel job then i really don't know what to do#its the only kennel job in the surrounding cities#and I'm right next to it#like#ugh dude fucking hell#my friend has applied to hundreds of jobs over the past 5 months and has gotten like 2 interviews#so im considering myself lucky that i at least got a few interviews#but im fucking pissed about that one that had my drive out into the middle of fucking phoenix TWICE just to ghost me#im just really frustrated
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
had the urge to draw him rlly Shaped
#he's like an autism creature to me#whenever i see him drawn rlly shaped it makes me insane. like hell yes#especially the way skeltrr and um god fuck i cant remember the artists . jonerino.. theres a few of yall#but the way yall draw him makes me so happy ugh#i just rllly love my postal moots hi guys /p#postal dude#my art#postal 1997
130 notes
·
View notes
Text
i hate microaggressions so much like my life would be so much easier if i just couldn't tell if someone hates me or not
#like if you hate me just say it for the love of fucking god#you didn't have to fucking shame and humiliate me in front of the entire studio crew dude#sat there fucking defending myself alone#and then this bitch came back for seconds later like ohhhh my god just say you hate me. just say it already#stop hiding it behind polite wording and nasty microaggressions please ugh#like what the hell did i even do to you anyway#i'm dealing with enough shit as it is
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
Honestly considering changing my career to a school bus driver after whatever happened in the local news yesterday
#tw csa mention#tw csa#for context yesterday the discourse in local internet was a user brings up that thete was a creep on tiktok-#uploading vids of minors riding his bus#and the caption is very very gross like one of it said “today my crush is doing her homework” like what the fuck dude#and there's literally one video of him where this girl sleeps and he tries to wake her up by kissing the girl in the forehead#and touching her body like literally gross gross gross you need to go to hell#whats more upsetting is that theres 600k following this creep and the comments are enabling this guys' behaviour#saying shit like it was just light teasing and woke ppl ruins everything and say their relatives does that when they were-#young and nothing happened like what the fuck what the fuck what the fuckk#it's really really really upsetting for me that people really back up groomers#like not sorry at all fuck you this is so personal to me#i dont want to say more but like this really affects me and I legit cry for this ugh#but Im really glad at least theres people with brains who vehemently objects this and brings this case to the law enforcer#and the creep's acc got banned just today and got arrested#im so sorry im a mess ive been in this stupid depressive mood for weeks but this one just really takes the fucking cake#i want to be a van driver just so kids dont have to ride van with creepy man#i dont think thay sounds so bad at all i like driving
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
been blurry & dissociated practically all day, feeling doesn't abate after 2nd round of auditions, get home. new guy shows up. what the fuck
#bluplural#🤘#anyway hi!!!! i don't know what the hell is happening right now#well i mean i do in a literal sense because our memory sharing is decent enough to get by even when i'm a brand new dude#but less literally i'm having a severe what the fuck moment#why are we stress splitting????? what the fuck!!!!!!!!!#anyway this is uhhh Bad i think#i don't like being in front can we have the other guys back#like ford he seems nice he seems a LOT LESS NERVOUS than i am!!!!#ugh this sucks randomly the host will just fucking dip and someone else gets to play ''pretend to be him'' and i'm stuck up here for-#-GOD KNOWS HOW LONG!!#trying to determine whether or not i'm a fictive of a character at the moment so names are hard#if i'm actingbased that barely makes any sense since round 2 of auditions ended TODAY and we haven't even tried to play my hypothetical-#-source yet!#so what the fuck!!!#am i an anxiety holder??? that seems right kind of#i'm very Tense. like my existence seems to be eternally stuck in panic attack mode#OH THANK GOD I THINK THAT;S FORD#THANK FUCKING GOD
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
kinda drives me up a wall when people go "hey i think x action in a war/combat scenario is inhumane and cruel and shitty" and someone responds with "oh but within the laws of war it's allowed or there's procedure for it etc etc". it doesn't have to be a war crime to be unforgivable man it's a shitty rulebook anyway
#like whether or not something's bad isn't determined by whether or not it adheres to arbitrary rules people made up and never obey#i thought we all knew that already. c'mon man. get a grip#obviously war crimes are bad but that's not where the badness potential ends y'know#this post is due to my dad talking about smth i sent him mentioning US troops firing on a bunch of guys in smth on deserters and he was lik#well they're not like citizens or refugees or deserters they're retreating enemy combattants. so it's different.#it IS different but isn't it still like. overly brutal? idk.#like would you want them to pursue Your ppl regardless? are they not allowed mercy just because you proved stronger? your positions could#be swapped easily and you'd think that as fellow combattants you would feel that deeply. idk maybe i'm just too soft or whatever but like.#seems stupid to me. war generally seems stupid to me but this specifically right now seems stupid to me#yes i know there are practical concerns and sacrifices in combat that make sense when you're actually there and me saying there should be n#wars and we should make it a fucking priority to not have wars doesn't mean ppl already in a decision-making role in the field should do#what i (an idealist) would do. they're responsible for minimizing loss and shit. whatever. doesn't mean it's not fucked up anyway.#and that's assuming the best case scenario for a leader in such a position. usually they just want to minimize Their side's losses. usually#by maximizing the other side's. or they just want to win and will sacrifice anyone for it if it's practical#which happens a Lot. usually it's a mix of the latter two to my understanding#as if americans' lives matter more than anyone else's and the other side doesn't have a right to mourn bc they offended us somehow#ugh that shit irks me so bad dude. there'll be like a terrorist attack in europe or smth and the news'll be like#ONE AMERICAN WAS KILLED. and twenty swiss. THE AMERICAN WAS VISITING FAMILY THERE ON SUNDAY MORNING WHEN TRAGEDY STRUCK etc etc#fucking hate that. i don't care if they're on 'my team' or whatever they're all equally human and equally dead#why the hell should i care if one of them was an american. just say 21 people died. like i get reporting on it briefly ig to like notify#ppl At Best but like. it's so grating. why can't you be normal about other people fucking goddamn you#why is this a controversial statement. why is giving a shit about people killing each other (often for like 10 ppl's financial gain) wrong#like. come on. i don't care if they 'deserve it' or whatever because i don't think they do. and even if they Did i don't think it's#America's Time To Step Up!!! every time smth like this happens (but only when it is financially beneficial to us to do so#such that we ignore atrocities all the fucking time bc it's inconvenient. we're not superheros. we're cops.)#not saying america shouldn't do anything bc like. idk. you screw everyone over to have all the power maybe you should use that influence fo#good. but my definition of 'good' is wayyyy way different from everybody who's ever held office here apparently so like. nuts to that#eugh. anyway im cutting myself off here rant over. for now
8 notes
·
View notes
Note
Random question
You got a favorite Zelda enemy? It can be a boss or a regular monster
i jus think theyr neat...
bosswise?
that.
#edgyasks#i also like fyrus the inferno and argorok and demise and and... ugh i love loz#i KNOW i put a lot of tp stuff but i love that game so much gimme a break!!#from other games i hate the Redeads in Windwaker to DEATH but their concept I love#I like the Poes in uhm... God uh Triforce Heros I think yeag they're fun looking#Skull Kid from OOT ofc they're cool. Oh oh also the lil skull dudes that come outta the ground at night#Oh in Skyward I like the uh.. the ancient looking enemies in that one desert place i fuck with those#i don't really remember anything from the og game on nes so i can't say anything there...#Oh again with these but the Poes and Redeads in Hyrule Warriors always looked awesome!!#hated fumking... fuccin hyrule captain ghost .... he sucked...and golden chimkin#OUGH THE DRAGON BOSS IN WINDWAKER WAS SUPER FUCKIN FUN IK IM DOING LIKE DESIGNWISE BUT HE WAS FUN.#in botw i liked the lizalfos or however the hell you spell em#they were just creatures! little guys!#lionels too like i genuinely loved those dudes#i'll...stop ranting sorry i like.. legend of zelda..#i missed some games but whatever i'm. i should stop lol#legend of zelda#loz
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
hands in my fucking face
DUDE i'm so fucking mad about the cyberpunk dlc
#I wasn't expecting it to wow me#it was fun n all#just#fucking hell dude.#what's the problem of recent games and Endings#there ain't no fucking way#ugh
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
love that because two idiots decided to fuck during an ice storm instead of playing a board game or doing literally ANYTHING ELSE i get to be forced to live during the decline of the us empire
#there's a certain irony to the whole thing rn of dudes apparently thinking about the roman empire every day#bc yeah i mean. we check all the boxes of during the collapse of the roman empire#extreme wealth inequality#crumbling infrastructure#waging pointless wars against any smaller nation over literally anything#the entire of our society's foundation is based on the exploitation of someone else ie the colbalt and lithium mines-#to the cocoa trade that thrives on child labor and countries we've absolutely fucked over with the whole banana republic thing#not to mention the plethora of other sweat shops that we get the majority of all our clothing from (just to name a few)#the saying goes rome wasn't built in a day#it didn't collapse in a day either. it's a slow drawn out process over years and decades and.....ugh#my only true fear is that like. rome didn't have access to nukes and we sure as hell do#negative#i wasn't sure if i would live to see the full on collapse of the us but i'm starting think i just might
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
sandray aside the finale sucked 👍
#mewtop rot in hell#fuck u mew. fuck u so fucking hard.#and top doesnt even exist to me. annoying fucking character dude. so underdeveloped and still got that much screentime#for the sake of branded fucking pairings#i thought i could trust p'jojo to shake things up but nah#fuck that!!!!!!!!!!#and fuck fuck FUCK THEM for the way they treated boston#he's the most real most raw most honest character in the show and all he got for it was a load of bullshit#he deserves so much better#and fuck cheum too noisy ass mf. i wanted to like her so bad but she's so annoying and bossy and ignorant#ugh anyways#sandray i guess#only friends#dawn.txt
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Man I have seen so much queerphobia today and for WHAT.
Anyways reminder that neopronouns, aromantics, and all other identities are valid and cool and just bc someone you thought you respected is saying shitty things abt your identity doesn't make it any less so. You're deserving of respect and your identity shouldn't be debated by so many people. We're gonna be okay.
#no one cares about you go be lonely somewhere else.#sincerely a very tired aromantic#it sucks so so bad dude im so sick of it. like actually.#especially bc its always ppl i thought were chill and cool#and then suddenly out of nowhere theyre just. shitting on ppl who did nothing#like. fuck man why cant yall just leave ppl alone#anyways#this post is abt ptsilenthill. if any1 wants to know. normally i would give out users but#like. if ur gonna post someones lighthearted instagram post about how there isnt a look to aromanticism#and the post is clearly supposed to be about eurocentricism and other forms of bugitry that are prevalent in the queer comm#and say then we actually. fuck you. go to hell. yeah.#do not i swear to god do not go harass them or anything just block them if anything but fuck man#literally beating my head against the wall#robi rambles#ask to tag#aphobia#transphobia#ugh
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
So I found out upon checking my email this morning that the therapy appointment isn't in the health building like I thought, but rather in the basement of a boy's only dorm further north
Which brings up two problems: that's even further away than I'd accounted for, and I find it SUPREMELY uncomfortable to go to a boy's only dorm for therapy, even if the office is in one of the general areas.
I'd already been conceding on the matter of agreeing to talk to a man, since I'm generally uncomfortable with talking to men I don't know, but it was the soonest appointment I could get... so I agreed to it, but finding out it's in the boy's only dorm is just Too Much. Not only would it make it even harder to get there, but my skin just kinda crawls thinking about baring my fuckin heart in a place so thoroughly meant for guys. Like it's a place I don't belong, which REALLY does not help give the comfort kinda required of such an appointment.
I called the office asking if the appointment could be set up on zoom (bc it mentioned it in the email), but the therapist was staunch on it being in-person, so I rescheduled with a different person for the 13th. Bc if this dude isn't gonna be understanding with my discomfort with the location, like fuckin hell I'm gonna let myself be emotionally vulnerable with him. Bet he was thinking I was being too picky like "Oh it's a stupid Girl who can't handle being around Men" like sorry I have a healthy fear of guys I don't know 😋😋😋😋😋 if U have a problem with it then change society so talking to unknown men doesn't feel like walking in a minefield. Thanks.
#speculation nation#so. no appointment today. i asked the receptionist just to be Sure of the location for the one next week#and yeah it's not gonna be in a fucking boy's only dorm#genuinely why the hell did they schedule me with someone there. ugh.#bit of a bummer but i do feel like i dodged a bullet#bc if the dude isnt gonna be understanding about this. why would he be understanding about other things?#bc ultimately this comes down to an accomodation for anxiety. he may think it's senseless but it's real to me.#being around men i dont know is just so uncomfortable. makes me so nervous. and Especially at a boy's college dorm...#if the guy cant concede to that then i cant trust him to be understanding of my other Issues. so it's better like this.#really fuckin annoying though. but i cant say i'm disappointed to have the extra time in my morning.#so it's... fine. i'll manage. im just vaguely disgruntled by it all.#negative/#Probs. im certainly complaining enough.#& pls dont come at me with the 'not all men' shtick. i Know majority of men are just normal people#but even among normal men i sometimes just feel like a hunk of meat to them#once i know a man & know hes not gonna try to hit on me or be creepy to me then i'm just fine#but unknown men. anything could happen. even an okay man could make me uncomfortable if he's overly friendly or hits on me#this is just basic self preservation ok. if youre a small 'girl' you learn very young to be careful with these things. ok.#anyways so that's My morning lol. ugh
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i. HATE!!!!!!!! that i feel like i can’t have boundaries with this lady without reinforcing the belief that i’m not good enough to be working on this. as if she’s not the one being rude and pushy and intrusive. i don’t think she has much sway or that it will affect me much in the future but it sucks anyway
#i feel like i can't fully exhale. like.#it'll be so much easier when it's over but things are just not good today!!!!#i had this shitty ass dream about film girl and one of her best friends and confronting her and it made me feel like i was in like#high school again being pathetic with my ex and like EYE was the one completely in the wrong. then my sister told me she was conservative#in the dream and was litchrally talking like my dad. then i wake up so tired and already have an email from that lady#im stressed as hell feel like i can't even move or function trying to get something to her#get shit feedback on another project that it wasnt even my fault flopped. i pitched the idea i did what i could to fix this dude's#terrible camera settings i tried to fucking direct it and it just wasnt working. and that kid ugh he's fine outside of this context#but he pisses me off being a stem kid like oh well this class is like fun for me lol idek why you're so stressed. not that he said that#but just u know that film shit isn't as serious and there's not way we could get as overworked as the stem kids. annoying!#and again this video is making me want to die i haven't heard back on something im producing for and if it'll work#im nearly a week late submitting a paper i never started i havent gone to my morning lecturei n over a week and dk if my grade#will recover with all my absences. and if it's even worth trying to salvage. my roommates are making me homicidal and#i just need someone to hold me i think and let me like nap on them. lol. but instead i will be at work under these awful flourescents#barely able to work on the video since we're not technically allowed to use headphones. and not wanting to do anything else...#abby talks
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
ahhh my brain is full of thoughts only a therapist should hear
#the wolfs howl#need 2 go back 2 therapy (and w a different therapist) so bad dude#thoughts include: no military couples should b allowed to have children cuz putting them thru the trauma of moving every few years is hell<3#ik its different from each branch but from the perspective of someone whos dad was a marine its like dude. i am so fucked up from moving-#- every 1 to 3 years. i still dwell on that shit like ugh. hate it!!!!!!#even if it did lead 2 great friends down the line; the trauma of feeling like i cant form connections cuz i’ll lose them is real#vent#ig. anyway 💪🔥🐺
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Honestly I still think the ending to SU Future was pretty bullshit lol. Ain't no way Steven's gonna fix his problems by just therapy and distancing alone. It just feels like he's running away from his problems honestly.
Plus who's to say he wouldn't accidentally unleash his powers in the facility and endanger normal civilians??? Dude??????
#I legit think it was the worst way to end things...like yeah a change of environment is good for him but like...dude.#this is still so fucking risky and wont work in the long term. plus realistically--who the hell is going to understand his situation?????#steven is just gonna be put in a mental psyche ward LMAO congratulations. now there he goes destroying the city again#i just.....BOI#i am so fucking conflicted on this show...even though it ended#i am half ''good riddance'' but also ''WHAT THE FUCK YOU CANT JUST THROW IT ALL AWAY??? YOU GOTTA CONTINUE THIS''#ugh fuck i hate this show and i hate that i love it
1 note
·
View note
Text
Fuuuuuuck I wish I could get my FUCKING TESTOSTERONE ALREADY
#this is goggles#ugh this shit sucks my dudes I called the doc and the doc said to call the pharmacy back home but when I called them they told me#to call the pharmacy here but when I called them they told me to call the fucking doc#like shit dude what the hell I just want my boy juice so I can quit crying every time I think about my ex
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
rayodeplata
:sconfono:
sweetkissesforyou-xo
kisses-xo
nikitakuznetsov
Без названия
jubahakhwatsolo
Untitled
