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Galladrabbles - Karma

This is my submission for this week's @galladrabbles prompt: Karma, set by the great @stocious.

This is part of my grindr!Au. You can read it from the beginning: HERE.

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Mickey's eyes linger on his lips. Ian sighs and gives in to the temptation that is Mickey.

His fingers slide through Mickey's hair, tilt his head. Lick into his mouth. 

Eager fingers slide underneath Ian's shirt, make him shiver.

"Mick. I want you."

"Here?" Dark eyebrows arch teasingly. 

"Yeah. No more hiding in dark libraries," Ian grins, steals a kiss.

"You think you deserve this? After your lie?"

Ian's hands grab firm cheeks.

"Hell yes. Karma's a goddess and I'm gonna be so good to you…" 

Mickey's moan echoes through the night as Ian goes down on his knees.

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A list of the specific chronic illness/disability-related things in Saiki K that resonate with me personally

(Your mileage may vary, my experiences are not universal, I recognize that some of this is kind of a reach etc etc)

The limiters

Saiki’s powers have grown too strong for him to control, and before the creation of his limiters they were out of control and causing a lot of damage. Some examples cited include accidentally destroying his house in his sleep and having telepathy that reached all over Japan (something I imagine was many many times more distressing [disabling] than his current situation) The limiters weaken his psychic powers and keep them somewhat in check. It’s not perfect, and he still does have problems, but the situation is much worse without them.

This reminds me of the medication I take to keep my immune system under control. Before I started it, my immune system (thanks to MS) was causing lots of issues for me: it took the vision in my left eye, made it difficult to walk and use my arm for a few months, caused horrible leg spasms, et cetera. My medicine helps keep things in check and hopefully prevents future damage... But nothing is perfect. Of course, it’s a monthly shot instead of silly pink balls on my head! So that's a plus 👍

The way he struggles to control his body after Nendo removed his limiter unexpectedly

After being hit with a shock to his system at the sports festival, Saiki struggles harder than usual to control his strength. We see him frustrated with this as he’s eating, his hand trembling as he holds his chopsticks. He tries to power through, but the issues don’t resolve.

I’m fortunate to usually be pretty functional most days (I do have my bad days though lol). However, when I go through significant stress - either mental or physical - it makes a lot of issues pop up that usually don’t bother me. Balance issues, vision stuff.. And hand tremors. Like, I was at a sushi restaurant after getting overheated at the pride festival last year struggling a lil with my chopsticks laughing at myself like “this is just like Saiki at the sports festival…”

Developing new powers unexpectedly

A major source of stress for Saiki is being unpleasantly surprised by a new psychic ability. In the series, we see this a few times. The most notable to me is the time leap ability. He wakes up having accidentally traveled 20 years in the past (soon after it is revealed that his limiter has a defective part). Afterward, we learn when he’s stuck in the time loops with Nendo and Kaido that this time leap ability has been coming back randomly since then “As unexpected and frequent as getting the hiccups”. He spends the entire chapter trying to get control over this ability so he can continue his day as planned. In another chapter, his limiter is malfunctioning and he develops a series of useless powers that he cannot control. Clearly, the limiters are preventing new powers from developing (see my first bullet point!!)

So, another thing about conditions such as mine is that you really can just wake up one day and have some weird symptom you’ve never heard of before! I remember not long after my first big attack I was at Walmart and I just noticed that my index finger was completely numb, and it stayed that way for weeks. One time, my upper lip twitched constantly for like a month straight. Of course, more than just the relatively silly symptoms can and do pop up like that, too. For example, I had these really scary, uncontrollable spasms on my left side (paroxysmal kinesigenic dyskinesia) that happened several times a day for about a week. For a LONG time afterward I would be terrified of them coming back. It's still in the back of my mind but I'm not losing sleep over it anymore at least. Reading those panels above re: the time leap stuff reminds me a lot of that time!

Neuroplasticity and the power remover device

When Kusuke is explaining how the power remover works, he talks about how the brain rewires itself around damaged areas to compensate. The device is designed to more completely destroy the areas of his brain responsible for the psychic abilities. Of course, the device ultimately did not work permanently. The damage it did to his brain was quickly compensated for, and the abilities returned.

When small areas of the brain are damaged (such as… due to a neurodegenerative autoimmune condition), over time the brain can often restructure to work around it. It doesn’t mean that those areas are healed, and the process is often incomplete, but that rewiring can (completely or partially) restore abilities and function that was lost in the damage. They don’t say that explicitly in the series, but that’s surely what is happening to Saiki in the final chapters! Except, you know, in a magical shonen manga way.

Resistance to the idea of needing help

After Saiki uses the power remover device, he loses his abilities and is suddenly much weaker and less capable than he was before. He was used to being extremely independent, but this change has brought him to a place where he cannot do everything on his own anymore. In the library, he struggles to get a book off the top shelf and in the process is reminded of his new limitations. He says to himself “What am I doing…!? Just get used to it already!” After the bookcase is tipped over onto him and Nendo protects him, Saiki is upset about having to be protected when he never needed it before: “I’m so useless now…” Nendo helps him realize that getting help from others is normal.

Helping each other out is one of the most fundamentally important parts of being human, but it can be hard to accept that support sometimes. This is especially the case when you’re thinking about the prospect of needing more help than you used to. I'm fortunate to be relatively unaffected most of the time so far, but I'm still grateful for when the people I love are understanding and don't make a big deal out of it. I hate the idea of being burdensome so I'm just gonna cross my fingers and hope things don't get worse lol

Conclusion: Saiki is just like me for real and I'm DEFINITELY not projecting my own problems into him at all...

we're ignoring the 20k word fic I wrote where I blatantly projected my problems onto him for seven chapters

thanks @justmagicalgirl for encouraging me last week to post this 👍

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Moon 16

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Moon 16 p1 | Moon 17

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Buckaw 🐔

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about time i dust off this blog huh

i made a hatchling accent. its called candied collar. oooo you wanna pre-order it so bad ooooo heres a link to my skin shop

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are you allowed to tell us everyone’s bending? or is that too much spoiler

i have a very strange hunch that geto would be an earth bender if he was one at all… i dont know hhhhhhh

hi anon ! I've done designs for most of the main cast already (still missing like. 3 people but i will ....get to them eventually gomen......) and i think the designs communicate pretty clearly what kind of bender everyone is but I'll list them here for ease

earthbenders: yuuji*, nobara, nanami firebenders: sukuna*, haibara waterbenders: geto, megumi, choso, shoko airbenders: inumaki, yuuta nonbenders: maki, toji, junpei, uraume

*the avatar

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My, what big ears you have! 🧝

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been thinking about your impulse design. bull guy. has me going NFFIH$DRFCUUUUUUUCTFVSYWGB*%$R&CJ#UDRRRRR I love Creatures and your impulse is no exception! he's just so Shape I am CHOMPING AT THE BIT HE'S JUST A GUY! idk how to explain it your impulse design fills me with inexplicable amounts of fondness I love demonpulse but actually I think everyone should draw bull impy forever <3 need more bull (minotaur?) impulse

TYYY HEHE,, have a lil doodle of him as a treat

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Jebrael + Eremite tribe + Goddess Of Flowers Darling(Reincarnation/Follower)

Imagine Jebrael finding you sad alone in the desert! Why not take you in? Since then,they'vr been soft with their pretty little darling! Taking her on adventures,bringing her foods she's never tried before,bombarding her with gifts,even satisfying her needs. The finest silk all the way from Inazuma,the most expensive jeweled necklace from Liyue? They'll get it for you from the traders they come across. Babel even got you a pretty dress when you first met her,well the dress she gave is abit skimpy...but you're in the desert! It's burning hot. Little did you know the same outfit would made the men fuck you full of their cum that same night. Your God's dead already and who else are you to worship if it isn't their massive cocks that pound in you day in day out? You can even carry their offsprings! Who knows. All we know is that Jebrael is quite jealous his men are getting too close to his little darling wife. You're supposed to carry HIS offsprings first,but if you get pregnant with one of his tribe members kid something bad may occur. He may have taken your virginity but you haven't given him you're offsprings yet. So till then Jebrael set a rule that they could ONLY cum outside your cunt. Only he can be the one to breed you and make you give birth to HIS child.

Awww poor Jebrael :((

fem!reader, nsfw, jealous/possessive Jebrael, breeding <3, the reader is implied to be chubby/curvy

It was so unfair. It was him who found you half-dead in the desert, dehydrated and clothed in tattered rags and lost in the endless planes of sand.

He was the one who brought you back to the tribe's camp, introduced you to his people, taught you about their culture and believes and ultimately let you stay with them. You were so grateful to them, your big teary (e/c) eyes shining bright at the generous proposal, promising to pull your weight and serve them well.

And serve them well you did <3 Clothed in the best, prettiest silks, covered in glinting jewelry and fed the best cuts during feasts. Touched all over with the big, rough hands of the men of the tribe, brought to let out delighted screams and moans of pure pleasure as yet another warrior thrusts his heavy cock inside you, almost at the mouth of your cervix as you let out a combined loud, prolonged moan as you two cum and pant into each others mouths while the naked, horny men around you cheer loudly and spur each other on.

And yet there is Jebrael who lies against the pile of silks and pillows, drinking from his cup and watching the whole ordeal with a scowl on his face. He's happy watching you be in the throes of pleasure, screaming and writhing as you reach your peak again, your poor swollen pussy all red and almost pulsing with overuse, slick and glinting like the jewelry you're adorned with with your juices...and the seed of other men.

You're his wife, his little love, his precious desert flower. He found you lost and scared after being abandoned by a long forgotten god and it was him who took you in and made you part of his tribe.

Don't get him wrong, he loves seeing you happy; cheeks full and flushed, skin glowing and healthy and your joyful smile you so willingly give to everyone. He was actually the one (and he's kicking himself in the balls ever since for that decision) to propose that his fellow tribesmen take you, they're strong warriors and very stubborn fuckers but they really adore you, their own personal Little Flower.

You were so shy at first, bashful and embarrassed that your husband, the chief would propose something like that, but Jebrael insisted that sharing a wife among close fellow warriors was a common practice, only if you wanted to and were willing. And oh good gods it was a true pleasure and right choice, for you at least <3

Jebrael knows you're happy, of course you are and that's what's most important to him and yet there's this craving, deep inside his chest that you belong only to him and him alone. You still haven't given him a babe and oh lord does he crave it, a tiny bundle of joy for him and the tribe to cherish and love; a strong healthy little son or daughter to brighten up his days.

With a quiet growl he tipped the cup and downed the alcohol in it and got up from his place to get close you your tired, naked and spent body laying among silks and the equally naked bodies of his warriors. If he had to be perfectly honest, it was truly a beautiful sight. He wasn't as well spoken or oriented in art as those stuffy and snotty scholars of the Academiya but he could appreciate true beauty when he saw it.

Jebrael's strong body moved like a lion, tanned skin glowing under the dim light of the lamps as he got closer and closer to his darling wife, his men sluggishly moving themselves to make place for their chief and your husband.

When he finally lied down next to you all he could focus on was your bright albeit tired smile as you reached out to him and gently caressed his stubbled cheek. The man let out a pleased rumble as his rough hands, so used to handling weapons and yet so so gentle with you, started to stroke your cheek before moving lower to your full breasts, not being able to resist to pinch your puffy nipples much to the amusement of the men around you, before moving lower to your curves and finally resting on the lower part of your soft belly.

Jebrael left his hand there and the whole tent slowly started to drift off to sleep, tired but sated and happy. The blue haired man made his mind up then and there; he'd give you a baby, that he promised you, even if he had to order for all the other men to stop cumming inside you to ensure that any potential pup would be his. He knew that they'd whine up a storm and you yourself wouldn't be too thrilled but what can he say; you're his and his alone <3

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Day 82