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pssbtch · 1 year
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Somnocidal (from a zine i made)
When we are asleep, we are the closest we ever come to being dead without actually dying. To the outside world, we could have slipped right out of life and into nothingness, all while our minds are the most alive they will ever be. Dancing, enveloping, unraveling visions called dreams keep our consciousness cocooned away from the lucidity of waking life. Sleep is a chance to briefly escape the constant churning of the brain and step into a realm of defenselessness. My greatest, most intense fantasies have often been about having someone to fall asleep and wake up next to. I think that specific fixation comes from a longing to be allowed to be unguarded, defenseless, and intimate with someone else. At some points in my life, I thought I could have gotten close to and captured that feeling, but every time I’ve been proven wrong. I would like to not have to perform a version of myself for another person. I would like the choice to become purely my unguarded self with someone. It would feel so freeing to be able to let myself exist, raw and unedited. I want to have the level of mutual trust that Abe and Isaac can experience in my drawings.
Intimately touching another person feels like a Herculean exercise in trust and human connection. That response to physical, especially sexual, touch fills me with a lot of shame. I’m not proud of it, but I do sometimes feel isolated by conversations about hook-ups, getting off, and fucking around. I don’t want to try to connect with someone, and then look at them just to see sex and desire and a face that screams, “When will you give me what I want?” I know that I’ll never be able to please most of the people who would show me a face like that. I’m lacking a physicality and sexual freedom that I feel like I’m supposed to have. When the fuck is my sexual awakening supposed to happen, again?
It’s hard to describe how I feel, and it’s even harder to sit and watch the faces of people when I try to describe it. I see the one-word conclusions being written behind their eyes. Some of them even say it out loud: “So you’re [         ],” “Oh, you’re [         ],” “You’re just [ ].” I’m trying to convey this complex, knotted-up ball of yarn in my stomach that is my sexual freakout to them, and they think it can be easily unraveled with a single word, or label, or diagnosis. Is it easier to understand my complications when you can simplify them? When you can simplify me? I don’t want my feelings compressed, or cropped, or sanded down to make them easier to process. Please don’t take my paragraphs and make them into phrases.
One day, I won’t have to think about the ways that I become simplified by another person’s gaze. I will be complex, I will be a walking human hoarder’s room, and I will be allowed to just be. One day, I hope I can trust someone enough to experience an intimacy like the one I’m exploring in my art. I want to look into someone’s eyes and see me, myself, clearly reflected there, as I am. I hope to look back and reflect my partner’s visage in my gaze, giving them the experience of being seen as well. I want what I will try to give. If the feeling of love is like a dreamstate, one that ensnares and cocoons us in numbing, warm overstimulation, then I don’t know if I want to wake up the next time I fall asleep in that fantasy’s bed. I hope I can rest, fully, when I feel my eyes beginning to close.
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sharkgirldick · 1 year
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Chum in the water
This isn't really stuff I'm into, but I got inspired to write this for a friend who is into it all.
TW noncon, TW somno, TW drugging
It was a good night. We had gotten food, played some games, and shot the shit for a few hours. It wasn't quite night, but the sun was setting and, suddenly, your allergies were kicking up. You're not from around my neck of the woods, after all, and it was pollen season.
I told you to hang tight, I had some allergy medicine. When I went into my bathroom, I was gone for a little too long. You wondered if I maybe had to go while I was up? Either way, you scrolled your phone and sneezed until I re-entered the room. I offered you two small, unmarked pink pills. We already had sodas, and you reached for yours. When you asked what the pills were I simply responded with "Benadryl." Off brand, of course, which is why they had no markings.
I informed you that it might make you a bit sleepy. Since the night was wearing on, you had no problem with that. We moved to my room. I had graciously offered you my bed. I said that I'd crash on the couch and would hang out with you until the pills made you too sleepy. It wasn't long, maybe twenty minutes, before a wave of lethargy hit you. I smiled and said good night as your eyes forced themselves shut. You don't remember seeing me leave...
For what seems like hours you float in your sleep, feeling odd and warm. You're cozy, but it also feels like there's a draft. You can't quite put the feeling into words, but you'd say it was nice. Then, almost like an old TV, you faded back into wakefulness. Not fully, of course. You might have even said you were still dreaming.
The first thing you noticed was the weight. It felt like you were being pressed against the bed. When your eyes flickered open, you saw me on top of you, sweat glistening in the moonlight leaking through the window. I was focused on something, and breathing heavily. That's when your gaze wandered lazily down, and you saw where we were connected. You wanted to tell me to stop, or to get off of you, but you still weren't fully sure if this was a dream, and it felt nice at least.
You moved to prop yourself up, and my hand pressed hard against your chest. "Don't get up, pretty thing. You're too sleepy to move, aren't you?" My eyes are locked into yours now. You slump back into the bed, and can vaguely tell that my hand is groping your breasts now. Involuntarily, you let out a soft whimper as I press against a sweet spot. "Good pet. I knew you would like it." A those words, you fall back to sleep.
More time passes in that trance-like state that the "Benadryl" has put you in. You're almost certain that you're moving the entire time, and when you come-to a second time, you find that you're face-down in the bed, your head turned to the side so you can breathe. You can feel more of your body now, and I'm still inside of you. I'm pumping hard and fast, grunting with effort as I slam into you. As you vocally stir, I grab your hair and lift you up. For a brief second you're wide awake, fear and arousal swirling in your subconscious. Then your drug-addled consciousness adjusts, and you're back to being impossibly drowsy.
I lean down, pressing deeper into you, and growl into your ear, "God, you're such a good fuck. I want to get you pregnant. I want to knock you up and you never even remember it was me. Take it. Take it, take it, take it." I press deep into you, my body shuddering. You can't help but pathetically whine in my grip and my load pulses into you. I let go of your hair, and you fall face first into the pillow. I slowly slide out of you, my hands still squeezing your ass. That's the last sensation you remember before falling back to sleep.
The next morning, you wake with a start. You shoot up and toss the blanket off. You're fully dressed, and completely clean. Cautiously, you close and lock my bedroom door and examine yourself in the mirror. You're not sore, and there's no lube or cum leaking out of you. God, was is really just a dream? You could have sworn...
You leave my room and slowly, quietly, make your way to the living room. I'm splayed out on the couch, snoring loudly. I certainly look like I was asleep all night. While you stand there, I stir, which makes you jump.
I blink up at you. "Hey. You're up early. Or... What time is it?" I reach for my phone and check the time. You realize you never even bothered. "Damn, it's already 10? We went to bed at like 8. Well..." I grin up at you. "I went to couch at 8 and you went into a Benadryl coma." You almost want to be mad, but you can feel your cheeks flush instead. "...? What's up? You look embarrassed. Oh! I know." You look at me, wide eyed. "The meds made you have a sex dream. Makes me have one almost every time." Your reaction only makes me laugh. "Knew it! Well. I hope it was good. Let's get breakfast."
And, with that, we have a very normal morning. We eat and shoot the shit, talking about what we're going to do today. You can't help but feel embarrassed that you had such a vivid dream about your friend that you're not even interested in. You can't believe how much it turned you on... Not that you could ever tell me that. I acted like nothing even happened, and you assumed that was exactly the case. After all, I had never shown any interest in you sexually. We'd barely even touched, except for times like this morning where I leaned in to show you something on my phone. And, well... When I rubbed your stomach for seemingly no reason this morning. But that didn't mean anything... Right?
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stellagibs0ns · 5 months
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please let us see ur morally questionable bedannibal stuff pleaseeeeeeeeee let them come to light
this is simply my most recent word vomit
TW: extremely dubious consent, somno & implied drugging!
if it’s not your cup of tea do continue scrolling. but some of us like a bit of questionable content
Bedelia feels his hands on her waist before she registers exactly who it is. In her Ambien-hazy state, she makes no attempts to fight back or turn him down. She wonders, briefly, which of the two it would be. Is she steady enough to turn him down? Or would she have to fight?
Would she want to fight?
Bedelia makes a quiet sound. In return, she’s lulled by a quiet whisper beside her ear.
“Go back to sleep, Bedelia.”
It’s tempting. But the best she can do now is remain dazed and not entirely conscious.
His fingers reach down between her thighs, caressing her cunt. She isn’t wet — she has no reason to be. That does not sway him. He strokes over her folds with practiced fingers. She doesn’t stir. She simply slips back into her medicated daze, despite a quiet whine escaping her.
Her body, traitorous and twisted, gives him what he wants. The familiar warmth of wetness seeping out between her thighs. Still, no real reaction. A blurry outline of her predicament with no concrete plan to get out of it.
His fingers probe at her, before he slips two into her tight heat. Bedelia makes a muffled sound, her cheek pressed against the pillow as she tries to sharpen the world around her. Everything is vague and fuzzy, her limbs heavy with sleep.
She feels his cock through what she assumes is his pyjama pants, grinding against her hip as he works his fingers into her. She attempts to slur her protests, to no avail. Protests? Perhaps inquiries. She’s in no state to discern between the two.
She’s beginning to think that the pill she took was not Ambien at all, but rather something to keep her docile and pliant. His fingers are quick, and she’s grown careless after nights of sleeplessness.
She’s acutely aware of the heaviness of his breath in her ear and the sound of his fingers pumping into her slickness. Her hips subconsciously grind down against his fingers, seeking friction on her aching clit. If she were more aware of her surroundings, she would hate herself for this. Would she?
Bedelia makes another sound akin to a protest when he curls two fingers and leads her body to the edge of orgasm.
“Mmh—“
“Shhh,” she hears, but the voice sounds distant and disconnected. “Rest.”
She feels shuffling behind her, and her thigh is lifted by a strong hand. He wastes no time in pushing his cock into her, hissing at the way her body tightens subconsciously around him. The best she can do now is make quiet little whimpers, vague murmurings.
His fingers brush the blonde hair at the back of her neck aside, and he kisses her skin, greedy and slow. Her head lolls against the pillow each time she attempts to lift.
She feels his cock thrust into her, stretching her out with each movement. She rarely even masturbates anymore. She’s tight, probably painfully so. For who, she doesn’t know.
He thrusts into her relentlessly as she lies there placid and limp. His hand snakes around to settle over her lower stomach, almost threatening. His palm rests over her womb.
“I’m sorry to do it this way,” he murmurs against her ear. “But you cannot be trusted. Perhaps a baby will change your mind about trying to run.”
Somewhere inside, she’s shocked with fear, but it’s too deep and too far away to respond to in her state. Another whine of protest.
“Shhh,” he coos between thrusts. “You’ll make a beautiful mother.”
After another minute or so, she feels his body tighten, and he spills himself deep inside of her. Sleep threatens to pull her back under. Distantly, she feels him pull himself from her and tuck himself back into his pyjamas. His seed spills out of her and onto the bedsheets. Two fingers push it back in, almost clinically, before he kisses her hairline gently.
“Sleep,” he instructs quietly, almost lovingly. “I need your body in the best condition possible.”
She makes another incoherent moan, but soon succumbs to sleep.
“Goodnight, Bedelia.”
She doubts this will be the last time.
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slag-of-all-trades · 1 year
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Hey There
I'm a 25 nb transfem thing, undead, any pronouns are fine but order of preference starts with it and they. -girl and -boy names (eg puppygirl/puppyboy) are all good to call me, it all just works here. I'm nb but vaguely fem and my sexuality is more of a weathervane than a compass. Switchy and vers. I'm only considered human for tax purposes.
TERFs, Bigots, Cops DNI.
I like calling myself tranny and faggot so if those words bother you either block them or me.
I'm back and this blog is gonna be for me to be generally horny and post about my kinks and stuff. I'm big on pet play and I've kinda given up on the idea of inventorying what gets posted here. I put a lot of work into getting worse. There's hard kinks here. Here's some stuff you'll probably find:
Bondage, CNC, Degradation, Hypno, Overstim, Breathplay, Praise, Humiliation, Impact Play, Rough Sex, Exhib/Public stuff, Oviposition, Free Use, Spit, Piss, Sweat, Musk, feet, Breeding, Sharp Things, Edging, Somno, edgeplay, blood, incest, u get it i think.
Anyone is welcome to send asks and mutuals are free to dm at any time. If you're not a mutual and you wanna chat you can but just like, ask please. Also feel free to pop up about non-horny stuff, im a big old nerd as well as relentlessly horny.
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starkittyn · 2 months
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😏
From the emoji questions thingy, this is the "What turns you on?" question!
...Which is a pretty vague thing to ask!! I could answer it all sortsa ways, like talking about what makes me mentally and emotionally attracted to someone! But I'm pretty sure I've talked about that before on this blog so I'll just go for the horny answer instead~♡
Umm right, so, what turns me on. Here's a short and basic list of stuff I'm willing to mention, in no particular order:
-Scent
-Petplay
-Cuffs and leashes
-Bodily fluids (sweat, pee, spit, cum, blood)
-Gender role reversal in boy/girl situations
-Facesitting
-Giving head in general
-Somno stuff (maybe)
-BITING
-Public sex
-Wetness and twitchiness
-Fucking in cute outfits
-Possessive sex
-Slutty moaning
-Switchy behavior
-Making a partner feel good <3
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tieftail · 6 months
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tieftail makes a pinned!
hello! i will almost certainly update this over time if not within 3 minutes of posting, but i figured it was time to make one of these. i talk so much. i am not sorry about that.
hello! i'm tieftail (in all honesty i just haven't decided what name to use on this blog. for now you can use the url.), i'm 23, i'm queer/genderqueer (any pronouns), i'm a switch and a vers. this blog is primarily but not entirely reblogs. who knows. perhaps i will become braver.
quick (...not so quick. sorry) gender disclaimer if you are a blog who prefers men or women not to interact! i do not identify as a man or as a woman.. except that i identify as both a man and a woman. if this makes you uncomfortable and i've followed or interacted where unwelcome, please feel free to block, no hard feelings at all! it is just hard to navigate exactly where i fit when my gender identity is all and none. i do my very best to figure out if i count in folks' dni's and am not going to go treading where i think i am not wanted, but if i do fuck up and cross a boundary, again, feel free to block, keep yourself safe, curate your online experience! last gender-related note. i generally have a lot of affinity for "butch" as a gender descriptor, as well as for the butch/femme dynamic in my personal sex life, so you are likely to find a lot of that here.
my partner is @divineundone and i love them dearly. if you see me rambling about my love or my pet or my goddess, that's them :)
this is a kink blog. minors dni. stay safe! also, do not touch my content if you are a terf, an ed/proana blog, or a self harm blog. that aside, i am not a huge dni person, but some preferences for how you interact with me if you choose to- please do not rb from me if you're going to add comments or tags related to detransition kinks, feeder/fedee content, ddlg/age regression/ageplay, or incest.
information about tagging system and kink talk below the cut!
i will sometimes post about intox (almost exclusively weed), somno, and some light cnc. when i do, i will tag them as "intox //" "somno //" and "cnc //". block as needed, if i think of another kink i need to tag for like this, i will add it to the pinned.
all original posts tagged "tieftail.txt"
other things you're likely to see here, in no particular order: general d/s shenanigans from both sides (things i want to do tagged as "my turn" and things i want done to me tagged as "pleaseee"), lots of oral, cum talk, marking, some vague petplay, worship/divinity kink, shibari/restraints, some public fantasies/voyeurism, overstim, penetrative sex
things i'm not into: ddlg and all its variants including use of the term daddy and mommy, medical kink, hard injury/gore, anything beyond light/teasing stuff as far as degradation goes, non-cum bodily fluids, pregnancy, feet, knifeplay. i feel like the term "hard cnc" means very little lmao but i personally don't like use of the term r4pe and tend to hold a personal cutoff there in terms of content i want to see.
if something isn't on here, don't assume i'm into it, assume i forgot to put it on this list. my memory is not the best
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jimjammin777 · 7 months
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⚠️⚠️TW FOR HARD KINKS ON THIS BLOG⚠️⚠️
if you're just here for nudes go to the reddit u/jimjammin777
uhh idk how to do intros
my name is James (fake name don't tell anyone 🤫🤫) im 21 (birthday in Nov) ftm. my asks are always open and I very much appreciate getting asks sent in or dms on my Twitter or Reddit (does Tumblr allow dms?) I'm just overall a whore for attention
absolute bottom sub
I've got a whole color coded Google doc of all my kinks but it's embarrassing so nobody but me ever gets to see it (actually fuck it dm me for screenshots) but here's the highlights!
Jimmy's fav kinks (plz don't call me Jimmy):
- praise & degradation (both are fun 🥰🥰)
- CNC/somno
- honestly literally any dirty talk I love hearing what people wanna do to me or what people think of me
- free use ❤️❤️❤️ love love love
will probs add more when I am not drunk
anyways I'm new to NSFW Tumblr I've fucked around on Twitter but obvi the etiquette here will be a bit different and I mostly lurk on Twitter anyways so plz be patient but also plz call me out on any bullshit. can't grow if I don't learn
also feminization is okay I like feminine pet names just please no she/her pronouns thank you. I am okay with any terminology for body parts etc
limits:
scat
feederism
it's okay to follow me and interact with my stuff if you have blogs dedicated to any of my limits but please do not send dms or asks about them thanks
i talk a lot about my roommates and other friends on this blog. DO NOT bring them into sexual conversations I am not at all comfortable with that. especially my wife. if you even vaguely say anything sexual ab her you will be immediately blocked with no warning. roomies you'll at least be warned about if you do
it is okay, however to bring my boyfriend into sexual convos lmaoo
i do not do face pics and I do not do calls
some bits of context you may need:
I may mention my wife occasionally. she is not actually my wife she's just my bestie. we just had a Minecraft wedding back in 2020 and now refer to each other as husband and wife
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smolltguy · 1 year
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Big important post to know boundaries and all!
I am a 20+ year old autistic trans man, I think so far I may be a sub for the most part, but I’m still exploring that stuff. Feel free to call me Oddity if you need to use a name for me.
Do note I do have a partner but it’s a open relationship, everything is consensual, and they will hear about you lol
Things/kinks i live and die for with absolute conviction
• praise (the most important one and the most nonnegotiable out of all of these)
• marking
• possessive tendencies
• manhandling
• shotgunning
• teaching/corruption (this is also just so…..hhhhhhgggggg)
• cockwarming
•body worship (so far me doing it to someone else)
• voice kink….a very strong one
•overstimulation
The things I’m exploring and would definitely not say no to that I’ll post about.
•breeding (no prego tho)
•doll/toy play (seems interesting ngl)
• light to mid degradation (call me a slut and a whore and make fun of how desperate I am as long as you say how proud you are of me for being said things)
Things that will be more vague in posts (if I even bring them up), but will include warnings in the tags, feel free to Dm these things to me
•some cnc
•somno
•slight intoxication (gotta be the both of us)
My absolute no’s
•feminization
•misgendering/detrans
• scat, lots of blood
• heavy degradation
• gunplay (we practice gun safety in this household)
•ageplay
•calling someone/me daddy
• can only call me baby if you know me very very well
Into all genders around here, though tend to lean more t4t (includes non-binary people btw) so I’ll probably focus more on that side of things.
Dni if you’re a: minor/underage (aka under 18), Republican/right leaning, bigoted (racist/sexist/ableist/queerphobic/etc.), straight men, detrans and trying to get me out of the “gender cult” (if your detrans and that’s your personal choice but understand that I’m happy to be trans feel free to stay <3), MAPs. If you’re not any of these feel free to message me or talk!
When I say dick in my posts I also equally mean strap when talking in a sexual context
Lists will expand and be altered as I continue to explore and figure stuff out, hope you enjoy yourself around here!
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de-jaku · 1 year
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DEJA'S RULES !
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COME CLEAN OFF MY PAGE if you're homophobic, transphobic, sexist 'n misogynistic, a zionist or just a general weirdo. especially if you show any anti-blackness of any kind.
in terms of gender, my default would either be a fem reader or afab reader. mostly fem because that is my comfort zone at this point in time. not to say that i am uncomfortable with writing for a male audience, but it is just not my style and i write what i prefer. do not take this personally, it is not aimed.
for the love of god, this is a drama-free zone. i don't really wanna be having any discourse on a blog that's supposed to be fun and lighthearted. so try to keep things chill please.
when requesting pls specify what you would like me to write for you. stating your ideal character and kink or prompt is okay, but it's easier if you gave a brief description of your request. if it's too vague i might not even write it—the chances of me misunderstanding you are high. also—if I don't write your request, please don't take it to heart, I'm a self-indulgent writer.
i write when I feel like it or when I have something that's burning in my mind. i may not even have the time, since i am a student.
i write
fluff
angst rarely, since i like peace 😭
and smut predominantly
matter of fact let's just talk about this since we on the topic.
the reason I write smut at this age is because of the immense increase in desire im going thru rn. all throughout my adolescence ive been experiencing these things but never actually doing anything about it. so in my personal opinion, i've reached an appropriate age to openly talk & write about these things
where i live, im at the legal age of consent anyways
+ SOO many people around my age are already sleeping with people and goin off doin they own thing and thats fine, that's what they wanna do. but personally, 'tis a scary world we live in ladies and gentlemen and not everybody has good intentions.
hope that made sense, that literally looks like word vomit lmfao
BUT ANYWAY— heres stuff i will write
breeding,
overstim
sub!char
dom!char
wlw
some food play
poly (ill only ever write mlm when reader is involved)
age gap (both gotta be legal)
milf n dilf reader/char (again, both must be legal)
somno
dacry
LIGHT blood play (menstruation included.)
anal
will most likely add more
aaaand stuff i won't.
any under age characters
alpha and omegaverse
scat
piss
watersports
non-con and anything where the lines of consent are blurred. consent isn't just hot, it's fucking mandatory??
incest
yandere anything just no
daddy kink
again, I will probably add to this list if something bamboozles me, but if unsure about anything or if you wanna request/thirst something that's not on the list, please ask me.
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suguwuus · 11 months
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★ requests
for asks regarding my ocs:
as of now i won't write oneshots for them, either character x reader or character x character because when i say a lot of the stuff is vague i really mean it
maybe headcanons...soon...but let me get my shit tgt first i have like 30 ocs
pls be mindful of their ages when asking, mind u a lot of these r 12 yr olds lol they are not getting anywhere near a steering wheel
i might make shit up as i go but that's not always a bad thing! questions that might prompt me to work on them more are always welcome!
pls pls i am so open to asks abt others' ocs interacting with mine
also open for corrections/constructive criticism regarding irl facts, ethnicity etc. :)
for connor oneshots/drabbles:
edit: guys i forgot to say this but specify whether u want it as a fic or hcs pls and thank u
you can request the reader's gender or say if you wanna leave it unspecified, any specifications (glasses, injured, asthmatic, etc.) abt the reader i'll also try to do my best
i'll try to be inclusive w race and body types
i'll write nsfw. for sub fem bodied/unspecified only. go ahead lol
i won't write noncon/dubcon, dead dove, watersports, incest, big age gaps, anything that involves animals. goodness gracious
ok w consensual somno and erm.. light bdsm HELP it feels weird saying this but yes. nothing too heavy or else i'll cry (/j)
no a/b/o dynamics pls
nothing concerning pregnancy pls i have a strange aversion to that
if there are things i won't write, don't push it
go ahead w any reqs for fluff, angst, comfort fics, au's, etc!
i won't write any love triangles with travis sorry lol i just cant
i can touch on gore or sensitive topics, it depends on how intense
headcanons and songfics are also welcome
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ask away!
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Hii this is my sideblog for horny!
I'm into: petplay, bondage & restraint, big stuff in my holes (monster dildos), overstim & multiple penetration, humiliation, cnc/somno/freeuse/group sex, breeding (NO PREG)
hard limits: knifeplay/bloodplay/bodily harm that would do lasting damage, pregnancy, detrans, scat, stalking, ageplay/ddlg/cgl, weight/food control, raceplay. I won't engage with things that I'm uncomfortable with.
You're welcome to be horny in my asks! I'm aromantic, mspec gay man, transsexual, a switch. I especially like being a submissive top or power bottom. I'm not looking for partners or any kind of extended 1:1 interaction, but happy to casually interact :3
No feminine terms for my body! Please keep it vague: hole (front hole if you need to specify), chest, dick/tdick/cock/tcock/clit, strap (when i top w a strap I call it pegging). I might rb content that uses terms I'm not comfortable using for myself, that's not an invitation to use those terms for me!
NO MINORS!
You can interact if you're into stuff in my hard limits, just don't send me asks about that stuff. That said, I will block as I see fit.
I follow & stuff from @vreaum (I don't understand how sideblogs work very well yet)
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slvt-prince · 2 years
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Hello! Figured I should make a proper intro post.
I'm A-
I am part of a DID system. The body is an adult (30) and afab (but ftm) but I am a 16 year old male alter. I am an introject and in my source/species/culture considered a legal adult. I don't consider myself trans because my gender disconnection comes from our dissociative disorder. I am just a guy inhabiting an afab body due to weird circumstances. That said anything I write would be written as if I have the body I do internally and not the physical body our system possesses. Any reference to me having afab features makes me extremely uncomfortable/dysphoric.
I'm bi but like 95% of my attraction is to men so that's the majority of what I'd be posting about. I'm purely a sub and a bottom and very much a masochist.
I'm into a lot of "darker" kinks and fantasies but as long as things are safe sane & consensual and carried out between consenting adults or kept strictly to the realm of fiction/fantasy I don't think there's anything wrong.
Some of my more "controversial" kinks include:
Father-son or sibling-sibling incest roleplay
Ageplay or loli/sho fiction/roleplay
CNC/ravishment fantasy
Simulated gore/mutilation/torture/etc (Basically if you see it in a good whump story I'm probably into it.)
In any of these I project myself in the "victim" role, and once again I direct you to the bit above about SSC/adults/fiction. It shouldn't need to be disclaimed so much but you know how the internet is.
Other stuff I'm into include:
Breathplay (choking, drowning, etc)
Monsterfucking
Somno
Orgasm denial/orgasm control
Omorashi
General bondage type stuff (but I'm picky)
Degradation but also praise
Eating restriction (I dunno how to word this one. I'm recovering ED but also there's something very hot about someone else starving me or otherwise generally determining for me what and when I can eat)
Cannibalism
This will be updated as I think of stuff. There's a lot more I just have a shit memory. I'll also add a turn offs/hard limits section eventually.
I've also been exploring the idea of nonsexual kink. I don't know a lot about it but there's definitely a lot of stuff that I'm into that I don't need or want actual sex to be involved at all but still give me the same kind of emotional high and release. So I guess there's that.
I might repost some of my writing from other blogs to here rather than reblog them for a vague sense of anonymity (though if you know me outside this blog it's probably pretty easy to figure out who I am from this haha)
Feel free to shoot me asks or just chat. If you're a jerk (in a nonsexy way) I'll just ignore block and more on but I welcome good-faith questions and respectful disagreements etc. Or y'know you could flirt with me or send me dirty stuff that's cool too ;)
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fireofjudgement · 2 years
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Requests are officially open again!
After a long, long time, I finally want to get back into writing, but it's been a while and I need some new fresh energy, motivation and inspiration, therefore I decided to open up requests again!
What fandoms I write for:
Alice in Borderland
Sweet Home
High&Low
My Name
All of us are dead
Money Heist: Korea
Tomorrow
Vincenzo
A model family
What I will write:
Fluff
Angst
Smut (including kinks-my main are breeding, d/s dynamics, somno and cnc ask before requesting anything else)
x readers (only female and gn!!)
Ships
Headcannons
Full stories
Reactions
What I won't write:
Hardcore kinks/kinks that are triggering to me/turn me off (just ask before sending to be sure!)
Male reader
a/b/o and any non human/hybrid stuff (except for the hambies from aouad and the reapers from Tomorrow)
Rape - might do mentions but not graphic descriptions, same with gore, pedophilia, murder etc
Mpreg
Incest (stepcest is on thin ice, depending on my mood)
Anything mentioning ED, as it's a triggering topic for me
Yandere
Any real people, I only write for fictional characters!
I generally write almost everything so don't be scared to ask! We'll figure something out.
A couple more things:
Please allow me to take my time, don't rush me and don't resend your request!
I do remember the remaining requests I received last time, I have them all and I'm planning on writing them out so please do not resend them! They're safe in my inbox/docs and your request will be worked on!
If you have multiple requests please send them in separate asks!
Feel free to reblog this post so others can see it (we all know how Tumblr's tagging system works) but please do not respond to this post with your request, send it in an ask! It doesn't matter if it's on or off anon, I accept both!
Please keep in mind that I won't write requests I do not vibe with, it's nothing personal, some requests are just easier for me to write than others!
Your request can be very detailed or extremely vague, I don't mind either, but please at least mention if you're comfortable with nsfw content and/or angst! Not taking nsfw request from minors!
Please specify which show the character(s) is from, sometimes there's multiple characters with the same or similar names so I'd rather avoid confusion!
If you don't have a new request but would like for me to continue one of my already posted stories please let me know too! I always appreciate when people tell me what stuff they'd like to see more of!
If you submit anything, thank you and I hope you enjoy it when it's posted! If you have any questions please do not hesitate to ask, my requests will stay open for a while, depending on how many I receive, if any. As always thank you for reading and supporting me 💕
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wired-for-weird · 3 years
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Obligatory Pinned Post
sup, I'm Wires, one of those they/he's, here's what you need to know.
This is a monsterlover sideblog, run by a queer aspec enby.
Minors get blocked. Nothing personal, I just don't want to Enact A Crime.
If I reblogged something from you that you don't want on here, let me know and I will delete it with no questions.
I reblog both sfw and not sfw. Block the tag #nsft. if you don't wanna see the graphic stuff. Anything in the middle will be tagged with #suggestive.
Sometimes I'll just reblog regular horny bullshit. Block the tag #not monsters if that's not what you're here for.
Sometimes I'll reblog somno, cnc, and other vaguely problematic kinks. I try to tag appropriately. Let me know if I miss anything.
I'm making a text-based monster dating sim. Tagged with #Untitled Monster Dating Sim
Come talk to me! Especially about:
- nagas
- transformation and body horror
- monster/inhuman courting rituals
- things with big teeth and prehensile tongues
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notsafeforbinary · 4 years
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Relevant info
About me
Rill (not my real name, just a word I like the sound of)
20
transfem enby (they/them)
queer/bi lesbian/idk everyone is hot, i’m a lesbian kinda in the same way i’m not a woman but not not a woman or that i’m t4t but with rare exceptions, for instance i’ve been known to go for the occasional cis woman or trans guy and a grand total of 1 (one) cis man, idk sexuality is weird.
Polyamorous
pre-hrt, maybe hoping to make some money off this at some point to help with that but not anytime soon (and even then I’d probably give it to people free if they’re nice)
About me part 2 (TL;DR: I’m aro, autistic, and ADHD)
I’m aromantic. If you want to have a long discussion about my boundaries I’m totally open to that and in fact would love to have it, but until someone asks or I get around to making a post please just don’t talk about romance happening to me (gestures/actions/lifestyle things typically seen as romantic are fine with the exception of kissing on the mouth, that’s a no unless we’ve talked and I’ve said otherwise). Anyone spouting bullshit about sex without romance being immoral or about me not being able to be a decent human being because I’m aroallo will incur my wrath (nah i’m just gonna block you and move on lol).
I’m autistic and have ADHD, I’m already awkward as it is with nonsexual interactions and adding in societal taboos around sex can make it quite difficult for me to communicate. I will very often not pick up on hints and frequently will drop them by mistake or when trying to drop hints I may not get the message across. I won’t be offended if you say something explicitly to me that’s generally supposed to be said implicitly. I do have rsd so try to keep that in mind but if you’re a decent human being that shouldn’t be a problem too often. Also if I’m making you uncomfortable, please just tell me straight-up. I try to err on the side of caution but I’m only human. What a neurotypical person might see as a clear request to stop I might be confused by, if we’re being horny at each other I do try to make an effort to check in whenever anything changes or just periodically to make sure you’re doing okay but if I’m making you uncomfortable don’t wait for that. Hurting you is the last thing I want to do. 
Kinks (vaguely in reverse order of intensity)
cnc, watersports, degradation, somno, bondage, anything involving body fluids unique to sex, exhibitionism (only when everyone involved is consenting, which usually just means fucking in the middle of nowhere in some woods or smth)
I don’t really consider pet play or praise kinks because they’re not really associated with sex for me, though I do like them and I’m not gonna be horribly turned off if you praise me.
Tagging system
All pictures of me are #me
Currently no other things are being tagged, if you need or want something tagged let me know
DNI
Any sort of bigots/exclusionists (you know who you are), pedos, minors (or people without ages in bio), conservatives/fash, chasers
Miscellaneous
Totally cool with people sending me pictures or asking for them but say something first and I reserve the right to refuse
I love both horny and non-horny messages
Horny asks (anon or not) are encouraged
This is mostly a horny blog in theory but it turns into random stuff about being queer or things that feel too nsfw for my main even if they’re not horny or really good posts i feel like sharing sometimes so yeah
As of relatively recently i’ve become more horny on main but i’m still keeping nudity here because irl friends follow that acc, if ppl want my main acc i’ll prob give it to you if you dm me asking.
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youn9racha · 3 years
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Requests Guidelines
please send in requests for me to write !! (Got7 and Stray Kids only tho)
PLEASE DO NOT REQUEST/INTERACT IF YOU ARE A MINOR
If requesting please mention:
genre (i write smut, fluff, slight dark and angsty stuff)
mini prompt
member/group you want
gender (otherwise i’ll make it gender neutral for everything but smut; it’ll be afab)
I don’t really have a lot of limitations when it comes to writing but I do cross the lines with:
age-play (i am aware of it not being the way it seems, but i still do not feel comfortable regarding that. Mommy/Daddy kinks are okay though)
rape play, taken advantage, force place or anything revolving that (some form of cnc like somno is okay)
group sex (im not confident in writing in that field tbh, but i can write threesomes)
ABO/Hybrid (same reasoning as number 3)
scat-play, piss, menstruation, or any of that sorts. mild blood play/weapon play/spit is fine.
incest/step siblings (sibling bond is fine, but anything sexual between the siblings i’ll not accept)
any sort of abuse (even though i write angst, but i don’t feel comfortable with writing anything of that sort)
high school au (NO SMUT !! fluff and angst is fine, but i still prefer to stay away from it)
oppa/noona kink
any thing that depicts body types/image and/or race/ethnicity. i want to be inclusive and try to keep the physical description of the reader vague.
that would be all. and i hope you all would be patient and enjoy what i put out
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