#violent and mercurial

[berrystrawbs]

my heart and the earth share the same rule it starts with love and it ends with you

they stared at each other, wordless, because they may have loved each other so quietly and constantly that it didn’t need to be verbalized, but they wouldn’t be them — wouldn’t be kiyoomi and atsumu — if they weren’t each at least somewhat enamored with their own pride. there was a stupidity to it that made kiyoomi’s next words all the more damning: “where are you going?” i care about your whereabouts. i will follow you, if you stray too far. ; or: atsumu has a slight cooking mishap, kiyoomi's therapist needs a raise, and they're in love

NEW FIC! co-written by me and @bigriceenthusiast for her super cool food as a metaphor for love series!! check it out if you like haikyuu sakuatsu and/or silly people in love

hope you enjoy :)

[lovesdisrepute]

i went outside tonight even though it scared me; maybe because it scared me. we were floating on our backs in the water and abba was playing in my head. i’m not sure what was playing in yours but the sun set without us really noticing, too caught up in whatever we were avoiding / in each others’ eyes. we were thinking different, living different but we both looked up at the same second. both of our breathing stopped for a second, i think, just a beat. not enough for anyone but the cicadas to notice. we looked up and maybe even realized together why people thousands of years ago thought there had to be something magical about them; why people now are eager to figure out every reason for how something beautiful can naturally exist. how we can claim to be at the center of anything when obviously we are cradled by their light but not crowned.

[lovesdisrepute]

being a younger sibling is responding to this random tumblr post instead of texting my sister because we don't talk about this kind of thing. i can't open our messages and say: i have never known a life without you. i took up tennis because you did. i learned how to ice skate so you wouldn't leave me behind and i tried not to cry when you ran over my hand because i thought i'd ruin whatever balance we'd struck. we barely live in the same house anymore but you're home for one day and suddenly i don't know how to exist without you all over again. you've never known the names of my friends but they still know yours. they'd sneak into your room on my birthday because they liked you better. now they ask if i have a personality that's not talking about you. i knew all your friends' names until college, and i'm still not used to the not knowing. i stole mom's phone and googled depression when you started going to therapy and i fell backwards into a religion i was at odds with because i thought i could pray you happy again. the only person i wanted to call from the hospital was you but you never picked up the phone. you said you wouldn't come visit for christmas and it was only november but the nurses had to stay up all night to sit with me. for the first time in my life i physically couldn't travel the distance to insert myself into your life and i hadn't seen you in six months and i was hospitalized, god damn it, and i didn't know when i'd get out. but four days with our parents was too much to ask. my life's becoming so different from yours and that scares me more than anyone else because how can i exist if not in your shadow, if not in the exact path you dug out. of course i compare myself to you. doesn't everyone long to be their idol at some point? my interests are yours, washed out and belated by some six years. sometimes i feel like i've never had to think for myself and that scares me. thank you for making it easy for me. i love you so much it hurts and i have to think my heart's burst across my chest because i'll never say it aloud but you seem to know anyway. the first time we hugged was the day you left for college and i sobbed all the way through first period history. i didn't let you borrow my extension cord one time and you told me you'd leave and never come home. we send each other links for instagram posts over text because you won't accept my follow request. you call me when you need something and don't talk to me otherwise. i love you and i think you might finally like me. i won't ask for more, not to your face, because that's just not what we do. we never have. but i'm allowed to want, i think. i'm not sure because you're not here to think for me anymore. to tell me what's okay.

being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready

[not-poignant]

Hi, Pia!!!! I hope you are doing well. I can’t help but wonder if in FFS when Eifnisien entered The Cosy Book Corner for the first time if Kadek had been working instead of Arden. How would Kadek have reacted to Eifnisien’s attitude? Would Kadek and Eifnisien have become friends without Arden? I love your writing style. :)

Hi anon,

This one is easy to answer. If Efnisien had met Kadek first, Kadek would have kicked him out, and Efnisien would never have returned to the bookshop. They wouldn't have become friends, and Efnisien never would have met Arden.

Without Arden as the middleman between those two, there's no way Kadek would have given Efnisien a first chance, let alone a second.

[pookieace]

expand on it. please.

since you said please i guess i have to say it now :/

g... gojo... gojo n thigh fucking.... GOJO AND THIGH FUCKING. i justdhhehd i just think he would... do it while you're looking into a mirror tbh :/ but he'd make sure you came at least once so your cunt is already messy. likes to feel how your body goes weak in his hold when his cock presses through your folds from the back. likes to watch the head poke out from between them in the mirror. he. he likes it messy. i think he's part of the leaky tip gang. paired with your wetness n how long he edged you for it's messy.

messy and sloppy. sloppy slick sounds every time he pushes his cock back and forth and it's embarrassing how arousing it is. i think he'd be full of praise tbh, a lil pussy drunk too. pussy drunk and thigh drunk (it's a thing now).

"thaaa's it baby, fuck. use me. yeahh, jus' like that." puts his hands on your ass to help you move your hips ohhh my god... gives it a couple of slaps that hurt just right. pushes your face into the mirror when he gets closer to his high. with how big he is, he'd probably end up pushing your entire body against the mirror while he ruts against your thighs :/ his body flushed against your back n your front flushed against the cold mirror. probably has his hand tangled in your hair as he holds you down and finishes with a louddd groan.

thrusts his hips into your thighs a couple more times to properly milk himself. cums so much it's all over the mirror and over your cunt and thighs. just spreads your legs with ease so he can see the mess he made in the mirror and taps his softening cock against your pussy before sliding it in between your thighs n cunt again and makes you close your legs again and andnadndn it jsuttt. twitches.. once he feels... yoru thighs... againmn.. and just... oh my goddd okay eyahH ENOUGH!!!!

[constantvariations]

Ain't it weird how almost every disabled character in rwby is disabled due to violence?

[70707070707o7]

also when u ask ur deck a very specific q n no card comes out and then if u shuffle too long it just angrily gives u the 4 of pents... 'bitch i'm not TELLING' alright damn........

[99simproblems]

Random Tidbit: Seon-hwa

I guess she has a specific incarceration date now and it was during Leo season(she's a Leo Mars and Rising).

She was locked up on August 14,2000.

[r4rw1ngd1n0]

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[mugzymiik]

that one Jerma meatgrinder song came on while i was drawing this btw and i think it fits Mercury very much/hj

[rfks-brain-worms]

hatsune miku and rust cohle staring down at a spiral of ants, miku being excited and rust staring at it in quiet horror running a quiet monologue through his head. Send post

No no, I trust that the right people will see this

[berrystrawbs]

@bigriceenthusiast and i are cooking something up STAY TUNED CHAT

[lovesdisrepute]

sestina 01

his starlight reminisces a foreign skyline buoyed by salination: seaside boy glances up from a computer and the library windows are dark now, it’s too late for a boy of your age to fall out of words sink beneath midnight canopies, to  fade into azure, too early to  learn something new – fear the foreign! isn’t it true the sooner wretched ships sink  the more glass there is for you to pocket by seaside weeping bells in the stagnance, your mother for  your locked doors of the library  you are His, not this library  no books, shelved spines cracking to  attention, ink pressing forward an aria for a dictionary, translation: the foreign  act of admitting there’s life past our seaside there’s more to the world than toy ships in our sink  and you, do you sink? you, boy of the library  with shells in your marrow from her seaside life lived of knowledge, what is it to  dream? is joy such a raw foreign  thing spoken in darkness entombed for  overused ecstasy, melancholic for  melodrama, boy it’s easy to sink into spaces frightened and foreign  run now! you can escape this library  clear your mind of all He attends to  draw stick-shapes in sand at the seaside crack your nails into chipped rocks of seaside  whispers, easily it’s lost, for  your carrion fields are closer to  bile diluted in a public restroom sink  blink and he’s back, blue-lit in the library  how does familiarity manage to be foreign  little deaths by the seaside, blow a candle ‘til i sink  come forth for getting this library  boyhood: a lapse to become, unto himself, foreign

[merwynpersonalhub]

Man I love your OC Mercury lol they are so prebby

Also regarding that ask, I guess both Mercury and Fylass can relate on not only that but also having Lizard Tails! (Chimera intensifies)

I THOUGHT THAT WAS A DRAGON TAIL TBH I DIDNT KNEW IT WAS A LIZARD TAIL- thats so fucking neat/pos

also edit: thank youuuu i redesigned mercury like 4 times and im very happy about how he looks now so ty for calling the silly prebby

[caracello]

tyrian's favorite madness character is definitely tricky but i think hank comes at a close second. and he likes deimos a lot because i say so.

[rucow]

im trying to learn to like my aries mercury more, so here's one thing i like about it:

i like that i can simply turn my mind off and Not Think, especially about topics that spark no joy. i can empty my head sooo fast u have no idea. being a little stupid is ok sometimes 🫶 but also i like how fast i understand what other people are trying to say. u dont have to finish ur sentences with me, i'll get it. also i like the youthful enthusiasm i have about everything. i talk about everything with a smile on my face, no matter how dark the topic. i simply choose to see the bright side, and even if it doesnt exist, i can choose to make it exist. i dont like gloomy negative people, so i try not to be one. im passionate about spreading refreshing positive energy and i like to believe im decent at it! i like seeing the Good in everything. i like having no inhibitions. im so excitable its endearing (i would hope) and i come across so young bc of it. im doing alright maybe 🤞