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when joe told mari “from the moment i met you, i had already broken the code” when referring to the ninja code of not getting attached to anyone including your allies………God….
#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#ninja kamui#joe higan#he’s SOOOOOOO#when he’s a romantic deep down >>>#he makes me#makes me so ill#i need him in ways that will contradict and set back our progress in feminism
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hannibal bagged such a good husband cuz WHAT DO U MEEAANN that Will regretted not running away with him and couldn't let him go yet so he built his own fucking boat, sailed to Florence KNOWING, SENSING he would be there, FORGAVE HIM and didn't meet him face to face UNTIL he learned more about Hannibal by literally going to Hannibal's home to understand him more??? all that after Hannibal stabbed him and killed his surrogate daughter after making Will believe she is dead and framed Will for her death????&!#)€(
#we are going to ignore how will literally tried to kill him again tho#for the sake of the post and cuz deep down will trying to find hannibal was genuine#he tries to kill him again for revenge and resentment but that doesn't mean he doesn't love him#he is just really struggling to accept that he is like hannibal cuz that would make him not normal when he tries so hard to be normal#anyway#if i was hannibal i would indeed cry too to my pretend wife about this.#all that cuz will loved hannibal and felt understood by him and didn't wanna lose that and actually regretted his actions.#i better not hear anyone say that hannigram doesn't love each other after this#yall weren't joking when yall said that season 3 is the gayest of the seasons#the most romantic at that#nbc hannibal#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannigram#murder husbands#text post#my post
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I haven’t been in the BSD fandom in years (except for occasional Kunikida thirst) but I still go fucking crazy whenever I think about Dazai and Oda, and about Dazai was like … canonically in love with Oda and how it shaped his entire character and the entire plot moving forward.
#i guess I should say as canonically in love as he can be in this type of story#and listen I’m the queen of casual shipping I never need a ship to be canon or even plausible to enjoy it#and odazai isn’t even my number one BSD ship#but it’s so THERE so UNDENIABLE#like the story and dazai’s character is elevated my the relationship being romantic even if one sided#anyway I still care about BSD deep down#i have my beef with the show and with the fandom#but when it slaps it slaps#bungou stray dogs#odazai#bsd#osamu dazai#oda sakunosuke
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minedai (bourbon flavored)
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#daigo dojima#minedai#snap sketches#just finished The Commission Of All Time recently and so i wanted to scribble to celebrate#i have another doodle on the way but its just of daigo so i'll save that for its own post#anyway daigo was insane for asking mine that in the RGGO story#tbf it depends on which translation you read cause ive seen translations where people say he's asking about mine's friends#and others saying he's asking about mine's love life specifically#lmao either way daigo please#i need more Romantically Inept mine btw like i know in my heart he's a sap deep down but doesn't know how to act when shown sincerity#but these are scribbles i aint talkin bout all that here LMAOO maybe in a fic or somethin idk i wanna write them sometime </3
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I guess I can't really get behind cas saving dean from hell as a destiel win, or lines like 'you don't think you deserve to be saved', because. this is not a point at which cas is doing because he believes dean is good and loves him or anything but. he saves dean because that's heaven's will. when he reminds dean that cas, and heaven, are who saved him in early s4, it's not him really saying 'you're a good man', it's a debt that he is using, pretty explicitly, to get dean to do what heaven wants. even the handprint reads like... ownership, in a way.
cas is complicit in heaven's manipulation of dean after he's pulled out of hell. that's what makes his rebellion later powerful, because this is an angel who believes in heaven so strongly that he will look into the eyes of the righteous man he saved and tell him that if he doesn't do what he's told, he will throw dean back into hell.
#this is not an anti-cas post to be clear. or even really anti-destiel?#it's just kind of weird that this is all portrayed so romantically when like. that's not how it is in the show.#castiel marks dean because heaven owns his ass. not because he loves him. dean is a tool to them. engraved.#this is a personal thing anyway#i like this about their relationship. i think its more impactful for cas to view dean the same way heaven does at first. as a sword.#and then to learn more about him and to realize that he should trust him over heaven.#rather than him being dtf from the get-go#also because hgnnn dehumanization brain go brrrrr. to get pulled out of hell and for your savior to look at you as a dog that needs to have#his chain yanked and reminded he can be sent back to the pound if he bites#i take it back cas saving dean from hell is a destiel thing in the way that it is cas collaring dean for heaven's use and realizing that#maybe he wants dean collared for his own use deep down. cas who hasn't interacted with anyone but other angels in centuries.#who has lost so many of his siblings to save this one man. who has no real control over what he is ordered to carry out.#looking at dean like. but i can control him. he will obey me. i can be his private god.#yeah its destiel like that i guess#destiel#spn#dean winchester#castiel
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I need to fucking kill those writers Im no longer joking
#thinking despite myself about the mk12 invasion stuff.#what a fucking scummy thing to do to hanzo. not only doing this to him but also writing him *this* way#and someone called out the misogyny for harumi and theyre 100% right. her being a mere object is no longer subtext. its just text.#they never cared about her as a character and I KNOW we knew that deep down. but it feels so bad to actually see her used as a setpiece#unless she shows up in the storymode and get fleshed out before getting with fucking kuai liang. but even then.#its a distorded version of her character. she's not ACTUALLY “harumi” as kuai is not actually scorpion when for 30 years hes been sub zero#and as for kuai in this fucking love triangle scenario im pissed off as well but for personal reasons so it doesnt count.#god this sucks sooo fucking bad. when I said ages ago I wouldve liked a scorpion return to villainy this isnt what i fucking meant#when I wanted to see more harumi this isnt what I fucking meant#when I half-expressed a want to see kuai romantically involved with SOMEONE *wink🏳️🌈wink* THIS ISNT WHAT I FUCKING MEANT#tagging later
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do not separate my mary jane and peter for ur silly old man yaoi !!!
HOWEVER ... have we considered a throuple instead?
mj introducing them like "this is my husband peter and his boyfriend miguel who is also my boyfriend" like april in that one scene in parks and rec
#i think there's a deep lonliness in miguel that wont allow him to ever fully open up and be vulnerable with another person ever#BUT FUCK IT WE'RE BEING SILLY HEHE HERE#MIGGY GETS NERVOUS AS HELL WHEN HE FIRST MEETS MJ#bc he rarely meets ppl who stand ten toes down and challenge him#and mj doesnt care if he's 6'9 and the smartest man in a room full of science nerds#he doesnt get to be mean to HER peter her tiger !!!#and she's here to set the record straight and demand an apology!#miguel respects her chutzpah and sees that maybe he was in the wrong and was too harsh with peter and some other spiders#he spends time with peter and realises he's been taking him and his friendship for granted#well from this point on... he thinks abt her OFTEN#but not in any romantic way or anything just its been long since someone attempted to break thru his tough exterior#idk where im going with this ...#AND THEN THEY KISS#anyways im all for miguel having a stable support system#PLEASSEEEE#u guys i actually havent even watched the movie im hcing based on the comics lmaoooo have i lost it#spidey#i can fix him#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#peter b parker#miguelito#mary jane parker#mj#mary jane watson#idk man im just saying shit
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"Marry me."
"James you're far too old for me."
"We're the same age. Don't you dare lie to me"
"I'm married, and somehow I love him too. You're asking for far too much James."
"I can wait 6 years, he's gonna have to die then anyways,"
"James I'm not going to fall back in love because you shower me with gifts and information make grand romantic gestures to take me across the galaxy so we can live forever middle aged, I'm gonna save the last few years I have with my husband then spend the rest of my life time begging for forgiveness to my son, do you understand me James? I'm a guilty old man who's grief would kill him if he went with you."
"You're no old man, you're younger then me. 49 is far from old."
"63 isn't far."
"Oh don't call me old."
"I'm not calling you old I'm saying you had a chance to live a life despite flying yourself into space and living in a false grandeur of immortality. You achieved your dream, I left behind the only people that I could ever love and they love me back out of drunken self pity and when I came back I knew no one. I threw away my life and now my own son has more lines on his face given to him as gifts from time when I should be dying next to the love of my life. I have a life I want to live, grow old, and die in. I have no want to live so long we become ancient legends."
"Im giving you the chance to grow old and die with me. I'll be the new love of your life. We can make a life from the one I crave and the one you lost."
"You were my old love of my life, and my heart is too ill to do anything but grieve."
"Then let me give you time to heal, leave behind everyone and everything and rid your heart of all that worry."
"How is that an attractive offer to you, how are you looking me in the eyes and telling me the thing I punished myself for years on end is something I should yearn for and show it to me as a relief?"
"It's lonely being alone forever. Do it for me, Ari, Do it for your friend."
"It'll be lonely even if you take a hundred people."
"I can wait 2 decades for you."
"I hope I'm dead by then."
"I hope we never die."
"I'm sorry for your loss already."
#these 2 have been in my brain and eatting away at me#THIS WILL NEVER BE IN THE ACTUAL STORY AND ITS UPSETTING#GOSH WHY DO THEY BOTH SUCK SO MUCH#also im very aware of how orson scott card this sounds i apologize#theyre both pieces of shit and marriage is less of a rule and more of a promise between that they actually love eachother#so when ari is saying no#hes not actually saying he wont marry james#because if they did it really wouldent change anything at all so if james begged for it to the council they would do it for him anyways#but its more of a title then an agreement#so when ari says no its a promise that he will never love him again#no matter what the title represents#its a promise to never love#JKSJKFNDODJSJDJFDISN#oh man this is gonna destroy ne#me*#because what would have happened is that aris husband would have died and ari would have married james and fell in love with him again#because hes a romantic he cant help it#he falls in love with everyone in equal capacity and its silly and sweet and everyone cant help but see the quality and depth of his love#and he would#eventually#run away into space with his old childhood friend that c#now convinced him of the majesty of immortality#but deep down#he would know#that when james died#he would be alone#and he would only then realize#the guilt was the only thing that was right to feel#and now he truely has no one#not even old friends turned to strangers
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What happened between Urick and Yaha was a true tragedy tbh. Two people who were very close, who harbored a strong friendship that (at one point) blossomed into romance, but one that burned out quickly and ultimately crashed because (and these are understatements) one side was too selfish and cowardly (*cough urick cough*) and the other side FAR too obsessed (looking at you Yaha).
anyway, siri play fourth of july by fall out boy.
#urick: musings#headcanons: urick#//all in all though while urick struggles with the concept of deep relationships like that these days for. other reasons--#//-- he's def not trying to let shit go down like it did with yaha. at least on his end. like urick might#//have some shit opinions about himself but when it comes to more romantic endeavors he tries not to be the level of fuck-up he once was#//his relationship with two across their various verses is a good example of him trying to do better#//trying to be better#//i think urick would try and keep that same energy no matter who he's with but then again. who's to say how things would go#//hopefully for urick though he's done with tragedies of that nature gJHGSDFGHJSDJGH#//bc he's got all sorts of other shit to grapple with HJGSDFGHJ
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(I wonder if Nandor thinks that Derek turned Guillermo in a really romantic setting, just like Guillermo always wanted.)
#meanwhile Guillermo who deep down knew he wasnt ready#guillermo ramblings#didnt even try to make it special#like ask derek to go to his place so at least his boss wouldn't interrupt#and have candles#I will write tomorrow I hope xD#and even talk a bit before it happened#but instead... well#you know#slowly exposing his neck like he had done with nandor which i am sure he has noticed#(also i laugh how poor guillermo tried to make it romantic when he was telling the crew)
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Always on My Mind by Pet Shop Boys
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#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#mike wheeler#mike's pov#this is a bop#but also sort of sad#it's confusing though#because I think on the surface it matches really well with mike's behavior during his and el's fight in 4x03#part of him was visibly (superficially) trying to salvage their romantic relationship#but there were limits to what he was willing to say/do in this moment (simply say the words i love you)#he tried to empathize with el and when that doesn't work he still tried to understand her bc he cares about her very much...#it's like he was willing to do everything but that one thing#he was willing to apologize and do everything he could except just say those words#however in contrast#the lyrics 'you are always on my mind' repeating throughout#serves as a reminder (just like the will the wise drawing does) that mike's heart belongs to someone else#and deep down he knows it#he cant betray his own feelings and el by finalizing their bond like that when he knows deep down it's not truly what he feels#and so upon that fight going downhill#mike has sort of given up and i do think that while his focus on is on el and how he hurt her#which he wanted more than anything to avoid in the first place#he's nonetheless distracted by his feelings for will (per usual)#after just recently gaining the knowledge that miscommunication and misunderstanding caused him and will to needlessly grow apart#and that will truly does want him in his life#those feelings of guilt and shame and heartbreak are intermixing because he thinks he probably doesn't deserve either of them#unfortunately for mike (fortunately for us) he can't keep up the secret of his true feelings much longer#bc el knows now that it's not the words she wanted to hear but that she wanted to feel it based on his actions#unfortunately mike is going on a journey of thinking el still loves him irrefutably and will not want him in her life if he doesn't say it#*queue episodes of mike stalling his ass off bc he doesn't want to be untrue to himself but also doesn't want to lose el*
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Balor really went ‘whatever our souls are made of, hers and mine are the same’ (derogatory) right in the middle of Dreamcatcher
#just... it's flabbergasting how he basically waxes romantic poetry about her but. like. also points the worst in her.#and I'd argue that he does it right because he calls her out on her bullshit when she's being a selfish hypocrite.#and the fact is... Yana IS a selfish hypocrite deep down.#he points out how she constantly uses her victim complex and sees herself as innocent even though oftentimes she's the source of the problem#balor and yana#dreamcatcher my beloved <3#demonslayer#бесобой#bubble comics
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that fan could've been an elounor shipper for all he knows
#like ahdkahsksjdhaidjs sorry im still baffled#obviously he knew they were a larrie cause of the harry pfp and stuff but#realistically if you love elounor so much you probably would love the chicken story too right?? the most romantic thing he's done for her#and aw he kept bringing it up and yadda yadda#so REALISTICALLY an elounor shipper could've tweeted him that to get him to retell the story again#right??? no???#idk i think it's really fucking funny that he chose an elounor thing to complain about larry conspiracies#especially when this conspiracy simply boils down to 'he didnt cook it for el he cooked it for harry cause they're boyfriends! :)'#its not even wild its not even deep its just baseline larry stuff#why are you as a 31yo father of a child so pressed about people saying you cooked chicken for your former bandmate#chickengate#m
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Meine Damen, Herren und Nonbinären: Drawing the gang, pride themed warriors edition.
From left to right and top to bottom we have
My previously mentioned a couple times homie Angelo, using the colour scheme of the 2009 intersex flag because, and I quote directly from our dms, "The new colours just look kinda shit."
Right next to him we have my lovely sister from a nother mister, Viriel in her favourite colour with a trans flag on top as a nice little sprinkle instead of the main colour scheme because she is more than just her gender identitiy.
On the second picture we have the demi-alliance made up out of a hopelessly bi-romantic demi-sexual and my asexual demi-romantic lesbian fiancée under the conditions that we'll get married if we're both still single by 35 (and have the funds lul).
And lastly we have the Yuri, No.1 straight ally supportive dad that is not afraid to throw hands in the name of equal rights. Thank you for always having an open door for us and being proud of us when our parents by blood wouldn't be <3
And lastly, my asexual bi-romantic self.
#idk where the others got their outfit references from for the most part#well besides yuris because he made me go get the armor myself in skyrim so I can look at it properly. it's the ebony set#I think my fiancées is vaguely inspired by one of these pokémon fusions with a guardevoir and one of these that are literally just a sword#and I'm pretty sure the armor on the bi-lancer is inspired by something from game of thrones but I haven't watched it so idk#and my own char is also based off of my skyrim character but also real celtic and pre christian germanic clothing mixed in#the blood symbolizes all all the dudes that have “fallen victim” to me being asexual bi-romantic#in other words they hear the bi part#forget the asexual and then get hissy#and throw a fit when the only way I'm willing to touch their dick is with a knife to cut it off and shove it down their throats#“you were leading me on mimimimi” no homie I was simply being nice to you I was treating you like every other human being#it's not that deep#oh yeah my outfit is also kinda vaguely insired by this painting called Nāve which depicts death as a gentle woman in white with a sickle#myart#drawing the gang#queer pride#lgbt pride#pride warriors#thanks and blessings go out for james to sending me the energy to shade the last character#may your hot robots be many and your knee pains be few
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I love making ocs have beef for the most silly of reasons. Rn I’m hyperfocused on Peppark and Bista bc BROOOOOOOOO how are you two basically fighting over the same guy AND HE DOESN’T WANT EITHER OF YOU???? WHAT IS THE POINT!!!
#I don't know if saying 'its more deep than that' is the right term but like#The whole thing is that at least Bista knows deep down he cannot have Maxis. He knows Maxis doesn't swing that way and thus won't love him#But he's still incredibly overprotective of him and easily jealous of anyone who shows romantic interest in him#Meanwhile Peppark doesn't know that Maxis doesn't like her and that his flirting is literally just to tease her#Because she's a foul lady who is getting what's coming to her! So Maxis doesn't feel too bad making some flirty remarks and not doing more#And Bista... doesn't know that either! Like he knows Maxis would NEVER date someone like her but he's still giving her more than he has#-in terms of relationship w/ Maxis#and it's only made worse with Peppark sorta taunting him about it when alone#And Bista would be justified in fighting back with her bc. she's a dickhead#But he doesn't fight back because she's a dickhead and needs to be called out#He does it bc she's getting too close to 'what's his' and he doesn't like that#both want Maxis for themselves despite IT NOT BEING AN OPTION ON THE TABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THEY BEEF OVER IT#So silly guys just go to therapy or smth
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//Kicking and screaming thinking about Jin ABSOLUTELY melting at forehead kisses
#him flinching at first because its an ugly scar that he absolutely patched up himself when it first happened so#its just a bit crooked and he kinda hates it deep down but having someone treat that part of him gently and tenderly when he's been told he#looks scary and ugly and untrustworthy has him blushing and melting and flustered and overwhelmed#getting his face complimented and his scar kissed affectionately either platonically or romantically is so intimate#kicking my legs like a giddy school kid#asdfhhkalnla#do y'all ever read all my tags?? if so im so sorry#🎭|| photoshop handsome {ooc}
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