#we even got actual fall weather 😭😭😭

[twistedappletree]

Maaaaaan I had SUCH an amazing night last night fr 😭 and my friend finally got her full Halloween carnival experience before she went back home, funnel cakes and all~ ✨👻🎪

I haven’t been to this attraction in a few years but they seriously amped up the haunt! The animatronics were crazy this year (there were literally ones that chase you lmao) and the scare actors were still the seasoned veteran actors which made it perfect. We went on opening night too so we got to see everyone and everything at their best.

Between the haunted barn, the corn maze and the clown tent, I don’t even know which one was my favorite because they were all so good. Since I am a clown and I went dressed as a clown, I absolutely love clowns and they had SO many clown sections this year!

One of the clown scare actors even saw my makeup/outfit and blew me a kiss instead trying to scare me 😹🤡 so cute.

All the pics of me are on their phones but here’s my friend, Giselle:

Who introduced me to this amazing artistic soul, Nik:

Nik actually lives here and we’re gonna be keeping in touch for sure. He literally looks and sounds like a movie producer from the 1920’s, it’s amazing akdhakjd plus he’s an incredible artist and loves clowns/carnivals as much as I do 🤡

I’m so happy I met these two, they literally made my week unforgettable because it’s so goddamn rare that I meet people on the same wavelength with the same weird interests as me 😭🖤

Oh, and some bonus content! absolutely unhinged candle scent names at the gift shop lmaoooo:

And this cute little bag that I bought specifically to carry the lip balms I bought from the shop because I forgot to bring my own bag in 💀

Other than that, everyone kept mistaking me for a scare actor because of my clown fit??? And a few of the workers to me to apply as one soooo

Since I have plenty of performance/acting experience, I think I’m gonna apply for next year and see if I can bring my clowning to the next haunt! 🤡✨🎪

[ameenvie]

Wildest Dreams - jamie tartt x keeley jones x fem!reader

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Word count: 4k Pairing: Jamie Tartt x Keeley Jones x fem!reader Warnings: nsfw, smut, minors DNI!, threesome, oral (both m and f receiving), dirty talk, dom!Keeley, switch!Jamie, fingering, vaginal sex, unprotected sex Tags: smut Prompt/Summary: Kinktober day 5 - Threesome. You have a sex dream about Keeley and your boyfriend Jamie makes sure that your dreams come true. A/N: I'm sure Taylor Swift didn't write Wildest Dreams so I can title a smutfic after it but oh well! The premise might be super silly but this is what I came up with lol, but hey it's smut so it doesn't have to be logical at all times right? 😭 I hope y'all like it! Also I'm not sure what the rules are here but I'd like to finish the rest of the prompts even though it won't be October anymore. Is that legal? 😂 Have fun, and let me k now how you liked this one! ❤❤

Your eyes shot open, and you needed a second to take in your surroundings in the dark. Your heart was beating rapidly in your chest, and you let out a shaky breath as you looked over at your phone to check the time. It was a dream.

The small digits said 5:34 and you were relieved you still could catch a little sleep before actually having to wake up. You turned to your side and saw Jamie sleeping with his back towards you, so you scooched over to wrap your arm around his waist, spooning him. He felt so warm and as you were listening to his breathing, feeling his chest rising and falling steadily, you were asleep again in just mere seconds.

The morning sun peeked through the blinds when you woke up. You were laying on Jamie’s chest as he was slowly caressing your hair, planting a soft kiss on the top of your head.

“Morning, love” he mused, and leaned down to kiss you. “Did you sleep well?” he asked with a smug smile on his face. You paid no mind to it.

“Yeah, it was alright. Do you want some breakfast?”

“Mm, are you on the menu?” he asked cheekily and you rolled your eyes at him. You were laughing as you got out of the bed and started your day.

You splashed some water on your face in the bathroom after you brushed your teeth absent-mindedly. You still couldn't get your dream out of your head, it loomed over you like a raincloud, spreading into every corner of your mind. The weather was exceptionally sunny, given that it was the middle of autumn in England. Maybe you could go for a walk on the countryside with Jamie – you thought as you prepared your favorite quick breakfast. You were so preoccupied you didn’t realize he entered the kitchen, only when he already stood behind you with his hands on your hips, pulling you flush against his chest. His mouth hovered against your ear, and you felt his breath on your neck, causing a shiver to run down your spine as your breath hitched and heat rose in your belly.

“Stop, or I’ll mess up your food” you chuckled as he pressed a kiss on your neck. Truth was he drove you mad.

“Would be worth it” he replied and turned you around to face him. He was looking at you with a beaming smile, but didn’t say anything else. You were so in love with him.

“So” you started as you finished up the breakfast and moved to the dining table, “any plans for today?” You were very excited that you could finally spend the whole weekend together, without a match our excessive training. It’s not that Jamie’s job bothered you – hell, you were his biggest fan and supporter, but it was nice to spend some time together, just the two of you from time to time.

“I thought we could invite Keeley over” he said nonchalantly, which caused you to choke on your own spit.

“You what?” you asked, and you couldn't hide the shock in your tone, which you realized didn’t make any sense. Why couldn't he invite her over? She’s your friend. He cocked a brow at you and let out a small chuckle.

“Are you okay? That a problem?”

“No, no! Not at all, it just went to the wrong pipe, that’s all.” You scratched your throat to emphasize. “I’d love to have her, sure.”

A wide, almost Cheshire cat smile spread across his face and his eyes lit up. Honestly if you weren’t occupied by trying to act normal you would've definitely realized that he was acting weird. But you didn’t.

“Wicked! I’ll drop her a text. Should we get food?”

“Yeah, sure” you said, your mind still in an embarrassed haze. “Hey, Jamie?”

“Yes, love?”

“Shouldn't we invite Roy as well?” Jamie didn’t reply at first, he just chuckled.

“Maybe next time.” You nodded and finished your breakfast before the two of you went out to do some grocery shopping and planned dinner. The day went by pretty fast and agonizingly slow at the same time. You felt awkward, your nerves were restless, your mind running thousand miles a second. It’s so stupid, it’s just a dream! It’s normal for friends to have sex dreams about each other. It’s not like she knows. You must act natural.

The ring of the doorbell snapped you out of your thoughts.

“I’ll get it!” Jamie said and bolted towards the entrance of your shared home. You tried to calm your nerves as you braced yourself.

“Hey babes!” Keeley said in her usual singsong voice as she hugged you. You hugged her back and let out an awkward ’hi’. She chuckled before she looked at Jamie.

“Dinner is ready in a few seconds, take a seat!” you offered, and they sat down. Jamie opened a bottle of wine for you, but he didn’t drink. You served the dinner and after a bit of time and a glass of wine – your nerves finally calmed down. Jamie seemed very affectionate all evening, he touched you at every given occasion, ran his fingers on your thigh, kissed the top of your hand.

During dinner you laughed and talked a lot, Keeley shared funny stories about work, you reminisced about old times, it was a light-hearted, warm moment. But you couldn't help yourself catching glimpses of her lips from time to time, remembering the way they kissed you in your dream. Her fingers wrapped around the wine glass, reminding you how they curled inside you. You squeezed your thighs together and let out a shaky breath before you stood up abruptly, muttered a small ’excuse me’ and stormed off to the bathroom.

You splashed some water on your face before Jamie entered behind you.

“You alright, love?” he stood behind you just like he did in the morning, this time wrapping his arms around your chest, kissing your neck. You let out a shaky breath.

“Jamie, I-” you started, hesitating if you should even say anything. It was so silly. “I had a sex dream about Keeley last night.” you blurted out, squeezing your eyes shut. You felt Jamie smile into your neck.

“I know” the prick said. He said, ‘I know’. You spun around in his arm, a look of disbelief on your face.

“I’m sorry you what?” you scoffed. “I swear to God Jamie you’re such an asshole!”

“C’mon love, wait a second-” he started but you left him in the bathroom alone, your blood was boiling in your veins. You felt like you were made fun of. Mocked. By him of all people. You sighed before you went back to the kitchen, and you saw Keeley has moved to the couch.

“You want more wine?” you asked, and she nodded enthusiastically. You chuckled as you settled next to her and poured both of you some.

“Everything alright?” she asked, leaning against the back of the couch.

“Yeah, of course. All good.” You took a sip.

“You know you can tell me anything right?” she asked, but it was more of a rhetorical question. She didn’t need any answers, she knew them already. You trusted her with your whole life. She was sweet, funny, beautiful, loyal, and her eyes were looking so deep inside yours that for a second you thought the world stopped spinning before she leaned in and kissed you.

It was shy at first, unsure if the gesture was welcome. And for a second you weren’t sure either, shock paralyzed your body. But after a few seconds you set your glass down and kissed her back, planting both your hands on her face, pulling her closer. Her kiss deepened as she bit your lip before she smiled. Her hand wandered to your waist where she dug her nails into you before she pulled away for air. She looked into your eyes before her gaze locked onto something behind you, and when you turned you saw Jamie leaned against the door frame of the living room.

Blood froze in your veins as the situation just dawned on you.

“Jamie, I-” you started, but he chuckled as Keeley shushed you and turned your head back towards her.

“C’mon babes” she mused as she caressed your face with her thumb. “He was bit of a prick, wasn’t he?” She looked at Jamie who still didn’t move from the door frame, but she didn’t let you to turn around. She moved closer to you to trace her lips against your neck and ear. “Doesn’t he deserve to watch his mad fit girl get kissed by someone else?” She purred; her eyes locked on Jamie’s. His jaw clenched as he held back a moan. Your eyes shut; you tilted your head to give better access to Keeley. This whole situation was so unreal, you just let it take you wherever.

Her lips pressed slow, wet kisses on your neck as she moved to your jawline, then your ear.

“I want you to tell me if you want me to stop, okay?” she asked. “I’ll stop any second, okay babes? Promise me.”

“I- I promise” you whispered, and you heard Jamie’s shaky sigh from the background. You weren’t really aware of what was happening around you, but Keeley nodded for Jamie to move closer, so he settled in one of the armchairs.

She pressed her lips against yours once more, this time with more pressure, more passion. Her tongue grazed against your lower lip, asking for access which you so happily granted. Her tongue was in your mouth in a second, her tongue swirling around yours, dancing in a perfect rhythm. Her hand sneaked under your t-shirt, leaving light touches on your abdomen, moving up to your breast. She quickly unclasped your bra and squeezed your breast, which caused you to moan into her mouth. The reality of the situation still hasn’t dawned on you yet, as she ran her thumb across your nipple, toying with the hard bud.

“Do you want me to stop?” she whispered.

“No, God” you stuttered, and you involuntarily bucked your hips.

“Gosh, Jamie, is she always this needy? Aren’t you giving the poor thing what she needs?” she chuckled while looking at Jamie. You couldn't help but followed her gaze to your boyfriend, who just sat there, pupils blown wide, and had a massive blush on his cheeks. You weren’t sure if you ever saw him like this before, and you felt self-conscious but bold at the same time.

Keeley turned your body towards him and knelt behind you on the couch. You felt flustered keeping eye contact with Jamie.

She took the hem of your shirt and slowly pulled it over your head before she slid the strap of your bra down your arms, exposing your chest completely. You noticed the massive tent in Jamie’s pants, and she did too. She started to slowly massage both your breasts and boy did she make a show out of it. She was squeezing and fondling them while she kissed your neck, biting down lightly. You closed your eyes and tilted your head to the side to give better access before she slowly swiped her thumb against your hard nipple.

“No touching yourself, babe” she mused and for a second you didn’t understand – your hands were gripping the couch next to you – but then you opened your eyes and saw Jamie squirming in the armchair. You moaned and you felt arousal pool in your underwear. “So greedy, isn’t he? Wants all the fun for himself” she smirked before she put her thumb in your mouth. You licked it and swirled your tongue around it before you started to suck it, making a real show out of it. Jamie’s grip tightened on the armrest as he looked at you.

“Fucking hell, love” he moaned, causing Keeley to chuckle. She pulled her finger out of your mouth before pressing it against your nipple, drawing lazy circles around it. The new sensation caused you to see stars. She took her own fingers into her mouth before she pushed them inside your pants and underwear. Your hips rolled against her fingers as you tilted your head back.

“Keeley” you whispered while slowly grinding against her fingers.

“Do you want me to stop?” she asked but you shook your head quickly.

“No, please, please-“ you whined but she silenced you with a kiss before she looked over to Jamie and invited him over, and he was more than happy to do so. In a heartbeat he was kneeling in front of you, wrapping you up in a warm embrace as he stole you from Keeley for a moment. He kissed you with so much love and adoration that you felt your heart burst with love. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him flush against you, while Keeley drew slow circles on your back, not wanting to interrupt the moment.

“Jamie, I’m sorry-“ you started, but he shushed you and shook his head. He pressed his soft lips on yours as he licked into your mouth, his tongue grazing against yours.

“I love you” he whispered before he moved his hands to your hips and started to pull your pants down. He did it slowly, leaving soft kisses at every new inch of naked skin. In the meantime, Keeley took her blouse off and you felt her half-naked breasts press against your back as she moved her hands back to where they were before. Jamie reached to touch the wet patch on your underwear before Keeley brushed his hand away and clicked her tongue.

“No touching, pretty boy. Not yet” she smiled as she pushed her fingers through your folds. You arched your back and whimpered as she moved them excruciatingly slow. “Get rid of those, will ya’?”

Jamie didn’t need another word, he hooked his finger into your underwear and started to pull down slowly, revealing your dripping cunt in front of him.

“Good boy.” Keeley’s slender fingers were slowly caressing your folds, stopping just before they touched your clit, teasing you. When Jamie got your panties off, he threw them to the side and spread your thighs. He was practically drooling at the sight in front of him, and you felt exposed as you were laid out in front of them, completely naked while they were still very much clothed. Jamie looked up at Keeley, but she just smiled.

“Do you want a taste, pretty boy? Of this?” she asked as she spread your folds with her fingers before him. You were flustered as you felt your juices drip out of your pussy at her words. This whole scene was so obscene, but it drove you mad. You loved it. Jamie didn’t answer he just nodded. “Should we let him have a taste?” Keeley whispered in your ear while she pinched your nipple. “Do you want his tongue on you?”

You heard Jamie groan and you looked into his eyes. He looked like he wanted to devour you.

“Yes, I- please Keeley, Jamie-“ you struggled to put a proper sentence together, but it was good enough. She nodded and Jamie let out a relieved sigh before he blew some air onto your clit which caused you to roll your hips and whine out as he finally kissed your cunt. He wrapped his arms around your thighs and pulled you closer into him as he devoured you, lapping at your drenched entrance before he moved to kissing and sucking your clit.

You were a moaning and whimpering mess under their touches, which they loved. Keeley was kissing you and playing with your breasts while Jamie ate you out as a man with a mission. And his only mission was to please you. He moved his finger and teased it against your entrance before he pushed it in, quickly adding another one after. His tongue never left you and you started to feel overwhelmed – all these sensations made your head spin, and you felt a knot building in your belly as you rocked your hips against Jamie’s lips faster. Your grip on the couch tightened and it was almost painful, but you needed something to keep you grounded. The room was filled with the noise of your heavy breathing, moans, and skin rubbing against each other.

“Are you having fun, babes?” Keeley whispered in your ear between two kisses. You didn’t reply just nodded furiously, which she rewarded with a chuckle. “Look at her, Jamie, isn’t she gorgeous?”

Jamie’s eyes fluttered open as he looked up at you from between your thighs, and as you locked eyes you felt your body on fire, your orgasm approaching rapidly.

“Fuck, Jamie, I’m-“ you whined, your hand moving into his hair. “Please” you breathed out and he knew exactly how close you were. He moved all his attention to your clit while curling his fingers inside you just how he knew you loved, fucking you faster. You were grasping for air as you felt all your muscles tense before releasing completely, your orgasm washed over you, white overcome your vision as your toes curled, and your walls tightened around his fingers.

He moved his lips from you, planting soft kisses on your thighs as he helped you through your orgasm.

“Fucking hell, angel” he breathed, resting for a second. Once you regained a little of your composure, you pulled him up and made him sit next to you on the couch, between you and Keeley. The tent in his pants was massive and you almost felt sorry for him, so you decided to quickly ease his pain as you pulled his pants down. Keeley didn’t intervene, she just adored the two of you. Once you got his clothes off, his erection sprung free, and you already saw a few beads of precum leaking from it. You bit your lips before you leaned down and licked the tip of his dick. He hissed as he threw his head back, he was so sensitive after all the teasing.

You swiped a long lick against him before you got him into your mouth, hollowing your cheeks and slowly bobbing your head. Jamie was cursing under his breath, singing you praises.

“Fucking hell, love, so good. So good for me” he moaned as you licked and sucked his dick. You were lost in the sensation for a second before Keeley's voice snapped you out of it.

“May I?” she asked, and you looked up at her from under your lashes. Her hand was holding Jamie’s jaw, turning his head towards her. She wanted to kiss him. You didn’t remove your mouth from him, just nodded.

Keeley slowly planted her lips on Jamie’s, and he pushed himself deeper into your throat, causing tears to form in the corner of your eyes. You were so turned on you felt your body could combust into flames at any second. You couldn't help but peeked at them, and the sight was beautiful. Their kiss was passionate, all tongue and teeth while Jamie fucked your mouth. He held Keeley’s breast before he turned to you as they broke apart for air.

“Is this okay?” he started. “If not, I won’t touch her.” His eyes were honest, concerned and loving.

“I want you to make her feel good” you answered, and he moaned before you took him into your mouth again.

“I fucking love you.”

He kissed her again while he removed her bra before he took her nipple in his mouth, sucking on it harshly. Keeley threw her head back and moved her hand under your lips to wrap her fingers around Jamie where you couldn't take him anymore. You playfully licked her finger which caused her to chuckle.

Jamie grabbed your free hand and moved it to Keeley’s bare crotch. You weren’t sure if she removed her underwear when you weren’t looking or she just didn’t wear any, but it turned you on all the same.

“I want you to make her feel good” he said between heavy breaths. You moaned around his cock which caused him to twitch in your mouth. You swiped your thumb against Keeley's clit before you pushed a finger inside her. She was soaking wet. Her hand flinched at the sensation, and she spread her legs to give you better access. It was messy, you were all limbs tangled in each other, lost in the pleasure. But it also felt just right.

You quickened the pace of your finger as you felt Keeley ride you harder. Her breathing became shallow as she succumbed to the pleasure of your finger inside her and Jamie’s lips on her. With his free hand he grabbed your hair to still your movement, removing you from his dick.

“I want to fuck you first” he breathed, his chest rising and falling quickly. Your fingers never stilled inside Keeley, before she snapped, body freezing as she came all over your fingers. Jamie kissed her forehead as you helped her through her high, before pulling out your fingers. Jamie pulled you up before he kissed you and hugged you, while you held Kelley's hand.

“Was that alright?” you asked sheepishly, and as an answer she just laughed.

“Turn around” Jamie said, before he grabbed your waist and turned you to face away from him, straddling him. He sat up a bit and kissed the back of your neck. “Is this everything you dreamed of?” he mused before he kissed the sweet spot just under your ear.

“It’s more” you whispered as you felt him against your entrance. He smiled before he bit down onto your neck, and he slid inside you. The stretch was mind blowing, even after all this time.

“God, love. So good for me ain’t ya?” His head was buried against your neck as he held you against him. “So fucking tight.”

Keeley kneeled in front of you and kissed you before she started massaging your breasts again.

“You’re killing me” you moaned and rocked your hips harder against Jamie. In this position he hit your sweet spot with every thrust, driving you insane.

Keeley moved from your breast slowly to your abdomen, before she was face level with where Jamie entered you.

“Like the view?” he asked her with a smug tone, but he could barely keep it together.

“She’s so good, isn’t she?” she asked, and you felt yourself clench at the praise.

“Ah fuck, you like that don’t you angel?” His hips started to rock into you a little harder as he leaned against the back off the couch. “Such a good girl for us.” As if that wasn’t enough, Keeley dipped her head to lick your clit which caused you to flinch. She smirked before moving her head back down, this time licking both of you at the same time. Jamie’s fingers dug into your hips as he felt your pussy around him and her tongue on him at the same time.

She seemed to enjoy it just as much you did, making you squirm and whine under her tongue as she lapped at your cunt and Jamie’s dick at the same time.

“Keeley, fucking hell” he moaned, and your walls clenched around him. Your second orgasm started to build as you felt your muscles tense, ready to release at any second. “C’mon love, come with me” Jamie moaned into your ear as he bit your neck before pushing inside you harder. Keeley’s tongue circled around your clit in perfect rhythm before she sucked on it while she was caressing Jamie’s balls.

“Fuck, I can’t-“ he stuttered before his thrusts became erratic and he spilled his load inside you. The sensation pushed you over the edge and you came hard - walls crashing down as the coil snapped inside you and you came all around him. After a few sloppy thrusts Jamie pulled out of you and settled you and Keeley on the couch before he returned with some wet towels. He sat down next to you and embraced you.

The three of you were tangled on the couch, basking in the afterglow.

[sleepykye]

A gentle person ?

You find boys scary until you met Muichiro. You were only comfortable around him and him only. Not that he didn't mind, though. 😋

Warning : Language, a bit of nsfw.

Please read at your own risk 😭

The bell rang as you watched the students all hurry to the classrooms. You walked slowly as you saw tons of groups of boys all surrounding the classroom. You were nervous as you watched them hit each others back and laugh with them. You couldn't even walk past them until you felt a gentle hand stroke your back gently, when you turned back to see who it was, to your horror, it was a boy.

He noticed you were scared, so he immediately withdrew his hand back and tilted his head, indicating what was wrong or what was bothering you. You bit your lips as you looked at him nervously. You couldn't help but notice how quiet he is and how he never spoke a word at all. Not to mention his eyes were minty green but blue-ish at the same time. His hair was also quite long for a boy, but he had it tied up in a pony tail. After awhile, his hand waved near your face and snapped you out of your thoughts.

" ... Are you okay ? "

he asked gently as he looked at you with a stoic expression. It was like as if time had stopped itself for that moment as the students' noises of talking and running had all disappeared. You nodded slowly as you observed his every action. He then patted your head slowly so as not to get you afraid of him, it somehow worked as you felt a bit more comfortable being around him though.

You then followed behind him back to class as you safely got back to your seat before class began and was glad that you made it back safely without being bothered by the boys surrounding the class door. During the lesson, you could not focus at all as you kept thinking about how you felt for the boy that had helped you and why you were more comfortable around him compared to other boys.

Class ended as you proceeded to pack your bag, but suddenly, you craved for ice cream. The weather was so perspiring that your uniform was kind of drenched in sweat. You were a bit embarrassed because you were also on your period, and there was a blood stain on your skirt. You sighed as you ravaged your bag to see if you have got any extra clothing to cover it, it was just then when you saw the same boy holding his track jacket for you so that you can cover it.

You thanked him profusely as you accepted it and wrapped it around your waist to cover the stain on your skirt. He also gently took your hand in his as he led you to a store near the school that sells pads. He then asked which one you would want and bought it for you before handing it to you.

When you came out of the toilet, you nervously asked him,

" Uhmm...what's your name..? "

He looked at you for awhile before saying

" Muichiro "

You hesitated for a moment but found the courage to speak

" Thank you, Muichiro, would you like me to buy ice cream for you..? The weather is quite hot.. "

He slowly nodded as he followed you to the ice cream shop and pointed at the flavour he would like to have. You nodded as you went over to order for both of your ice creams. You hesitated as you saw the ice cream vendor was a guy, and you stood there frozen solid as he waited for your order. Muichiro saw this and went to help you, grabbing you by the waist as he pulled you close to his body.

" We would like one strawberry and one vanilla, please. "

You were quite shocked by the suddenness, but you actually didn't mind at all. He was quiet, calm, cool, dashing, he was everything. You found yourself falling for him a little bit as you observed his face. His skin was quite pale, and his face had a tinted red hue on it, but you found it quite adorable and cute of him.

When the ice cream vendor got your orders ready, he handed Muichiro the ice cream as Muichiro then found a bench nearby to sit on. While you were eating your ice cream, some got on the corner of your mouth as you continued to eat. Muichiro saw as he tapped your shoulder and pointed at the corner of his lips.

" You got some ice cream here. "

He said as he watched you wipe the wrong side. He decided to ignore it and thought you would find out eventually after you finished eating. But when you did, you didn't notice at all. So he grabbed your waist gently as he pulled you closer to him as he licked the ice cream off your lips.

" There, now it's clean. "

Muichiro mumbled softly as he walked you home hand in hand. That same night, you couldn't stop thinking about him at all. Why did he do that ? Did you actually enjoy it for a brief moment ? Why did you let him do that ? Were you comfortable around him ? Were you comfortable around boys for the first time ?

A lot of questions ran through your head as you covered your face with the blanket as your face got warmer and warmer. You eventually fell asleep and stopped thinking about the complicated stuff and headed to dreamland.

The next morning, when you woke up, you sat up on the bed as you stretched your body and slowly got up to prepare yourself for the day. You put on your uniform and packed the clean tracksuit that Muichiro had lent you in a paper bag as you headed for school. Unfortunately, you ran into three boys on the way as they surrounded you saying

" Wanna ditch school and hang out with us, cutie ? "

" How about we grab a drink and have some fun somewhere in a deserted place ? "

" Why aren't you speaking ? Cat got your tongue ? "

" Bahahaha, I think she's mesmerised by us. We are just so handsome, aren't we ? "

You froze in place as you were shivering from head to toe, the cat indeed got your tongue as you couldn't speak a word. You had suddenly forgotten how to speak as you looked at them helplessly. One of them grabbed your wrist as they tried to drag you along with them.

" Oi, let her go, you fuckwards. "

You heard a voice that was familiar but was unfamiliar at the same time. You turned to see Muichiro standing behind you as he looked at the three boys with a menacing glare. He successfully scared the boys away as he looked at you with a gentle look of worry.

" Are you okay ? "

He asked you softly as he patted your head gently. You found yourself falling for him more as he was brave enough to stand up against three boys by himself for you. You nodded as you thanked him before handing him the paper bag.

At lunch break, you basically stuck to him like glue as you hid behind his back every time there was a boy near him or you. Not that he didn't mind, though. Occasionally, he would even hold your hand as he guided you back home. You would often think he was a gentleman for doing these for you.

But in his mind, all he had was obsession for you. He wanted you all to himself and was glad you were scared of men. So you didn't have to talk to them. He don't want you near any of them at all.

– 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 𝅓 𝅒 –

IM SO SORRY FOR THE LAST PART !! I DIDNT KNOW HOW ELSE TO FINISH THIS 🥲...

Anyway I think this one is quite a long one. But okay whatever~

PLEASE, I BEG YOU. IGNORE THE YANDERE MUICHIRO AT THE END.

This is not proofread by the way. So ignore any spelling or grammatical errors. -3-

[corpseontheloose]

Hii! Can I please have some hunter sylvester headcanons where he has a fem s/o who has a fairy kei style and is very sweet and innocent, but also loves the same metal and things he does?

|Hunter Sylvester x fem!reader with a fairy kei style|

Note: HI ANON!! You're actually my first ask, and I'm so exciteeeed because my style is also fairy kei with a mix of lolita and this got me all smiliiin'. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. It's not the best and I'm so sorry TwT

Warnings: none

Hunter was dumbfounded when he saw you

Like literally.

Would question Kevin and/or random people about you

He would constantly beat himself up about this weird feeling,

Because having a crush on someone exactly the opposite of him was 'not metal' of him

"Dude just ask for her name"-Kevin

*visibly goes red*

Everytime he sees pink he thinks about you

He literally wrote a song about you and how much you're messing with his head

He randomly fixes his hair when sees you walking in

"Emily knows her. We could ask her"

When he hears that he would literally beg for that to happen

One time he almost crashed his car when you appeared in his mind

Would look at you in classes, questioning about this 'weird' style you have (you don't. He just doesn't understand it)

Does Google research about this

BRO LITERALLY BECOMES SHAKESPEARE AND WRITES POEMS

He smiles to himself when he thinks about you

"you good?" - Kevin

"yes, just the allergies messing with my muscles"

"????" - kevin

Emily told him your name so now he knows his mysterious crush

Literally gets TikTok videos with 'soulmates' with your initials 😭

He thinks he's in some type of spell

Totally denies his feelings sometimes because he's not used to it

At some point he talks to you

"nice weather outside, am I right?"

He literally goes ;-; and face-palms himself mentally

His eyes wide when he realises you're laughing

BABY BOY SO NERVOUS

compliments your clothing style

When he learns that you like his style and music taste, he goes blank

No thoughts, head empty

His heart races with 100 per/mile

"t-thanks. Its the trauma"

He's so awkward, he's just scared to not scare you off

That joke literally came out of nowhere

He would start talking about fairy kei because he memorised everything from Google just to impress you

You literally think it's cute

HE HAS A HELLO KITTY BACKPACK KEYCHAIN DONT ASK FROM WHERE HE JUST HAS IT

He gifted it to you

He would give you stuff every day at school, such as hair pins, bracelets, cute accessories, small stuff that reminds him of you

Would plan a picnic date night in a nearby forest with fairy lights in trees n' shit

HE PLAYS THE GUITAR FOR YOU

Would ramble at some point, talking about his favourite bands and their history

When he realises that you're listening and actually interested in what he says, he falls in love. Literally.

He's VERY surprised that you are also into metal

He actually opens up a little bit to you about his past. Just a little bit

Starts questioning on how you chose this style

Would listen to every single detail you give him

EMILY THINKS Y'ALL ARE THE SWEETEST

Would put his rings on your fingers, even if they're too big, just to see something of him on you

CONSTANTLY BLUSHES

He never thought about loving someone the opposite of him

PEOPLE ARE SHOCKED WHEN YOU TWO ANNOUNCED YOUR RELATIONSHIP

Would put stickers on your face

HE LETS YOU USE HIM AS A PERSONAL ACCESSORY TESTER

"Do you think this is cute?" - you

"Let's find out"

HE. KISSES. YOUR. HAND

"How's my floating cotton candy doing?"

You're literally his will to live 😭

His life so boring and grey, until ✨ you ✨ come in picture

People are whispering about you guys but who tf cares?

"You're like a heart"

"how so?" - you

"without you everything dies around"

💳 💥

OVERALL Y'ALL FUCKING CUTE

[orginllazyblog]

Been playing AFK Journey and honestly...I'm loving it so far

So here we go with some headcanons and silly interactions

:D

The player, either male or female, can attract beautiful women or be beasties with them

With my player and with the interactions with the characters I meet so far, she is most fond of women

Haven't really thought of a name for my player, so I'm going with "Magister" even tho their name is Merlin. Plus, they forgot half of their memories

Meeting with Valen, the character who everyone falls in love with him. Yeah... I don't really see him that way 😅

Other people: "He is so fine 😏"

Me: "He's my beastie. If I die, he's dying with me, ain't no choice."

He's my emotional support friend

Also, I'm glad that there were characters from the Afk Arena such as Antandra, Satandra, Rowan, Niru, Brutus, Thoran, Lyca, Silvina, Arden, Lucius,Mirael, and Eironn I'm surprised how Lyca is playable but not her brother Lorsan 😭

There are only a few celestials and hypogeans in the game (so far)

The side quest I've completed, Romeo and Juliet, I find it quite funny as the group read the letter Romeo wanted to give tk Juliet. Yeah, it was a bit cringe, but luckily, Lorsan is the guy who knows romance 👍🏼

And with that, we become a trio: Valen, the friend everyone has a crush on. Lorsan, the friendly one, and me the player and the great mage everyone thinks but just a chaotic gremlin searching for treasure chest. And then there's Rowan, the rich friend.

I go straight to the npc monsters to get goodies and resources for my heroes. I make sure my team is at a higher level than them.

Yesterday, I just figured that you can interact with the animals like a cat or dog, and it was just...so cute. It show hearts and even sounds of them.

As for the guild party, I haven't decided on which one and more focus on the story mode.

Speaking of which, I actually got asked on a date by none other than...Mirael. Yeah, that got me by surprised 😮 Fun fact, Mirael was my first crush when I started playing afk arena bc she could wield fire, but that was when Lilith introduced Talene. So getting asked out by her was like... a dream to me 😌

But then she left 😭 like what did I do!?!?!? Did I choose the wrong answer? Don't leave 😢

Back to the story, the group has to sneak into the old man's mansion to investigate more of the grape situation, and that's where I left on bc I was playing late at night

It is such a beautiful game with the graphics, the weather changing, and new heroes. I'm very happy to be able to play when it got released for mobile. Also, I was wondering if the devs would add heroes from the Afk Arena

[finleyforevermore]

HELLOOOOOO LIL BRO!!! (i don't actually know your age so you could he older than me. I'm 15 lol) LITERALLY CANNOT BELIEVE I HAVEN'T DONE THIS SOONER BUT ALAS I AM HERE NOW!!!!! AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BOMBARD YOU WITH LIL SCENARIOS WHENEVER I THINK OF THEM

You like theater. I like theater. It makes sense

We would definitely watch live action musicals and plays whenever possible and you would show me the ones you like and i would show you the ones I like

Now if you were interested we would audition to shows together bc i volunteer at a local theater all the time

We would have so much fun together! Honestly you would love the theater i go to (i even run their tiktok account but it only has two videos 😢)

Going over to your house to run lines and practice songs (well i don't sing bc i am bad at singing but i would help you!!)

Sleepovers bc i stayed over too late to go home. Taking all nighters to practice scenes and watch the show

Probably also fantasizing about our dream roles together. (Its Veronica from Heathers for me but again I can't sing 😭)

And if I'm not in the show you're in, don't worry!! I'll still be there cheering you on!!

We would be menaces if ee went to the same school. Targeting everyone to come see the show

convenient segue everyone 😉

If we went to the same school I imagine we would go to the gardening club together

You just have the vibes of someone who likes plants

I would complain about the weather and fret over you, making aure you're staying hydrated in the warm sun

I imagine it would be pretty empty except for us too

We're like the groundskeepers basically

Probably planting specific flowers to convey different meanings

Selling some of them during the holidays like poinciana

Getting specialized and matching gloves

Singing while we work bc music makes everything better

I would be give you all the drama and say all my judgy comments

"Then she got up and sat next to this other girl who is barely even her friend! Like hellooo, why are you ignoring me 🙄. And the bitchiest part was when she tried talking to me like normal."

And then you would be lile "amor 😨 that's pretty mean. Maybe she didn't notice?"

After gardening we would probably get a snack and eat inside the greenhouse, maybe also get a refreshing drink

I'm your younger bro to clarify then! XD

And for the record I'm sure you sound wonderful! 💚💚💚💚💚

I love theatre BUT I'm frightened of the idea of performing onstage XD

You'd have to drag me kicking and screaming to the audition

But if I WASN'T, I'd be so excited ehehe

We rarely watch movie musicals anymore because I'm always ranting about how much better the stage versions are and how they ruined it XD (unless we watch one of the good adaptations ofc like West Side Story for example)

YESS US FANTASIZING OVER DREAM ROLES TOGETHER EHEHE

Got the funny visual of you waking up in the middle of the night and waking up to me trying (and falling) to quietly sing Pierre from NPATGCO1812 to not wake you up XD

I'd love the gardening club!! :D

I keep planting carnations "BECAUSE IT'S THA HADESTOWN FLOWER, AMOR! YOU EXPECT ME TO JOIN A GARDENING CLUB AND NOT PLANT THE HADESTOWN FLOWER?" "I love your enthusiasm but that's not at all what I said-"

Ik I seem all nice and kind on here and I think I'm like that irl, but trust and believe that if your pissed, I'm gonna be pissed too XD especially I've gone through similar crap with an ex friend

"She did not!! I told you about Marissa right? She did crap JUST like that! Even try to talk to me sometimes like she wasn't being a total prick- I swear people are the worst sometimes-"

We have a little treehouse or some kinda place where we can just hang out and have fun and have an absolute ball there :)

[bitchyfoxymama]

Sunday Morning Rain Is Pouring - S. Reid x Reader

Warnings: angst, happy endings, spoilers for season 12

*****

You were sitting in your little book corner, the wide window helps you watch the rain fall from the sky. Spencer has been in prison for almost 3 months now and the depression you are currently feeling is being reflected by the weather. Usually when the depression hit you would try to distract yourself, reading books he would recommend to you or watching JJ’s boys.

The last time you had seen him you left in tears.

“I don’t know how much longer I’ll be here between the trial and getting me out of here. I—I can’t keep holding you back,” his voice is soft and quiet. You can see the bruise forming in his eye. It squeezes at your heart that he’s been hurt in this god forsaken place, where he doesn’t belong.

“You aren’t holding me back, when you first got back into the states I told you I would be with you through this whole thing. I love you so much Spence, don’t push me away please,” you say as tears begin to well into your eyes, you desperately want to grab him—hold him and kiss him—and never let go but the rules of the prison wouldn’t allow it.

“I think we need to break up, you can’t keep waiting around for someone who can’t even hold you or kiss you. I love you so much but I have to let you go,” Spencer can’t look you in the eyes while he says this.

“No you don’t get to throw two years of our lives away because you think it’s what’s best. I won’t let you. I love you so much and I will fight for us both even if you can’t right now. I love you Spencer. Forever and a day! I will fight for us.”

That had been a conversation from 2 weeks ago, since then you have been helping with his case even if you didn’t work for the FBI, but it was hard and it broke your heart whenever something came up to a dead end, which is why you were in the current position.

Your ears perk up when you hear the front door unlock. You assume it’s JJ since she has your spare since she had been keeping an eye on you for the past few months. You don’t turn your head to the sound because she knows how you get sometimes especially when it rains.

When the door closes however you turn your head and tears in your eyes begin to form when you see Spencer standing in the doorway of your apartment. You stand up on shaky legs and run towards him, you grip tightly onto his clothes fearing if you let go he might just disappear and this would all actually be a dream. Your sobs racked through you, you kept your face in his chest as he rubbed your back and gently kissed your forehead.

“H-how, when did you get out?” You ask, pulling away, looking up into his own tear ridden eyes.

“It was these girls from previous cases whose names are Lindsey Vaugh and Cat Adams, they um, they took my mom and framed me as a revenge plot,”

“Oh Spence,” you hold him closer, “all that matters now is that you are safe, your mom is safe and you are home,”

“I’m so sorry I said those things to you while I was in there, I didn’t mean them, I love you so much.” his voice wavers. You take his face in your hands and look up at him.

“I know. I told you I would fight for both of us until you could fight for us as well.”

You share a sweet kiss and go to make him coffee. Content now that he was home and free from the charges.

*****

A/n: finally finished season 12 and my heart couldn’t take Spence in jail 😭

[blacknidstang]

i hope you don't mind me asking but your comment on my photo made me curious ... what's the weather like where you are? -3⁰C is pretty normal for me in the winter, it's probably going to get a lot colder than that soon 🥲☃️❄

Ahhhh not at all 🤍 The city i live in in particular would rarely go below -3°c but even -3 counts as extremely cold here XD ( i actually checked in past 40 years we have record of -15 but i dont think it's been in any recent years). if you take the whole average it's 1-5 around winter. But autumn and spring got mild transitions and summers are fucken dry and hot. Also it's a very arid climate. Like im just begging for some rain to fall 🥲🥲 We got some few days of snow in January or February usually and those are my happiest days 😭 when i was a kid it used to snow a whole fucking lot more and if there's one thing i miss from childhood it's that. <//33

[hyunverse]

you’re so right hyunjin would 100% write you literally anything you like or would just come up w smth new whenever he felt like it. also would def just give you artwork he made for you 🥲. imagine him giving you little pieces of your fave animal or his fave pic of you guys together </////3 god id be in shambles. also i did not realize malaysia was that hot ?? i couldn’t do it i hateeeeee the heat. but then i also hate the cold. like i’ll literally be going to school in -20C weather where i live😭😭 it’s so awful. so spring and fall are 100% my times of the year like i’m always happiest at those times bc the weather is just normal

so true men are just men. i think we got lucky w our skz’s zodiacs. bc changbin is the only leo man that can exist okay 🙅🏻‍♀️ he is nothing like these average ass horrible leo men. he’s bias wrecking me so hard lately like he’s literally fighting w hyunjin rn for the spot. i can hear them bickering in the back of my head 😒😒

ALSO RIGHT i can’t help but baby him 💔💔 same w seungmin i just want to squish his cheeks 💔💔💔 manifesting seungmo forehead rn 🙏🏼. SO IMPRESSED W THE BOWLING BTW THATS AWESOMEEEE. i hope you had sm fun 😋 i’ll have to try it again soon and lyk. most likely i’ll be shit but it’s worth a try. my day was not the besttttt i’m rly stressed out and have a ton of crap going on but seeing ur response made my day ^_^. i saw it and blushed and squealed not even kidding. ur the sweetest you always put a smile on my face. i hope your day is good today :)) i think it’s like 6 am there rn which is so funny bc i’m about to eat dinner. like it’s cool to think we’re doing our opposite routines at the same time. does that even make sense ?? 😭 this is what i mean w the rambling i’m just 💔 LOL

alsoooooo i’m gonna reply to your other post here too and say i’m so glad you moved on from those pos’s. relationships suck and that’s why i read fanfics like yours to fill the void 🙏🏼. i’m jk i’ve also moved on but im a lover girl at heart so not being in a relationship is legit torture. like i just want to talk to someone and be loved and like go on dates 🙄 KISSES AND HUGS FOR U THO you deserve all of them bae <33

- 🐈‍⬛ (spammed again omg what is my PROBLEM ?? you bring out the talk in me and most ppl can’t do that <33 i can’t help it ur too kind)

hyun <3 painting u <3 with a fond smile in his face <3 they don’t make men like him anymore!

malaysia IS hot bae. . . it’s located at the equator </3 spring and fall seems so pretty, especially fall!! like dawggg i wanna be jumping on piles of fallen leaves too mane 😔🙏 dress up cute ‘n stuff. i will be showing up everywhere lookin like rory gilmore 💯 everytime i see an autumn grwm i gotta stop myself from kicking and throwing a tantrum cs i don’t live somewhere with the four seasons 🤸‍♀ -20°C weather is insane i would literally drown myself in boiling water 🧘‍♀

the thought of changjin bickering IS SO FUNNY like those two istg. . . love how hyunjin rejects every single one of changbin’s affections LMAO i always laugh at them. binnie in the samsung ad got the girlies going CRAZY LIKEEEEE. . .

i get the desire to be loved tbh. likeeee feeling loved is so nice but at the same time i feel like i have no mental span for a relationship anymore 💀 i am so busy during the times i am in campus so having a bf wud probably be disastrous for me.

u need to come bowling with me i Will defeat u 💯 LMFAOOO. or maybe you, too, will find out that ure actually a hidden bowling prodigy. u never know ykyk. also yeah timezones are so odd but it is somewhat painfully endearing. . . ? just two people doing opposite routines but still being able to be friends at the same. isnt that so cute omg. i’m sorry your day was crap my love, here i giv u minho pics to hopefully make ur day today better than yesterday’s!!

mwahmwah sending u my love sweetheart <3

[captainaikus]

hellooooo. just a daily check in. how are you? good i hope? how’re the WIPS coming around? i bestow upon you all the creative juice vibes *wriggles fingers* how was your day? did you see the new Blue Lock episode today? i will probably give my analysis sometime next week cause i had a long day and i am so tired and have a bunch of stuff to do. but i got ice cream today so that was fun. oh and i went to the park too and the weather was amazing. nothing like eating cold ice cream during fall on a windy, warm day 😌. how’s uni? i cannot wait for winter break. this is the last stretch tho so we got this 😤. as always *sends many virtual hugs*

- ✨ anon

✨ anon!! Hii !! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

I'm doing alright, just a lil tired and I drew the eyes of lucifer (yk the one where he cried, painting by cabanel? that one- thinking if I should post the drawing I made or not…) cause its been a while since I last picked up a charcoal pencil; had a leg day at the gym and my roommate cut my hair at 2 am (they used the clippers... and i gotta say did a p good job cue me wondering if Oliver likes short hair)

And I can't get over how Carlos Oliveira and Oliver look the same 😭😭 Like it cracks me up everytime I think about it

The wips.... the creative juices are actually working cause even if i have wips, the ideas coming in my head aren't stopping and i have like 6 or more ideas for hcs now so i'm working on that... slowly 😶

The new eps out ?? 👀

I haven't caught up with the episodes so I have something to relax to tonight; I'll watch it soon

Honestly? same. On days that I'm too tired to write anything, I just rest and note down more ideas that I can work on later

Uni is... a pit. but we're working hard and maintaining that gpa, reading and all that and in my free time I relax or write. I hope you’re doing okay and resting well <3

*sending sleepy virtual hugs back*

[nottobeadickoranything]

I love how all these brainwashed by right wing idiot-ass made-up culture war slurping mutants simultaneously claim now in NYC and CA were both better than "back then" when thats not true, crime is currently massively down in both places from the nationwide 1968-1996 peaks, but also at the same time, they also romanticize those old eras when violence was much higher. Its almost like they actively want more violent crime just so they can validate winning every side of an argument of how now crime is both currently terrifying and "going up" and CA is "crime infested" and "destroyed", as well as CA being "soft and weak" due to Democrats...like just shut up bruh, the answer isn't more cops and billionaires, you fuckheads 😂😭

Look, here are the facts:

1 - violent crime was mostly done by the boomer generation, who now also control the media, who make the media say "crime is on the rise" when its down literally 80% from say, 1991. The numbers show the massive spike in violent crime was between 1968-1996 - the boomers' physical primes. The boomers do not recognize that they are the generation that are freaks and shouldn't be allowed to run anything. They believe all other generations are as violent as they are, and combined with the boomers love of delusional hyperbole, have created this world where everyone is bombarded by the media of every crime that exists, blowing up these often mis-reported "crimes" as headline fear mongering.

2 - California is the best USA state by a trillion miles. Best weather, best locals, best lifestyle, most "free" feeling state aside from maybe Minnesota now. Since day 1 of its founding, which explicitly stated "no slavery" in its constitution and in doing so created a rift between CA and the USA that still exists to this day. CA being built from the ground-up by Chinese, Mexicans and Irish also infuriated USA to no end, thus the creation of these utterly bogus "California is bad, actually..." narratives. Hundreds of years of "California is bad but 7 of the top 15 happiest USA cities are CA ones" and "The big earthquake is coming you better be scared of this thing that gets dwarfed in US citizen death every year by hurricanes, tornados and floodings, every single year. 9 people have died from earthquakes since 1995. 9 in 29 years. Come the fuck on. This is a minor issue at best yet all we ever hear is how CA is gunna fall into the sea, or even stupider, its "destroyed". I got in and out of the DMV in 21 minutes, how is that "destroyed"?

[randomlyritchie]

#RitchieReflects: Am I Healing? 🌸🌸🌸

Sooo, it’s been really hard to talk about this & I still am very sensitive about it…but…I hurt my leg in December. It’s my fault. I wasn’t stretching the way I should. I kept running on my leg because I was in denial. While I do feel like my leg is better (even with running on it), I feel like I need to chill. I’m actually DEVASTATED! 😭😭😭 I’ve considered other factors like me being too old (which sounds crazy). I am also not the skinniest runner out there. Nevertheless, I’ve been seeing that those things might not be the issue. Stretching just feels like so much sometimes. I already feel like I am on this time crunch & I just want to get my run done. Another reason that I know it was stretching was because the first time I stretched after my little injury, my leg instantly felt better. So, I have been stretching before every run now. However, I still feel like I need to give it a little more time. I’m probably gonna have to build myself back up…AGAIN. But I don’t think I have to give up running. I just need to act like I have some sense & stretch.

Sooo, my leg is one sort of healing that I am encountering. Another seems to be perhaps a lifting of seasonal depression. For some time, I have hated to see spring coming. Spring actually used to be my favorite season (you probably thought it was autumn 😂😂😂). Fall was my second favorite season. But spring became too rainy & murky for me. Sooo, I gave all my love to fall. I never really was a winter girl, but somewhere along the way I found comfort in it. I came to a point that when I started to see spring, I would get depressed. One year, I actually got happy when the winter weather came back. Nevertheless, this year I am actually happy about spring. I’ve actually been saying that spring is already here (even though it’s really not). I was born in the spring (not in September…don’t be fooled my name), so I should come to life in it. I’ll be honest, my name does truly fit me, though. My personality gives waaay more autumn than spring. But, yes, maybe I’m healing on some level. I still have mixed feelings about summer…but I was sad to see it go last year. So, we shall see how I end up. Right now I am just patiently waiting for daylight savings time. ☀️☀️☀️

[menalez]

Usually snow for the first time falls around late december early january, and only to melt away quickly. This year snow came early. Like mid november, and has yet tk melt. Its also so cold conparingly to the last winters, the hottest its benn in a minyh is 0° and that was for like 2 hours yeatwrday, usually its -4 or -7, feels colder tbo. The last three days we had like 20cm of snowfall. And all day there was a snowstorm. Its actually very beautiful. Or it wohld be if tonnes of salt was not scattered on ground to make it melt. Now it looks like sewege on roads.

I visited my cousin recently, i got there by train. It looked so beutiful, everything and i mean ecerything was white. I took the train back late, but even if i wouldnt have , it would've been dark, because sun sates at 2pm. Rises at 9. I love it.

There was a train passing through the station before mine arrived. It came in fast. Suddenly there was a light in the dark, then sound. It lifted snoww of off track and looked like something out of a gloomy book. The closest experience from my life i can relate to it, is when i saw, for the first time an airplane hangar. Kind of like my whole life was a pilgrimage. Idk if ghat makes sense. Prob not.

I now have made a new treand for myself - wool socks with sneakers. I think it looks nice. Otherwise my feet get incrediy cold and i cant feel my toes.

Tommorow its supposedly gonna be -12°. Lol.

it’s the same in germany… the winter is soooo cold this year but the weather in november was moody like some days it was quite warm for november & then sometimes it’s super cold & snowed in november… global warming is making the weather so fucking weird

it’s sweet that ur making the most of it and seeing the beauty of it 😭 im from a desert so such winters are just. not normal for me. idk when ill get used to them tbh. im still learning how to dress for them too. when i lived in the UK, id wear a tank top and then a jacket over it. here in germany, i don’t dare to dress in such a way in the winters… kinda miss bahrain’s “winters” bc that just meant the sun sets like an hour early and the sun still shines and we can still go out in tank tops or a light jacket :((

[mettywiththenotes]

Metty, how’d you feel abt the new chapter?

I am

Because of the cliffhanger and Bakugou, how it ended...

I think he's still going to survive somehow, but man. what the fuck hori

Ngl tho that last panel is tragically beautiful

Can't explain it but. pretty (even in sorta-death)

I FREAKED OUT when Bakugou's quirk explanation appeared, and THIS

Just his whole body alight with explosions and sparks aaaaaa LOOK AT HIS EYE! It really reminds me of his Heroes Rising form

I don't really know what to think about the Vestige All Might stuff. At first I thought it was just Bakugou's way of saying goodbye, like he's conjuring up this vision of younger All Might in OFA as a way to give himself closure or smthg. But idk what it's really about

If not that, then I can only think 1) somehow OFA has rubbed off onto Bakugou and that's why he's seeing Vestige All Might, he's getting little specks of power from it, or 2) It's something connected to Heroes Rising

Which... I know a lot of people are already not wild about. but eh, idk

Either way I think the scene was clear and pretty, a stark contrast between the bloody and messy scenes at UA, and we got some soft Bakugou out of it

MY BABIES!

🥺🥺

ALSO ALSO!

Look at everyone fighting for him! All the big three, Miruko, Best Jeanist, all of them just trying to save Bakugou

Actually, because of that, I realised that Bakugou is the youngest kid on the battlefield (apart from Monoma but. he's not directly fighting like Bakugou is). So all of these older kids and adults actively trying to save this kid from being killed is just 🥺😭

I really really love the sudden talk of the weather. Just the visual of Bakugou falling and Best Jeanist trying to catch him, and then the tv/radio talking about something as mundane as the weather, when a literal war is going on. idk it just very good in contrast

Plus the fact that the weather talk shows Mitsuki and Masaru thinking about their son while all of this is happening 😔

And Aizawa looks like he's about to do smthg!

Like he's about to jump into the battlefield and fight TomurAFO or smthg. how heartbreaking would that be, right after just seeing his student "die" too

All in all, I loved this chapter and hated it too. For the feels it gave me. Hori why. HORI WHY THE BREAK. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO US. the madman

[lunarifie]

Rewatching Ninjago

(With no context other than the episode)

Possession episode 5-6

Ronins such a bad role model

Jay: Maybe we need a more uplifting name... Other than airjitzu. Maybe… cyclondo!

(Tries airjitzu again and it actually works)

Damn maybe Jays onto smth

Did they intentionally make Coles voice sound different now that hes a ghost?

Nya and Coles friendship is actually so sweet

I get the other ninja are training but they should be with nya uplifting Cole and making him feel better 🥲

Kai knows Cole swings the other way, He saw Nya and Cole on a bed together and didnt say SHIT 💀

Kai: Oh and btw sis, that color suits you well!

Nya: Thanks! Its my favorite color :)

Theyre sibling relationship is so healthy

Also I thought blue was her favorite color-

HFNSKNFJSF ZANES PIRATE VOICE TOOK ME SO OFF GUARD

Jay and Kai are so silly i love them

Misako: aye aye, Zane :)

Misako can be alright sometimes

Jay: Okay sensei- your saying a lot of big words there. But you got one thing wrong, it’s cyclondo, not airjitzu!

The way everyone started batting at Jay right when he said that

Jay purposefully asking Zane questions to hear his pirate voice is the best

They all have snow suits to climb the mountain and survive the weather except Cole

smth I liked

Cole (starts feeling insecure): you guys should go without me, I didn't even practice spinjitzu...

Kai and Jay: (immediately start reassuring and consoling him that he's apart of the team and even got the first clue for them)

I love these guys sm

Kai getting anxious and Jay getting all excited is my favorite thing in moments like these it's like they switched personalities

This also happened in rebooted!!! Usually occurring with heights.

All in unison: Ninja-snowww!!!!

THEYRE STILL REASSURING COLE I LOVE THEM SM 😭

Found families great and i love it but i die a little inside everytime they call eachother brothers

They overuse it its like Kai calling Nya “sis” its so unnatural 😭

Misako: they say the wailing alps winds can blow someone straight off the mountain

Really? That's so interesting! But, idk, maybe. TELL THE NINJA THAT.

Kai: 200000 steps!!! Good thing im not counting.

Jay: 276, 277, 278, 279…— OH LOOK A GOAT :D

Kai: what no- thats not a goat. We rode one of those things dont you remember? Its a yak.

Jay: mmmmmm no it has horns im pretty sure its a goat.

Okay but who IS the master these ghosts/morro are serving, apparently the masters a she.

I would literally just give up if a gust of wind and THEN an avalanche carried me miles down after I just climbed those miles and had 100000 more to go

Theyre rlly putting this ‘ninja never quit’ idealogy to the test

Holy shit thats cool as fuck

I really hope they explore Coles possession powers more into the season

Theyre so supportive of Cole changing into a ghost its the best thing to watch

Kai: You possessing the mech, its like you gave it boosters!

Cole: BOOsters. Is that a ghost joke?

Kai: good to know your humor hasnt changed!

Love them

The way Cole knows how to be a ghost more than the actual ghosts

Ok but the ghost arrow.

Is that REALLY the best weapon right now.

We've seen that being a ghost actually makes you more powerful. Yeah it sucks for the ninja but it also sucks for Morros lackeys so like, Who's winning here if the arrow ever actually works.

Kai: Who's ready for some exercise? Cause we're gonna be doing an exorcism!

Cole: Now THATS a ghosts joke!

The mech was over the edge. Everyone was on it. The ghost in his mech, could have quite literally just pushed them off. But, you know, picking them up and trying to fight them again on solid ground is so much more efficient.

For the plot! I guess.

PARALLELS!!!!

As they were falling from the avalanche, Cole tried to save Jay by grabbing his hand but phased through bc he's a ghost, Jay yelling at him to concentrate.

Later, as their climbing, Jay slips, Cole catching him solidly this time and saying “concentrate. We got this.”

IM GETTING SO EMOTIONAL OVER THE OTHER NINJA COMFORTING COLE WHEN HES WORRIED HE WONT MAKE IT THEYRE SO NICE TO HIM

Kai: you can do it! Your strong! Even Jay could do it!

Jay: Thanks fireboy 😒

Jfnsjtbdjndbg

Cole: I'm gonna fall off and die!

Kai: You can't die! You're a ghost. GHOSTS CANT DIE.

Cole, having a huge revelation: Ghosts, can't, DIE.

it took you THIS long to figure that out

(Honestly i cant judge it was the same for me)

STOP SAYING BROTHER SHARPENS BROTHER IVE BEEN COUNTING AND YOUVE SAID THAT SIX TIMES

I love how they all adopted Jays ‘cyclondo’ name instead of airjitzu :)

They made it to the blind mans eye!!!

I dont rememember ANYTHING about the clown kingdom so im excited

Morro: PATIENCE IS BENEATH ME!

At least theyre being consistent with his character

Wait so all cloud kingdom citizens can foresee the future? Thats actually so cool can I live in this realm????

Kinda creepy that they watch everything though

Even though in the future some citizens of ninjago start hating the ninja, these sky monks will probably always be their biggest fans since they know theyre always trying to do their best :)

So, they're like fanfic writers, but they're writing actually becomes canon.

JAY. STOP MESSING WITH THE MONKS AND THEIR WRITING.

Ok so they control everything that is out of mortals control

Makes sense

Jay peeping at scrolls and destinies💀

SIXTEEN realms

That's a lot of realms

We got the cursed realm, the cloud kingdom, which others are there?

So Morros master is the preeminent

Holy shit she's absolute nightmare fuel wtf

Cloud tour guide after traumatizing the ninja and showing them the cursed realm: We’re here! Wasnt that a lovely ride 😊

Kai: yeah… you paint a lovely picture…

Okay…. So. I remember they meet an enemy in this play house, and this playhouse is kinda freaking me out. Please dont tell me the cloud monks are against the ninja because I like them all a lot.

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT

Ok so all the monks are good, but cloud tour guide is the evil master writer.

man, fuck him.

I liked him a lot too.

Little monk: where did you put the ninja 😨

Master writer: I put them with nimbus, I bet he’ll love his new playthings.

Ok but stuff like this always creeps me out, a happy and supposedly perfect and non corrupt civilization only to realize its nothing but corrupt. Especially people with higher power abusing it.

Its too real 😭

Why is this thing so creepy why do i hate it so much why did I almost gag when it picked up jay i hate its proportions so much i hate that it exists

IT HAS TEETH BUT LIKE WITH GAPS IN BETWEEN EVERYTIME I LOOK AT THIS THING ITS DESIGN GETS WORSE AND WORSE

Cole (rushing around trying to find a way to escape) (stops.): what am I doing. Im a GHOST!

Cole (phases through the wall): *sighs disappointedly at himself) im such a dummy...

Cole: Im a ghost not a locksmit!

Jay: be the key Cole, BE THE KEY.

Cole: oh. Good idea.

I like how Jays usually the one whos like “WHY DONT YOU JUST DO THIS YOUR A GHOST.?!?!?” And it actually helps Cole out.

No please I dont wanna see this fucked up pet thing roaming around please tell me he doesnt leave his playpen.

Little monk my beloved

He knew something was sketchy at first and then ran to get the ninja even though hes not supposed to change destiny, like honestly good for him

COLE CALLED HIM LITTLE MONK I CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE

Everyone: Airjitzu!

Jay: cyclondo!

Jay: …why isnt it catching on :(

My favorite thing is when the ninja fall from an edge and they all grab each other like a ladder or legos connected together

It's great

I wonder what their plan is now that Morro has the sword and knows their every mood

Ok but why is Morros airjitzu green while all of theirs is blue

I hate nimbus so much I hate it I hate it I hate it

LITTLE MONK MY BELOVED

HES SO SMART YES CHANGE FENWICKS DESTINY AND SAVE THE NINJA

Ok but that was a really cool transition from a flying boat to a winter sleigh after they passed through blind mans eye

Canon that Kai and Cole are snowboarders while Zanes a skiier

And coming from somebody who watched sk8 the infinity and had Ice skating experience help them skii.

Zane knows how to rollerblade like Jay while Cole and Kai both skateboard.

Misako. Are you fucking serious. You dropped the KEY.

Ronins such a coward

The way Goultar and Dareth like puffy potstickers so much is making me want to try them

Huh.

Its a Kai and Lloyd/Morro one on one fight again!!!!!

Lloyd (falls off a cliff)

Kai: sorry Lloyd 😕😔😥

Its nice to see them celebrate after they succeed at something :)

[shinjaeha]

bad buddy ep 10 (thoughts)

ep 10 completely wiped me out for a good few days. in the same way that ep 5 left me in a distracted daze the whole week, ep 10 kicked me in the chest at full force and i’m still reeling from the impact of it all.

phenomenal. idk how this show keeps exceeding my expectations, but somehow it keeps doing it. i thought ep 5 was going to remain my fave ep of this show forever bc of how much emotional it made me, but then ep 10 happened and made me feel emotions i didn’t even know i could FEEL and it just up and knocked the breath (and tears) right out of me.

anyway, i’m just SO GLAD that they postponed this ep bc i would have for sure spent new year’s crying my eyes out so that was a good move on gmmtv’s part for sure 😭

so in the excitement of the new ep, i almost forgot that we left off on pat’s parents seeing pran exiting his room and ngl...the way he got all flustered and left the scene to avoid confronting them is absolutely something i would have done as well. it would almost have been funny if my poor heart wasn’t beating so fast for him.

i love that pat’s gun excuse wasn’t even a lie (though a half truth, i guess, but understandable). kind of telling that his dad’s first question after seeing his son who was just SHOT wasn’t about his wellbeing but to ask why pran was there...talk about red flags...

i have such different feelings about his dad’s apology rewatching this than upon my first watch. the first time, i really thought that maybe his dad wouldn’t be that hard to win over after all...now i realise that it says a lot that pat told pran he’s never seen his dad like that before in his entire life. poor boy was SO excited :( only for the image of his father to be ripped to shreds at the end of the ep.

i like their conversation by the bins bc it really highlights how different their personalities are. pat, ever positive and idealistic about the rift between their families potentially being mended through this incident. pran, more negative and realistic about their situation. the characterisations are so consistent and have stayed the same since the start (look at the difference in their reactions after the rooftop kiss).

love that pat basically just lives at pran’s dorm now :’)

SO. LET ME TALK ABOUT WHY STAIRWAY ‘PROPOSAL’/CONFESSION SCENE IS EVERYTHING TO ME.

we get scenes like this in het rom coms ALL THE TIME, so it’s just so lovely and heartwarming to see this adorable, cheesy, public confession between two boys be such a normalised thing?? like to have the entire architecture crowd just cheering them on????? i am, and always will be, a hopeless romantic so i loved every single thing about this.

i specifically love that it was orchestrated by pran and his friends (and his mentor?? that guy was so drunk i thought he was gonna fall down the stairs omg). this was pran’s way of showing pat how much he loved him. even if he technically wasn’t the one that was declaring his love publicly like pat, he set the whole plan into motion bc he KNEW that this was what pat always wanted. for their relationship to be out in the open, no more hiding, no more sneaking around their friends and faculties. he gave pat the chance to express his feelings in a forum much more public than instagram...to announce to the world (or to pran’s faculty at least), that he’s taken like he said he wanted in ep 8.

and that in itself is a gesture on pran’s part too, since it proves how he's all in for pat now as well. he’s completely okay with their relationship being out in the open (aside from their parents for obvious reasons), and even encourages pat to confess to him. it lays the groundwork for the latter half of the ep bc this scene really solidifies their relationship officially. to me, it shows that they’ll be able to weather through whatever storm that comes their way together.

something else that makes me happy about this scene is that this is the both of them actually being vocal and public about their relationship on their own terms. they were outed against their will the first time, but now it’s all them. THEIR the ones choosing to turn this into a public declaration of their love for one another. i especially love that, like everything else, pran turns pat’s love declaration into a challenge for him, and as always, pat is up to the task.

pran changing his password to ‘praninlove’ he’s such a hidden SAP and i love it :’))) and pat saying pran likes origami is such a cute detail bc it brings me back to ep 2 during the secret admirer arc when pran folded the little origami crane for pat (even though he didn’t know it was pat back then). that’s so adorable.

everything pat mentions is something we already know about pran, and that makes me feel like i’m in love with him too 😂

i also really like that this is basically their big romeo and juliet balcony scene, but it’s not just pat walking up there to meet pran at the top (like how romeo climbs up the balcony to meet juliet in most stage/film adaptations). it’s pat ascending the stairs as pran descends them so the two of them meet halfway. always as equals. bad buddy shows us this time and time again. how the two of them are never too stubborn to give in/let the other ‘win’...they’re always making compromises for one another and meeting each other halfway (like how they literally meet each other in the middle of the stairway).

they’ve fist bumped at every stage of their relationship now. it’s been their thing since the beginning 😭

it’s not that i wasn’t expecting waikorn...but i also wasn’t really expecting it, if you know what i mean?? 😂 it was nice to see them share in on the product placement scenes too haha. and at least now we know that everything is fully reconciled with their friends. they won’t be holding them back anymore (and, if anything, i hope they’ll be there to support them when they need it most).

how much do i love that pat didn’t go down the stereotypical protective/possessive older brother route when wai asked if he could hit on his sister. he basically just told him that it was all her decision...and that he could shoot his shot if he wanted, but he had competition. it’s the bare minimum, but it’s so nice to see an older brother actually respect his sister and her decisions in her own love life for once.

speaking of paa’s love life, ink buying her a not so anonymous cake and making paa question her feelings!! THEY’RE HONESTLY THE CUTEST AND I LOVE THEM IN EVERY WAY.

chai coming with the tea (pun intended)!!!!!!! no, but fr i’m so glad that they could reveal their relationship to an adult who already knows about the feud between both their families, and who actually accepts their relationship, encourages them, and tells them that one day things will get better (my fave kind of foreshadowing). i also love that chai caught onto them pretty much right away when he’s only ever seen them interact together like three times. literally no one else that was around them ever figured our their relationship (aside from maybe ink).

i def knew that the animosity between their parents had to do with more than just the business, but i wasn’t expecting everything about the business to be a lie that they were keeping up.

i can’t believe i really got the paa asking pat for advice on her love life bonding scene i’ve been craving this whole time :’) and then pat just spinning her own love guru advice back onto her. their relationship is the absolute sweetest!!

inkpaa picnic/photography lesson date!!!!!!!!!! paa using her first two signs to test whether ink feels anything and getting virtually no response other than confirming to herself that SHE likes ink though 😭 esp when wai comes onto the scene and she can see him react (very expressively) to the first two signs, but she’s not feeling the same way AT ALL. all that does is make her compare how she feels for the two of them and solidify her feelings for ink once again.

okay but i laughed so hard at ink’s reaction the entire time wai was there. she was SO fed up with him omg. the way she literally only said bye to pran when they were leaving, and the final glare she shot wai (and his reaction to it)?? comedy gold.

at least wai was perceptive enough to pick up on it and give up on paa though!! i almost felt bad for him (and that’s on jimmy’s utter adorableness tbh).

ink finally showing the third sign without paa being the one to prompt her (thanks wai)!!!!! i don’t think you understand how i SCREAMED when ink asked paa if she was dating anyone and paa responded that she had someone she liked!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m so in love with them!!!!!!!!!

i think most of us called that whatever their feud was about, it was always between pat’s dad and pran’s mum...so it wasn’t really a shock that they both went to the same high school together (i knew they had to have some deep rooted history to have such animosity for one another).

i do think it’s nice seeing pat and pran do all their detective work together though. they’re so cute.

seeing them back at their old high school to find out more about their parents made me so excited bc i LOVE their high school flashback scenes. pran grinning with those dimples as he watched pat get punished?? and then not denying it when pat teased him about how he’d just confessed that he’s been looking at him like that since high school?? they have the strongest hold over my heart.

pat carrying pran’s bag JUST BOYFRIEND THINGS.

anyway, i just love seeing them be so out in the open about their love now. and having pat joke with their old teacher about how they’re a couple now. it’s the happiness they deserve :’)

not the my school president boys covering patpran’s song!!!!! so they really left a legacy at this school, huh.

pran was trying so hard to avoid even holding the guitar bc he knew it would make him want to start playing again...it makes me so sad that he has to suppress this part of himself and keep saying he’s quit (when he clearly LOVES playing the guitar) bc his mum doesn’t want him playing it :( but he played the song he was writing for pat bc pat asked him too and he really just loves him that much ;;;

i love how pat’s been encouraging pran's guitar playing since high school too bc he knows it’s something that truly makes pran happy (and brought them together).

idk this scene is just so BEAUTIFUL. pran singing the love song he wrote specifically for pat directly to him...pat getting to listen to the love of his life serenade him with a song meant only for him...and all of this happening in their old school, on the stage where they were initially torn apart. the softness and love in the expressions of their face as they gaze at one another. now this...THIS is romance. this is love in its purest form. they had bad memories the last time they saw each other at this school, but now they get to create a new memory. a good one.

i’m gonna need gmmtv to drop the full version of this song asap, but i don’t think it’ll happen until we see pran perform it in full on the show (prob in ep 12)...

that flashback of pat running after pran to give him his guitar only for it to be too late...and then he kept his guitar for YEARS on the off chance he’d be able to give it back to him 😭 and, in the end, he DID. i will never not be choked up about this.

it’s interesting to me that their teacher knew so much more about pat’s dad than she did about pran’s mum. i wonder if he had more sway bc of his status (since she mentioned that he was head of the class and basically participated in every school event), and that’s why he was more easily believed when he said that pran’s mum didn’t want the scholarship...

absolutely LOVE the noodle shop scene with pat and paa. it’s so sweet?? the fact that they fight one another on who gets to talk first instead of the usual “you go first” is SUCH sibling behaviour. and pat always gives in to his little sister :’)

you can tell that paa is more nervous about telling pat that it’s ink that she likes than that it’s a girl (which makes sense since pat likes a boy, so of course he would be accepting of paa liking a girl). the way they're constantly confiding in one another is so lovely to see. i don’t think i’ve seen that many sibling relationships in media that are this open and supportive (and it reminds me a lot of my own relationship with my brother, so their scenes always have a special place in my heart).

it’s nice that paa checked in with pat first to make sure he was okay with her liking ink (since pat liked her originally). even though pat’s feelings for ink never ran that deep, i still think it was a really respectful thing to do. i love that he was the first person she told too. this show gives us some of the best, healthiest relationships (barring their parents).

paa is legit sooooooooo adorable. the complete heart eyes she has for ink now????? she looks at her with so much adoration. like she’s just glowing in ink’s presence and it’s actually the cutest thing in the whole world.

THE DARK ROOM SCENE OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want this scene tattooed onto the backs of my eyelids so i can watch it forever. i love everything about it.

paa not being able to take her eyes away from ink, and then looking on the verge of tears the entire time she thought ink was only being nice to her bc she was her peer mentor (i cannot praise love enough for her acting in this scene!! she just about broke my heart with how sad paa was).

“i like it so much that i thought i was special to you” and “it’s my fault to think of you as more than just a peer mentor” i knew that ink would step up, but even still, I WAS ABOUT TO CRY. i don’t ever want to see paa sad :((((((((((

what i love so much about pat and paa is that they’re both so honest in everything they say and do. when they feel something for someone, they can’t keep it in. they need to act upon it, or say it out loud, immediately. that gene is so strong in the both of them (and they didn’t get it from their dad, that’s for sure...).

when ink said that she had to fight the whole faculty in order to get paa as her peer mentee, my heart LEAPED. also, seeing how she shoos every boy in her path (esp wai) away, i 100000% believe her. idk how anyone would have the guts to fight ink 😂 AND THEN CONFESSING THAT SHE’S LIKED HER SINCE HIGH SCHOOL (even back before paa had her uni ‘glow up’). the first time i watched this, i could barely believe it was happening. like i thought they were happening from the get go bc of all the hints, but to have it actually confirmed fr is an entirely different feeling than just knowing but not being completely certain.

“Someone with the smiles I want to keep to myself only”. i would crumble into a million pieces if anyone confessed to me irl like this. it is legit my ideal confession. a relationship literally developing in a dark room with the perfect amount of cute and heartfelt. and then ink cupping paa’s face in her hands, the kisses, holding her hand. it has EVERYTHING. bless this show for giving us the GL we deserve (now we just need a full series...where’s the inkpaa spin off pls).

i get so giddy every time i even just think about this scene, okay. i love it to pieces :’)

pat and pran finally getting to go on their hot pot date in public!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pran constantly saying that he’s not going to play guitar anymore, but still getting it serviced anyway as if we don’t all know that he’s going to finish writing that song for pat!!

not pat and his “call my big bro” kink i- 😭

the ‘proposal’ scene...and now the talk about rings is giving me some big engagement/marriage vibes. why do i get the feeling they’ll either be engaged or married by the end of this drama. calling it now for ep 12!!

but first, the fall out :(((((((((

the whole last 16 mins of this ep was just heartbreak after heartbreak. they buttered us up with the fluff, and then everything came crashing down like we always knew it was going to, but it honestly still hurt me so much more than i was anticipating.

this was the worst place for them to be found out by pat’s parents. in public like this, and then for pat’s dad to lose all reason, charge at him, and immediately get physical like that in front of everyone????? imagine what he’d be like in private then... :///

what gets me is that pran...pran who HATES confrontation, who avoids it like the plague (like he did in the beginning of this ep, or after their first kiss), still stepped between them the second he saw pat’s dad push him. even when, in every scene we’ve seen them interact, he appears to be afraid of pat’s dad (and understandably so). he still put that fear aside and tried to protect pat the moment he saw that pat could get hurt...only for HIM to be the one flung to the ground by pat’s dad instead. and then pat immediately dropping to check if he was alright the moment he saw what his dad did :(

up until then, pat was trying to keep the peace...i don’t think he would have said anything more to his parents, but he got angry (and impulsive) as soon as his dad hurt pran...bc if there’s one thing he can’t stand, it’s when pran’s hurt in any way. and even in that anger, you can still see how scared he is to tell his parents that pran is his boyfriend. but it’s been bubbling up for so long that it all had to come out at some point, and in that moment through the anger and the hurt, i don’t think pat saw any other choice.

you can really see how terrified pat’s dad is as soon as pat brings up that he knows about the history between him and pran’s mum. you know he’s buried this secret of his deep, deep down somewhere and done everything in his power to make sure it never saw the light of day again.

god, and then pran feeling so overwhelmed by everything that’s happened...he’s been rejected in words by pat’s dad before (when he was hiding under the bed in ep 2), and now he’s been physically pushed to the ground by him. the unexpected confrontation pushing him over the edge and making him lash out at pat bc it’s all just too much :( and then the look on his face when pat listens to his request and walks away to talk to his dad...like he immediately feels bad for it. and like he’s absolutely devastated and terrified about what this might mean for them. about the possibility of pat being wrenched away from him once again.

honestly, bless chai. i really love how supportive he is of the both of them, the only adult that’s acting like an adult rn. how he offers to stay with pran when he confronts his mum is just really lovely of him.

pran hiding his guitar from his mum before he enters the house like he’s trying to hide away his feelings ;;; i’m certain he would have kept his relationship with pat hidden too if it hadn’t been for his mum pressing him so hard about what was going on between the two of them.

but just like pat in the scene before, and maybe that’s where he got the courage to say it out loud too, he admits the truth about their relationship to his mother. like i said before, pran tends to avoid confrontations at all costs, but the constant suppression has made him a ticking time bomb. when he confronts his mum, it hurts bc everything he’s telling her has been building up inside of him for years and years at this point. all the emotional trauma. all the pain. he’s pushed so much of it down for so long that it was only a matter of time before he erupted.

i’m so glad that pran called his mum out on the way she pushed all these expectations on him and how it wasn’t his job to upkeep her reputation for her. all of these parents not being able to accept that their children are individuals with their own thoughts and feelings. it’s so awful.

“because you raised me this way, that’s why i’m not like other kids” damn. that line is so powerful. not that she doesn’t deserve it bc of everything pran’s had to go through as a child till now, but it would absolutely kill me inside if i was a mother and heard my own child say that to me and mean it.

it in no way excuses the slap, but the heightened emotions are so real. and at least it looked like she regretted what she did straight after it.

the resentment and hurt on pran’s face though...the look in his eyes...i. am. distraught (both nanon and p’ple are so incredible).

as soon as she started marching over to pat’s place i knew shit was going to go DOWN, and this whole sequence of events was just so intense and emotionally draining...it was a lot to take in.

(i’m gonna use their parents names interchangeably here bc i find it easier this way).

so one of the things that i was always worried about with this series was that they weren’t going to make the family rift deep enough to justify why both the families despised each other so much (and kept trying to make their children compete/keep them apart). if it had been just a lover’s quarrel, i wouldn’t have been sold tbh. esp after sooooooo many years, and with the two having already married different people. but STEALING A SCHOLARSHIP?? now THIS is a good reason to me.

speaking from personal experience in my own family, my parents grew up in south east asia, and they grew up poor. bc of this, my mum was never able to go to university. my dad, as the only boy in his family, was. i can only IMAGINE how much a scholarship would have meant to a girl who wasn’t well off, living in thailand in the 90s. it would have changed EVERYTHING for her. like dissaya says, it was literally her whole future. by taking away her chance at this scholarship, ming stole her future and any opportunities that she could have had away from her. i would be LIVID. honestly, livid doesn’t even cover it.

this confrontation should have happened a long time ago, but the fact that she kept all of these feelings festering inside of her for over 20 years just proves to me that she really is pran’s mother.

no matter what dissaya has gone through, this will never excuse how pran’s been treated, but i can’t help but empathise with her at the same time. at least now i can understand why she has so much hatred for pat’s dad (and family by association). now i can understand why she freaked out and immediately made pran transfer schools the moment she realised that pat and pran had become close. she was projecting all the trauma she’d experienced from ming onto pat, and she was afraid that pat would do the same thing to her son.

it was fine before bc if they were always fighting/rivals, it meant that pat and pran would never be close enough for pat to jeopardise pran’s future. but if they became friends?? it hits much too close for comfort for her.

and the thing with pran is that he internalises his feelings so much that i don’t think dissaya ever realised just how much of an impact pressuring him, imprinting this mindset on him, and transferring him to another school (and taking him away from his only sources of happiness: his guitar and pat) really had on him. she prob never truly realised until pran finally told her how he felt during their argument.

but she did. she made him inherit all the anger and resentment she felt towards ming...she fostered the environment that gave him all this emotional trauma, manifesting in his need to keep things to himself, shut down instead of confronting things head on, and his need for control (his OCD tendencies). i’ve also mentioned this before, but pran is constantly being punished every time he allows himself to be happy/expresses himself (from having to transfer schools, to being pushed to the ground, to being slapped). it’s only natural for him to  continue to shut himself down and lock away his feelings from his friends and family. to keep everyone away except pat bc pat is the only one who lets him feel what he feels, and never pressures him into anything else.

idk i’m just heartbroken for both of them for different reasons. dissaya didn’t deserve what happened to her, but pran didn’t deserve all the expectations placed upon him bc of what she experienced. it’s generational trauma.

and don’t even let me get started on MING. so ming really was the bad buddy all along, huh.

i understand how difficult it can be growing up in an asian household where you’re constantly pressured by your parents, i KNOW it’s not easy to live up to parental expectations, but what he did was despicable. and to then place all that same pressure on your own son when you’ve experienced it all before?? this is obviously pretty common...that’s how cycles of abuse and trauma get passed down, but it’s just so vile to me that he made pat compete with pran (hate him) knowing FULL WELL that he was in the wrong. and it’s something that he can barely admit it to himself, let alone apologise for what he did.

it’s honestly amazing to me how caring and balanced his children grew up to be despite how selfish he is. hie ego was too big for him to even apologise, and instead he made everything so much worse. dissaya must have been seething this whole time. ming making his son compete against her son after everything that he did to her...like i don’t condone how she responded to it, but i can see why, clouded by her anger, she’d make pran compete against pat too to spite him. their children were just soldiers in the war that their parents were fighting.

and to take a scholarship that he didn’t even need from someone that actually NEEDED it, not use it, and then just end up running the family business instead?? it really makes it so much worse. like rubbing salt in the wound. fuck this guy.

you can see that there was some level of guilt that he felt (thinking that giving chai up and letting them run a business to compete with his would somehow make them even??), but it’s just so misguided. and so buried under his own pride and need to save face. no wonder ming wants to live vicariously through pat so badly...it feel like some sort of clean slate for him. and it makes the hypocrisy of him constantly being on pat’s case about lying make a lot more sense. it’s like he’s overcompensating bc he knows that HE’S the one that told the biggest lie of all. bc underneath it all, he knows that he’s the one in the wrong, but he just can’t admit it.

other than the rooftop hug, the scene where pat asks his father whether the reason he had to hate pran all this time was bc of him, hit me SO damn hard. remember at the beginning of the ep when pat was feeling so positive that their parents might be able to get over their feud?? compare how he was in that scene to how he is in this one. he’s devastated. it hurts so much bc, although pat’s an emotionally expressive person, we rarely see him cry like this. but his wavering voice, the way you can see his tears literally welling up, the utter disappointment on his face. you can pinpoint the exact moment when his heart breaks bc his father, someone he’s respected and looked up to his whole life, isn’t the person he thought he was at all. it’s the complete disillusionment (ohm tore my heart to shreds in this...everyone acted so well).

it keeps making me cry bc pat’s felt guilty this WHOLE time. for not thanking pran properly when he saved paa, for getting him transferred, and now, worst of all, for his father being the root cause of the whole rift in the first place. none of this is his fault, of course, but it’s like the guilt keeps following him around bc of the actions of their parents. it was one of the reasons he kept trying to make amends with pran in the first place, but they keep getting caught up in the mess created by their families.

and then to have his mum defend his dad after all that?? hell no. these boys deserve so much better.

finally, rooftop scene. what even needs to be said about this. i didn’t think anything could match the emotions of ep 5′s rooftop scene, but this scene is SPECTACULAR. heart wrenching in the best way. the first time i watched this, i didn’t even cry bc i was just feeling too many things at once, but every single time i’ve watched this since, i’ve bawled my eyes out. i think when you get to sit with the emotions more, it hits so much deeper.

the rooftop is truly their special place. they’re always meeting up here during a turning point in their relationship.

i love the parallels with the ep 5 rooftop kiss. the charged emotions, the intimacy...but i love the differences between both these scenes now that their relationship has changed and developed so much. instead of pran walling his emotions up again and walking away like he did in ep 5, this time he lets it all out. lets pat see him at his most vulnerable, and leans on him for support instead bc he knows pat will always be there to catch him. pat’s his safe space.

the hug is so incredibly beautiful and meaningful. when pat first sees him, he looks at pran with such love and care...such openness and surety, and the only thing pran can do is crumble and cry into the arms of the person he feels safest with. poor boy is so incredibly drained. i love that pran hugs pat like he’s his lifeline, latches onto him and locks him in place, but pat hugs him like he knows he needs to be his pillar rn. the reassurance and the comfort of pat stroking pran’s hair, holding him close, and making sure that pran knows that he’s there for him ;;; even when pran pulls away from him, he’s still got a hand on the back of his neck. it’s clearly tearing pat up inside too, but he only cries when pran can’t see his face bc he knows that pran needs to be consoled the most in this moment, and he has to stay strong and support him as best he can. he needs to be the anchor.

pran’s “i can’t take it anymore” is so devastating bc you know that pran would only admit it out loud like this if he was at the end of his tether. it’s taken such a toll on him (the both of them), and i’m so glad that they’ll be getting away from the toxicity of their environment again in the next ep bc they NEED it.

not to mention, it makes sense that they would go back to the first place they ever felt like they could exist together in peace. no external conflict for them to worry about, and nothing there trying to tear them apart. it’s only a temporary reprieve, but it’s a reprieve all the same.

anyway, i always find it interesting that their parents’ feud is what has constantly pulled them into each other’s orbits. at first bc they were forced to compete against one another, but now it’s bc they have no one else left but one other to rely on. their parents have made it so no one else has the same shared experiences as the both of them do, unintentionally tying them together, and all it’s done is made their bond and love for each other stronger than ever. it’s the thing that unites them against all odds, but instead of being pushed together by circumstances like all the times before, this time they’re CHOOSING one another over the war between their parents, finding the comfort and solace they so desperately crave in each other’s arms.

they gave us a bit of everything in this ep. from the highs of the stairway confession and inkpaa in the dark room, to the lows of everything exploding the moment their parents found out about them and the rooftop hug...this ep was SO jam packed.

i don’t think any drama has ever taken me on such an intense emotional rollercoaster of a ride for so long before, but i’m grateful for every second of it. i’m so grateful for this revolving door of every emotion in existence bc nothing has ever made me feel the way that bad buddy does.

only two eps left and i can’t wait for the next one bc i genuinely have NO IDEA how things are going to pan out for them (though i’m certain that we’ll get the happy ending we’re all rooting for, i just don’t know how we’ll get there).

i’m really going to be so lost when i don’t have this drama to look forward to every friday. the thought of it makes me so sad, but at the same time, i’m already counting down the days until i can rewatch it from beginning to end again.