actually deeply hilarious to me that i was the first one in my old friend group to ever come out but slowly but surely every last one of them has minus one we are still waiting on and one that is currently dating my best friend and these are the two that have morphed into my new friend group who is entirely queer. we have a token straight now and i live for that shit
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hestio over the years constantly having to rein in his frustration and anxiety whenever tesilid does something stupidly self-sacrificial. trying to nudge him to look after his own interests. realising when they were 10-ish that oh cool, tesilid doesn't actually worship the strict order that much, he recognises that they're shit too. and then going hey hold the fuck up why is he still Like This then, if he knows he's not getting anything in return. realising to his horror that tesilid is just genuinely that unconditionally giving; that he simply does not consider if he gets anything in return or how much he needs to sacrifice in the process. spending the next few years trying not to explode whenever this idiot keeps sacrificing himself for absolutely nothing.
hestio in every timeline where he realises that all his worrying was for naught because all the worrying in the world could not have saved tesilid; he was doomed from the start. by this damned god that never did anything good for them except for shackling them to this institution that treats them as nothing but tools.
hestio realising that if he really wants to protect tesilid, he needs to be MUCH more drastic. forget being subtle, forget being embarrassed, forget propriety. they're going up against a literal god (absent as they are, it's still a god). he doesnt have the luxury for these things.
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