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This parallel though,,,
#soriku#thinking about all the context of these moments#the contrast between what Riku was walking away for then vs what he was walking away for in kh3#in kh1 that was the moment he had truly broken his promise#and in kh3 that’s the moment he remakes it#just like his poem in CoM#walking the road without you#to remake our forgotten promise#and meet you at road’s end#well something like that anyway
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Normal take my hand we’re going to therapy
#dndads#dndads spoilers#normal we have walked similar roads I am putting you in therapy post canon you will get through this#while his relationship with sparrow may not improve I’d like to think he eventually finds peace with that. it’s hard but it can be done#I did like a speed run through the stages of grief lol I think I was mainly upset bc a part of me wishes I could reconcile with my parent#but that’s just not a reality that can be pursued after being so deeply hurt at least not without harming myself further#and I think that’s very similar to Normal’s scenario#I don’t think I’ll get too deep here lol but meh#I am content and now just vibing#god I can’t wait for the CoC mini series though give me sweet horrors
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once again thinking about James and Reg going backpacking to run from their problems alone and then they meet each other on the fourth day and just keep walking with each other because they’re going the same pace so why not (James’ idea) and they end up talking through everything and heal together in a way they couldn’t do alone
#yes this is the road trip fic in another font#i do not care#this is my bread and butter#i’m thinking james would go without telling anyone#maybe he’d tell like remus#to make sure no one thought he was like dead#but he would leave everyone else in the dark he’d want to disappear#and reg would be thinking about finally leaving home#but being too terrified to#so he’d walk in hopes that maybe in the end he’d find the strength to#or he’d get enough of solitude and go back home gladly#also i feel like with james i wouldn’t do sad james#i mean i would#but i feel like james grieving instead would be more interesting#him running from his grief after losing his parents#and he can’t even say it he can’t even tell reg why he’s there#because at least when he’s on the trail he can pretend his parents are still waiting at home for him#yknow#you see the vision#this is an idea from a year ago btw#it’s just too much like the road trip fic i couldn’t do anything with it then#but 🤷♂️#here it is#jegulus
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Hey... what's your favourite urban legend or ghost story?
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#mine is one that is... definitely not real. considering its a story ny dad made up for my brother and i when we were little.#he wanted to make sure we didnt wander off when we were camping.#this is the story of the Ghost Kangaroo.#... XD#he said there was a camp ground seasonal janitor who came down one day to clean up after summer#and on the way it was dark- he couldnt see the roads very well- and so. yeah. he hit a kangaroo.#when he realised there was nothing he could do. the kangaroo was dead. he just moved on#started doing his work.#but... the kangaroo got back up. it was missing a leg but it managed to struggle to the bathrooms the janitor was cleaning.#the kangaroo ripped the janitor apart as revenge and used the mans mop as a new leg.#this kangaroo no longer jumps- it walks with a#shhhhhh-thump.#shhhhhhhh-thump.#shhhhhhhhhhhhhh-thump.#//#so yeah. thats ny favourite XD its spooky and it gives me nostalgic vibes honestly 😅#when i'm in the bush i kinda feel like the ghost kangaroo is looking out for me! 😅#not my dads intention but... what can i do? XD#... i also like the one where you wake up without your kidneys 😅 XD#and the one where the guy is looking through the keyhole and all he sees is red because the red eyes woman is STARING RIGHT BACK AT HIM
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Fenris scarf! (ID in alt)
Crocheted acrylic yarn, embroidered with glow in the dark yarn (which is, in fact, something that exists!) It measures ~6'8" (about 2m) without the tassels and is 7" (~17cm) wide at the widest point.
The embroidered parts took about five hours to finish, which was far faster than I was expecting. I drew the tattoo design on with chalk markers (the kind you use for windows), embroidered over it, and then washed it out (thanks again to everyone who helped with references!) Highly recommend this method if you try anything similar. This was a really cool project! I learned a lot of things from it, most importantly the dragon scale stitch I used for the bottom of the black section. I think I will be doing Leliana or Morrigan next c:
Other Dragon Age Scarves:
Cullen | Morrigan | Warden | Leliana
#crochet#fenris#fenris dragon age#fenhawke#da2#ignore the messy underside shhh it isn't there#the tassels are bc it looked unfinished without them but also it kinda looks like heart-yoinking blood yaknow?#(also. one of those things that i can see all the flaws in but like definitely won't be fixing them at this point so)#(also also i gave myself a blister on my index finger bc i got too into the embroidery last night and did it all in one go)#(oh man imagine you see someone walking down the road in the middle of the night and they are glowing like this.#it's a good way to not get hit by a car but also a good way to start a fun new urban legend in your neighborhood)#i *am* really proud of getting the lines as clean as i did bc crochet is not intended to be embroidered and i cannot draw to save my life#dragon age#dragon age 2
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being jewish with zero affiliation to israel and rather a generational line of activists for palestine is a hard line to walk and sometimes i wish i could just fall off
#i hate zionist jews i hate i stand with israel signs in my neighborhood i hate leftists who write and speak and act like theyve never met an#actual jewish person in their life and believe that were all genocidal monsters (in spite of our own genocide which i assume will eventuall#flip around to leftist holocaust denial) i hate that people are blaming israeli civilians for the faults of their deeply corrupt government#i hate that i cant say zionism is inherently antsemitic without getting fucking maimed i fucking hate it here the world is on fire just#fucking let me burn#anyways#sorry#free palestine#any other#jumblr#girlies (gn) relating to my vent#bc im started to feel ashamed of myself my culture and my people#and its such a fucking shitty feeling#like i can barely look in palestine / gaza / etc. tag without seeing blindingly blatant antisemitism coming from left right and center#like just say you hate jews and fuck off#i cant look at this shit anymore fuck#idk why im so worked up about this rn i just. btwn weeding out all the zionist blogs i didnt know i followed and just being so fucking-#and weeding out all the antisemitic leftist blogs i didnt know i was supporting its all just crashing down#im so fucking tired#and im so fucking tired of having to defend myself any time i talk about the jewish experience in any of this#and im so fucking tired of people equating judaism with religion only#and im so fucking tired of the double standard of also equating with only one race#like there arent jews of every race#the reason you cant see any of this shit is because nearly a century later were still dealing with the aftermath of the 6mil person murder#were always at the cross roads of some ridiculous double standard or the scapegoat for when things are going badly#like fuck i just#dont want to have this fucking identity anymore it makes me a walking talking breathing living fucking target#idk what to do I'm just#desolate
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i had such a fun dream, i didn't wanna wake up :c
#my art teacher was a former goddess and she was looking after treasure in the secret room of a church#and i was the only human who could see the other gods so she decided to make me her heir#and she taught me magic and other things and the secret room became my safe space#then one day few of my classmates accidentally got into the room when noone was there and they were gonna start investigating wtf is this#when they tried to leave without raising suspicion they ran into me the art teacher and the priest in the church garden#but we didnt realize that smth was going on so we all started playing some kinda ttrpg set in the middle ages#my classmates talked about how much more fun that era was bc this whole dreams setting was a combination of modern day and the 1800s#we played in the church garden and there was a wishing well next to us#if you looked into it your reflection became the person you wanted to be#the art teacher was sad bc she wanted to look different but i showed her that my reflection was her so she laughed and hugged me#the game was very fun and when we were leaving my former crush was waiting outside of the gates#her new best friend was with her but she smiled at me and caressed my head and i literally purred#we were walking home and she told me that dating apps suck and she doesnt know what to do#i took her hand and told her to forget those assholes bc there are so many people who love her#and the two of us started running through the forest next to the road hand in hand#we looked like two nymphs of the forest and we were laughing and i was sure she loved me#and then i woke up :c#✩‧₊˚
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came to the conclusion that the reason why aventio has such a strong hold on me these days is that they're the highest purest greatest dumbest form of "I have feelings for you" (that feeling was friendship, but neither had ever experienced it before) and I find that stupidly compelling atm
#i like that you can really start from scratch with them despite them already acting like they've been in a committed relationship for years#it's like yes these two characters go hand in hand sold in a pair do not separate#they're the only two people who have a high regard of each other and understand each other without words needed#the only ones who can stand spending prolonged periods of time in each others company and still seek each other out after#they're also still completely unaware that they have a positive opinion of each other#that they aren't a burden or an annoyance for each other#that the reason why they find so much ease in working with each other is that they're on the exact same wavelength#in ratio's about aven he talks about how he doubts aven will ever fail bc it's not all luck as aven plays it to be#in aven's about ratio he talks about how he believes the only reason why ratio sticks around is that everyone else is more annoying than him#aven's aware ratio doesn't even look people in the eyes when he can't stand them but he still hasn't noticed that ratio is always looking#straight at him with no barriers#they're so dumb#if you want to write them in a romantic relationship you have the whole road already paved for you but you DO have#to walk it from the very beginning#they built all the bridges needed to reach each other and refused to take even a single step on them#and the only reason is that they've always been so alone and disliked#that now that they have someone who genuinely likes them they can't even tell#it's such a new type of relationship for me I've never been into any characters like this#I'm putting them under a microscope and studying them so attentively fr#the biggest hurdle for them is really gonna be accepting that they're friends that's such a Dynamic™️
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I know I’m preaching to the choir on tumblr but I am so FED UP of not being able to walk to places that are really close to me because it is assumed that everyone has a car and would only use their feet for recreational purposes so there are long stretches of road with no path alongside them, and no public paths that don’t take you six miles out of your way for what should have been a quick trip to the next village over.
#Sure I could walk along the road- if I wanted to get killed by Roddy the Perthshire Boy Racer#Or Gordon the estate agent in his fancy car speeding because he just can't be late for his meeting#Not to mention being right across the dual carriageway from somewhere but having to go the long way round#So I want to cross the road then walk uphill to the village which should only be a mile on foot at most#But sadly there was a traffic jam in the middle of Dundee so the traffic is backed up halfway to Perth#And I can't cross the dual carriageway without getting uncomfortably close to frustrated people in SUVs#So I now have to go two miles down the road to find an underpass and then walk back up the other side of the road#which often doesn't have a path just a badly cut verge; all the while breathing in petrol#All of this takes nearly two hours for what was essentially CROSSING THE ROAD#There should be pavements beside all public roads though no matter how small this is a hill I will die on#And a footbridge or underpass for every turn off#People who live in the countryside shouldn't need to take their lives into their hands just to walk from their house to the nearest town#The alternative being to hike uphill through somebody else's woods where you can never be sure if they're shooting and cross a river#This taking you out of your way by about four miles and then you have to carry your shopping all the way back again#The roads belong to foot passengers (and horses) first#Cars only came along in the last hundred years but they've taken over and people don't seem to realise it
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god i fucking hate college
#it's not like the teachers are bad it's not like i hate my classmates! it's just so so exhausting and for what#they have four classes a day 2hr*1 and 1.5hr*3#we have to reach at 7am i usually go by the public bus which is either at 6:27am or 7:02am so obviously i hate 6:27#and the bus stop is a 6 minute walk and on the other side of the road! the bus station is also liks a 10min walk from college!#which SOUNDS less but im a pretty fast walker so 300m+700m in the morning itself not counting the four flights of stairs! at 6:40am!#AND these bitches have the audacity to keep four classes a day out of which 2 are revision or doubt solving classes#but of course it's been two weeks since school so they're still not giving much work! it's only coaching! and it fucking sucks!!!!#because we haven't studied as much yet that we'll be stuck with doubts so without a question we waste a period or two just doing#ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING#it's so so exhausting i hate it#and where i live they do call jr year and sr year of school as jr college but there's nothing collegey about it except the no dress code#so they don't let you leave the campus early😃😃 it's so fucking tiring i want to scream in their face what are they thinking#don't keep doubts sessions so early on in the year for the love of god#delete later
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Just keep your dog on a fucking leash it's not that hard
#nothing tells me you dont actually care abt your dog more than walking it without a leash in a crowded neighborhood#not even sorry like leash your animal. i dont trust you OR your DOG#and you shouldnt trust your dog that much either#especially near roads??? it's insane??
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MY IPOD BROKE AGAIN I'M GONNA CRY
#I SWEAR TO GOD#SHE JUST TURNED OFF RANDOMLY IN THE MIDDLE OF PLAYING HE WASN'T BY AVRIL LAVIGNE AND WON'T TURN BACK ON#NORMALLY IF I LEAVE IT FOR A DAY IT'S FINE BUT IT STILL DOESN'T WORK#idk what to do bc there's definitely nowhere that'll fix it and it's almost impossible to buy a replacement bc it's over 10 years old#i never realised how much i rely on music as a soothing/coping mechanism bc this morning i was walking down the road#and i couldn't listen to music bc i ran out of data on my phone and i wouldn't pay for spotify premium if you held a gun to my head#and everything just felt too loud and i was thinking too much bc i didn't have music to focus on :(((#i definitely had an autistic relationship with my ipod like i took her everywhere with me#and i loved how it was a seperate thing from my phone bc i hate having to use my phone for everything#plus i have over 22gb of music so it would take up wayy to much space on my phone#idk i just had my ipod for 10 years and i was really attached to her and now idk what to do without it :((((#was definitely a comfort item#idk when i decided my ipod used she/it but here we are#anywayyy on the bright side the rest of my maya merch came!!#the sweater is really soft but i'm scared the transfer will come off in the wash so i'll have to be careful#and my blush cd is really cool!!#how to be cringe 101
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did i ever tell you guys about heatstroke river
#its a little river a bit away from my house#decent place for swimming but lots of bugs in the summer#we call it heatstroke river because liam brought me there on my fifteenth birthday last year without telling me where they were taking me#and i had no idea how long the walk was gonna be because id never been there#so i didnt bring any water or anything since i assumed itd be a short walk#i greatly underestimated how long it would take to get there and it was like 25 degrees that day#so on the way there i was complaining a bunch about how hot it was and i kept asking if we were almost there#and then on the way back i was exhausted and overheated and i hadnt eaten anything yet that day so i#was incredibly nauseous#and i genuinely thought i was gonna throw up at least twice#at some point i literally had to sit down on the side of the road so i could take a break#because my legs were sore and it was hot and i wore the wrong kind of shoes and i hadnt eaten and i didnt bring water#the only thing i ate until i got home was a single chocolate easter egg id found in my pocket#anyways. every time we talk about it now i always mention that i honest to god thought i was gonna fucking die that day#top ten worst things you could do to someone on their birthday : make them go on a thirty minute walk in the middle of#nowhere on the hottest goddamn day of the year WITHOUT TELLING THEM HOW LONG THE WALK IS OR WHERE YOURE TAKING THEM#so umm ya thats why we call it heatstroke river. bc i thought i was getting heatstroke and FUCKING DYING that day#also i visited that place again recently with my mom bc she forced me to#it was once again fucking exhausting and i had chafing on my legs for DAYS after bc of the shorts i wore
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oh, to be able to accurately capture how a song makes u feel into an artform for others to experience in the same way as a means of deeper transformation connection and understanding
#and a “this is how I perceive this— can you feel it too? can you understand it at all? can you appreciate it even if you don’t?”#except “how it makes u feel” is far less standard emotional “feeling” and far more like#oh this one feels like walking along the road you know well from where you grew up except the sun is setting so everything’s bathed in a#shifting gradient of sunlight fading from pink to oranges to pinky purples to deeper purpley blues. in a way that feels and looks surreal#yk when sunset light just completely changes how everything looks and feels?#so. bathed in that sunset light and surrounded by tiny floating soft silvery glowing flecks that are almost drawn to you but float further#away when you reach out your hand to touch them#the ones you do touch turn more golden and have the texture of. soft silky dust. like flour or tile dust. and they feel cool at first but#warm very quickly#and you’re walking down that street you know so well (for better or worse) but you’re older now. you’re You now#and you can see the world and the people around and there’s things happening. but you’re unaffected by it all you’re just walking#“there is freedom within— there is freedom without / try to catch the deluge in a paper cup”#and it doesn’t feel bad. just a calm sense of disconnect and. relief? and a path. doesn’t matter what’s happening around you#“there’s a battle ahead— many battles are lost / but you’ll never see the end of the road while you’re travelling with me”#you’re just walking through it all#“and I’m counting the steps to the door of your heart”#I’m sure this is an incredibly common and normal experience#especially given this is very different experience to my intentionally curated brainmovies and music videos I make in my head (normal)#this is just a This Is How It’s Always Felt From When I First Heard It#it’s developed with listening again and again over time but the feelings and the core are the same#anyway#I need to go to bed#mercury moments#if anyone reads all this babbling this specific example is sarah blaskos cover of dont dream it’s over#just so u know#free to rb the post if u want#shrug. maybe I just feel things too much and. too deeply and too specifically sometimes#iunno
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listening to the phantom below and wanting to make some very fucked up art of sada and ai sada to it
#i probably wont bc you know how it is#but my brain is buzzing#specifically the words 'i am lost without you but you have walked these roads before'
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apps were a mistake
#i've been wrestling with libby for A WEEK STRAIGHT#i finally got signed in with my library card from the branch just up the road bc i was told you could request access to other libraries#if urs didn't have what you wanted#this seems to be A LIE as I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIGURE OUT WHICH OF THESE FUCKIN PLACES I CAN ACCES#WITHOUT TAKING AN ENTIRE DAY TO TRAVEL INTO CENTRAL LONDON FOR FOUR HOURS TO SIGN UP FOR MORE CARDS#is it a problem of my branch not being partnered?? is the app different for the UK than america??#am i doing it WRONG?? i already had to ask someone to walk me through finding the first button i needed this is so embarassing#this app UI is so fucking bad you guys#i just want to support libraries and read books without paying hundreds of dollars why is this SO HARD#BLARGH#willow talks
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