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thetreethatspeaks · 2 years

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tell me why i’m starting to see this eddsworld on my recommended- PLEASE I CANT BE DRAGGED IN AGAIN I CANNOT-

#I HAVENT SEEN THIS SHIT IN YEARS #WHAT IS HAPPENING #i’m really fighting to urge to go down the rabbit hole and watch old videos #why am i even considering this

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h0lidayg1rl1225 · 6 months

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feeling my stomach drop as i come to the realization that if i ever want that poly thing to work i not only have to basically beg to intrude on an existing happy relationship but i also have to basically ask my boyfriend if he’d be fine with me dating someone else at the same time and i feel like that’d be horrifying for him since he’s long distance and my friends aren’t

#vent post #god im stupid #why am i even considering this #im just gonna make everything go up in flames #and not like i can actually tell anyone directly #if i could i wouldn’t fucking be here #but no i’m just such a coward that all i can do is sit here and pray nobody actually cares #so i dont have to talk about it #even though ive been feeling like the worst girlfriend on earth for all of this #even though i know im gonna have to talk about it now #since hes gonna see #but thats why youre doing this isnt it june #youre too much of a pussy to just ask for advice #so you hide behind stupid vent posts practically begging for help like usual #because you know hes gonna be rightfully worried #because you know this isnt a good idea #you know you cant do it #youre nowhere near good enough.#youre practically leaving him to die if you do this #moron

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whsprings · 6 months

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am suddenly tempted to call erc just to see if they would recommend me for res or if they'd think I'd be fine in php like every single other time I have called them. for the record I don't think i would be fine in php bc last time I stepped from res to php I just started using behaviors again as if I hadn't even been to res in the first place. my strategy for treatment was essentially white knuckle it until I could go back to what I was doing before.

#cw// ed #why am i even considering this #i cant leave work!!! i cant do treatment again it doesnt fucking help me!!#i am just broken

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deathricedrawn · 2 months

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i'm ready to try

#This drawing is kind of personal to me #I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing #but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point #When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life #This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with #eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself #which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now #I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me #I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif #I think i'll be okay either way #either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like #i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off #so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude #AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp #empires smp s1 #empiresblr #esmp #geminitay #art #fanart #alice.art #mcyt #mcytblr #song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 26 days

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oh hey! i was reading a fic the other day where Wangji was once misspelled as Wangu. which leads me to: MDZS Pingu-style??? noot noot!

Do you think love can bloom on the sea ice?

#mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #digital art #Club penguin #ask #I've drawn a lot of strange crossovers for MDZS but this one really takes it up a notch #I saw this ask and thought “yeah why not. I've been meaning to do style studies. Let's experiment.”#And the moment my pen hit my tablet I was struck by the need to make it even worse.#Perhaps I am just nostalgic for club penguin and pengu but I think there is something magical about them holding hands.#Anyways I think younger WWX would have loved club penguin. It's the joy of the minigames and hanging out with your friends online.#Lan Wangji could never get past the fact the 'Ask your parent/guardian!' part of registration.#Either because he knew Lan Qiren would have said no *or* because he asked once and got turned down.#Lan Xichen probably was like 'Hey I can help you with that :)' to which LWJ said no because that was breaking the rules.#But if I *had* to put wangxian in a club penguin AU? Yeah 1000% it's LWJ as a mod and WWX as a notorious (nootorious) griefer.#WWX would be trying to speed run how fast he can get banned or how much he can get away with.#Getting removed and returning over and over earns him the 'necromancer of CP' title in the community. Loathed by many.#Meanwhile LWJ is about to seriously consider doxxing this guy just to get him to stop making his volunteer hobby less of a nightmare.#Cue 10 years later. They meet up on the ice flow on the last day before the servers get shut down. They have a genuine heart to heart.#Three years later on Club Penguin rewritten: two grown men decide to relive their childhood one more time.#Fate draws them to the same server.#I ask again. Do you think love can bloom on the digital sea ice?

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flownwrong · 6 months

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CALLUM KEITH RENNIE as Captain Rayner in Star Trek: Discovery

#when you see this and think what the fuck is that colouring and why this weird selection of moments please consider this:#i cannot gif #also you should see for yourself how yellow (and/or dark) those shots are #(not an excuse lol i've seen people colour much worse with much better results)#and i am also not sane about ckr so i don't choose moments that would look cool in an edit #it's not an edit #it's not even a gifset #it's just me going ahhhhhh! over a guy #thank you kindly for your patience #star trek discovery #callum keith rennie #rayner #c6d #fwgifs

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cozylittleartblog · 25 days

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bug doodles so i can say i drew something

#oc #original character #alien oc #artists on tumblr #art #aliens #sketch #nyx #having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too #i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right #if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month #just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling #IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR #more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it #i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it #guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art #or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed

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linovadraws · 7 months

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August and Peter figuring out the whole ~siblings~ thing. From the October Daye series, specifically the Patreon story, "In Safety Rest".

#seanan mcguire #october daye #august torquill #peter lorden #fanart #sometimes you're like i just want to draw out how this wheelchair would work #and you promise yourself there won't even be a background #and then suddenly it's like why am i drawing all this weird coral #what color is anything #what is perspective??#anyway enjoy! i'm exhausted #seanan was like what if we could be in the undersea all the time and i was there!! with bells on!!#friendship ended w/ kingdom of the mists #duchy of ships and saltmist are my besties now #also didn't consider that drawing a full mermaid situation means i have to go horizontal which...not the best for tumblr!

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marzipanandminutiae · 2 months

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the themes of homoeroticism between Dracula and Jonathan are an interesting narrative thread to pluck at, but if you erase Mina to make them an exclusive couple, I am gluing Legos to the soles of your feet

#dracula #like come ON #whyyyyy are you determined to ignore one of the most dynamic and interesting female characters in late 19th century Gothic media #just so the Pretty(?) Men Can Kiss #(why am I even asking this on Tumblr might be a better question)#I don't even erase JonMina when I'm considering MinaLucy possibilities!

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months

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What would you choose? :0c

(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)

#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks #then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard #I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing #to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or #honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal #(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of #'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the #texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso #OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety #augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro #and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of #different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more #when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh #but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions #so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion #on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread #doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and #bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.

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jontaro-kun · 24 days

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God I love women I wish they were real

#art #digital art #the arcana #the arcana fanart #nadia satrinava #nadia x mc #Wishing all my fellow Nadia likers a pleasant 5am #I actually drew this back in March as a direct sequel to that StP redraw and never thought I'd end up posting it lol #The original idea was drawing one of the moments in her Epilogue with the garden background and everything I swear thats why its so horn-#Shes down cataclysmic for MC like the entire tale but it ain't like the feelings weren't mutual am I right fellas #My headcanon is that Nadia is uh #Hold on let me look something up #okay it looks like my Nadia is 6'5"#I was considering drawing over MC and making them anon but decided I was too lazy vdsbfvjhd #I'm not gonna sugarcoat it I don't make OCs for games like this so my MC is literally just me #This is the closest y'all will ever get to a face reveal and I didn't even bother cleaning up the sketch cause this ain't about me vsdfhvbd #This is still probably one of my favorites I'm not gonna lie #Okay that's all the yapping I can come up with have a good one

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thatswhatsushesaid · 26 days

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i think fandom spaces would become much more enjoyable across the board if people stopped flipping their pancakes over other fans enjoying characters that they don't like. or, god forbid, like them but in 'the wrong way.'

#salty peak sect 🧂#jin guangyao #jgy haters you do realize that you are as integral a part of this wheel of dead horse reincarnation as jgy stans are. right?#you realize that our liking jgy and believing he did good things does not in any way detract from your ability to enjoy wei wuxian #as your specialist good boy. right?#you realize you could just scroll past takes about people enjoying jgy without deciding to drop your own pass-agg vaguepost #questioning our morality in the tags. right?#you get that it's weird to act like we're the weird ones for responding to provocation. you have to get that that is a weird way to think.#consider instead: staying in your lane!! minding your business!!!#you can in fact just leave us alone! you can do that! the power is yours!!#nb: this is not directed at the people who have genuine questions/commentary about jgy that are critical in nature. that's fine.#please recognize i am not talking about you!#i scroll past so many of your posts even tho i disagree with them #because your stuff is not the stuff that is making me benafflecksmoking.jpeg #maybe sometimes i'll comment if i think i have something useful to add #and if i think OP is not going to be a dick #most of the time i frankly would rather get high and read xiyao fanfic #that is usually why i am in the tags: to read fic and look at cute fanart #i am not visiting the tags because i want to pick a fight! truly i'm not!#however. if you start one. i will probably finish it. 😌 hth

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dae-time-designs · 2 months

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"Fungi, Fungi, Fungi"

I chant ominously.

(click for better quality pls I beg)

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solarpunkani · 9 months

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my dad went to the library to get some books (his goal is to read more this new year) and he brought me back a lil announcement abt a 'bring your own craft' kinda event that happens every Friday from 10 to 12

on the one hand: possibly a cool way to make crafting friends, get out of the house, go to the library more often

on the other hand: the odds of me being conscious before 12pm most of the time is Extremely Low

#out of queue #ani rambles #'ani why are you mentioning this here' idk it feels tangential #its like. i wanna join communities and meet people and have fun #but also i am A: shy and B: sleepy and lazy as hell #like literallly the main thing holding me back from committing to going At Least Once is that A: oh no new people scary #but also mostly B: i dont think i even CONSIDERED getting out of bed until 12pm today and thats EARLY for me #all this to say. uh. thoughts and prayers for your local shy ass nerd i guess

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silvergarnet12 · 1 year

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Frostbite.

#revali #botw #breath of the wild #loz #legend of zelda #the following tags are just in case armour sets are considered spoilery sorry people looking for only totk #totk #tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers #tears of the kingdom spoilers #again this is for the frostbite shirt #why am i even paranoid about this #rito

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bunnieswithknives · 28 days

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Thank you for making me cry repeatedly. My sorrow is greatly appreciated. Could we maybe get a comic of the actual camping/hunting trip where dev got shot?

Bits of it are inevitably going to be shown in comics but since I decided to write the camping trip as a fic Im probably not going to dedicate a comic to the trip itself.

#Since that part of the story is already out there it would be hard to find the motivation to recreate the whole thing in a different format #fop nature au #I am considering an animatic actually. I gotta find a good song for it first tho #Honestly why is it so difficult for me to find a song for this au #how did I find a good Irep song first (The Pitiful Children from Be More Chill) this is insane #Hell I even have a decent one for Wolf (Plastic by Cheekface)#No Children would be an iconic choice but I dont think it fits the au enough to justify it #Father by The Front Bottoms was also a consideration and while I think the first part captures his anger really well I dont think its enoug #to justify a whole animatic for it #suggestions would be appreciated

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