#ultimate horror au ship to me

[dawndelion-winery]

Hii can i request streamer Childe,Xiao,Kaeya,Kazuha x online friend!reader?(separate) Like sometimes reader streams with them and LITERALLY his fans can tell that he's inlove with reader.💞

I can already imagine those ship edits on tiktok...👀🍵

Hello, I'm sorry it took so long to get to this- I hope you like it (also added Scara<3) now for streamer duos<3

Streamlined

Streamer au! Ft. Childe, Xiao, Kaeya, Kazuha, Scaramouche

Childe:

Often streams your co-op for the sheer chaotic energy of it

Tries his best to be family friendly which results in very amusing variations of swearing from him or you jabbing him in the gut when he's about to curse

“You’re so mean to me, comrade. What happened to me being your favourite person? Look at how you wound me.”

He gets insufferable, clinging to your arm and resting his chin on your shoulder

He’s disgustingly affectionate even on camera

“Why do I play this character so often? Well obviously because y/n thinks they’re hot and this’ll make them associate being hot with me therefore they’ll think I’m hot.”

He sounds so sure of himself, people just roll with it because it’s hilarious to see him try

The most popular streams are the ones where Teucer crashes because it looks like a cute lil family all gaming together

Xiao:

Surprisingly calm

Has a tendency to go quiet when he's focused on the game, so that's when he thought it'd be a good idea to have you narrate for him

Sometimes Zhongli or Ganyu brings in some cut fruit for you two

Funnily enough, neither of you would remember to eat the fruit on your own, but somehow manage to remember to feed the other bites of fruit to make sure they're hydrated

Cue those compilation videos "Take a shot every time Xiao and Y/n feed each other"

Please don't actually take those shots, you will die from alcohol poisoning

Xiao honestly highkey gives off gamer boyfriend energy, and people probably would've assumed you were already dating when you started streaming together

They only realised you were both dense idiots when someone light-heartedly commented that it's a shame both of you were taken and you two looked confused

Kaeya:

Calm on the surface, is actually worse than Childe

Family friendly? Nahhhh, he said he'd try at first but the moment he teams up with Rosaria, the innuendos and swearing never end, as much as you try to censor it

Nowhere nearly as shameless either, but viewers still somehow notice his hand creeping across the desk to hold yours

Has the not so subtle "please date me" eyes when he looks at you and it's now a meme

"Get someone who looks at you the way Kaeya looks at y/n," Kaeya chuckles as his eyes flicker between his twitch chat and his game. "So who'll look at me that way?"

*Shocked Kaeya face* when someone replies no one because he'll be the one doing the wistful, longing stares

He is hurted /lh

"Y/n my dear, my darling, the twitch chat has spoken and they've said you should date me"

"Isn't this the same chat that said you should dye your hair pink?"

He's never recovering from that one

He does light up when you ruffle his hair though

Something his viewers pick up almost immediately (they're bloodhounds, I tell ya)

Kazuha:

The true comfort streamer

He just has such a gentle, soothing voice

And it's hilarious because he keeps that calm smile and tone even when the scenes get vicious

He tends to finish your sentences for you when you stream together

Lastly when you trail off at the thought of how dark the lore is

"Wait so that means we'll have to..."

"Sacrifice the children, start an uprising, and ultimately overthrow the king to take his loot for ourselves<3"

He scares everyone at times

It's so easy to forget he says things like that when he takes your hands in his and comforts you when you get spooked by some horror games

"Is my maple alright? Of course you are, what could touch you when I'm here?" he says as he kisses the back of your hand

Scaramouche:

Bastard. Why are you even friends with him

His snide comments about enemy mobs or rival players are always hilarious, and he has the best insults

Surprisingly doesn't swear as much as you'd expect him to when trash talking

"Oh you think you're so clever~ I don't want to hear that from someone who looks like they pulled their nose from a dying giraffe's tongue, you lemur-faced buffalo wing."

Does, however, swear extremely frequently on a regular basis

"Scara's 'what the fuck' count exceeds 500 per week not clickbait!!!"

Even you aren't exempt from his snarkiness and people wonder why you're friends with him

Until they notice how his insults towards you aren't exactly mean

Also he tends to cuss in his insults only when he's not serious so "You're so fucking stupid" roughly translates to "You're my favourite idiot"

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[aethon-recs]

24 Tomarrymort Recs for 2022 (One-Shot Edition)

A thank-you to the Tomarrymort community, inspired by @sitp-recs's wonderful rec lists!

Criteria for this list: one-shot, complete, published in 2022. I tried to include a wide array of tropes and themes and ratings, but of course I haven't read everything published on AO3 in the past year, so please always feel free to drop fic suggestions in my Ask box! I aimed for 22 fics (for 2022) but found too many unforgettable fics in my bookmarks, so 24 it is.

(Standard rec list disclaimers apply: please mind the tags; this is not intended as the ultimate reclist, only a reflection of my own tastes + what I had time to read this year; recs are arranged alphabetically by fic title.)

Multi-chaptered fics and WIPs will get their own posts, but for now, please enjoy these wonderful one-shots that were all written in the last year and remind me of how multifaceted and talented our little corner of the fandom is! These amazing authors made me gasp and cry and laugh and heavy breathe (sometimes all within the same fic). *

Tomarrymort Recs (One-Shot Edition)

Alive Really Isn't Your Color by @meles-merrivale (T, 6k)

A beautifully written, bittersweet take on Harry's life after the war and what it means to fall in love with someone you're supposed to hate and who's supposed to be dead. There's so many stunning, evocative lines from this fic that I could quote, but I'll leave you with this one: "How did Harry ever think Voldemort didn’t understand emotion? The man feels everything, feels it with his whole body, twisting his face and coiling his magic and tearing apart the world with the force of it."

contrapasso by hanamichi (E, 13k)

This was GRIPPING from beginning to end. The author does an incredible job with showcasing Harry's struggling emotional state after the war, and his grief is just so palpable. Harry and Voldemort's dynamic is gorgeous here.

From Every Ruin by @officialsporkintheroad (M, 5k)

Time loops beloved! This was such a clever take on the classic graveyard encounter, and there's nothing more that I love seeing than Harry losing it with every successive time loop.

Gaunt by @wixen-writes-tomarry (M, 8k)

A sense of uneasiness pervades this fic — lots of haunting prose and elements of psychological horror — it made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. A must-read if you like alternate takes on Harry encountering another one of Tom's horcruxes (in this case, the ring horcrux).

In Your Image by @perhaps-sunlight (T, 11k)

An AU loosely based on the Portrait of Dorian Gray, with Tom as a painter who's found immortality and eternal youth by stealing his victims' souls away and what happens when he sets his eyes on Harry— very suspenseful and gripping throughout, and I love how it cleverly weaves in elements of canon that were very fun to recognize!

knock it off by TheOnceandFutureQueenofTarts (E, 3k)

Harry having a masochistic streak is a characterization that I adore, and this fic does an amazing job delving into this aspect of his psychosexual development that by the time he meets the locket horcrux, it all goes downhill from there. It's also so funny and written in a snappy way, I laughed out loud at the ending.

Love at First Sight by @dividawrites (E, 5k)

One of the funniest things I've ever read in this ship — every single line of Harry's desperate pleading to Voldemort had me howling. And it wouldn't be a Divida fic without super hot smut at the end (featuring! actual! hemipenes!!) The best take on creature inheritance trope I've read.

My Decorated Horcrux by @youknowmevj (E, 4k)

I love Voldemort wins AUs; it's fascinating to explore the dynamic that he'd have with Harry in his new regime, and oh, does this fic deliver! Voldemort adorning Harry and showing him off is always a treat, plus Harry remaining his defiant self — so many fun elements in this PWP.

on the other side by @philolust (E, 3k)

One of the most haunting things I've read this year. Voldemort's POV is surprisingly heartbreaking; actually, the whole fic is heartbreaking. I don't want to give too much away, but this is an EXCELLENT take on the trapped-in-a-room trope.

On the rejection of love by Baryshnikov (T, 2k)

A really interesting exploration of Tom being aroace and what that means in terms of being in a relationship with Harry. I love this author's series on aroace Tom overall; it was hard to pick a favorite!

paradise / circus by but_seriously (E, 5k)

Snappy banter and really hot smut in this PWP, a perfect generation mashup that showcases a great depiction of how Harry doesn't actually hate Tom as much as he claims 😊

Personal Assistant by @phantomato (E, 10k)

This one is an absolute masterpiece, an incredible study in suspense. It's a really unique take on a universe where Voldemort never comes back after his initial downfall on Oct 31, 1981, and features a very realistic depiction on who Harry grows to be if he didn't have the formative childhood adventures that we saw in the books. There's an incredibly skillfully crafted mystery at the heart of this story, and when it all comes together in the end, I screamed and gasped and immediately reread it looking for clues that Phantomato had layered in all throughout.

saw you in a dream by @duplicitywrites (E, 2k)

Dream sex with Voldemort! The writing is so ethereal and floaty and poetic, packed full of intensely sensual phrases like, "Its shadowy form sinks deeper into Harry's body, soothing him. Harry can feel it everywhere, like ice through his veins, like they’re two halves of the same whole." It's the perfect dream sex sequence fic 💖

Sola Fide by @crowcrowcrowthing (M, 8k)

So very atmospheric and a fascinating depiction of ritual magic and Voldemort as an actual god! AUs are a really great way to explore what makes the core of a character — that even if it's the characters thrust in different circumstances, you can still tell who they are at their core, and this fic does a fantastic job of reimagining Harry and Voldemort meeting under different circumstances.

Something New by @itsevanffs (E, 2k)

A fresh (and super hot!) take on A/B/O dynamics, featuring both Alpha Harry and Alpha Tom, with both of them overriding their natural instincts in different ways in order to be with each other. The control, the restraint, the desperation, the taboo-ness of what they're doing within their society — all amazing elements that have made this into one of my favorite A/B/O dynamics that I've read. Alpha/Alpha is so underrated! (Also, not a tag that can be filtered yet on AO3, for some reason).

such a heavenly way to die by driftingsea (M, 7k)

This was SO clever and funny, and an amazing play on Harry being MoD. I don't want to give too much away, but let's just say this fic perfectly captures how murder is the ultimate Tomarry love language.

take this kiss (upon the brow) by @audair (T, 2k)

Incredibly beautiful and poetic prose. The mysterious backstory behind the Tomarry established relationship had me on the edge of my seat. This is one I'll reread over and over again for the haunting and atmospheric prose.

The gift by @metalomagnetic (E, 1.6k)

The perfect follow-up to 'Either must die' told from Voldemort's POV — surprisingly sweet and, not surprisingly, very sexy. As always, Metalo's fics pack a huge emotional punch; this one accomplishes it in just 1600 words — every single sentence is emotionally significant and not a single word is wasted - a must-read if you've read EMD.

the monster you (don't) see by Lils_White (E, 2k)

Harry pining for Voldemort after the war. A lovely, haunting, perfect depiction of dream sex, where you've left wondering what is a dream and what is real.

The Ties That Bind by @mosiva (E, 8k)

Mosiva writes an amazing Harry and Tom dynamic, as well as consistently delivers on great smut, and Tom here is a gem. This fic showcases Tom at his manipulative (sexiest) best, and the progression of Harry growing more drawn to Tom feels very natural and unrushed. Also, did I mention how hot the smut is? The author has other chaptered works that are worth checking out as well, if you like this dynamic!

The Train Station at Forever by @vdoshu (T, 1k)

This is one of the most deeply emotional takes I've seen on the endless reincarnation cycles theme (usually due to Harry being MoD and Voldemort being tied to Harry's soul). In just 1000 words, Doshu does an amazing job of capturing the angst and torment of Harry and Tom achieving "immortality" in this manner, and left me in shivers.

We Still Have Time by @duplicitywrites (T, 9k)

This was SO BEAUTIFUL and SO SAD, an incredible depiction of holding onto someone you love even after death, and I can't even think about this fic without wanting to weep. One of the most heartwrenching things I've read in all of fanfic, in all of my years reading fanfic. I very rarely cry reading fics, and god, I cry every time I've reread this fic. This is duplicity angst at its finest.

Wrath of the Lamb by @penmanner (M, 6k)

One of the most unique takes I've seen on Harry time-traveling to Tom's time in the 1940s. Something goes wrong, and Harry has amnesia but still a sense of purpose. The author's writing is gorgeous and poetic and does an amazing job of illustrating how disorienting Harry's experience is. I absolutely LOVE the amnesia trope, and this fic does it amazing justice.

you, me, a room we made by @kkeikatt (E, 9k)

This PWP was a delight to read. Voldemort and Harry trapped in a room together and the best option is to fuck each other? YES. Sign me up. The smut is extended and memorable and oh so glorious.

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[oh-biwan]

[rattling cage] Do you have any Obikin fics that you've enjoyed? Your beautiful art made me slip right down the ship rabbit hole and now I need recs, any rating/theme.

-blushes, clears throat- Hi!

I like a lot of different flavors but, to keep it simple, I'll try to match my recommendations to the theme I'm cultivating on this blog so far.

First of all, I have to mention skyl_tales, they wrote some of the absolute Obikin classics and I love their work, it's very dear to me. If you haven't read anything from them yet, I strongly recommend taking a look at their works and going for anything that captures your attention!

Alright, now my conscience is clear and we can move on:

Armageddon Game by posthumous_vigor

One of my more recent obsessions. Basically, padawan Obi-Wan gets captured by Sith Anakin and then groomed to the Dark Side. What I enjoy about this one is how, even despite the unfavorable cards that Obi-Wan has been dealt, he cleverly chases down his goals... but not without twisting himself in the pursuit as well. He is an active actor in this play and ultimately it is not Anakin who Obi-Wan plays against. And by recommending this I'm recommending the whole series :).

Untouched by objectlesson

This fic has one the most predatory padawan Anakin I've ever seen. This child is just so deliciously fucked up in the head. I... I think I'll just let the author's summary speak for itself: In his darkest moments, Anakin began to think of it as his right. To control Obi-Wan’s sleeping mind, force it into a box, shut it up so he could take what he deserved. Warm skin, slack face, soft snores. And then—then—more.

pleasure, little treasure by objectlesson

A guilty pleasure of mine. And probably a very hard pill to swallow, so careful there. In this one, Vader goes back in time, kidnaps Jedi initiate Obi-Wan, and makes him his apprentice. Yes, it's very dark, a psychological horror, but this author writes with such skill and poetry that I trusted they could make me enjoy reading stuff I'd normally avoid... And I was right. The beauty in the abominable. That's why I love this author, the things they write are so refreshingly daring and so deeply fucked up on so many levels, but served in a way that makes me swallow it all up without question. (oh, I should probably mention that as of now this fic is unfinished, I seldomly pick up unfinished works, but with this one, I have no regrets :))

hold my heart more gently than you do my throat by tennessoui

This is a role reversal omegaverse AU. Master Skywalker has been captured by the Separatists, and behind the Council's back, his omega Padawan sets out to save the master in distress. It is debatable if the master in question needs the saving -noises of massacre in the background- (he did need the saving, in my opinion :)). What I really love about this fic are the horror vibes of little Padawan getting chased down the hallways of the enemy base full of dead bodies, and an unknown monster breathing down his neck, but the only thing on his mind is how to find his master and rescue him. Also, I enjoyed the final twist and how the story unfolded in the end. Satisfying. If omegaverse is your thing I definitely recommend this one.

game plan by treescape

Out of all the recommendations, I consider this to be the tame one. If all of the above made you hesitant to try, this is the one to go with. The summary: Vader keeps capturing Obi-Wan during the Wars. Obi-Wan keeps escaping. It's kind of a thing. I'm recommending this one for the banter. Some of it is just next level. Very amusing to read. Chef's kiss.

[vivantesopales]

so i made a tomarry rec list to convert my mutuals🍷

or: 10 fics i adore and the potion ingredients they taste of

What He Grows To Be | M, 260k | @k-s-morgan

A story of trust, remorse and the darker aspects of love. It is premised on one of the most beloved tomarry tropes – 'Harry time travels back to raise Tom' – and so Tom is given the chance to unlearn his frankly disastrous sense of entitlement and ultimately, to be reshaped by empathy and forgiveness. WHGTB is the perfect fic to get into tomarry if you're not quite sure what to expect from this ship, still wondering what their dynamic might look like, etc.

love is touching souls (surely you touched mine) | M, 34k | @toast-ranger-to-a-stranger

An accident takes Harry back to the winter of 1945, where he immediately captures the interest of a fresh-out-of-Hogwarts, not-yet-beyond-saving Tom. Their dynamic is deliciously intense from the start, with Harry being his usual sassy, dorky self that leaves Tom equally infuriated and intrigued. And Tom's arc, likewise, is beautifully crafted. Conversations about redemption, about remorse, are layered, thoughtful. Expect hurt/comfort, domestic softness, a devastating cliffhanger and an ending that will gently put you back together like a forehead kiss.

As Is The Father, So Is The Son | E, 4.5k | @this-is-your-heichou-speaking

An a/b/o royalty AU in which Tom (the Prince) is practically obsessed with Harry, who happens to be an omega boy from his father’s harem. This is undoubtedly one of the hottest smuts I’ve ever read, featuring lush prose, unapologetic, dub-con/non-con elements and an interesting take on “dark slutty Harry”. tl;dr: mind the tags; stay hydrated 💦🍆

breaking in through open doors | T, 1.4k | Brooding_Aunt

A unique, haunting read that is perfect for spooky seasons. Horror masterpiece. Goosebumps guaranteed. I won’t spoiler much but I urge you to give emo girl Harry a go (it makes a terrifying lot of sense in the context of the storytelling, I swear), and let her narrative haunt you.

Thirst | E, 27k | @obsidianpen

(Sexy) mind games with Horcrux!Tom …. Will he be motivated enough to let Harry out of the Lestrange Vault before Voldemort arrives? Another dark, chilling fic in which both Harry and Tom have their own weaknesses that the other seeks to explore, and hopefully to take advantage of, as they grapple for survival.

Memento Mori | E, 49k | @purplewitch156

Every time Harry dies, instead of boarding the train that will take him to the Afterlife, to his family, he chooses to return to the living world with Tom, who is unable go on. Four Lives, two idiots, one love story. There’s humour, there’s action, heartwarming moments and heartbreaking ones … basically, be prepared for all the feels that will take forever to recover from.

Wake From a Dream | T, 2.6k | @duplicitywrites

Cats and domestic tomarry (I am so ridiculously weak for this). Duplicity’s writing is gorgeous in that, within a smallish word count, we are given a glimpse of something profound, something vulnerable, subtly tucked into the lovely little interactions and the intimacy Harry and Tom share.

Hmm | G, 6.4k | Wolven_Spirits

‘Harry is a hummingbird animagus. Tom opens a flower shop just to attract his attention.’ That’s the fic summary – need I say more🥺?? There’s something so gentle and evocative (but also undeniably Slytherin) about Tom’s decision to devote himself to his flowers, to creating a safe space for Harry. Florist!Tom supremacy, is what I’m saying.

Man Down | T, 5k | @classlesstulip

It’s tagged as Mafia AU, but in all honesty this fic is, I must say, ‘Ghibli in gangster’s suit’ (affectionate). It’s hilarious (I genuinely laughed out loud quite a few times throughout the story), super adorable, and everything that makes a lovely pick-me-up fic.

What Happens In Vegas | E, 14k | @dividawrites

Sexy, decadent and intrinsically tomarry, this fic became an instant fave a few paragraphs in. Tom is super chaotic and his characterisation is perhaps one of the best I’ve ever read. Featuring a delicious age difference, thirsty brat Harry, DADA Professor Riddle (yes please) and size kink hello🥵 – all that executed through Divida’s sharp, witty writer’s voice! Really, Vegas is the ultimate dream.

[silver-heller]

No More Jokes

Hi hi! Welcome to my self shipping blog! My name is Nightmares, or Silver, either or! I am a 22 year old, asexual transman (he/him), plural self shipper. I am okay with sharing (except for alters). I am a lover of villains, and enjoy anime, animation, and comics. My favorite genres include historical things with good characters, horror, mysteries, and romance. My main F/O is M/ordecai H/eller from L/ackadaisy, but I am okay with sharing him!

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Note: I will probably only follow you back if you show a genuine interest in my stuff and I like your stuff in turn (aka we could have a conversation together). I am a bit picky about moots, but you are always welcome to follow of course.

If I block you, I block you. I try to be vague when it comes to vents and vent about the behavior, not the person, but ultimately it is your responsibility if you see crap you shouldn't when you're blocked.

You don't like villain F/Os or have an issue with villain F/Os being made soft. I won't argue with your preferences, but painting it as "bad writing" or "not canon" due to a difference perspective is just crap.

You are a minor. Sorry, I'm just not comfy with minors following or interacting with me.

You are a bigot (homophobic, transphobic, sexist, racist, antisemitic, etc.) or you romanticize characters being bigots. You will be blocked on sight. Exclusionists will also be blocked.

You are a map, proshipper, or ship adults with minors. I am also not comfortable with shipping with animal characters that are just animals with no humanoid features (ex: shipping romantically with a character like P/ikachu is gross, anthros like M/ordecai are fine though), incest ships, people who ship with real people, and so on. I am not comfortable with characters that have canonically assaulted someone, are predators, or child abusers.

You unnecessarily dictate how others write characters, especially asexual ones (pointing out the use of bad stereotypes is not this and completely understandable).

You are not plural safe. (BTW I use the term plural, please use this term, not D.I.D). I have a zero tolerance policy for not only people that are negative about/to plurality and systems, but also people that misuse plural experiences for their own entertainment. Some examples would include:

Featuring characters doing things very similar to "switches" because you find it funny/to show they're "mentally unstable".

Have your character talk to "people inside their head" to paint them as crazy.

Treat an evil alter ego or persona as another personality.

Painting alters or alter equivalent characters as evil.

That shit isn't for your singlet characters and it definitely isn't for your "crazed" or "violent" characters, and alters deserve to be treated kindly.

There is some media I am uncomfortable with and I will block you if your F/Os are from these sources: SAO (sword-art-online), R/ayman, J/ekyll and H/yde, and H/arry P/otter. (These medias make me uncomfortable for one reason or another it's not always for moral reasons, please respect that even if you don't understand).

Other wise we should get along just fine!

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☂️☂️☂️☂️ give me your ultimate rec list!

GOD THIS IS...SO DIFFICULT....... 🧍‍♂️ i dont read as much fic as i let on. theres gonna be fic from other fandoms besides f1 here because these are just things i think are great reads regardless of source material lets get into it

1. I'll Pick Up Your Bones When I'm Done by cephied_variable : A long fic for the Metal Gear Solid games. Changed a lot about how I try to approach fanfic, really compelling read. Men of war and their appropriately difficult, strange, and horribly cyclical relationships. I think even not knowing Metal Gear, this still is a great read for anybody on a rainy day.

2. the year you thought you were dying (was a really great year) by fractalkiss : I adore Ren's writing generally, but the universe created for this fic, the characterization of Lance and Fernando both, it's just so spot on and beautiful and romantic in a way I cant quite describe but I can FEEL. I'll always remember finally catching up with this fic as I sat outside on a sunny day, eating a very bitter piece of dark chocolate, and that's what this fic feels like to me. Love it.

3. A Month of Sundays by Kelfin : Hockey fic, but more than anything, a fantastic character study. Feels so reflective and real and personal, incredibly paced and has this perfect, frustrating acceptance of the way things are in life. Builds a really great empathy with its characters, and if this was a published novella on a shelf, I'd recommend it to everyone and carry a copy around with me.

4. red, and a little more red by atwater : The shortest fic of these three, but it packs a punch! Perfect little piece of horror writing, a great sense of dread, and I love how so much is left unknown. I think it's such a creative and different approach to what we usually see in a ship fic oneshot, and really makes me want more fics exploring genre rather than always being romance in different AUs if that makes sense? I also just love the way Sadie writes, specifically how she writes these two. I could read her Seb POV for days.

[undreaming-fanfiction]

Steddie 2023 Music List collab

2023 is almost here and with that, I propose something for all of us Steddie lovers.

Please post a single song that you associate with Steddie and tag me/reblog this post so I can see it and add it to the Spotify playlist.

Include the lyrics and your reasoning, why do you see them in the song? Feel free to include a small drabble, a full fic, a fanart, a Christmas sweater, I don't care. The only requirements are 1 person 1 song and the post with reasoning. Let us see what you see in the song. Share your Steddie vision.

Let's build the ultimate Steddie music list together. All music genres are welcome, all headcanons, all versions (happy ending Steddie, one-sided, pining, AUs...).

Please tag as many people as you want and forward this, the more the merrier! I will try to update this list as much as possible with the links to your posts. And if you find the link to your post missing, please DM me, I will fix it ASAP!

The playlist is HERE!

Tagging my moots and people I follow to get this show started (the usual no pressure if you don't want to thingy here) @unclewaynemunson @strawberryspence @steveshairychest @willowworkswithwords @thefreakandthehair @thelastwalkingsoul @skeliiix @stevesbipanic @steviesbicrisis @henrystars @yournowheregirl @henderdads @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe @sidekick-hero @legitcookie @hoples (gimme that November Rain, I know you want to!) and anyone who wants to join, if I left you out I just forgot because I'm rushing to post this while I remember, I still love you all!

Oh and by the way. YOU DON'T NEED TO BE WRITERS/ARTISTS. You can just love the ship and that's it. *smooch*

If you want a tag, it's Steddie2023MusicList.

Go!

EDIT: I very much appreciate all the song comments/reblogs, but please create a post with the reasoning and tag me so I can add your song/reason to the list! It's not just a set of songs, but also the reasons why you chose them! I can't link comments so please, create posts, not just tags or comments. Thank you!

List of songs and posts under the cut:

@undreaming-fanfiction: Meat Loaf - All of Me

@daysarestranger: Journey - Faithfully

@steveshairychest: Chance Peña - In My Room

@frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe: The Chordettes - Eddie My Love

@asbealthgn: Ludo - The Horror Of Our Love

@reignofdreams: Adam Lambert - Whataya Want From Me

@hoples: Guns N' Roses - November Rain

@goddess-of-the-donut: Taylor Swift - Invisible String

@henderdads: Alex & Sierra - Little Do You Know

@mira-jadeamethyst: Beth Crowley - The Dark

@cinnamon-mushroomabomination: ABBA - Super Trouper

@steviesbicrisis: Maneskin - Coraline

@rogueangelshunter: Jóhan Jóhansson - Mandy Love Theme

@willowworkswithwords: Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young - Almost Cut My Hair

@yellowsweater-bluevest: Cuarteto de nos - El innombrable

@sidekick-hero: Mehro - Chance With You

@lenythepillow: The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

[ramshackledtrickster]

Ugh I feel awful for not having motivation to draw recently but I guess (even though this is old art) it could be a jumping point into introducing the Connor and what fear he becomes an avatar for in the Magnus archives au ! I’ll make better reference of him… eventually.

Connor is an avatar of the Lonely.

More under the cut

As the name suggests, this is the manifestation of fear of isolation, being cut off and alone, and being disconnected. It typically manifests in the form of fog, faceless crowds, ships and travel. This Fear in particular can latch onto someone being tormented by another Entity (the buried, the spiral, etc), and Connor likely had multiple brushes with the Lonely before becoming an avatar fully.

The Lonely (to me) feels pretty applicable to Connor, since it’s hard to find allies and throughout the course of his game he feels more and more disconnected from his family back at the village (what I feel is one of his biggest fears, both in canon and for this au), and by the end… well, he lost it. When everyone had moved without him, and he realized it’s too late, a huge part of him dies with it, and finally lets the Lonely take him.

He still has the homestead, and cares for them (and protects the homestead itself through a nearly impenetrable mist), but he’s all but a ghost for a while. The Davenport Homestead becomes his domain, and it’s impossible to locate on a map— coordinates don’t make sense, it’s wiped out completely on paper, unwelcome visitors either find themselves wandering through misty woods for days and wind around and around (hostiles tend to get lost and killed off quite quickly)… supernatural shit. (Not quite canon to the Magnus Archives, but I like picturing him with ‘cold’ motifs. Frost on his robes and gear, the temperature around him dropping, frosbite on his fingers… things like that)

I don’t like ultimate downer endings for Connor, considering his message of hope and perseverance, but I can’t imagine him not experiencing some of his lowest low points when losing things he had fought and sacrificed so much to protect.

This is pretty divergent from what I know of canon lore I think, but I like to imagine Connor healing and being able to break away from the Lonely. It’s scary, and he grows weak when he doesn’t ‘feed’ the entity enough through his own isolation and misery, but it’s love for his people and the homestead and hope that things will be made right that keeps him strong and gives him strength, despite all the losses he had to endure from such a young age. Though the Homesteaders don’t quite know what’s going on with him and this whole other world with these entities, they love Connor and miss him in a sense. He couldn’t let his fear hold him back from protecting those he has in the immediate present. This new sense of love and purpose makes it hard for the Lonely to stick to him and finds him unsustainable, so maybe it finally tries to look for other candidates.

As in assassin’s creed’s canon, Connor indeed lives a long, happy life with a loving family. The tendrils of grief and how alone he felt when he had lost so much can loom around him, but he finds peace and fulfillment, and is probably one of the very few characters in this au that have successfully separated from their entity.

I know this kinda,, idk I don’t feel quite satisfied with this and I know it’s pretty lore divergent from TMA since idk if avatars can break from the Fears without facing extreme trouble, but I can’t help trying to give Connor a happy ending in an au based off a horror podcast lmao

[scullysexual]

Spooky Mulder's UFO Club.

After losing a bet, Scully is forced to join Spooky Mulder’s UFO Club. (actually it’s called The Study of Unexplained Phenomena Project, and it’s a class not a club, but whatever) Ridiculed throughout the school by students and staff alike, Scully wants to get it over with as soon as she can and come “back down to earth” when a class trip up to Alaska, to do their own investigations into the mysterious deaths of four hikers, finds them stranded with an unknown virus wreaking havoc and a woods that becomes its own entity at night, Scully realises this dumb little class packs a lot more horror than she bargained for.

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Based on the Dyatlav Pass Incident, this is an idea that me and one of my friends have had for a while. While this is solely written by myself, I do have her to thank for the idea to turn it into a fic.

Despite having four chapters already written I'm not sure if I'll ever post the rest. If you'd like to see more in the future then please do let me know as that will contribute a lot in my decision.

This fic is a high school au (because I cannot write a normal case file to save my life) It features an Ethan/Scully ship and has brief mentions of bi-polar disorder. I also know nothing about American school or America in general. This is unbetaed but so much fun to write.

@today-in-fic

Why she had agreed to come here, she has no idea. It wasn’t like her presence would be missed if her current situation was anything to go by: stood in the corner of the kitchen, drinking subpar alcohol that tasted more like piss than the fruity cocktail it was supposed to resemble, and being ignored by virtually everyone around her. She should leave, could leave, nobody would stop her…except she didn’t have a car to drive herself home in. Dana rolls her eyes, the anger shimmering in her chest as she revisits the argument she’d only just had with her father before she’d left for the party. Ultimately, he didn’t think she needed one, she had him, her mother, and even BJ to drive her wherever she needed. Dana knew that in actual fact it was so she’d stay under his thumb, know where she was, and more importantly, who she was with. With her own car, she’d be free to go when she liked and her father had made that mistake with her sister: On her seventeenth birthday Melissa had been gifted a car and a year later she’d used it to drive herself down to California to be with her girlfriend without a word said to anyone. How Dana wished her sister had taken her with her.

The worse part of it all, she knew how to drive but after Melissa’s escape it was Dana who had suffered the consequences. Even sharing with BJ was out of the question after a Manic Missy episode had left BJ’s car busted in a ditch. It had been the funds for Dana’s car that had brought BJ his new one. Instead, she relied on Ethan to ferry her around, something she knew he hated.

In fact, Ethan was why she was here, begging her to come to this party because Marcus only turns 18 once and it’s gonna be wild. She had things to do- a Biology test to study for on Monday, and maybe, just maybe, she wanted to take some time out for herself. But Ethan had begged and nagged and perhaps muttered something about having an uncool girlfriend and no, normally she wouldn’t let a comment like that bother her but it had been Ethan who’d said it and Ethan was the one currently keeping her higher up on the high school pecking order than a geeky, ginger, and glasses-wearing girl should be. And so she had caved in, gone to this party at the behest of Ethan only to be ditched within the hour. Where the hell was he anyway?

She finds him in the living room, sat amongst his friends as they try to play beer pong and fail miserably.

“Hey Danes,” Ethan greets when he sees her. “Where’re you been this whole time?”

“Kitchen,” Dana responds and doesn’t elaborate. “Can I talk to you?”

Ethan stares at her when she says no more and fortunately gets the hint.

“Sure,” he says, standing up, wobbling a bit as he does so. He makes an effort to laugh at himself and some of his friends let out a light chuckle as he slowly manoeuvres himself around the furniture, coming towards her.

“Sup?” he asks, leaning against the wall for what Dana assumes is balance. He’s so close to her Dana can smell the same pissy drink she was drinking earlier and takes a step back in disgust.

“I want to go home,” she says plainly.

Ethan chuckles lightly. “Dana, I…” he lets out a huff of air. “I don’t think I can take you home.”

Her stomach drops as she looks at him, eyes glazed over and a stupid grin on his face. Ethan was her only ride home.

“Maybe you could ask someone els3?” Dana scoffs. “Or…or stay. Plenty of people are staying, camp out in a spare room with the girls or something…”

She doesn’t remind him of how little she knows anyone here. “It’s fine,” she says instead. “I’’ll…I’ll just walk it.”

“Dana, I can’t let you walk it.”

“Then I’ll call my dad.”

“He doesn’t know you’re here, remember.”

She stares at him for a moment.

“Could you not sober up?” she asks in a quiet voice.

“Dana…the party’s just started.”

She nods. Got it. No ride home from Ethan tonight.

“Ring this house when you get home, okay?” He starts heading back towards his friends. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

“I don’t even have-“ But Ethan is gone, back to his beer pong game. “Marcus’ number…” Dana finishes. She watches him one last moment, completely ignoring her as he laughs and plays and takes another gulp of his drink, then she stalks through the crowd and out the front door.

The garden is mostly empty. With the main birthday party happening in the basement and the curtains drawn, no one would be any wiser to a bunch of high schoolers getting drunk inside. Dana sits down on a bench overlooking Marcus’ mini golf course A few stoners and those also unwanted loiter around but they ignore her as much as she ignores them. The only thing on her mind was how was she getting home.

“Marcus would be the prick to have a golf course, wouldn’t he?”

Dana turns around to the source of the voice. There stands a boy she actually recognises; tall, brown hair, sporty. The type of boy every girl (and maybe boy) would whisper about, want, a trophy boyfriend that would get them high place on the pecking order…if only he wasn’t so low himself. His reputation destroys any hope of being popular, of being wanted by any of the significant girls, so much so that Phoebe Green refuses to acknowledge a relationship between the two ever even happened. He is Spooky Mulder to pretty much everyone, a disgrace to the science world of their school, and a joke to everyone else. The sweatshirt he always wears bearing the letters TS0UP is the cause of that damning reputation.

“You don’t know who I am, do you?”

Dana regards him cooly. “I know who you are, Mulder.”

He smiles at that, a smile that would make any girl weak at the knees, but Dana stands strong, watching him with the caution of watching a bear (or a Big Foot, the creature popping into her mind but she banishes that again. What did Big Foot look like anyway?)

They shared a Psychology class together. Dana only took it because she was taking pretty much every other science, may as well tack psychology onto the list as well. Mulder, however, seemed to generally enjoy it, always listening, always doing well in tests. It was his participation that dragged his grades down, though, he never spoke, just listened. Anywhere else and that would have been endearing.

There was another time they’d met each other, however. 6th grade Geography were they had been paired together for a project. There topic was Bashful Peak in Alaska and they had spent weeks building a model of the mountain- weekends and after school spent at Mulder’s house creating it was a very fond memory Dana still had. They had done a presentation on it as well, both received an A+ for their work.

They hadn’t spoken to each other much after that, only a brief smile in the halls. When they got to high school, Dana climbed the ladder as Mulder fell, and they stopped acknowledging each other all together.

“I’m just wondering why you’re here,” Dana questions as kindly as she can. He went to less parties than she did.

Mulder shrugs. “Wanted to see what all the fuss was about, I didn’t get in the front door, though. You, however…” He cocks his head to the side. “I didn’t realise you were best friends with Marcus Shelby.”

At that she can’t help but smile.

“I’m not. Ethan…” She tries to find the words to describe. “Marcus knows of Ethan so…”

“So you got invited as a plus one. But you’re not in there, you’re out here.”

“I’m trying…I want to go home…Ethan…is- was- my ride back and…” She didn’t want to explain to a stranger that she doesn’t have a car.

“But Ethan is passed out somewhere?” Dana doesn’t say otherwise. “I’ll tell you what…” Mulder makes his way into the golf course and grabs hold of a club while still holding his drink in his other hand and holds it out for her. “Get the ball over the fence and beyond the wall, you got yourself a free ride”

Dana eyes the club and the wall nervously. “And if I don’t get it over I lose my ride?”

Mulder smiles. “I’ll still drive you-“ Relief spreads through her. “But…If I get it over you join T-soup.”

The relief vanishes. Her face drops as she eyes up his sweatshirt. Spooky Mulder’s UFO Club is a joke. No self-respecting person would ever go near it and what made it worse was it was, in fact, a class and not a club, a complete waste of school resources. He had to be kidding.

“Why?” she asks.

“Why…?”

“Why do you want me to join?”

Mulder shrugs. “I guess we could use more people who think like you. Makes it interesting.”

“No.” she outright says.

Mulder grins, undeterred. “You better hope I miss then.” He shakes the club in his hand but before Dana can grab it he pulls it back. “Just one more question. You’re not drunk, are you? I wouldn’t want you to be at a disadvantage.”

“I’m not. Are you?”

“Not a drop,” he answers.

Dana regards him. “You’re drinking,” she says, nodding to his cup.

“Orange juice.”

She doesn’t believe him.

“Try it if you don’t believe me.”

She takes the cup from his offered hand, drinking a small sip. It was orange juice. Only orange juice. She hands it back to him.

“Give me the club then.”

At the end of the day, it didn’t matter if she got the ball over the wall, she was getting her part of the deal regardless. She only starts to worry when it’s Mulder’s turn. He places the ball down, lines the club up with it as perfect as he believes it is and hits it. The ball soars over the fence, pass where Dana’s landed, all the way over to the wall.

Her heart sinks as Mulder smiles at her, unable to hide his joy.

“I’ll order you a T-soup sweatshirt as soon as possible.”

This was going to be the end of her.

[divinecomedyproductions]

Pop-Culture Gnosticism: Why Fandoms are Toxic

We all know about toxic fandoms, and I've had my share of them with the RWBY Fandom and have heard horror stories from others about other fandoms, all of which bizarrely always preach bout positive things.

My personal example is with the FNDM with its preaching about "hope punk" and "trusting love" and claiming their appeal to the tragedy is driven by "ultimately hopeful" motives even though their tone and behavior seem to show the exact opposite.

Now looking back on it along with my faith as a Christian, Catholic to be exact, I have theory the reason why.

It's a form of secular Gnosticism.

Those who don't know what that is, Gnosticism is an esoteric religion/mystery religion thats rooted in having "The Gnosis"(knowledge) for salvation

The gnostic believed that the material world is evil, a prison created by a trickster god known as "The Demiurge" and our bodies themselves prison as well, for we are supposedly pieces of God, "The Monad", being kept from achieving "oneness" with him and the only way to achieve salvation is to gain "gnosis" or "knowledge"

This led to very hedonistic practices(sleeping around, drugs, self mutilation) or puritanical practices(akin to Christian Fundamentalism or Puritanism) in order to become "pure of corruption" or even trying to bend the material world to ones will to bring the world to "oneness" with "the monad" because Gnosticism basically says "Because you have gnosis, you are a piece of God, therefore you are God and whatever you do is justified if its to help all of humanity achieve oneness with the Monad"

During the Church's infancy, the Church fathers fought furiously against heresies that infiltrated the church, and for good reasons.

Gnostics not only try to deny Christ's redemption of the material by becoming man, they were also doing very terrible things in the name of a nebulous greater good while holding double standards against others, doing harm to others and society in the name of virtue.

Sound familiar?

"It's not bad when we do it because we understand it better than you do. It just looks evil or bad to you because you're ignorant. So we get to be nasty to you, because it's you who has the problem and not us."

let me given a personal example with my experience with the toxic FNDM post-V3 Finale which I can go into detail in another post at later time

A considerable amount of people left when the dark turn and the tragic end of Pyrrha and Arkos happened, and a lot of loyal fans used it as an opportunity to viciously mock them and accuse them wanting everything to be all "sunshine and rainbows" all while boasting the morals and messages of the finale and season and make this the end-all-be-all for characters like Pyrrha and Jaune in epic stories. Because they had "the gnosis" and these supposed to be plebeians, wether they were majority or minority, did not. Even having the nerve to act like they can be offended on Monty's behalf and his family even though they never met or spoken to them.

And they became more puritanical and hostile to Blake and Yang ships that are not Bumbleby and rewrites and AUs, such as the case of Fixing RWBY and RWBY: Remnants, and I'm sure RWBY Evermorrow is on their hit-list too. They see it as an obstruction of achieving "oneness" and a form of "impurity"

Bishop Robert Barron explains this kind of phenomena pretty well. It's an appeal to one's pride because humans love the feeling being the select few who "get it" and "we really know what's going on."

This isn't the perfect theory, there is a gnostic pattern here. I can go into detail later on in another post but I hope this explains somewhat of what might be going on.

[more-than-a-princess]

GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!

name — Rae.

pronouns — she/her.

preferred comms — If my writing partner isn't too chatty, doesn't like plotting much/only wants to establish a first meeting, and doesn't like muns sending them random things that remind them of our muses? Then tumblr, definitely. For everyone who is the opposite of the above? Discord. I show no restraint on sending applicable aesthetics at 3 AM if I find it.

name of muse — Sonia Nevermind, Crown Princess of Novoselic, Hope's Peak Academy's Ultimate Princess, horror/occult aficionado, chocolate connoisseur, culinary and housekeeping disaster, and generally one of the most cheerful people your muse will ever meet. TalentSwap!AU and post-DR2 game canon does not apply where 'cheerful' is concerned.

experience in RP — As of this...er, season, I'll have been roleplaying off and on for the past 24 years. I started roleplaying in autumn 1999 (my middle school RP days were indeed something). Should I have a celebration for when I hit a quarter century of roleplaying experience? Quarter life crisis?

best experiences — I don't want to boil the best experiences down to specific muses/muns/storylines, but the best way I can describe them are these: when I first started roleplaying, it was in the fandom written by the Wizard Lady and roleplaying on AOL/Yahoo/LiveJournal was just so new. There were no real expectations or rules to follow, and while there was plenty of godmodding and things that didn't make sense, it was just ridiculous fun. The second would be every time I'm able to make a friend in the mun I'm writing with and we've got giant plotlines going with all sorts of scenes and situations that allow the muses to grow and develop over time. That is truly the best part of RP for me now.

pet peeves / dealbreakers — I have a few, including but not limited to: super small text, multiple spaces between words for aesthetics (it's hard to read for me!), one-liners/single paragraph replies that aren't dashcomm or crack, uncut threads, giant icons/gifs/Danganronpa sprites, not tagging posts (but especially OOC, aesthetics, and smut), constantly dropped threads while asking for more starters/memes (hiatuses aside), no bios or muse information beyond a name/fandom (for both canon and OC muses), and instant shipping (or after 1-2 threads/interactions. It's not for me).

muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — Yes! To all three. My favorite interactions have some fluff, humor, and/or soft situations when the angst gets too angsty, and some angst or conflict when the muses get too settled in and content in the lives. Generally, my least favorite thing to write is action/combat scenes, most fantasy (urban fantasy might be the exception but high fantasy stuff? Not my thing to write), and sci-fi plots. I do write smut and I enjoy writing smut, but I like it in the context of a larger storyline and with a bigger purpose beyond just the muses having sex. It's why you'll never see smut starters on this blog and why, if I'm going to write smut with a mun, I've probably plotted with them about it first.

plot or memes — Plots and memes if I'm unfamiliar with your muse, which is highly likely for anime/video game/comic muses, and anything 'recent' in the past 10-15 years. But I'm fine with just memes if I'm familiar with the fandom/muse or we have past interactions I can build off of. But in general I'm a fan of plotting.

long or short replies — Long replies nowadays, always. Mostly because one-liners and short paragraph replies just aren't fun for me: I feel most creative and enjoy roleplaying more with long replies at this point. And I'm reluctant to spend time writing anything for fun if I'm not having a good time doing it: and short replies, beyond crack or dashcomm, are just not a good time for me.

best time to write — Downtime in the mid-afternoon at work, middle of the evening on workdays (after a rest and dinner), and mid-afternoon until the wee hours of the morning on weekends/days off. Late nights and between breakfast and lunch are just no good for me, writing-wise.

are you like your muse — Unfortunately I am not blonde, European, royalty, conventionally beautiful, and constantly full of optimism. However, I enjoy horror movies (Sonia knows more than I do), chocolate, tea, and much of Sonia's fashion inspiration here because I saw her in DR2 and was just 'classic styles with feminine touches? ballgowns? it's my closet.' I'd be her snarky, pessimistic best friend unable to stop with the quips while telling her 'Sonia bb let me teach you how to make toast it does not involve buttering it before it goes in the toaster.'

Tagged by: @sparklymuses (Thanks Sparkle!) Tagging: @quickdeaths, @dcviated, @phantasmalnightmare, @crystalmarred, @fallesto, and you. Reading this. Right now.

[starvels]

STARVELS 2022 FIC WRAP:

a complete listing of all marvel fics i published in the calendar year of 2022 under the cut.

thank you for such an incredible year, marvel fandom! please know i cherish every single reblog and comment and kudos so much. 🥰💖✨

find my fic posts here | fic talk here | my asks with not-fic here | my art | my edits

in reverse chronological order, all on AO3:

down the rabbit hole PWP. Armor Kink. Superpowered Sex. Heavy BDSM. Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Masochism. Sub Steve Rogers. Deepthroating. Multiple Orgasms. Bondage. Deep Penetration. Size Kink. Strength Kink. Slapping. Humiliation. Technological Kink. Open Relationship. Steve spends an entire afternoon at the mercy of the Iron Man armor. He gets exactly what he asks for, and then some.

since we're alone (you can show me your heart) 616: Early Canon. Asexuality. Established Relationship. Queer Themes. Fluff. Massage. Team Dynamics. Superhero Realism. Steve supposes it sucks the fun out of things - of assuming things about famous people’s sex lives - to know the truth. It’s not so fun to imagine that Tony has trouble getting off after the chest plate and the drinking and the heart meds. It’s not so fun to imagine that Steve isn’t interested in getting off with anyone all that much at all, even Tony. - Steve is ace, Tony is trans and the team is bright and hopeful and living together on 890 Fifth.

Devils In the Canyon 1872: Ensemble Cast. Hurt/Comfort. Vampires and Werewolves. Torture. Injury Recovery. Getting Together. Queer Themes. Body Worship. Power Dynamics. Blood Kink. The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known. It’s been eight months since Steve survived Fisk’s attempt to shoot him dead in the street. Now, he has been captured by vampire hunters who are looking to torture him for information about Tony Stark’s daytime retreat location. But, Steve’s not much good at following directions or giving into pain. And as he refuses to give up Stark, Timely refuses to give up on their Sheriff. They’ll find him, he knows it. Steve just has to hope it isn’t too late to save what’s left of him.

into the ricochet 616: Established Relationship. Hurt/Comfort. Mind/Mood Altering Substances. Kidnapping. Cuddling & Snuggling Team Dynamics. Superhero Realism. Blood and Injury. Tony’s gaze finally slides over Steve’s, trying to keep looking down the hall and Steve sees it: the dilated pupils so wide they drown out the blue, framed in sharp contrast against the bloodshot whites of Tony’s eyes. “Shit. The needle. It pricked you after all, didn’t it? You’ve been dosed.” “What needle,” Tony says under his breath. Which is - not a good sign in the least.

a slow ticking wildness 1872: Hurt/Comfort. Established Relationship. Fix-It of Sorts. Injury Recovery. Sleeping Together. Sensuality. Three weeks ago, Tony burned his hands in his forge. Since then, he's been unable to use them, useless and listless. Relying on the kindness of strangers ain't exactly his expertise. Luckily, Sheriff Steve Rogers has good hands and a heart hale enough to keep offering bits of help and hope to Tony, no matter that he ain't all that good at accepting them.

blue oleander Ultimates: Alternate Universe - Post-Apocalypse. Survival Horror. PTSD. Space Opera. Mental Instability. Steve Rogers with a sword Janet Van Dyne with brass knuckles. Open Ending. It's been seven years since Earth was destroyed. What remains of humanity, of the superhero community, is on a ship, half-lost in the deep of space. But they're not alone. And what crawls through the portals in the aft cargo bay, day after day, is about as human as Steve feels anymore.

a lagoon too deep 64087: Alternate Universe - Evil AU. Demons. Blood and Violence. Dark Crack. Altered Mental States. Torture. Character Study. The Demonic Avengers are good at two things: bringing chaos and suffering to New York City and having a laugh while doing it.

stop bath Ultimates: Ensemble Cast. Blackmail. Friends With Benefits. Internalized Homophobia. Complicated Consent. Power Dynamics. Queer Themes. Body Dysphoria. Superhero Realism. Gun Kink. Developing Relationship. Missions. PTSD. Open Ending. It’s not complicated. One piece of paper. Short, to the point. Times New Roman. Repulsive. Continue engagements with Tony Stark until further instructions. ‘Engagements.’ Such a pretty, innocuous term. ‘Until further instructions.’ Such a sweet, auguring threat. They don’t even have to say, or else. Steve gets the message: keep his private life private and his employment gainful by continuing to suck dick.

entry point 616: PWP. Dom/sub. Heavy BDSM. Consensual Non-Consent. Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Bondage. Slapping. Breathplay. Gags. Facials. Dom Steve Rogers. Topping from the Bottom. They stare at each other for one moment. Tony’s pupils are just as blown as Steve’s were in the mirror earlier. “Please,” Tony tries. His voice is perfectly cracked. He licks his lips. “I don’t want, not like this — Steve, don’t do this —“ God, that should not be as hot as it is. Steve covers his own groan by bruising Tony’s lips with his own. Kisses him so messy and spit-slick it’s more a fight than a kiss.

the long and short of it (stevetony games 2022 fills) 616, 1872: Food as a Metaphor for Love. POV Outsider. Coffee Shops. Fluff. Superhuman Realism. Kink Negotiation. Whipping. Established Relationship. Masochism. Character Study. 1872: canon divergence mutual pining over a campfire 616: canon compliant outsider POV in a coffeeshop 616: established relationship whipping kink negotiation

pass the knife 616: Canon Divergence. Unreliable Narrator. Sexual Violence. Choking. Masturbation. Self-Harm. Internalized Homophobia. Rape/Non-con Elements. Mindwipe Fallout. Incursions. Psychological Horror. The multiverse has been saved and rebooted; everything is fine and good. At least, it would be, if Steve could just stop having strangely detailed intrusive thoughts about beating Tony with his bare hands. (Everything would be fine and good, if Steve could stop enjoying the thoughts more and more.)

fine as cream gravy 1872: S/T/OC. Established Relationship. PWP. Casual Sex. Threesome. Cock Worship. Deepthroating. Overstimulation. The complexity and simplicity of being gay in the marvel wild west. Tony’s an old hat at sucking cock. Steve himself ain’t nowhere near as talented. But luckily, Tony seems to enjoy both giving Steve tips on how to suck proper, and bringing amenable fellers home to give Steve plenty of opportunities to practice honing his craft. Steve likes to think of it as a solid goshdarn win for everyone involved.

lounge act 616: Established Relationship. PWP. Domestic Fluff. Power Play. Scent Kink. Frottage. Gentle Kissing. Body Worship. Post-Battle. Steve's eyes run over Tony’s scruff, over Tony’s exposed V of bare skin and chest hair, the soft terrycloth of his maroon robe, and the haphazard tie looped at Tony’s waist. “Loosen it,” Steve says, nodding his chin at it. Tony does.

tenenbaum 616: Canon Divergence. Extremis Tony Stark. Body/ Psychological Horror. Memory Alteration. Transhumanism. Established Relationship. Power Play. Electro-kink. Unreliable Narrator. “Did you choose this?” Steve asks. He looks over Tony’s face like the undersheath will grow to cover Tony’s lips suddenly, and choke him to oblivion. He searches Tony’s shoulder and forearms for any trace of the ports, like they’re going to magically open and swallow him whole. It is not magic, Tony wants to tell him. It’s better. It’s science. It’s a nano-network of superconductors hopped up on peptide-peptide logic. It’s an adaptive mimetic artifact. It’s an utter innovation in pan-spectrum stimuli reflex response. It’s an end and a beginning and both and neither of those at once. It’s him now, Tony_Stark_V.2.01. not an it. “I choose it now,” Tony says, finally.

stars glued to our thighs 616: Established Relationship. PWP. Overstimulation. Vaginal Fingering. Oral Sex. Tony Stark's Red Thong of Justice. Nipple Play. Trans Characters. Steve’s been out of town for a few weeks, doing the superhero thing. To welcome Steve back home properly, Tony clears some space for Steve to slide right into.

salt lick 616: Canon Divergence. Early In Canon. SeaMonster!Steve. PWP. Superpowered Sex. Tentacles. Bondage. Temperature Play. Creature Fic. When the Avengers find Steve Rogers in the ice, they discover that he’s a little more than just human, a little more aquatic in nature. Tony Stark, Iron Man, and fellow Avenger, can’t stop thinking about Steve's extra bits in a more than teammate sort of way.

morphokinetics 3490: Bodyswap. Established Relationship. Domestic Avengers. Selfcest. Trans characters and gender exploration. Superhero realism. Two weeks now, Natasha's been stuck in Steve’s body. Two weeks of protein heavy meals and using a hologram for all her meetings and being benched from Avengers call outs. Two weeks without good, nasty sex with her boyfriend. Far, far too long, in Natasha Stark’s opinion. Time to take matters into her borrowed hands.

annealing 616: Angst. Hurt/No Comfort. Major Character Injury. Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms. Established Relationship. Steve stares at the place Iron Man went down on the horizon. Any moment now, maybe. He could — maybe Tony will come hobbling out and do a wobbly-skip into the air. One repulsor not working, maybe. Worse for the wear, sure, but conscious, alive, fighting. Steve looks and waits. Iron Man stays down.

thank you again! 😘 please enjoy, reblogs are beloved, you are beloved, etc.

[axyer]

DNI if you're a fan/interact with the fandom of the sad tie stick figure gets tormented by the black stick figure with red tendrils coming out of their back. Just puttin' it out there so you can block me or I can block you first. No hard feelings.

DNI if you ship characters with abusive dynamics. Representation for my years of horror is not a cute quirky ship dynamic for you.

And finally, putting this out there because of a specific someone, if you're here to scroll through my account to make fun of me/instigate me, then please just… don't. I don't want to fight you. I fear for one of you in particular, and I know I wasn't much better but me also being bad doesn't make you any less bad. If you are here because you want fresh cringe, then I can assure you that you don't have to do that. We could probably be friends. I like to talk a lot, but I'm a good listener who likes to encourage and motivate people on their ideas. I could probably help you get out of that mindset, too. We don't have to fight. Maybe you just need the change in perspective I had.

If you're one of the many, many otherkin/otherkin-adjacent/tickling/vore blogs I followed, my accounts for those will be under this cut. I hope to form a community with you all. :)

"Weird Stuff" Blog (SFW Vore/Tickling, etc.) - DM

Kin Blog - @thehearteccentric

Extended About Me…

(TO BE ADDED)

@nkgrimmie kys

Tags…

(I can't guarantee there's content for all of these yet)

#axyer psychology moment - I talk about psychology.

#untitled chonny jash au - I talk about Chonny Jash AU (that also belongs to nkgrimmie) where Heart and Mind are sort of aliens who love to argue for fun and also Soul sucks.

#reprise - I talk about a Tally Hall/Miracle Musical AU starring simultaneously the most unhinged and morally stable Simon that exists, though you might wanna question the definition of "ethical".

#get angry - I talk about my AU, that also also belongs to nkgrimmie, of a forbidden stick figure comic that we don't talk about around here anymore. Basically, cat-like friendly happy stick figure people who for some reason have legal torture.

#unfortunate destiny - I talk about my Ultimate Chicken Horse-Happy Tree Friends AU that has no right to be as developed as it is. Ultimate Axolotl's basically Sarah Lynn who challenges Satan for validation.

#pillow club - I talk about my extremely multifandom crossover AU that takes place in the middle of nowhere in Iceland. Do you like tired depressed scrawny men? Do you like characters from completely different universe having relationships you'd never thought of but now you're curious about? Do you like a lengthy plot-line following complex trauma arcs? Do you like extreme canon-divergence? Do you like robot dilfs? Then stay tuned.

#nightmares beyond - I talk about my rewritten FNaF AU where I go from William Afton apologist to "he's better as an attention-seeking narcissist".

#at dusk - I talk about my other FNaF AU where William is instead two separate characters, one who's a pure little serow and one where he's angry at everything for existing.

#heart in places heart does not belong in - A CCCC AU where Heart is in different video game universes. It gets deep.

#important - Anything that's important.

#axyer eats a canvas - Art.

#axyer stories - I tell stories.

#axyer rant - I rant about something. Be prepared, I am an extremely passionate person and am usually wrong about at least one thing; please correct me. But politely.

#happy hour - Happy little enjoyable things. :)

#*unfurls scroll* hmmhm yes - I figured I needed a reblog tag, so here it is!

#cool people things - Reblogs/interactions/whatever with my homies.

#extremely cool people things - Reblogs/interactions/whatever with a ROACH.

#the blues and greens - Favourite posts.

#embracing this harmony - All-time favourite posts.

[ossifer-bones]

ambermarsh for the ship asks

always love a good rarepair. i ship it! (i better had, i'm working on a fic for these two at the moment lol)

What made you ship it? my first time reading A Different Way To Be, an excellent ambermarsh fic and the first one ever posted(?), stuck with me for a while afterwards. it utterly captivated me with the portrayal of rachel and kate's relationship. ever since reading it the ship has kinda just been in my mind

What are your favorite things about the ship? on the surface rachel and kate are diametric opposites but in actuality they have a lot of common ground: both are subjects of victoria's ire, face bullying at blackwell (all the slanderous graffiti pertaining to rachel/everything we see of the bullying campaign against kate in canon), are under pressure to conform to the expectations of others (kate facing persecution by her mother and aunt for engaging in 'unchristian' behaviour versus the common interpretation of rachel having people-pleaser tendencies and everything we see of her home life in before the storm), both bear the weight of familial expectations (rachel's dad versus kate's mom), and both go through all the horror of the dark room in canon. despite the fact they have that aforementioned common ground, they are also two very different people and that's some really good shipping material because it raises the question of how that contrast plays into things — would it balance them out, would it drive them apart, would their contrasts bring them together only to be ultimately be their undoing, et cetera. it also naturally begs the question of why these two different people are hanging together, which is potent fuel for AU ideas!

Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship? i don't think this ship is really popular enough for there to be any unpopular opinions on it... the closest thing i can think of is how i think this ship would require them to be either forced together by circumstance or rachel to have undergone some degree of character development already, because i can't see her being around kate otherwise? but as i've said, that's also part of what makes this one interesting to think about.

ship ask game

[sybilius]

always loooooove hearing your thoughts on The Craft, syb 💛 18 and 26?

<3 <3 <3 thank you so much my dear :")

18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?

Oh man, there’s been quite a few that have been pretty wild – I think my decision to do “The Cask of Amontillado, but sexy, and also it’s about this AU version of these characters from classic spaghetti western The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly” was pretty insane (and dread, that unusual aphrodisiac). I flatter myself to say it’s got a bit of Poe’s affect in it too ;D that’s one of my favourite stories of his too! 

26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try?

Yes! Scared is a little strong, but I’ve always thought to myself “I want to do a House of Leaves AU” but haven’t quite gotten the right gumption to do it. I came very close with Disco Elysium– had some concepts out for a haunted apartment building and Harry and Kim being neighbors with the 5 and a Half Minute Hallway between them – there was a lot of potential with that ship for the right kind of relational loneliness and horror that book captures. 

But ultimately to do a HOL AU really well I feel, one has to have a certain command of … if not puzzle-ness, the ability to just go absolutely buck fuckin wild with intfic / insane formatting. And I’ve yet to carve out the time or have the idea that goads me into climbing that skill tree. Maybe on my third re-read of HOL I’ll take it up ;D

[groazei]

PINNED POST.

IND. PRIV. MUTUALS ONLY    ALUCARD OF HELLSING ULTIMATE. AS TOLD BY JOVIS.

❝ Come on, get up! Attack me! You've only suffered the loss of your legs! Summon up your familiars! Transform your body! Heal your severed legs & stand! The evening is still so young. Come on, hurry, hurry, hurry! Pull yourself together - the fun has just begun. Come on! HURRY! ❞ --- alucard versus luke valentine.

CREDIT : some anime icons I edited can be found here! The rest are mine.

MY PERSONAL BLOG : @birb-of-hermes MY OTHER ROLEPLAYING BLOG : @hariolor & @liracondo & @huntiburon MAINS : tba EXCLUSIVES : @lunarscaled & @shinobinvku & @karenuhana & @desuetmort AFFILIATES : @shinobinvku

NOTE : Due to Alucard being very overpowered & having the power of Schrödinger of being ❝ everywhere & nowhere ❞, Alucard can form in any universe / multiverse. Nothing largely will change in his character, so I will not have AUs for different series unless plotted with someone.

NOTICE : Activity on my blogs go down much lower during Tuesdays and Thursdays since those are the days my fiancé has off. Expect radio silence during those days!

RULES UNDER READ MORE :

UPDATED 04 - 15 - 2024

BASIC.

Be aware that there are extreme triggers such as gore, blood, death idealization, religious themes, blasphemy, sexual themes, and mentions of abuse.

Alucard is not kind and can appear callous. That does not mean that the mun feels the same way!

He is strong and sadistic, be wary of that, or Alucard will react as he sees fit.

ROLEPLAY.

I solely interact and write with my mutuals. I ask you all do not send me anything if we are not mutuals. I will block you.

While Alucard’s nature is dark and cruel, there are some topics I refuse to write, and those are: Rape / DubCon / Child Abuse / Child Sexual Abuse / Sexual Abuse.

Long or short role plays are fine. I really am open to either or.

I will not and never will I write with the n/azis in the series or characters as a whole. As a POC, it's horrible to see that and the horrors that came with this inspiration. I will block all n/azi characters on sight.

You may continue an ask I have answered if you want, no need to ask me!

I lightly edit my threads, but if you have any trouble reading my reply, do not hesitate to let me know, and I will fix it up.

SHIPPING.

Shipping with friends / good chemistry.

My Alucard is Aromantic, so there will be no romance coming from him. If he does come off as such, it tends to be an act of manipulation.

Smut is fine with 21 + muse / mun. Just for my comfort and it will not happen on the dash but on discord for my own comfort.

EXTRA

While I do not like Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss, I will no longer hold it against multimuses that have muses from said series; I simply will not interact with muses from the series and strictly stay to your other fandom muses for my comfort.

I got diagnosed with epilepsy and would highly appreciate it if you can tag anything flashy or straining to the eyes for me. I blacklist the words “epilepsy / epilepsy warning / flashy” so any of these are fine!

DNI if you interact heavily with theworldio / bigveee or any of Finn’s blogs. I do not want to see him on my dash. Failure to follow this specific rule will result in blocking.

OUT OF CHARACTER.

Hello! My name is Jovis, but Jovi or Nana works too. I use they / them pronouns, since I am genderfluid.

I am thirty years old. If this makes you uncomfortable, you are more than welcomed to block me. I want your comfort out of all things

English is not my mother tongue; I am Mexican and can mess up here and there with writing. I don’t mind my role playing partners correcting anything on my behalf and welcome it!

I am considered disabled as I have several mental health and physical health issues. I ask you all have patience with me on slow days and to understand that I mean no harm by going silent at times

Have fun and hope to interact soon!