#vaguepost for someone i know irl

[270828]

damn girl. your shoulder so cold. your heart so rock. whatever

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[e77y]

Recently developed such a bad platonic/friendship crush (idk the word for it... I think there's a word??) on this one person I've barely spoken to 😭 Idk what is is... I just want to be their buddy... I want to do silly activities............ Send me memes and read my fanfics............................

[dilutedapplejuice]

I think if I ever met a system/anyone with DID, OSDD, etc I would never actually be able to tell… I have really bad memory for details about people so I wouldn’t really notice many if any discrepancies. I also can’t recognize personalities as anything concrete (unless it’s super obvious), two totally different alters could be out on the same day and I wouldn’t be able to tell the difference. Worst I’d interpret would be a mood swing.

Especially since most systems’ alters mask as the host- some r better than others but usually the ones worse at masking aren’t out very often (to my knowledge)

[rubixpsyche]

truly fascinating how someone could read that entire tweet and lack the reading comprehension to see the part where a guy talks about his friends and family getting stalked and threatened

[cryptid-on-a-string]

if youre a person who has told me to stop happy-stimming when im feeling really happy, despite the fact that i wasnt doing it in a way that affected you or anyone else in any way:

FUCK YOU!!!!! fuck you fuck you fuck you !!!! <3

[cables-and-wires]

got accused of using my autism as an excuse. like what do you think autism is actually

[lanymme]

i think a lot about how people within the arknights world think about things like horns, ears, and tails as body parts.

we know beeswax's whole thing where she has model-beautiful horns and a bunch of horn care products and gives other operators horn care tips.

it's treated like hair, right? like she has a hair care hobby? and good for her and all that.

right? right.

okay, but tails.

the thick tail/thin tail factions in acahualla are in the same vein as people talking about what kind of butt is best, right? people talk about tails like they talk about someone's thighs or butt?

right? we agree on that?

so tomimi's prodigious tail would be seen by people on terra as like. equivalent to her having a ludicrously big ass? yes? like that's what we're supposed to take home from her up-from-behind E2 art?

do you think people on the landship talk about her with the same kind of hushed awe as, say, utage?

"i swear to god it's true, there's a 4'7" archosaurian girl who's no less than 50% tail walking around rhodes island, you've gotta believe me" is a phrase that has definitely been spoken by at least one short-term oripathy patient upon returning to their community, right? like we can agree on this?

imagine with me if u will. a hobby artist on Rhodes Island--perhaps, for example, known terminally online loser and partially closeted 2chan poster kirara--on her tablet designing a ditzy, clumsy OC who, oops! just can't stop knocking things over with her big, fat tail! and then posting it to her pixiv account, getting clowned on by people on the intercity net for drawing exaggerated unrealistic female bodies, and making a bunch of vagueposts on twitter about how riajuu can't appreciate an otaku's understanding of true beauty, only to step outside her room for the first time that week so she can go to medical for a routine oripathy checkup where she witnesses doctor gavial's goth yandere shortstack childhood friend knock a bunch of expensive equipment off a table and get spanked repeatedly on her IRL hyper tail, and then she immediately starts crying tears of blood.

[cloverstarsys]

Woo-hoo first time an anti endo has told us to "stop faking a serious disorder 🥰" (with that emoji lmaoooo)

Add it to the bingo card/s

In all seriousness, we do not claim to have DID/OSDD or any other form of disordered plurality. In order to be "faking", we would have to claim to have DID/OSDD. You can't fake something you don't say you have. Even if everything anti-endos say was true (which it's not), that would still be a fact.

Telling someone to "stop faking" does nothing. Especially if they're not even faking to begin with. If someone thinks they're, idk, "awakening" someone to the truth of their actions by saying they're faking, that's not how that works. Faking anything is a conscious choice. It's impossible to be truly faking something unconsciously. (<-there are situations where things aren't true and you are doing something unconsciously, but faking something is separate from that, if that makes sense.)

I'll never understand why so many anti-endos say endo systems are "faking". It's literally impossible to know what's going on inside someone's head, especially in the sense of, well... being a random person on the internet. It's one thing to claim someone's faking when you know them irl (still, don't do that), it's another when all you know of them is the text they wrote on the screen.

I know all of this has been said before, but I wanted to put it out there. I do not take kindly to anti-endos invading my space. I mean, I'll just block them, but I will vaguepost about them and reiterate our stances on this.

All of this over one silly post about stealing a rq's alter pack (which, btw, we are only calling an alter pack because thats what they called it)(and, i checked, they dont have a dni, so its not like im breaking it),,,, geez.

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[fitzrove]

not to vaguepost about a popular post about how Gen Z Bad but. Omg this is just a bad post. I promise you can have a full exciting life without smoking, drinking or a driver's license. In fact it's super weird and infantilizing to correlate the lack thereof with being Dull And Repressed............

BESIDES this is just not in touch with reality, so many gen z people smoke it's kinda gross 😂😂😭😭 And at least all of the people I know seem to be the same amount into drinking that older generations are lol.

For what it's worth, I 1000% think the push for internet "puritanism" re: media has much more to do with the political climate than with individual lives. Politics have become a witch hunt on all sides (or rather, there are witch-hunters on all sides of politics - the age of coalitions and cooperation across the political spectrum seems to be ending worldwide because moderates don't or can't exist anymore). People care more about what is appealing, attention-grabbing & satisfying to their own biases and preferences in the short term than what is scientific, or thoughtful, or nuanced, or multifaceted. The cultural and social polarization created by algorithm-based social media platforms (ie. echo chambers) draws from and enhances this. I PROMISE it's not because The Youth Is No Fun Anymore jesus fucking christ

EDIT: Also tumblr users aren't immune to equally reductive takes about maturity and what's inappropriate. I've seen so many bad posts (made by 30-somethings!!) about Brain Matures Until Age 25 so Dating Across That Border is Literal Grooming. 💀💀 Newsflash brain matures throughout your lifetime and just because you turned 25 last year doesn't mean you're a more mature person than someone who's literally a few years younger. Like you went to primary school together with these people I'm not sure there's a divide that actually matters that much lol. I (early 20s) am often told IRL (not by romantically interested parties, by random people) that I'm functionally indistinguishable from someone in their mid 20s :P

[loversj0y]

boundaries

i will never, under ANY circumstances write something that breaks someone’s boundaries. for me, RPF relies on using a persons face and basic traits and writing a version of them that exists in stories in my head. however that does NOT MEAN their boundaries are not important. regardless of the context, if the real person is in anyway the “face claim” of either the written version of themself, or a character of themselves i wrote, i will NEVER break their boundaries.

if i do so, it is not knowingly. do NOT vaguepost about me doing so either because i am autistic and will not understand. if i am breaking a person’s boundaries i WANT TO KNOW before you block me or just call me a shit person.

also, ive stated this before on my blog, but i will never write NSFW content. i may included suggestive jokes and things that are more on the PG-13 side (like making out) but i am asexual. i am not comfortable writing NSFW or even reading about it. making jokes about NSFW stuff is fine (again within that person’s boundaries, my OWN boundaries included) and i find NSFW humor pretty funny and often write it. but NSFW content will never be something that i outright produce in general. im not comfortable with it.

more of my boundaries

- i will never reveal my face on here. it is a safety thing and a privacy thing (irls that like wilbur for example) please do not ask me for any clues about what i look like. if i don’t reference it or supply it myself, i dont want to talk about it

- i have made vague mentions to where i live, specifically by saying the state and that i live in a big city. do not try to find anything else out

- i have been put in danger because of the internet before. both actual danger (stalking) and perceived danger (paranoia, mental instability) so do not even make JOKES about my privacy or knowing what i look like. it makes me so incredibly uncomfortable

- do not joke about SA on my page. i have written fics covering SA recovery because it is something that i have dealt with and i use it to cope. this does not mean you can just joke about it or traumadump with no warning

- dont call me pet names if we arent friends. point blank.

- i have been given death threats over discourse before to the point that seeing any mention of discourse makes me start to panic. do not involve me in discourse. however, if there is something going on that you think i should be aware of, or if i speak out of turn on something i dont know enough about, feel free to tell me in the DMs, just give a valid trigger warning.

- again, im not comfortable with NSFW works. i will not read them so do not ask me to. i will not write them so do not ask me to. it does not matter if the character is real or fictional. it makes me uncomfortable

- if you are below the age of 16, dont dm me or try to actively talk to me. even if my blog is not NSFW, im not comfortable talking to people below that age. the only exception is if you need a safe space to come to and tell someone about another adult online who is harassing you, i am always willing to help out in those situations.

- DO NOT BLAME ME FOR THE ACTIONS OF MY MUTUALS. I AM NOT THEM. i cannot control people, and i am not on here enough to be policing people that i interact with. i have a life outside of this site.

i may add more in the future. im not sure yet

[cows-wearing-my-sweater]

if you are a full grown adult and still create drama like a high schooler just know i despise you you are my least favorite person

what’s wrongs babes?

personal life drama, i vaguepost about things on here when i’m trying to stay civil with my irls LOL 😭😭 someone i’ve considered a really close friend for 7ish years has apparently been talking shit about me, my best friend, and my gf for like the past 2 years and it’s just sooooo immature it’s infuriating !!!! but i wanna be the bigger person so i’m trying to just drop them and move on and not go tf off lmao

[arsen1cs4ng0]

serious post, please read

i think im comfortable enough to talk about my experiences with the chip fandom from march 2022 until february 2023, and how much it really affected me.

i never really wanted to publicly open up about this shit due to past experience and what i had to witness with many of my friends, but im kinda sick of pretending everything is fine and great on here!!

some of the shit i'll be saying under the keep reading cut may be really upsetting, please keep that in mind before proceeding (tws for suicide and harassment) doubt anyone will read this seeing as im such a small account, but hey fucking ho lol

ughhh where the fuck do i begin i created the starlandspoons account in the hopes of trying to warm up to the chip fandom again after enduring so much on the twitter side of it (hoping the tumblr side would be a little better) but... even with me trying to create good memories like i was able to in early 2022.... the pain i felt never subsided.

this is the part where val moans about their chip trauma!! the main shit (im not calling this """drama""". this shit is serious) started in late february of 2022. a controversial figure in the chip fandom, gremlin, came out with an ""apology"" for her actions (i go in detail about her actions here), blaming her actions in 2020/21 on shit like "i was doing it to piss people off" and much more that i dont really want to think about. admittedly, i initially fell for this, being too naive to understand exactly how bad she was (i knew she was bad, but didnt realise how bad)

now heres where the shit really started. back in march of 2022, i witnessed one of my friends on twitter (not naming who, i dont want them to get harassed again) get bombarded with hate + get vagueposted for not forgiving her. people started block-evading them, one person started being enbyphobic towards said person... you can get the idea here. the first time, it did a bit of damage on the way i viewed chip. i lost my taste in it temporarily. that was, until a few days later, where i had a new hyperfixation related to chip (lil guy), which kept my love for it going for a little longer!! that hyperfixation was so strong (stronger than any of my other ones had been) it was able to keep me mostly distracted from the bad shit. mostly.

everything was cool. great. as far as i remember... until late may/early june 2022. back in may of 2022, i became friends with someone called yuzu. they ran an account on twitter where they posted chip songs, tts songs, a/e songs, you get the picture... i became really good friends with them for a while, they were always there to listen to me, we'd talk a lot, yknow. what stood out was that nobody else i knew was that understanding. i was bullied a lot irl, and it was comforting to have that person there for you. i felt.... great!!!

the night of june 9th came, where they got blocked by my friends for "recommending a song from a bad person". they let me know about this, i checked what happened, and... it was a song from gremlin. this didnt bother me too much until i tried to explain to them that they were both problematic... they didn't listen. i dont remember the exact details now as my brain blocked out most of it, but i remember this almost made me spiral into a meltdown, and i suddenly couldnt stand them. i blocked them because i was too uncomfortable and i was on a brink of a meltdown.

june 10th, they made a whole vent about me. guess who had a meltdown!! multiple meltdowns in the span of 2 weeks!! how did i know?? twitter bugged out on me. the vent completely broke me. i was reminded of my ex and how they talked to me. i started getting scared of myself. i felt like a monster. i seriously wanted to kill myself. at that point, i was waiting for my chip friends to block me because i started all of the shit this time!! shit people wanted to move on from!! my brain was convincing me that my chip friends hated me!! (and to this day i still feel like that sometimes)

i had so many more meltdowns from that time. late june, i had to defend another friend (who i'll refer to as bones, for privacy reasons) from being manipulated by them. i was so angry one of my friends went to calm me down through dms. i was so stressed out of my mind that i even went non-verbal one time, which rarely happens!! this continued on and on and on, spending my time and energy defending my friends. i found out so much more about gremlin, even more gross shit, seeing she was friends with someone who is very openly radf*m/a t*rf (+ blamed bones for their own personal family problems), someone who was openly proshit (+ was one of the people who harassed one of my friends)... you get the picture.

this ate away at my mental health more, to the point where i started contemplating suicide. shit i dealt with irl really didnt help either.

the worst part was in january of this year where i had a really bad panic attack because i was scared bones was going to kill themself and there was nothing i could do about it. after that i gave up with the fandom because i finally accepted no matter what i did, nobody would listen. to bones, the friend im talking about, i hope you're okay and i'm sorry i chickened out. im sorry i failed you.

i attempted to try to step my toe into the chip fandom a few months later again by creating the starlandspoons account as my vosim hyperfix was still there and i really missed the good times, but... i still felt unhappy. i have nightmares about the chip fandom sometimes. i am constantly reliving the shit i had to witness in my head. im still feeling the anger i felt those months ago. im still getting angry at myself for not doing more to defend my friends. im still feeling suicidal (not just from the chip fandom, but its contributing to it). it all hurts so much, to this day.

im still going to post on the starlandspoons account for as long as my vosim hyperfix continues. yall are not taking that from me.

sorry for such a heavy vent post, but ive just been needing to let this out for such a long time. it's 4am, i desparately need to sleep. i will say this a thousand times more: thank you to the chip friends who have stayed by my side despite all the shit i endured. thank you so much, you guys really mean to me. seriously, you guys do. i dont know what i'd do without you guys. and to 3 certain people from the chip fandom (you 3 know who you are), thank you especially.

for those who read all of this, thank you for listening to silly little val. i'll be okay, i think. i hope you guys have a good day/night/whatever time it is for you. ;___;

[dykrophone]

okay so fun story about why i decided to make changing my urls every few weeks my brand 😻 obviously i did not start out with it as a mission in mind but i definitely do it on purpose at this point. it wouldn't be my blog if it weren't:))

the number one reason obviously is i want to make it as hard as possible for certain irls (cough, my parents and maybe my ex classmates or friends) (i vaguepost a LOT tumblr is my journal) to find me:') but also i always wanted to have one of those cool intro posts with all my fandoms and interests listed out but making one always gave me anxiety because im in SO many fandoms and there's no way i wouldn't miss something. but this way i could have my url history reflect my passing hyperfixations and inside jokes and things i love and care about and it's like a growing but obviously non-exhaustive list-cum-bingo you know? every time i change my url i reblog the "hello [insert url]" post from @memories and it's like documenting and mapping out a timeline of my various eras here. plus i love the chaos of it all:P at this point most of my mutuals know if there's someone they don't immediately recognise on the dash or in their notifs it's probably me and i love that for us honestly. and i love tumblr because it's given me no choice but to stay stay stay <3

[finnlongman]

I feel the exact same way about tumblr as public/semi-professional social media! Mine is a side blog as opposed to my weird private blog (which is the main blog), so I don’t mind people finding me there, but I also don’t want to have to professionalize quite so much on tumblr. I like being able to interact with other academic people who *do* prefer a degree of anonymity, and I like being a little silly about my profession. I don’t want to have to worry about networking and putting on the *full* professional face all the time on tumblr. It’s a nice place to be in-between, in a sense

Yeah, I feel that. And technically this is a sideblog too, because it was originally connected to my first Tumblr account. (Which, since I made it in 2011, was rather more Superwholock than is fashionable to admit these days. "Why won't you follow back from your main" – even if I COULD, you wouldn't want me to; hence the dance blog workaround.)

I love the sort of... pseudo-anonymity that goes on with some of the academic networking here. My own field is small enough that if I haven't met people at a conference or something themselves, I *have* met one of their friends or lecturers, but because I never ask their names here, we will never know for sure. One time I saw about three people I follow vagueposting live updates about the same conference; to my knowledge, they didn't know each other IRL, although two were mutuals. It was just very clear from the contents of the posts that yes, they WERE sitting through the same bad talk. Hilarious.

I am, obviously, not anonymous here; as an independent researcher I don't really have anywhere else to talk about my research, so I may as well do it here. But I still feel like I have the freedom to be a bit silly about it, and make jokes about it, even if I'm conscious that sometimes people do believe me about stuff so I need to clearly distinguish the jokes from the legit academic interpretations 😅

I met some of my closest academic friends on Tumblr, but fortunately we migrated to Discord a few years back so everybody else has been spared our constant shenanigans and only gets the highlights, like when we send each other links to bad posts we know someone in the group had the expertise and energy to debunk, or when they convince me to make videos about really specific texts just so they can remember what happens in them.

This is a wildly different relationship to the one I have with academics I've met on Twitter, where it tends to be a more professional interaction – more like chats over coffee at a conference to keep up with what they're researching, except I can't go to conferences very often due to my independent status meaning no funding (and also COVID). So it filled a need that Tumblr doesn't. I love what I have here, but it's a very different vibe.

[fanby-fckry]

Do you ever just write something with multiple simultaneous storylines and have no idea which one is the B plot? Heh… yeah, me neither. (<-lying)

Source: voxblr.vox #unreality cw #meta post #hellaverse #hazbin hotel #helluva boss

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22 hr. ago

I had the weirdest dream last night?!!

I don’t even remember what happened, all I remember was this voice at the end: “You CAN’T trust him. He probably just wants you to draw his stupid horse.” What?!? I follow people who draw horses! I like horses! Why are they being attacked in this way?

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1 min. ago

It was a premonition.

Source: voxblr.vox #sir. #i cannot draw your horse #i can’t draw at all actually #please commission an artist #id in alt text

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1 hr. ago

gotta love knitting needles. i can make a scarf. i can make a hat. i can stab your eyes out. i can make mittens.

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1 hr. ago

What was that middle part?

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46 min. ago

i can make a hat

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1 hr. ago

Any Overlord dead after 1940 can’t make quality entertainment. All they know is WcDonalds, recycled content, planned obsolescence, be bisexual, eat voot loops, and lie.

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49 min. ago

Fight me irl you fake ass motherfucker! I can’t suspend your account but I can kick your ass!

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49 min. ago

I don’t believe you can do either of those things, Vox :)

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3 hr. ago

i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

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50 min. ago

Area Man Who Has "Had Enough" Wakes Up Next Morning at 6:30 AM to Commute to Work Again

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52 min. ago

The fucking fake Alastor account stole my joke!!1!

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51 min. ago

Son of a bitch his post has more notes than mine!

#un-fucking-believable #he should be hiding in shame like the real alastor #but he’s out here stealing my fucking posts??? #fuck this fuck this fuck this

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1 hr. ago

What should I get at international hellhouse of pancakes?

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1 hr. ago

alright

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⚪️ Anonymous said isn’t it disrespectful to write fics about someone you killed irl?

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Jul 3

I have no respect for Adam. Hope this helps! <3

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2 hr. ago

can’t believe Niffty managed to Kill Adam a second time

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2 hr. ago

#niffty lady #adam

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2 hr. ago

any overlord dead before 1940 can't use modern tech… all they know is radio, make shitty dad jokes, smile, be asexual, eat people, and lie.

Source: Know Your Meme #shitposting in 4k #vagueposting in 4k

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5 hr. ago

Look at this shit-ass sine we found in the living world

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4 hr. ago

[Image Description: A sign for Lucama Global Methodist Church; Those who eat the Devil’s corn will choke on his cob! // End Image Description]

And it’s spelled, “sign,” sir.

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4 hr. ago

country boys make do

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5 hr. ago

Fanby’s Fake Dash Masterpost