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hi my name is august and for the past week or so i have become so consumed by thoughts of avatar the last airbender that it is actually ruining my life and relationships.
yeah so unfortunately i can only be completely insane about this so i have to stop before it consumes me or at least manage the fixation i have for this early 20s zutara au
+ mai bc its really a shame that they didn't resolve her story outside of her relationship to zuko. so i think she starts fight club. which gradually turns into a gladiatorial ring
edit: im typing up everything that i wrote in the drawing bc it just occured to me that not only is my handwriting a mess, but it's also cursive
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katara: How do you live in this hot ass country.
zuko: What about that literal glacier you live on, hm? Do you see me complaining?
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Zuko: my plan right now is to soft launch democracy for the Fire Nation. like, i don't think we can do that now because we're so weak, but 10-20 years down the line?
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Zuko: Honestly, my plan right now is to rule for a couple generations and fix everything that my father and my grandfather did , and then establish a democracy.
Katara: why not a democracy now?
Zuko: because the people of the Fire Nation don't know the truth about their own history. they've been fed propaganda for a hundred years. they need to be able to make informed decisions before i can do that.
Katara: and after that?
Zuko: after that im fucking off to the earth kingdom to take over my uncle's tea house and you will literally never hear from me again
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from left to right "katara" "need to redo the face" "this is chief katara to me. this is her at around 19/20 to me" "Anime katara. this anime shit is easy" "fire nation katara. putting her at about 14 y/o" "this is a screencap redraw"
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me: hello greenpeace
katara: after my mother died i had a lot of unchecked rage for the world, so my dad signed me up for tai chi classes to, like, calm me down but i ended up still angry but also really good at tai chi
katara: i feel like im doing well all things considered
me: katara is so special to me. she is a fully realized creation to me. so casual. so passionate about the world. one thing about her is that she is an activist. she has a strong sense of justice. fuck. the train jumped lol
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mai: zuko, im starting a gladitorial ring and i don't know the legality of it so if you could just change the laws as i go that'd be great
zuko: yeah sure that sounds great
zuko, but smaller: wait what.
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mai: REF, ARE YOU BLIND?! WHAT KIND OF CALL IS THAT!
background guy: woah holy shit
captioned: "Mai starts a gladiatorial fight club
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#katara#prince zuko#fire lord zuko#chief katara#mai#atla mai#atla fanart#zutara#yeah so if anyone want to talk to me about this i would Love to#because i think my friends are bored of me going on unprompted monologues about katara#shout out to all the gay men that like zutara#its me and you against the world#bc im pretty sure we've lost the rest of us to zukka#my art
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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control
#my characters#oops i fell in love#right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY#bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat#and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses#fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here#is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized#and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers#if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for#and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER#YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced#(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit#due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and#third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal#he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude#he has STANDARDS thank you very much#and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right#also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted#also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye#once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr#im going to go insane at how different they look#IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN
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this is super random and unprompted but.... one of my fondest memories is when i was in high school and became super unwell from a PE class, my friends literally had to drag me to the infirmary. it was also a class right before lunchtime, so they bought food from the cafeteria for me. and when i couldn't eat any of it, they bought me hot tea with extra sugar and stayed with me throughout recess to make sure i was ok.
i miss them.
#rin rambles#ok maybe it's not that unprompted i just rewatched the whole kinich-mualani-kachina friendship moments in the aq and i was reminded of them#they were also the group of people who took notice of my interest in guitar and bought me one on my birthday#i love them all to this day#it's just sad that everyone went their different ways after high school and we're all so out of touch............#i miss them dearly. Truly.#treasure your friends#school is the easiest place to make friends i feel.#it just gets harder from there imo. making friends in uni is harder and in workplace is even harder#or maybe my ability to befriend people just diminishes over the years. who knows#either way i feel like making connections when you get older is harder because there are parts of you that has been molded and scarred and-#-maybe even broken beyond repair. And so trying to find someone who clicks well is just that much difficult.#oh dear. grandma is musing again huh. ignore this old woman hahah
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Third place finisher Michael Schumacher speaks English instead of German during the post-race press conference at the European Grand Prix (Part 2) - Sunday 24th June 2012
English section transcription under the cut
Interviewer: Michael [prompting him for the 'in your own language' segment]
Michael Schumacher: [In English] Yeah, it's uh... these moments that make Formula 1 so special. I just wanna say thanks to all, and everybody in the team that has just worked so hard for all those times that we've worked together. And these special moments, such as we had in Monaco, and now finally here being on the podium in the end of the race - it's those moments that we all love, and that's what we've all worked for.
We've been criticised, for the last races that we've had that didn't run to plan. But that's what is the best answer, to do what we did here - get a car reliable and be strong enough and fight our way back into the podium. And that's what I all love you for - to always be behind me, to always trust in me, so I do.
And uh... it's actually in German yeah? [laughs].
#HE REALLY DROPPED THE L-WORD TWICE IN FRONT OF GOD AND FERNANDO ALONSO#HE SAID I LOVE YOU TO HIS TEAM WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST#THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!! THE LOVE WAS THERE BETWEEN MICHAEL AND MERCEDES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IT'S BEEN 24 HOURS AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT#Imagine being a Merc engineer and Michael said unprompted in front of many journalists that he loved you. I'd die on the spot I really woul#*hysterical sobbing*#(kept the German in just because. I don't speak German but it would have felt wrong to cut it out)#(also the moment he realises he was speaking English in the 'in your own language' section is painfully sweet)#ANYWAY! I love him a lot#he's a war criminal but he's MY war criminal#Formula 1#European Grand Prix#2012#European Grand Prix 2012#Press Conference#Michael Schumacher#european gp 2012
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Alfonse King of Minding His Own Business. Kiran Monarch of I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY I WANNA BE A FURRY SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING BAAAAAADDDDDD
Kiran drop your fursona NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#fire emblem#feh#sorry i had to make my own post. because these are the most important things to me actually.#ofc sharena i love you sharena queen of winning the hearts of women everywhere.#but like. the way alfonse when presented with a cute or hot girl is just. ignoring that shit. staying out of it.#he's got other shit going on (demisexuality and homoerotic deeply devoted bestfriendships)#ALSO. I WANT A TAIL. OR A BEASTIE SYMBIOTE. PEAK STIM TBH#ALSO ALSO. THE FACT. THAT KIRAN IS CANONICALLY VERY TOUCHY LMFAOOO THAT'S SO FUNNY#like i talk about it w sharena all the time but kiran is also Right There. and they are just LIKE THAT#which is the funniest thing in the world that's like one of their defining characteristics.#if you touch my summoner oc unprompted its going to fucking bite you.#or silther away and hide. goodbye forwver blowing you up w my mind.#SOME charas. have ask to touch rights but overall moe is just a cat. actually.#fe alfonse#sharena#fe kiran#ratatoskr#SHE'S SOOOOOO CUTE IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE HER#fe ash#gullveig#BOTH BELOVED#day in the life#official
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the absolutely Vivid reality based chronological dream i had last night. man
#i got a job at like... an automobile warehouse or something?#we had to change a large trucks tires...#and i was sent to get some more from across the block or whatever#and its more complicated than that - there were conversations and interactions with people etc#and i was trying to find it but it was all like... in this corridor shopping mall?#the signs were western themed and listed items that you could get in that store#though i think it was all free?#anyway at some point it opened into a restaurant and i had a friend there who was carrying a plate for people who left prematurely#so i of course started shoveling it into my mouth - free food! but their manager caught us#and i had to be all 'hey i work around here im just lookin for tires and no one was gonna eat this anyway'#it was like... a rice/mango/cream thing...? strange because i dont like mangoes!#long story short i had to go back for the tires bc i wound up forgetting them. something about a dog....#i was too late in getting the tires so i had to go sort rubber bolts instead :/ at least the warehouse was cool#absolutely unprompted#but it was very. linear. and it felt very real. like it was genuinely a place and a job that could exist#like i remember what the outside loading area looked like. the packed restaurant. the corridor. the warehouse. the lockers. the hallway#IF I HAD A BETTER MEMORY I STG I COULD MAP IT OUT#god i love my dreams. they're always plot based and im rarely myself <3
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"oh! hey, c'mere, i gotta show you something funny!"
whatever nonsense satoru had been planning on spouting is tucked away the instant he sees your coy little grin, and one of his own grows on his face, made brighter and wider by the ease of your invitation.
yes, he's just spent the last seven minutes in your doorway, silent and scheming, thinking on what to say to attract your attention — but it doesn't matter if that's now been disrupted, because he'd take your attention any way it can be served, cold or hot. it's warm today; that much he can tell by the way you beam at him, as he comes to stand beside you.
you dig through the top drawer of your desk for a minute or two, and satoru is bubbling with things to say, now, about the little mess you keep there, but he gets distracted by the hurried, chalky handprints staining the material covering your ass. the sight makes him grin so hard that his cheeks swell, nudging his blindfold up the littlest bit; satoru finds it invigorating, this innate ability you have to fluster him. the heat in his face is surely visible, even to someone like you.
"aha!" you dance back and forth on your feet for a second, stopping only when he starts to join you, excited, and then you hold up two dangly, jingling little things right in front of his face. "a student's sister is selling these for school, and they made me think of you! so i bought us some to match!"
keychains, he realizes, suddenly sober. cute and colorful miniature ice bars.
"adorable, huh?" you pull them back to assess in your palm, touching gently at the plastic as if they were real, as if they could melt in the warmth of your hand. "which one do you want? the watermelon is the cutest, so i was gonna give you that one."
everything satoru had thought to say dissolves, leaks between his fingers, sugary and sweet. he's left with nothing, cold, then, smile frozen, as you fiddle with something so meaningless—
you look up, waiting for his response, and he watches you clock the change in his demeanor, instantly; you can't see cursed energy, but you can see — something, within him. always have been able to, though he's yet to figure out how.
"unless you want strawberry," you shrug, a little awkward now, but sunny as usual. "do you even have keys, actually, or do you—"
"no take-backs!" he snatches the dainty thing from your hand, sticking his tongue out at the flat look you send him. "i get watermelon!"
"fine," you pout for just a second before sticking your tongue out at him, too, and then you laugh quietly to yourself. amused, like a child.
once you start to dig around in your messy drawer for your car keys, satoru turns his attention to the tiny treat, focusing on it. trying to ignore the blood rushing in his ears.
it's so simple. so silly. you are, selfless and honest to a fault, all the traits that make you a liability in this world. if anything were to happen to your students, then you wouldn't make it. and if anything were to happen to you, satoru thinks—
right there in your presence, so close that he can hear your heartbeat peacefully thundering over his own — he can feel the cracks in his composure. how close he is to splintering off, how quickly everything would collapse if he dared to blink wrong.
if anything were to happen to you, satoru thinks, he'd go insane. he already has.
a small laugh leaves him, at the thought, but he closes his fist around the small keychain when you look up at him again. still grinning, leaning in so close that you're about to be stopped.
"do you like it?" you ask, open and hopeful and silly.
it makes him laugh again, because you really have no idea.
#i think you treat him like a normal human being and he goes absolutely insane#he's DERANGED#you smile at him and he smiles back but you can't see that his eyes are WIDE AND HUGE BECAUSE HE'S UNHINGED#i think gojo caring about anybody is so incredibly dangerous#look at all that happened because he couldnt stop getou from the start#he's BONKERS HE'S NUTS HE'S HOLDING THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD UP BY A SINGLE EYELASH#i think genuine unprompted acts of kindness are a shot straight through his heart#'this silly inane thing made me think of you' he's crazy he's insane he's actually obsessed#ESPECIALLY IF YOU'RE NOT AS STRONG AS GEOTU WAS ?????#HOW IS HE SUPPOSED TO LOVE YOU NORMALLY ????????? IT'S NOT POSSIBLE#he goes OFF THE RAILS#GOD he stresses me out#stupid PRETTY IDIOT#✿ willow writes#✿ thoughts: gojo
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Finally got around to watching ep 11 (´;ω;`)
#I'm late...#I'm sorry I wasn't able to watch the episode by time last week but again. Food poisoning. And then the new chapter came out#I feel like I had much more to say when I started watching it last week...#Mmmmhh. I really like when bsd animation uses the colored lineart effect for flashbacks / subspaces (Anne's Room‚ Poe's books).#I think it's one of the prettiest and most original things of the bsd animation.#I've always felt like the Natsume reveal was a bit coming out of nowhere lol.#Here's this legendary ability user everyone knows but no one has ever seen with this immensely unthinkable powerful ability...#That the reader literally wasn't ever made aware of in the previous 49 chapters lol#After all that build up‚ his ability even feels a little underwhelming.#Which I suppose was the intended result‚ but I'm not sure it really works all that well in the end.#Then Naomi's words “Come to think of it‚ the things that happen when Mii-chan vanishes [...]‚ disasters are stopped every time”#really feel soooo out of place when so-called Mii-chan was never before mentioned up to this episode (╥﹏╥)#But I'll stop complaining. It's nothing big really#Fukuzawa and Mori's relationship is very homoerotic. Tbh#I looooove the ss/kk I don't even have much to say just watching scenes of them interacting together fills my heart of a warm feeling :')#The animation quality is very poor and the drawings are very undetailed but really I love ss/kk too much to care.#A lot of emphasis is put by the fandom on Atsushi's cruel remark towards Akutagawa in this ch/ep and it *is* cruel but really...#Akutagawa had literally just attacked Atsushi in a death-threatening way‚ futilely and completely unprompted#I can't find it in myself to blame Atsushi if he was irritated and lashed out at him.#And all their other moments are just so cute. What do you mean Akutagawa is deeply interested in understanding Atsushi's motivations.#What do you mean Atsushi can't get Akutagawa out of his mind!!!! They're so cute#So many more cute moments were cut out too rip lawnmower line you'll always be missed rip date line you'll always be missed#I feel like Pushkin's character is another instance of‚‚‚ Wow me and the author's morals really don't align at all#I really don't like the narrative of “weaker people will constantly try to harm and take advantage of strongest ones”#random rambles#Fun fact when I watched this episode for the first time I asked my mother to join me. Because I know a ss/kk scene was coming and I really–#didn't want to watch it alone. Well as it turned out the whole first half of the episode was dedicated to old man fighting–#and she gave up after that 😂😂 But I'm still grateful to her for trying.
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Small snippet of an interview with Hikaru Takahashi, the debut ambassador of the anime (translation can be found here).
What do you think the appeal of the Pokémon anime is? I think the way the characters support each other, do their best and try to figure out what they want to do is really cool and feel like it cheers me up. Everyone in the show are really strong characters, and I personally particularly like... well, of course I like Liko and of course I like Roy, I really like all the characters, but what I PARTICULARLY like is the relationship between Explorers Amethio and Hamber. Amethio really shows how much he desperately wants to get stronger, and, well... it's so wonderful to see everyone's honest feelings on display like that. Just watching such scenes makes me want to do MY best too! There are so many scenes like that in the show that make me want to support the characters. This aspect is the one I really love about the Pokémon anime.
Amethio mentioned, as well as his relationship with Hamber.
#i need to post this before chapter 3 starts#i like that amethio keeps being mentioned every now and then in official stuff#like how he was mentioned in regards to not having a dream when the artists of op 2 talked about their song etc#his relationship with hamber is talked quite positively here too#and amethio is officially framed alongside liko and roy (the protags) as a character whose efforts are praised and acknowledged#which is meaningful because they are usually careful about this kind of thing#like how makoto furukawa talked about spinel in an interview once#and he was like 'i won't ask you to show spinel your support but keep an eye out on the character'#so in contrast it's interesting that amethio is brought up and talked about this way in official stuff#in the recap vid for the first year of hz amethio was also grouped with liko and roy (and dot)#in the part which showed the respective growth of the characters#makes me think of how him getting terastal leads into liko and roy and dot wanting to get it too#anyway amethio is loved and i liked seeing him being brought up unprompted#hz interview#character notes#amethio
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Love how in the transcript it's even MORE clear that Carpenter is just prepared to start talking shit with Paige and Hayward immediately upon laying eyes on them. 'Oh yes! People I know and maybe kind of even like! Time to take them down a fucking peg >:) '
#it's quite explicitly a cultural thing for her#people from the Parish of Tides and Flesh love talking shit i think#'it's kind of a trust exercise. if i mock you it's because i need you to mock me back'#this is why she likes acantha#'it didn't help i don't feel better' 'who said it was supposed to make you feel better' (which weirdly DID help)#omg is the only person who teases her back unprompted Vaughn??? i make myself SO sadddddd#like listen to how adelina talks to her in carpenter's memories like. this is a woman who believes in being mean as a way to show you care#it's how she was raised and she doesn't know any different#the silt verses#sister carpenter
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I have so many thoughts about mlp, especially trixie
#deity dialogue#mlp had an ‘I hate magicians’ agenda#justice for trixie all she wanted to do was put on magic shows to entertain and inspire :/#she quite literally wasn’t hurting anyone until someponies showed up and started acting like she was being an evil liar#y’all ain’t never heard of magicians??? :/#I feel like in my own imagining of mlp it would go like this#twilight thinks there’s right and wrong ways to do magic and doesn’t like how trixie does magic and gets upset about that#limited worldview that she needs to move on from#applejack would see the act as deceitful and lying and get upset#pinkie would love the show because she knows what acts are#fluttershy would also find it nice#rainbow dash supports her friends and if they’re mad so is she basicaly#idk where rarity stands#and basically the episode would be about acknowledging that sometimes you’re wrong and can just hurt people and lash out because of it#and like basically them going ‘hey we were really rude and hurtful to trixie’#like hey started shit first from what I remember then trixie acted accordingly#like idk y’all started bothering her at her own damn show unprompted for what reason? yeah she did magic shit to y’all but it can be argued#that one it was because it was a part of the show to her and two it was because y’all were acting out first#thank you for coming to my Ted talk
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Jacobi and Eiffel both externalize all their problems, but Jacobi projects his own flaws and failures to be other people's fault, while Eiffel thinks his redemption/solution is only in other people's opinions and out of his control, discuss.
i've said before i think the most interesting thing about jacobi is that the finale is the start of a character arc for him, not the culmination of one. and i think this is a big part of that. in things that break other things, he says, "it wasn't anybody's fault. everyone was doing their jobs right, but it just... two guys died. good guys." and i think that line makes a lot of sense if he actually was at fault, or at least feels that he was and can't admit it to himself. in dirty work, he realizes he blames himself for maxwell's death. and then: "i was wrong and people died. and the only thing i can do is not be wrong again."
it creates a perfect loop from his recruitment to where he's at in the finale: two people are dead, but he survived. he's out of a job. what now? i think that's an interesting set up for how jacobi's storyline post-canon could mirror and intersect with lovelace's - they're both people who have been blinded by hurt and anger and desire for revenge, and have had to step back from that ledge. they've both lost "their" people - the only survivors of their respective missions. i don't believe jacobi will ever willingly stay in contact with the rest of the hephaestus crew, but lovelace...? narratively, it could work. "i've got this friend" about lovelace in the finale is an opening. if jacobi's arc so far is a loop, and he's finally open to change, then he and lovelace could also share a thematic link re: breaking cycles.
as for eiffel, i would go so far as to say he completely removes himself from the equation. he projects his desire for redemption onto other people - people like hilbert, who absolutely don't share that desire - but he doesn't want to be in the story. it wouldn't matter if someone told eiffel he was a good person - he wouldn't believe them - and when people do call him out, like in shut up and listen, he takes that as confirmation he's irredeemable and everyone is better off without him. both jacobi and eiffel are treating themselves as passive actors to avoid accountability, in some way, but what eiffel really needs to accept is that he's the only one who can live his life. he isn't a uniquely bad person doomed to harm and failure; he's just like everyone else.
(maybe worth noting in eiffel's view of himself as a bad person vs. the antagonists of the show, including jacobi, is how eiffel sees it as an inherent character flaw that he doesn't want but can't escape, while "let's go be monsters" etc. is an active choice and rationalization from someone who signed up to be the bad guy, who decided he could compartmentalize and live with that.)
another kinda interesting place i'd say jacobi's worldview clashes with eiffel's is that they are both centered on people first. unlike maxwell and kepler, i don't think jacobi really believes in his own version of The Big Picture - he just believes in people who believe. it's progress for the sake of progress, but the nature of that progress isn't his to define; he's not even pretending it is. "because people like me - and people like him - make it possible for people like maxwell to do their jobs." and where eiffel's perspective necessitates recognizing the humanity in everyone, jacobi rationalizes his actions through a strict us-versus-them mentality. so much of how he operates is explained by that line: "there aren't sides. there are just people you'd do things for and people you'd do things to."
#wolf 359#w359#like you're sending me a little essay prompt. i love that thank you#it's enrichment for me#focusing this mostly on jacobi because i talk about eiffel's issues all the time and uhh#i'm unlikely to post about jacobi unprompted. so.#also the line where hera tells jacobi she's never met anyone who worked so hard at being inhuman. yeah.#i swear i have thoughts about all aspects of this show and its characters#i even have thoughts about riemann#but i will keep posting about eiffel and hera anyway. it is my nature.#and it's kinda funny to me because jacobi and eiffel are two of the characters with the least narrative significance to each other#but even so there's a lot you can say about how their contrasting worldviews explore the themes of the show#gold standard character writing.#asks
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sometimes i wanna make shoutout posts for my f/os but those idiots are NOT on tumblr !!!
ANYWAYS
campbell and 🥂💊 got me through my second-ever, rlly bad ocd episode so i am forever kissing them mua mua <3
🔪🍷 and ❄️🪓 helped me figure out why i do certain things in relation to past trauma mua mua <3
🌙✂️ and bee remind me there is always a safe space out there 4 me even when stuff is scary mua mua <3
aziraphaIe and crowIey remind me that someones love 4 u shouldnt falter just bc ur chronically and/or mentally ill mua mua <3
then f/os like the master and boba and din just make me feel safe mua mua <3
#kit........ gush?#UNPROMPTED KIT GUSH?!#UNHEARD OF!#ok now i gotta tag all my beloved idiots#ramblerambleramble#c; i love everybody because i love you !#🥂💊; a chemical embrace that kicks you in the head#🔪🍷; we were always a losing game#❄️🪓; everyone that knows me knows that i cant change a bit#🌙✂️; arent you supposed to burn if youre a star?#b; after youre gone and the house is mine alone#ac; as sure as god made black and white#m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine#b; youre still the only light that fills the emptiness#d; ill be yours till forever falls apart
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Anyway today was bad and I failed fanart and it's late take OCs
His name is Nytis and her name is Elnae (I'm proud of myself for naming them so fast). He only calls her El and /has/ only called her El for years and he actually forgets her name isn't /just/ El.
#my characters#hes talking to someone and the other guy is like Elnae speaks highly of you#and he takes ten seconds to process it and wants to laugh at her of all beings speaking highly of him#because he knows she cant ACTUALLY talk bad about him to others and he loves it#she hates him so much and can only be mean in private and she avoids being alone with him#but he constantly summons her by saying El and she just appears from wherever she was doing whatever#elnae hates him so much and then she just kinda starts to respect him when he heals a kid unprompted#and then shes like haha you have a soft spot for kids or something wow im kinda shocked tbh#and hes like i might indulge in hurting adults i dont like but kids dont deserve that at all#and then shes like.... kinda impressed? but cant show it so shes like HAHA what the? you had a bad childhood or something?? awww#and then nytis is so confused because YES MY CHILDHOOD WAS BAD YOU THINK I WANT TO BE THIS MESSED UP#and shes like oh ok my b..... sorry sir......#anyway they have so much hatred between them and i love them bye#i will try to answer an ask i got today after work tomorrow#but im just exhausted and cant do fanart
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Wonderful day to remember when my mom outed me 7 years ago
#/personal#like she wont introduce me as her son or with my real name because 'its nobodys business whether youre trans or not'#woman im not asking you to introduce me as your TRANS son who is SO TRANS and VERY TRANSGENDER.#though youre no stranger to telling people about my queerness when you should keep it a secret huh.#ugh. i love her to death and shes one of the few people i talk to irl but i will never forgive her#its like. am i still one stupid stressful morning away from having everything i told you in privated shouted at my father unprompted#jesus#📡 incoming transmission 📡
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my stepdad's a real one fr...
#i mentioned that my mom called#and he left the room. came back. and put an edible in front of me#1) that was fucking Hilarious#2) thaaaaaaank GOD i need it#he was all like 'take that an hour before you go to bed#yes Sir 🫡 gladly sir 🫡#i would've liked one with a bit more of a Kick to it but i am nooooot complaining!!!#*insert looping gif of the cat jumping up & down w/ added yippee sound effects*#absolutely unprompted#tonight i will finish the next comm. indulge in some laughingstock perhaps. and then get Stress Free via Tasty Nibble#oh i can't wait for it to kick in...#ive been so stressed for so long... whats it like to live without chest pain & nausea from Intense Anxiety.... i will soon know!#i think i will take the inner peace opportunity to actually eat something#bc when im this stressed i Cant. i simply cannot!#which is so unfortunate because food & eating is one of my favorite things! i love it so much!#and im being Deprived of it!!!!
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