#which is what I wanna do for aven

[demonologistfucker]

🙏🏻aventurine is now my first completely maxed out character

[cherrieflavouredheadcanons]

Hi can we please have fluff w Aventurine where reader and him reunite after 2. 1 and just fucking elope start a new life etc? Please I need it.

God yes. This is what we all need after 2.1. I'm aware he is in a coma-like state technically now but for the sake of fluff and this headcanon he is awake from that coma and is now reuniting with you. CW: Spoilers for 2.1 and Aventurines actual name, starts angsty but then turns fluffy, Gn reader, pre established relationship hurt/comfort

I am still accepting requests (especially for aven) btw so if you wanna see something send it in!

Back in your arms

You had lost track of how long it was since Aventurine left for his mission in Penacony. Has it been 2 months? No, probably more. It had been months since you last had been able to make contact with him. Your messages no longer went through, unable to be sent.

Looking at your textlog and scrolling up, you came across the last message he had sent you. It had come in while you were asleep, and it simply read “I love you”.

Waking up to that message would have been a sweet message for most people, but for you it had made you immensely worried.

 Aventurine was never someone who professed his love openly, so such messages were quite rare. Receiving such a message, especially unprompted, made you send him a barricade of texts, none of which went through and even now months later none were able to be sent.

If you were honest you were starting to lose hope of ever seeing him again, who knows what happened in Penacony after all? He could be…dead for all you knew, you had no way to verify whether that was true or not after all. 

You tried continuing your life on as you would normally, what else could you do? It was hard though, everyday you missed him more and more. Sometimes you imagined his face in a crowd somewhere but whenever you would take a closer look he would vanish.

Sighing you closed your phone and looked around your apartment, it felt so liveless ever since Aventurine was gone. Tears were falling down your eyes as you wondered how much longer you had to live with the uncertainty of where he was and if he was even alive.

Exhaustion was taking over as you began falling asleep. A common occurrence nowadays, since at night you were restless, unable to fall asleep as you worried. Just as you were beginning to fully doze off, you heard the door to your apartment open, immediately waking up.

No one but you and Aventurine had the key, and with him being absent panic coursed through you thinking someone was breaking and entering. You grabbed the nearest heavy thing to defend yourself with.

“For fucks sake…” You muttered as you made your way to where the noises were coming from. Cursing every entity out there for piling even more shit onto you as if your significant other being possibly dead wasn’t enough.

Readying your weapon (probably a heavy book) you stepped foot into the room where the noise was coming from ready to attack and hit the intruder. But once you saw who it was that was in your appartment, you dropped your makeshift weapon, a sob escaping your mouth.

Before you stood Aventurine, alive and breathing. You rubbed your eyes, making sure that this wasn’t your mind playing a cruel trick on you again. Aventurine watched you with a smirk on his, albeit very exhausted looking, face and his eyes held a new found softness you had never seen before.

You fell into his arms immediately, holding him tightly against your body, feeling his warmth. Desperately you grabbed at his clothes as you held on to him, scared this was all just a dream and you would wake up all alone once again. Tears were falling from your eyes, unable to hold them back, the relief washing over you making you let out all of your emotions.

“Wow you missed me that much?” He asked, in his usual teasing tone. Though there was something in his voice that usually wasn’t there. Desperation and a bit of fear. Was he afraid you wouldn’t have missed him? Or was there a deeper reason for it?

Moving away from the hug you grabbed his face in your hands, the tears still falling from your eyes as you took a good look at him. His face had fallen in, and he seemed exhausted. But there was also something in his eyes, his beautiful eyes you were so sure you would never see again, that you couldn’t recognize, having never seen it on him before.

Before you spoke your first words to him, you pulled his face closer and gently kissed him. The feeling of his lips on yours felt like you were floating in heaven. They may have been more chapped than usual, but fuck was it nice to feel him again.  Breaking the kiss you finally were able to muster up your first words to him.

“Fuck…I was so worried about you…I…When my messages stopped being able to sent I was…so sure you…Please…never worry me like that again Aventurine…”

You leaned your forehead against his, your words jumbled together from the adrenaline coursing through you.

He took in a deep breath, and held it for a moment before letting it out. A gesture you saw in many people before they needed to say something important and heavy, but one you never saw in your lover.

“...Kakavasha…” His voice seemed unsure and meek as he spoke. 

You, of course, had no idea what he was saying, so you looked into his eyes confused.

“Wha-”

“Kakavasha…it is…my given name. The one my mother gave me” He inhaled deeply before he continued.

“It is a long story but the short version is…I am no longer affiliated with the IPC, they probably think I died or something. So I no longer go by Aventurine, and…with how close we are and how much you mean to me. I felt like it was appropriate for you to know my true name...”

His eyes refused to look at you, flickering about unsurely as he spoke. Though he tried to sound confident, his voice wavered, scared that you would not accept him for who he truly was and reject his true self.

You looked at him gently and with all the love you had for him, gently pulling him close again and kissing his nose.

“Well then…It is nice to meet you Kakavasha…” You smiled brightly at him, showing him you accepted him as he was.

He felt relief course through his body and could not help himself but pull you into a passionate kiss. He kissed you like you were the oxygen he needed to stay alive. As if he would die without you.

Breaking the kiss he whispered “Marry me.” It wasn’t a question but a request. One that you were too stunned to answer to, looking at him with wide eyes.

“I mean it. Let’s get married, run away from everything and start a new life just you and me.”

His eyes were pleading with you to agree. He knew that he wanted to start over, but he knew he needed you with him.

“...yes!!” You once again fell into his arms and kissed him. The two of you holding each other so closely it was as if you were one.

Kakavasha knew that he would need to tell you everything that happened in Penacony at one point, even the part where he tried to end his life. But he knew that if he explained everything to you, you would still stay by his side and be with him. 

You were his family after all.

[acherins]

BUY A PRETTY DIAMOND RING FOR ME?

aventurine x reader || fluff

author's note, i miss silly man,,, give me the sillies

Sometimes you question your own sanity by dating the man right ahead of you, millions of shopping bags in his hand as he looked at you with a devilish smile in his face.

"Anything else you want, dear?" Asking gently as ever, Aventurine was quick to grab your hand, admiring it silently, waiting an answer.

"Even if i say 'no', you would still buy something you think will fit me..." you sighed, leaning in for a quick kiss on his cheeks, watching it glow a bit red, which he was rather quick to hide, much to your misfortune.

"Aww, dont hide it Aven" a laugh escaped your lips seeing your boyfriend's reaction, a rather offended face, before just glaring at you, menancingly

"Don't glare at me like that, you started it." Grabbing his hand once again, you walked rather quickly in the halls, pratically dragging Aventurine around. "Come on, i have an idea of what i wanna do next."

Walking through the halls, you saw a bit of Aventurines expression at your sentence, curiosity mixed with confusion on his face, which made you laugh a little

Stopping in front of a beautiful colorful shop, you watched as his expression turned in one of shock, a smile on your lips.

"You said you would buy anything for me,yeah? So let me buy a pretty diamond ring for us, my love" grabbing his hand, you pressed a chaste kiss on his fingers, a wide smile on your face watching his features.

"This isn't fair...i should be the one doing the proposal" mumbling under his breath, his eyes fondly looked at you, approaching your face with his hand, moving a strand of your hair right before pressing a chaste lingering kiss on your lips, hugging you right after.

"Someone is clingy today, huh?"

"...shut up will you?"

@ sparklyspring, 2024. Don't repost, copy, translate or modify any of my works.

[kuniihoonii]

fucking aven in front of a mirror and making him look at what a mess u make of him while praising him-

tell him how pretty he is and how hes being so good

if he gonna denies it, slow down and only start fucking him the way he wants u to when he accepts the praise, or better yet make him repeat praise to himself 😈

Preach !!!! I wanna do this so badly 😔.

Idk the name of the position but like.. having him kneeling, his back against your chest while you fuck him from behind like that. On the mattress, in front of the mirror. Holding his tiny waist as you fuck him so deep you can practically see a little bump forming on his tummy whenever you cock/strap goes in <3.

If he tries looking away just bring your hand to his jaw and make him look at himself. "Keep your eyes on you. Don't look away, angel." He's not allowed to look at you either. Only on himself. "Just look how pretty you are, Aven. Making such a mess for me, my pretty boy." Tell him this and he'll squirm.

IF he denies if which to be honest he's gonna be so embarrassed about this whole situation, he might just end up shaking his head no. So as you said anonie<3. Slow down. He hates it when you go this slow. He'll end up asking you to speed up, "what.. no.. no please, faster, please" his eyes would leave the sight of him in the mirror and lock eyes with you through the mirror. Force him to look at himself again.

"call yourself pretty, angel. And I'll reward you" tell him this and he'll whimper <3. He feels already so exposed in this position and having to watch himself too? On top of this your asking him to call himself pretty? Oh poor baby. But he eventually does it <3. And once he does, fuck him so good he's seeing stars, keep reminding him how pretty he is <3.

Oh oh oh and! He'll he crying with how overwhelmed he feels (good way ofc).

[q1ngqve]

HI LAN!! i found your blog yesterday and i have to say. I'M OBSESSED. THE WAY YOU WRITE MAKES ME FEEL SO MANY (good) THINGS 😮‍💨 omg your aven… you made me obsessed with the concept of fox!aven… i’m going insane and after hearing his leaked jp voicelines WAA i'm crazy.

a scenario that’s been on my mind lately is.. imagine aven going to a casino and he takes you w/ him. then in the middle of a game he just starts feeling you up 😏 in front of everyone, telling u to keep quiet and saying it's cuz seeing u all hot and bothered like that makes him even luckier… and then right as you’re abt to cum he just stops. and yre so red and flushed you’re sure EVERYONE in the casino knows what this nasty man was doing HE IS SO MEAN AND TERRIBLE 🥺😮‍💨😮‍💨 UGHH

(hope you have a great day, tysm for this blog 🫶 can i be 🎀 anon? hehe

AHHHH knowing you guys like my stupid little brain rots has me giggling and kicking my feet in my bed 😖

fox! aventurine can be so so mean at times, especially when he's slightly tipsy at the casino with a shitty hand! he has you sat on his lap comfortably, his gloved hands groping at the soft pudge on your thigh, squeezing at it occasionally

but you're impatient and you just wanna spend time with him, alone in his room! so you squirm on his lap, your ass grinding up against his crotch, and he groans in your ear and tells you to "behave."

rubs your clit through your panties as his chin rests on your shoulder, his breath fanning your neck. you're even more annoyed now, he's making you so hot and bothered with so many other people in the room!

presses harder onto your clit so that you're hips instinctively move away from his fingers, which in turn makes his dick push up against you harder. you're trapped and you have nowhere to run, played right into his hands :(

you've always been warned to stay away from foxes, especially this one, but here you are, biting your bottom lip as you try to lower your voice, knowing everyone at the table can hear you whining no matter how soft you think you are

"aventurine..."

his eyes light up when the dealer reveals the last card, "pretty girl, you have no idea how lucky you make me when you're soft and whining in my lap." the others around the table groans when aventurine wins

you let out a soft cry of relief when he grips your chin to turn your head to the side as he kisses you, ignoring the other players and plops you onto the table, standing between your legs!!! "I'm gonna fuck you right here, right now, yeah? so take it like a good girl and give me all the luck you have for the next round."

[aconfusedkitten]

Yeeeeeeessss another IP3 fan! So, out of curiosity, got any AUs for the 3 of them?

Hi!!!! I don't have many fleshed out aus for them, but I am constantly going "hey what about x?"

i do wanna write a penacony au where topaz plays a more active role in the story though, and ive messed around a little bit with a daemon au for them!

the only au i have that is *completely* throwing out canon is a heist au, which is heavily inspired by persona 5. topaz and aventurine are thieves, mostly targeting major corporations such as the ipc, and veri is still a researching doctor. however, despite his research on morality and motives being a collaboration with the people tracking aven and topaz, he's definitely starting to believe that the two of them would be *far* better company.

you should ask @stardreamerl0ve about her ip3 aus, too! she enables most of my fics about them and has helped a lot with my aus xD

[annqer]

(hsr 2.1 SPOILERS for people reading this on your blog! if you post it)

my friend sent me the sunturine gif you made back when bc i had brainrot for my two most anticipated penacony characters (more of a non-shipping bent but i'll take what i can). i thought i should check on you and saw you finished 2.1 story so how do you feel about them now? too busy worrying about sunday after the end cutscene? i honestly feel kinda chilly towards him atm but still will wait to see what they're cooking

[HSR 2.1 SPOILERS WARNING!!] putting it here once again for good measure

to be honest, my view of them as a ship has not changed at all. i knew what i was getting into was pure biohazard and it is, so no surprises for me there. my belief of them being somewhat similar has been amplified though so if anything i guess after this update i can say i like them as a pair even more?? i also believe that. some people dont understand that sunday isnt evil and that his decision may seem "bad" (esp since the narration in that quest is somewhat in favor of aventurine, making him seem more likable, which is fine!!) but it wasnt unreasonable?? he DID give aven a chance to be honest and he willingly chose to lie to his face, even after the seal was put upon him. so, well, consequences of his own actions i guess. Besides sunday didnt get to do anything anyway soooo, i hope theyre kissing in the void or wherever they are tbh >_<

i have a lot of thoughts regarding that particular quest, especially in the context of sunday and aventurine, but i dont wanna make this answer too long so i hope this will suffice!!

[asbestos-11]

Hi I'm back again!!!!

I'm haply to know that I'm not alone in the "ship has to be sometimes realistic or I die" boat. Though it's not like I can't consume unrealistic stuff. I just have to be in the mood for it.

I assume the daughter that looks like Aventurine would be the oldest, right? And then later come the other two. I would love to hear about what you came up with!!! (I would also like to draw them, but I don't think I'll do your vision justice...)

In comparison, the fan kids I made aren't all that fleshed out, haha. It's not that I've never thought of them having kids, but my brain feels like it has to build the relationship first before jumping into it, if that makes sense. Like I first have to think about how a ship got together, how the relationship progresses, what struggles they face, whether they would get married, whether they want kids, etc. Whatever I create has to stem from those conclusions. That might be weird, idk. But having someone to bounce ideas off of certainly helps!!!!

Back to the kids, for me I would envision them to have two daughters. They both would have blonde hair, but then the youngest later on dyes it similar to Ratio's, just a bit lighter. The oldest would have Ratio's eyes, and the youngest would have Aventurine's. When they're raising them it's sometimes a jumpscare when Aventurine sees long blonde hair.

I like to think that the eldest daughter eventually gets the fashion sense of her papa (flashy, reference to an animal, excessive amounts of jewelry, etc). Though I'm mostly thinking of those sunglasses Aventurine sometimes wears. They take shopping trips together. Though she'd be the type that just likes what looks good on her, even if it's not designer or whatever.

In contrast, the youngest unfortunately gets one good look at Stelle and it shapes her little brain forever. She looks at Ratio and tells him "I wanna be like them when I grow up!!!!" and it's just a picture of them after they finished dumpster diving. There is no hope to be had. He tries to sit her down and tells her that looting for trash is frowned upon in society and can get her sick. She starts crying.

(Somewhere in the distant universe, Stelle feels a profound sadness in the air. March and Dan Heng tell them they're crazy.)

As for jobs, I like to think one of them becomes a pastry chef, and the other a teacher. But I haven't decided who gets what. Or, like what level of complexity the job would be.

Also thank you for the kind words!!!! We are giggling and kicking our feet together!!!!! I was thinking of making it worse, but then decided against it. I wasn't sure if it was going to be a bit too much if i did.

I love this little universe we're making too!! YAAYYYY !!!

ok ok so here's their designs (always subject to change). fitia is the oldest amongst the three and is a phd holder in archeology and anthropology. she's currently busy with research into her family legacy, more specifically she's interested in the avgin (both for her sake and bcs she grew up with aven talking abt his clan). fitia is a mild mannered person with a sunny disposition and a meticulous approach to her work, which means that she's not very good at taking care of herself. one can either find her nose deep in work or passed out on the floor with several mugs of coffee near her. fun fact, her nickname fi is a play on phi often being used in maths.

selene is the middle child. she's a pro racer and is just about the most reckless person you could meet. an adrenaline junkie at heart, she often makes her family worry. selene is a rebellious one, being very independent even as a kid. she's an avid lover of all things vehicle related and when she's not busy crashing them, she's seen tinkering with bits and bobbles. selene is a yapper, something she inherited from both her parents, and often annoys her two quieter sisters with her talking (they don't mind tho).

cassea is the youngest and quietest of the bunch. she's currently studying geology and is running a blog where she talks about gems. she's more of a listener than a talker, but her tongue is sharp whenever it needs to be. she is quite sweet, but she has taken after ratio's blunt nature. if she's not studying or indulging in her work, she's often seen walking along beaches combing for rocks and pretty shells. cassea has a habit of picking up trinkets and gifting them to her family (selene has a whole lot on her keychain). cassea's name is (might be inaccurate) the romani version of the name keziah.

nooo i love ur two girls they sound so lovely. i like the 2nd one dyeing her hair like her dad's, she's so real for that!!! who wouldn't want to look as good as he does?

oooh do you think that whenever they go on their shopping sprees, that they both legit take hours because they take so long choosing good pieces? i can just imagine her sitting in front of the changing room and waiting for him to come out so they can nitpick every single thing wrong with the article. i can already tell that their closets are full of stuff.

the youngest is a lost cause fashion wise, but god do i love her already. has stelle influenced her in other aspects of her life or just the dumpster diving fashion? huhu please tell me more about both of them, i desperately need to know more!!!!

sorry anon it took me so long to answer, but i've been in ddne land + i have been feeling really shitty lately, but whatever. haha it seems you have transferred the angst onto me :,D

[nvrcmplt]

🌟 im not sure we have interacted but ... give me krasimir and tyler

Tyler and Krasimir :: for my first time reader, i want you to know i've been after this man in my loins for around the time aven created krasimir, i was involved, i wanted that man as my wife. cue me chippin' away at krasimir's character, learning things, understandin' how he got his wall and the audacity of my homoerotic heart needed him on a daily basis. Obsession, maybe, it was split between a dude named Zeke that'd kill any muse i sent, but krasimir had a bit, he had snark and that --- pulled tyler from me.

Tyler and Krasimir have completely different origin stories, first and foremost, listen to me when I say - I DIDN'T KNOW IT'LL HAPPEN THIS WAY. What you see happening on the dash these days is honest to god something me and aven didn't pre-plan or aim for or even like LINK in the way we have. These two muses, MADE IT THEMSELVES, and me and aven just let it flow.

The main gist, Krasimir's old as dirt and Tyler is a witch that's just living his life being successful and a dudebro. Hot af, the duo are, tyler's a wild guy, fucks around, parties at 5am and lives life in a dilly dally of fun and being himself. krasimir's a fckin' judge of the state, he's got an iron thumb over his court. hot af. how the fuck did these two meet? banter. sheer banter. i swear to the lord, it was banter in the form of an ask and boom - the string was connected ever since.

These two have a rich history that's growing and it's in the works at the moment and I ain't gunna jinx that with whatever, what i will say though is that [ it's so fuckin' natural rn that i don't think I can see tyler going after someone as smoothly like this ] in the sense it makes sense, not only in his lore, origin or creation but as he grows in the future too. These two are so insanely in sync and [ made for each other ] without at all being made for each other. It don't make any form of sense but i'm in the heavens about it screeching about their love and agony-angst of krasimir's heart slowly opening up and tyler's heart focusin' on his man's sufferin' rn.

these two are just amazing imo cause it's the classic wildcard lover with the strict rich lover but with the twist of ancient blood lines, magic and ancestor rings triggerin' events in the storyline of their lives. it's 10/10, i do recommend. tyler and krasimir are just that couple. they make each other better in the small ways but don't at all wanna show it too much cause that's gay and lovey-dovey but tyler's more prone to actually show it compared to krasimir that expects it to be noticed. tyler's too dumb for that, he's on the era where you gotta tell him things or it'll go unnoticed. krasimir's learning that he has to be a little layman term with tyler or the witch ain't gettin' shite.

which can be vexxin' but we all know deep down krasimir likes seein' his prize, tyler, bein' a bashful embarrassed nerd.

[gloomforrestrunes]

Why did River react like that when the griffin left to check on Kane?

itll be be explained better in a couple of pages but basically kane and river were in a relationship but they separated about a week prior to when chapter 1 takes place. there's still some lingering tension and bitterness on river's end due to the circumstances/reasons behind the breakup. despite that she's still friendly with kane's friends, mainly aven.

though i will clarify that river does mean it when she says "do what you want, i dont care" to aven. she recognizes that aven is good friends with kane and she doesnt wanna potentially ruin his friendship with him just because of her and kane's history. she knows that her sour feelings are directed at kane and kane only and is mature enough not to bring anyone else into it hfdshj.

yknow when you're having a good day but then you see someone or something in passing that completely fucks up your mood? yeah thats pretty much what her upset expression means haha.

she's still hurt and just... really doesnt wanna see kane right now! which is very reasonable i think.

[carnivoraformes]

@aventvrina asked, "16 for aven and himeko & 21 for the whole gang!!"

canon questionare. || Status: Accepting

What is your personal ship bias for your canon character?

//My favorite ships/the only ships I really have strong feelings about as of right now are;

Aventurine:

Ratio/Aventurine

Sunday/Aventurine

Sora (Bishonenprince)/Aventurine

Realistically speaking outside of the last one my ships are not ships I honestly expect to ever happen because for either of those ships to work would require alot of plotting, time and communication and implies that there is someone (besides Sora) that is determined enough to keep Aventurine to actually do something about how he will inevitably try to run from the relationship because of his own self destructive tendencies and fear of emotionally intimacy. And if we are talking about Sunday... oooh boy where do I even start ;v;

Himeko:

Welt/Himeko - because I am a sucker for old couple vibes when two people just clearly get one another.

Kafka/Himeko - I am a simp for hot women that are clearly meant to be parallels of each other. Fight me. Would it realistically work out? Probably not. Is it hot as hell? Absolutely.

Which song do you feel describes your character the most and why?

//Well I don't usually resonate music with my muses BUUUUUT I'll keep it at my HSR muses and for the muses I can think of a song for ...

Aventurine: two faced by Rosendale + phony by Will Stetson + the house always wins by stupendium + the gambler by Kenny Rogers (a classic fight me)

All of the reasons basically amount to Aventurine is two things if you strip him down to the core of what he portrays himself to be and remove all his issues and nuances: a gambler and a two faced snake.

Sunday: In the Blood sung by Home Free

Vibes and a few lines for emphasis...

How much of my love will be in sync to some degree (because until i looked up the lyrics I thought they said insane) What about this feeling that I'm never good enough Will it wash out in the water or is it always in the blood How much like my brothers do my brothers wanna be (change it from brothers to sister and bam) Will we be there for each other like nobody ever could

Robin: if i can stop one heart from breaking + White Nights from HSR

Since one is her song and the other she just pops up with her brother part way through the song.

Kafka: dangerous woman by Ariana Grande + Bang

Just cause vibes. No thoughts, just vibes.

Yanqing: the pokemon theme song but this version specifically. You have to see the music video to see what I mean.

This one is because it is just such a fun version of the song, there is that childlike wonder I guess you could call it in seeing a song from my childhood being resung as a cover with the original singer and just seeing how much fun they had with it. I can't explain it, it's just one of those things you have to see to understand. And I feel like that just describes Yanqing, a kid that wants to be the best with and add on this version has more of a childlike flare to me.

Himeko: Bang

Again vibes. But mostly the 'you need a good girl' part.

[felibrary]

╭──╯ TO LOVE IS TO LEARN!

PAIRING: aventurine x reader

SYNOPSIS: aventurine is still unexposed to the many concepts of this world. but that doesn't mean he won't try to get to know them if it's for you.

WORDCOUNT: 1.0k | CONTENT & WARNINGS: hurt/comfort, insecure aventurine, established relationship, my ass wrote this in an hour and its super late rn i just wanna upload this and my lazy ass did NOT proofread this + im on mobile so hell, kinda HELLA rushed ; ficlet

AUTHORS NOTE: just the other day me and azul were talking about what body parts of aven would be sensitive and we got to his collarbone and azul said that he thinks that it'd be super evident so i pointed out that it might be cause he was used to starvation and barely ate even when he got to the ipc/had the chance to do so. SO I JUST HAD TO WRITE SMTH.

tags: @azullumi

aventurine shudders under your touch. your nimble fingers trace across his collarbone, featherlight movements, touch so delicate, it makes him tremble.

the pads of your digits lightly dance across his clavicle, one finger turns into two. your index swiftly slides over the pale skin that separates the bone that lies underneath. while your thumb starts inching closer the neckline of his satin pajama, diving beneath. at that he can't help but flinch.

“oh god.” he laughs out. “someone's being touchy today.” his voice is filled with joy. hearing, seeing, knowing that aventurine has fun around you, makes you crave for more. his laugh is an intoxicating drug. something that you'll always long for, absorbing it until every part of your body is stained with the tantalising essence and puts you to your demise.

you don't stop your actions, instead continuing to glide your fingers along his delicate body. “sorry, for i couldn't help it!” a giggle escapes your mouth.

“i just thought about how pretty it is.” you let out a small hum.

“my collarbone? pretty, how come?” he's confused, what is the beauty you see within his body?

his body is fragile. it's a hollow shell he carries around. ugly and not worthy of your attention even less your admiration, abused and marked in burns. when the digits that he carries around like a sacred body part of his, roughly engraved on his neck, come in contact with any kind of substance, liquid or his own fingers. he's reminded of the mishap his body was or rather is in. how it was abused and dragged through the mud.

putting his calloused fingers around the tattoo, stings. the touch lingers like a nostalgic scent which still remains on an old piece of clothing, one that has never been washed so the smell never fades away. it burns up at the slightest touch. hurting just as much as when it was freshly inflicted onto his young body.

kakavasha doesn't even know what he looks like. the only person he sees in the mirror is aventurine. sure he walked past puddles of dirty rain back in his childhood, reflecting his younger self, but the images are vague and blurry. he doesn't know what kakavasha looks like and he probably never will.

and neither do you. the only thing you have in front of you right now is aventurine. a shattered soul that doesn't know where it belongs. his being consists of a thousand fragments, they're scattered thoughts that are similar to broken mirror shards.

they reflect the tales of his heart and reveal its greatest desire. mirroring those untold stories like the surface of the water. thoughts and wishes that are full of pureness, almost childlike.

the broken pieces that make up the man who's named aventurine long for a haven which he can call a safe space - a home. but on the other hand he thinks that he's not permitted to find such a place, that he's not allowed to stay, undeserving of it.

“no particular reason. i just like the way it stands out, it's easy to find and trace.” the words that roll off your tongue sting. they probably hurt as much as a paper cut you've received as a little kid, but it's not like kakavasha knows or is able to relate - he didn't get to grow up like the other children. but he can't blame you, you're oblivious to his past.

his body has gone through physical and emotional abuse. beat ups, labor or starvation. the reason why his collarbone is so evident, the face you adore is so slim, and his rips slightly poke through his body, is all because kakavashas hunger has never been satisfied and the dryness in his throat has never been quenched.

even after he put on the mask of the man who calls himself aventurine - a wealthy man, who’s a member of the ten stone hearts that makes more money than he spends, he's still reluctant when it comes to eating. of course he could buy all the delicacies that kakavasha never got to try - never even knew, but he hesitates.

the concept of chewing and swallowing the bits is still something aventurine can't befriend himself with. it's unfamiliar - he's not used to it, the feeling of a full stomach, what it's like to be satisfied after a meal. it's something foreign to him, a feeling he's not sure he'll ever get accustomed to.

he doesn't think he deserves to eat. to know what it feels like to be full, the rumbling that comes from his stomach is the one he grew up with is what brought him here. he fears that if he gets too comfortable with something or someone he'll forget who he is.

a lost soul that mourns after the past, but saved itself from the dark abyss, freeing itself. not allowing himself to get too close, always keeping everyone that comes near him at an arm's length. worrying he might grow too attached.

so why is he still here? here with you, chattering happily and conversing freely, he doesn't deserve it - he doesn't deserve you.

but is it wrong to be selfish for once? he knows the answer already: it is. but he can't help it, not when you coax him into this position, one which he can't leave, no matter how hard he tries.

“i love you.” you trace the letters along his neck, over the tattoo that is engraved on his skin.

you don't need a verbal answer to know that he feels the same way. perhaps, he himself hasn't realized it yet but he's conveyed his love for you many times already. just like now as he continues to lie in bed with you.

the both of you are oblivious, but that doesn't mean that either of you will stop in your tracks, turn back and leave. (even though he sometimes wishes to do so)

both satisfaction and love are two unfamiliar concepts for aventurine. but he'll try to get to know them. for the sake of you.

© VYNICITY 2024. stealing, copying, translating, reposting my works on other platforms or feeding them to ai is not permitted.

[serendipminie]

Yo! About Warau, I have an OC blog which I use to post or sometimes roleplay as my OCs. I'm still updating it and all, but I might start posting/writing for Warau soon if you like him a lot :3c

I'm so happy you like him ahhh!!! He kinda was a impulsive decision. I just wanted to make a silly goofy Masked Fool character!

@yxxrei-aoiro if you're interested!

Didn't wanna keep spamming aven blog, and apologies also for the basically self promo...

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Ohhhh no way that's so cool! As a writer I'm obsessed with OCs of all kinds oh my god. I will definitely keep up to date on your OCs! I do like him a lot, actually! He has such an intrigue and it makes me want to know more about him!

That's very fair honestly. The temptation of making Masked Fool OCs is so strong because they never abide to other people's rules! I've been tempted to make a HSR OC myself lol but I'm not sure I've found an idea I like well enough yet.

I'm very interested dkhkgskgs! Ach don't worry about self-promo!!! For me that's what helps me discover other mods! I even do promo myself for other people's content/blogs etc.

That does make sense lol, I've had a few anons who have made sideblogs over time so that they're able to reblog instead of sending a bunch of asks! But regardless I don't mind at all. I don't even consider it a spam, really, since it's something I enjoy.

Thank you so much for the asks! You're super fun to talk to :)

[dnd-homebrew5e]

Your party sounds really interesting! Idk if you wanna use this as an excuse to go off about your party and your new member, but I'd love to hear about them!!

Aven (Winged Tiefling Shadow Monk 6/Fiend Warlock 5) - When I knew they planned on multiclassing into Warlock so I introduced their Patron before they made the actual Pact. I didn’t know what the Patron’s personality was going to be like so I improved on the spot of how they would talk and sound. He came out EXTREMELY flirty and their pact became that he would give him power if Aven spends time with him when requested. I find that much more interesting than taking their soul. He’s quite an apathetic character and cares pretty much only for his own needs. It’s easy for him to put on the charm when needed, though. Glee (Tiefling Kensei Monk 11) - She is a bit of an awkward character that likes to interact with others, but is a bit of an oddball on how they proceed with it. She comes from the Nine Hells. Her family has a powerful hierarchy there and controls armies. Glee chose to leave the Nine Hells which was considered a huge betrayal which is a cause for death. Her sister was tasked to kill her, a mission requested by her father, but she failed due to the party coming through.  Hemlocke (Syleris Oath of the Ancients Paladin) - This character comes from a place known as the Misty Isles, a guarded place to stop travelers from entering a portal into the Feywild and stopping Fey with bad intentions to come through. He was one of the guardians, but was sent on a mission to travel the world a bit to get more experience in life and with others due to how sheltered he was. On his journey he likes to collect souvenirs everywhere he goes. Elaene (Oathbound Elf Artillerist Artificer) - One of her ancestors made a deal with an evil deity called Nemesis to gain power to kill someone that wronged them. Unfortunately, their deal was vague and done with blood, so everyone in their bloodline has stronger capabilities, but is cursed to do the bidding of Nemesis. She often gets migraines and if she refuses a task or doesn’t proceed to do a task given by Nemesis, the migraine becomes permanent until Elaene chooses to do it.

[yanderecandystore]

man, aven cute and all, but albedo is a trash guy and im a trash person, so now i want to request Al being more of a yan, desperate to make his human darling see he is a good guy for them, just to see they be like "hey since we're good friends, can you gimme tips on how to court this guy? i mean he's not a fae, but you're a guy too so"

dunno, just wanna see him act lovesickly a bit, you can make this behavior known by y/n or not - 🇧🇷

Hey boo, how are you? Sorry for making you wait-

TW/Tags: Human M!Reader x M!Fae // also- How dare you?? You're not trash boo >:( You're awesome :D // in case anyone doesn't know what this post is about [🧚💐🍄] // we'll start with soft, and then go straight to hell :3 // being lost in the woods

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Red! [Yandere!M!Fae OC x M!Reader - Headcanon]:

I'll start this by saying this is fairly similar to this post [😠🧚🥺]- Basically:

You were seeking different ingredients inside the forest when you got approached by Albedo who acted like a really big jerk the first days you went there, but after a while he started warming up to you.

You two were fairly different, he was the tall elegant bully while you were- Well, you! A human who just wanted to get his special flowers and go back to his home, yet managed to make a friend along the way! That's a plus.

He was kinda mean from time to time, but you learned to interpret it as he weird way of saying he loved you- What can you say? You made a strange friend, [y/n].

Albedo had tried so hard to act like didn't like you or humans at all, that he started acting more douchey than ever- Which would make you start distancing yourself from him, which would in turn make him beg you to forgive him for crossing the line.

Sometimes you take advantage of this and makes him admit that he is a dumb bully- Is a really small punishment for someone with such vile mouth, yet even as pathetic as this sound- He kinda likes it whenever you smile and laugh at him, not because you find him stupid (well, not THAT stupid-) but because you find him somewhat funny, or cute maybe.

I mean- It's not like he hopes you find him cute! H-He is a big man that doesn't need your validation at all, alright?

You do find him cute, mostly because of his unusual behavior, especially about how over the top he can be. You really like spending time with him, even if your search for certain ingredients ends up being unfruitful. It's just nice messing around with him, you don't know why.

Al however, knows exactly why he likes hanging out with you, although he would prefer to never really say it- It's so weird having a crush on not only a human, but on a person in general! He wasn't accustomed with this, not at all!

It is terrifying! It's a new experience to him yet he feels somewhat familiar with this feeling, not that he has ever really gone through these emotions- But it oddly feels like has already witnessed them before.

It doesn't matter anymore though, he is just- Happy, happy you're here with him! That's all that it really matters.

He does tries his moves occasionally, like trying to get you to tell him what you see in a guy- Asking for a "friend", saying he was just curious or just keeping it a secret from you, although let's be honest, those advances were kinda straight forward, not because of courage but because of awkwardness- Especially when you noticed him trying to act differently each you time you said something to him, you caught on his act earlier and decided to confirm your suspicions by saying really specific actions, and whatever the hell you invented would be foolishly replicated the next day, Al tried so hard to impress you by copying what you told him to be "the thing/action you found more attractive in a guy". It was the most embarrassing thing you ever witnessed, yet somehow really cute.

You kinda liked Albedo, but- Should you really accept the feelings of a fae? Al can be a bully sometimes but when it comes to you, you know he doesn't mean it.

But that's not really the issue, the biggest issue would be dating a fae while you're a human- That feels your mind with a lot of questions, and you don't even know how to achieve those answers! Should you ask Al? Would it be too forward? He hasn't really told you he likes you, he has just- Well, acted like he does! It could scare him off if you did ask him about it.

But then again, holding the truth from him for too long wouldn't make it any better, especially after realizing that you did kinda take advantage of his crush on you- Although what you did was without any intention of harm and was done mostly as a both sided joke, it doesn't take away the fact you should feel guilty for never addressing this with him.

You're a pretty naughty human for someone he considers to be made out of pure gold, and you know that, right?

Eventually, you would have to tell him that you know about his feelings- But will you be able to reciprocate them? You like him, you really do, but is a love between you and him possible? Old Albedo would have said no, new Albedo would scream on top of his lungs that yes, of course it is-

You tell him, he is just panicking just as you thought he would- Defending himself at all costs, accusing you of liking him, despite the facts proving the contrary. He will try to act like he doesn't until he has to face the facts and say the truth.

Yeah you caught him, what about now? He does act like he is ready to be rejected, but to be honest?? He isn't at all, he is so unprepared that he thinks it's impossible for you to reject him- Up until this point you have proven that you liked him, you have indulged in this situation just as much as him- Oh please, he may be a lot of things but dense is not one of them- It was obvious that you were pinning for him as well, it would be ridiculous for you to just decide to stop right now-

Please don't do this. Don't do this to him.

And that's how your first fight with Albedo began. You two started talking about it and telling the truth to one another, and you denied his confession- Well, not really- You said you needed time to think, that you were still confused about this, again- You really like Al, but do you, well, love him?

You didn't know, that's why you said you needed more time- To which he responded for the first time ever with nothing more than pure distraught in his voice- How could you…?

"That's a lie, that's a lie and you know it!" It's what he kept telling you, not raising his voice, not raising his body language- Not attacking you, just feeling… Lied to, used by you, in a way.

In his head, you were just as interested in this relationship as he is- As he was. He feels so betrayed yet, somehow he can't bring himself to feel angry or overly sad about it.

Albedo would still say you're only denying your own feelings and playing with his own. He doesn't believe you could be stupid enough to say something like that, but it's alright.

It's not like it matters really, right? You would have to eventually come to terms with the fact you love him- And that without him you won't be able to leave this forest safely.

Be glad you never gave your name to him, you're stuck in the woods with a possessive creature but at least you're not his prisoner- Yet.

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[butcharium]

Thank you for your blog so much it's a h(e)aven 💔💔💔 Also I've got a small question hope it's okay I wanna get myself a suit one day but I'm literally 5'1 I don't think they make suits that small, I also have wide hips. Have you got any tips?.. And generally tips on getting "male" clothing other than t-shirts when you have wide hips and not so wide shoulders and are 5'1

I am very happy to hear that this blog can be such a space for others as well!! I made this blog because whenever I'd look up butch and lesbian stuff here, there was something I needed which I felt was missing a bit. I am very touched whenever I see that it seems like there’s others who feel seen in the content I try to collect here <3

The best advice I can give you is: have patience and perseverance! 

I have spent whole days looking at clothes, where I’ve tried on countless of different garments, perhaps cried a little bit in the fitting room, made my rounds through several stores, and ended up with 1-2 garments (but these I am usually very happy with)

ally yourself with someone you trust

it is very nice with someone who can help you find different fits and sizes, and bring moral support or simply a good conversation

be open-minded 

especially if you have trouble finding clothes which are proportionally right for you, try on a lot of various models and fits. Perhaps you don’t end up liking that particular garment, but you might learn something about what you’re comfortable in and what proportions and fits to look for, and how to recognize these. Also be open minded about what stores you go to. I’ve found good garments in stores whose “vibe” I otherwise disagree with

don’t be afraid of the women’s section

this can depend a bit from store to store or even country to country, but sometimes there are surprisingly masc gems to be found at the women’s section, and they sometimes take your proportions more into consideration

thrift shops/second hand stores etc.

good places to find unconventional fits, or fits which aren’t in vogue, but might fit you better! (I struggle with being square and fat surrounded by menswear which wants tall skinny guys, especially trousers have then been very good for me to look for in second hand stores)

learn how to sew, if only to make alterations!

if you have the opportunity to do this, it’s something I highly recommend! I can imagine that trousers which fits your waist can have a tendency to be too long in the legs, and it is nice to be able to make them shorter without having to rely solely on cuffing them. you could also make a “split” along the side seams of shirts in order to make them fit better over your hips. 

you can of course ally yourself with someone again, or send clothes to a tailor if your situation allows it, but personally at least I really enjoy knowing that I've participated myself!

more specifically I guess I can recommend looking at “shorter” garments for your upper bod, so that you have for example a jacket which fits your shoulders, and then stops just above your hips. I’ve also heard other’s recommend the boy’s section! I’m confident you’ll be able to find yourself a proper suit (and that you’ll look amazing in it)!! You can mix together different elements you find different places (and which you can collect over time), and being smaller is often easier than being bigger when it comes to making alterations to make clothes fit you!

I’m only happy receiving questions like this, and I hope I could bring something helpful!