#which is... :/

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

you’re so dark, collumbiahalle 02/05/18 💙

[koipepo]

Got new ocs ideas, loosely inspired by the dreaded feeling i get from skinmarink and "heck" (probably gonna be drenched in toxic yaoi too bc im shallow), option for title:

TERRIBLE BEING(S) or COALESCE

summary:

An asshole guy (misogynistic, puts down others as jokes, vain etc) gets tortured by his weaker, "duller" coworker who secretly has telephathic ability to make the asshole guy's impulsive thoughts become crystal clear and genuine but only in the asshole guy's head.

Lets call asshole guy A and the telepathic coworker B.

Strangely enough A's violence impulsive thoughts that gets intensified by B's power is often directed at him, i.e A thinking abt crushing B's head with hammer, jamming his eye with pen, cutting him to pieces and locking him in tiny safebox etc, -so the mind torture also affects B.. a lot.

It's a messed up dynamic. B himself is not a loud evil guy... he's a withdrawn awkward man with petty side inside him who coincidentally have telepathic power, and is so fed up with A that he figures this kind of torture is the most "harmless", non-phsyical way to do... But little did he know.

While A is an asshole, he's still very distraught at the worsening impulsive thoughts and scenes in his head. Because impulsive thoughts as they are are already horrifying, but it's ten time worse when it gets clearer, longer and even feels like he actually DOING IT. Also because I'm a pervert, the thoughts also verging on sexual violence ones which MESSED UP A (and B) badly 🙏

A slowly gets withdrawn from his work and life, to the point that he resigns from his job but suddenly B shows up to his apartment or wherever he lives. A looks like shit with all the stress and paranoia and he freaked the fuck out looking at B, the object of his worsening sickening fantasy, but then B admits that he's the one who causes all this.

B apologizes... Somewhat? yet he also feels scared and morbidly justified in his torture. You know how intense work harassment and social slander in work can get right? It's what drives B to do it (and i relate to this part lol)

A curses him out in disbelief but B also tells him

"I'm not putting anything NEW into your head. Im just intensifying it. And i hate what im seeing but i hate you more. You're a hateable person. Y-you deserve it."

And A is like... So you're just showing me magnified shit from my head? And you're also affected by it? A knows this is the stupidest, most hollow thing he had ever heard (a huge waste of power too) but his sense of self has crumbled.

He feels like a monster, he feels -felt- powerless and disgusting and abnormal and he is a victim yes, but then he looks at B who tries so hard to be more in control and well-put, maybe to be like A used to be, and failing, because B is also terrified of his mind. He's terrified of A and can only stand there in his doorway, barely inside.

Isn't he pathetic? Just like him?

So they just stand there, like mirrors of each other. Terrified, angry and weirdly attached to each other

The end!

Dont cause and stare too long into the abyss if you dont want to be a part of it kids 🫵

[frownyalfred]

Just sent a anonymous ask about tiktok, I'm not a hater but love to being anonymous. #superbat

I wasn't worried, anon <3 The haters usually just tell me to kill myself.

[canonically47]

ONC did us dirty with the pride post this year

[loadinghellsing]

hey, you should do an anderplant anonymous icon

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...I hope you're happy.

[lucky-clover-gazette]

absurd video game ethics ranting

i do not know if i can bring myself to kill raphael in this first main playthrough. i've been playing pretty heroically so far and i know i'm not giving the crown to anyone it will corrupt, and i also know i don't trust that fake ass bitch the emperor, and i certainly don't have any use for it. but the crown seems like a loose end then, and i mean hell is already hell, so i'm not sure how much worse raphael can make it... and like, he's been completely straightforward. i've been sneaking around and causing problems more than he has. i made the contract and he gave me the hammer and i still got away with basically liveblogging my exploration of his weird house and also stole his amulet of greater health and fucked his succubus and also him by extent. and tbh if that was the end of it, i would probably leave it at that, or just do the fight for the fun of it but then revert the save. yeah it's implied that he'll try to take over other planes but he's also a cringefail loser and i don't think a crown will really change that. buuuut i think the most compelling reason to kill him in this playthrough, where i've been making choices entirely based on my own moral leanings, is to free hope. which i'm sure you can't do without killing him. and i definitely would like to see her freed, and everyone else he's been keeping around the house, even though they did technically sign up for it. i just wish he could be dealt with nonlethally like act 1 minthara, especially since he apparently gets tortured by an even worse devil after his defeat :'(

[optiwashere]

I liked doing this last week, but it will get kinda repetitive in the coming weeks. So I'm not sure if I'll do it often while I'm posting the modern/band AU, but oh well!

It's another Saturday morning in a blanket with new music. Truly all I could ever need to write.

Here's what I've been working on...

Modern/band AU is fit and ready to start posting this upcoming week. Chapter [redacted] is complete, and I'm now far enough ahead that even a few weeks of busy life won't stop a regular posting schedule. And if I keep up writing then I'll be able to post around Xmas without needing a break!

Chapter [redacted+1] has an opening sentence, which is often the hardest part.

The outline for the AU has been modified a little. Combined three chapters into one, split out another chapter into two. Probably lots of consolidation to be done otherwise. There's a weird bit in the outline that's kinda fuzzy, but I'm sure I'll knuckle my way through it since it's not thematically deep. Might even be another chapter consolidation. This fic is definitely going to be longer than the 40k I was hoping it would top out at...

Editing the previous chapters has been a fun exercise in trimming the fat! I still want there to be scenes that are just ~vibes~ but I axed 1k words and the whole thing is cleaner for it.

More Minthara/Lae'zel is in the works, but it's mostly only the skeleton of an idea as I've had to rework it multiple times. I've a little under 1k actually written, and I'm not too convinced of what it is at the moment either. Quite frustrating.

Another seedling of an idea for non-smutty Asheera/Shadowheart fics. But it's really just "Shadowheart meets Asheera's parents" and boy I'm not ready for the mixed emotions Shadowheart's going to feel in that one. You know it's not just going to be fluff.

The Gauntlet/Nightsong segment for my core Shadowheart/Asheera series has a skeleton of an outline now. The POVs have been picked, the core beats are there, and I know it's going to hurt like a motherfucker to write some of this.

[mintjuliee]

I've been reading the Kyoshi novels, and I have so many ideas for scenes I wanna draw.

[meljwrites]

if anyone has a link to the last 15 mins that would make my life way easier for writing this fic

[paintedcrows]

Did anyone tell Ford (bonus doodles: Family Movie Night, 70s Classics)

[astriiformes]

I know that realistically you can only fit so many movies into a list of approximately 100, but I cannot take that "How many of tumblr's favorite movies have you seen?" list that's been going around seriously because there are some truly egregious omissions.

Some of it is very clearly recency bias, which makes me wonder if the op truly wasn't on here in 2013 or so, but you're telling me you made a list of "tumblr's favorite movies" that doesn't include Pacific Rim or Mad Max: Fury Road? Because, like, I was there, Gandalf.

[nikoisme]

I hate it when people ask me what genre of music i listen to because i genuinely have no clue. It's called Music I Like genre. The best genre out there

[willowcrowned]

if you're feeling powerless right now—and god knows I am—here's a reminder you can donate to the National Network of Abortion Funds, the Trans Law Center, Gaza Soup Kitchen, the Palestine Children's Relief Fund, and hundreds of other charities that will work to mitigate the damage that has been and will continue to be inflicted

life continues. we still have the capacity to do good, important work. that matters

[macbethz]

Well I like it but it’s not very well written. Also it’s a visual mess. The plot doesnt make any sense and the creators suck and its politics oscillate from mildly problematic to frankly baffling. I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone. However. the character

[bookwyrminspiration]

sometimes a theme recurs in your work without your permission. and sometimes it reaches a threshold where you're like. well now i think this is saying something about me against my will. don't know what though