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The Sinclair brothers all paid a visit to the campsite btw
Some random hcs I have about how that played out on their end of things;
Vincent arrived along with Bo in the truck; when they drove off after Nick smashed their headlight, Bo probably told him to wait while he went to go get Lester. Bo was just absolutely stewing in irritation about it.
Vincent got a biiitt tired of waiting. He watched them go about their camping unawares, but by the time they'd all gone off to sleep and there was still no sign of Lester, he ended up venturing closer to their campsite to have a little snoop. This was when he stole Dalton's camera and filmed them sleeping, subsequently almost giving himself away. There was likely a brief moment he considered just saying to hell with it and dealing with Carly early when she heard him outside the tents, but he decided against it. He fell back after this, though he kept messing with the camera from afar.
Lester got there a little after that and found his brother filming some random wildlife that had come around by then.
Vincent helped him cut Wade's fan belt. By 'help', really he watched and handed him things while Lester yapped away to him, but it's the thought that counts.
The two left together after that, and Lester gave Vin a ride back to the house, yapping to him all the way.
As a side note vaguely thinking Lester probably asked about the camera and Vincent showed him his footage; I imagine Lester wanted him to take something of him too lol.
#v1nsincl4ir#bo stared them down from the truck obviously#vincent filmed them sleeping with dalton's camera#lester broke the fan belt#this didn't click for me the first time I watched it it actually took me right up until I saw the fan belt song in the bloopers#which is incredibly embarrassing for me#house of wax#vincent sinclair#bo sinclair#lester sinclair#sinclair brothers#hcs
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dont forget what happened to icarus
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#guhh cat#i like ford the most in this 1 .i struggled hard w fiddleford but thts OKAAAYYYY :thumbs up:#also idk if it translates well at all but i wanted to include stanleys brand.fresh off the press 📣#i do want to come back to this at some point and touch it up . future me w the future ability 2 execute this how i wanted hmmm#but im j happy to have smt i want to draw again LAWLL#gf art is incredibly embarrassing 4 me to post#like not even ab the show (which is awesome amazing legiterally da best) and i loveee lovee all the other art its like.#i feel like there is a magnifying glass looking in2 my soul.exposed. ths is how roly polies and armadillos feel
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so I was thinking about themmmm and well i uh.. i did it. I found every (decent enough to post) doodle of my OC's Aestereoth and Ninys from 2020 all the way through to 2022 (plus a bonus one from today) and compiled them into THIS!
THE ULTIMATE NINAES COMPENDIUM!!! 2025 edition!!!
for context, because i havent posted abt these guys in years and even irl only like 2 ppl know anything about them. Blonde bitch is Aestereoth Cain (he/him) an Aasimar wizard professor teaching conjuration. Ninys (they/them, name pronounced like minus) is a feyborn elf, student of Aestereoth before becoming his apprentice (like a phd student) while uncovering forbidden magics 👀
anywho enjoy
thats it :] thats my babies. I've also started working on their story again too. Rewriting it to make a bit more sense. Will I still be working on it in a months time? who knows but im just happy to see and think about and draw these two :>
#art#oc#ocs#oc art#fantasy#dnd#original fiction#aasimar#angel#fairy#elf#yes i was incredibly insane about him during 2021 that was THEIR YEAR#and also when i was very .. unwell -w- i am still unwell but in a different worse way where i create almost no art#but thats beside the point kajhjahd#aes is in my brain again which makes a happy Helio#i mean hes always in my brain just quieter usually#but now i can think abt their story again >:3 bc it doesnt make me cringe with how stupid it is anymore lmao#oughh aes my love#ninys is just me but fuck it love the mtoo#bc im awesome#lol#f/o#oc f/o#sneaking in my f/o tags in the end bc shhhh#im still embarrassed abt some things lol#oc: ninys#oc: aestereoth
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it is just unfathomable how actively cruel people will choose to be because fundamentally they dont view brown people as real humans with lives that are worth something. awesome 👍 i think some of you should die 😁
#observant followers may have noted i became progressively less active on tumblr#after getting a job which often makes me physically tired. it does not take that long to check for verification when i am home#and it takes nothing to Not make some fucking insanely evil assumptions and sabotage someone's#attempt to stay alive.#losing $20 will probably not impact Your life meaningfully - it is fucking life or death for some people#its the desperation in your attempts to justify incredible cruelty!! if you shut up you wont embarrass yourself.#babbling
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just got out of staar testing, have my pre-test doodles :>
#she couldn't let me keep the paper but she let me take a photo#which is why its such bad quality lmao#incredibly embarrassing tho 0/10 experience 😔#dislike it when teachers see my art#or like...... adults in general#scary scary scary#anyways easy staar i would do that again#raviolisketches#blaze the cat
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i hate whenever i Realise A Thing about myself (or am forced to confront a thing i had already realised) through the medium of cú chulainn because it's just fucking embarrassing. like yeah of course i did. likely thing for me to do
#everything i've ever figured out about my gender or sexuality has been through something related to cú chulainn#it's incredibly embarrassing#if i told you the circs under which i lost my virginity you would not believe me#it's so on brand it loops back around to parody#pearsanta
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GIRLS KISSING 💥💥🔥🔥🔥😱😱💥🔥🔥💥
#shenjin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin#yun jin#yun jin genshin impact#shenhe#shenhe genshin impact#THE SILLIES EVER#this is lowkey kind of embarrassing ngl#do not talk to me every#i am not normal about them#have yall listened to “we'll never have sex” by leith ross#it's literally so them#i listened to that song FIFTY TWO TIMES last week#which for some isn't much but i don't listen to music while i go to bed#that was sitting there and listening to one song like 20 times over and over again#i am so incredibly okay mentally#anyway. the song#you look perfect you look different i don't wonder about your indifference#if i said you could never touch me you'd come over and say i look lovely#AUGHGHHGHHGGHGH
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Since the dental Tribble has been on a strict no kibble, no crunchy, no chewing diet. (In a week or so she'll be allowed to use her teeth again a bit more, but no one wants to see a dog get dry socket.) Spouse feels that canned dog food (perpetually on hand to make into pupsickles) is not experienced as filling enough, and we do know that Tribble has done better on grain inclusive foods for the past decade, so... the rice cooker has been simmering with chicken stock rice too bulk out the canned food all week, and Matilda and Benton have both gotten a fair bit of overflow rice as a treat.
Unconnectedly, tonight happens to be my first night alone as the sole human all evening in quite a few months. Matilda has been doing her job of enforcing bed, of course, but I can also rely on other humans to help make routine happen if she's too tired to be on it.
If I was worried that Tilly hadn't worked out her evening routine enforcement functions before now, I shouldn't have been. I don't think I've ever seen a dog so excited to move the evening along towards the part where dinner and the good cookies are.
#Matilda#australian cattle dog#1 year#the things I'm trying to achieve feel so embarrassing sometimes#like the complex and flexible but not too flexible pressure to do things that are good for me at intervals in the evenings#and yes yes yes it's just that old insecurity again#I grew up literally being told that the audhd was just my special burden to overcome in secrecy: the internalized stuff is not surprising#but it also means I'm watching her cues fairly carefully#and she's now completely reliable to alarmed tasks and mostly reliable to totally uncued pesterbot reminders#it's probably time to work on other grounding behaviors and really practice DPT more but I'm just really admiring my dog's progress so far#she had her first dog reactivity 2: building basic social skills class Tuesday and barely reacted to the five other dogs in class at all#by which I mean that she stared and leaned once#answered her leave it#and relaxed enough into counterconditioning to be rolling all over the floor and grinning delighted at me by the end of class#I'm beginning to see the shape of her grown self coming out#and I think I see why people are willing to go back and keep raising puppies from this breed of incredibly awful adolescences#it's a good shape. strong. very prone to getting distorted over a few generations if a breeder isn't keeping an eye on it#I can see what she's going to be like when she's put on some more emotional development#and I'm really beginning to look forward to it
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every experiment people asked about after my talk is something i'm already working on 😌
#i mean it felt a little obnoxious i wanted to be like 'wow that's a great idea ive never had before!' but unfortunately it so happens that i#did have that idea also. it just doesn't work yet#or possibly ever for some of this stuff bc im not actually very good at using the contraption.#like it's actually incredibly useful to get that feedback especially from the audience i was talking to (cell biologists)#bc it means im going after things that make sense/follow naturally/address people's main questions about the project#it's just a little embarrassing going 'yeah we're already trying that' six times in a row#box opener#people seemed really attentive and tuned-in so i think i managed to make it reasonably interesting which im very pleased about#it was a fun time everyone was nice to me
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I just realised that Gao was never in Elite Force, I was just lied to (or my brain lied to me), THERE ARE POSTS I HAVE WHERE I AM MAD THAT GAO WAS IN IT AND HE NEVER WAS, I FEEL SO DUNCE
#lab rats elite force#I can’t believe it#okay so EF does many things wrong but I was just wrong about one of them#I feel so dumb I did a whole rant post early on my blog OH MY GOSHHHH#I’m not sure why I made this mistake??#ermm anyways that’s incredibly embarrassing for me#I genuinely apologise I’m sure someone pointed that out but I couldn’t say anything because there was a spoiler tag#which is why I wanted to watch the show first#I think it’s because I thought Reese was related to Gao instead of Rodissius#since Riker and Roman don’t actually show up in the finale for whatever reason#I mean imo that’s lowkey more interesting to me but#I’M SO SORRY
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I simply must let out my musical theater freak at this. The West End run of Next to Normal features this overtly sweet (but probably bad news if you're paying attention) young guy. With an unintimidating presence and dark curly hair... do BOLAS fans see where I'm going with this?
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This song has long had 'idea of Aerin haunting MC between books' vibes to me. But the original Broadway version gives me more cocky, horny energy. This West End version though, presented as a sweet invitation with a threat underneath... this is live action Aerin to me now. Put this straight into the musical version of Blades that will only ever exist in my own head between the Dragon Age and Pathologic ones.
I am what you want me to be And I'm your worst fear, you'll find it in me
I'll hurt you I'll heal you I'm your wish, your dream come true And I am your darkest nightmare too
And though you made me, you can't change me I'm the perfect stranger who knows you too well
#So specific and self-indulgent I'm almost embarrassed to share- but what else is tumblr for?#I was not looking for this but it appeared to me and I just had to#I'm just passionate about music y'all#It's truly incredible how different this version feels from the other version I'm used to#Which is also very good! Just different#choices bolas#blades of light and shadow#musical theater#aerin valleros
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I’m getting so good at holding hands. Not to brag but I love holding hands. My hand only gets a little moderately sweaty when I do so. I’m so good at it.
#for real I see so much more confident and comfortable being physically intimate with my classmate which yes just means hand holding and#hugging right now mostly. but like before he left today I gave him a. lot of hugs and kissed him on the cheek and I didn’t want to let go.#we walked laps around the park today holding hands and I didn’t trips and I even let myself brush his wrist with my other hand as we did so#tomorrow I think I’ll stop by his house since his family is away. I think we’ll sit on the couch together. I’m excited lol.#I checked out Come as You Are by Emily Nagoski from the library and started reading it this morning. since I know nothing about intimacy#and it’s clearly an issue for me and I must say. even just to chapter 3. it’s been incredibly illuminating. I am learning a lot. it’s quite#readable and I find the information useful and novel. the only issue is one I have with a lot of relationship help books this far and#that’s that they assume one has had relationships and sex before. there are some self evaluations that I can’t do because I’ve never been#physically intimate with another person. but the rest of the information is quite valuable. I do feel better about acknowledging and acce#accepting my own desires. they aren’t embarrassing and I trust my boyfriend not to find me weird or gross or soemthing
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my favourite guilty pleasure fanfic was deleted….is life even worth living anymore…..
#frank castle……save me frank castle…..😭😭😭#I’m trying to be funny but i am legitimately devastated which is also incredibly embarrassing#sigh it was a good three years of rereading it i guess
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bro I'm at the level of seasonal depression where my brain is like "maybe I should watch supernatural...."
#damien.txt#<- comfort show is supernatural#for some god foresaken reason. my brain truly has latched onto this show. even tho literally i hate it#they did all of the characters i like the worst they possibly could have. .......yet. the narratives.#this was honestly triggered by a post i saw today abt like. the show having dean's flaw be like 'sam isnt the brother i want him to be#and i tend to treat him in certain (unfair) ways because of that' which is inherently a banger character plot to have#but then the show unironically says 'and dean is 100% valid in this and any action he takes bc of it' and then like a ton of the audience#just believes that wholeheartedly.#this is incredibly paraphrased btw. i might try and go find the post and rb it bc it really hit#anyways yeah. literally thinking abt it forever. spn fucked me up in the brain in so many ways. like... irrevocably changed fr#time to go rewatch the 'i could never go on a quest like that. because i'm not clean' scene for the 60000000th time#truly the scene that had impacted me the most as a person. maybe in all of media#which is.... perhaps incredibly embarrassing kdgdjdhf but also. if you know you know.#supernatural
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How it feels to tag the official account in my fanart post on insta and then they don't share it in their stories
#i mean it's finejust kind of. very embarrassing.#i guess i just figured that since they share lots of stuff i might as well tag them every once in a while since other ppl do it#when i'm happy enough with the drawing to feel like doing that you know#anyway i'm not truly bothered just embarrassed lol. you know how it is with me and overthinking stuff anyway#but yeah i'm much more preoccupied with a different thing right now at least so. that's pretty important#like how my flight is literally tomorrow and my journey has already started technically so uhhhh. pretty crazy!#i'm probably going to be talking about the incredible event of boarding the plane tomorrow in that case.#since i'm sure that's very important to share#i just hope it all goes well and i can still use the internet while we're in the uk bcs i guess it's not like 100% certain yet#because my old ass lame phone doesn't support e sims which we so thoughtfully purchased earlier. just for it to not work#but yeah ok it's gonna be a very eventful rest of the week to say the least#so i hope i'll be able to leave some updates here on all that in the meantime!#goosepost
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guys my little sister just drew sniper and pyro im literally so happy LMAO (our respective favs) im so impressed with her art i love the way she captured them. like yeah that is sniper tf2 fr fr. trying to prevent myself from jumping from joy rn. i love sniper so much

#tf2 sniper#sniper tf2#tf2 pyro#pyro tf2#tf2#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#shes only 11 im so proud of her#i remember back when she could only draw scribbles#its incredible to see her progress in art in real time#i would be embarrassed to share interests with people irl#mostly because of. the way i see and portray the characters#but shes just as obsessed with tf2 as i am#which is awesome#and makes me feel less self conscious#okay i talked too long bye
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