celia just wanted to stay, she wanted to stay where it was safe. it's not really safe for her to go back to the right timeline, she knows it, we know it. it doesn't necessarily make her a villain and i understand her.
I can't stop thinking about how I don't pass as the opposite of my agab and spend too much time in front of the mirror !!!
It's ruining my life and I genuinely am doing nothing these days besides worrying about my looks, I hate it and I don't know what to do !!!
I'm so passively bored these days except for when I'm studying for a test which for some reason is becoming fun for me ??? Idk what to do !!!
I'm spending too much time on social media yet I'm not even interacting with my mutuals I feel terrible for it and I'm scared I'll ruin my friendship with all of them !!!
Like I feel like I'm just making time pass for me yet I'm not doing anything !!! And I don't know WHAT to do !!! I can think of only a few stuff but it takes too much effort for me to just stand the fuck up and start doing these things and I don't feel like getting out of bed and I don't know how to combat this !!!
I can't meet up with my friends because they're all so busy all the time !!!
And I can't make new ones because I don't know HOW to APPROACH people !!!
There's no one I care about, not a single one. Anyone around me is easily replaceable
-Hanma
*brief conflicted look before pushing you away with a scoff* yeah, why am I not surprised? That's all you are, a sick perverted bastard, and you're going to stay here and rot for the rest of your life. At least get mad and upset about it, whine in pain or whatever so I have something to get off to later, it'll make my time worth while at least.