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bulkhummus · 9 months

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more sleepy dads ……

#sigh #i dont have anything else in me rn than messy sketches #just off some ref i found on pinterest #which is kinda sad but its ok #anyways #wtnv #welcome to night vale #cecilos #cecil palmer #carlos robles #carlos the scientist

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moeblob · 2 months

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Windy at my house + power flickering = no comm work = quick laptop doodle

#my characters #i genuinely hoped the wind would die down but like ??? nah?#and the last time we lost power without an actual storm it WAS bc of wind #and so i just get so panicked over please dont fry my tablet with a power surge #if it calms down by tonight i really wanna work on art since i spent almost all day yesterday struggling with a pose and i finally #think i thought of something that could work and then (gestures to the wind) fuck me #also in regards to these two you have seen me drawing deacon a lot recently and i only drew armya once so far #she is a devoted follower to fulj which is really rare since fulj no longer has a large following nor a temple #so when fulj finds her its comforting and reassuring and she adores armya a lot #however the fact that fulj relentlessly teases deacon and calls him names is like..... ok wait would you really be mean to me if it wasnt #for her ? like would you still pick on me? :c and shes like lol yeah dude absolutely #deacon is just constantly dunked on by the lightning group and hes so sad because he wanted to be friends :c #but also the guy wouldnt really recognize the followers if it wasnt for the traces of lady fulj #so if they would wander into the city without having been possessed recently he probably wouldnt even cast a glance their way #nothing personal he just straight up doesnt decipher looks fast at all #he could think they look familiar but then not know why ESPECIALLY if they wear something he's not used to them in #like if armya showed up in something other than her loose white jacket he would not be able to go AH YES ARMYA immediately #he identifies people by hair or clothing details so it kinda messes him up if people remove whatever identifying trait they have #long hair getting a hair cut? suddenly a whole new person #and armya knows this very well since he never looked her way unless fulj was possessing her or trailing her #so she does like to tease him as just. we are both in servitude to a deity and same rank but like. bro youre too easy to mock #(fulj agrees)

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kohakhearts · 2 months

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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

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yuridovewing · 3 months

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As a fellow Dovewing lover, it's frustrating how the fandom watered her down into a whiny brat who never cared about Ivypool. I mean, seriously? Not only did Dovewing care about her sister (reacting in horror when Lionblaze, her own mentor and Jayfeather are willing to potentially sacrifice Ivypool's safety by employing her as her spy instead of trying to get her out of the Dark Forest's clutches, hiding a thorn in her nest to cover for her scarring from her training).

Heck, even the scene where she tries to feed Ivypool her catch during a hunting patrol was demonized because 'she was trying to make Ivypool break the code like SHE does, as if it doesn't matter' and because she got upset when Ivypool started arguing with her! But you guys said she didn't care, right? Plus, people act like being forced into a prophecy is something you should be grateful for, as if it didn't irreparably change her close relationship with her sister? As if Lionblaze and Jayfeather didn't still keep her out of the loop (and for all the fussing they made about keeping it a secret, Lionblaze confesses his power to Cinderheart and Jayfeather doesn't even care).

Meanwhile Nightheart is angry he isn't orange and hates his mom for being exiled and the whole world has to stop for him. 🤪 And Bramblestar is simply so tortured by having an evil father, the only choice is to train with him and his evil half-brother and hide this from his wife! (But remember, it's bad when that witch Squirrelflight hides the parentage of the three from him, even when Blackstar and Leopardstar were still around after being complicit in the torture and killing of halfclan cats.) Why are these male characters sympathized with, even when they actively harm people (Nightheart forcing himself into Sunbeam's life by lying to everyone about being her mate without even asking her if she would be fine with that beforehand), Bramblestar (we all know what he does), but when Dovewing or any other female character is upset, people freak out and call them whiny brats or abusive for (checks notes) asking her partner if he loves her anymore after they argued multiple times in a book. Really makes you think! (Sorry this is so long, you just have based opinions!)

dovewing being characterized as this flighty airheaded vain popular girl stereotype in fanon is like. one of those biggest "we didnt actually read the books" things in the fandom. like theres so much fanart where shes grinning and giggling over the prophecy and shes besties with the trio and shes got preferential treatment, and then in the actual books shes basically the autistic kid no one actually likes. people really, REALLY overexaggerate that one scene where she snaps at ivypaw and brags. (and i dont wanna shit on amvs but i am forever side eying how the animation community handled dove back in the day. more than one person animated her getting murdered. normal.)

i do think its gotten better recently at least. but wow does it feel like at least one person on the writing team has a bone to pick

(also awww thank you <3 no need to be sorry i love getting stuff in my inbox)

#it does also feel so insidious to me just how long the bramblesquirrel conflict was painted as ''equally kind of wrong''#the ppl who put words in squilfs mouth sometimes which. btw ill get to that when i read the book #and tbf part of it is that sometimes abuse isnt as easy to spot if youre primed to the mainstream version of it #like. bramble isnt a born evil wifebeater everyone can see coming from a mile away. hes a complex guy with his own insecurities #and his own goals and people he openly cares about. and even in some fanon stuff i see ppl kinda erase that part of him #(which i wont pretend im above- ive been trying to walk that line myself)#and that doesnt match how abusers are usually percieved by the public. or in this very series.#like. the main excuse for clear sky is literally ''hes sad his sister died and tried to save her! no one changes THAT much''#anyone can be an abuser. you could be an abuser. i could be an abuser. that doesnt mean that we ARE but we are capable of it #and the thing that catches ppl off guard is that abusers are really good at hiding who they are and theyre often charming #i often hear this account of abuse that goes something like ''my parent abused me but no one believed me bc theyre nice in public''#you dont know whats going on behind closed doors. and ik this is about funny kitties at the end of the day but its quite telling #so... yeah bramble has his nice moments. hes got his GREAT moments even. i love his relationship with his mom for example #but those moments dont mean that hes not capable of being worse. of being a monster to his loved ones #its why squilf keeps getting sucked back in. hes not a one dimensional asshole. hes capable of being kind to her.#and thats what makes his disgusting moments hit so much harder #wow ok i got off topic in the tags but yknow. idk i got feelings abt this matter as someone who's experienced toxic relationships

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pig-wings · 7 months

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idk why i just really liked this lol

#pigwings reads comics #i'm really enjoying this issue?? rosenberg writes jason really well imo #also cizmesija draws a great scarecrow #i've been following gotham war as it comes out on ultra and boy howdy its rough #which i'm sad about because i was pretty excited for chip zdarksy on batman #i'm kind of willing to withhold some judgement until the next arc because i think i get what zdarksy is doing #but i appreciate that rosenberg was kinda just like 'ok side story'

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prestonmonterey · 3 months

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i hope my friends never get the feeling that they need to have something important to say to be able to talk to me

#marble musings #its just like #an awful feeling #had someone i knew who kinda just like ignored my attempts to make conversation bc im like. not good at talking to people #and i was really sad bc i just wanted to like. enjoy her company #and ive been told by a couple people that they thought i was kinda intimidating???#which is so funny to me bc im like SO scared to talk to people #anyway yeah you dont have to like #say something important or anything #if you dont want to #i mean im like actual shit at small talk but ill still try my best if you just say like 'hi' and wanna start a conversation #(ugh unless youre the kind of person who shuts down small talk questions i cannot deal with that.#there was someone i talked to who i was like asking questions to bc i wanted to like keep the conversation going bc i like. think thats wha #they wanted #but id say like 'hows school' or 'whats a fun fact about yourself' and theyd just give like one word answers which is alright but if you #wanna hold a proper conversation that doesnt really work #and when they answered the questions they didnt throw it back to me like 'how bout you' or something #theyd just. sit there #and i was like #damn ok should i like ask another question?#but i felt like they were trying to hint to me that they didnt wanna talk so i stopped talking #and they were fucking like 'awkwarrrd'#like DO YOU WANT ME TO TALK OR NOT)#ok sorry that was a really long tangent #i prommy im always happy to talk unless youre like a super rare exception (like 2 people ever)#in which case i will try to make it clear im not in the mood to talk or youre like making me uncomfortable or something #ok thats it #have a nice day #:)

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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sometimes my ass feels goofy bout my sawashiro photocard holder but my eldest sister just got here and she has a new photocard holder with her new anime boyf on it and yk what Very Comforting to know we're losers together

#snap chats #the mental illness of my 20-somn ass having a photocard of a late-30's bitch while her 30-somn ass havin a photocard of a 20-somn bitch LOL #she's never had a photocard. not since last time i saw her lmao timing funny as hell #she my biggest enabler for being a dweeb tbh. which is ironic cause she used to bully me for my interests #i mean she prob still would if i talked to her bout it but she's toned down like .2%#i'd never show her my sawa photocard cause The Bullying that would ensue but its good to know. being a loser is genetic HAHA #even if we're the farthest apart in age we're weirdly similar when it comes to how we interact with media #in that we're insane HAHAHA #i never really talk to her bout fandom stuff but sometimes she'll talk bout what anime or kdrama she's into #and i'll just be like 'ok cool. this is what i sound like to my brother'#its kinda sad cause her husband's like A Normal Southern Guy so he kinda bullies her bout her interests #but she's stubborn it doesn't get her down for too long #ok bye lemme stop blogging in the middle of my kitchen where everyone walking aaaAAAAHHHH

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girlwithfish · 6 months

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thats 3 guys in one day i am so silly

#aha #Got a free hotel room outta it at least 💀#this dude is chill i cld see us bein besties lmfaooooo #were like besties but we also fuck #wellactually we didnt fuck cuz he sa virgin snd my head game was too good lol #but he let me stay there since its overnight anyway and he left but yeah #idk #this other guy i fucked was ok i didnt even talk to him much 💀#but i guess i liked it #i felt kinda sad tho #Idk #Maybe i need to talk a bit more before icfuck cuz then i feel sad #but it was still hot so ifk #thus other guy offered to let me sray over which is sweet :')

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bcneheaded · 5 months

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thinking again about how artemis can't drink, eat, kiss, or feel anything pleasurable at all and I :(

#( ooc )#( tbd )#artie over here side eyeing me from his spot at his desk like: ''bitch are u for real ..... YOU did that... You're literally the reason WHY #are you sad--#'anything pleasurable at all' yes I mean anything at all #aNYTHING good #he can't feel pain either!#that was his curse as a demon-- his punishment? I guess ?? after he turned from w/e he was to this etcetcetc #anyway he can feel pressure and temperature and textures ofc but like... pain and pleasure nuh bro not at all #''but emory why does he drink tea then'' because he likes the warmth and aesthetic ok fkhHF #he doesnt drink it.... he just kinda holds it..... Has It.#+ he can ''kiss'' your hand or something but itll be more like .... top teeth of a skull gently bonking your hand #which is...... gross juhygfdhujdfg #''its the thought that counts'' he says but what I say is..... yucky #also bc its Sunday(tm) and I have new followers over the past few months... no.....#the bone man cannot in fact bone

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autistickfigure · 6 months

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first time they meet. Technically. not really

#flowers arts #steve #system accountability is DEAD and we KILLED HIM #steve voice Its all your fault. BOB voice Its all your fault (They are equally at fault)#eve has been dreaming about this for a long time. so he kinda thought he'd got it down by now #steve loves BOB and thinks he can do no wrong But also loves to blame him for everything he (and herself) did wrong.#BOB doesnt think that steve is real and also hates it. they dont have normal conversations #steve gets really sad when zes fronting alone and BOB gets Maladaptive daydream core when he fronts alone.#which is why he feels that way about steve. AND steve is keeping this whole system thing under raps except not really #Some of that is just BOB not caring i feel. its hard not to spill over thoughts hes just this way. THEYRE FUNNY.#steve tries to be cool but hes kind of lame whenever he does that. and BOB is always lame #if BOB were not obsessed with humans steve wouldn't look that way too probably. maybe he'd just be a stickfigure #ONE more thing. steve found out about the system thing because of green when he was like 1-10. on the phone.#he had an app to track that stuff when he found out but then he realized that hes 2 billion years old and probably a lot of alters.#AND he didnt know what to set as profile pictures AND didnt want BOB to find out so it was quickly abandoned. BUT thats how green knows ste #e. and they are friends despite steve wanting to be alone when fronting. ITS also funny because green hates BOB. and ocassionally says her #name in public. but greeen is also a system so its ok. (But he doesnt know because he thinks its viruses. WELCOME TO MY twisted world)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#concocting z0san fanfics in my head like its 2015 #and i mean with intention and not in the way that i have basically every day for the past 11 years. god i have such a weird relationship #with them. but i think i have a good idea. itll just take forever. its sorta sad and fucked up but in a pretty way i think #and itll probably be the most for me and me specifically thing ive ever writen #lots of info not a single person is asking for except me. bc im gonna use it to force myself to do research #and fill the dark winter nights. the shortest day of the year here is 2hrs shorter than where i spent the last 4 years #fucked up. its even shorter than the shortest day in ohio. anyway im writing this so i actually force myself to do it #and not just let it go. i only got 5hrs of sleep so well see how clear my thinking turns out to b #dosage on my meds went up last night. which is good bc my mood has wobbled back down as i kinda figured it would #but its ok. i think that lil blip of clarity was really good for me in terms of being like: oh ok i get y ppl want to live #which is an insane thing to say but there u go. if only i could get back to that and get my brain to shut thr fuck up #begone thoughts. i banish thee. weighted thoughts with bad intentions. my mind is filled with poison #and i well ignore it and write my dumb little story... and also work on the bullshit i actually should b doing hah #unrelated

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moeblob · 1 year

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Unfortunately Paul has a fan (that I have known for over 10 years) and so now I'm like. Constantly thinking about Paul bc I know one (1) person who loves him.

#my characters #im trying to design the hot bartender who doesnt have a name but its uhhhhh sorta slow progress #also i decided today? i deserve art for me which means ocs #i keep feeling like im doing a bad job lately bc im not drawing fanart for fe #and thats not fair to me or my mood #im so sad lately and stressed and i deserve to enjoy what i draw instead of forcing myself #to draw fanart first then ocs after #cause i dont have the energy these days for an after #its just a one pic kinda deal sadly #but im still doodling away daily so it counts #and i need to be more ok with posting ocs and stop only doing it when im sad #i wanna draw them when im happy too! i just.... normally try to cater to others when i have energy

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tillman · 1 year

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obsessed with combing ebay for odd merch and shit like at least once a week i poke thru the gg doujinshi on there i enjoy the time capsule of it all and skipping the egregiously insane ones sometimes there are some w art styles i am just entranced by so bad

#honestly. u would think there would be more online in different places but ive been able to find........... a couple at most #(mostly sol.ky which. looks around)#sorry i was doing this again its enchanting #i cant find the one i was so fucking obsessed w the art style of .... may whoever got it treat it well it was very cute #but god yeah no its . saur sad i wish more were scanned #or like. at least somewhere available for purchase online...#but its been years i kinda get it #txt #like oh theres this fucking. johnny/sol one? which . ok. but man the art is really really cool #but i spent like an Houuuurrr and couldnt find a single bit of info about the group that made it . like this is the most upsetting shit in t

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toastsnaffler · 8 months

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tried going to bed early bc ive just been sitting staring at the wall or my phone all afternoon but it's been 3 hours now and I can't stop crying. :(