#wait i gotta explain this

[theclosetedskeleton]

In a hateful mood rn??? idk why though stares at the people who LIVE IN MY HOSUE

[britcision]

Regular reminder that sudden and severe weight loss is a pretty serious sign that something is very, very wrong

[rapturekiwi]

It's just a matter of time Before we learn how to fly Welcome to the rhythm of the night There's something in the air you can't deny

[videogamelover99]

Something that drives me crazy about the punch scene in the Dead Apple flashback that I finally can put into words:

Before the Dragon Head Conflict, Chuuya and Dazai weren't partners. They became partners during the conflict, and were so good at working together that they became notorious in and outside of the Mafia. And then the bodies kept piling up, and Dazaj got dragged back into nihilism. And that is that made Chuuya pissed. Like, SB Dazai would not have made Chuuya pissed like that, because at that point he expects Dazai to be an asshole. It's only after they became partners, when Chuuya saw the humanity that Dazai was capable of, that seeing the old Dazai, the Dazai he hates, pop back up again made him pissed enough to punch him and say that Dazai does not look human to anyone.

And then Dazai cares so much about Chuuya's opinion of him that he ends the whole conflict. He cares so much. He straight up says "I'm fixing this cause my partner is upset with me" to Shibusawa in that bonus story.

Something happened in DBH before then that made them truly care about each other. To see each other as important. Like, if anything, what I want is a DHC Light Novel because that is when they became partners, and that changed everything.

[quietlyblooms]

alrighty, friends, i feel the need to be a little transparent because it's affecting things here. the short version of everything is: i'm not doing so hot in the mental health department. no one needs to be concerned -- i'm okay even if i'm having a hard time. but i just ask that everyone continues to be patient and understanding bc i promise that i'm excited to write and chat!! both new and old mutuals, i have so much admiration for you all!! the problem is that the discomfort and sensitivity i feel are making it increasingly difficult to be punctual and social.

so what does this mean? it means my activity may continue to be extra slow. i might procrastinate with messages or go completely silent. i might not log on some days just so i don't have to use my brain. but however my presence here fluctuates, i promise that in no way this is a reflection of my feelings towards you or our muses. i'm just going through it.

all that said, thank you for being here <3 thank you for filling my dash with things that make me smile, and thank you for being a space where i can relax. i care about all of you so much, and i encourage you to be kind to yourselves!! take breaks!! take your time!! your happiness and health matter first always.

[laurelnose]

i’m a completely normal amount of excited about the ninefox ttrpg giving us a canonical kujen signifier

[flashhwing]

me after taking two days to respond to an email: augh it's been four hours why haven't they responded!!!

[citrlet]

i'm sorry i'm being annoying about my trip but look at the view from my room in d.c.

[coulrology]

So what's the lore with Juniper n their relationship with Vitimir n Hettie?

WELL for both, their relationships go back to their school days! Although the difference being that Juniper and Hettie went to St. Epiderm together, while Vitimir went to a different school (Glandus at the time he met Juniper).

I’ve briefly touched on how Juniper and Vitimir met here, so that explains their first meeting. To reiterate, Vitimir was a shy kid that didn’t really have any friends growing up (aside from bugs/whatever little creatures they spent their time around) and was bullied frequently, so that single positive interaction with Juniper, though small, really stuck with him and he never forgot it. Juniper didn’t forget it either, but being the sociable type meeting and talking to lots of different people, that moment sorta blended in with the rest of their memories. So fast forward to them both working as Coven Heads at the same time, Vitimir immediately recognizes Juniper. Despite Juniper changing a lot since his child self, that one good memory left such a big impact on Vitimir as a kid that he still held that soft spot for them. So of course, when Juniper eventually approached him on their own time, Vitimir already had this layer of vulnerability. Even though they might not have recognized him, from Vitimir’s perspective, there was that sense of familiarity and comfort; Juniper might have changed, but that kind kid was still in him. Now that they have the chance, Vitimir wants to actually get to know this one person who had plagued so many of their thoughts as a kid. And the rest is history!!

As for Hettie! Again, she and Juniper attended St. Epiderm together. Hettie was just as terrifying as a kid as she is now. She was everything- a jock, a princess, a bully, a weird girl, whatever you can think of. Though she’s very open about who she is, everyone around her was always so intimidated by the fact that she was unpredictable (and the fact that she’s both the smartest AND strongest person you’d ever meet is terrifying enough on its own). Most everyone- except for Juniper. To Juniper, Hettie was always such a character. She’s always been so confident and unapologetic, able to command people’s attention without even saying a word. Her unpredictability made everything she did so interesting. Juniper so deeply admired this about Hettie. And the fact that she’s 100% his type only drew them closer to her. Hettie was Juniper’s first ever crush, and that love Juniper had for her never faded. Though as kids, they weren’t in the same social circles, they did cross paths a lot, whether it was through Sonia (Scooter Crane’s daughter and childhood best friend to Juniper, who was also in the Healing Track), or Juniper getting injured for whatever ridiculous reasons. At this age, Hettie didn’t reciprocate her feelings (yet), but she had a fondness for Juniper because he was so different from the other kids for the fact alone that they had a (very obvious) crush on her. And while their crush may have caused them to do embarrassing things, and foolishly being used as her own guinea pig from time to time to practice her magic on, Hettie had cared about Juniper. To her, he always made life more fun and interesting. Fast forward to them as Coven Heads- Hettie has grown a stronger affection for Juniper. He’s changed over the years, but he still makes life so much more fun and interesting. Perhaps now, Hettie admires Juniper for the same exact reasons they always have her. They’re still a bit pathetic around her, but Hettie finds it endearing. Not to mention, Juniper still makes for a good doll to experiment on, and she takes good care of her favorite dolls ;-)

[repurposedmeatlocker]

Pls don't ask me to recommend a season to watch of a long-running TV program. My ass is just going to say "I liked season 1 episode 1. It really grabbed me and made me want to see more."

[pocketramblr]

Obviously reincarnating AfO, Yoichi, and Second into Touya, Fuyumi, and Hawks was a fabulous idea whenever back it was but now I've been thinking, if Yoichi would reincarnate thinking about his karma, I think the universe would feel bad and try to make up for his last life for him by giving him the best big brother possible, and a good shot at heroism, and a chance to help out his successors, which of course means he becomes Tenya, which does line up with some strict moralism stuff Yoichi has going on, as well as the "would not be strictly opposed to joining a couple murderous vigilantes" tendencies that he also has going on

[badolmen]

*chewing on the clock* c’mon 9 AM hurry up

[infiniteglitterfall]

This video is exactly in the center of some nerdy Venn diagram of humor and science, and I don't know how to describe it.

He also wrote out the step-by-step instructions, with pictures, right here.

Doesn't specify rock type, though.

[pecanwriter]

Me writing a new chapter: oh this one is gonna be SHORT

Me, at 3336 words: alright now we're slowly getting to the part I actually wanted to write about...........

[venacoeurva]

Apologies if this in intrusive, but did you give Wren a bad leg because you also have one? Just curious, because I’m also disabled and pretty much smack my disability on like 60% of my characters

I do! Just not amputated or quite as bad as his (him amputating his is kind of a version of me fantasizing about chopping my own dumbass leg off), I just have to use a cane if I'm walking or upright for too long, like going to the store. Around the house is doable without, maybe with a brace if it's a bad day. My right leg has been weakened after injuries and it keeps getting worse (maybe covid damage mixed with the injuries, general age, and poor genetics?), not specifically and solely due to disease like his is (leg has degraded severely in his case from corprus).

I would probably be a lot happier if I could get it amputated and could summon a leg to replace it too though tbh, he's livin the dream

[imwritesometimes]

logging on to tumblr dot com to look at cute kitty pictures to keep The Horrors at bay. even just for 15 minutes.