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ignore my 82648837 different art styles i change brushes a lot. What’s up i missed him so bad Check tags for rambling and stuff
#ten.art.txt#trsmp#trsmp fanart#trsmp pangi#pangi fanart#pangi#the realm#the realm fanart#the realm smp#the realm smp fanart#if anyone cares i think trpangis outfits and what he wears aligns w his emotions#i think as he got more and more corrupted#and u see this with the keepers cloak legit in canon#he beomes more covered w more layers#and darker tones#but as he starts to enjoy life right before the memory loss#he goes brighter tones more color less layers freer clothing etc#lots of green for honey badgers#i think trlspangi had a good middle ground.. covered for protection and still freer clothing for movement#anddd now cured trpangi… Happy and loving life once more Hopefully#ALSOOO as much as they said that he’s fully healed and the corrupted skin is gone or whatever#there is no way this stuff doesn’t leave some lasting effects#so i think there’s some light scarring and discoloration#and that eye was like. Gone dude. gonezo so. def light sensitive#some blurry vision yknow the works#will lead to him wearing his glasses more#<- delusion person who thinks abt when pangi wears glasses too much
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The Ishigamis and The Gifts of Science
Dr. Stone is a love letter to humanity and its sciences. The main character, Senku, often acts averse to all forms of affection, and the only love he doesn't deny is his love for science. But Senku is so so full of love. He just expresses it in a way other than physical touch or words of affirmation. He gives.
But let's go back to the one who taught him so– Byakuya Ishigami, his father. The love of Senku's life.

Byakuya is introduced in the tenth chapter of the manga as a dotting father who sells his car to present Senku with scientific instruments he will need for a more efficient research. This car is Byakuya's means of transportation, and given that he is crying and shaking in this scene, it could not have been easy for him to lose it. But his love for Senku is so big, that he wants to support his son's passion even if it means sacrificing a great convenience for him.
And Senku? Senku truly fell in love with science at this moment.

If there is anything that Senku is, he is Byakuya Ishigami's son through and through. They may seem like two very different people, as Byakuya is an openly affectionate guy while Senku is more closed off with showing his true emotions. But Senku takes more from Byakuya than not, and one of them is by showing his love and/or care for others through giving the gifts of science.
And it starts with Byakuya.
[Bodysuit Acquired!]

Byakuya had failed his first attempt at being an astronaut ten years back, but he doesn't give up and tries again. Senku then creates a bodysuit that manipulates muscle movement to help Byakuya pass his swimming test. And while the bodysuit doesn't quite help Byakuya to swim, the thought Senku had put into it had motivated Byakuya more than ever to pass the test. This is one of the fundamentals of gifting– sometimes, it really is the thought behind it that matters.
This motivation is what Byakuya credits during his interview with JAXA for passing the tests. He understands that Senku might not have given him any words of encouragement, but this bodysuit was all the words that were needed between them. Senku wants Byakuya to achieve his dreams just as badly. It's the way Senku shows his love for his father.
And it's the way Senku shows his love for others too.
[Glasses Acquired!]

One of the primitive aspects of the Ishigami village is that it considers bad eyesight as a type of "disease". Fuzzy disease, to be exact.
Suika wears a melon mask at all times to help clear her eyesight, which Senku later reveals is due to the pinhole effect. She, however, has never told Senku or the others about having the fuzzy disease. Senku himself notes how odd it is for her to wear a melon around, and confronts her about it once he decides to create glass. This is one of the most beautiful scenes in Dr. Stone, as Suika finds out that her disease was never a disease, and is finally able to see as clearly as the others. Senku basically gives her perfect eyesight, something she didn't even know was possible before.
[Antibiotics Acquired!]


One of the most beloved people in this village is the priestess, Ruri. Two of Senku's new friends, Kohaku and Chrome are deeply affected by her unknown fatal disease. Senku is such a person who would help a stranger even if there is no benefit to do so (though he would never admit to it), what more a person who his new friends truly love and care about. He cures Ruri of pneumonia, giving her a chance to live a life without the worry of it being her last day every day.
[Cola Acquired!]

Senku forms an alliance with Gen, who plays the role of Tsukasa's spy, for the promise of a bottle of cola. Both Senku and Gen are aware that the cola is only a front for Gen's loyalty to Senku and the Kingdom of Science, for Gen needs his superficial reputation as a comfort and cannot simply join them if there is no personal benefit for him to do so.
This cola is also the first gift post-petrification that Senku brands himself on, probably because it represents the first gift that is not out of necessity and leans toward a comfort/luxury that they both used to enjoy in the modern world.
For a modern man such as Gen, drinking his favourite soda in the stone world might have been one of the happiest days in his life.
[Cotton Candy Acquired!]

Senku cares about people so much, even if the people in question have tried to kill him. Senku sees Homura as a soldier who is merely following the orders given by her leader, but he also sees the Homura as a lonesome girl sitting by herself on trees day and night.
As usual, Senku hides his kindness and care by showing an evil ulterior motive, such as turning Homura to their side using the cotton candy, but Ruri points out that this is a facade. Similarly to Gen, a person with such an ego is unable to seem as if he is doing something good out of the kindness of his heart.
[Stove Acquired!]

As winter approaches, the elders in the village are worried about losing people to the cold. Senku hears about this and creates a stove which has a multi-purpose of cooking and also radiating heat for the people to stave off the coldness of winter. And speaking of winter...
[Christmas Acquired!]

Senku hangs up lights in the tree for the "light bulb test" on a random night. Except the date isn't random at all and he drops enough hints for Gen to catch on that it is the night of Christmas. The significance of the day is only appreciated by Gen and himself, as they are the only modern timers in the village. It is for the sake of nostalgia, but Senku would rather be caught dead than admit that he is a sentimental guy with such irrational feelings.
And well, it all comes back to that scene with Byakuya, doesn't it? If you recall, Byakuya calls himself "Santa" while giving the scientific presents to the young Senku. This indicates Senku received them during Christmas. Which means... Christmas is a sentimental day to Senku and his father. An anniversary of Senku receiving his Christmas presents from Byakuya, which led to his deeper dive into his science obsession. The beginning of it all, one would say.
And even though he's dead and buried, Byakuya never stops giving. He gives Senku the Ishigami village to provide Senku with allies. He gives Senku Lillian's music, because he believes in the light of music and understands the importance of media to society. He collects platinum till his last breath, because he believes that Senku will need it someday. Byakuya keeps on giving to Senku, because his love for his son is so huge and unconditional. And because he promised.

Surely, there is no greater love in the manga than Byakuya's love for his son and Senku's love for his father. Byakuya could easily win ten billion best father awards... well, not like there's much competition for that in shounen mangas.
#wrote this at 7am and went back to sleep immediately#and now that im wide awake again and rereading it it isnt that bad so erm ok hit post!#anyways i just rly rly rly love senkus and byakuyas relationship ok#the times ive cried for dr stone? ALWAYS FOR THEM#byakuya collecting platinum moment and dying...#i have lots of thoughts abt senku and byakuya and senkus love for his dad#the way the manga ended... it rly shows how senku is still always thinking abt his dad first and foremost#the love of a parent and how their children will always be just a little kid to them...#lots of ellipsis in these tags lmao#theres actually even more moments of senku giving stuff to others ofc#like giving tsukasa literal LIFE and the camera to minami yada yada#but yea i think these points r enough to show that senku rly invents things for ppl to show affection#like sure he enjoys creating science shit#but he also cares abt them and it's why he does it#i would say that gift giving is his love language or whatever#but ive heard that that love language stuff is bs so idk anymore#ask gen abt mentalism lore not me#wait no even if it was bs gen would not care and would have it in his psychology book#it's senku who would get triggered methinks#anyways lets just assume it's not bs and well#theres that thing where u make another person feel appreciated not based on ur own love language but based on THEIR love language#so like for example to make senku feel loved u should give him presents#and so far i think ive noticed three ppl doing this...? byakuya yuzuriha and gen#maybe theres more but i cant think of anyone else now#well might make another post in the future on this idk. or ill just reblog this one to continue#senku ishigami#byakuya ishigami#dr stone#dcst#long post
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I find it so fun how much drusilla revels in being a demon compared to spike who just sorta... is. he likes being a vampire, let's not get that twisted! but one of my favourite lines in the entire show is drusilla going "oh well I'm not a person see" in lie to me and I don't know if spike has like any lines like that? I mean maybe little jokes and snips here and there but drusilla knows she's not human and won't even entertain the idea of being treated as such
#I don't want to seem like I'm saying spike doesn't care. he very much enjoys being a vampire he does not want to be human#but drusilla is at like a whole other level#spike will do what he wants in order to fit in whether that be vampires or humans or whatever#drusilla is a demon through and through and has no want to possibly pretend otherwise#I don't like the use of pretend bc spike doesn't either. he just assimilates himself when he cares to. but I can't think of a better word#what I'm saying is drusilla would never fit in with the scoobies bc she wouldn't even like. try?#someone tell me ur getting me here#I know... I haven't watched it in many many months here but ik about stuff to do with the judge saying drusilla isn't pure demon#she's got too much humanity in her or smth like that. but I don't think it's humanity so much as memory. like she can't let go#not that she's like spike where he's just not the best at being a straight up pure unadulterated evil demon#though I also fully believe her love of spike doesn't help. but she loves him like a demon and he loves her like a man is the difference#guess who finished her seventh reread of pet by sigyn and is having drusilla thoughts again#spike btvs#drusilla btvs#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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helluvaverse fans: want more interesting ideas and characters development, and not give a shit up about stolas x blitzo
viv: okay, i hope you enjoyed my s2 is better than s1 but we want more backstory about how stolas and blitzo meets it and milked crossover
also helluvaverse fans: happy and excited about blitzo x stolas and not give a shit, broken world building, that makes you think "how tf so many stolas x blitzo in episodes and after broken up and then kiss s2 finale and crossover happens"
also viv:
#helluva boss critical#helluva boss criticism#helluva boss critique#anti vivziepop#hazbin critical#fuck vivziepop#hazbin hotel critical#hazbin hotel criticism#hazbin hotel critique#spindlehorse criticism#fuck stolas#anti helluva boss#i forget blitzo x stolas name#so whatever i guess#also crossover that i am never excited and not care about it#happy fans who want crossover#so it fine enjoy your crossover fanfic#also milked crossover
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he's the hottest flower boy that popped up on the scene!!!
+ more jon slop(shocker) gave him a twin brother who doesn't look that much like him because I thought it'd be funny..Jon n Job
i could probably scrounge up moar doodles but darn!! img limit...saved by the bell brodites.... I'LL GET YOU NEXT TIME
#jon tag...you know for...for jontent..jon..jon content..jontent...#jon enjoying brodites whenever i post him for the 50th time:😱😱🤤🤤🤤🥴🥴🥴😩😩😩#rip everyone else whose waiting on comic continuations or asks...i will get to them eventually...#im cwazy about him .......#ew jon#fucking... ill make a job tag too I GUESS i dont think ill draw him again but whatever lmfao#ewjob#it's short for jobediah yk#jons super secret twin brother whose actually MEAN!?!?!?!!#no one cares but idk if i like him cause his sisters who thing is shes abrasive.but tahts not nearly as interesting#when hes got an ANGRY ANGRY brother too#the angry gene somehow skipped Jon...#not everything else though hes genetically fried#i should be legally forbidden from tagging ew jon on any post ever again#my jon tag gets so much mileage...#eduardos here too but really you should EXPECT him to be in anything i draw
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hello gay people in my phone. i managed to cobble something together for day 3 of agatha all along week! the prompt was vampires and i had to get a little silly with it. yet again i don’t have a fun moodboard, but you can read it here
@agathaallalongweek
#agatha all along week#aaa week#agathario#agatha all along#hope you all enjoy . i’m going to Bed#my fics#my writing#not a good posting time or whatever but Who cares. certainly not i
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genuinely hilarious btw how people on twt want soo bad to make matteo a villain in jannik's story or some shit like it's a disney movie. less than a month ago he said they'd talked recently and he's never had anything but good things to say about jannik but to some people it'll never be enough because he made a decision for his career that i understand is hard to digest but it has nothing to do with his relationship with jannik, jannik himself said it doesn't bother him, they both have never indicated they weren't on good terms. like yeah we can't ever really know the truth behind what they say in public, but i think we should stick with what we can see and read, yeah? because making wild assumptions based on nothing doesn't lead to anything good, it's just speculation and i don't see what anyone gains from it?? i think maybe some people need to grow up and accept that they don't know these people. they don't know jannik and what he thinks or feels or who he talks to or who avoids him or whatever. we know what he shows and tells us and that has to be enough because otherwise we go down dangerous paths
#these people don't even write fanfiction they don't even speculate for the fun purpose of writing gay sex#they don't have fun at all they just enjoy making their own blood boil#(jokes aside obviously we shouldn't go too far even if it's done for fun or fanfiction or whatever#there are always lines not to be crossed)#anyway if i can be perfectly honest i think some people just have something against matteo and have for some time#and they JUMPED at the chance of having a “good reason” to say shit about him#now i'm not saying everyone has to like him. and the same thing i said about jannik goes for matteo. i don't KNOW him#but again. i see what he shows of himself and he's quite an open person#and nothing i've seen of him has ever made me think he doesn't give a shit about his teammates and his friends#is jannik his friend? idk man only they can put a label on their relationship if they even want to#but clearly they're on good terms and like each other - from what they've always said as both players and people#and if people want to believe all his words about jannik are empty and meaningless then fine. i personally don't see it that way#because i have no reason to from - again - what matteo has showed of himself over all these years#anyway i rambled but this bothers me a bit#i'm not even looking at this from a ship perspective idc that's just for fun#i'm just bothered by the way people try to skew reality to prove their own theories because they don't like someone#and act like they're some kind of protectors of jannik or something (as if jannik needs it. he's a grown man with people around him who#actually care about and know him)#and then these same people don't even give a crap about people on the tour who are actually bad people. in the most objective sense#petty speculation about who's a friend and who isn't and not even a minute spent talking about the domestic abusers who are THE problem#in this sport. i'm not comparing the two things to be clear i'm just saying it frustrates me that this is how people want to do justice or#whatever the fuck when they could shine light on things that matter. i know i know they're different things#and we all talk about things that don't truly matter all the time#i just think. if you're taking things seriously#take things that ACTUALLY matter seriously. not fucking. matteo's one who didn't send jannik a text because he hates him#like WHY are you wasting time with these baseless speculations and you're being FOR REAL#i understand a bit of like. fun speculation ooooohh who was he talking about 🤭#but there's people in italian tennis spaces online who are actually like serious about this matteo and jannik have fought shit#and they're under every fucking tweet going ON about it. PUT THAT ENERGY SOMEWHERE THAT FUCKING MATTERS !!!!#whatever. whatever
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i think sebastian would’ve grown up to be either a curse-breaker, healer, or professor. he came way too close to azkaban for him to realistically become an auror imo. my hc though is that he became the hogwarts dada professor and one of his students was dumbledore
#the age kind of works? every student in their fifth year during the game was born 1874-1875#dumbledore was born 1881#realistically dumbledore would have attended hogwarts with sebastian and everyone else#if he’s 6-7 years younger then he would’ve been either a 1st year when seb + everyone was in 7th#or he would’ve started attending the year after we all graduated#afaik there’s not much you need to do to become a hogwarts prof#like as far as i can tell if you get a job offer you could come back the year after you graduate to teach. i mean probably not but there’s#no confirmation so likeee. but i think he realistically could’ve graduated and then gone and taught when dumbledore was in 3rd or 4th year#idk i just think it’s a fun headcanon. partially bc i’m thinking what if seb + mc (+ ominis?) time travelled to when hp & friends were in#their 5th year. which i started thinking about bc phineas black has a portrait in the headmasters office and also at grimmauld place#and i thought that’d be funny. imagine being a portrait for like 80 yrs and suddenly ur students from 100 yrs ago when u were alive appear#ur most troublemaking students at that (minus ominis he’s not that troublemaking)#but the idea of sebastian teaching dumbledore would also be kind of interesting for this time travel scenario. at the very least it’d be#kind of funny. to me. also picturing sebastian and mc meeting the whole gaggle of weasleys. that’s also really funny to me#surrounded by garreth clones basically#anyway. this just turned into me rambling about sebastian and time travel. LOL#just to be clear btw (if anyone reads this far anyway) i’m not shaming anyone who enjoys auror sebastian or whatever#this is fiction do whatever you want. make him minister of magic for all i care. i was just mentioning it bc that’s why i don’t really enjoy#it. that and i just prefer him in a more research oriented career#although i can see the logic behind all of them yk? my hc is that he is a gringotts curse breaker for a few years#but he doesnt like it that much bc he wants more freedom. so he becomes hogwarts dada prof & does freelance cursebreaking on the side#he can cast a mean episkey though. maybe he fills in for the hogwarts nurse if needed. who knows 🤷♀️ def has saved some students a trip to#hospital wing though#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#hp#mecore
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day 100000 of me seeing a post about 'care/whumpers' and thinking 'that is literally just a whumper who is nice sometimes. you are literally just describing a whumper'
#trying to avoid it going into any tags for people who enjoy the concept#once again i am so viscerally uncomfortable with the way people talk abt this...#idk. trope. archetype. whatever. like that's just a whumper#who isn't beating the fuck outta whumpee 24/7#since when does whumper exclude someone who has 'good intentions'#or is nice sometimes#or thinks they're doing what's best#that's like- idk. it's very...#there is a way this community uses this term that is so heavily abuse apologistic that it's#very very uncomfortable and alarming for me as an abuse survivor#what about any kind of care meaningfully makes the abuse inflicted not abuse#or less abuse or more of a 'grey area'#go on i'll wait#gav gab#it's not like 'intimate whumper' or 'scientist whumper' or whatever#it's not an adjective modifying whumper#it is posited as a distinctly separate thing#from both whumper and caretaker as situaitonal roles#and the only thing differentiating it as far as i can see#is they're Nice Sometimes#or they don't MEAN to do the harm they do#and it's like. idk#saying that makes them somehow partially a caretaker#who are may i remind not Perfect People Who Never Do Wrong#but are a narrative role within a situation that is set contrary to the harm caused#is like#that's really really disturbing to me and says some frightening things about how people using the term may see abuse#fiction is not reality blah blah i know#but the way this is framed and approached#speaks to some unconscious biases about abuse
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how would you rewrite the light fury?
Sorry, but I don't think the Light Fury plotline, or specificaly the Toothless gets a girlfriend plotline can work in any, or at least in a meaningful way. It doesn't matter whether she's the light fury, better designed light fury, or a night fury.
The idea of Toothless leaving Hiccup because of a woman (a female dragon) is the second worst spit at this franchise's main themes, nonsensical and can lead to some sexist ideas. It's basicaly saying "Someone you fell in romantic love with and met like a week ago, is more important than a friend who's basicaly your second half." It also just doesn't really make sense? Why would a night fury be interested in having a different species as a mate? I mean, they could because they fell in love the same way humans do, but THW wants you to believe dragons run on instinct like animals ( as contradictory that is towards the whole series).
It could work if it was like with Astrid; a female character who isn't centered around being a love interest, and there's no seperation between H&T. But in that case, it would be a completly useless storyline that wastes time needed for more important things in the story. THW is too late to introduce that kind of character. A short movie might've fit this better.
Anyways, I'd personaly go either for the pack of night furies approach, or a baby night fury.
#also i need to clarify; i don't have anything against the light fury because i think she's “evil bitch who took away toothless from hiccup”#my criticism towards any character is solely based on meta/writing level#i don't care if they're mean or whatever (light fury wasn't)#i quite enjoy some of her personality actually#httyd#httyd 3#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon: the hidden world
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going to be so brutally honest here for a second because jesus you guys are really getting on my nerves…
ship wars are stupid. ship wars are dumb.
this whole bucktommy vs buddie thing is pointless.
you are hurting yourselves, and others, if you are constantly wishing on the downfall of someone else’s ship just because you personally do not agree with it.
guess what? the beautiful thing about television is that you can interpret it however the fuck you want!
if you don’t like bucktommy- ignore the posts! get out of the hashtag! block people if you must!
if you don’t like buddie- same fucking thing!
this is getting out of hand and it is making people not feel comfortable voicing their opinions any longer (i, being one of them).
just ship whatever the hell you want and leave the others out of it! we are all just here to have fun, make fun little theories or headcanons or fanfics or fanart etc etc
stop making this unenjoyable for all of us. thanks.
#eddie diaz#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#buddie#911 on abc#911 discourse#like jesus fuck guys#this is why i have been less active because of the amount of bad takes i keep seeing#let people enjoy whatever ship they want#long as it isnt causing harm to any of the characters#who cares!!!#sigh
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MOONMOON 4 LIFE
[ID: A small cartoonishly drawn Moonpaw is gazing happily at the moonpool, a bright swirl of colors and stars in the vague shape of a heart, while blushing. Moonpaw is a heavily mottled black and beige cat with corrosponding yellow and blue eyes. Above Moonpaw and the Moonpool is the text: “You’re the brightest star I see tonight!” The text is multi colored with a white glowing affect behind it. The background of the entire piece is a dark purple-blue with faded pink sparkles. “Camp” might be a dull work to describe the image.]
#warrior cats#fanart#my art#moonpaw#moonpaw wc#moonpool#moon^2#moonpaw x moonpool#this just popped into my head for whatever reason#sooo#enjoy i guess!#moon^2 is unironically becoming such a brainworm for me#its embarrassing#also yes#the moonpool IS blushing#its just hard to see against the blue ‘water’#also!!!#moonpaw design! HELLO#chimera? maybe not#shes just supposed to look like the mottling on the moon but more emphasized#i guess she’d have to be a chimera bc black+fawn torties dont exist but its warrior cats so who cares#this would have been more appropriate on v day but whatever#dont care#also sorry if this is difficult to look at!#i kinda went nuts with the glitter effects and colored lining#oh well! sorry!
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there's definitely things disney adults should be criticized for but 9 times out of 10 people decide to go with "this person is having fun in a way i don't understand and it's pissing me off"
#why is it always 'theee freaks COLLECT THINGS and DRESS UP' what are you talking abouttttttttt#like a lot of these people just blindly follow anything disney does and just constantly sing their praises no matter what THATS what should#be criticized. not someone enjoying a dole whip of whatever tf#i've seen MULTIPLE 'disney adults be like:' videos where#their parody disney adult is just like. being passionate about their interests and sharing facts they find cool#'they CRY when they see the castle!' who cares. like actually who cares#it's another thing where people REALLY want to make fun of autistic people but they can't just come outright and say it#its the band kids thing all over again#sassy speaks
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my thoughts on The Murderbot Show:
idk man
#i pressed play with the same energy you'd get from someone trying to disarm a bomb#it looks fun enough. and the changes are fine. i guess#i think i'm still hung up on the CGI#i dont. like it.#which is nothing new tbh this is why i rarely watch live action stuff#i want to say that i would have liked it if i wasn't so attached to the books already. but idkkkkk#my vision for the scavengers reign style murderbot show seems to hinder my ability to enjoy the show's visuals. rip i guess#the murderbot show#murderbot#mbtv#i think i'll try and write down my proper thoughts once the entire season has released bc#uuuuuugh so far my biggest concern is how they're handling the whole "space hippies PresAux'' thing#like. i wouldn't be surprised if them presenting PresAux in such an unserious manner is so viewers can be surprised once they#get down to proper business or whatever. at least. that's what i'm hoping for#but i also wouldn't be surprised if the adaptation just. dumbed them down a bit. for some reason#same with whatever's going on with Mensah. i feel like i just haven't seen enough of the changes to form a concrete opinion on that#i love how they did Ratthi. he's perfect 10/10 no notes#i enjoy what they're doing with Gurathin (even though i very much preferred 2nd gen immigrant Gurathin whose knowledge of the CorpRim#comes from horror stories passed down by his parents) (that's still my book interpretation of him)#Still torn on Pin-Lee and Arada getting with Ratthi like. yknow what actually i don't care about that one.#i prefer to keep my romances fully in the background + in fanworks but. who gaf#uhhhh what else is there#oh god i fear the day that blond lady comes on screen. i hope to they handle whatever's going on there well#i'll forgive the crime of adding her uncomfortable comments to the show if someone tells her off for all that!!!!!!!#and while i enjoy the visual style of sanctuary moon. i'm still surprised it seems to be some space adventure show?????#i was expecting it to be more of a legal drama or something. with moodier visuals but. whatever i guess that's a small detail#i'll be fine as long as we have the solicitor and her bodyguard#mmm yea i don't have anything else for now. send post#ramblings
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Animorphs Book club book 8
My reaction can be summarised as this (yet again):

I don't have many thoughts because uh. That was depressing as hell and I need to stare at a wall.
But I DO gotta say that the subplot with the dead "wife" was so telenovela-esque that for a good minute it was more funny than depressing. Then it got depressing. But it was so jarring and so far out of the left field that for a good second my friend and I had to pause the audiobook and laugh because ????????? Unhinged to just appear, go "I am Eslin, I have a G U N. My secret wife was killed. By my boss. Now I yearn for sweet sweet revenge." and not elaborate. Like. Damn dude ok. Sorry about our wife also. Fucking killed me that he continued like "So anyway I reacted adequately by killing all of my boss' friends. Starvation style." Like ???? Jjhsgdjsdfghsjdfh what????? I mean damn I do respect the grind set but also that's such an absurd escalation out of context. Did your boss kill your wife? Kill all of his friends! And in context the most absurd part is probably the notion that Visser 3 has friends??????? Like??? Wait no Eslin. Eslin wait. I love your John Wick-esque "fridged wife" trope swag but you need to slow down. I need details. I need you to tell me HOW your boss even has friends.
In my heart I do not believe we will see that madman ever again but on god I do wish for an insane telenovela-esque sequence of him just showing up at the most random moment to do exactly one thing and that's to pull a gun on Visser 3. For no reason, I just think it would be kinda funny. Like,,,did your boss kill your wife?:
Kill all of his friends
Acquire a G U N
Attempt to make the local Andalite youth assassinate your boss for you
Pull the gun on your boss
???????
Profit (probably die)
Aside from that, I also need to say that the moment when Ax called Tobias his close friend at the end was so sweet. Also ngl kinda...concerning/harrowing how much Tobias really doesn't give a shit about not being a human. Like it doesn't seem so concerning from other points of view but the way Ax gets increasingly weirded out by Tobias not asking him about the nothlit (idk if I'm spelling that right rn) really reminds you that it IS kinda worrying. Like I get it, I mean...Tobias has no family that cares about him, he has no friends outside of the Animorphs friend group, why would he care? But it's still kinda...yeah.
Also unimaginably surprised by the amount of collective guilt present in the Andalite society. You'd think they're Catholic or something the way they keep beating themselves up and force everyone to also beat themselves up and their system itself is saturated with the guilt and shame and they teach it to kids at school from an early age. Like. Jesus Christ calm down. Stop that. As the Animorphs said at the end of the book - the Andalites made an oopsie once. It sucked, yes, it continues to have consequences that suck, yes, but it happens. Sometimes you think you're doing something kind and it turns into a disaster. That does not mean you should beat yourself up for it or, god forbid, tell other people that they should not be kind lest they make a mistake. Damn I guess we should all be cold assholes forever, huh? I'm sure that can't have any negative consequences.
Andalite society in general seems kinda unhinged. Like...do I get why it is like that? Yeah. But do I find it unhinged? Also yeah. Like ok duty and the collective being the most important things is totally sensible for a prey animal. Safety of the herd and all that. But it's still kinda unhinged that they do make everyone have duty as their number 1 priority and that they have rituals devoted to it. Not all rituals are spiritual or religious in nature, but the morning ritual is kinda...borderline religious in a way. More spiritual than religious, I suppose, but yeah.
Also I love Ax so much. 10/10 character. He has it all: an incredibly hilarious desire for cinnamon buns, the inability to act like a human being (same dude), spitting random facts at completely random times, a thirst for blood only a 13(?) years old could have, a dysfunctional obsession with duty and doing what is right that only a 13(?) years old could have (also lol yeah dude I was like that when I was 13 too. dw you'll grow out of it), he can even code. And he might even be bi (I'm joking but I' referring to the fact that he was like "Yeah so when I morph into a human form I suddenly agree that Rachel is beautiful and that Marco is cute.").
#animorphs#animorphs book club#honestly though i was starting to wonder WHEN some Yeerks would go 'fuck it i dont hate to put up with that idiots shit. i vote for mutiny.#because like...Visser 3 is...well id describe him as the empires weakest soldier. like he seems to have SOME brain cells rattling around bu#he doesnt seem to use them correctly?? like ok he is pretty paranoid and that itself is annoying. he is obsessed with Andalites enough to b#mockingly called 'half-Andalite fool' by some of his subordinates. he lacks charisma and cannot for the life of him even look like a leader#of any sort. he is deeply unpleasant to be around and nobody enjoys his company. he is half-decent at planning but only half-decent#and what he manages to plan he tends to ruin by every other aspect of himself (either he antagonises his subordinates so much that they don#tell him information or he makes an impulsive decision etc etc)#he is nearly fully incompetent and his only advantage is that everyone is afraid of him. but the problem is that theyre afraid for a#good reason and that is BAD because that means that one day theyll become too pissed to be afraid. like. ok. he has a famine on his hands.#he makes the brutal and cruel but strategically sound decision to reduce the numbers of the soldiers. he immediately fucks up big time#by killing them more or less at random instead of being strategic about it. a strategic plan would be to kill someone and find out who#all of their colleagues are and kill those too. if you dont kill a subordinates colleague because they happen to have a more important#position; of course that person will be pissed off and probably organise a group with OTHER similar people and that group WILL#attempt to murder you (probably brutally) or die trying. so basically he antagonises literally everyone around him by being personally#unpleasant; volatile; conceited and impulsively aggressive AND incapable of as much as hearing feedback or willing to change his mind#and the last point also antagonises people on a formal level. and he also kills their friends. at random. and threatens everyone constantly#hes like a if a chihuahua had a huge scorpion tail and it was absolutely deadset on asserting itself by simply slashing everything and#everyone with that tail. like genuinely he has no charisma he doesnt even pretend to care about anything that doesnt interest him he is#inflexible he cant adapt his plans half of the time because he wants them to be THAT way and not THAT way also why is he like my mother?#like the longer im typing this for the more i feel like im just talking about my mother. damn. thats depressing.#anyway. my point was yeah i would have been surprised if nobody wanted his head on a plate. i think all the Yeerks who are sick of his shit#should unionise. i just think itd be funny. like several of them are just like 'Man i dont give a shit about this war or whatever i just#want to be allowed to have emotions and to love my coworker over here and also my boss is a nightmare i hope he gets colic and dies'#like ok guys i have a solution. G U N
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Reading a book about the steroid scandals in baseball in the US in the early 2000s, and although the fans started booing some of the players who tested "dirty" so enthusiastically they ended up wearing earplugs to play, and though a lot was said on tv about the morality of cheating in sports, and though there were congressional meetings about the dangerous message it sent young men about steroids and what it takes to go pro, the fact is that in the 2005 season when the "scandal" was at its worst and everyone knew the most famous players were doping, people bought baseball tickets in record numbers.
This last point was all that mattered when it came to the effects of this scandal. People still bought tickets. People paid money to watch baseball. The league did not suffer financially for having around 10% of its players testing dirty with it's incredibly easy-to-evade testing program.
So what did baseball do about the steroid issue? Nothing. Obviously. People like homeruns. People like it when people break records. Money was still being made. People supported the league. They might talk a big game, but they didn't give a shit. And in 2022, MLB stopped even their super lax testing.
#but it also answered some of the lingering questions I had about why doping isn't scandalous anymore#it was a huge scandal in teh US in the 2000s across different sports#and then we did absolutely nothing about it#and then we stopped caring#like I think it was a realization moment of just how many men were doping#and how endemic it was#and like I just wanna watch a sport dude not care about whatever#just let people enjoy things who cares#and yes if you squint this is about harry potter#I have zero hope people won't watch this shit#like how many people played that fucking game?#the money is there and as long as the money is there...#this fucking world we live in
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