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sanctuary1988 · 6 months
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Les Petals D'Amour | Gwi | Masterpost
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Pairing: Gwi (the scholar who walks the night) x fem! noble! Reader
Summary: A heartless vampire falls in love for the first time in centuries of loneliness. Passion, secrets, betrayal and love drown the royal palace. Will your love for Gwi prevail through time or will it wither away like a fallen rose petal? Maybe love was his punishment, maybe love was your salvation. Or wasn't it a curse to you both? Because, who can beat a race against time? Who can love in the dark? Who can love without truth? After all, even the most beautiful flower will wither away and end in ashes of time, remembered only by the one who cherished her the most.
General Warnings: fluff, angst, blood, biting, general vampire stuff, secrets, obsession, twisted retail of beauty and the beast, death, character death, typical period misogyny, DARK ROMANCE, spiciness, love?, (specific warnings will be given in each chapter)
Total Word Count: in process
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A/N: Welcome to my first fic on this new blog, darling! I finished watching TSWWTN like a month ago and I have officially fallen in love. I took one of the scenes to start this story that could serve as a prequel of the drama from Gwi's perspective. Like a backstory for him that we were denied on the show.
I really hope you will like it, loves. Please share your thoughts with me and feel free to ask me anything! From extra scenes for this story to what's the last thing I ate, I'd love to interact with you all!
*A/N: This story will be updated when I have the time to write, darlings. I'll do my best to keep it alive and ongoing but I have a lot on my plate right now. I'm doing this mostly for myself as I need some space to vent and create without pressure. This blog is a safe space for anyone and that obviously includes me. So please be patient when it comes to updates! I'm giving my all trying to balance my life with all the responsibilities I, myself, put over my already busy life. But be for sure that this story will be finished... someday.
**A/N: Darling, please mind the warnings on this post and on each chapter. I'm still pondering on whether I should include smut here or not as I personally think there should be a solid reason why there must be a spicy scene in a story but aside from that, this story will have some pretty dark contents and behaviours. Disturbing scenes may appear throughout the story and I am not responsible for your media consumption. Please, be careful, love.
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~ Main Work
Chapter 1 | Handsome Stranger |2.3k words|
Chapter 2 | Owned Flower |2.4k words|
Chapter 3 | Caged Petal |2k words|
Chapter 4 | Silver Innocence |2.5k words|
Chapter 5 | Subtle Conscience |2.5k words|
Chapter 6 | A Flower For A Flower |4.2k words|
Chapter 7 | Reborn Petals Of Emotion |4k words|
Chapter 8 | Veil Of Temptation |4.5k words|
Chapter 9 | Fate's Cruel Hand |5.1 words|
Chapter 10 | The Heart Of The Poet |3.4 words|
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𖹭 Interlude pt.1 |1.4k words|
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Chapter 11 | The Moon That Embraces The Sun |4.6k words|
Chapter 12 | Melodic Promises |5.5k words|
Chapter 13 | The Silence Of Solitude |3.2k words|
Chapter 14 | Stolen Rose Of A Promise |4k words|
Chapter 15 | Flames Of Passion |4.5k words|
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𖹭 Interlude pt. 2 |2.2k words|
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Chapter 16 | Secret Of Darkness |3.4k words|
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
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~ Side Content...
Moodboard
The Playlist 🫶
Started: January/28/2024 Finished: ???
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suslikd · 1 year
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Pure beauty and pure evil <3
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kdram-chjh · 9 days
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Kdrama: The Scholar Who Walks the Night (2015)
Gwi ❤️ #leesoohyuk #kdrama #leesohyuk #leesoohyukpp #이수혁 #gwi
Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/haeXaKpTPS0
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Cheong-san to Gwi-nam: Alright, I get it, you're evil.
Cheong-san: Do we have to chat about it all day?
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magneticflower · 1 year
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All it takes is introducing vampires to a story to make me not care.
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sombredancer · 6 months
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Asian dramas and my favorite types of characters
There are my favorite types of characters as a list. A villain with a fatal weakness
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Drama: The Scholar Who Walks the Night /밤을 걷는 선비 Character: Gwi Screentime: Secondary Gwi is an ancient vampire and a master of puppets (and Joseon's king is the main of them). He is merciless, invincible and scheming all the drama long, until he accidentally kills a girl, who was his hostage and recalcitrant puppet from her childhood on and was the only one who could scold him and deny him. Nothing about it is said directly in the drama, but after her death he goes insane, kills all of his puppets and this way causes his own death. So, I suppose, she was his only weakness, and I like this type of a personal drama for a villain. Punch-Clock Villain / the Dragon
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Drama: 100 Days My Prince /백일의 낭군님 Character: Moo-yeon Screentime: Secondary Moo-yeon works as an assassin for the killer of his father, who is constantly threatening him with the life of his sister. Moo-yeon is a man of a very ill fate: his family was accused of a treason and executed, his sister became a fugitive, he was forced to sell his conscience for his and sister's lives and, as a cherry on the top of this cake, fell in love with the daughter of his captor. And died trying to save her... His story is sooooo sad, but it makes me feel for this character fully. Also, he is the king of whump because the half of the drama he is injured and suffers from his wounds. The whole sad story of this guy is analyzed by me here, here and here.
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Drama: The King Loves /왕은 사랑한다 Character: Moo-suk Screentime: Minor Koreans, obviously, like this type of characters, too, so there is another Dragon of the main villain, Moo-suk. In his free from dirty deeds time he h̶e̶l̶p̶s̶ ̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶l̶a̶d̶i̶e̶s̶ ̶c̶r̶o̶s̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶r̶o̶a̶d̶ literally saves cute children and restores self-confidence of young ladies. And then he falls in love, rethinks his life and dies from the hand of his master. Predictable and sad. Still a memorable guy, though. 50 shades of a Byronic Hero
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Drama: The Wolf / 狼殿下 Character: Chu Youwen Screentime: Main A Mowgli boy was adopted by a wicked emperor, brought up like a cruel beast and was forced to do some dirty stuff for the emperor. He is mysterious, severe and you never know what's on his mind. As a true Byronic hero. He is some kind of Dragon, too, but it's a Chinese drama and he is a main hero in it, that's why he doesn't really do anything bad during the series. His soul is kind and his heart is pure, but he hides it from his love and deals with all of his problems on his own. It's the reason why all of this drama is a masochistic tango between him and his love. Whump lovers will be happy, too, because he is constantly in chains, pierced by arrows like a hedgehog or works as a slave in mines. As any other Dragon, he has a BE.
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Drama: Lost You Forever /长相思 第一季 Character: Xiang Liu Screentime: Secondary A mysterious demon general, whose name makes everyone shake in fear. A former demon slave, who is true to his word enough to fight for his benefactor even if he knows crystal clearly that it's hopeless and he and his army will die in the end. A man who has huge problems with expression of his emotions in a socially approved way. Edward Cullen of Chinese dramaland. He is enigmatic, with thick vibes of a bad guy, yet very loyal to his benefactor as well as his love and very selfless. Because of this loyalty he will die and the love of his life will never-ever find out about anything he has done for her during the story.
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Drama: My Journey to You /云之羽 Character: Gong Shangjue Screentime: Secondary A guy was through trauma in his childhood and it made him look intimidating and unfeeling. A tsundere is born! He coped with his trauma by taking extra responsibilities for everything and everyone and turned to be a walking killing machine instead of a man. But an enemy assassin comes to his life and teaches him how to be a human once more. It's a painful experience, but it`s necessary in order to grow up as a character and is beautifully fulfilled. It was a great joy to know that he survives at the end of the story, it's a rare thing for this type of characters, so even if there is season 2 someday, I will not watch it in order not to spoil my impression of the first one. I wrote about him detailed here, here, here and here.
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Drama: Princess Agents / 特工皇妃楚乔传 Character: Yan Xun Screentime: Secondary It's the transformation story, too, like a previous one, but this time it's transformation from an ordinary man to a villain. Prince Yan Xun is a hostage colony prince in a metropolis empire, but he enjoys a noble life along with other nobility youth. The society around him is awful, each of these noble youths is a psycho who appreciate human hunt and so on, but cheerful and easy-going Yan Xun doesn't think their bloodthirstiness could turn against him. When relationship between the metropolis and the colony become tense, though, Yan Xun's friends of yesterday are happy to drink his blood. He loses his whole family and, insanely longing for revenge, slowly turns to one of those monsters himself.
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Drama: A Journey to Love / 一念关山 Character: Li Tongguang Screentime: Minor This guy has got a very realistic personality and background: he is a bastard who was deprived of mother's love since he was a child. The first circumstance made him power-hungry, scheming and outwardly emotionless, the second one made him longing for mother's love on insanely level. So he is invincible outwardly, but turns into a teary mess when it's about his female tutor, who is a mother figure for him. The contrast between these two personalities is enormous and makes this character very alive and interesting. During the drama he will not cope with his Oedipus complex but circumstances will solve this problem for him.
A pure-hearted hero
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Drama: Creation of the Gods Ⅰ / 封神三部曲 Character: Ji Fa Screentime: Main It's maybe strange to find this type of characters in the list of my favorite types, but morality and selflessness of a character is very important for me, too. This story is some kind of King Arthur's legend, but in a Chinese way. The emperor is bewitched by a demon and is bringing the kingdom to it's downfall, the Gods are here to find the savior with the help of a magic scroll that can be opened only by a true king. Ji Fa, a hero of this story, doesn't care about scrolls, but his heart is loyal to his kingdom and to his family (in this very order). He genuinely wants to help his friend-prince to be a king his kingdom deserves and, despite awful things that were done to him and his family, doesn`t harden his soul and betray his ideals. And, I suppose, although he isn't aware of this, he IS the future King Arthur of China. Interesting character decisions
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Drama: The Legends/招摇 Characters: Jiang Wu Screentime: Minor This character is something like a rival of the male lead. He is a xinmo - an inner demon of some other character and represents the darkest features of a human's soul. He is a ruthless killer, a dark sorcerer without conscience, but what was very unique, being literary the worst part of a human personality, he values his assistants a lot and genuinely cares for them. A villain is usually a lone wolf. He doesn't trust anyone and doesn't value anyone, his loneliness is usually his weakness and a key to his downfall. So I was pleasantly surprised that sometimes a villain is capable of building healthy relationships with his subordinates.
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Drama: Sh**ting Stars / 별똥별 Characters: Do Soo-hyuk Screentime: Minor
This guy truly surprised me. Firstly, he is supposed to be something like a third wheel in relationships of the main couple, but he just calmly got a refusal from the female lead, said "OK" and, absolutely relaxed, proceeded to live his life further. It's something unbelievable for me, because I used to see the insanity caused by an unrequited love to be the plot engine of a lot of dramas. Secondly, he is well-written as a character, straightforward, principled and has tsundere-ish or Byronic vibes - all the character features that I like =) Part 3 will be about other interesting types of relationship, mostly between men.
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synthetickitsune · 11 months
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Hello! I don't know if your requests are still open, but if they aren't just ignore this. May I request some romantic, fluffy & emotional content for Gwi (Scholar Who Walks The Night) with a human s/o who loves him deeply and is always gentle, caring and kind towards him? Like she genuinely respects him, and treats him with so much love? Cause look, I have theories about Gwi and affection. Namely that he was always treated like a beast and basically betrayed by his loves. But I think he is both touch starved and affection starved. Legit I feel like he'd melt for someone who gives him their heart sincerely, and sees him as a wise ancient being worthy of respect, rather than a monster to be destroyed.
PLEASE i could go on and on about my takes on gwi and affection and everything, he literally deserves so much more than he got </3 tbh i definitely will write more about this prompt because i want to give him at least some sort of happiness
Gwi (Scholar Who Walks the Night) | Affection fluff | 1k | (kind of implied) f!reader
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Their voices join the water and blood dripping in the expanse of the cave, so do their faces, all of them just the background. If you were told they’re only another rock growth in the underground palace, you’d accept it without a second thought. So insignificant they were. Maybe not for the palace, for the grand scheme of things, but it’s always been easy to detach yourself from the world.
You’re not really looking at them, perhaps through them would be a better word. But when he speaks, your eyes surely find his profile and you pay attention. Most of what he says is mocking the humans standing before his throne. He’s sneering at them, taunting them. They can’t do anything about it. They can’t do anything to him. Everyone in the room knows it. So they come after the obvious easy prey.
“Gwi, isn’t it about time you got rid of the toy?” you know without looking at them that the official speaking is pointing at you. You’ve heard them mutter about him playing with his food before. And if you heard, he heard too.
“What toy?” the vampire asks, and you know that to them his voice is nothing but amused. But you don’t need his enhanced hearing to take precaution. When the backs of his fingers brush against your cheek, it must look to them like you’re motionless. You lean your body towards him just enough that he takes notice of your weight shifting on his lap. Just leaning into his touch isn’t enough. He’s a creature that deserves more respect than that. “Which one should I get rid of?”
If he only could look at both you and the subject before him, you know he would. Jealousy was never your strong suit. Even less so in the face of Gwi. Sometimes you’d get the feeling he doesn’t appreciate that. Other times you think he seems relieved. Either way, he was not for you, or any human, anyone, to own. You keep your eyes on him. The officials are predictable enough, all of them plotting, trying to figure out how to get their daughters involved, how to get closer to power. 
They sputter and back down as they always do. Trying their most to stay in Gwi’s good graces while crossing every boundary clearly set. It’s pathetic. And the vampire is as predictable as them, so you don’t flinch at all when the gentle caress turns into a death grip on your jaw while his fangs bury into the flesh of your neck.
They run away. Of course they do after the vampire’s mocking. They take it as a threat to their family, so you don’t blame them for closing their eyes and turning their back. It is a threat. Not a fully empty one either. But the officials and their petty palace drama and power struggle are irrelevant and definitely not the thing your mind wants to focus on as it grows fuzzy. Your body is getting weaker but you don’t panic. You hear your heart in your ears and it’s beating steadily.
“Your blood tastes so sweet,” his voice graces your ears, his bloodied lips gently pressing against your cheek not a second later, leaving a mark, “I never tasted anything like it. Is it because you’re not scared of me?”
It’s not the first time Gwi wonders aloud about your blood. Perhaps that truly is the reason, maybe panic ruins the blood, just like when hunters try to catch their prey unaware. It wasn’t always like this, and you entertain the thought of your will and desire overrunning even your instincts and biology. Your tongue feels like lead in your mouth, so you can’t respond and he doesn’t force you to. Instead he guides your head to rest against his shoulder, allows your body to lean on his.
You feel a sense of guilt for being so weak. You wish he could feed from you all the time, drink your blood until he’s sated. He’s tried that in the past. He kept feeding from you day after day - as a desert, he’d claim - kept feeding from you right until you were on the verge of death. The doctors barely saved you. You never asked how did it happen that you were nursed back to health. Then again, did you need to? It was about that time that you started noticing that the officials despised you.
“Should I get rid of you?” he muses, and yet his arm is wrapped around you so tenderly it’d make you sleepy with comfort if it wasn’t for your desire to listen to him, “Should I set you free?”
You don’t think he’s playing with you, but then again Gwi is unpredictable at the best of times. Either way, it’s all the same to you. Your answer would always be the same.
“I’d worship you still,” you whisper, gathering your strength only to be shushed by the vampire holding you. There’s a smirk on his lips. Proud. But it softens. He knows. He knows. And maybe that’s why you get to be held by him.
“Worship is not a word many would use,” he sounds amused, and you enjoy how freely he converses with you. Not too long ago he’d be much more guarded. He’d snarl at you, make you feel like he’ll attack any moment. It’s a little surprising he allowed you to stay alive. You meet his eyes with a questioning look that he answers with a curious smile before he shakes his head. So you stay quiet.
He picks you up and carries you to the space he made for you, where your bed is hidden away from sight. You know once you wake up there will be a meal waiting for you to get your energy back. He lays you down and covers you with a blanket. He strokes your hair, reassuring you that you’re allowed to rest now. 
And so you slowly, obediently, fall asleep.
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luminescenc1e · 3 months
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#STARTERCALL for these specific characters of mine:
bok gwi-ju (atypical family), pansy parkinson (harry potter), jace herondale (the mortal instruments), finnick odair (hunger games), daemon targaryen (hotd), rhaenyra targaryen(hotd), vanessa ives (penny dreadful), ethan chandler (penny dreadful), dani clayton(haunting of bly manor), lydia deetz (beetlejuice), damon salvatore (vampire diaries), wade wilson (deadpool) !!
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ships-n-bats · 10 months
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Shipping List
A list of all my ships, in case anybody is curious or wants to browse the tags.
I try and tag every post with the series' name, all relevant characters that are present, ship name, and any other tags I may add (typically my musings lol).
Disclaimer: List is open to change as pairings are either added (most likely to happen) or removed (less likely to happen). This post is subject to change.
[CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION]
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A Monster in Paris
FranLuci
Adventure Time
Jainicorn
MonoCake
PetriGrof
Alvin and the Chipmunks
Theonor
Simonette
Amphibia
Sprivy
Animal Crossing
Tombelle
Cyrus X Reese
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Zutara
Sukka
Baldur's Gate
Tavstarion
Durgestarion
Durgetash
Barbie
Ken X Barbie
Ben 10
Gwevin
Bendy and the Ink Machine
BenAlice
Betty Boop
Bimbo X Betty
Bleach
IchiRuki
IshiHime
IsshiMasa
Blue Exorcist
RinShi
Bluey
Bandit X Chili
BlueLuc
BoBoBo-Bo Bo-Bobo
Gasser X Beauty
BoJack Horseman
Todd X Maude
Casper the Friendly Ghost
Casper X Kat
Spooky X Pearl
Cats
Demestrap
BombaTuggoffelees
Tuggoffelees
Tuggerina
Codename: Kids Next Door
Walluki
Cookie Run
MintCocoa
Courage the Cowardly Dog
Kitty X Bunny
Crash Bandicoot
Crawna
Danny Phantom
GrayGhost
Johnny 13 X Kitty
DC
DickKory
BatCat
KaraDox
Clois
Razaya
Lightning Lad X Saturn Girl
Demon Slayer
ObaMitsu
Disenchantment
MoraBean
UrsuZog
Disgaea
Laharl X Flonne
Disney
MickMinn
Donaisy
Ostensia
Maxanne
Goofy X Sylvia
Hercules X Meg
Eric X Ariel
Florian X Snow White
Charming X Cinderella
Phillip X Aurora
Aladdin X Jasmine
Tramp X Lady
Kovu X Kiara
Tarzan X Jane
Stitch X Angel
((I basically ship 99% of the canon Disney couples))
Dororo
Hyakkimaru X Mio
Dr. STONE
XenoStan
Dragon Ball
VegeBul
K18
Fantastical Beasts
Newtina
Felix the Cat
FelixKitty
FernGully
Zak X Crysta
Final Fantasy
Clerith
Zarnet
Squinoa
Fire Emblem
Chrobin
Henlivia
Frankelda's Book of Spooks
HerneFran
Friday Night Funkin'
Boyfriend X Girlfriend
Fullmetal Alchemist
EdWin
Futurama
Freela
KifAmy
Garfield
Garlene
Gargoyles
Golisa
Genshin Impact
XiaoLumi
Xiaoather
LumiXiaother
Chongqui
Ghibli
HakuChi
PazuSheeta
SophHowl
TomKiki
Godzilla
Mothzilla
Hokmuto X Femuto
Good Omens
Ineffable Spouses
Gravity Falls
Dipcifica
Hades Game
ZagThan
Orphydice
Hamtaro
Hamtaro X Bijou
Homestuck
DaveJade
Grimdorks
AraSol
Karezi
SlickPaint
Galora
Stelzias
Mitula
How to Train Your Dragon
Hiccstrid
NightLight
InuYasha
InuKag
JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
JonaEri
JoseSuzi
Sorlato
Jo2uYasu
Kim Possible
KimRon
Kimba the White Lion
Kimba/Leo X Laiya/Kitty
Kingdom Hearts
SoRiKai
SoKai
SoRiku
RiKai
Kirby
Kirbbon
Legend of Zelda
MaLink
MarLink
MiphLink
KafeiAnju
Sidona
Looney Tunes
Bola
Porktunia
Dina
Marvel
PeterMJ
SymBrock
Rombit
Pepperony
Clintasha
Kurrty
Megamind
Megamind X Roxanne
Mob Psycho 100
TsuMob
Mune: Guardian of the Moon
MuneGlim
My Hero Academia
Tsuchako
KiriMina
Momoroki
KamiJirou
KuroMori
TetsuKendo
My Little Pony
Fluttercord
TwiBurst
Shadence
Rarijack
Mystery Skulls
LewVi
Mystic Pop-up Bar
Han Kang-bae X Kang Yeo-rin
Yi-Hon/Gwi X Weol-ju
Naruto
SakuLee
SaiIno
NaruSasu
ShikaTema
Neopets
Kanrik X Hannah
Jazan X Nabile
No Straight Roads
Yinu's Father X Yinu's Mother
One Piece
ZoLu
UsoKaya
Osomatsu-san
Jyushimura
PaRappa the Rapper
PaRappa X Sunny
Persona
Kannao
Pokemon
FerrisWheelShipping
IsshuShipping
MonochromeShipping
I also ship the actual pokemon together, so will have a variety of those types of pairings (especially Umbreon X Espeon)
Pop Team Epic
Pipimi X Popuko
Popeye
Popeye X Olive Oyl
Promare
LioGueiMei
GueiMei
Psychonauts
RazLili
SashMilla
Puella Magi Madoka Magica
HomuMado
Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer
Rudolph X Clarice
School for Vampires
Oskar X Sunshine
Seraph of the End
MikaYuu
Shovel Knight
ShovelShield
PlagueMona
Shrek
Shrek X Fiona
Sky High
Warren X Layla
Sonic the Hedgehog
SonAmy
Tailsmo
Knuxouge
Soul Eater
Croma
Speed Racer
Speed X Trixie
Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
Spirit X Rain
Spyro the Dragon
Spylora
HuntBianca
BanEmber
Star vs. the Forces of Evil
Globclipsa
Dave X Wrathmelior
Studio Trigger
RyuMako
Satsugoori
LioGueiMei
Super Mario
Mareach
Luaisy
Blippi
Teasing Master Takagi-san
Nishikata X Takagi
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
RaphMona (1987 ver.)
Capril
The Amazing World of Gumball
Penball
Carwin
The Clark Saga
Clark X Malfina
The Croods
Geep
The Fairly OddParents
TimTrix
Cosmo X Wanda
The Gray Garden
Eticalb
The Loud House
SaLuna
Luanny
The Muppets
Kermiggy
The Owl House
Lumity
Huntlow
Lucky
The Road to El Dorado
Chelioguel
Transformers
Oplita
JazzProwl
ChromHide
Trigun
VashMeryl
Trollhunters
JimClaire
Trolls
Broppy
Undertale
ShyBlook
Vampire Hunter D
Meier Link X Charlotte
Voltron
Kallura
Lotura
Wadanohara and the Great Blue Sea
SameWada
Warriors
FireSand
RavenBarley
Where the Crawdads Sing
Tate X Kya
Wolf's Rain
Hige X Blue
Hubb X Cher
Wolfwalkers
Mebyn
Wreck-It Ralph
JimClaire
Yo-kai Watch
Ray O'Light X Drizzelda
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sanctuary1988 · 9 days
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~ Secret Of Darkness |16| Gwi
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French: /the petals of love/
Pairing: Gwi x fem! noble! Reader
Summary: A heartless vampire falls in love for the first time in centuries of loneliness. Passion, secrets, betrayal and love drown the royal palace. Will your love for Gwi prevail through time or will it wither away like a fallen rose petal? Maybe love was his punishment, maybe love was your salvation. Or wasn't it a curse to you both? Because, who can beat a race against time? Who can love in the dark? Who can love without truth? After all, even the most beautiful flower will wither away and end in ashes of time, remembered only by the one who cherished her the most.
Warnings: fluff, angst, romance!, mentions of sex, love, confession, kissing, battling of emotions, TENSION!, flower is described to be shorter than Gwi, historical! AU, royal! AU?, cannon copilant (let me know if I missed anything!)
Word Count: 3.4k words
A/N: Hello everyone! I know it has taken me some time to update (sorry about that) but I'll let you know why in another post later but like GUYS, I was so excited to publish this chapter I barely edited O.O Please excuse any grammar mistake, I'll fix it all tomorrow. Promise! ALSO, we are already +60k words 😲 so thank you all so much for all the support, love and enthusiasm this story has received, really thank you. I hope you like this chapter and again, thank you so much!
Enjoy, darlings❤️❤️❤️
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The room was filled with the flickering, dying candles from the day before. The soft petals from the cherry blossom continued to fall on their endless crusade as you slept soundly next to Gwi. Nestled under the covers as your head rested on top of his bare chest. The warmth of his skin against yours kept you under a spell of dreamless rest. One of his hands rested behind his head while the other caressed your back in soothing motions, marvelling at the softness of your skin under his fingertips. Those large hands that had brought death to so many people over decades now held you with tenderness under the covers of your bed. 
The long hours of the night stretched on and even as he didn’t sleep, he kept every second of every minute completely mesmerised by your existence next to him. 
With a deep softness in his eyes he watched you sleep, taking in the details that marred your beauty. The way your lashes brushed over your skin, how your hair framed your face, the soft parting of your lips that he wished to kiss again. And the way your hand curled against his chest as if you were reaching for him even in your sleep. 
It was an image, a dream he could have lived in forever. A painting of perfection that softened the edges of his dark existence. 
Gwi shifted slightly, careful not to wake you as his hand moved to brush a stray cherry blossom petal that had landed on your shoulder. His fingers lingered there for a moment, tracing the line of your collarbone, savouring the intimacy of holding you so close it nearly hurt his frozen heart. You stirred but did not wake. A soft sigh escaped your lips as you snuggled closer to him in your sleep, seeking the warmth of his body as he held you closely. 
The sight stirred something deep inside him, something that had long been dormant. The way you trusted him so completely, so utterly, unaware of the danger you lay beside. You didn’t know what he was—what he truly was—and he intended to keep it that way.
His hand moved to your hair, his fingers tangling the silky (h/c) stands as he whispered words that were not meant for you to hear. Said only for the shadows to witness among his aching heart. 
“If only you knew… just how precious you are to me, petal.” 
The weight of his words hung heavy in the stillness of the room. There was a possessiveness in his voice, but also a tenderness that he hadn’t felt in what seemed like a lifetime. You had changed something in him, stirred feelings he thought he had long since buried.
But with those feelings came a fierce protectiveness—a desire to shield you from everything, including the truth. You saw him as your protector, your lover, and that was all he wanted to be for you. You didn’t need to know about the darkness that coursed through his veins, the centuries of bloodshed and loneliness that had shaped him into what he was now.
You didn’t need to know that the man sleeping beside you, the man who held you oh so tenderly, the man who whispered sweet promises of eternal love; was not a man at all. 
Gwi’s hand stilled in your head as he leaned down and pressed a delicate kiss on the top of your head. The scent of you, the sweet blood that coursed through your veins, the rose scent that clung to your body like a shadow, the delectable aroma of the cherry blossom and the perfume of your skin was intoxicating to him in a way that made his fangs hurt in a way he had to fight to suppress. His eyes threatened to taint crimson with his desires and his pulse accelerated. 
But then, you stirred again, taking in a deep breath as your eyes fluttered open. You woke up slowly, feeling loved and warmth as a content hum escaped the back of your throat the moment you realised—you remembered—where you were. Who you were with. 
“Morning…”
It came out as a whisper, your voice still thick with the remnants of sleep as you shifted and looked up at Gwi. 
“Morning, my flower.”
His voice was low and smooth, the way it always was when he spoke to you. There was a moment of silence as you simply stared at each other in a soft waltz of spring love. Your fingers traced soft patterns over his chest as you basked in the warmth that surrounded you and the soft light of the flickering candles. 
“How long have you been awake?”
You asked, yawning cutely as you pressed yourself closer to him; if that was even possible. Gwi chuckled, a rare yet delicious deep sound that rumbled through his chest as his eyes never left yours. 
“A while.”
“You should have woken me up.”
One of his large hands came up, gently cradling your cheek in his large palm while his thumb ran over the smooth skin of your face. 
“I didn’t want to”
His fingers brushed a strand of hair, tucking it behind your ear. 
“I wanted to let you rest, my sweet flower. You looked peaceful. It looks like I tired you too much last night.”
A deep blush tainted your cheeks at the mention of last night. You broke eye contact and he smirked lovingly down at your sudden shyness. You remembered his soft promises of love, his passionate touches and his kisses of fire. The way he had made you reach such euphoric sensations over and over again until you fell asleep in his arms. Gwi had awakened something primal within you, but it was something that had always been his to claim. Your pleasure was his to own and possess, and there was no-one else in the world you’d have given yourself to as you did to him last night. 
You smiled, feeling the love in his teasing words, though you couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something more behind his gaze. Something hidden in the depths of his eyes that he wasn’t telling you. But you dismissed the thought, choosing instead to sink back into the moment, the comfort of his touch and the sound of his heartbeat beneath your ear.
“I could stay like this forever.”
He hummed softly at your murmured words after a beat of silence passed between you both. And yet his peace was shattered by your words. Forever was a powerful word. His eyes darkened as he looked down at your peaceful features relaxed next to him. And it became pretty obvious that that was the exact thing he couldn't give you. Forever. But the truth was like a shadow over a beautiful spring afternoon, obscuring the sun and shattering what little hope of happiness he had. 
For him, forever was real. But for you, the idea was far more fragile than what he could elaborate. 
Still, his arms tightened around you, wishing too that this single moment could stretch on to eternity. Gwi had to anchor his racing and anxious mind with the feel of your body against his as if he could keep you with him by sheer will alone despite the cruel inevitability of time. 
“You will always be mine, flower.”
His voice was soft, words whispered to the wind that was more of a promise to him than to you. And as the cherry blossoms continued their gentle descent, Gwi vowed once again to protect you from everything—even the truth—if it meant keeping you by his side.
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You stood in your room, putting on a beautiful hanbok where the top was a delicate shade of coral pink, hugged your figure just enough to showcase its simplicity and grace. A ribbon tied neatly at the waist held the fabric in place, its pristine white accents framing the cuffs and collar, providing a gentle contrast to the vibrant top.
While the skirt flowed like a whisper around your legs, its soft beige fabric textured and light, catching the air with every movement you made. The skirt, full and graceful, seemed to glide along the ground, its layers revealing just the faintest hint of lace beneath, intricate and refined. The combination of textures, from the smooth silk of the jeogori to the gentle folds of the chima, gave you an ethereal quality, as though you were a vision from a forgotten era.
Gwi watched you with tender eyes as he lay on your bedding, his outer robe opened and displaying his honey skin beneath the fabric as he leaned on his elbow and watched you with a mixture of admiration and desire.
His keen eyes watched as you applied some rose powder on your cheeks, highlighting your cheeks. A cherry red paper was caught between your lips as you bit it softly to add colour to your kissable lips. 
“How are you so beautiful?”
His dark murmur made you freeze in your spot, your eyes flickered to him through the mirror as you smiled softly, adding more beauty to your already ethereal features the vampire was so enamoured with. 
“How are you so handsome?”
The vampire lord chuckled, the sound a deep and smooth, like a rumble from a fading thunder storm during summer. His dark eyes gleamed with a deep intensity, making you feel as if he could see right through the layers of soft fabric and straight into your very soul. 
“You flatter me,”
You gulped at the sound of his voice as it sent a shiver down your spine. Your eyes locked with his through the mirror.
“But no matter how handsome you think I am, it pales in comparison to the way you captivate me, petal. I could watch you for a thousand years and never tire of the sight.”
You turned from the mirror, your cheeks warming at his words, though you tried to play it off with a teasing smile.
“A thousand years? You do say the most impossible thing, Lord of my heart.”
His gaze darkened for a moment. A split second as he took in your shy words. He pushed himself up fully, standing in a slow, graceful movement that had you mesmerised. His robe slipped further open, exposing more of his toned chest, but it was his eyes that held you, deep and unwavering.
“And yet, here you are. Defying the impossible everytime I look at you.”
Gwi murmured as he stood behind you in just a few quick steps. One of his hands rested on your shoulder, his skin touching the fabric that covered your body from his eyes, his touch light but filled with reverence. 
Your eyes met his through the mirror once more, feeling the intensity in his gaze, the many things that were left unspoken between you both. For they existed in a language neither of you spoke but could only feel. His words, the way he looked at you—had a powerful weight to it. Something more than just the affection between lovers and tangled souls. Something deeper. Something darker. 
It was as if he spoke of things far beyond your understanding, of promises you hadn’t yet made but that he already felt.
His long, pale fingers found the delicate strands of your hair as it fell over your back, reaching near your hip as you looked at how mesmerised he was at simply touching you in such an innocent way. 
The candles flickered ominously as you observed the subtle line of concentration as he began playing with your hair. Running his fingers through the strands before he began twisting it and braiding it with a tenderness that belied the anger he had felt when he had taken you out of the burning mansion that once belonged to your father but was now left in crumbled ruins. 
His long fingers, usually so strong and decisive, now worked with surprising gentleness as he gathered strands of your hair and wove them together with a focus that made your heart flutter.
“I’m not doing it right, am I?”
He muttered, his tone uncharacteristically unsure. He paused in his braiding to look at his handiwork, a few strands slipping loose despite his careful efforts. You turned your head slightly, peeking at the mess he had made in the mirror, a soft laugh escaping your lips. 
“It’s perfect.”
You smiled up at him as you said it but Gwi huffed, not at all convinced yet your smile and the way you had laughed at the silly moment softened his frustration. He leaned forward, resting his chin on the top of your head as he looked at you through the mirror. 
“You are a terrible liar.”
A soft giggle escaped your lips and he adored the sound, loving the way your eyes squeezed at the action of laughing or how your nose scrunched ever so softly. 
“Perhaps, but it’s still sweet that you tried.”
Your hand held the slightly uneven braid before you stepped forward and reached over the small table next to the mirror for your red rose hairpin, the one he had given you what seemed like moons ago. 
Gwi watched as you rolled up the braid before you secured it with the hairpin, a few strands framed your face as you looked at your reflection and he was sure you were a portrait from an ancient dream of his. There was no way you were so beautiful, so enchanting before his eyes. You had a light within yourself. A light that reached even his dark world he had been drowning in for centuries. 
A sudden melancholy flashed through his eyes as he remembered the secret he held from you. The nature of his existence and how he could never tell you but knowing that, eventually, you are going to be aware of the monster that he is. And even if he could stop the sun from showing up everyday, there was no way he’d be able to hide it forever. 
His gaze lingered on your reflection a little too long, that unspoken weight you often saw hidden behind his affection glinting in his dark eyes. You turned around, your smile faltering a bit as you looked up at Gwi. 
“What is it?”
Gwi’s eyes shifted, the darkness in them deepening for a moment before he forced a smile that didn’t quite reach them. He straightened, pulling away slightly, his hands slipping from your shoulders to rest at his sides. His lips parted as if he wanted to answer, but no sound came. His silence filled the room, stretching between you like an invisible barrier.
You stepped closer, your fingers brushing the fabric of his robe, and the touch seemed to pull him back from whatever shadowed thoughts held him. His hand came up to cup your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin with the same tenderness he had shown while braiding your hair. But now, there was something else in his gaze—something heavy, something unrelenting. A weight he carried alone, and you could feel it, even if you didn’t understand it. Or he didn’t let you understand. 
“Nothing.”
He had said. His voice was soft but tinged with shadows you weren’t able to chase away with your worrying gaze and deep love. It sounded strained, rehearsed even. 
“It’s nothing, my flower.”
But you knew he spoke lies with that deep voice of his you loved so much. There was a sadness within him, a grief he wore like an armour. A melancholy he had never let you touch, never let you truly see. But in moments like this, it slipped. His control, his composure, his walls of ice cracked beneath the pressure of your love and you began seeing, if only a glimpse of the dark secrets he carried within the heart you now treasured as your own life. 
“Don’t lie to me, love. I can see it in your eyes. There's something you are not telling me.”
His jaw clenched, and for a brief moment, you thought he might tell you the truth—whatever it was that lingered in the dark corners of his soul. But instead, he sighed, his hand falling from your face as he stepped back, putting distance between you that felt far more significant than just the space in the room.
“I’m not lying. There are simply things that I cannot explain.”
You stared up at him, his words sounded harsher than before. Cold. Detached. And you hated it how he pulled you so close you were suffocating within his existence or he pushed you away as if you were nothing but a burden in his complicated life. 
And yet, you couldn’t deny the pain his words carried. A pain that cuts through you like a knife. You wanted to reach out, to hold him and listen to whatever burdened his soul but you knew Gwi. you had known him for years now. He was a complicated man. A man of secrets. A man who carried knowledge and conscience that seemed from forgotten times. And you felt that no matter how close you were, how tenderly he held you nor how fiercely he protected you; there would always be parts of him that he’d keep in the shadows of his mind. 
“Don’t look at me like that.”
He asked. He nearly pleaded. But his sentence only caused you to blink. 
“Like what?”
“Like I’m breaking your heart.”
His voice dropped, barely above a whisper and your heart clenched at the sight of him. Gwi's eyes, which once held you captive with their intensity, now seemed lost, distant, as though he stood on the edge of something he couldn’t face. His vulnerability, something he guarded so fiercely, cracked open for just a moment. A single second before his gaze hardened again. He took a deep breath and straightened up, running a hand through his dark locks. 
“I will not ask you to tell me something you don’t want. I have always respected you and I will always love you. Just know that I am here for you. If you ever feel you want to tell me something, love, I promise I’ll listen.”
Gwi smirked down at you. A smirk that was meant to tease you, to make you laugh as well. But you saw the devastation in his eyes at the simple action that tried to mask his burdening grief. 
“I know you will, petal.”
He leaned down toward you, his lips pressed a soft kiss on your forehead and you closed your eyes. Your hands itching to pull him closer, to allow him to feel the warmth of your love but he retreated too soon. As Gwi pulled away, the cold air of his absence wrapped around you like a shroud, and the gentle warmth of his kiss on your forehead faded too quickly. You opened your eyes, catching a glimpse of him retreating, the distance he created growing heavier with each step. You could feel it—the space between you becoming a chasm too vast to bridge, filled with the weight of the secrets he kept buried in his heart.
For a moment, you just stood there, staring at his broad back as he turned to face the imposing cherry blossom tree, the soft candlelight illuminating the sharp angles of his face. He was lost in his own world again, the one he wouldn’t let you touch. And even though you understood that Gwi was a man of mystery, a man tied to a past he seemed to run away from, it didn’t make the ache in your chest any less painful.
You stepped forward, standing next to him as your hand slipped into his bigger one. The touch warm against his cool skin as you stared at the tree of the pink petals as well. 
“I don’t need to know everything. I don’t care about your past. I don’t care what you have done or what you think you deserve. What matters is who you are now. Who you are with me.”
He turned to look down at you, the strength in his eyes staring at you that it nearly took your breath away. His hands squeezed yours. Knowing you spoke from a heart that was no longer yours. But despite all the love that now poured over him like a waterfall, he knew nothing would ever be the same if you were to know he was a vampire. 
“I will always be your protector. Your lover. The Lord of your heart. Forevermore.”
You smiled, leaning your head against his shoulder as you took in his presence, his strength, his secrets and his treasures. His shadows and his stars. 
“That’s all I need.”
September/13/2024
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suslikd · 1 year
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Only one of us gon' make it out alive
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Get on the knee, get on the knee,
Cutthroat.
(c) Cutthroat - Imagine dragons
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kdram-chjh · 2 years
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Kdrama: The Scholar Who Walks the Night (2015)
Lee Soo Hyuk - Gwi (Scholar Who Walks the Night) Savage
Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2s4C6TkO5A
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indulgentia · 2 years
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@𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔  𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅:
" why haven't you killed me yet ? " yeon @ gwi * kiss kiss from me @ u *
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                             ✧・゚:*  〈   𝐔𝐌𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐍  +  𝐆𝐖𝐈  〉 *:・゚✧
Cardinal  seems  SURPRISED.  Perhaps  not  because  of  the  attitude  itself,  but  with  the  words  of  the  one  who  became  the  ONLY  CHILDE  that  managed  to  survive  not  only  the  action  of  time,  but  also  the  VILE  AFFECTION  of  the  Abyss  itself;  It  wasn't  uncommon  to  see  any  other  creatures  choosing  words  to  address  him,  but  still  having  no  ABSOLUTE  CONTROL  over  her  brought  ⸻⸻  a  SATISFACTION  that  even  he  couldn't  describe,  which  remained  veiled,  however,  just  his  thoughts. 
ᵂʰᵃᵗ  ᵃ  ᵗʳᵉᵃᶜʰᵉʳᵒᵘˢ  ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ  ᵗᵒ  ᵇᵉˡⁱᵉᵛᵉ  ᵗʰᵃᵗ  ᵃ  ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ  ⁱˢ  ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ  ᴹᴼ��ᴱ  ᵗʰᵃⁿ  ᵃ  ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ
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❛❛ Why  darling,  have  you  given  me  any  GOOD  reason  for  it? ❜❜      Perhaps  the  JEALOUSY  over  the  ambiguous  attitudes  of  this  creature  of  darkness,  or  maybe  the  'accidental'  DEATHS  of  the  servants. . .  Each  small  but  JUSTIFIABLE  breach  on  the  masquerade  over  the  course  of  their  tumultuous  relationship.  But  after  all,  what  are  those  to  such  VICIOUS  BEINGS ?  A  suppressed  laugh  dared  escape  the  Cardinal's  lips,  one  that  was  only  sweetened  by  his  deep  VELVETY  VOICE,  sarcasm  dripping  from  his  thin  fangs,  words  flowing  in  an  amusing  tone.  Deep  down,  he  was  convinced  that  that  solid  lifeless  body  was  incapable  of  feeling  anything  but  hunger,  but  the  flood  of  thoughts  and  sensations  that  those  few  words  carried  inside  his  ear  were  hard  to  describe  in  mere  words.    This  vampire  had  already  torn  apart  a  lot  MORE  for  a  lot  LESS  than  such  a  CONFRONTATION.  But  we're  not  talking  about  any  such  cursed  creature. . .  Nor  one  of  his  enemies. . .  OH  NO.  Onyx  eyes  without  any  reflection  travel  up  and  down,  contouring  the  shapes  of  the  female  figure  so  deeply  INGRAINED  for  so  long  within  himself.
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pinkbalrog · 2 months
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I have changed my mind on "The Scholar who Walks at Night". It's pretty fun! I like the vampire elements very much and the fun little moonlight song is a superior romance song. I still think the plot drags near the end and the first episode is rough, but the ending is surprisingly sweet. Gwi snapping was awesome. I needed to give it another try haha.
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sombredancer · 9 months
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Enemies/Rivals to Lovers recipe
(with the mild version aka Pride and Prejudice and the tragic version aka Romeo and Juliet) Step 1: The main heroes are on the opposite sides of any scale (the grumpy one vs a cheerful one, a kind and stupid one vs a cunning and vile one, a demon vs a god, a master vs a servant, people of enemy states or absolutely different cultures etc.).
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A cheerful and funny little bird demon-yao Qing Qing and a grumpy and stone-faced deity of Netherworld Xue Qianxun Step 2: They are forced to communicate with each other without a chance to avoid it (e.g. an arranged marriage, being trapped somewhere together, working as a mole in the enemy camp etc.).
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Asura King Xuan Ye plays out damsel in distress to get undercover into Heavenly Realm and his future lover Ran Qing is the one who "rescues" him.
Step 3: One party get impressed by unique character features of other (e.g. the person is the only one who isn't terrified by other's scary reputation, the only one who treats other party well etc.).
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Even kings and princes are in absolute terror seeing Gwi - an immortal all-powerful vampire, and only Hye Ryung hates him so much that dares to bicker, scold and deny him. Step 4: One of the parties takes the first step towards another and that melts another`s heart.
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Even if Hou Ling Changjin hurt Princess Bao Zhu for her miraculous blood, she still cares for him and doesn`t hold a grudge.
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"You are injured!"
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Step 5: Here come mutual pining, UST and moral sufferings "what is more important: to fulfil the mission / to be accepted by the society / whatsoever or to love?"
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Gong Shangjue doubts if he can indulge himself being gentle with the girl he likes if she is an assassin from the enemy clan.
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Shangguan Qian adds Shangjue`s favorite flowers into her tea and thinks about her mission of taking him down.
Step 6: It`s time to confess the feelings.
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Leader of a diabolic sect Li Chenlan comes to save his beloved who hated him and tried to kill him and promises her to be her sword and shield. So romantic!
Step 7: The parties try to solve the problem that keeps them apart. If the problem is internal (it has something to do with beliefs and prejudice of a person), here it will be solved and «happily ever after» begins.
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Despite of his low social status Hao Du ventures to participate in the competition, wins the right to marry the princess (who he is in love with) and dares to be honest explaining that he did it not only in order to save her from a Barbarian prince but because he truly wants to be with her. Step 8: If the problem is external (there is a large-scale conflict and the parties are just some insignificant participants of it), one of the parties sacrifices themselves to solve the problem.
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Before saving the world by the cost of his life Demon God Tantai Jin engraves his name on his own tombstone placed next to his beloved wife's one, so in the future she could mourn him in a suitable place.
Step 9: In a satisfying story there is a magical reward of party's brave deed, which is a happy end.
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Demon Lord Dongfang Qingcang sacrificed himself in order to save the girl he loved and died but his girlfriend (who happens to be a Goddess with abilities to resurrect the dead) nurtured a piece of his primordial spirit for 500 years and brought him back to life. Side note: If you want to add some chili pepper into your story, you can break this scheme any step from Step 4 on: pining could be one-sided, UST could never ever be resolved, characters could prefer their goals to love or maybe death or other circumstances would do them apart against their will.
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The Wolf and Ma Zhaixing finally got together but the cruel world couldn`t allow it to last anytime long.
Bon Appétit! Your Enemies to Lovers story is well-baked!
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May i request a Gwi x human!reader with the prompt "Witnessing them being whipped on accident"? I wanna see Gwi having a soft spot for his little human, who's always so obedient towards him
Gwi (Scholar Who Walks The Night) | Witnessing them being whipped on accident fluff | 0.8k | gn!reader
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Everything blurs together until you feel life is just an out-of-body experience. Pain, cold, touch, breathing, all your long gone memories - it’s all a confusing mess clouding your mind. You can’t pinpoint a single thing. A single one. Safe for a longing for someone.
You’re too weak to remember who that person is. But you know they make you feel safe and protected. At the same time, there’s a sense of caution that makes you all the more curious. Just who could make you feel like you’re a moth flying too close to the flames?
In the rare moments when you’re lucid, you feel many things. Regret most of all. You don’t yet know why that is. Regret and yearning that you know belongs to the mysterious man.
A man. But not a human.
It’s so easy to accept when you’re so far away from reality.
Memories of your life so far come to you slowly. It feels like navigating a forest swarming with fog, but your last moments shine through. A sharp pain in your neck. Blood being drained from you, night after night. 
You remember the man. The vampire. His lips closing around the two puncture wounds in your neck.
It makes you want to cry, to scream.
It seems so natural that what you feel is not hatred or fear, but rather disappointment in yourself. You think you should feel scared - fear for your life. Then again in your current hazy state it’s all too easy to accept that even death is nothing but a natural consequence of your failing. Although you’re not sure what exactly was your shortcoming.
Soon you start hearing voices. You can only recognize the angry one, the one that sounds like a roaring of a wild beast. It’s the vampire - but to your surprise you’re not at the receiving end of his fury.
And it’s just as shocking, so much so that you’re half-sure it’s a mere hallucination, when he does speak to you. His voice is tender. Smooth like the water running down the walls of the cave. He touches you too, gently, his cold skin irritating your sensitive one. He feels like cold smooth stone, yet you want to lean closer and closer. Your body won’t listen.
The next time you come to, you hear the anger in his voice again. He’s closer - close. You feel his presence by your side. He’s demanding something - that you wake up? You’re not sure you’re hearing right, although maybe all these scenes are only happening in your imagination. Even so, you wonder who he’s speaking to. He should be reprimanding you.
There’s another voice, weak, but you know when someone is making excuses - you lost a lot of blood, you were kept weak for a long time, your diet is poor. The vampire doesn’t want to hear any of it. He wants you to wake up. You can’t.
Your life feels like a long spell of deja vu. The vampire’s confusing moods, his fury aimed indiscriminately at anyone who happens to enter, yet his tender touches and soothing voice belong only to you when there’s no one around.
When, after eternity, you open your eyes, you expect the tide to turn and for his anger to target you as his victim. Yet that doesn’t happen.
Your eyes blink open and adjust to the shade inside the cave. It only takes a minute before Gwi enters your field of vision. And the moment his eyes meet yours, he’s by your side.
“Slowly,” he instructs, helping you into a sitting position. It’s no issue to obey him. Your body feels like lead.
He helps hold up your body while forcing a cup of water to your lips. Drinking isn’t as easy as relying on him to help you sit up. You do it anyway, watching him watch you.
“What happened?” you wince at the hoarse sound of your voice. 
“You’re a human,” the vampire smirks, “Weak.”
There’s no humor in his voice, his shoulders are tense. You expect him to snap at you. He doesn’t.
“I heard your voice,” you mumble when he begins to turn away. He stops. “Thank you. It’d be boring to death without you.”
He sneers and turns back to you. “What did you hear?”
You try to remember, and frown settles on your face when you realize you don’t actually remember. “I don’t know anymore. But it made me feel safe.”
It’s dangerous - dangerous to be weak, to show vulnerability, but you feel like you just came back from the dead, so you speak freely.
“Foolish,” he spits while standing up quicker than your eyes can see. You fall back down, landing in the softness that is your pillow. You can only hear the sound of his clothes rustling as he moves. 
“Don’t fall asleep. The doctor will arrive soon.”
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