#unfuckwittable

[nando161mando]

Unfuckwittable

[quarterbackbutch]

YOU KNOW THAT I’M UNFUCKWITTABLE

[thecolorsfucked]

cant believe i turn 32 on monday like i did not think i would make it outta hs alive let alone get thru my entire twenties im making myself a fuckin medal

[daportalpractitioner]

capricorn degrees in the natal chart (10°, 22°)

10° = daddy issues. awareness of your purpose. taking responsibility. abandonment wounds, especially from father. laziness. stagnancy. stuck in the "matrix". knew what you wanted to do since young age. eldest child syndrome. narcissism. trustworthy + reliable. responsibility projected onto you. try hard. working overtime. lack of feminine energy embodiment. need for time management. dealing with being overwhelmed. letting society run you. pick me energy. low self-esteem. a need to be disciplined. don't give up on yourself. no handouts. invest in your purpose. natural professional.

22° = trusting in your purpose. do or die. crucial accountability. overcoming imposter syndrome. denial. toxic masculinity. mastering discipline. a gateway to break free from the hell you created. self-sabotage. to kill or be killed. poverty consciousness. fear of failure. health issues due to stress levels. believe in your success. going in circles. taking responsibility over your own life + what you want for yourself. self-reliance. self-support. the devil card in tarot. learning to put your hard work into something meaningful. life will be shaping you up thru experience. dust yourself off and try again. longevity. breaking stubborn generational curses. ultimate warrior energy. unfuckwittable.

[essaysbyciara]

princess treatment.

peace. likes, comments and reblogs are cool. you can read the rest of my essayist work here.

"You deserve princess treatment."

Do I?

I barely know how to advocate for myself. I take a lot of what is handed to me. I’m not sure that I have a fighting gene inside of my body. Maybe that’s why I’ve been taking all of this pain and torment in my life like a champ. 

I’m really a mass of soft and gooey stuff. I can’t take too much of a pounding. Talk shit, get hit. I remember my homegirl checking me for “coming off like I wanted to fight everybody.” I realize now that I used fake aggression as a defense mechanism. You can’t fuck with someone who appears ‘unfuckwittable.’ The fake thug veneer wore off years ago. If you hit me, I run away and go cry. 

I just want to cry while in the arms of someone. The person who scolded me for thinking that I didn’t deserve that good-good love and affection sadly didn’t get that far with me. I did feel safe around him. 

Until I couldn’t. 

I’m really a sweetheart. I’m as cul-de-sac, HOA as they come. I fold like church pamphlets. I’ve been hit with a hailstorm of fire and brimstone and still think that I’m not built for war. Life should’ve been took me out. I woke up yesterday in gratitude for God advocating for me when I couldn’t speak up for myself. God made the calls that I couldn’t. God aligns the stars that my eyes, too flooded with tears, couldn’t see. God cleared the pathways that my feet, heavy with guilt and shame, couldn’t traverse. And carried me. I’m an example of provision and miracle. 

I’m the strong soldier that God gave those toughest battles to. 

I still want to feel safe enough to say that I can be weak. Early-20th-century-Disney princess-weak. “Damn, I really want to save this girl” weak. 

In reality, I don’t. I just want to feel like I can honor my weakness in front of a man. I can truly fall apart. I’ve fallen apart at the hands of men for most of my life. One that’s kin to me feels like he can talk to me however he wants to because “I need to hear about myself.” I need to know that I’m this “failure” of a person who squandered her collegiate dreams away only to find herself working retail because she’s a “13 year-old in an adult’s body” who “can’t tell anyone about anything.” That I need to “eat” my failures. 

Some men feel so comfortable calling me weak, treating me as if I’m weak. I still remember the first man to call me a “bitch.” I still remember the first man who touched me when I didn’t ask to be. Disregarding my safety for their own ego. To prove that they are big and bad enough. That they are somebody. To themselves. Somebody to themselves. 

In college, I was a girl on her way to doing the thing she always wanted to do but I was so crippled by feelings of loneliness and sadness that all I wanted to do was crash and burn. But a man saved me from turning into dust. My Dad saw that I wasn’t okay. I never learned how to speak up for myself but my Dad could hear every thought and fear I had. He came and got me. 

I think that’s why I miss him so much. He treated me like his princess. He wanted to make sure I was safe. He got upset when I would put myself in situations where my personhood was in jeopardy. He cared about me. I knew that if something was wrong, I could go home. 

He set this standard that most haven’t kept. 

Yet, I know they’re out there. 

I know it when I get those texts asking me if I’m good. I know it when I get prodded to go outside and take a walk because I’m punishing myself inside these four walls of my bedroom and my damn mind. I know it when I get DMs reminding me that I’m seen and felt and heard. 

Those things keep me safe. 

My Dad wanted to name me ‘Princess.’ My Mom vetoed it. She did like a “tiara” and added a “c”. Maybe they knew I would be one of those 21st-century Disney princesses: strong, capable, determined and predestined to help save the world around her. 

And herself. 

[treehead-woodfist]

I am so good at packing the rest of you should be embarrassed. This is my only skill in life and I say that with pride. I will fit my entire life into a four door sedan and still be able to check my blind spots while driving. In 2018 I packed a 40' dumpster to the goddamn brim with junk. It had to have been less than 5% air space. When the truck came to pick it up, the driver looked over the top and whistled in admiration. I am the unfuckwittable.

[brolantra]

I’ve been fighting the good fight for years and I got really strong in the process… or just recognized the strength that was already there. Either way it goes tho….. unfuckwittable… with 2 t’s. Even when I lose, I win.. and I really mean that 🫶🏽

[sexandjeans]

DONT U FEEL IT

[opalpeachh]

Lifted. In my power. Taking the pieces and building a foundation that matches my now. What already happened doesn’t exist anymore.The past doesn’t have an answering machine. I love being able to give people what they need. I love being able to offer support,value and love where it’s due. Most of all I love being able to shine light on the raw beauty people have fought for in the dark.Because they deserve it. If you offered me a kindness I never forget. If you saw me at my worst and stayed I never forgot.If you walk beside me during my growth,I’ll follow you off the edge of the earth. We need eachother now more than ever. Please be in service of your highest good whenever you can. We are gods in body,unfuckwittable. Stay lifted my friends 🫶🏻✨🤍

[my-fool]

nico robin swag unfuckwittable HELLO!!! beams u with love

OMGGGG YESSS THANK YOU NICO ROBIN STANNING FOREVERRRRR4 i actually stole this icon off someone else because i like it so much. I like the tone it gives all my posts like im really on tumblr just having a smoke and drinking some cola chilling 😎 <- she is literally this emoji

Not to just ramble about her but she is literally one of my favourite characters of all time ever. I know it's corny to say but i literally like everything about her... obviously her character design is so effortlessly cool and is a perfect contrast to the other main female character Nami (who is more girly and brightly coloured) (i keep hoping they'll add more female characters to the core cast lol) and her personality is a perfect balance for the rest of the crew without her seeming cold but if i had to choose one thing abt her to be my favourite... I think the background overarching plot of one piece about the secret hidden superweapons and the repression of the world government and the missing century of history is SUCH a dense and interesting thread of the story and i had NO idea about it before starting the show... and nico robin is a great part of why that thread works. I think skypeia is such a underrated arc and it was really necessary to have that so water 7 would be much more impactful and foreshadowed... not to sound like an absolute dweeb but I really think one piece has some of the most incredible long-term writing the sheer patience and talent Oda has to cast all these loops of storytelling. Im not even HALF the writer he is but even I can recognise just how difficult it is to keep all these plates spinning at once. LAWD

RECIEVES YOUR BEAM OF LOVE DIRECTLY INTO MY HEART ❤️ 💙 💜 💖

[aliens-and-plumbobs]

Pick a song for each letter of your URL~

Afterlife ~Nothing But Thieves Light Shower ~Melanie Martinez It's Called: Freefall ~ Rainbow Kitten Surprise Electric Feel ~MGMT Never Let Me Down Again ~Depeche Mode Silent Running ~Gorillaz - A Car Crash For Two ~Gia Ford Nights Like These ~Benson Boone Dark Beach ~Pastel Ghost - Provenza ~Karol G Let Me In ~Rezz, fknsyd Unfuckwittable ~Kid Kudi Mary On A Cross ~Ghost Bloody Mary (Cover) ~Dead On A Sunday Oceans ~Seafret Back Again ~flor Satellite ~Khalid No tags, just go ahead if you want ♥

[whoismalenci]

unfuckwittable. Marcii on all plats. shuffle n see bout me 🙂‍↕️

☠️🦋〽️🏴‍☠️

[ihave2010fever]

#unfuckwittable

[unstoppablefucka]

URL Tag

Rules: Spell Your URL with song titles and tag as many people as there are letters.

Tagged by: @phhilophhobia

U: Unfuckwittable - Kid Cudi

N: Normal People - Joji ft. Rei Brown

S: Start This Shit Off Right - Lil Wayne ft. Ashanti & Mack Maine

T: Trouble on my Mind - Pusha T ft. Tyler, the Creator

O: Outlaw - 2Pac

P: Piano Trap - Lil Wayne

P: Pinocchio Story - Kayne West

A: Adoration of the Magi - Lupe Fiasco ft. Crystal Torres

B: By Design - Kid Cudi ft. Andre Benjamin

L: Love Hard - WZRD

E: Everything is Broken - Mr. Hudson

F: Full Circle - Half Moon Run

U: Upgrade - Joji

C: Cold Blooded - Kid Cudi

K: Kant Nobody - Lil Wayne ft. DMX

A: Angels - The XX

Tagging: everyone who sees this <3. @ me if you’d like

[pinkmarsupial]

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