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neverendingford · 2 years
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agi-ppangx · 11 months
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💭you’re safe now
bang chan x gn!reader
an: based on this request<3 not really proofread so i apologize in advance for any typos and mistakes !!
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you heard chan enter your shared apartment around two in the morning. you were sitting in front of your computer, random show playing in the background, but you didn’t really pay attention. your whole day felt like a blur - you woke up in the middle of the night from a particularly bad nightmare. you had them almost every day - they caused you to be constantly tired due to waking up with a pounding heart long before your alarm. you were anxious all the time and you couldn’t concentrate. today was no different, except the nightmare that woke you up was different, scarier, and it caused your day to be an absolute disaster. you couldn’t concentrate on your way to work, almost bumping your car into another in front of you. when you arrived and your boss saw you he immediately ordered you to go home, because oh, my god yn, you look like a zombie! you came back to your apartment and just sat down, crying your eyes out, feeling completely helpless and defenceless. then you played something on your computer and here you were, your eyelids so, so heavy, but you were too scared to give in and fall asleep, knowing all too well that it only meant another nightmare.
“yn?” you jumped when chan’s hand caressed your shoulder. “hey, it’s just me,” he continued, his voice quiet and soothing. you relaxed once you fully comprehended the situation and sighed loudly. “what are you still doing up, hm?” he hugged you from behind, wrapping his arms around your shoulders. “i don’t want to go to sleep,” you whispered, your eyes welling with tears already. chan noticed your state and immediately paused the show which was still playing quietly in the background. he picked you up from the chair and you didn’t even protest, seeking comfort in your boyfriend’s arms. he sat on the edge of bed, situating you on his lap and you instantly nuzzled your face in the crook of his neck, the scent of his cologne reaching your nose. “i’m so scared,” you sobbed into his hoodie, wetting the material. he squeezed your waist, encouraging you to tell him more so he could understand you better. “i don’t want to experience this again. it was so terrifying and when i close my eyes i can still see it and-” you were starting to hyperventilate and chan had to stop you and instruct you to take a few deep breaths. you hugged him again, your cheek placed on his chest. chan started to rock you gently in his arms. “you’re safe now, baby. i promise everything is okay and you’re not in danger,” he whispered into your ear, placing a kiss on your temple. you just nodded, knowing he’s telling the truth. “maybe… maybe you could make an appointment with your therapist? you haven’t seen her for a while, so perhaps the pills aren’t working anymore. how about that, love?” he asked you gently, carefully picking the words. he knew it was a sensitive topic to you. “i should probably do that, shouldn’t i?” you answered, yawning and he quietly chuckled at your response. “i just think it would be the best idea.” you hummed at that and before you could say anything more, tiredness overpowered you and you fell asleep in chan’s embrace, feeling safe enough to let your guard down and rest.
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armored-angel4798 · 4 months
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Part 1
CW FOR CANNON COMPLIANT CHARACTER DEATH
Steve and Eddie had been dating since after the mall fire. Steve wasn’t allowed to sleep that night because of the concussion, and his refusal for a hospital, but he was soo damn tired. He needed something, anything to keep him awake. So, of course, he went to the trailer park. It was late. He knew it was but he just needed some fucking help. He knocked on the door for Munson’s trailer, hoping he would be awake to answer. It took a minute but a groggy Munson did open the door wiping the sleep out of his eyes and glaring.
“What the fuck do you want at fucking 3 in the morning?”
Eddie hadn’t yet noticed who was at his door, or the state of them. He was just pissed.
“I need something that will keep me awake, please. Robin is driving me crazy about how I need to stay awake because I might be concussed but I am so fucking tired, man. I need help.” Steve knew he was crying because the tears were stinging the cuts in his cheeks. He couldn’t bring himself to care about how this looked to Munson. He was just tired.
“Woah, Harrington? What the fuck happened?”
“Mall fire. Are you gonna sell to me?”
“Christ, yeah, yeah, come in. You can’t drive on this shit. You need to stay here.”
Eddie had no intention of selling to Steve tonight. He had a few sugar pills that he could give him, make him think he was drugged. Eddie intended to sit vigil by Steve all night to keep him awake. He led Steve to his room and sat him on the edge of the bed. Gave him the sugar pill and told him to hold tight while he went to the bathroom for a damp cloth.
“I’m just gonna clean up your face, okay, Stevie?”
Steve hummed his agreement and Eddie pressed the cloth gently to his face. He took time to make sure the cuts weren’t going to get infected and applied some anti bacterial cream to them.
“It wasn’t just a mall fire.” Steve said. “There were Russians, I had to protect the kids and Robin.”
“You don’t have to tell me.” Eddie whispered. He could tell Steve was struggling to keep his thoughts straight.
“Hop’s gone.” Steve sobbed, “but the kids, the kids are okay, and Robin is okay.”
Eddie just kept cleaning his face while Steve rambled. After that night Steve kept showing up on Eddie’s doorstep looking for something to stay awake. He deliriously told him about his nightmares and few times while Eddie talked to him until 4 most mornings. Something in Steve had changed, Eddie couldn’t put his finger on it. He kept getting more and more enamored with Steve and Steve didn’t even care about the “drugs” anymore he just wanted to see Eddie. This lasted about a month, the late nights, before Steve asked him if he could kiss him.
“Yknow, Eds, I always thought you were beautiful.”
“Really, me, Stevie? You sure?” Eddie teased.
“I’m serious, Eddie, you’re literally the most beautiful person I’ve ever met, and you’re so kind. I think…. I….. can I kiss you.”
He was so close to Eddie’s face he had to go crosseyed to see him.
“Okay” Eddie whispered.
Steve pressed his lips to Eddie’s and it was the most amazing kiss Steve had ever had. It was just a simple press of lips, no tongue, no expectations. Just Steve’s feelings for Eddie and Eddie’s feelings for Steve. After that they were boyfriends, in secret. Not because Steve wanted to hide him away but because they were afraid of how Eddie would be treated. When Vecna happened, though, Steve is sure Robin clocked it right away. As soon as Dustin and Max burst into family video talking about Eddie being missing. Steve was panicked, the kids didn’t notice but Robin did. Robin who knew him better than probably anyone besides Eddie could see it. Her eyes widened at him but they didn’t get a chance to talk about it before they were loading into the car to find him. He needed to find him. When they noticed the boat house, Steve sprinted to open the door yelling for Eddie. When the door flew open Eddie was stumbling out of the boat he had hidden in and landed right in Steve’s arms.
“I didn’t do it, Steve, I promise. I didn’t do it.” Eddie sobbed into his chest.
“Shhh…. Shhh, Eds, I know you didn’t.”
“I’m so scared, Steve. It was horrifying.”
“I know, I know. It’s okay, baby. I’m here.”
The kids and Robin were completely forgotten in favor of his lover in distress. His sobs were breaking Steve’s heart as they sank to the floor.
“Uh… Steve?” Dustin questioned once Eddie had calmed down.
Eddie took in a sharp breath and squeezed Steve’s side again as he noticed their audience.
“Oh, Dustin. Hi.” Eddie said with a little wave toward the kid.
“Hi! Hi! What the hell, guys? What the absolute fuck!”
“Language, Henderson.” Steve scolded, “and back off if you’re gonna start some shit. He’s hurting enough.”
“I’m not… I’m sorry, Eddie. Are… are you okay?”
“I will be” he looked directly into Steve’s eyes as he said it. Digging his fingers into his sides again.
Eddie told his story and Steve told their story because Dustin is a little shit who refuses to not understand something, and they moved on with their monster hunting. A day later they found themselves in the upside down ready to split into teams and fight Vecna.
“Don’t try to be cute and play hero.”
“Hey, Steve?”
“Yeah?”
“I… I love you.”
“I love you too.” Steve responded, blushing.
When he made it back, Eddie was gone and Dustin was screaming, Steve’s heart shattered.
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Mr and Mrs Liars Chapter 26
Chapter 25 Warning: Mention of abuse -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   *Jake POV*  I stayed a little longer at the Donfort house. I have to say, it was the first time for me to experience dad jokes. Hannah and Lilly were a little embarrassed, but they had a good laugh. Their mother, on the other hand, used to put her hand to her head, letting out sighs. From time to time, I would tell a little anecdote from my life before I was wanted by the government. Now that I think about it, I've never told Hannah and Lilly’s parents that. I don't think I'll be able to tell them at the moment. When it's time for me to leave, Hannah and Lilly walk me to the door. I can still see how Lilly is still mad at me.     "Remember to give MC the stuffed animal, please." I say, avoiding sounding disappointed so as not to worry them.     "Of course." Hannah answers and looks at Lilly. "Did something happen? None seem fine."     “Jake is going to lose MC for being a coward.” Lilly replies.     "Lilly…" I say her name with a long sigh.     "Lilly, you can't get into other people's relationships." Hannah turns serious with her. "Although I can't deny it, I'm also disappointed that after what MC told us, you haven't decided to jump in."     "Hannah?" I am surprised at her looking at her now.      Both Lilly and Hannah look at me angrily. Can't they understand that what they say can't be done? I see… I know what they're trying to do. They want to convince me to go look for her.     "I'm sorry Jake, but it's the truth." She strokes her pregnant belly, looking at me with concern. "MC doesn't look the same, it's like…"     “Like she was the MC for the first few months you disappeared,” Lilly makes a disgusted face “only without crying."     “And she hasn't told us, but it's very obvious that her relationship with Phil isn't going well.” Hannah continues. "I think your return has given her hope, but you know her, she always keeps what she promises."     “If what worries you two is that I can be left alone, do not worry, I got used to loneliness once, I can do it again."      They both nod, although not very happy. I know I'm lying, because I hated loneliness when MC came into my life. Thanks to her, I got used to having someone important in my life.     "Well, we'll see each other-"     "But this time with the whole group." Lilly smiles at me. "And yes, implies MC in the group."     "Okay." I let out a laugh and give both of them a kiss on the forehead. "Bye little sisters."     "Bye big brother." They both hug me tight.      I'm so glad that I can be with my sisters like this. Even if I can't be with MC, I will always have my two sisters to be happy with. I get in the car and look at my phone. Seeing the missed call from MC and the notice of a voice message. It doesn't take me long to call the voicemail number and I can hear her worried.     "Jake, I'm MC, I think I know what happened to Schneider, it was Aleena. Aleena is Charlotte Spencer. But there's something wrong with her, I need-"      I try to process what she just told me. I feel that everything that has happened makes sense. I put together the pieces of the puzzle, all the words she has said to me, how she greeted me the first time, her story of her adoption, how she holds so much hate... But she worries me how the call has been dropped, I have to meet with Aleena and have her tell me the truth herself. *MC POV*  I start to open my eyes slowly. My wrists hurt.     "Good morning Princess!" Exclaims Charlotte, singing "How did you sleep? "      I try to compose myself after the sleeping pill. She has two bodyguards on each side. I try to see the environment, the whole room is corked. I suppose so that no screaming can be heard. I’m sitting with my wrists tied to the chair and my feet on each leg of the chair.     "Where are we?" I ask, finding it hard to speak.     "What do you want to know for?" She tilts her head making a grimace "If you're not going to be able to get out of here."     "What do you want from me?"      Aleena walks around the room, with an air of grandeur.     "You are to blame for aaaaall my problems." I can see her anger.      I shake my head to clear my head. I need to clear myself and understand it better.     "But I haven't done anything to you-"     “You!” She yells, her eyes wide, but then she calms down, “You should be the one she suffered, not me."      My God, it can't be that she really has this mentality… No. I don't have to blame her. Charlotte is not to blame for her condition. It's Manfred. It's all his fault.     "Charlotte, listen to me-"     “NO!” She kicks the ground. She is upset "I'm not going to listen to you because everything you're going to say is a lie!"     "No, no, no, really-"     "Shut up!"      She approaches me raising her hand and I close my eyes waiting for the hit. She starts laughing and I open my eyes.     "That's right!" She leans on my arms, squeezing them tightly "Be afraid of me! Same as him! "     "Him?"      They open the door and I see that they bring Schneider tied up. His face is battered, as if he's been beaten up. I don't feel anything when I see him, but I don't want to end up like him. They also bring a chair and do the same thing to it as to me. His hands and feet are tied to the armrests and legs. Schneider doesn't seem to resist.     "Look at them, two criminals together," she claps her hands excitedly. "It's great to have them here."     "Criminals?" I ask, looking at Schneider with disgust. "Are you comparing me to this man?"     "Mmm… Yes, you're right." She shakes his head to the sides, and then nods. She has a very active body, she seems nervous. "You have not done anything to me directly, this man instead has."     “Oh come on, you did enjoy.” I hear Schneider say. "It's not like sometimes you don't come dragging- Oh, right! You did it for money. You were just a bitch."      I want to throw up. Schneider laughs, like he finds it funny to insult her. Charlotte walks up to him and punches him in the nose, making him bleed.     “Ugh… That hurt.” she says, waving her hand. “But it feels great.“     "Please, let me go, Charlotte." I beg again, shifting a bit in my chair "I really haven't done anything wrong to you, you don't have to keep me here! Together we can bring Schneider to justice and I won't say anything about what you have done to me!"      Charlotte looks at me and comes back to me. She grabs my hair and pulls my head back. She hurts me.     "Your father came to see me two months before he died." I swallow, my heart pounding. I didn't expect her to tell me that, but she was telling the truth. "He managed to find me. And you know what he did? " With fear, I shake my head as best I can. "He apologized for abandoning me. For not helping me. He found out and did nothing." She nods at Schneider, making a disgusted face "He let this man go free after eight years. Eight fucking years of having nightmares and waking up at night. Do you even know what that is? No. You don't know and he didn't know either, but he didn't do anything about it because he's like Schneider and Hammer. He's a filthy fucking pig who put his career before having to say he was an accomplice."     "You're wrong, that's not-"      I don't finish the sentence as Charlotte punches me in the stomach.I cry out in pain. The strength she has is rage. Anger at the wrong person.     "I couldn't kill your father." She looks at me angrily, as if it was me who didn't say anything about his situation. I was looking for my father in me, "But I can kill you, the person that both Hammer and Schneider wanted. And so I will stay calm with all the people involved in any way have disappeared."      She punches me again. I cough and then vomit. That one was stronger. A phone rings and she makes an apologetic gesture.     "It's a message from Jake!" She exclaims excitedly "He says he wants to see me!"     "Charlotte, please... please... listen to me..."     "Come on, I have an appointment to keep."      Charlotte and her bodyguard turn around, walking out of the room leaving Schneider and me alone. I don't hate her. I can't hate her. The poor thing has been completely destroyed, it shouldn't be like that. I cry because I feel that I have turned her into this, despite the fact that Schneider is to blame for her. I want to help her, but she doesn't pay attention. I don't know how to get my voice to her consciousness. If we could come to an agreement, we could end this.    “Why did you abandon her, dad?” I murmured, hurt by all the secrets he had kept from me, “You didn't have to worry about me, I wouldn't have blamed you at all.     "She's right." Schneider sucks his blood up his nose, then spits on the ground, "your father isn't that different from me, he's also guilty of being an accomplice."     "Shut up!" I yelled at him angrily, clenching my hands on the armrests of the chair, "You threatened him to hurt my mother and me. You have no right to lie about him like that! "     "Ah, then you know that."      I can't believe what I'm seeing. Right in this very room, I'm looking at a demon. His smile is so wide that it shows all of his teeth, stained with blood. It's scary to see him.     “Yes, Charlotte has told the truth,” Schneider admits calmly, “it's all true. I should have fucked you instead of looking for some poor teenage girl for affection.“     “SON OF A BITCH!“ I try to get up from the chair, but instead of being able to get up, I throw myself to the ground with it “I THINK OF KILLING YOU! I INTEND TO MAKE YOU SUFFER FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE! EVERYONE ALREADY KNOWS YOU ARE A MONSTER!“      He yawns like he doesn't care about it. Of course, because he will die without going to trial, he is not worried about dying if he can get out of jail.  I hate him.  I hate him.  I hate him so much that I want him dead. How can someone like him exist? He can't be called human because I don't see him as one. I have to stop Charlotte from killing me and help her in any way she can to stop suffering so much. *Jake POV*  I have decided to invite Charlotte to my apartment. This time we have to really talk, finally meeting properly. I have tried to call MC but she doesn't pick up the phone even sent messages but she doesn't answer either. I have notified the group if they know anything. I've left on her voicemail about seven messages. I have a feeling that something has happened to her. I call her back again, sending her eighth voicemail.     "MC, please, this is the eighth message I've left for you." I say, worried for her. "I need you to contact me so I can help you, I can't pick up your signal either, if you're hiding, at least tell me so I can go look for you, because I... I don't know what I would do without-"      The signal sounds that the message time limit has expired. Dammit.Neither do her friends know anything, Dan only knows that she left the bar alone after talking with Aleena. I don't want to think about the worst. I couldn't believe that Aleena would have done something to her if there was no reason-     "Unless it's not for her..." I whisper, thinking about everything that's happened so far. "I can't believe she’s doing it for her father." I put a hand to my head, desperate.      They knock on the door and nervously I go to open it. Aleena- Charlotte, greets me with a big smile.     "It was very surprising that you would have invited me to your apartment, Jake." Charlotte approaches me to kiss me and I stop her.     “I'm surprised to see you again, too, Charlotte.” I reply, not angry.      She turns pale, remaining motionless on the spot.She doesn't seem to react.     “MC's voicemail…” she says at the end.     “Yes, it has arrived without problems.“      Charlotte step inside and I close the door behind her. She walks with her head down, like a little girl who has done something wrong. I invite her to the dining room to sit on the chair. I have the computer ready to show her a proof that she doesn't know exists for the public.     "It's been many years, hasn't it, Jake?" She smiled wistfully.     "Yeah, too many." I sit in the next chair, trying to be as calm as possible. "You should have come to me for help, I could have done something."     "No one could do anything." I see how his eyes begin to fill with tears. "I had Ansel murdered, his wife... All because they wanted to help me... The only thing I could do was disappear, be someone else."     "But I could have helped you."     "You never really cared for me." she wipes her face with tears, starting to whimper "You weren't interested in me at all."     "Not like you wanted, but Charlotte, you were something like a little sister to me, I cared about your well-being."      Charlotte lets out a laugh, although she doesn't seem amused, she's rather melancholy. I try to keep our distances. I placed a hand on her shoulder and squeezed lovingly. She looks at me with her eyes already red from crying.     "Tell me, what did you do?" I ask calmly.     "I..." she wipes away her tears again and her breath catches a little from crying, "I ordered Hammer's death... I kidnapped Schneider..." Her expression changes to furious. I can see how she swallows hard "Also to that stupid MC, it's because of her that it all started. And then she'll leave you alone and we can be together…even if it means leaving Phil without his beloved fiancée."     "Charlotte..." I sigh a little desperate. I understand the reasons for hatred towards Hammer and Schneider, but not to MC. She hasn't done anything to her.     "MC is not to blame for anything-"     "But her father is!" She yells, getting up from the chair "Because of him I was under Schneider's power, he knew the truth. Did you know? He even apologized to me for not helping me, but I didn't want his disgusting apology! I just wanted him dead!" I see that she begins to walk through the dining room, pulling a lock of hair, nervous "But they beat me to it, he died in an accident, unfortunately, I was never able to take revenge on him. But there was still his daughter" she looks at me, smiling, it was the smile of a psychopath. I have to help her, she's not right in the head. Revenge never brings anything good "It was for her that they used me! I just wanted money in a decent way and they lied to me! They wanted a copy of that whore!"     "You're wrong, Charlotte." I get up slowly, approaching her carefully, "MC's father didn't help you because he didn't want to, he couldn't do it because they threatened him."     "Lie!" She yells at me and I stop on the spot, scared that she would attack me "He never cared about me! That's why he didn't help me! "     "No, that's not true." I slowly approach her again, placing my hands on her arms, trying to calm her down. "His hands were also tied, he couldn't do anything so they didn't hurt his daughter and his wife."     "And how do you know that?" she asks, pushing me away. "How do you know he couldn't do anything? Do you think I'm going to believe it? You only say it because you want to save MC. it's always her, I'm tired!"     "No, that's not true." Well, a little is, but I mustn't tell her. "I have proof that MC was also in danger, like you." She looks at me skeptically, but finally nods.     "Okay… Then show me."      I walk over to the computer and gesture for her to sit down. She listens to me and I put the video. Charlotte listens intently to the conversation between Schneider and MC's father, totally mesmerized. After finishing the video, she closes the screen, thoughtful.     "Did you know that MC has been obsessed with Ansel's death ever since?" I asked, looking at her sympathetically "She was the only one who wanted to find out what happened, but her father stopped her because he was afraid that she would end up like you or Ansel or his wife."     "She didn't give up?"     "No." I sit down again, taking her hand to relax her. "When she even found out what happened to Charlotte Spencer, she wanted more than ever to find out what happened to that poor teenager, she wanted to give her justice."      Charlotte looks at me surprised. Little by little I see that she calms down and that she begins to relax her body.     "Her father died just two months after talking to me…" From her look, it seems that she is trying to calculate something "As far as I know, they never managed to find the man who caused the accident."     "Do you think the accident was provoked?"     "I... I don't know... But that it was right after talking to me, he made me very angry... Because I wanted to have done it, to have killed him for coming to apologize..."     "Charlotte, I think MC's father wanted to fix what he did in the past by himself, that's why he wanted to keep MC away from Ansel case." I try to think about everything until now. It was very strange that the driver who caused the accident was never found, but there is only one thing that occurs to me. "We can deduce that Schneider found out that he came to see you, but that's not clear to us if we don't talk to him first.” Charlotte looks at me, her jaw clenching. "But for that, you have to help me find out where you have kidnapped MC, she has left her skin in this case to discover the truth and I am sure that more than being angry with you for what you have done, she must be worried."     “My God…"      She gets up from her chair and paces around again, hands on her head, muttering things I don't quite understand. Right now, I'm getting a call, Henry. I put on speakerphone, hoping it's hopeful news.     “Do you know anything about MC? “     “Jake, we have a problem.” Henry sounds worried on the other end, almost nervous. “MC's distress signal was lost, this has never happened to us but at least we have an exact area of some abandoned buildings on the outskirts of the city. “      I look at Charlotte who is now looking at me scared.     “The building is on fire…” Charlotte says quietly.     “What?” I asked, looking at her nervously.     “I-I have ordered when we left to burn the building.“ Her way of saying it seems that of a little girl, as if she had done something wrong “But maybe there is still time to save her, because I ordered them to start from the top so that the foundations…“     "Shit Charlotte!“ I go quickly to get my keys and she follows me “Order them to stop it! And you're going to take me there!“ I toss her the car keys and open the front door, both of us running down the stairs.     "Stop! Don't burn the building! " I hear Charlotte talking on the phone as we go downstairs “How have you already started?! “     "Fuck..."      I am jumping the stairs three at a time, sometimes even in one full jump.     "Then go in and get them out! Already! Don't let them die!" I hear from below. She's not as fast as me “I know I ordered it! But I've changed my mind! Get them out now! And send firemen, policemen, whatever!“ She makes it downstairs and I open the garage door. I run to my car and Charlotte opens the doors.     "How long do you think it will take them to get her out?" I ask, putting on my seatbelt.     "I don't know." She starts the car and starts driving. I just hope that it gives us time to arrive.     I can not keep calm. I have my body nervous, wanting to run to the place.     <<Please, let's get there on time. Don't die, MC! You still can't die!>> *MC POV*  A strange smell seeps through the ventilation. I sniff the room, confused.     "What's that smell? It's too familiar to me." I ask Schneider nervously, even though I don't want to.     “I think they're going to turn us into burned corpses.” He says calmly. ”Anyway... It could be worse... Like being hit by a truck, for example.”     "What?" I look up at him. I'm still on the ground, unable to move, my right side is falling asleep from not being able to change my posture ”What do you mean? ”      He remains silent, smiling. I gasp as I imagine what he was talking about. My father's death! It can't be true what I'm hearing!     “I hope you burn in hell if we die here!” I yelled at him, furious again.     "Save your oxygen to survive a little longer." He tells me, not caring what I say "At least that way you have a bit of peace before you die."      The door opens and some men in suits approach us.  They cut our ropes, and he helps me up.     "Quick! We have to get out of-"      Manfred punches the man rescuing him and grabs his gun, hitting the man who untied me on the head. Then he points it at me. I raise my hands almost in surrender.     "What are you doing?" I ask nervously. "Are you thinking of killing me?"     "No, I'm not going to do it," he signals with the gun for me to walk. "Come on, we have to get out of here. I want to try my new toy."      I don't say anything, I just listen to his words. I’m not an expert in combat and even if I were, he is more trained than me. And a bullet is faster. Chapter 27
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dreamescapeswriting · 3 years
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Stray Kids Reaction || Didn’t Know That You Were Pregnant [Request]
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CHAN:
It was supposed to be a relaxing day out with the rest of the boys, going for a walk around the Han River and taking photographs with Hyunjin but your stomach was beginning to cramp and you were having back pains. 
"Maybe you should sit down," Minho said as he noticed how slow you were walking behind them, panting out of breath you walked over to some of the benches beside a fence and sat down. 
"Here," Felix called out as he rushed to your side and gave you a bottle of water, Chan glanced over at you smiling weakly as he noticed how sick you looked. The fact that you'd been sick for most of the week was starting to worry him but you pushed it aside as nothing more than a sickness bug that would pass sooner or later.
"Maybe we should call it a day, you look worse than you did yesterday," Jisung said in a worried tone he didn't mean for it to sound mean but he was worried about you, as were the other boys. Jisung's eyes kept looking between you and Chan as he walked over to your side but you let out a yelp in pain, at first, you thought you'd dropped the bottle of water that Felix had handed to you but then you felt pain radiate up your back and around your abdomen,
"Gross, Y/n needs to control her bladder." Minho laughed as he saw the pool of fluid by your feet and assumed you had wet yourself but that was when Chan's face ran pale and he began to calculate in his head. 
"I-I think my water broke," You mumbled as you looked over at Chan, he was piecing everything together over the last nine months, you'd gained weight, you'd been suck more often not to mention the weird cravings you'd been getting. 
"Holy shit." You yelled out as you struggled to get up from the bench, holding onto your stomach where there was barely even a bump. 
"I'm going to be an uncle?!" Jeongin screamed out loudly enough that the lady that was working the hot chocolate stand looked up to see what the fuss was about. Chan took your hand in his, walking with you towards the car so they could get you to a hospital but all of the boys were freaking out more than the two of you, yelling about how they weren't prepared and nothing was ready since you had no idea you were pregnant. 
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MINHO:
You always thought those who claimed not to know that they were pregnant were being dramatic but now you knew first hand that they weren't. Sitting on the maternity ward with your sleeping daughter in your arms while Minho sat beside you on the bed just watching her sleeping. You had been home when you felt a bad pain spreading over your body, you figured it was nothing until it got to the point you couldn't focus on anything but the pain and headed to the doctor. 
"I can't believe you created another human." Changbin muttered as he walked into the room with a look of surprise on his face,
"Neither can we," You laughed as you laid your head on Minho's shoulder still remembering the look of shock on his face he had when you told him that you were going to have a baby. It was as if someone had drained all the colour out of him and for a few moments you thought he was going to pass out but he took it well and spent hours shopping for everything you were going to need online and having it delivered to your apartment that you shared together.
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CHANGBIN:
"Where have you been I've been calling all day?!" You yelled out as you stood in the doorway of one of the studios, Changbin was chilling with Jisung and Chan while he claimed he was working. 
"What's wrong? Is something wrong?" You groaned at his nagging questioning and looked down at your stomach, the bump was starting to bother you but you put that down to weight loss until about an hour ago when you felt something move inside of you followed by a gushing of water to your feet. 
"I'm in labour, so if you answered your phone I wouldn't have had to drive all the way here instead of a hospital," All three of the boys started to laugh with one another thinking it was some kind of prank but as soon as Changbin saw the seriousness on your face his smile fell to the floor. 
"You're really-"
"Yes."
"And I'm going to be dad-"
"Not if you don't get me to a fucking doctor!" You yelled out as another contraction hit you, bending over in pain as you tried not to fall to the floor in a puddle of tears from the pain that you were experiencing. 
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HYUNJIN:
"Besides a little weight gain, there had been no other indication that you could have been pregnant?" A nurse asked as she looked at you at Hyunjin, the two of you had been surprised by home birth. You'd gotten up in the middle of the night to use the toilet only to realise you weren't in need of the toilet but a doctor. The two of you ended up delivering your daughter on the bathroom floor over the phone to nurses and an ambulance team that had been stuck on the roads. 
"No, I didn't even know I could. I was on the pill and we were using condoms." You mumbled as you glanced down at your sleeping daughter who was strong considering you hadn't been taking prenatal care or going for regular checkups, it was a miracle she was delivered as well as she was and as healthy as she was. 
"Well, the hospital will provide you with a crib and some emergency supplies but you will need to do some shopping soon." She began writing everything up that you would need, Hyunjin was already so taken with your daughter he could hardly take his eyes off her.
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JISUNG:
As soon as the water hit the ground you knew you hadn't accidentally wet yourself and Chan knew from the look of it that it wasn't piss that had come out of you. 
"Y/n!?" Jisung yelled out as panic washed over his face, he was sweating as he rushed over to you, sitting you down on the sofa in the dorms as he began yelling out for someone to call an ambulance. 
"Relax, she's in labour," Chan said calmly as he watched the two of you but that did nothing to settle you, both you and Jisung turned to him with wide eyes, 
"I'M PREGNANT?!"
"SHE'S PREGNANT!?" You screamed out together as the boys around you began to laugh, Chan shook his head at you before looking around. 
"Felix call an ambulance, Seungmin get a blanket and Minho pack up some clothes for Y/n." The whole time Chan barked out orders Jisung was doing his best to coach you through the pain, giving you breathing techniques he'd seen in all of the movies and TV shows where people were giving birth.
"We're going to be parents." He whispered over and over again as if he was trying to convince himself that it was true and it wasn't some kind of dream that he seemed to be having. 
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FELIX:
Felix brought you to the hospital as soon as you said that you were in so much pain you couldn't get out of bed, doctors were running tests on you while you sat in a hospital bed crying into a pillow. 
"Mr Lee, Miss Y/l/n?" You glanced over at the door to see a set of doctors all rushing around outside the door, getting something ready while another came to speak to you. 
"It appears that you're pregnant, in fact, you're currently in labour." You started laughing at the male doctor thinking it was some kind of joke but when you noticed he wasn't laughing you stopped and sat up in the bed. 
"I'm what?" Felix's hand wrapped around yours as he tightly squeezed your hand, come to think of it there was a high possibility that you were pregnant but the two of you had been careful and used protection all of the time. 
"I would assume this is a shock but we need to check to see how far along you are in your contractions," A female doctor came into the room and began introducing herself while you and Felix stared at one another dumbfounded about how this could have happened and when. 
"Would you like to stay in the room?" The mid-wife asked Felix who turned to leave but you gripped onto his shirt pulling him closer to the bed, 
"We're in this together, don't even think about walking out of that door." You warned him as the doctor began to see if you were ready to push or not, 
"Almost there, I would say another hour or two at the most," She smiled looking up at you both as you worriedly looked at one another how you were going to break the news to everyone since you had no idea you had been pregnant in the first place.
"I need to call my mum," Felix stuttered as he looked at you, you nodded your head looking around for your phone. 
"I need to tell my family." You bit down on your lip not knowing if you were excited, worried or scared or if it was a mixture of all of those emotions at once. 
"I would make some arrangements quickly," The doctor teased before leaving the room, you turned to Felix wondering where to start with the conversation.
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SEUNGMIN:
"I'm telling you that there is nothing wrong with me, I just feel sick." You grumbled to Seungmin who was pacing around the room a nurse had placed you in, he'd insisting on taking you to see someone as soon as you started to feel sick and dizzy that morning and now you had been waiting around for hours. 
"The tests have all finally came back, we wanted to make sure it was 100% positive before we came in here," The same nurse that had admitted you explained as she held a clipboard to her chest with a worried expression on her face, 
"When you came in we asked if there was a chance of pregnancy and you said no-"
"Because there isn't, I'm on the pill and we use protection," You told her as she continued to give you a worried look, that was when she began showing you all of the tests that they had done to prove to you that you were eight months pregnant and in early labour which was why you were sick and in so much pain. 
"I-I'm pregnant?" You stuttered out staring from the charts to her face as Seungmin sat down on the chair beside your bed, 
"But we were careful," He mumbled as he looked at you, 
"Not all contraceptives are 100% effective, some are just 99.9% you're the lucky, 00.01% That gets pregnant," You knew she was trying to make you feel better but it only made it worse as you thought about how the baby had nothing waiting at home for them when you eventually got home. 
"I'll get the boys, they'll become builders for the day." Seungmin mumbled as he began to call Chan on his phone frantically. 
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JEONGIN:
Jeongin laughed down the phone when you told him you were sitting on the maternity ward of a hospital delivering his baby but as soon as he didn't hear you laughing a chill ran through him.
"You're joking right?" You groaned at him through the phone, rolling your head back against the bed as another contraction hit you making you scream out louder than the rest before it.
"Why would I joke about pushing a watermelon out of something the size of a pea!?" You yelled out down the phone to him while the midwife flinched from beside you wondering how you had been clueless about the pregnancy in the first place. It wasn't as though you were trying to get pregnant you were only together for two years, he was still young and how was JYP going to react to him getting a son or a daughter. 
"Please come to the hospital innie, I'm scared," Your voice cracked as you began to cry but Jeongin was already on the way, getting Minho to drive him as fast as he could so he could be by your side by the time his son or daughter came into the world.
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crazy-fangirl2524 · 3 years
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Pipe Dream
“Goddamn it!” Neil shouted, his anger barely held back. He couldn’t hate himself more, Andrew and he had gotten into yet another argument, more of a screaming match and then next thing Neil knew, Andrew had walked out of the door, slamming it.
It was the same argument over and over again, something along the lines of Andrew telling Neil to move on, that they wouldn’t have a future. Neil had never been so confused, so angry to why Andrew would just give them up. After everything they had been through, going as far as buying a house together.
“Neil?” Kevin came out of the guest room, rubbing sleep from his bloodshot eyes.
Some of Neil’s bone deep anger and hatred dissipated, “Kevin, I’m sorry, go back to sleep.” Neil would go out and find Andrew himself and apologise, for what he didn’t know yet but he would fix them and they would be happy and together again.
Kevin tried to fight the sleep pulling him, “Neil-“ but a yawn cut him off and Neil was out of the door before Kevin could say anything else.
As Neil anticipated, Andrew’s Maserati was already gone, getting into Kevin’s car, Neil drove on and on. Night bleeds away to day and in the glaring day, Neil could only hope that Andrew had went back home. Stopping by the store to get Andrew’s favourite ice cream, he got back home and Andrew still hadn’t come back.
With trembling hands, Neil went to put the ice cream into the freezer before they melt and frowned when he found the freezer already overflowing with ice cream. Squeezing the pints in, Neil closed the freezer, leaving the mess for Andrew to deal with. If it fell on Andrew then it fell on Andrew, gravity was inevitable.
Andrew wouldn’t not come back right? They fight all the time, about Neil’s runnings in the morning and his obsessive with exy, Andrew’s pissed poor diet and the fucking messes he leaves everywhere, cloths thrown away everywhere except the laundry basket. They rarely actually fight, but they always talked it out in the end and Andrew always comes back. Always.
The front door opened and Neil looked up, apology at his lips, they vanished when it was Kevin instead. “Neil, you are back, you didn’t answer your phone.” The relief on Kevin’s face made Neil felt slightly guilty.
“I’m sorry Kevin, have you heard from Andrew? He still hasn’t come back yet.” Kevin came over and wrapped his arms around Neil tightly. It did make Neil feel slightly better but it wasn’t the same as Andrew’s arms around him.
“Neil did you not take the medicine?” Kevin said softly, still holding Neil, as if Neil would disappear and run off any time.
“What?” Neil froze, everything in him screamed to run run run. Kevin squeeze him even tighter, almost cutting off his air, or it was Neil who stopped breathing and felt his entire world caging in on him.
“You have to take these,” Kevin took out some pills from his pocket and producing a bottle of water out of nowhere, or did Kevin leave to go to the kitchen? Neil couldn’t tell if it was Kevin’s arms around him anymore or it was the world strangling him.
“Not until Andrew’s back.” Andrew would make everything make sense again. Kevin wouldn’t be so sad and tired anymore when Andrew comes back. Andrew will come back.
“Neil,” the way Kevin’s voice broke made Neil to actually finally look at him, “Andrew is not coming back.”
Just five more steps and Neil would be out of here, then a few more and he would make it to the car. There was still half a tank of gas so Neil could just drive to the nearest gas station and then he can go find Andrew and apologise. It was Andrew that asked him to stay at the first place, he wouldn’t just leave him like this.
But Kevin had said it with so much finality that Neil felt that the fight really was the last straw, “What did I do wrong?”
“Nothing Neil,” Kevin was crying now.
“Then why did he leave me?” Maybe it was the Moriyammas, Neil had to find his binder, he had to find the right contacts and he had to get back Andrew no matter what.
“Neil, he’s dead.” Dead silence. Except for Kevin’s silent tears, and someone was screaming. Neil was the one screaming. Why couldn’t Neil run? Kevin’s arms were around him and they were still tightening their hold and they were suffocating him.
“It had been a month, you two were fighting and then An-he left and you got into the car with him and you guys were driving way over the speed limit and then, there was, then, he, it was raining so hard, there was, there, a drunk driver, he-“ Kevin could barely get the words out and somehow both of them sunk onto the floor.
“Why am I still here?” It should have been Neil, he was never meant to live past 19, let alone 26. Neil didn’t deserve to live.
“He, he turned when he saw, saw the headlights and and he took, th-the blunt of it and-“ Kevin was wrong, Kevin was just making things up because Andrew didn’t want to be with Neil anymore.
“I was just arguing with Andrew, he was he had just been right there.”
“The doctor said the hallucinations and denial was due to the head trauma and concussions you had, you have to eat the medicine but each time you, each time you, refused to eat them, to-“
“To what?”
“See him.”
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Haii!! I absolutely adore your writing and was wondering if you would be up to write something comforting with Ethan where reader is having the period from hell? Thank you ❤
Oh ho ho this should be fun
Y/n was sleeping over at Ethan’s for the first time. She had feelings for him for god knows how long, and the night he asked her out was probably the happiest she had ever been.
Their date had been unbelievable. Y/n felt as if time stopped and she was the only person on Earth along with Ethan, as cheesy as that may sound
When it started raining, they both hurried to his car and drove quickly to his place.
“God, I didn’t think the night would end like this.” Y/n chuckled, draining her hair in Ethan’s bathtub, while he was brushing his teeth next to her.
“You can sleep in one of my shirts.” Ethan mumbled, almost choking on the tooth paste
“What?”
“I said” he spit out all the paste and rinsed his mouth “you can sleep in one of my shirts.”
Y/n’s heart skipped a bit and she blushed a bit at his suggestion, before nodding sheepishly and putting her hair in a bun.
Ethan chuckled and muttered a few words Y/n didn’t quite catch, before leaving the room.
In a few moments, he came back with a large t-shirt. It was burgundy and had a logo in the middle. Ethan gave it to Y/n and left her alone to change
That night she had fallen asleep in his warm embrace, listening to the rain drops hit the windows
She felt as if it was a dream come true, and the only thought on her mind was Ethan
Luckily for her, Ethan felt the exact same way
He held her close all night, nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck, and dreamed of her
Ethan woke up to a slap. He opened his eyes grumpily and looked for the source of pain, only to see Y/n turned away from him, in that position all girls sleep in; the one where they have a leg up and they’re on their stomach
That’s when he saw that Y/n had started her period
There was a large, red stain seeping through her underwear and another few spots on the bedding
Damn, he shouldn’t have put on white ones
Stretching a bit and getting out of bed, he started to think about what he could do.
He didn’t know how much Y/n trusted him or how she would react to this, so the two smartest choices that he had were to either wake her up and tell her what happened, or prepare everything for when se would wake up
Eventually, he decided going for the latter.
Heading to the living room and grabbing his keys , he got in the car and drove to the nearest pharmacy around.
The man was walking down the unbearably white aisles of the pharmacy, looking for some ibuprofen and tampons
He really didn’t know what type Y/n used, and he wasn’t about to be like that dude on TikTok who asked his girlfriend what size pussy she was, so he took 4 types
Maybe different colors would mean something…or maybe scent?
He made a mental reminder to ask Y/n if they had any flavors
After searching forever, he ended up having a kilogram of pads, three types of sheet masks and a new lotion, but no pain medication
They must have been hidden
Eventually giving up, he went to the cashier and placed all the products on the register
“Tough times with the lady?” The woman asked, sending him an all-too knowing smirk
“I hope not. Speaking of which, do you happen to have any pain medication?”
Ethan left the store smirking, having received a 20% discount for being “so cute”, and he also got a small chapstick as a gift
His next stop was the grocery shop
He already knew what he needed, so the trip would be easy; Twix, KitKat, Puffy Cheetos, Aloe Drink, and A LOT of Chocolate milk
It didn’t take long for him to find everything, so he wondered around the shop for a little longer, picking up a few more things
Y/n was startled awake by some people screaming outside
She jumped out of bed and hurried to the window, only to see that they were a group of friends who were just pranking one another
She groaned and pressed a hand to her stomach, feeling a painful hotness around the area
Looking back at the bed, her heart stopped in her chest as she saw that there was a trail of blood behind her
Oh gods, her period came in the worst moment possible. Did Ethan see? Did he run away out of disgust?
She paced around the room nervously, thinking of what to do, yet ignoring the sound of running water coming from the bathroom
She shrieked when she heard a knock on the door and tried to hide the bloodied sheets as well as she could.
“Cara mia, are you awake?” Ethan’s soft voice was muffled by the door, which only made Y/n feel worse.
“No?”
She heard Ethan chuckle before seeing him enter the room. He seemed to have a reassuring look on his face, but Y/n could tell there was some pity in there too.
“Wanna come with me?” He asked her softly, taking her silky hand in his and leading her to the bathroom before she could answer
Y/n watched as he opened the door to the bathroom and led her inside. The shower was running and there were some clothes on the counter
“Get in the shower. I’ll take care of everything else.” He said, looking at Y/n so softly that her heart exploded and she burst into a fit of tears
His armed were around her in a second, comforting her as best as he could, but he truly did not know the reason why she was crying
“Baby, is everything all right? Why are you crying?” He asked her, worry written all over his face.
“Im sorry…I’m just” she sniffled a bit, shedding a few more tears, “no one ever took care of me when I was on my period and you’re being so fucking sweet and I ruined your sheets and everything is wrong and my stomach hurts and FUCK why did It have to come now we could have-“
“Woah, woah, woah, take a deep breath, dolcezza. Like that, just relax.” He interrupted her ramblings, wiping the tears off her face.
“It’s okay. Don’t worry about the sheets. I’ll clean them later. We can just stay in bed all day and relax. How does that sound?”
Y/n nodded slightly against his shoulder, pulling herself away and wiping her face.
“Okay.” Her voice was still raspy, and she looked at the shower. At that moment, washing her entire body felt like an unbelievably long and exhausting process. She slumped her shoulders at the thought of it and puffed.
“Let me wash you. It’ll go by quicker.”
Y/n nodded and started taking her clothes off, too exhausted to care about Ethan’s red face. Even though he had offered, he couldn’t help but think about other circumstances in which he would get in a shower with Y/n.
Regardless, it was not the time for such things.
Once she was inside, he grabbed the shampoo and squirted some in his hand, thinking of a way to lather it on Y/n without getting wet.
“Now how are you gonna do that without ending up in the shower too, Mr Edgar?” Y/n teased, letting her head fall back as the warm water glided down her body.
While trying to find a solution, Ethan’s gaze fell on the floor, which was now filled with blood.
“Y/n are you alright?” His tone instantly changed, now being extremely worried about how much blood came out of her.
“Yeah. Why?” She followed his gaze to the ground, seeing what he was staring at. She let out a low laugh before grabbing the bottle from Ethan.
“It’s creepy, I know. You don’t have to wash me.”
“No. I said I would help and I want to. Do you mind if I join in?” He asked sheepishly, concerned about crossing any boundaries with the girl.
“Whatever floats your boat.”
The man nodded, getting out and taking his clothes off. He placed them neatly next to Y/n’s, then got back in the shower.
Y/n was facing the wall, so Ethan pressed a soft kiss to her neck from behind her.
“I bought some goodies too.”
Y/n just hummed in response, leaning against Ethan. His hands instinctively went to her shoulders and started massaging them, earning a few whimpers from Y/n
“I can give you a massage later…”
“Absolutely.”
They both chuckled a bit, before Ethan got to actually cleaning Y/n. He softly lathered the soap all over her body, letting the water wash away the bubbles.
“Okay…I’m gonna leave you alone now, considering that I don’t know how to put on a tampon.”
“Alright.” Y/n responded, blushing slightly from all the contact. She heard Ethan take a towel and dry himself off, before getting dressed and leaving.
Ethan was in the kitchen, his phone in front of him as he sat prompted against the counter
Now close your eyes, and with a deep breath, release all the pent up frustration inside of you
“Um, Ethan? You said you had food?”
The brunette jumped up and hurried to close his phone, blushing furiously as he turned towards Y/n.
“Yes, right it’s over th-“
“Were you meditating?”
“Maybe.”
“You were.” (The bitch was so horny he had to reset his mind)
“You said you wanted food.” He finally managed to switch the topic, as Y/n’s eyes lit up.
“Gimmie.” She stretched out her arms and closed her hands repetitively, beckoning for Ethan to give her the snacks.
“Alright, alright. I’ll grab a few more things and come. Just go in the bathroom and get in bed.”
Y/n pouted, but eventually followed Ethan’s instructions. She was surprised to see that he had changed the sheets and lit up a few candles. She smiled to herself before cuddling up under the blankets.
Soon enough, Ethan entered the room with some snacks and drinks, a hot pouch and some medication.
“Here is some ibuprofen, if you have cramps, and a hot pouch.”
Y/n could have moaned in pleasure when she placed the hot object on her stomach, relieving a lot of the pain.
She gulped down the pills, cuddling into Ethan, who had an arm wrapped around her and another one massaging her butt.
He nuzzled into her neck, smiling a bit and breathing in her chocolatey scent.
“Squishy.” He joked, squeezing her butt, which made Y/n erupt in a mess of giggles.
She leaned over and grabbed a cereal bar, unwrapping it smoothly before shoving it down her throat.
“Thank you so much Ethan. I really don’t know how to tell you…no one has ever done this for me before.” She whispered, twirling a strand of his hair around her finger.
“I’ll always be here when you need me. Now you just need to sleep.”
“Okay…”
A/n: so i know this isn’t particularly a head canon, but the only way I can write is if my brain thinks im writing something short with bullet points, even though it would be a normal piece If I were to remove them😂
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iguana-eyanna · 3 years
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What Was Left Behind Pt. 11
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Summary: After the events of the Sokovia Accords, Steve is now a fugitive to the U.S. government and has left you in the worst way possible. What happens when fate reunites the two again when you are most vulnerable?
Pairing: Steve Rogers x pregnant reader
Warning: hospitalization, problems within the pregnancy, Tony fighting Steve, mentions of possible character death
Sam and Steve were already heading to your house until they received Nat’s frantic call about you. Steve was driving the truck and never had this man break so many traffic laws (and crushed the steering wheel like the Hulk) in his life.
Once they got to the base, Steve didn’t even park as he just jumped out of the car to head to you. At the medbay, Steve saw Dr. Choi coming out of a closed curtain room.
“What happened?” he said worryingly. The doctor lowered her head down to find the right words. “I found out that the blood transfusion made her condition worse. The baby absorbed all of your enhanced DNA, making them grow at an immense rate. She needs to deliver soon.” she said.
Steve’s head was spinning, trying to wrap this information. “I don’t understand, I thought it was making her better. Won’t the baby be premature?” Choi’s face saddens as she has more bad news.
“The baby is practically full term, almost as if the fetus is overdue. Her body can’t sustain such strain. She must have been going through this pain for a while now. I suggest an all-natural birth as performing a c-section is too risky. We don’t know if either of them will survive such stress.”
Nat comes out of your room, looking at a very pale Steve “Hey big guy, let’s sit down… ey?” he nods his head as he slowly takes a seat while Nat wrapped up the conversation with Dr. Choi till she left for the nearest lab. Nat takes the seat next to Steve, unsure what to say.
“She was fine this morning. Why wouldn't she tell me something was wrong?" Steve questions, trying to grasp what's happening. Nat purses her lips, placing her hand on his shoulder for support. "Because she didn't want to lose you." she says in a faint tone.
Steve shoots his direction to her. "What do you mean?" he asks, flabbergasted. Nat looks down, trying to choose her next words carefully.
"Steve, she knew from the start that this pregnancy was going to be the death of her. She left the only life she's known to escape threats for your baby. Not only that, but she had to do it ALONE. Now that she's with you, she didn't want to throw away the limited time you guys had. I know y/n, she probably wanted to spend her last memories with the ones she cherished instead of wasting away on a hospital bed."
Steve stays silent, suffering inside with tears drenching his face. He faces in your direction, probably thinking you are scared for your life. Steve turns to nat as she nods her head for him to visit you, standing up and wiping his tears away to go to you.
You were in bad condition. It was as if all the color from your skin had drained away. The only color that appeared was the purple bruises that were forming at your exposed belly that was wrapped in belts to monitor the baby's heartbeat.
"Please don't look at me like that." you whispered as you struggled to get up from your lying position, trying to grab a thicker blanket to cover your shivering figure.
“Are you okay?” Steve asked as he grabbed the blanket and tucked you gently. “Believe me, I suffered worst.” you said as you straightened up a bit, rubbing your very big belly. He showed a face of guilt, but you just clutched his hand softly as he slowly sat at the edge of the left side of the bed.
He held your left hand, gliding his finger on your wedding ring. "Remember when I proposed to you?" he asks lightly. You begin to chuckle as you stare into his blue eyes.
"How could I forget? You were so nervous that we arrived late to the reservation. You were so persistent that we walked the block to a nearby diner and it started raining. I could tell you were visibly upset but I said 'the worst moments happen before the great ones.' Just like that, you knelt on one knee."
He smiles down in his lap, remembering his past frustration that melted away because of your reassuring words. "and I said that 'because of you, you changed everything in my life into something greater. I knew that the second I met you, I couldn't go a day without your smile or your laugh.' Then I took out the ring that I designed after your mother's locket."
You cup your hands around his face. "And it was the most beautiful ring." You both stay in your positions, enjoying the quiet that surrounds you.
"I need to ask you something..." you began as your eyes stung with tears. "If things go south, I need you to promise me that you do whatever it takes to save the baby. Alright?" you sniffed.
It was a hard pill to swallow as you two knew that you were probably not going to make it. But if one of you were to say it out loud, both your worlds would crumble.
He kisses your lips with such affirmation. “How can I say no to my best doll?” he huffed out, trying so hard not to cry again as he forced a small smile.
Your eyes start to flutter, causing Steve to help you in a comfortable position to sleep. He fixes your hair out of your face, then kneels down to kiss your temple. "I love you," he mutters softly before leaving the room.
Steve sees Sam and Nat in the waiting area, waiting for news on your well-being. "She's sleeping right now. Call me when she wakes up." Steve said sternly, walking like a man on a mission.
"Where are you going?" Nat screamed after Steve. He turns around briefly, looking straight at her in the eye.
"Like you said, y/n wants to be surrounded with the ones she cherishes. I'm going to uphold that wish."
Sam chases after Steve who is heading to a small aircraft. “Look man, I know what you’re going to do. I think you’re doing a noble thing but it’s a suicide mission. You don’t even know what’s going to happen to you.” Sam says as Steve turns on the monitor, hearing the engines roar.
“I have to die trying. If y/n doesn’t get this closure, she never will. I need to do this alone, but if I don’t make it… promise you’ll give her the necklace.” Steve says, holding out his hand to Sam. His friend’s face turns serious as he shakes the captain’s hand. “You do that yourself, Cap. You’re going back to your family in one piece.” Steve nods his head, prepping for the flight that can lead him to possible death.
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“Boss, there’s an unknown aircraft that is heading this way.” FRIDAY alerted Tony as he was finishing dinner with Pepper. Tony gets up in cue as he presses a small button on his chest that surrounds his body with his armor. “Go and wait in the room. I’ll figure out what’s going on. I’ll have FRIDAY have you listen to what’s going to happen” Tony said in alert.
Pepper kissed him briefly and ran her way up the stairs. Stark flies out on the terrace and heads to the small aircraft. “Hey there, I don’t know if you noticed but you’re kinda trespassing on my property. I need to ask you to fly along wherever you came from before I call the local authorities and you know the drill.”
He backs up a bit as the aircraft slowly turns around to open the back ramp, revealing the last person he wants to see. “Tony… hear me out before you-” the man is cut off as Tony blasts him near his right shoulder, grazing into a wound. He falls back by the sudden impact, trying to tend the injury with pressure
Tony’s face is revealed to talk to his old friend. “You have ten seconds to explain what you’re doing here before I blast you in the sky.” Tony demanded as he raised his hand that was lighting up with energy. “It’s y/n!” Steve screamed out. Tony lowers his hand.
Tony’s face softens just from hearing your “Wha-what happened to her? Is she alright?” Steve slowly gets up, grunting lightly from his arm. “The doctor’s think she’s dying, Tony. They said she won’t be able to survive the birth. The only person she wants to have her dying moments in that delivery room is you.”
Tony is speechless, he suddenly looks back to see Pepper staring at them from the terrace. He could visibly see her crying and mouthing out “Go to her.” Without warning, Tony goes into the aircraft, now standing next to Steve as the door closed.
Steve is about to say something before getting interrupted by a phone call. Steve excuses himself to answer it. “Hey, I’m on my way. Tell -” his voice drowns out as he hears screaming on the phone. Steve tries to reply but the end goes silent.
“Steve, what’s going on?” Tony asks in a concerned tone. Steve turns to Tony as his face turned ghostly white.
“That was Natasha… y/n is going into labor.”
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hargrove-mayfields · 3 years
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Day four of the Horror on Cherry Lane Challenge! Today’s prompt was Sunglasses!
Steve has a lot of secrets. Too many probably.
Most teenagers’ secrets are things like sleeping with the wrong people, smoking the cheap shit the jocks pass out, broken curfews and failing grades. He’s got all of those too, but Steve's secret runs much deeper than that.
His is the kind of secret that’d have men in black suits coming to take him away, or at this point, more than a decade after letting him go in the first place, putting a bullet in the back of his skull and calling it a day before any trouble comes up.
He’s been stuck in Hawkins all his life. Been fed the knowledge about the world off a silver spoon he didn’t ask for. His first five years of life are well forgotten to shock therapy and to the lab, where they intended to use him and the rest of the kids like him as weapons. Pawns in their big game of life.
But Steve was different. He could turn his powers off, make them undetectable by the machines they hooked him up to. They thought he was just a failure, so after so long, they wiped his brain with their very own cocktail of drugs and just let him go. Adopted him out to a middle aged dink couple who wouldn’t run their mouths about where their little bundle of joy came from as long as their pockets were lined with enough hush money, and that was that.
It didn’t take long for them to realize though, that he wasn’t as normal as they had been convinced he was. Not even knowing he was doing anything wrong, little Stevie would have outbursts, or small tantrums as momma always tried to convince everyone who told her Steve was too much for her to handle.
These weren’t just normal crying fits though. Anyone who got near him would be just as sad or scared or frustrated as he was. A single sob from that boy had enough power to crack the foundations of the family home.
Most kids when they have a cranky morning will get on the nerves of their parents, but Steve could disrupt the whole neighborhood without even realizing it. And that was his power.
They didn’t have a name for it, really. The range of what he can do is too broad, too undefined by anything else. There was a telekinetic girl, a pyrokinetic he’s pretty sure is dead now. But Steve was just special. Part of what made it so easy to go under their radar was this, but it also made him a risk.
The only reason he wasn’t immediately reported and given back to the bad men was the power this frail boy carried. It scared Ruthie and John, and they decided that they’d rather face the men at that lab again than a seven year old who could accidentally destroy them with his emotions.
So they kept him, and certainly kept their distance. They forced him into a little mold of how to behave properly and made him take pills to weaken his powers. They send him to behavioral therapy and make him act like he’s not a failed government experiment. A fact which he only learned a couple of years ago after his pills worked a little too well at messing with his memory that he forgot to take them, and memories came flooding back.
For the same reasons, Steve’s bored of being careful. Bored of following all the rules and being passive, just pretending he’s like everyone else so mommy and daddy dearest are safe. He starts getting a little riskier, testing what he can do, since this is the first time he’s ever really had control over his ability. He finds a link with other people and their emotions, something of an empathy power, but he doesn’t get far in his research, because his plan very quickly goes to shit when Billy Hargrove rolls into town.
Where to begin with Billy. That boy makes him feel all sorts of things he never even considered. The very first day he showed his unimpressed (but very impressive) face at Hawkins high, Steve cracks his windshield. Oops.
He was able to tap into that control and tone it down, but that reserve dwindled the more he’s around Billy, and from there it just spirals. Bending the basketball hoop on accident, exploding light fixtures, giving everyone in the school headaches. It gets to the point where Steve has to come to terms with the fact that he had a crush on Billy, and that he has to do something to get it back under his control before somebody gets hurt.
That and he doesn’t want to get caught now. He just got back into the swing of using his powers before Billy interrupted his calm. Going back there, or whatever else might happen, is the last thing he wants for himself.
He settles for a pair of ray bans.
It’s stupid, but when Steve was still young and all but popping his mommas brains every single time he cried, she was desperate to find a way to get him to stop. She started to notice he’d concentrate hard on one thing and another would happen, staring at a lamp until it shattered, looking into her face until her ears started to ring and pop. So she does what she can to break that subconscious focus. Puts a barrier between him and all that he’s hurting. A plastic, race car themed barrier, but it does its job, and it worked every time until they got him on meds. So now that he’s old enough not to just tear the damn things right off his face, he figures it’s worth a shot.
Because nothing had made him this emotional, this out of control since the day he found out the truth about his past. Billy is special, and the very last thing he wants is to lose control and hurt him.
He still feels like a dope walking into the school with a pair of shades on. Everyone starts to stare in that way he tries not to let remind him of the lab and the doctors standing in circles around him, prodding and waiting for a reaction. Steve thinks wearing sunglass inside is the least weird thing to happen in the halls of a highschool if Tina can come in with a perm high enough to touch the ceiling, but whatever. He’ll get over it.
The fact that nothing’s exploded from how on edge he is, mostly from wondering if his momma’s trick will work and not because of their judgement, is a very good sign.
Boldly, he decides to put it to the ultimate test, and approaches Billy.
In his head, he’s so focused on just going to talk to Billy, he has nothing planned to say to him, but he thinks he would’ve forgotten anyways, what with the lazy smile Billy flashes him when he notices him approaching.
Steve’s gaze quickly darts past Billy to check for damage to anything, the racing in his chest from just a look like that typically enough to at least crack a window. Maybe he’s not as confident about this as he thought, or maybe Billy’s just really good at making him flustered.
Doesn’t matter, because he’s at the other boys locker before he has time to process what he’s doing, “Lookin’ for somethin’ Harrington?”
“Oh, yeah, I was just checking for uh, my fans. Yeah, they follow me around everywhere, you know?” It’s bullshit, and it sounds more than dumb coming out of Steve’s mouth, but it makes Billy laugh, real low and raspy and that’s a win in his book.
“That what the little disguise is for?” Billy hums and taps his temple, clearly referring to the sun glasses perched on Steve’s nose.
“Oh these? No, I uh, wear these ‘cause of the uh.. because I wanna sleep in class and down want the teachers to know?” His answer comes as more of a question than anything, so he’s grateful when Billy seems to be more interested in his excuse than the subject at hand.
“Pfft, yeah right. I’ve heard you sleepin’ on the basketball bus. Ain’t no way your snoring doesn’t get you caught before your eyes do.”
Steve just waves him off, laughs with Billy even if his heart isn’t in it.
Billy closes his locker door, switching the subject as the scenery switches. It’s all a distraction to Steve, but he forces himself to look Billy in the face as the other boy asks him, “Seriously though dude, you okay? It ain’t like you to switch up your look. You’re not hiding anythin’ under the shades are you?”
“Nah. Just been thinking, I’m not the King because I’m not cool anymore, right? So I’m tryin’ to look a little more.. interesting.” Steve’s not a very quick or good liar, despite the military guarded secret that is himself and the little black number seven carved into his arm, and he can tell Billy doesn’t buy it.
He’s a good sport though, throwing an arm around Steve’s shoulders and assuring him with a little jostle, “Aw, Stevie, you're cool in my book. At least as long as you quit comin’ up with reasons not to hang with me, yeah?”
“Yeah, I- alright. I can do that. Sorry for flaking so much though. Didn’t realize until you said something.”
“S’Cool. Just meet me at the quarry after dark and it’ll make up for it.” Billy offers, obviously trying to play up the coolness neither of them apparently actually have, and Steve can’t help but call him on it. “It gets dark at like, four-thirty, five o’clock anymore?”
“Fine. Meet me at nine, pretty boy.” Billy smirks, dropping his voice to add knowingly, “And lose the shades. I think you’re much more interesting without ‘em.”
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kaito-is-baby · 3 years
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I love your blog! Can I request 39 with Kazuichi?
Kissing your tears away
Kazuichi Souda x reader
 I started this kissing prompt thing like almost a year ago so... I will try to write some!
 I feel like this prompt with Kazuichi could have been much better if he were the one crying but I had this idea and I felt in love with it, I had to write this scenario srry
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You were looking for some sleeping pills on the warehouse. You hadn't slept anything since the last class trial and you needed that rest, medicine would give it to you
You had told everyone where were you going at night, you did not want to bother any of your classmates stealing their hours of rest by making them accompany you but you knew making sure everyone knew you where you were going and when would help you be secure
Kazuichi, your boyfriend, had told you he would go with you
But when you went to his room no one answered
So you sobreentiendiste that he had felt asleep
To be honest, that would have hurted you if you did not know who you were dating
You did not really love Souda, he was funny and it was good to have someone following you around during a killing game, he made you feel save and kept an smile on your face so even if you were not deeply in love with him you were glad he was with you, maybe some kind of love had started to grow for him since the moment you accepted dating him
But with things like letting you down like this were amking it really hard to not lose the romantic interest you grown to have for him
You were kind of afraid without him at your side, alone in the middle of the night while you and your classmates were being forced to kill each other but that was Kazuichi, you knew him and you had your plan B, if everyone knew you were here no one would be stupid enough to come in and kill you, that would be suspicious as hell right?
Your hands danced around the whole medical aisle but there was no sign of sleeping pills on that dirty almacen
You entered the small room connected to it, you hadn't been there yet so maybe it was a sister warehousae? Maybe there you would find something
Once you were inside, the door shot down, no light on the unknown room and the air feeling heavier every second
You knew someone had locked in and they probably meant to kill you but how would they if they weren't in the same room as you?
You really felt how your body grew hotter after some minutes, breathing heavily, sweating, starting to lose your sight and equilibrium, soon you were about to pass out and then you realised, this was the boiler room
So that was how you were going to die, you would pass out and never come back again
And whoever had planned this would life happily ever after if they were not discovered
"Babe? I felt asleep, I'm so sorry" It seemed like you did fall for him at the end, bo matter how much you denied it he cheered your days and now, as you were dying, you could hear his voice "Are you here? I went to your room and you didnt answer..."
No, you were not allucinating
You boyfriend was there
"Kaz! Kazu!!" You screamed with one of your last breaths
“W-where are you?” you heard you rboyfriend’s scared voice
“Listen” You felt your last strengths leaving you ”someone... locked me on... the boiler room” You tried to get out “I need you to...”
“Yes, I get it! I will get you out of there“ those words were the last thing you heard before passing out, brave and determined words to come from your cowardly boyfriend
...
“Come back, come on baby” Kazu’s pink baby hairs felt on you face, his eyes watery 
“Hey” you smiled, finallly awake
Kazu had broken the door, he was a crybaby, cowardly and annoying sometimes but he was also a guy who worked with cars, he was actually strong even if he never used his strength
He did not trust his strength
But just by the idea of losing you he was brave enough, confident enough
He broke the door open and wrapped you in his arms, worried about your inconsious state
But you were finally awake, awake, alive and in his arms
He was crying out of relieve but you? you were crying too and you didn’t even knew why 
“You’re fine, you’re fine” He tried to reassure you
And when you tried to answer him that you were indeed fine nothing but a big cry came from your mouth
And then you understood it, no matter how strong you tried to be you were terrified, you had been about to die
And no mattter how much you denied it  you did love him
And no matter how ¨fine¨ yo utried to be you were terrifed
“It’s okay,” Kazu whispered to you kissing one of the tears falling throuh your cheek “it’s okay,” he placed another kiss “I’m here.” He said smiling at you with those sharky teeths that you adored “I promise I will keep you save. Forever”
 “Kaz...” You said when you finally managed to speak
“Hm?” You were still wrapped in his arms, your face buried in his neck
“Thank you...” you tried to admit that you loved him but you couldn’t say it “You are my hero... I... I love you”
Your boyfriend did not answer he just hugged you closer, harder, his skin heated at your words
“I promise” He repeated between sobs 
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hockeywhhores · 4 years
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under the stars- t. konecny
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travis konecny x f!reader 
warnings~ smut, swearing, alcohol consumption
summary~ travis fucked up, but he is going to make it better. 
genre~ angst to fluff
word count~ 2.4k
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Everyone knew of Travis and his playboy reputation. You especially knew. Everytime you were about to go exclusive with him, suddenly he was interested in someone else. As much as Nolan loved Travis; Nolan couldn’t let you live like that. Nolan could see how hurt you were, when Travis had his arms wrapped around another girl. He advised you to just let Travis go, but something in you wouldn’t let that happen. When you were finally able to forget about Travis and his compelling ways, he was at your door begging for another chance. You always ended up giving him another chance.
Want to go stargazing with me? Travis texted you at one am. You knew you should say no, but you couldn’t ever seem to say no.
Sure you texted back keeping it simple.
I’ll pick you up in 10 he had texted back after a minute.
ok
You jumped out of bed and changed from your pajamas to some leggings and a sweatshirt that probably belonged to Travis is a previous lifetime. Waiting patiently on your couch, you noticed his headlights turn into your driveway. Before he even had a chance to text you, you were out the door with your bag. You had brought a blanket, water bottle, and some snacks to share.
Good morning!” you chirped as you climbed into his truck. “Your coach is not going to like you being out at 1 am.”
“Hopefully, he never finds out. Are you going to tell him, Sweetheart?” Travis’ eye briefly met yours, before going back to the road.
“My lips are sealed.” you faked zipping up your lips by running your pinched fingers along your mouth. Travis just chuckled and grabbed your hand with the one that wasn’t on the steering wheel.
“What have you been up to?” Trvais asked when he finally found a place to park.
“Just the same old stuff.” you shook off the question. You got out the truck, and laid your blanket out in the bed of the truck. The fall air was cool, and the stars were shining bright. They looked like diamonds. Travis pulled you into him, as you both just stared at the sky.
“Everytime I see you, I’m blown away by your beauty.” Travis whispered into your ear, as he hugged you closer.
“I bet you are.” you dismissed him. Sinking into his body. It’s always like this, but you were going to savor the good moments.
“I really am.” Travis concluded and you decided not to answer. He sat up and jumped out of your makeshift bed. You looked up at him confused when he took your hands, and tried to pull you out as well.
“What the hell are you doing, Travis?” you asked, confused.
“Come dance with me.” he simply said, as if he did this all the time. In reality Travis never wanted to dance with you. He barely wanted to show he knew you in public. Nevertheless, you got out the truck and let him sway you under the stars. Travis was staring at you, but you just kept your head tucked on his shoulder. Suddenly he started kissing your neck and you knew what he wanted. He only called you to be his booty call. You should’ve known. Travis was now kissing up your jaw, and found your sweet spot making you gasp out.
“Wanna take this to the backseat?” Travis asked, looking into your eyes, and you nodded. You couldn’t say no to him. He was your kryptonite. He opened the door for you, and you climbed in. You started taking off your shirt for him, and he was taking off his jeans. You hadn’t worn a bra, and you saw the hunger grow in his eyes when he noticed. “You are gorgeous.” he mumbled out as he started kissing your breasts. His tongue was working on your left nipple, as his fingers were playing with your right nipple. You were a moaning mess. You saw him growing in his boxers, and you were ready for him. He knew your body was ready for him, but he wanted to play with you for a little while longer.
“Travis I want your dick.” you moaned out.
“Patience, Sweetheart.” Travis grumbled out, but moved to take off your leggings. He felt all the blood rush to his dick, when he saw you red thong. He pulled it off of you as fast as he could in the backseat of a truck. Then he got his boxers off, and rolled on the condom that was in his jean pocket. “You are so wet for me.” Travis stated the obvious as his finger found your pussy. You were bucking your hips into his finger wanting more friction. “I told you to be patient.” Travis reminded you as he pushed your hips back down.
“Please, Travis, give me more.” you whined out into the heavy air. Without warning, Travis slammed his penis into you. Stretching you in a way, no one else has. “Travis! Fuck!” you yelled out.
“You take my dick so well, Princess.” Travis praised you. “Do you like taking my dick?”
“Yes! Yes! I love taking your dick!” you were a hot mess, and he loved seeing you like this. Your hair was big and you were falling apart under him. Travis was slamming into you so hard you could feel the truck moving back and forth.
“Look how hot you are. Taking me so well.” Travis kept praising you as you were both getting sweaty.
“I’m going to cum.” you warned, and when Travis heard that his fingers went straight to your clit. He was pinching it and rolling it, getting you screaming even louder. You tightened around him, and he helped you through your orgaism. You were panting, but Travis was still chasing his high.
“I’m getting close. You are doing so well, Sweetheart.” Travis admitted, and you mustered enough strength to tighten around him. That did it for him, and he exploded into the condom. He pulled out of you, and tied off the condom throwing in an old grocery sack he used as a trash bag. “That was amazing.” He praised you one lat time.
“Yeah, it was.” you agreed with him. You promptly start getting dressed again. you didn’t know how much longer you could do this. You were Travis’ secret booty call. That was a tough pill for you to swallow. “Do you even want to be in a relationship with me?” you quietly asked, nervously.
“Oh come on,” Travis scoffed out, “Don’t ruin the moment.” you stated quiet for a couple minutes as Travis was still getting his head in order from the mind-boggling orgaism you gave him.
“Can you take me home?” you asked even quieter. He obviously only wanted sex from you, and you needed to get out of the car before you started crying.
“y/n, don’t do this.” Travis signed.
“Just take me home, Travis. Please.” you pleaded with him, and he huffed as he got himself dressed. You were packing up the back of the truck. He was in the driver's seat when you got back into the truck.  
The car ride back to your house was awkward. The radio was the only thing to be heard. When you got home you broke down. How could you be so foolish to think he wanted something from you? You ended up crying yourself to sleep, and slept most of the next day away. You didn’t even bother to try and catch the game on TV, but knew they won when Nolan texted you asking for you to come out with the team. You didn’t want to see Travis, but you wanted to find someone else to fill the void he left.
You got into your best outfit, and did your hair and makeup. You tried telling yourself that you weren’t doing this for Travis, but even you didn’t quite believe it. Nolan picked you up, on his way to the bar.
“How are you?” Nolan asked as soon as you got into the car.
“I’m doing fine.” you stated, but Nolan gave you a look. He didn’t even believe you. “I’m fine, Nolan.” you said again with more force in your voice, and Nolan let the conversion go.  
“Travis had been a wreck. Showing up to practice late and tired, almost got himself scratched.” Nolan quietly said.
“I don’t care.” you lied. You really did care about Travis. That's why you had put up with his fuckboy attitude for as long as you did.
“You do.” Nolan stated the obvious, “Travis is just scared of commitment. He really does love you. He’s just worried about fucking it up.”
“He fucked it up, even if he didn’t mean to.” you stated. “But tonight I am going to be leaving with someone that isn’t Travis.”
You and Nolan had made it to the bar, where the rest of the guys were. You went straight to the bar, before even looking at them. When your eyes found Travis, you were surprised to find his arms empty. He wasn’t flirting with anyone, which was weird for him. He shyly waved to you, and you turned back to the bar not wanting to talk to him. He got the hint and left you alone for most of the night.
The air was too stuffy, and you needed a break from everything. You were leaning against the outside wall. “Hey, you okay?” when you turned your head to the side and found Carter Hart, the rookie goaltender.
“I think so.” you mumbled out.
“Bars not your thing?” Carter asked, and you scoffed out a laugh.
“You could say that,” you replied, “It’s proving to be increasingly difficult to avoid someone.”
“So your hiding?” Carter clarified.
“I guess I am.” you concluded, and just then Travis walked out the door, with no girl in his arms. “Fuck. Speaking of the devil.” you mumbled.
“Oh shit. You’re Konecny’s girl?” Carter asked.
“I am not Konecny’s girl.” you clarified. You saw the hurt that flashed in Travis’ eyes, but decided he was worthy of feeling that pain.
“Can I talk to you, y/n?” Travis asked, “Alone.” Travis waved off Carter. Carter left with no problem, and you cursed under your breath.
“What do you want, Konecny?” you sharply asked him.
“I want to ask for your forgiveness. I fucked up. Really badly. I was leading you on, and that was unfair of me. I truly do love you. I’m just not that good at showing it.” Travis pleaded with you. You glared up at him, but you saw the sadness in his eyes, and knew he was telling the truth.
“You really hurt me.” you confessed with tears in your eyes.
“I know. Please let me make it up to you.” Travis' eyes were also glossy. You just nodded, and his face exploded into a smile. “y/n l/n will you please go on a date with me?” Travis asked you.
“Travis Konecny, I would love to go on a date with you.” you smiled, when his smile got even bigger, which you didn’t even know was possible. With the light music coming from the bar, Travis dragged you off the wall and swayed with you under the stars. Just like he did a couple days ago, but this time it was in public. Travis leaned down to kiss you, and the kiss was sweet. He barely tasted like alcohol, which made you more confident. You now knew for sure that was him talking, not the alcohol. When he pulled back, he just let your forehead rest on each other.
Travis picked you up the next Friday night for your date. He was dressed up in a suit you’ve never seen him wear, making you think he went out and bought it. You had on a red dress, and did your hair and makeup. You felt beautiful and confident. Travis knocked on your front door, and led you to his truck. Then he opened the door for you helping you up into it. Everything was going great. He even let you play your music from the aux cord.
The restaurant he took you to was nothing less than fancy. There was chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, and there were candles on the table. Everything was so romantic. You insisted on paying for your meal, but Travis was having none of that. He insisted that it would just be ungentlemanlike to let you pay, and you rolled your eyes.
After dinner, Travis asked if he could blind fold you. You were skeptical, but trusted him. He was driving through winding paths, and after what felt like ten minutes, Travis stopped the truck. He killed the engine, and opened your door for you. When he had you take off the blindfold, he had his arm wrapped around your waist. “This is where I go to just get away from everything.” he explained. Travis had taken you to his hiding spot. The spot was up on a hill, and overlooked Philly. All the lights were shining. When you looked over at Travis you found him already looking at you.
“It's beautiful.” you mumbled.
“Yeah it is.” He agreed but didn’t even look away from you. You stood on your tiptoes, and he leaned down to let your lips meet in a kiss. After the kiss, Travis got a blanket that was in his backseat, and laid it out on the ground. He sat down and you followed suit. He held you as he told you stories about his family and hockey teammates. Travis was letting you in, and you couldn’t be happier.
“I love you, Travis Konecny.” you interrupted his story, about something Nolan had done on their most recent road trip.
“I love you too, y/n l/n.” Travis said back. Leaning down to kiss you again. “Will you be my girlfriend?”
“Yes.” you said. As you laid under the stars, you couldn’t help but fall even more in love with Travis Konecny, and he couldn’t help but fall more in love with you.
finished
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lovemeleo · 4 years
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ok.... hear me out.... evgeni having to get his wisdom teeth taken out and being scared for the procedure and jackson comofrting him (also evgeni on anesthetics afterwards because I feel like that would be really funny)
(also I love your writing so much you're just amazing thx bye)
omg anon! I got so excited when I saw this prompt, I shared it with the whole SW discord server. Such a fantastic idea, and I hope I do it justice! I’m so glad you enjoy my writing, you’re so sweet! Hope you enjoy this fic xx
credit to @lumosinlove for the SW world and of course Nado & Zhenya 
if you’d like to check out my other nuny fics, here are the links:
- Cuddles with Love
- Remus finds out
- A New Dream Come True
- I’ve Got You
- The Same Brainwaves
- All You Need
cw: anesthesia, talking about medicine and dental work
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“Zhenya, you’ve gotta get out of the car.” Nado said, his head resting on the steering wheel. The only answer he received was a lot of grumbled Russian that he didn’t understand. 
They had been sitting outside the oral surgeon’s office for 20 minutes. Luckily Jackson had planned in advance, getting them there an hour early. He knew Zhenya was nervous, it had been obvious since he made the appointment a month ago. Jackson could see the slight tremble in his boyfriend’s hands as he gripped at the sleeves of his hoodie.
Jackson reached over, resting a hand over Zhenya’s, “Baby, it’s going to be okay.” He murmured softly, rubbing his thumb over the frayed sleeve edge that covered Zhenya’s knuckles.
“Don’t want to go to sleep,” Zhenya whispered, turning his hand over to intertwine their fingers together. He had been putting it off for awhile now but the pain was getting too bad, struggling to sleep some nights.
Squeezing his hand, Jackson leaned over and resting his head on the taller man’s shoulder, “I know, babe. But it’ll be quick, they’ll sedate you and then when you wake up, it’ll all be over with and we can go home.”
Zhenya took a deep breath as he looked out the window, “Ok, let’s go. Before I lose confidence.” He said, quickly unbuckling his seatbelt and jumping out of the car. Jackson scrambled to follow him, grabbing his keys and phone before running to catch up to Zhenya who had already made it to the door.
After getting checked in, they sat down in the waiting room. The only sounds were Zhenya’s foot tapping nervously on the floor and the quiet music that played over the speaker. Jackson was thankful for that. If there were any type of dentist machine noises, Zhenya would’ve probably booked it right back out to the car.
Less than fifteen minutes later, a doctor came out the door, “Evgeni?” Zhenya’s hand tensed on the arm of the chair before he nodded.
“It’ll be okay, Zhenya. I’ll be waiting.” Jackson murmured, squeezing his hand before letting him go. He watched as Zhenya followed the doctor back, glancing back before the door closed behind them. 
And then he waited.
Around half an hour later, a nurse came out, “Hi, are you here for Evgeni?” She asked, glancing down at her clipboard.
Jackson was up and walking over to her before she finished, “Yeah, that’s me. Is everything okay? Is he okay?”
“Of course. Everything went very smoothly. He should be ready to go within the next couple minutes. We should get back there, he was already asking for you.” She explained, leading him back to one of the rooms.
Before she opened the door, Jackson could already hear Zhenya talking. He couldn’t help the smile that spread on his face.
The nurse opened the door, “Evgeni, I found your Nado for you, hun.” She said, leading Jackson into the room. 
Zhenya turned from where he had been rambling to the doctor in a wheelchair, his chubby cheeked face lighting up, “Котенок! You’re here.” He said. Or at least that’s what Jackson thought he said. He had ice packs strapped to either side of his face, gauze filling his mouth. And fuck, Jackson still thought he was cute as hell. 
“Of course I’m here, Zhenya. Told you I’d be waiting for you.” Jackson said with a smile.
Zhenya smiled, his head flopping slightly to look at the doctor, “видеть? я говорил тебе. I told you. He’s so good.” 
Chuckling softly, the doctor nodded, “Yes, I believe you, Evgeni.” He replied before looking at Nado. “I’ve prescribed him ibuprofen and Vicodin, which you can get from the pharmacy before you go. He can have one of each right away together, but after that it’s one pill of Motrin every six hours and one pill of Vicodin every 4 hours. It’s okay if you don’t remember all this, it’ll be on the bottles and the paperwork. Give us a call if he has any problems, okay?”
“Sounds good. Thanks so much for taking care of him.” Jackson said, shaking the doctor’s hand before he began pushing Zhenya down the hall.
Zhenya stared up at him the whole time, which was fairly comical as he couldn’t close his mouth, but he was still smiling, “Котенок. Hi.” Zhenya mumbled around the gauze.
Running a gentle hand through his hair, Jackson smiled as he made his way to the pharmacy, “Hi babe. You doing okay?” 
“So good. Took nap, now I see you. So good.” Zhenya said with a shrug, his head lolling to the side. Once they got to the pharmacy, Jackson parked Zhenya next to one of the chairs. A hand grabbed his wrist before he could walk away though.
Jackson turned to see Zhenya’s pouting face staring back at him, “I need to go get your medicine, Zhenya.”
To Jackson’s horror, tears started welling up in his boyfriend’s eyes, “You go? You leave me?” Zhenya said, his grip falling from Jackson’s arm.
Squatting down in front of Zhenya, Jackson took his boyfriend’s hand in his, “Hey, don’t cry, babe. I’m right here. Not going anywhere. I’ll bring you with, okay? Please don’t cry.” He blurted out, pressing a kiss to Zhenya’s knuckles.
Zhenya sniffled, his free hand coming to rub at his eyes, “Promise?” 
“Of course, I promise. I got you, Zhenya.” Jackson said quietly. He pushed the wheelchair up with him to the Pharmacy pick-up desk, parking Zhenya right behind him so he could get the medicine.
Just as he was about to hand the pharmacist his card, a large hand grabbed at his butt, making him let out what could only be called a squeak. Quickly whipping his head around, he gave Zhenya a dirty look, “Really?!” 
Zhenya looked completely nonplussed as he leaned back into his wheelchair with the approximate of what Jackson would call a smirk if his face wasn’t so swollen, “What? You put it in my face, how can I not?”
Letting out a sigh, Jackson handed the card to the pharmacist who was now trying to hide their smile. They handed over the bag and finally they were off towards the door, “Do you think you can walk to the car? Or do you want to use the chair?”
“Can I walk? Of course I can walk.” Zhenya said with a huff, carefully pushing himself off the chair. His legs wobbled a bit but after a second, he got his balance, giving Jackson a wide grin. “See? I’m strong. I did so good.”
Chuckling softly, Jackson put the chair back before wrapping an arm around Zhenya’s waist to lead him out, just in case, “Yeah, Zhenya. You did great.”
Zhenya seemed to take Jackson’s arm around his waist as a come-on because the other man felt a hand slowly creeping its way down to the back pocket of his jeans.
“Zhenya, not while we’re trying to walk.” Jackson said with a laugh, squeezing the taller man’s side.
Humming to himself, Zhenya rested his head on top of Jackson’s, “Nutty taught me word for this. Cake. You have nice cake.” He punctuated his statement with another squeeze.
At this point, Jackson was just trying to get them into the car, “Thanks, babe. That’s very nice of you to say.” He said, opening the passenger side door before helping Zhenya in, getting him buckled in. He quickly got in on the drivers side and they were finally heading home. 
Zhenya’s hand made its way over to Jackson’s leg as he drove, his fingers drawing shapes into the material of his pants, “I love you, you know, Котенок?”
A soft smile spread on Jackson’s face as he glanced over at his boyfriend, reaching down to squeeze his hand, “Yeah, Zhenya, I know. I love you too.”
The giant soppy grin was back on Zhenya’s face as he leaned onto the headrest, “I’m cuddle you when we get home. All day.” 
Well. How could Jackson argue with that?
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eunoiaflow3r · 4 years
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A/N: the beginning hurt my heart to write lol, but I promise it gets better.
Warning: mistakes, angst, fluff... fem!reader.
Word Count: 2.41k
Request: Can you do a story where the reader x Spencer are in a heated argument and out of anger she slaps him?
Summary: Spencer becomes addicted to Dilaudid, and Y/N does what she can to help him - even if it takes him longer to realize how good she’s been to him.
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Things with Spencer have been...rough lately.
It was the little - subtle - changes you noticed in him everyday that just made everything worse for the both of you.
First, it was him coming home later than usual. The usual was already pretty late considering what he did for a living, but lately when he came home, he was at least two hours late. He told you whenever you asked that he was just working later, and you believed him. Why wouldn’t you?
Next came the distance. Even when he was home, he barely spoke to you. Barely even acknowledged your presence. At first you just thought he needed space as one does, but the more it happened, the more you felt like something was wrong. When you asked him, he’d get freaked out, and say something like, “Nothing! Leave me alone.”
And you did.
It was when he started coming home with headaches, nausea, and dizziness that you really began to worry.
“Spencer are you okay? Let me help you.”
“I said I’m fine Y/N! Just give me some space?”
After this, you gave him his space. So much so that you didn’t talk to him unless you spoke to you first - which he barely did. You didn’t cook him dinner, you didn’t check and make sure he had everything ready for work like you usually do, and you didn’t even kiss him goodnight. When he got into bed with you, he didn’t even come close to you which hurt so much that you started sleeping on the couch.
Living like this was tiring, and you didn’t want to live like that anymore. Spencer barely acknowledged your existence, and when he did, he'd say something rude, or just roll his eyes at you.
When and if he was ever home, you spent most of your time in the bedroom because he’d be in the living room or bathroom, doing God-knows-what.
Since you did spend most of your time in the bedroom apart from sleeping, you decided to do a deep clean. You brought in the trash can and recycling ben and recycled all the excess paper and water bottles laying around. You threw away all his candy wrappers, and made sure the bed was made so that he could sleep well whenever he did sleep.
You went to check if anything was under the bed, and as you were reaching your hand wrapped around what felt like a medication bottle.
You brought it out, but there was no label.
Didn’t matter anyway, you recognized it - it was Dilaudid. Thing was, you were sure that Spencer had not been injured recently therefore it had meant that he had gotten them from somewhere, and had been taking them just to take them.
You shook your head painfully. You should have known. You should have realized sooner that he was addicted. How had you not noticed?
His behavior, the sickness...why didn’t it add up?
“What are you doing?” You nearly jumped, and turned around to a scowling Spencer with his arms crossed.
“What are you doing?” You held up the bottle, and his eyes went wide. “You’re a profiler Reid, if you were going to be a pill-popper you should have known to hide it better.”
“Yeah, well, what are you doing going through my stuff anyway? You don’t even sleep in here.”
“Yeah, well, sorry it’s just not comfortable to sleep next to you at the moment.”
He shakes his head, and looks at the bottle in your hands. “Whatever, can I have it back?”
“No Spencer. I think it’s time you stopped.”
“I don’t have time for these games Y/N, give me the bottle back.” He tried to take the bottle from your hands, but you pushed him away. 
“Son of a bitch, just give me the damn bottle Y/N, I need them!”
“You don’t need them Spence -”
“I need them a hell of a lot more than I need you.” He spat spitefully. This made your heart hurt, and you were fighting to hold back tears.
He tried to reach for them again, but you slapped him. Straight across the face. It was so hard and fast, for a second you both had hardly realized what you had done. He held his cheek with one of his hands and stepped away from you.
You didn’t say anything and instead grabbed a backpack from the closet. You put the bottle in, and then as many clothes of yours that could fit. “You may not need me Spencer,” you began, willing your voice not to shake, “but you need help.”
You grabbed a couple of things from your nightstand and shoved it inside the bag.
“W-what are you doing?” he asks, watching you gather some more of your things. 
He followed you into the living room, and watched as you grabbed your jacket from the closet by the door.
“Where are you going?” He asks clearly hurt.
“I’m staying with a friend, you obviously -”
“Oh, so you’re leaving me? Like everyone else in my life, you’re leaving me too?’
You sighed. “I’m not leaving you Spencer. You just need -”
“Stop telling me what I need, you obviously don’t know what the hell I need.” He was upset now.
“That’s right Spencer, I don’t know what you need. But you keep telling me to give you space, so that’s what I’m going to do.” You closed your eyes for a second. “There’s dinner in the fridge. I love you.”
And with that, you left.
_
Spencer was cold. His stomach hurt, and he was tired. How had he let this happen to him? How had he let himself get this way? He promised he would never hurt you, and now he’s scared that that’s exactly what he’s been doing. Hurting you.
Hell, he’s been hurting himself. He knew he shouldn’t have started taking them again but with all the things going on, he was tempted. The only thing going good in his life was you, and now he had fucked that up too.
_
The next day, you paid a little visit to the BAU. You didn’t see Spencer right away, which was a good thing since if you saw him, you’d probably end up crying. When JJ saw you, she got excited and wrapped her arms around you.
“Y/N, where have you been?” 
“Busy.” You smiled. You and her made small talk until you saw Morgan. You promised JJ you would be right back, and went straight to Morgan. 
Morgan was your best friend, and the entire reason you had even met Spencer in the first place.
“Y/N! Hey!” His smile gets wide but dims once he really takes a look at you. “Woah woah woah, what’s the matter?”
You saw Spencer walk by with his head down, and you tried to avoid his eyes, but he had already seen you, and was walking over.
“Y/N?” he said quietly. “What are you doing here?”
You smiled at him but turned to Morgan and asked if you could speak with him privately. Spencer was confused, and wasn’t sure what to do. You were here to see Derek and not him? What were you going to talk to him about?
Morgan pulled you into Garcia’s office and she was beyond ecstatic to see you. After the hugs and catching up, Morgan asked what brought you here, “lookin’ all sad.”
You went into your purse and brought out the bottle of Dilaudid, and handed it to Morgan.
“Is this?” 
You nodded.
“I don’t know if you guys noticed, but he’s been acting -”
“Oh we know.” Penelope exclaimed. “He’s been kind of an asshole lately.”
“I’m not sure what to do. He’s not listening to me, and I don’t - I don’t know how to help him when he’s like this.”
“We’ll figure it out.” Morgan told you. “We’ll get pretty boy back.”
_
Spencer has been going crazy. There were broken glasses on the kitchen floor, dirty clothes strewn everywhere, and couch cushions flipped and thrown across the room. His hair was messy from pulling at his curls, and his eyes were red from crying.
He couldn’t sleep, and he couldn’t eat, and he was shaking. He didn’t know what to do. All he wanted to do was call you, but he wasn’t even sure if you were going to answer him. 
He had a headache, and all he’s been doing these past few days is going to work, and coming home to a dark, dirty, and depressing apartment.
He had had countless panic attacks, and he was driving himself mad.
His team members have all tried to help him, and they've spent time with him, but all he really wanted to see was you.
He found his address book and tried to think about who you might be staying with. He knew it probably wasn’t Morgan because you hated where he lived. He knew it wasn’t any of your sister because she would have called him and told him he was a dick. He thought really hard and finally figured out you were probably with your friend from grade school that you always talked about missing.
He grabbed his car keys not caring how he looked, and drove to Y/F/N’s house.
When he got there he swore for a second that his heart stopped beating. He took a few breaths and knocked on the front door.
You answered.
He noticed that you looked just as bad as he was. This made him feel worse. How could he do this to you?
“Spencer?” You were almost happy to see him. “I thought - well - I thought you needed space?”
He shook his head and tears fell down his face. You wanted to wipe them away, but you weren’t quite sure where the boundaries were at the moment.
“I don’t need space Y/N, that’s never what I needed.” He’s almost sobbing now, and you allow him to walk closer towards you. “I need you. I need you Y/N. That’s all I ever needed.”
This was your Spencer. 
The Spencer yelling at you and ignoring you...that wasn’t him.
The Spencer in front of you now? This is him.
You wrap your arms around his neck and he rests his head on your shoulders, wrapping his arms around your waist - squeezing tightly almost like he was afraid you’d leave.
He cries into your shoulder, and you run your fingers through his tangled hair. “I’m so so sorry Y/N. That wasn’t me Y/N.” he cried, “That wasn’t me. I was a dick, I’m- I’m so so sorry.”
“Shhhh, I know it wasn’t Spence. I know it wasn’t. Let’s go home okay?” He brings his head up and you wipe away his tears, unaware that you had shed a few of your own. “Let’s go home.”
_
The next few days Spencer spent right by your side. He wasn’t letting you go anywhere. You helped him clean the apartment back up, and you made sure he ate and took showers. You made sure he slept, and slowly Spencer went back to how he was before the Dilaudid.
Adorable, dorky, and fun.
You made sure to take him to meetings too. Sometimes Morgan went with you guys too, but you just wanted to remind Spencer that he wasn’t the only one out there dealing with what he was dealing with. You wanted to show him that he wasn’t alone, and that he should be proud of himself for what he has overcome and accomplished.
Still the way he treated you that month tore apart his soul and he made sure that with every breathing, waking moment he was making it up to you. You didn’t deserve that. You’ve always been right there, always by his side, always there for him, and the way he treated you was unacceptable.
_
“I love you Y/N.” He told you one night after he got home from work. You had both had busy days, but he had made sure to always, always make sure he had time for you. “I love you with everything I’ve got.” he kissed your temple. “And everything more.”
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lavishedinjimin · 4 years
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a little bit of sugar, daddy [9]
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↳ pairing: taehyung x reader
↳ genre: smut, CEO! au, sugardaddy! au 
↳ rating: 18+
↳ word count: 11.5k (This is the longest fic I’ve written so far oops) 
↳ warnings: dom tae, sub reader, cussing, big dick taehyung, unprotected sex (FUCKING GLOVE THEM UP BEOTCH), rough sex, choking, handcuffing, use of gag ball, dirty talk, face fucking, multiple orgasms, and many more :D
— synopsis: Taehyung - a sugardaddy and a businessman, a man who derives his life from sex, pleasure, and money. Y/n - a girl working at a small cafe, whose sex life is as dry as the weekly delivered coffee beans. Will Y/n adjust to the new lifestyle she agreed to, and keep up with all of the dirty antics with Taehyung?
THIS TOOK TOO FUCKING LONG. Sorry for any errors, grammatical mistakes or typos! Check out my masterlist to see more! 
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The sound of your phone’s alarm clock wakes you up from your deep sleep, cutting off your dream about you and Olivia. Quickly sitting up to remove the sleepiness away from your body, you stretch your arms upwards, groaning from the satisfying feeling. You feel the fresh morning air and the sunlight coming through your blinds, painting your sheets with a faint yellowish tint. 
Grabbing your phone from the desk, you text your best friend.
You [6:23 AM]
– Liv! I had a dream about you.
– You probably won’t see this until later though
– But I dreamed that we were at a strip club and you were so wasted that you climbed up on one of the poles and you twerked
You [6:24 AM]
 – But instead of the people cheering you on
– They laughed because you had no butt to shake
– And you cried… yikes
A giggle escapes your lips, trying to remember more of what happened in your dream but that one scenario was the only one stuck in your mind. Leaving your phone on the bed, you scramble to the bathroom to shower.
You had an appointment with your doctor today regarding your birth control. It was Taehyung’s request, and you had no choice but to do what you were told. There was no point in saying no, too. You figured that there’s no harm in using it. And besides – you researched that being on the pill is safer than pulling out! 
After you showered, you wore a beige sweater and black skinny jeans paired with your black low-cut converse. It was a good thing that your first period at school today was at eight-thirty, and your appointment at seven o’clock, leaving you enough time. Arranging your bag for school, you grab all your necessities before heading out with your keys, locking the door.
Somehow, you didn’t feel trapped around Taehyung at all. There was no suffocating feeling, he wasn’t pushing you to do anything you didn’t want to. He always made sure that you’re okay with everything.
You liked it. You like that someone was finally taking care of you when your own parents couldn’t.
You called a cab, smiling brightly at him to freshen his day as you sat on the backseat. “Good morning sir!”
Sir. Ahh, how you miss Taehyung. 
“Good morning to you too, young lady! Where are we off to today?”
The driver was so nice, making your heart warm. You saw that he was 50 years old from the I.D he stuck behind his seat. He’s bald, looks very young for a middle-aged man.
“Umm, Mrs. Raya Kim’s clinic? It’s at 3148 Doctor’s Drive…” you mumble.
“Ah yes. Understood.”
You release a pleased sigh, trying to relax your body at the uncomfortable seat.
You feel nervous, not going to lie. You feel tense for the appointment even though Mrs. Raya was a trusted doctor. Olivia told you that a gynecologist would’ve been better, but you knew no one you could rely on and you did not want to go outside of the city.
The ride was quiet, and you smile when you hear the driver humming an unknown song. It was kinda creepy from how joyous he was – you've never seen a cab driver this bubbly in the morning!
“We’re here,” the driver says and you quickly scurry inside your bag to find your wallet, giving him three dollars.
“Thank you,” you bid farewell before opening the car door, slinging your bag over your shoulder. Before you can even shut it close, the man yells.
“Miss! You dropped your phone!”
Your heart jumps out of your chest when you see your phone ditched on the dirty carpeted floor of the cab. You cringe, forehead wrinkling as you quickly pick it up and wipe the device using the hem of your sleeve. “Oh my god, thank you so much!” you say dolefully, eyebrows furrowed, “Please drive safe!”
The man chuckles, “I will. Please be mindful of your belongings.”
You nod your head, finally closing the door shut and the car drives away.
God, that was close. Good thing he didn’t just leave and drive away. 
You'll probably cry if you lose your phone. 
Placing the event that just happened at the back of your mind, you make your way in front of the clinic, slowly pushing the door open. The bell at the top of the doorframe jingles, indicating your presence.
The doctor’s office always scared you, even back as a child. Even though you’re already twenty, you still had that tinge of uneasiness whenever you walked into a room. You wish you had someone here with you. Striding your way to the front desk, you force a smile out of you.
“Good morning,” you start, “I have an appointment with Mrs. Kim at seven?”
The man over the counter starts to look through her files, “Name?” he states blandly.
“Y/n ___.”
Going through the papers, he emits a satisfied sigh when he finds your folder of records. He looks through the beige folder, nodding his head, “Alright, Mrs. Kim is still working with another patient right now so please have a seat, and I’ll call you when she’s ready.”
“Okay, thank you.” You grip your bag strap tightly, finding a vacant seat in the lounge to sit in. Good thing there were not a lot of people, about five of you inside the area, and you can sit in peace.
Checking the time on your phone – 6:50 am, it reads. You had ten minutes left to kill so you decide to call Taehyung so that your nerves can rest for a little while.
Your heart thumps faster in your chest, pressing the call button with your thumb as you chew on your bottom lip.
Bringing your screen to your right ear, you wait for him to answer.
Taehyung was in the middle of signing documents when he heard his phone ring from the other side of the room. He furrows his brows, standing up from his leather chair as he follows the sound of his ringtone. He picks up his phone from the couch and immediately smiles when he sees the caller I.D.
“Hello, angel.”
The deep, raspy voice quickly made you squeeze your thighs together, preventing a whimper. You can never get used to his hot voice.
“Hi,” you quietly say, “I’m sorry if I’m disturbing you…”
“No, no, absolutely not,” his mood brightens up immediately as he hears the pleasing tone of your voice, “You never disturb me. I’d rather talk to you all day, baby.”
The way he was saying those words, a sultry, teasing vibe was making your legs quiver. You shouldn’t be feeling like this! Not when there’s other people around. Maybe calling him was a mistake… 
“Taehyung, I’m at… I’m at the doctors.”
“What? What for?!” he suddenly blurts out, thinking that you got sick or got into some kind of trouble. He sits down on the couch, placing his right leg on top of the other as he rests his free arm out on the backrest. “Are you okay?”
You giggle, chewing on the inside of your cheeks, “Do you remember when you told me I should get prescribed for birth control?”
Taehyung, right after you said those words, hangs his head low while he runs his tongue along his bottom lip. Black strands of his hair cover the front of his eyes as he stares at his lap. He smirks cockily, “Yeah?”
Yet he doesn’t let you reply though, answering before you, “Are you about to?”
You nod, but you remember that he wasn’t actually there to see you. “Mhmm, I’m quite nervous though.”
Taehyung sighs as he can’t hide the growing smirk on his face. He hates how his mind was absolutely going straight to the gutter, but he tries to keep most of his composure. “Ahh, why are you nervous, angel? There’s nothing to worry about, right?”
You slightly frown, your fingers starting to pick on the fabric of your jeans. “I know, but,” you blush, “I wish I had company.”
“Oh, angel,” he breathes out, feeling a stinging pinch in his chest. “You should've told me so that I can be with you.”
“Yeah but,” you protest, “I didn’t want to bother you.”
“You know that’s not a problem, Y/n. You should know that by now.” You gulp from the sudden use of your first name, his tone becoming strict. “I can make time for you. Why didn’t you tell me that you had it scheduled today, hm? Especially now for an important matter.”
Your eyes widen, feeling your mouth go dry as you try to find a quick answer. Just the way he was speaking as if he was talking to an employee of his or a client – firm and stern, made you tremble in your seat. You did not know when you’ll get used to it.
“I’m sorry,” was the only thing that you can say, breath hitching up.
Taehyung squints his eyes and bites his lip for a quick second, enthralled by the soft tone of your voice. He decides to play with you, keeping in mind that you were in a public place. “Sorry? That’s the only thing you can say?” he teases. 
You can’t hide back your whimpers as you felt electricity run through your spine and down to  your core.
“It w-won’t happen again.”
“Remind yourself who you’re talking to.”
“Sir. I’m sorry s-sir,” you half-whisper, careful so that others won’t hear you. You were blushing so hard, not believing that this was happening right now. The air suddenly gets hot around you, feeling butterflies in your stomach when Taehyung growls softly.
“Good girl,” he chuckles, amused, “Look at you, whimpering. Wanna tell me why, baby?”
Bouncing your knee up and down, you emit a shaky sigh. His voice was turning you on so much, but it was hard to keep your emotions to yourself when there were other people around. The room wasn’t loud, but quiet enough that if you listen closely, you’ll hear what other people are talking about.
You worry if these strangers can hear you too.
“Tae – sir, please,” you beg, “not right now.”
“Aww, why?” he fakes an upset tone, pouting his lips, “you don’t want people to hear you, huh? Hear how desperate you are?”
You feel yourself slowly soaking your panties so you cross your legs together, trying to relieve some type of friction. “Mmm, s-sir,” you mewl, shutting your eyes while your fingers grip the phone tighter, “I can’t…”
Taehyung feels his dick harden through his pants, curling his other hand into a fist as he digs his nails into his palm. He likes messing with you like this. Yes, it was cruel of him – but you had to get used to it.
This was only the beginning.
“If I was there I’d have no problem with teasing you, angel. Resting my hand on your thigh, dragging it close to your cunt? Hm? I don’t care if people will look at us,” he laughs darkly, “I’ll even let them watch.”
“Sir,” you whine, “I- i/please. I want y-you but I can’t.”
“Oh, baby, baby,” he coos, “I know. Can’t handle it? You just want me to be there with you right now? Is that what you need?”
“Yes!” you declare too loudly, causing an elderly man to whip his head in your direction. Instantly looking down at your feet, your cheeks flush in a deep shade of red. You feel so embarrassed!
Taehyung has never heard you like this, sounding so needy. He finds your little noises so adorable, wanting to just snuggle you up in his arms, stroke your hair, and fuck you against the wall. It was crazy how the little things you do turns him on, having such a huge effect on him. Deep inside, he was afraid of how whipped he was for you.
He can imagine your red face as you struggle to shut your mouth, how you were probably biting on your lip. He wants to see your cute blushing face in person so badly, wants to hold you in his arms and play with your cunt, wants to see you cum – but he has work to do. So, he settles on dirty talk. 
“I bet you’re wet right now, angel. Hmm? My dick’s throbbing for you baby,” he grunts when he brings his hand down to palm the tent his cock has created. “Wanna have my way with you so bad.”
You knit your eyebrows together in frustration, licking your dry lips. You didn’t know what to do anymore. As your foot nervously taps on the white tiled floor, you feel your palms getting sweaty.
He growls, making you release a quiet moan. “Fuck, you make me go crazy. I want you so bad, angel. Want to fuck you here in my office with the door unlocked so that people can easily come inside. You want that, hmm? People catching us fuck? Bet your cute little pussy’s begging for that, huh?”
“S-sir, mmh” you whimper with pursed lips, getting wetter and wetter each second. Taehyung knows that you can’t do anything in this situation that you’re in, making him have all the control.
Yes, you can just hang up, but you don’t want another punishment.
“Miss Y/n?”
Your head instantly snaps up when you hear the man call for your name from the front desk, and you quickly try to get yourself together.
“Yes?” you reply with wide eyes, heart pounding rapidly.
“Mrs. Raya is ready for you.”
Taehyung hears this and chuckles.
“Okay,” you nod furiously, forcing a fake smile.
“Sir—Taehyung, I have to go.”
Taehyung frowns, purposely making his tone deeper, “Oh, so you’re gonna leave me needy, huh?”
”Tae!” you clench your hand into a fist, punching your knee in frustration, “I’m sorry, but I have to go!” He finally stops teasing you, sighing as he replies with an ‘okay’, saying his goodbye. You scatter to put your phone back in your back pocket as you stand up, fast-walking to Mrs. Raya’s office. 
Damn him for making you feel this way. 
Your hand grip the door handle as you slowly twist it open, carefully pushing the white wooden door. The smell of rubbing alcohol instantly hits your nose as you step foot, your doctor instantly greeting you with a kind smile. 
“Y/n, good morning!” she chirps, welcoming you with open arms. 
“H-hi,” you smile, shutting the door. Even though Mrs. Raya is already in her 40’s, she still looks radiant and blooming. She has very white teeth and a gorgeous smile, brown chocolate skin, and luscious curly hair. She motions you to sit on the other side of the desk and you oblige, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. 
“May I ask your age before we proceed?” she asks politely as she sits across from you. “My record of you here is,” she suddenly whips out a white folder and checks through papers, “not updated at all.” 
“Oh,” you chuckle, “I’m twenty.” 
Mrs. Raya nods and gathers a pad of paper in front of her to write on. She starts teaching you all about the contraceptive pills and how it can affect your body and its possible side effects. But most of the time you were tapping your foot on the ground, fiddling your fingers together in nervousness as you try to calm down. You were acting like such a child, yet all you can think about is Taehyung. Your eyes disconnect from your doctor's gaze and they land on the white desk. 
You were still on Cloud 9 from the previous incident, thinking about the deep timbre of his voice. 
“Miss Y/n,” her voice suddenly snaps you back into reality. “Are you even listening?” she asks with knitted brows. 
“I'm sorry,” you quickly apologize, stopping your foot from drumming on the tiles. 
Mrs. Raya sighs while intertwining her hand together. “Please listen, Y/n. I know it's too early in the morning for this but this is very important. I recommend giving you pills, unless…” 
You gawk at her with wide eyes, “Unless?” 
“Unless you're up for IUD?”
“Uh no, thank you,” you quickly deny. You learned what IUD is and what it does during high-school health classes and to be honest, you were just scared of the procedure – even though it's the most safer option. Plus you had no guts to do it. 
Inserting a little hook-looking device up your uterus? Nope. Not for you. 
“Okay, okay,” she immediately acknowledges and stands up, facing her back to you. She ponders to her array of cabinets, going through all kinds of boxes. “Do you have classes right after?” she asks. 
You hum, scanning around the room to find a clock anywhere. Your eyes land to a small desk clock to your left, reading 7:28 am. “Yes, I do.” 
“Let's get started, then.” 
~
“You fucking bitch.”
Olivia’s voice suddenly made your body jump as she sits on the bench in front of you. You cover your mouth with your right hand, muffling your laugh. 
“It’s not my fault that I had a dream like that!” You tolerate, watching how she rolls her eyes. 
“I’m not mad about the fact that I was a stripper, heck – thank you I’ll accept the job. But just know that if everything goes to shit and I turn broke, I’m using your money to get a butt implant.” 
“My money?” you smirk, “I don’t know what you’re talk–” 
“Oh, stop that Y/n. You know what I mean.”
You giggle as you give her some of your food. The cafeteria was filled with noisy seniors whereas they were getting ready for their graduation pictures. Girls were doing each others’ makeup while the boys were sharing hair gel. You had been watching them chit-chat with each other for the past ten minutes while you waited for Olivia to arrive. You can't wait for the end of the school year to arrive. 
“Moving on. Will you go to Yoongi’s party with me?” 
You slam your hand on the table, eyes wide, “Liv! You know what happened to me when I went to one of his parties last time. I'm not going to another party.” 
Olivia pouts, pushing her brown hair back away from her face, “Pleaaaaase? I promise I’ll stay with you! I won’t leave your side, I swear! You know how iconic Yoongi’s parties are before the year-end. He holds them annually!” 
“Yeah, and I tend to run away from it. C’mon, Liv. I don’t want to drink like that anymore.” 
You suddenly remember Taehyung’s voice ringing in your head, how he strictly reminded you not to drink so much but you didn’t comply. You wonder how you’ll survive a massive gathering if you can’t even stop yourself from drinking too much at a fucking pool party. 
“I mean, you can choose not to drink.” She simply states, stealing your unfinished sandwich. 
Snorting, you say sarcastically, “Oh yeah and I’ll read a book while at it.” 
“Y/n…” Olivia frowns. There was a ten seconds silence before you finally replied. Rolling your eyes, you throw your hands up in defeat, “Okay, okay, Jesus…” 
She instantly holds your hands while an excited squeal leaves her lips. Her eyes turn into little slits, waving your arms left and right. She was such a child! “Yay, thank you, thank you!” 
“You’re so lucky I’m your best friend.” You blankly stare at her. “Just don’t get me wasted.” 
She gives you a thumbs up, smiling as she flashes you her teeth, “You got it!” 
You and Olivia were walking alongside the soccer field to go to the main building for your next periods. Hugging your binder closer to your chest, you watch your school’s group of athletes having their training, their coach yelling at them while soccer balls fly across the field. 
Suddenly, you spot a familiar looking face. You squint your eyes, slowing down for a second while you grip Olivia’s arm. 
“I didn’t know Park Jimin plays soccer,” you mumble, watching how he pushes his black hair back, tilting his head upwards. Jimin high-fives a teammate with a big smile. 
Olivia chuckles as she tugs on your arm and forces you to walk faster, “He does! You really don’t know anything, do you?” 
You give her a disgusted expression, opening your mouth to retaliate but she immediately cuts you off. “Hey! Remind you that i’m a top stu–”
 “Hey! Park Jimin!” Olivia starts to wave frantically, getting Jimin’s full attention. 
Starting to panic, you try to block her view by stepping in front of her, trying to force her arm down. “Liv! No, don’t! I was just asking!” Olivia jumps up and down, flailing her arms around and she looks like a huge clown. Grunting, you can't help but laugh at her actions, “Olivia! “
But your efforts are useless when you hear Jimin’s reply. “What?!” He yells. You slowly turn around and there he was, walking to you and Olivia. Your shoulders slump, wanting to slap your best friend yet you keep your composure. 
“Y/n here says hi!” She giggles. 
You quickly wave your hands in front of you, faking a smile, “Uh, no. S-She’s just messing with you.” 
Jimin comes closer with a smug look on his face, crossing his arms together. Your eyes involuntarily checks him out, eyeing him from top to bottom. He looks so different from when you last saw him. Your gaze flies down to his thighs, eyebrows knitting together when you see how muscular and thick it was. You gulp. Jimin looks very well-put in his uniform too, even though he was covered in sweat. 
“Y/n?” Jimin’s voice snaps you back. He laughs at your widened eyes, “You good?” 
“Yeah.” You state. 
“Good.” 
No one talks for a while and the awkward silence kills you. You look down to the floor as you try to find the right words to say without sounding like an idiot. “Anyway,” Oliva breaks the tension, “You remember her right? The one that acted like a ragdoll when drunk during Yoongi’s party?” 
You groan, “Olivia,” an exhausted sigh leaves your mouth, “leave it alone.” 
Jimin grins at you as he lifts a single brow up, “Of course I do.” 
“Please don’t. Pretend that it didn’t happen please?” you say, hearing Olivia giggle behind you and you want nothing more than to hit her with your binder. 
“Aw, why?” he suddenly walks closer until there is a three-feet distance between the two of you. “You’re cute though.”
Your breath hitches up as your jaw gapes, his words shocking you. You shake your head, laughing nervously. “Ah, heh, t-thank you?” You grab Olivia’s hand and you start to walk away from him, “S-See you around Jimin!” 
“See you.” He sends you a playful wink, causing you to jolt your head forward in surprise. What the hell was that?! 
Jimin watches as you force your best friend to run, dragging her behind you. He laughs and shakes his head side to side, jogging back to his teammates. Hoseok furrows his eyebrows as he seemingly watched everything that had just happened. 
“What’s up with them?” he nods in your direction. Hoseok sees how you accidentally drop your binder on the ground, hearing your loud grunt as Olivia laughs. 
“Remember Y/n from Yoongi’s pool party?” he starts. Hoseok hums, “The girl we played beer pong with?” Jimin tilts his head to the side for a second as he rests his hands on his hips. 
“Yeah. She’s hot.” 
Hoseok smirks, “You know what to do.” 
Jimin feels himself getting hyped up from the idea. He starts to jump up and down, warming himself up when they hear their coach blow his whistle. “Can’t wait for the party.” 
~
You were in your microbiology class when you felt your phone buzz in your pocket. Looking around the laboratory room to know if your professor can see you, you reach down to your jeans and unlock your phone. 
Taehyung [2:12 pm] - Justin will pick you up. Do you go off at 3 today? 
Damn, he didn’t even say a single hi? You chew on your bottom lip, using your thumbs to type a reply. 
You [2:12 pm] - Yes. Where am I going? 
Taehyung [2:12 pm] - My office, angel. We have unfinished business. 
Your heart suddenly pounds faster from the text. Was he referring to…? 
Deciding to play with him a little, you giggle. 
You [2:13 pm] - Oh, we do?
You [2:13 pm] - I wasn’t informed… 
Taehyung, on the other side of the screen, smirks devilishly. He tuts as he sends a reply. 
Taehyung [2:13 pm] - Act like that one more time and let’s see where it takes you, Y/n.
You [2:14 pm] - To your bedroom I hope 
Suddenly, you see a hand slamming down on your table and you quickly disregard your phone back to your pocket. “I’m s-sorry professor…” you stutter, wide eyes gawking at your teacher. His eyes flash you a warning, “Who are you talking to, hm? Is he more important than this?” 
“No,” you shake your head, wincing from the harsh tone of his voice. 
“Focus, Y/n.” 
You nod, getting back to where you were. You turn on the switch for the microscope, sighing to yourself. How can you focus when Taehyung’s words were the only thing clouding your mind? 
Walking to the parking lot after a long, productive day at campus, it was concerning you that you can’t find anyone that’s called Justin around. Besides – your initial plan of stopping every adult-looking male and asking if their name is Justin and if they’re looking for a woman called Y/n was ridiculous. 
Your shoes clad on the rough concrete of the pathway, the cool breeze blowing your hair away from your face. You notice a dark-haired man in a suit walking up to you and it was definitely clear that he looks like he works for a millionaire. You smile, trying to appear kind. 
“Y/n?” he asks. 
“Uh, yeah. That’s me,” you giggle nervously. There were students walking past and were looking at the two of you with a confused expression, skeptical. 
“My name is Justin, I’m Kim Taehyung’s PA. He told me to pick you up and head straight to the office.” He suddenly starts to walk and you follow behind him. Why is everyone so strict these days? 
“Oh, I know. H-He told me,” you chirp, hoping you'll get a reply back but there was none. You follow his footsteps in silence, staring at his black loafers until he stops in front of a black shiny Mercedes. Your jaw drops, feeling like your eyes have been blessed by such a hot-looking car that costs triple your rent. 
Justin opens the passenger side door for you and you enter with a thanks. The car smells so expensive, it has a lot of buttons that make your fingers itch to press. Once he starts the engine, the car roars loudly and it is enough for you to giggle in amusement. He mumbles “seatbelt”, and you do what you were told. 
“So, uh,” you try to make a conversation, “Do you perhaps, o-own this car?” you ask politely as possible. 
Justin smirks the tiniest bit and shakes his head, “Nope. Mr. Kim’s.” 
You place your bag comfortably on your lap while your mind goes back to the time where Taehyung showed you his collection of high-end cars. You weren’t surprised. 
The ride was complete silence, the cold air conditioning of the car hitting your exposed skin while you stared outside the window. You suddenly wonder if Justin had met every single one of Taehyung’s past flames, picking them up just like what he was doing now. Was he always asked to buy Taehyung's partner's clothes just like the time you stayed over at his house? Frowning, there was an uncomfortable feeling building up your chest. No, you can’t be jealous. You’re not in a place to be, right? 
“Hey, is it okay if I can ask you something?” your voice was soft-spoken, glancing at him. 
“Sure.” He simply replies. 
“How long have you been working for Taehyung?” 
Justin suddenly snickers and you can see the creases on the sides of his lips. “As early as he started his company.” 
Your eyes grow bigger, he was working for Taehyung for so long! He must know everything about him… 
“Do you know how many relationships he had?” You gasp at your own sentence, pursing your lips shut as you slam a hand over it. Justin laughs, his shoulders bouncing up and down. “I’m so sorry!” you apologize. 
“No, please. But I can’t answer your question, Y/n.” 
Hanging your head down, you feel a little ashamed. “But,” he continues, your eyebrows lifting up. You gaze at him with expecting eyes, “This is the first time I’m meeting you in person, and I must say that I’m quite shocked when he told me that I was picking up a girl from college. You look very young.”
“I-Is that a bad thing?” you gulp, “I’m twenty.” 
“No! Not at all, Y/n. Don’t get me wrong,” he chuckles, “It’s a good thing!” 
Nodding your head in acceptance, your lips curve in a smile. “Thanks.” But then, an abrupt memory crosses your mind. 
Isn’t that what Marie – Taehyung’s housekeeper – said to you when you first went to his house? 
‘“It’s a shocker though. It’s the first time Taehung has ever brought a young-looking girl into his house.” 
What was up with everyone being so appalled? Was he usually into older girls? Crissy doesn’t even look that old… 
You had to ask him. You were desperate for an answer. 
~
Stepping back inside the building made a lot of flashbacks to reoccur in your brain. All the things you and Taehyung did, inside the elevator, inside his office up at the 20th floor, everything was coming back to you. Almost everyone was dressed in business-formal outfits and you’ve never felt more out of place with your sweater and black converse. 
But your body freezes when you spot the blonde-haired woman that was occupying your thoughts a couple of minutes ago. Based off of the irritated expression on her face and the blank stare that the lady at the front desk wore, they were having an argument. 
Crissy sees you and smirks to herself. 
You were stunned when she suddenly strides over to you and harshly grabs your arm, pulling you to her side. Your heart beats faster. 
“She’s with me! You’re seeing Taeyung, right!?” she exclaims, her high-pitched voice ringing in your head. 
“No, I’m not.” you roll your eyes, but Crissy only grips your arm tighter. You wince in pain, struggling to escape but she just pulls you closer. “Stop lying. We both know you have nothing else to do here but hug his legs.”
What the fuck is she talking about? 
The exhausted lady ignores Crissy and turns her attention to you, “Can I confirm your name?”
“Y/n ___,” you say, and she reads something on her monitor and nods once. “Kim Taehyung has ordered you to meet him on the twentieth floor. Please go ahead.” She motions her hand to the right, directing you to the elevator, and you smile gratefully. 
Crissy gasps, eyes turning into little slits as she looks at the desk lady in shock, “How come she goes and not me? I know Taehyung myself and I don’t think I need his permission!” 
“I'm sorry ma'am but that's not how it works here. We have strict rules and you're not allowed to see the boss if you have no schedules for it.”
Crissy was speechless, not knowing what to say. You tried your hardest not to giggle as you slowly walked away from her. 
“But this is important!”
The lady finally snaps, clicking her tongue. “If you don't go out of this building now I'm gonna call the guards to escort you out.”
You didn't hear what Crissy’s reply was because you were already making your way to the elevator which was thankfully vacant. “Ah, finally,” you sigh. What was Crissy doing here? And what does she want from Taehyung?
You were about to press the close button until you hear heels clicking against the marble floor. Looking straight ahead, your eyes widen when you see Crissy making her way to you with a smirk on her face. She was walking fast, making sure to catch up. Your breathing gets heavy and heavy, immediately pressing the button furiously - praying that the doors would close faster. 
You were holding your breath - you can’t be stuck in an elevator with her! No way! 
“Please please please,” you mumble under your breath, lips pouting when the doors won’t close faster as you wanted it to be. Crissy has a mocking expression on her face, inserting her hand between the doors so that it wouldn’t close on her. Quickly, you step to the very corner of the elevator, hugging your body as you felt intimidated by her appearance. 
“Oh, Y/n,” she shakes her head side to side, laughing to herself. Crissy presses the 20th button using her baby blue acrylic nails, whipping her hair. “You think a stubborn little lady at the front desk will stop me?” 
You’ve never wanted to pull her hair so bad until now. 
Crissy studies your figure up and down, a sour look on her face as if she just ate a lemon. “You’re going to see him looking like that?” she scoffs, “Couldn’t you at least dress up like me?” She looks down at her outfit, wearing a black skin-tight dress that hugged her perfect body. 
You look at her through the reflective walls of the elevator, staring at her hazel eyes, “At least I don’t have to try to get his attention.” 
The brattiness in you jumped out, and Crissy gasps from your sentence, clearly offended. Crossing your arms together, it was your turn to rake her body, “I don’t have to be pathetic like you.” 
“Me?! I’m the pathetic one?” she suddenly walks closer to you, further cornering your body into the wall. You gulp the big lump in your throat. Crissy was taller than you, making you look up at her as her towers over you. “Coming from a broke college student?” 
Fuck. What have you gotten yourself into? 
Crissy backs up a little to take a good look at you. She lifts her eyebrows up, her stance defensive as you just stand there, hanging your head low. You can’t look at her face, you were mortified. 
“You don’t deserve Taehyung, Y/n. He doesn’t need someone like you. He needs me.” 
She whips her blonde hair again, moving it to her right shoulder while she looks at her manicured fake nails. She continues to argue, “He needs someone experienced. I know for a fact that that’s what he likes.” 
You hold yourself back. You knew better than to fight her. Even though her sharp, cruel words were hurting you - hurting you so bad, you keep your guard up. 
Crissy leans down until she is face to face with you, cooing when she sees the fear in your eyes. “Aww, look at you. What a weak little thing. You’re delusional if you think Taehyung even likes you.” 
“I didn’t ask for him in the first place.” You hiss, “He came up to me.” 
“Of course he did! He wanted to help a poor, pruney little virgin – that’s why.” 
Oh no she didn’t. Your hands curl up in tight fists on your sides, eyes narrowing at her as you feel your nerves firing up. How dare she call you that when she doesn’t know a single thing about you?! 
“You don’t know me.” You say through gritted teeth, “You have no right to say that.” 
Crissy smiles and shrugs her shoulders, “I’m allowed to have my own opinion!” 
You swear you just felt your head hurt. “What are you even ta– you know what, whatever.” Rolling your eyes, you turn away from her. Your nails dig into the skin of your palm, surely getting red. You hated each second as the time passed by. 
“What are you doing here anyway?” she says, sizing you up. Crissy lifts an eyebrow, waiting for your response. 
“I don’t know.” You say, closing your eyes shut in annoyance. “How about you? What do you want from him?” 
Before she can answer, the elevator dings, signalling the doors open and Crissy was the first one to step out. You follow behind her, the irritating clicks of her heels were making your head spin. She answers, a smirk evident from the tone of her voice, “Trying to get back what’s truly mine.” 
You felt your heart crush into a million pieces. 
“You have a boyfriend, Crissy!” 
“And?” You feel sorry for Taehyung, and sorry for Crissy’s boyfriend. 
However, you stop your tracks when the door going to Taehyung’s office swings open, and he absolutely snaps when he sees her. 
Crissy smiles, about to say something but Taehyung shuts her up, immediately backing her against the hallway. He slams the door shut with a loud bang, making you jump. Taehyung was completely furious, nostrils slightly flaring as he held her wrists tightly. Crissy winces, but she doesn’t show the pain because she keeps a straight, smiling face. “Tae–” 
“Shut up. Why the fuck are you here, huh?” 
“Calm do–” 
“No. Answer the fucking question! How did you get up here?” 
Your chest tightens, afraid of Taehyung’s sudden change of aura. He was raising his voice at her, and you haven’t seen this side of him. You feel yourself getting small, holding your hands together behind your back as you watch them with wide, afraid eyes. 
“Taehyung, they let me in of course! Why wouldn’t they let someone who previously worked here inside the building? I wanted to visit you!” 
Taehyung growls animalistically, removing the grip he has on her wrists and instead places his hands on her shoulders. He grips her firmly, eyes dark in anger. He towers over her while Crissy can’t push him away even if she tries to. “Stop. Fucking. Lying,” Taehyung fumes. 
“It’s true!” 
Taehyung shakes his head and suddenly whips his head over his shoulder to look at you. You look like a deer in headlights, frozen in your place as he burns holes into your eyes. 
“Tell the truth.” He states firmly. You feel your throat drying up, your mouth gaping open but no words seem to come out. “I-I, uh.” 
Taehyung clenches his jaw, waiting for a reply. It was obvious that his patience was bearing thin. “Tell me the fucking truth, Y/n!” 
You remember his words ringing in your head - not to lie to him. It was the one thing he despised the most. 
“S-She,” you clear your throat, fiddling with your fingers in a habit of nervousness, “I don’t know, the lady at the front desk told her to exit… but she sneaked inside the elevator with me before I can close the doors.” 
You felt ashamed, even though you did absolutely nothing wrong. Looking down on the floor, you were unable to meet Taehyung’s harsh, angry eyes. You just wanted to curl up into a little ball and cry from how intimidated you are. 
Suddenly, Jungkook appears from inside the office and chuckles as he sees the situation that was currently happening. He gives Crissy an ugly glare, walking up to you. “Hey, hey,” he purrs, holding your body, “Don’t be scared, hm?” 
You slowly tilt your head up, looking at him with wavering eyes. He smiles, his dimples peeking out, “Don’t worry.” 
Taehyung bites the inside of his cheek as he watches Jungkook caress your arms, the closeness making his stomach turn. This angers him further, turning his attention back to Crissy who was smirking the entire time. 
“I hope you know this is your last straw, Crissy.” She was about to retort but Taehyung was faster to cut her off, “I’m placing you on our blocklist. And if I ever see you here, at my house, or if you even think about getting near Y/n, I won’t hesitate to place a restraining order against you. You won’t be able to see me – or Y/n – ever again.” 
You hear everything he says, sighing in relief. Why didn’t he do this much earlier?! 
Crissy has her mouth open although nothing comes out. And by chance, you hear rushing footsteps down the hallway and you turn to look to see who it was. Justin has called for security and the guards rush to grab a hold of Crissy. She tries to escape, pulling her arms away but the bulky, muscular men were obviously stronger. She yells in frustration, “Fuck you, Kim Taehyung!” 
Taehyung scoffs bitterly, watching the guards escort her down the hall until they were finally nowhere near in sight. She was gone at last. 
There was an uncomfortable feeling, something you can’t explain. It was so weird and new to see Taehyung like that, he was obviously hurting her yet Crissy looked as if it didn’t affect her. You didn’t like that side of him. You tried your hardest to not cry, holding your tears back as you squeezed your eyes closed. 
“Angel,” Taehyung’s voice gently calls out for you, and you can hear his footsteps coming closer to you. 
“Jungkook, please excuse us.” He tells, and Jungkook nods his head knowingly. He understands the situation and walks away. 
Your body jumps when you feel Taehyung’s arms wrap around your body, pulling you into a tight, warm hug. He rests his chin on top of your head, swaying your body side to side as he waits for you to calm down. “Angel,” he whispers, “you’re good now. You’re okay.” 
“Hm?” he places two fingers underneath your chin and lifts your head up. He pouts when he sees your glossy, tearful eyes. “I’m sorry you had to see that. I’m so sorry, Y/n.” 
“You scared me.” You whisper, voice slightly cracking. Your heart was still pounding while Taehyung sighs. 
“I know, fuck. I know baby. I won’t scare you like that ever again, I was just s-so angry and I couldn’t stop myself. I won’t ever talk to you like that, understand me?” 
“Yes, Tae.” 
Sniffing, you rest your cheek against his chest, arms wrapping around his waist. The warmth of his body radiates into yours, slowly calming you down. It was like you saw a different person just a minute ago. You can’t speak, not having the energy to do so. 
“Let’s go home, okay?” He says, and you nod your head. You want nothing else than to be alone with him. 
~
You puff out a large huff of breath once the two of you have stepped foot inside his house, Taehyung locking the front door. He removes your school bag and places it neatly on a nearby counter. Without wasting any time, he suddenly swoops you off your feet and carries you bridal-style. 
“Tae!” you squeal, the nickname making him blush. He starts to walk up the long flight of stairs up to his room while you tightly hold onto his shoulders, trying not to fall back. 
Once you both arrive in his room, he carefully rests you down on the soft comfort of his king-sized bed. Taehyung takes off his suit jacket and you watch him put it on a loveseat’s armrest. He takes his shoes off, instantly feeling butterflies when he flashes you his winning smile. 
God, was he always this hot?
“What are you doing?” you whisper, palms slowly getting sweaty as Taehyung runs a hand through his black hair. Taehyung feels something primal inside him, his mind racing with lewd thoughts while your body unconsciously writhes on the bed. Why are you like this? Why do you always have to look so pure every time he's about to ruin you? 
You watch him walk over to his closet, a smirk glued on his face as he rummages through his belongings. Taehyung bites his lip as he goes through all of the toys he's bought at the sex store a few days ago. He wonders what he will use next on you. 
Whips? Floggers? No, he's not going to punish you. 
Anal beads? The hot pink butt plug he chose for you? Not today. 
Rope? Maybe next time. 
“Ahh,” he muses, releasing a dark chuckle when he finds something he can use. You can't see anything besides his broad back facing you, yet you can hear how he laughs devilishly. 
“Tae?”
His heart clenches from hearing the soft tone of your voice, just like a little kitten's meow. Fuck, he didn't know that a sound like that can turn him on so much. 
He swiftly turns around for a moment, observing you with a raised brow. He stands as if dripping in dominance, his arms crossed together. Your eyes can't seem to connect with his because you're afraid that you'll literally melt beneath his hot gaze. The atmosphere seems to thicken, your mouth going dry when you took note of the large tent underneath his pants. You unwillingly close your legs together, biting your lip as you feel your pussy throb.
Taehyung clenches his jaw at the sight, “Hm?”
You immediately shake your head side to side, a blush forming your cheeks. “N-Nothing…” 
He abruptly walks up to you and crawls on the bed, moving up until he is face to face with you. You suddenly can't breathe. He lowers himself until you can feel his crotch against your covered cunt, feeling how hard he is. A moan goes past your lips, “O-oh, Tae…” 
Suddenly, he wraps his big hand around your throat, squeezing it tightly enough to choke you. The feeling was different than you expected, it feels good. He snickers, watching your eyes roll to the back of your head. “Tae? Is that my name, hm?” 
“A-ahh,” he squeezes your throat harder, your pussy clenching as you can confirm yourself dripping onto your panties. 
“Answer, baby girl, or I swear to fucking god,” Taehyung taunts with a growl, grinding his crotch harder against you. He tries to calm himself down before he can go overboard, before he goes past your limits. And by the way you were looking at him so innocently, so purely – was making it harder for him. 
‘Calm down, Taehyung.’ He thinks to himself. 
“I'm s-sorry, sir.” You purr, staring up at him with lust-blown eyes. 
“That’s right,” he grunts, fluttering his eyes close for a moment as he drives his hips a little bit harder. His cock was aching, begging to be released. 
Your hands grip on the white sheets, not knowing where to place them. Your chest was heaving up and down as you feel your stomach turning, your mind hazy while the sensation was already so much for you. His deep groans and hums were making you lose your sanity.
“Arms up,” he commands, and you do just that. He grins while he pushes your sweater up and throws it somewhere on the plush carpeted floor. 
Taehyung cocks his head to the side for a second, eyes obviously ogling your pretty chest. He bites his lip from the sight of your bra, the cute pastel pink color somehow made him hornier. You cheeks blush horribly, wanting to cover your face but Taehyung was quicker to hold them up, grabbing your wrists in one hand. “Nuh-uh, baby girl. Let me see this adorable face, hm?” 
You can’t look straight in his eyes. If you will, you’d absolutely crumble beneath him. Taehyung lowers his head down until his lips come in contact with your collarbones, peppering wet and seductive kisses all over your chest. You can feel that he was smirking. Goosebumps arise from your skin when he suddenly licks a wet stripe from the base of your neck and up to your jaw, sensitive as you feel his hot breath. 
You can’t help but whimper, tugging on your hands but Taehyung holds your wrists tighter. 
“If you keep whimpering like that, baby girl,” you gasp when he bites your shoulder, “You’re gonna make it harder for the both of us.” 
What does that even mean? You look at him in utter confusion although he only chuckles. Taehyung stands back up to get something from his closet. You were already sweating and he’s only getting started!
“Remove your pants for me, angel.” 
Again, not wanting to disobey him, you fumble with the buttons of your jeans and you tug the clothing down as fast as you can, throwing it down on the floor. 
Your eyes widen when Taehyung suddenly, without any delay, holds out two pairs of steel handcuffs and a pink leather – choker looking thing – with a black rubber ball attached to it. 
What the fuck was that?! 
Taehyung chews on his bottom lip as he studies your reaction. He places the toys on the bedside table before he strips himself in only his boxers. Unwillingly, you lick your dry lips from the sight of the prominent outline of his big cock. 
“Sir,” you mewl, eyes drooping down as if begging for something, “W-What’s that?” You point at the leather toy, your heart suddenly pounding out of your chest. 
He kneels on either side of your hips, sitting on your lap as he grabs the toy. His smirk never wears off from his face and you were sure that he was utterly cruel. You feel small under him, not having any control. 
Yet that’s what you like. 
“This is called a gag ball, angel.” He utters in an authoritarian tone, looking straight at your glistening orbs. “It’s to keep your pretty mouth shut.” 
“Oh,” you whisper, the toy intimidating you. The ball was so big though! “Wouldn’t it be uncomfortable?” 
Taehyung leans down on your ear and chuckles deeply, the vibrations going straight down to your dripping core, “That’s the fun of it all, baby. Letting yourself completely submit to me, allowing me to play and torture your body, giving me all the control. It’s what you signed up for, isn’t it baby?” 
Gulping the huge lump in your throat, you nod once.
“Do I have your consent to all of this?” 
“Yes sir.” You say wholeheartedly. You weren’t merely doing all of this for his own pleasure, but for yourself too. You want to explore a lot more and discover new things about yourself that you wouldn’t figure out without his help. Taehyung’s a person you can trust, you’ve come to learn that. 
“Good girl,” he growls, satisfied from your words while his hands reach to grab the handcuffs. “Pick a safe word.” 
Oh god. What will he do to you that requires a safe word? 
Your mind fumbles with random words until you settle with something; “Coffee,” you grin. 
Taehyung hums, nodding as he gets the reason why you chose that word, “Very good, angel.” 
Hearing the metal clinking with each other as he cuffs your wrists to the headboard was making your body tremble. You were so used to gripping on the sheets, on his hair, wherever. And allowing him to remove that sense of touch away from you will make it exciting for him. Taehyung feels his dick tremble when he finally finishes cuffing you, forehead creasing from the hot sight. 
“Shit, baby girl,” he grunts, “Try to pull on it.” 
The metal clinks on the headboard and it slightly stings your skin. Taehyung brushes his hair back, “Mhmm, that’s good. Gonna bruise your wrists – wouldn’t it?” he mockingly asks you as if he doesn’t already know the answer. Before, he used fuzzy handcuffs on you and it didn’t hurt your wrists that much, yet now without the furry material, you were a hundred percent sure that it’s going to mark your skin. 
“Yeah,” you mewl, “It’s gonna hurt.” 
“Aww, you’ll get used to it angel. You wouldn’t even feel the pain when my cock’s pounding in and out your tight pussy.” 
Taehyung uses both hands to grope your breasts, feeling your hard nipples poking up the thin, flimsy material of your bra. He growls and as if something snaps inside of him, he rips your bra in two. 
“Ta– sir!” you gasp, eyes wide. He doesn’t waste any time and he dives his mouth on one of your nipples, sucking harshly as his tongue flicks vigorously. “Oh, mnghh,” you tug on the cuffs and you hiss from the stinging pain. “S-Sir!” 
“I’ll buy you a fucking new one,” he moans, “A much sexier one.” 
He twists your abandoned nipple with his thumb and index finger, your back arching upwards when he applies a tight pressure on your sensitive bud. He growls, licking around your areola. “A-Ahh, sir! Fuck…” 
“Like that?” he mutters teasingly, raising a brow at you as he runs his tongue along your boobs, running it to the valley of your breasts until it reaches your other nipple. He gives it the same treatment, sucking harshly, nibbling sharply. The pain makes your body arch, arms tugging on the restraints again and you wanted to cry.  
“Ohhh, baby,” he fakes being sincere, your cute whimpers and whines feeding the utter dominance in him. It was only getting him riled up even more. “That hurts, huh? Mhmm does it hurt baby?” 
Before you can reply, he does it again – but harder. He digs his teeth on your abused bud and bites on it, rolling it along his teeth as his tongue flicks it again and again. “Aahh! Oh my god!” Taehyung growls and tugs it upward, and you can feel your body burn in pain and pleasure as if you just got electrocuted. He releases your nipple, letting it snap back to its original place.
You whine loudly, your hand instinctively wanting to grope your boob to ease the pain but the cuffs restricted. 
Taehyung throws you an evil smirk, “What is it, hm, little one? Wanna touch yourself?”
Nodding furiously, you beg with your eyes droopy, “Please,” you whisper. 
“Too fucking bad.” 
He grabs the gag and wraps it around your head, your eyes getting a little bit watery. Taehyung looks like a completely different person above you. If his normal self was already intimidating then imagine how he’d be now. He was like an animal, a predator playing with it’s prey before he digs in. You were scared for your life. 
“Open your mouth.” 
He places the ball at the anterior of your mouth and you thought that you’re supposed to put the whole thing in, but no. He instructs you to bite on the ball, leaving it half-inside your mouth. You furrow your brows, it wasn’t even that bad! You look up at him in confusion yet he only scoffs, knowing what you’re thinking about. Taehyung fondles with the clasp of the toy, and suddenly it gets tighter. 
You couldn’t bite on the ball anymore because it automatically feeds inside your mouth, forcing your jaw to slack as you struggle to breathe. You remind yourself to breathe through your nose.
Taehyung leans down and presses a tender, loving kiss on your forehead as he strokes your hair away from your face. “Hmm, is that okay angel? Not too tight?” 
You nod your head. Letting him know that you were alright. Even though you felt helpless, you’ve already completely submitted yourself to him and there’s no going back. 
“Good girl. Since you can’t speak anymore – I want you to kick me when it gets too rough for you, okay? Understood? And I’ll stop completely.” Taehyung breathes out the last sentence, eyeing you up and down like you were some delicious eye-candy. You look beautiful. 
You badly wanted to talk, to address him as ‘sir’ like you were taught to, but you guessed that this was part of everything. You nod fully. 
And with that, he pulls your soaked panties down wastes no time to push his long, slender middle finger in. 
Taehyung hears the handcuffs jingle and your muffled moans as he works his digit in and out, not giving you any time to adjust. “Be a big girl and take it.” He grunts, adding a second finger in. He stretches your walls out, doing scissoring motions as his eyes drink in the sight of your juices flowing out from your drenched hole and to the sheets. 
“Mmm, look at this pretty mess,” he chuckles, “So fucking wet for me already. I don’t even get to do anything and you’re already soaked.” 
Taehyung starts to fuck your cunt with his fingers. Wet, squelching sounds fill the air as your eyes roll to the back of your head. He fucks you knuckle-deep, making fast ‘come here’ motions as his fingers were in a quest to find your g-spot. 
You whimpered into the silicone ball, bucking your hips up as you feel more needier for his cock. You wanted to beg, to yell, but everything was preventing you from doing so. You can feel a layer of sweat form in your forehead and on your back, the air in the room getting hotter. 
“Mm, so tight baby,” he muses, “So tight around my fingers.” 
He dives down and circles your clit with his tongue, your nerves instantly firing up as the hairs on your skin stand from the intoxicating feeling. He smirks, sucking on your clit as his fingers finally found the spongy feeling of your g-spot. He focuses his fingers there, thrusting in and out as he flicks his tongue at an inhumane speed. Your wrists were burning from all of the pulling, hips trembling uncontrollably. 
Your mind gets dizzy in pleasure, moaning loudly when he unexpectedly prods a third finger inside. Three fingers stretch your walls out, your eyes closing shut tight while you yell into the ball. You feel a tight knot in your stomach already as Taehyung continues to abuse your poor cunt. 
“Stretch this pussy out nice and good for my dick,” he growls, “Yeah? You’re already close aren’t you?” 
You can’t even force yourself to nod as you remove all control from your body, letting him do whatever he wants to you. “Cum on my fingers, baby girl. C’mon, hm? Let me taste your cum.” 
Somehow his words send you over the edge, hearing him release deep grunts from the feeling of your walls tightening around his fingers. Your mind clouds in lust as the knot in your stomach snaps, finally gushing your cum out of your system. His fingers were coated in your thick juices when he pulled out, not hesitating to lick it clean. 
The sight was alluring, making your tummy twist. He keeps his eye contact with you and stares at you seductively, sending you a wink as he licks his fingers clean. “Taste so fucking delicious, baby girl.” 
Taehyung hovers his body above yours, whimpering when he starts to remove his boxers. You can never get used to his size. 
His cock was dripping in precum that oozes out of the angry, bulbous head, shaft thick and covered in prominent veins. Instinctively, your hips buck up in need and Taehyung chuckles, the vibrations resonating in his chest as he muses your reaction. 
Taehyung firmly grips his dick and strokes it a couple of times while he watches how your eyebrows dip down, toes curling. You’ve never felt so hungry and desperately his cock since right now. You throw your head back, the gag muffling your moans when he suddenly starts to rub his length through your wet folds, the tip of his cock hitting your sensitive clit. Taehyung mutters curses under his breath, your legs twitching. 
“Fuck, what a sensitive little angel I have right here,” he snarls, slapping your pussy a couple of times. “How can you handle my cock then, huh?” 
“Mmmph, s-sir,” you try to say, batting your eyelashes at him. He cocks an eyebrow up, cupping your throbbing pussy with his large hand, “Yeah? Can you handle it?” He leans down and whispers darkly in your ear, “Can you take this cock?” 
Nodding up and down, “Mhmm!” 
“Good girl, baby.” He kisses your forehead delicately and hums, pressing his tip against your entrance. Closing your eyes shut, Taehyung firmly grasps your hips with one hand. “Mmm, that’s right baby, breathe for me, breathe…” 
Your nails dig into the skin of your palm as you feel your walls stretch from his thick cock. You let out a throaty moan, legs quivering while he tries to calm you down by scattering kisses all over the crook of your neck. You pull on the handcuffs, your body arching back once again, his dick almost halfway in. He was so large, feeling him hit all of the unexplored nerves inside you. 
“Fuck, Y/n, your pussy’s so tight, shit.” His words paired with that deep, raspy voice was making your head spin in pleasure, wanting nothing more than to tug on his hair or scratch his back, but the goddamn cuffs weren’t letting you. You can’t even speak coherently! You feel so good, yet the stretch was burning your cunt. 
Your pussy flutters tightly around his dick when he goes even deeper than before, filling you up. Taehyung suddenly growls while shutting his eyes for a brief moment. And the second he reopens them, there’s a much darker shade of black in his eyes, irises blown out. “Stop fucking clenching so tightly or else. Do you wanna get punished, huh? Y/n?” 
You shake your head no, mewling as you try to relax your muscles. 
“Good. You wouldn’t want that anyway.” 
Before you can even comprehend his reply, he pulls his dick all the way out – leaving just the very tip in, before he shoves all of his length inside. 
“Aaaah, fuck!” You can feel his dick throb inside of you as he starts to pound your cunt, pulling all the way out and slamming it back in. Hearing Taehyung growl right above your ear made the butterflies in your stomach flutter furiously, your hole clenching around him so tightly. He mutters deep mhmm’s and grunts, lost in the feeling of your wet walls. 
He was thrusting at an unbelievable speed, hips moving like it was made to fuck. The pleasure was overwhelming, still so sensitive from your last orgasm and it wasn’t hard for you to grow into another climax. You involuntarily close your legs shut but he places his hand on your thigh, forcing it back open. “Don’t.” He groans, “Don’t fucking close your legs.” 
Whimpering into the toy, you stare at him with glossy eyes while his dick hits your g-spot. “R-Right there!” you yell in a muffled voice, earning a harsh, deep thrust from him. 
Taehyung keeps fucking you into the mattress while he thinks about how absolutely torn you looked. Underneath him, cuffed up and gagged. He couldn’t believe that he finally got you in this position, after all his dirty, filthy fantasies. He was so fucking excited that everything he wanted turned into a reality. The way that your eyes looked as he pounded you was driving him wild. Your big, innocent-looking eyes just staring at him while he destroys your cunt - the contradiction of it all - was so amusing to him. 
Something about you that he couldn’t explain. You were ethereal. Like an unhealthy drug for him. He was addicted to you. 
“You like that baby girl, yeah? Like my big cock slamming into you?” he muses, feeling your walls tightening around him. He chuckles when you struggle to answer, noticing strings of saliva dripping down your chin. He fucks you deeper. 
“Ohh, what a messy little angel i’ve got here…” he leans down and licks the saliva off of your chin, making your body chill from the surprising action. “Drooling all over herself.” 
And it was there again, your climax coming faster than the previous one. Your legs shake as you try to hold it in but it was all too much, happening too fast. You cum all over his cock without the energy of saying anything, your whole body trembling as the sheets rustle underneath you. Taehyung gasps, furrowing his forehead. He can’t move or a brief moment from how tight you were squeezing his dick. 
“Fuck, cum baby, that’s right. Make a fucking mess on my dick.” 
You feel so euphoric, never feeling this amount of pleasure in your entire life. Your vision blacks out for a quick second, seeing little white stars while he continues to thrust his hips a little bit slower this time. 
Taehyung can’t seem to take in anymore so he reaches his hands behind your head and unclasps the gag, removing it from you. You inhale a large breath as you can finally breathe properly. “Sir,” you whimper, your energy drained out, “S-So sensitive.” 
“Shh, shh, baby,” he coos, removing his cock out as your cum drips down to your asshole and down to the sheets. He was still rock hard, and you feel bad for it. “Don’t worry angel, c’mere, let me fuck your throat.” 
You nod, looking up with weary eyes while he straddles your chest, placing the tip of his angry-red cock right above your lips. You open your mouth immediately, making him chuckle, “Good girl.” 
Taehyung pushes his cock past your lips and you instantly moan from the taste of your own cum. He throws his head back, holding onto the headboard as he starts to slowly thrust himself in and out. “Suck on it, angel. Use your tongue.” 
You hollow your cheeks the best that you can, slacking your jaw while you try to take his cock in the best that you can. He was so thick, the tangy-sweet taste of your own cum coating your tongue while you swirled around his tip. His deep moans and grunts were turning you on, encouraging you to do better. Taehyung stops halfway when your mouth chokes around his cock, gagging sounds make him roll his eyes back in bliss. He grabs a hold of your head and forces his dick a little bit deeper, the vibrations of your moans were electrifying his body. 
He quickly starts to fuck your mouth, shoving his length in and out like an animal. He wasn’t thinking clearly as he focuses on the sound of your whimpers and the feeling of your throat closing around him. His cock twitches, your tongue sliding against the underside of his shaft. Your saliva drips down to your chin again as you look up at him with watery eyes. He bites his lip from how hot you looked with his cock choking your mouth. 
“Fuck yeah, that mouth feels so good,” he gasps, “I’m gonna cum angel, gonna cum down that pretty throat.” 
The choking sounds were music to his ears, feeling your throat closing around him repeatedly until he finally spills his hot, sticky load down. Your eyes widen in shock and Taehyung pulls out, starting to stroke his length vigorously. Strings of cum come shooting out, coating your chest and a little bit on your face. You’ve never felt dirtier in your entire life. Taehyung moans out your name, drenching his cock to the very hilt. 
Taehyung never once judged you for who you are. In the beginning, you worried if you’ll ever even reach the expectations given to you. Being his submissive means letting him control your body and letting him do whatever he wants to you with consent. You wouldn’t think in your entire years of living that you’ll agree on something absurd like this. But as intimidating as he is, Taehyung happily gives you the ropes and helps you climb it. You love how he never lets you walk alone. He was always there to guide you – and you love him for that. 
But love? That’s a word holding so much weight. 
Even though you’re starting to learn how to be open and bold, there’s still one thing you’re afraid of. 
Catching feelings. 
You’re still just a normal college student! It’s normal! But when you’re with someone who’s constantly making you feel butterflies in your stomach and making you blush, someone who’s always taking care of you like nobody did – more than your parents did, and someone who makes you feel special – it’s hard not to fall for someone like that. Like Taehyung. And it’s so fucking scary to know if he ever loves you back. 
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pairing: chris evans x black!reader
warnings: language, severe angst, age gap, potentially triggering subject (please do not read if you get triggered by stories)
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Today was the day. You were finally going to tell Chris that you were pregnant. You had learned about it three weeks ago when you kept vomiting in the morning and consequently did a test. After the test came back positive, you had scheduled an appointment with your doctor and according to her, you were supposed to be 9 weeks along and you were also supposed to get your first ultrasound picture.
You had forgotten your pill at home during a weeklong trip, but you hadn’t thought that it would matter since it was not the first time that you had forgotten it. It was an accident but that didn’t mean that you were any less excited about it and you knew that Chris would think the same thing.
You leave work as your 5pm doctor’s appointment approaches. You smile and wave at the receptionist as you exit the building. You’re backing out of your parking space as your phone starts ringing. Your car’s Bluetooth announces, “Incoming call from my love💗”. You smile softly and answer the call.
“Hello?”
“Hey baby. Are you still at work?”
“No. I have that… dentist’s appointment, remember?”
“Oh, yeah, I forgot. Are you still gonna be able to make it to dinner?”
“I don’t see why not, but if anything changes, I’ll text you. Can you still make it?”
“Yeah, I’m leaving for the house right now and then I’m taking Dodger for a walk.”
“Okay, great. I’ll see you later then?”
“Yeah. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You hang up the call and continue your drive to the doctor’s office.
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You feel your throat closing as the doctor gently rubs your shoulder.
“I’m so sorry, Mrs. Evans…”
You cover your mouth as tears start streaming down your face.
“Would you like to keep the picture?”
You numbly nod your head as the doctor types away on the computer.
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“Y/N? Baby? Where are you?”
You faintly hear Chris calling for you from the front door.
“Come on, bubba. Let’s find Mommy.” Dodger starts padding his way through the house as Chris follows.
The door creaks open and you immediately feel Dodger jump on the bed.
“Hey. You didn’t hear me calling you?”
You hear Dodger whine and feel him nosing into the top of the blanket that covers your head while Chris kneels next to the bed.
“Y/N?”, Chris asks as he carefully pulls the blanket from your head. He frowns as soon as he sees your tear-stained face.
“Oh, baby… What’s wrong?”, Chris asks as he strokes your cheek.
“I lost it.”
Chris frowns and shakes his head confusedly.
“Lost what?”
Tears start falling down your face again as you think about it, “The baby.”
Chris’ hand stops rubbing your cheek abruptly, “What? What baby?”
You reach for the picture that you had put on the nightstand. You shakily hand it to Chris and his hand trembles as he takes it from you.
He looks at it for what seems like the longest time until he asks, “Why didn’t you tell me?” He breathes in and looks at you with hurt in his teary eyes before asking, “Were you even going to tell me?”
A sob shakes your body as his questions register into your mind.
“I was going to tell you. Tonight, at dinner. I just wanted the picture before telling you.”
You look at Chris as tears fall from his face, seemingly in slow motion.
He silently gets up and lays down next to you, intertwining his fingers with yours. Your body shakes as another sob makes its way out of you. Chris gently takes you into his arms and whispers, “Shhh, baby. It’s okay. It’s okay…”
Dodger kneels at the foot of the bed and tilts his head quizzically. Chris waves him over and he lays down next to you as you continue to cry in Chris’ arms.
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It had now been three and a half weeks since you had learned that you had miscarried. Chris had insisted that you stay home and rest and, as a result, you had been sleeping, reading, watching TV, or walking Dodger since then.
Chris had told his mom the day after you had learned about the miscarriage, and she had insisted on coming to visit you. She had stayed for about a day before she finally helped you scramble enough courage to tell your own parents. They had also come to visit you and had left a week later.
Chris was currently at the grocery store while you were watching a movie with Dodger in your lap.
Dodger gets up and runs towards the door before you hear it opening. Chris walks in and drops the groceries in the kitchen before coming over to the living room. He puts his arms around you and softly kisses your temple before asking,
“Hey, princess. How are you doing?”
You shrug and answer, “I’m okay… Could use some cuddles, though.” Chris chuckles next to your ear and kisses your cheek before hopping over the couch. He opens his arms for you, and you hug him before dropping your head into his lap. He starts softly running his fingers up and down your back and soon enough, you’re asleep.
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You wake up a couple of hours later as the sun is setting. This was the first time that you had slept more or less normally since the miscarriage had happened.
As you stretch, you hear Chris’ heavy breathing. You look up at him and see that he also fell asleep. You smile and get up as silently as you can to not wake him up. Dodger had also come back from playing around the house and was sleeping on the other side of Chris.
As you walk to the kitchen, you realize that Chris hadn’t had time to put away the groceries before sitting with you, so you decide to start dinner after putting away the food.
You’re lost in your thoughts, humming some song from the movie you were watching as you stir the Bolognese sauce you were making for dinner, so when you feel arms wrapping around your waist, you jump and almost scream,
“Holy shit, Chris! You scared the fuck out of me.”
He laughs at your reaction as you put your hand over your chest.
“Sorry, baby”, he kisses from your cheek down to your neck while stroking your hips and asks, “What are you making? It smells fucking delicious.”
You tilt your head to the side to give him better access and softly moan as you subconsciously let go of the wooden spoon in your hand and put your hands above his. He starts sucking on your sweet spot, located behind your ear, and you start breathing heavily as he now rubs the inside of your thighs.
“Chris, you better stop before this sauce burns and nobody eats dinner at all.”
He softly chuckles and whispers in your ear, “I’m going to be eating a very tasty dinner either way.”
You turn around and softly hit his chest, “Chris!”
He kisses your forehead and smiles as he puts his hands up in surrender. “Okay, okay, you win. What can I do to help, baby?”
You smile and shake your head as you turn back to your sauce, shrugging, “I’m pretty much done so I guess just setting the table would be fine.” He nods and leaves to do so.
You finish cooking the sauce and put it, as well as the pasta you had already made, in serving plates and bring them to the table just as Chris is finishing setting up the table. He starts plating the food for himself along with you as you head to the far end of the kitchen to put out Dodger’s food.
After you finish with Dodger’s food, you sit down in front of Chris at the table as he hands you your plate.
“Thank you.”
He smiles at you and you both start eating before you hear a whine under the table. You look next to you and see Dodger looking at you with his big brown eyes, begging for some of your food. You shake your head and smile while saying,
“I literally just gave you food, Dodger.”
He continues to whine and as Chris looks over to the window, you snatch some spaghetti from the serving plate and give it to him.
As Chris sees you seemingly smiling at the floor and moving your arm, he tilts his head before looking under the table and seeing you feed Dodger.
“Really, Y/N?”, he asks while trying to keep his laugh in.
You burst into laughter and Dodger finishes eating before running away towards the living room.
You finish eating and start clearing the table. You open the faucet and start to do the dishes before Chris comes behind you and says, “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of them. Go relax and I’ll join you after.”
You smile up at him and chastely kiss his lips.
You head to the living room and sit on the couch before calling Dodger over. He hastily walks over to you and lies down next to you with his head in your lap. You gently smile at him and softly pet his head as you turn on the TV and select The Lion King, Chris and your favorite movie to watch together.
As you wait for Chris to finish and join you, you take your phone from the coffee table and see you have some new messages.
lisa evans, 7:32pm:
Hi Y/N, I hope you are resting and are starting to feel better. Call me or send me a text if there’s anything I can do. Xx
momma, 8:26pm:
Hi baby, hope you’re feeling better. Call me or your dad when you get the chance so we can talk a bit, okay?
We love you xo
daddy, 8:33pm:
Good evening sweetie. Call us tomorrow if you can
Love, Dad
You softly smile as your heart warms from their concern. You answer all of them similarly by saying that you feel a bit better and that you’ll call them tomorrow. Just as you’re sending the last text, Chris walks into the living room. You smile at your phone again and put it back on the coffee table as Chris sits down next to you and puts his arm around your shoulders.
“Who was that?”
“Your mom and my parents just wanted to know how I was doing. I told them we would call tomorrow.”
Chris smiles and nods before adding, “Okay.”
He reaches for the TV remote on your other side and pets Dodger a bit before playing the movie. Chris moves around a bit to get more comfortable and ends up lying down on the couch. He motions you over and you lay in front of him. He softly puts his hands on your hips and starts drawing circles.
You don’t realize until about halfway through the movie that Chris’ hands have moved from your hips to your stomach and that he is caressing it. Your breath hitches and you reach for the remote control that Chris had left on the floor in front of you. You pause the movie and sit down on the couch with a hand on your belly.
Chris readjusts himself so he can see your face and confusedly frowns at your thoughtful face: it certainly wasn’t watching The Lion King that had changed your mood that quickly. He puts his hand on top of yours that rests on your thigh and asks,
“Baby, what’s wrong?”
You tearfully look towards him and shakily exhale before saying,
“I think we should start trying. But for real, this time.”
He seems confused for a few seconds before the realization hits him. His eyes widen and he sits up next to you before taking your face in his large hands.
“Princess, are you sure? Rushing back into this really isn’t the best of plans.”
You shake your head and try to explain your thought process,
“No… I’ve thought about it for a while. Even before the…” You feel yourself choking up a bit before clearing your throat and continuing, “Before it all happened, I was already thinking about really having this discussion with you, it just snuck up on me before I could mention it. I- I think I’m ready now.”
You look over at Chris and immediately see the excitement in his eyes. He had waited for this exact moment for so long that he could barely contain the smile that was etching its way onto his face.
He enthusiastically nods and says, “Okay.”
5 MONTHS LATER
Chris nervously squeezes your hand and lovingly looks at you.
“Congratulations, Mr. and Mrs. Evans. It’s a girl”, the doctor says while smiling at both of you.
You look up at Chris and playfully smirk, “A daddy’s girl in the making.”
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extremely wicked.
[dark!Ransom Drysdale x Reader]
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Summary: After abandoning your ex-fiancé during his murder trial, he seeks you out for revenge. 
Warnings: drug use (prescribed tho), language, i could’ve made ransom a little darker but i chicked out, shitty writing, mild violence, mistakes probably 
Word Count: ~1.6k, a bit on the shorter side. 
i originally planned for smut but i pussied out (as usual)
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You were fear stricken as the harsh winds blew against the tree, causing the branches to scrape against your front window. The screeching of wood against glass accompanied by the shadows left you paralyzed with wide eyes.
The advice the FBI agent told you still hung in the air – advice you should’ve heeded to, but you were always stubborn. “It’s unsafe for you, miss,” he told you and now you cursed yourself for being so dismissive of his concern.
You pried your eyes away from the window after a few long moments, staring at the brightly lit television screen that burned your tired eyes. The mindless sitcom proved to be a short-lived distraction as the show abrupted ended to deliver news. The broadcast did nothing to ease your anxiety, but every time you’d change the channel, you were met with the same story:
Breaking News: Serial Killer, Hugh Ransom Drysdale, at Large.
His mugshot was front and center as the anchorman warned the public to not approach him. “It’s unknown if Drysdale is armed, but he’s most certainly dangerous”.
You felt the color drain from your face as you continued to stare at the photograph.
The same pair of blue eyes stared tauntingly back at you. They were colder than you remembered. The smirk on his face was as charming as the day you met. Charming yet cynical.
A loud snap! pulled you from your thoughts, causing you to let out a small yelp. Your eyes immediately searched your surroundings as your breathing picked up slightly. The branch that hung over your window had fallen. The shadow and its silhouette were gone, leaving you a clear view of the full moon in the grey night sky.
You pressed your hand against your chest as you tried to steady your breath. Inhale, exhale… you thought to yourself. Inhale… exhale. You felt your heartbeat against your sternum, thumping against the bone as if it wanted to escape like the man who once stole your heart.
Your fear wasn’t misplaced. You had every right to be afraid.
It was your fault he was imprisoned after all.
The images of the women’s bodies flashed through your mind ever so often. During the trial, photographs of the cadavers were shown to the jury and audience. The audible gasps that were heard throughout the entire courtroom was almost as haunting as the very images that burned through your skull. You dabbed away at the tears as Ransom and his team of lawyers – the “most elite” group that Linda could buy just before disowning her son – congregated in the small office, coming up with a strategy. Ransom looked over at you before dismissing his team to “comfort” you.
It was then you gave back the engagement ring, telling him you couldn’t do this anymore. Despite Ransom’s insistence on his innocence, the evidence was stacking up against him. He looked guiltier and guiltier each day – even you doubted him. No matter how much you loved him, you wanted no part of this trial.
It was then he grabbed you. With a hand to your throat, squeezing the life out of you, he shoved you against the wall.
It was then he seethed his threat that haunted your dreams a year later.  
“If you leave me now, I swear to you… I will fucking kill you.”
He screamed it. Your ears were ringing as you begged him to let you go. When you managed to open the door and free yourself, you fell to the ground, coughing and wheezing. You were too caught up in your fear that you hadn’t realized Ransom’s outburst attracted a crowd.
It was that threat that put the final nail to his coffin.
You shook the memories out of your head. “It’s done, (Y/N).” You reminded yourself. “It happened. It’s over.” You took a deep breath as you turned off the television – it was doing you more harm than good anyway.
You walked over to your kitchen and frowned when the light refused to turn on. The wind whirled outside as you furiously flipped the switch but to no avail. The bulb was dead.
You groaned to yourself, thinking that this night could not go any worse. You poured yourself a glass of water before deciding to call it a night, reasoning you had an early shift.
The stairs creaked beneath your feet as you ascended the flight. As you prepared for bed, you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. The entire atmosphere of your house had shifted, placing you into an undesired horror film and leaving a strange feeling in your bones. You shuffled through your bedside drawer, in search for the orange Rx bottle containing the Ambien you were prescribed to help you sleep.
You flushed the pill down with big gulps of water, hoping that the sleeping aid would kick in faster. You snuggled into your comforter as a shiver ran down your spine. Your head whirled around the dark room and letting out a shrill shriek.
You swore a figure walked past your bedroom door and disappear down the hall. You blinked several times as if to adjust your eyes to the darkness – although with the power outage, they were already well adjusted.
“Nothing’s there.” You told yourself as you shoved the covers off. You poked your head out the door, examining the hallway. “You’re just paranoid… and tired.”  
Goosebumps rose on your skin as a familiar chuckle rang throughout the empty house. Menacing and wicked like a predator laughing at its prey.
“Oh, (Y/N)…” his voice echoed. Your breath hitched in your throat as you backed into your bedroom and locked the door; though, you knew it wouldn’t keep him out for long.
You fumbled with your cellphone, dialing 9-1-1. Within seconds the operator answered but you didn’t give him the chance to complete his script.
“I’m in trouble.” You whimpered. Your voice quivered and your hands – your entire body – was shaking. “Hugh Ransom Drysdale… he’s in my house. Please…”
“Ma’am,” the operator let out a long sigh. “Did you see him?”
“No, you don’t understand.” You rubbed at your eyes with frustration. “I’m his ex-fiancé. It was my testimony that put him in jail. I’m (Y/N) (Y/L).”
“Miss (Y/L), what’s your address?” He asked. The faint sound of typing could be heard on the other line. You recited it only for him to say, “you’re breaking up… Can you – “his voice began to break, muffled and robotic.
“No, no,” you begged as the line suddenly cut. Your mind slowly became fuzzier and fuzzier as the drug slowly began to take effect. You tried to redial, but the error message rang out throughout the phone’s speakers.
“(Y/N)…” he knocked three times.
“Ransom, please,” you cried. “Please, just go.” Tears rushed down your face as you tried to fight the drowsiness. “I won’t tell anyone you were here – “
The doorknob jiggled. “I just want to talk, my little dove.”
“I don’t believe you!”
“Like you didn’t believe me when I said I was innocent?” He tutted at you. “Open the door, little dove. Let’s talk.”
“No.” You shook your head although he couldn’t see you.
Ransom let out a sigh before a thud slammed against the wooden door. You whimpered before scampering beneath your bed. The slamming continued until you heard the door break. Your eyelids became heavier as heavy footsteps stomped around your room. You pressed your hand against to your mouth, muffling your breath, praying to whatever god or deity that was listening that he’d leave.
The footsteps suddenly stopped as Ransom exhaled. “My dumb, dumb little baby,” he tutted. Two large hands grabbed your ankles and you screamed as you clawed the floor in an attempt to anchor yourself.
Ransom straddled your waist, holding your thrashing legs in place as he grabbed your wrists and pinned them at the side of your head. He leaned over you – faces centimeters apart.
“Do you remember the last thing I told you?” Ransom asked you, ocean blue eyes bearing into yours. You shook your head at him, crying as meaningless strings of pleads escaped your lips. Ransom cooed, nudging your nose with his. “My dumb baby…”
“Ransom, please,” you cried. “Just go.”
“No, little dove,” he smirked. “I’m not letting you go.” He watched as your eyes slowly became a bit glazed over. “What did you take?” Ransom’s tone suddenly became concerned as he pulled away from you. His voice became distanced as Ransom’s face became blurrier and blurrier until you succumbed to the peaceful darkness – hoping that this was only a nightmare and that when you’d wake, this cold blooded murderer wouldn’t be looming over you.
Ransom slapped your cheek lightly at first, hoping that you’d regain consciousness. He called your name again before slapping you harder. He shook your shoulders but was met with no response.
“Well,” he huffed as he pulled your limp body from the floor, throwing you over his shoulder like a ragdoll. “Makes it easier for me, then.”
The stairs creaked louder beneath your combined weights. He hummed to himself as he opened the found your keys sitting at the dining table and waltzing over to the garage. He placed you at the passenger seat, wincing slightly when he accidentally knocked your head against the roof of the car.
Ransom made his way to the driver’s seat as the garage door slid open. He smirked to himself as he drove. He glanced over you, fast asleep with your head pressed against the window, jolting when the roads became uneven.
“Oh, what wicked things I have planned for you, my little dove.”
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