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When the theme is "hating on other groups and idols to uplift your faves" and congrats every other k-pop fan is winning that nowadays because why the fuck did I just find an instagram page which is basically an svt (and occasional straykids and exo) hate account just because some army kid needs to do that to show that bts is better.
Because why are we comparing yoongi's and woozi's music it's literally two very different styles? Why are we laughing at some random dance mistake hoshi made just to show bts dance line is better? Why are we literally bodyshaming scoups wheelchair bod right after his surgery stage? Why are we calling shaming Jeonghan's feminine features and hairstyle? Why are we hating chinese line for literally just their ethnicity? Why are we calling mingyu a pick me for, oh my god, just being FRIENDS with Jungkook!?
Bringing down other idols ain't doing shit. And this is so annoying because there are so many accounts like this targetting other groups under the pretense of uplifting their faves.
Sincerely, fuck you.
#svt#seventeen#olietalk#kpop#bts#this post isn't about haring bts or armies in general#but#why are we srill doing this#can we not just stan our groups peacefully?#like armies and carats were literally supposed to be the bestfriend fandoms#worst thing is this person isnt some random 12 yo schoolgirl its a grown ass 25 yo#shame.
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OHMYGOD HELLO
one of these days remind me to try and do a venn diagram w link botw, astarion bg3, thanatos hades game, and hunter toh . my brain is onto smth w those 4 in particular and i need to be able to visualize it to try and understand what simultaneously Fixes Me and Makes Me Worse
As someone who's close to joining you up there...yeah, I got nothing.
What I do have is this, which I was literally in the middle of drawing when I originally got this ask:
#I AM NO LONGER RATTLING THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE . THE ENCLOSURE IS GONE AND I AM CHEWING ON THIS LIKE SOME FERAL DOG#LOOK EVERYBODY ITS MY SEROTONIN SOURCES IN ONE PIC !!!!! I AM GOING INSANE#ik its technically totk link but it still counts and I have a *point* to make about the clothes#<- yeag . i am aware that i have a weakness for One Type of Clothing On Men#idc tho its still botw link and i think he looks better in totk clothes <33#genuinely srill thinking about why my brain latched onto them and the main common denominator is that theyre otherworldly beings that need#to Talk w somebody .#thanatos really is the outlier fucking it up tho like . i have no clue how i latched onto him enough just as well as the others AJSJSSJA#what are theytalking about that theyre all looking at hunter ?? vv curious hmm#my idea is that hes talking about palismans . just Palismans and how they work in a vv infodumping way#ALSO BACK ON THE CLOTHES just as a sharing point my favorkte armor ive seen on astarion is one where just his hips are revealed#and imo the best armor on totk is the charged set (minus the headdress)#do w that info what you will .#im legitimately going insane over this drawing seriously holy shit thank you so much for this <33 i love you so much#even if we mainly talk through asks and rbs i genuinely am so so grateful youve emabled me so so much <33#ANYWAYS HI GOOD MORNING I JWU im now gonna cram a couple of things but i hope your days going so so so well <33#toh#totk#loz#hades game#bg3#look at my beloved mutuals art boy . that is a command#edit; WHY CAN I NOT PIN THIS WHAT THE FUCK TUMBLR .#fuck it youre all seeing this on queue on diff times . and i forgot the blorbo tag for the post Filled w blorbos#<33
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IM OBSESSED WITH UR CROSSOVER IDEA, BUT I GOTTA ASK QUESTIONS
1: When Donnie grows to be 14-16, does that mean his bros are gonna be 30? Or does time work diffrently? (Ex: Time works 4x faster in RISE universe)
2: When did Danny adopt Don? In guessing somewhere from year 2012 since that prob when he died
3: you mentioned that RISE!Donnie and Don become friends, just what is the age difference exactly?
4: How would the brother reunite? (If they do) do they accidentoy get thrown into the dimension and be like “ah nit this again and find Don? Or will they meet their other versions and itll go like this:
“Oh that Don, the mafias son-“
“DONNIE?”
(sorry if this a lot pf questions and you don't wanna spoil/ don’t have this planned out, im just rlly excited. No pressure to answer)

GVAJSUSYBS IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT!
Honestly, the AU was for anyone who wanted to pick it up cause I'm not known for staying on top of things, but I'm happy to answer any questions anyway susnwkjs!
1) They will srill be the same age. Fortunately, time isn't all that different, well sorta. Donnie, despite dying around 2012 or so(the timeline is a mess, fuck time travel) would've been reincarnated to around 2002-2004 in the Rise Universe. So when they eventually go to get Donnie, it would've been only a few months since his death, but in the rise universe, he's been there his whole life.
So I suppose a better answer would be, fuck it we ball. Or really, they went to the future (~ ._.)~
2) Danny adopted Don in 2002-2003. Why? Cause I've made enough angst aus for my liking 😔
3) Don is older by 2 years. So Donatello looks up to him.
4)They do reunite! :D I'm not sure what specifically since I have many ideas on how, most include April if not, then Donatello doing something silly to show how amazing he is. Either way, when they get there, it won't be easy, obviously, since Don was raised there and is not gonna believe these random weirdos that look like him and come and tell him he doesn't belong there. The kid probably has enough imposter syndrome.
Although...
I do think this is funny.
Feel free to add to this AU! It would be greatly appreciated ehjekwuw
#tmnt#rottmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#crossover#tmnt crossover#tmnt 2012#tmnt donatello#the good father au#tmnt au#au idea#artists on tumblr#apritello#capritello#jonatello#capril#rottmnt dastardly danny#rottmnt splinter#sketches#asks#vinny asks
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we will find a proper crush, i believe in our potential 🙏🏻
omg wdym it crashed, i’m relieved that everyone is okay, and nothing serious happened, but omg…and…u’re having classes already? my classes will come back just on february 15, but i’m studying already, bc my parents won’t let me have my holidays in peace💀
anyways, tmi i don’t find studying soooo boring, so today i’m going to study chemistry😋
OK NOW STG, HAECHAN HAD A GREAT IDEA, i wonder what will jisung do w that information…or even yn, what will they do with the information that they are SOULMATES💕 i love it sm
GO DRINK WATER BABE, wdym nothing came out of your finger, BAE U NEED WATER, u should buy a bottle to take everywhere with you, or just drink a cup of water every morning and every night!! water is good for a lot of things!! anyways, sorry for the long ask, hope u had a great day💕 and if u want, u can tell how ur day was, and what u’re studying, i’d love to know💕
(i love you💗)
— xoxo, 🧸
i’m glad the crash wasn’t bad either, this is the second time my bus has bumped into a car which is insane.. both times were just small bumps tho so thank god! BUT YOU SRILL HAVING HOLIDAYS IS SO UNFAIR THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE wtf but also make sure to enjoy your holidays (even if your parents are making you study, still try ^^)
i’m kinda lost with stg negl like i have a draft for the next chapter but i’m contemplating if that’s the route i wanna take fr 😭😭 im probably gonna see if i can make the NEXT next chapter from that and how well it fits the story and if it doesn’t fit then i’ll change it..
i always bring a water bottle to college but idek why that specific day nothing came out.. which also started a whole discussion with my teacher who got onto me for not eating properly and she’s been on my ass every day since (but we won’t talk about that…) i’ll drink more water don’t worry!!!
let me tell you smth about my life too yeah, there is this guy in my class that is kinda cute but i can’t tell if i have a crush on him, want to be his friend, or if i’m just sooooo single that i’m romanticising everything and everyone 😭😭😭 he’s definitely better than my last crush who was a walking RED FLAG.. either way i’m not too worried about him since i have to finish my coursework by next week so i’ve been busy working on that (i’m creating a platform game and my codes are so confusing because my ladder code still won’t work ffs..) other than that, i had fun today !!!!
I LOVE YOU MORE 💘💘
#asks.#( score that goal! )#from 🧸 anon#me oversharing even though i don’t want to be perceived on here… but i’ll share JUST with you 🤫
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i wish you could understand how much i miss you in general, i miss being your friend. even if we are technically friends we arent as close as we were, we dont call every weekend like we did, you dont trust me likw you used to, we arent the same anymore ane i hate it. i sob everytime i remmeber how much i drove us apart, how i ruined us forever, i miss you alot and i wish i could tell you without sounding sad and sappy. i dont understand why ichate showing you my emotions so much, i truly dony. i think im worried you’ll realize im too hard to love, too much to care about and leave me and i dont wanna lose you more then i have, i wish i didnt try to leave because i truly do care about you even if you dont believe me on it. your my best friend as much as i hate it say it because i know im not yours, but you’ve saved me morethen you think and you’ve helped me more then you know. i was 4 months clean of self harm for you because i wanted you to know i was safe by myself even if i know i’m not safe by myself fully yet. i know im not a priority or maybe you dont even consider me a friend i dont know, bur i consider you my everything ina. platnoic way, you really are a good friend to me and i love you alot. i dont want you to think i dont care about you or your mental health because your such a sweet person, sure you cna have your moments where you hurt me or scare me byt yiu still are really sweet, you care for people who dont deserve it, like me. i dont deserve you at all, i deserve someone worse, someone who doesnt care about me but i have you. no matter how much one of us tries to keave we srill talk the next day, i never wantes to use you for emapthy or sympathy ( i still dont know the difference ! ) truly. i just wanted to be your friend, somebody who you could run too whenever you needed it, somebody you didnt habe to worry about, but i ruined it. you dont feel like you can run to me and think i just wanted you to sympathize over me, i really dont want you too. i know i’ll be fime because no matter how much i harm myself in ways i stay alive, if i can atleast spend some of my life with you id be happy. i dont mean it in a romantic way, i just wanted to be to be a friend you care about and dont have to second guess if you want to stay my friend, i just want us to be close again like how we were, laughing together on call and playing roblox together but also having the serious moments if we need it, being able to communicate with each other without issues, i just want to be somebody yiu care anout again. i dont even care id u dont consider me a best friend or a friend maybe just “ somebody you hang out with “ i am so, so grateful for ever meeting you. and id you leave one day i wont judge you for it, but i know ill be deeply hurt. i hurt so much everytime i think we’re not friends, i’m typically a quiet crier, and hes i may be an ugly crier but i never cry lously unless its somebody i genuinely love and you know that, the day i found out my dog passed away we we’re on call and you had to hear me almost send myself into a panic attack because i loved him so much, i hate to say i do the same to you aswell. i ugly sobbed all night until i fell asleep and still cried until my eyes were dry in the morning and was sobbing about how you dotn deserve such a bad person like me and i didnt understand how or why you still cared about me. i genuineky start sobbing everytime i think of losing you, i love you alot platonicslly i just wish we could be that close again. im trying so hars to open up but everytime i get close i get pushed bsck again, im sorry for not being a good friend, im sorry for genuinely being a piece of shit to you, im sorry for making you think thst i just wanted to use you, i just wanted you to be my friend. i admired you for awhile, i found you pretty and i realky wanted to get to know you more, i was so excited whenever you spoke to me even if i didnt know you, i was so happy to become your friend because i genuineky fiumd you so cool and i still do, your goofy in a good way your personality is nice,
i wish i could explain how much i care about you, i just dont know how to express it without sobbing my eyes out because i genuinely care about you so much, its stupid and i know it but i genuinely do feel really happy whenever i talk to you, you help brighten my mood ecen wheneber you dont know im down, i know its stupid and “ sounds gay “ or whatever but i mean it all platonically, your the best person i met, i know you cant reciprocate the feeling of that sith me but your somebody who i wish i could know for all my life, finding iut what you did a few days ago , you were right. it hurt me alot but i asked for it, i begged to know, i wish you could share more with me about why, when and what made you do it but im not gonan force you, i just eant you to be able to trust me and if it means we move at this speed im fine with it. im not gonna force you to tell me anything at all, as long as i know your alright ill be okay. i can find ways around my issues but i know you dont have many peoole to go to and i want to be one of those people sho you trust, even if its stupid to think i want to be somebody who you can ask to call and rant and yell or. ry to and ill just listen and guve advice if you need it, i just want you to know how much i care about you i never can know how to express it like you csn though, you express it press well i think im just genuineky stupid and cant show it like you can, i can only share it by sheltering myself away from you which i know doesn’t give the point off, but i dont want tou to think im jsut using you to vent either, its part of the reason i stopped talking to you about my issues is jsut encause i wanted you to not think you were “ just my therapist “, you were and are somebody i genuineky wanted to start a long-term friendship with, your friends are shit (kindly /lh ) and i wantes to be somebody who you could say “ oh, thats JJ they’re cool i guess “ or just somethimg nice that isnt like how your friends are, finding out im genuineky just apart of those shity friends made me tear up and have to stop myself from vomitting because it hurt, so much. i know i chose to read it but i really just wanted to be different then how they were, i didnt want tou to think that of me, and finding out you did made me genuinely want to sob my eyes out and call it a day withiut talking to anyone and going off the grid for the week so i could grieve who i could’ve been to you, but i ignored it snd neevr told you because i didnt eant you to think i was a depressing lsoer for getting upset at something their friend said that probably wasnt even that deep, but it was pretty deep for me because i am kind of? attached i dont, know. i cant tell id im attached to people i just kind of wish they would talk to me more and miss them whenever they dint text me for hours or studd, idk i think im attached snd i feel bad for it. i know you moved on from our friendship but i still am here wanting to be your best friend knowing ill neevr acquire that title. i want to be your best friend so fuckint bad snd i know im just fucked for wishing that, i know you have a bestfriend who isnt be and im alright with it i jsut do wish it could of been me one day, or wish that its me in anotehr universe where i didnt ruin everything wbout myself so that i could pretend i was fine and ignore my issues until i couldn’t take it any,ore and hamr myself, i know it isnt healthy and i know you do sometimes still worry about me and i feel so bad for it, i know it hurts knowing what i am and what i changes mysekf into but i hate this “ new me ” too. i sont know who i am anymore and i just want to be my old self, the sekf you first met me as because that was the person you enoyed being seound, not this weird thing, im so sorry for ranting this much about yo u i jsut genuinely wish i could of been a friend you liked and a best friend to you in some universe, im trying to get the old me back, the one who seemed happy all the time and could trust the people i knew, i dont know fully why i changed it besides my friend telling me they hate how i am.
the dya you had told me i ruined your life i genuinely felt myself shatter into pieces, it hut me so bad that night and i feel stupid for it, you had all dight to tellcme that,cit was the truth but it just made me choke and sob, i really am sorry for ruining yiu snd your life so much. your the person i needed in my life, stern but not too stern yknow? i really apologize for everythung i have done. im so proud of you for telling me about it though, i know you sidnt tell me much bur you still told me something and thats all that matters to me, even id you keep it uo inside you anything else about the topic im just happy you atleast told me what you did, would i like to know more? absouletly. but im never gonna force you to tell me, its personal and ive been through it. ill take my time in it even if it means inget hurt, i jsut want tou to be my friend.
im sorry i want to be that close to you again.
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mini dump, not feelin too good rn
im srill completely absolutely salty ab a fixarion iv3 had since i was lil kid that now got an animated series that is absolutely popping off. nd sum1 real close 2 me is absolutely insane over it atm.
i real kinda salty nd ik this is srsly stupid but im upset they didnt ask me ro watch it w them. this spin that ive had since i was such a young kid that was one of the medias that absolutely kept little me entertained for several yrs esp rlly early on when entertainment nd actual human interaction was nt common 4 me nd i treated it like gold, jus. idk idk idk why i feel upset ab it.
mayb i didnt tell them this is one of my most special spins on the list, mayb they didnt bither asking me bc im usually vv busy or overstimmed bc of school. mayb they jus didnt feel like it was a big deal.
idk how 2 actually tell them im super upset ab it. like actually genuinely fucked up by it that i donr even want to pick up watching the show anymore.
i love the series to bits and pieces but i feel like thisll jus b another spin i hav to wait a while for to actually get back in2.
i dont like not getting in2 my spins nd feeling like dog jus bc they dont always go 2 me to watch or consume sumn i rlly like. but im rlly bad at communication, we both r. its jus that i hope that theyd actually give value to when i try my hardest 2 be vulnerable ab spins, problems, and how i actually feel ab them when its wle so hard 2 do in general.
idk for someone who likes to yap and is insanely wordy, im not very good at actually talking to people.
anw every1 go 2atcj scottpillhrim for me and have fun i think.
#think i need a moment 2 crh after this i think#idk havenr had an actual good cry in a bit. its good to let stuff out from time 2 time#vent.#jus in case any1 wants 2 block it idk i feel mad annoying jus for this LMFAO
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orders delivery even rhough we have food in the house and agonizes over it
why did i do that we have food to cook snd frozen stuff to heat up
we just thought the cool pi day deal for pizza would be fun to get since it's like buy one get one free pizza
but it's srill expensive
we're self hating rn
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Summer Wedding Part 3
Angust ...fluff... oh the fluff... i listened I heard ... I wrote....
Part 1 here
Part 2 here
Reader p.o.v.
I walked in thr kitchen seeing ari there I gasp.
He turns "I'm so sorry I-" the nervous pang of a sharp knife hit my chest and riplled into my limbs as tears filled my eyes.
"Im leaving I-Im so sorry.I-"
"Wait I-"
I cant believe I did that how did I not hear him. Oh God. The tears started all over.
33rd person p.o.v.
There was a knock on the door.
"I'm sorry please dont make me leave tonight." She was emotional and scared she'd be out on the street alone.
"Can I come in."
"It's your house"
"Ours."
"You're not worthless. Your not," Ari had trouble even saying it " shit."
"You heard that?"
"I was outside. I just I should have come in. Sammy basically rung me out.I made you tea your throat must be hurting."
"Thank you."
"He'll come around and check your throat too."
There were a few moments of uncomfortable sulance until Ari broke it:
"Will you forgive me for what i said? Ir was stupid and uncalled for. You you mean the world to be. You never did a thing wrong. I did. And I'm sorry you even waited to appologize so I could cool down and instead I made another mistake."
"You talked to Sammy's wife didn't you?"
"Yea she about beat me over the head with her shoe. I think she woukd've in person- look I dont exlect an answer now for for you to even 100% forgive. I just dont want you to think ir to , " he used air quotes for the next four words " know you are alone' ever. I dont want you to even think you are." When did he walk so close His finger ran down my face. You didn't pull back so you forgive me?"
"I want to.
"I'd never throw you out. You think so little of me?"
"Ari"
"Its Only our first fight."
"Exactly and how destruve would our next one be?"
"Who says there'll be a next one?"
"Ari."
"Im just saying. I mean a year or so-"
"6 months."
"A year and six months only one fight. No "too bad from where I stand."
No its not."
"Baby I can't lose you I don't even know why I even- you're my strength. You're my rock when you said something about leaveing i - it terrified me. One more chance even if we have to start all over. "
"What? "
Ari held out his hand "I'm Ari Levinson some people call me Guy Thomas nice to-"
"I get the point" she playfully pushed his hand away.
"But you do realize if we start all over I have to move out right?"
" I changed my mind im not starting over I'm keeping you here," he pulled her close.
"Watch the tea it's hot!" She scolded.
"What do you say? Give me one more chance? If not for me for Maya. She loves you!"
"Thags because I give hee a bag of candy."
Ari's eyes open wide.
"Before she leaves let her mother deal with the suger rush."
Ari smiles he knew he picked a smart one.
"So what do you say?"
"One more chance but if you mess this up-"
"Never I learn from my mistakes."
"Honey you're a man."
"I know I'm an idiot."
It could've gone like that but it didn't. Maybe in a diffrent universe it did because it should've gone like that. But Ari's is... Ari so it DIDN'T go like that for a man who surives on luck maybe he srill has it
But this is how it actually went...for worse or for better in Part 4 comming soon
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Congrats on 1k!!! Can you do number 9 from 50 cliché promts and tropes with mako x reader? :)
MAKO + “there’s only one bed and we sleep as far away as possible from each other but wake up cuddling”
⇦ 𝘔𝘈𝘚𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘓𝘐𝘚𝘛

“Well, this is... unfortunate.”
“It’s unacceptable.” You glanced at Mako, who was visibly irritated. “First Beifong only approves one room because of ‘budget cuts,’ and now we’re expected to share a bed?”
“Relax, tough guy. I’m sure it was just a booking error. I’ll go talk to the receptionist.” You left your partner and your bag in the room with the single large bed against the wall to go downstairs and sort out the mistake. You gave the man at the desk your friendliest smile as you approached.
“Hello again,” the man said, looking up at you. “Is there a problem with the room?”
“Yes, actually. We should’ve been booked for a room with two beds but there’s only one. Could we be moved somewhere else?” You tried to sound as amicable as possible as you spoke, hoping the employee would oblige.
He flipped through the large book of records in front of him and traced his finger down a page. “Ah, yes! You reserved a double. So sorry about that—let me see what else is available.” You watched as he flipped through again, mumbling to himself. Your smile faltered a little when he frowned.
“What’s wrong?”
“It appears everything else is filled for the night. I’m terribly sorry, but there’s nothing I can do.” The man eyed you as if expecting you to blow up at him, but you just sighed and tightened your smile.
“Ah, it’s okay. We’ll figure it out. Thank you for checking, though.”
Mako was not gonna be happy.
“You’re joking,” he deadpanned, crossing his arms over his chest. You dropped down to sit on the edge of the problematic bed itself. “Are you and Beifong trying to pull a prank or something?”
You stared up at him. “Beifong? A prank? Really?”
“Okay, no,” he huffed. “But you’re kidding, right?”
“Why would I do that?”
“Because you think it’s funny to inconvenience me?”
“I don’t know what to tell you, Mako.”
“Tell me you’re joking.”
“I’m not joking.”
He groaned and threw himself in the threadbare armchair in the corner of the room. “Great, just what I needed,” he grumbled to himself.
“Hey, I’m not exactly thrilled about this either!” You rolled your eyes. “If you’re gonna freak out about it you can take the bed and I’ll just... sleep on the floor or something.”
“No, no. You take the bed and I’ll sleep on the floor.”
“How noble,” you laughed. “You’re the one who has a problem sleeping with me. Take the bed.”
“I—” His cheeks tinged a slight pink that didn’t escape your notice. “I don’t have a problem.”
“You sure seem to.”
“I shared a blanket with Bolin on the street for most of my childhood.”
“You must be getting spoiled with that detective salary if you can’t rough it for one night and share a bed with your favorite partner. Going soft?”
You grinned when he glared at you. “Why are you torturing me?”
“You’re easy to torture.” You stood up to rifle through your bag. “And it’s fun.”
“I’m requesting a partner transfer when we finish this assignment,” he muttered, making you bark out a laugh.
“You wouldn’t, you’re too attached now.” You straightened up with your arms full of toiletries and clean clothes. “I’m gonna go wash up so I can pass out. Early day tomorrow, and all. Catchin’ bad guys, kickin’ ass, takin’ names.”
“Uh-huh.” A small smile finally graced his handsome face for the first time since arriving at the inn. “I’ll be here keeping watch—y’know, for the bad guys.”
Once you’d scrubbed off the long day of travel and changed into clean, comfortable clothes you reentered the main room to see Mako studying the files for the case the two of you were working. His eyebrows were set into a furrow as he read through it and chewed at the inside of his cheek absently. You watched him for a few more moments once you settled down onto the worn but comfortable mattress. Something in the papers seemed to perplex him as he wrinkled his nose and flipped back a few pages. Suddenly, his warm orange eyes flicked up to meet yours.
“Why are you staring at me?” he asked with a small frown.
You shrugged. “Trying to figure out if that smell is the room or just you.”
His frown deepened. “Uncalled for.”
You hummed noncommitally and snuggled down between the sheets. “Go clean up so I can sleep.”
“I’m not stopping you,” he said, snapping the file shut and rising from the chair.
“I gotta keep watch, remember? Bad guys,” you murmured despite your heavy eyelids. Mako shook his head and disappeared into the bathroom. The gentle, steady sound of running water lulled you into a drifting sleep after only a few minutes.
You roused slightly when Mako returned, shuffling around the room followed by curling steam and the smell of his soap from the bathroom. You squeezed your eyes shut tighter and tried to fall back asleep until you felt him grab a pillow off the other side of the bed. Rolling onto your side you sleepily looked up at him.
“What are you doing?” you mumbled, rubbing at your eyes.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you up.” He stood next to a blanket on the floor with the pillow in his hand, dressed in a clean white shirt and loose pants. “I was just getting set up over here.”
You squinted at the pillow he held while your tired mind tripped over itself trying to catch up. “What?”
“I told you I’d sleep on the floor,” he said, gesturing to his makeshift sleeping area.
You blinked slowly at him. “Mako.”
“Yeah?”
“Get in the bed.”
“But—”
“I wasn’t asking,” you interrupted. “Come. To. Bed.”
He flushed lightly and opened and closed his mouth a couple times before looking down at his pillow he srill gripped. “I—I don’t want to make you... uncomfortable.”
“Uncomfortable?” you repeated blankly and he nodded. “I put my life in your hands every day, Mako. I trust you, probably more than I’ve ever trusted anyone. You’re not gonna make me uncomfortable. In fact, I’d be a thousand times more comfortable with you up here than on the floor.”
“Okay, okay,” he relented, finally moving back towards the bed. “You’ve made your point.”
“Good.” You closed your eyes again and yawned loudly. “The mattress is big enough we can both stay on our sides, no big deal. You need to rest well so I know you’re alert enough to save my ass tomorrow and sleeping on the floor does not reassure me.”
“I already agreed, you don’t need to keep working at me.” Mako carefully slid into the sheets, being almost calculating in how close he could stay to the edge without falling off. Even with the considerable empty space between you, you could still feel his familiar warmth seeping into your tired muscles.
“‘M a detective, can’t help it.”
“Go to sleep. You’ll have plenty of time to harass me in the morning.”
“You know you love me.”
If only you knew, he thought to himself as you slipped back into your dreamland.
The first thing you noticed upon regaining consciousness was the thumping rhythm next to your ear. The next thing you noticed was how warm you felt, despite the sheets being tangled down around your feet. You turned your head and buried your face into your pillow, inhaling deeply.
Soap. And smoke.
Hold on. You lifted your head up slowly and blinked blearily, taking in where you were as your brain whirred back to life.
Not your pillow. Mako—his chest, more specifically. Your eyes trailed down to where your bodies were pressed together in a tangle of limbs. The arm wrapped around you ended in fingers pressing into your waist. Your thigh was hiked up around his hip and his knee was slotted between your legs. You looked up at his face to see he was still sound asleep, lips parted as he breathed slowly.
You sat up all the way and his hand on your waist flopped down onto the bed. “Mako.”
He snorted and gave no other response.
“Mako,” you hissed, smacking his chest lightly. Without opening his eyes, he grabbed your hand and yanked you back down.
“Don’ hit me,” he grumbled, lips brushing your forehead as he spoke. “‘M sleepin’.”
Your face was starting to burn. “Well, wake up!”
He cracked one eye open to peer down at you and closed it again with a sniff. All at once it seemed to hit him and his eyes flew open as he shot upwards, knocking you to the side. You groaned as he launched himself out of the bed and onto his feet.
“What time is it?!” he barked.
“I don’t know!”
He whipped his head around to look at the clock on the bedside table. He made a small noise of panic and snatched it up as if getting a closer look would change the reading it gave.
“Fuck, we’re late!”

thank you for the request! i hope you enjoyed it! it ended up being way longer than i thought it would be lol. i guess i’ll tag my atla list and the people who wanted to be tagged in my full mako fic lol
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#mako x reader#mako x you#mako x y/n#lok x reader#tlok x reader#mako fluff#mako imagine#atla x reader#mako fanfic#mako fic#legend of korra#avatar: the legend of korra#mine#lok fanfic
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So Kinnporsche is srill happening???
https://twitter.com/beoncloud_th/status/1430877703259836427?s=19
Look.
I have zero idea.
I am just a adult sitting in Chicago yelling about Thai BL from across the world.
I genuinely have no actual idea what's going on behind the scenes.
Nor do I want!
KinnPorsche appears to be a puppy bouncing between potential adopters and maybe we'll get a show, maybe we won't, maybe we'll get another teaser, maybe it'll be something bigger, maybe it'll just be a lie to get views on some random video!
I have zero idea.
Absolutely zero.
But I subscribed to their youtube channel and I'll keep hoping because I do love mafia BLs and disaster BLs and not-very-good pulp BLs so where ever this lands in the end... I'll watch it.
And I'll probably enjoy it.
Why not?
Also saw Perth commenting that he's no longer in it so I'm expecting cast changes... we'll see!
#kinnporsche#thaibl#thai bl#bl drama#bl series#anon asked#anon answers#i seriously just yell about shows#but i do want this one to exist#please let it be
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why do I feel like we're going to receive more hate towards reader even tho we srill don't know if she reciprocated anything and knowing her she probably didn't she was probably caught off-guard? idk how many protection squads I can build for her but I'm still hiring
i know
#y/n living the hard life#it's not her fault she's loved by two hot men okay???#what if she WAS caught off guard?? huh??? are you people still going to be angry at her then???#HUH?!?!?!#nah i'm just kidding#all i'm saying let's not throw hate on anybody just yet#wait until chapter 14 comes out#the last song chapter 13 review#the last song canon
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Saving You-Johnny Wilcox x Reader x Jay (Okja)
(Based on the movie:Okja) 🐷🐖
Summary:You are Dr.Johnny's girlfriend and have volunteered to stay in Korea long ago to keep an eye on the super pig and Mija. Everything falls apart when you are now rescuing Okja from being slaughtered, but some new friends arrive to save the day and you might be having feelings for their leader,Jay.
(Seriously this is my favorite Bong Joon Ho movie after Parasite and more people should acknoledge this amazinf film. Also I love these two male characters and literally no one had written on them.)
The day was lovely as usual here in South Korea. I just finished helping up Grandpa with his lunch and stepped outside to take my usual notes on my book and saw some trees up ahead moving. "Okja! Mija!" I called out to my friends. The ground gently shook beneath me and I smile wife when I saw the super pig, Okja and her young caretaker, Mija. "Lunch time." I smiled at both and pointed Mija inside her home. It has been about 5 months since I moved to Korea to keep track of the super pig, since I worked for Mirando back in the States and offers myself to stay here and supervise the pig. Mirando offered me a lot of money and I had begun working for them for a year now, they weren't clear with me and had all things to themselves when it came to the pig. I didn't know why they needed me to check up on Okja. Having wifi up here in the mountains was rough to get but when I did, I would send my info to the corporation and whoever of the Mirando sisters would be involved. In an a few hours we would be visited by some Mirando spokesperson and zoologist Dr. Johnny Wilcox. It's been months since I've seen the weird and energetic doctor. He loves animals as much as I do. "I made some more just for you and your grandfather." I tried telling Mija since I couldn't speak Korean and she couldn't speak English. It was hard living here for the first month of two but we got along without speaking each other's languages. The young girl smiled and replied with I assumed was "thank you" she started a conversation with her grandpa and I went out to give the huge pig some fruits. "Good girl, Okja." I said as I patted her head while she ate and heard footsteps and son heavy panting. "I'm here..I'm here fucking damn it!" I immediately recognized the man's voice which belongs to Dr. Wilcox. I looked over and saw the tall man who srill sports a moustache and those weird glasses he likes to wear. He arrived with some more people and the poor man was dying of thirst and was clearly tired from how sweaty he was. "Johnny! Hi!" I smiled wide when I stepped out. The man looked at me and squinted his eyes. "(Y/N) Is that you?" He asked in a high pitch voice. I nodded my head and ran to his open arms and jugged him not caring how sweaty the man man. "God damn I I missed you." Johnny as I while panting when he leaned down to kiss me. "I missed you a lot also. Do you want some water?" I asked when he starts walking away and saw a bottle of beer. He quickly drowned it and stopped drinking when he saw the super pig. Mija looked at us weirdly not believing that Johnny and I are dating. She exchanged some words with he grandpa and the person who came to translate. Johnny started admiring Okja and rested his head on her side "Fucking film me, Jennifer. You can't fake these emotions." They took me out of the shot when they began filming Johnny. "10 years ago. 26 local farmers from 26 far flung countries were each given a super piglet. Pan to the old man!" The camera moved to Mija and he grandpa who gave a thumbs up. "My assistant and partner, Dr. (Y/N)." Johnny quickly came over and grabbed my hand pulling me to stand next to him. He continued speaking when the camera focused on us. "Signed up to spend five month in Korea to keeping track on her health and data. You ready for the New York fest?" He asked and Okja sneezed him. I moved away and tried to not laugh at my boyfriend's face and the camera was turned off. "I guess I'm still hip in Korea, kids don't appreciate me any more. You see I'm the face to the Mirando corporation now." I overheard Johnny tell Mija even if the poor girl understood nothing of what he was saying. "You're Mirando's face now?! I'm jealous, congrats Johnny." I smile sitting next to him and looking at the man lovingly. "I know right! Anyone could kill to be in my position. Hey! We're spending the night here." "Really? But this isn't a five star hotel and you much complain about the mosquitos." I said knowing well my boyfriend enjoys the good life style and not sleeping in the open. Johnny scoffed and wrapped an arm around me, "You know me I could never harm a fly! Besides it's been too long with our you, we have to catch up." I moved his head away from my neck before anyone could see us. "I promise we will, John. I missed you a lot too and I also know how much this job means to you." "You know me so well, (Y/N)! Why don't you get me another beer hmm?" I looked at him worried since he drank the first one quick but I didnt say anything and got him another one. This means that I'll be back home soon. ********** "They are taking Okja from her?!" "Those are the rules." Johnny responded when we woke up and got ourselves dressed."I just want to go back to our home and have my beautiful gilrfriend with me." He whined and began to hug me tight. "You'll be flying out with me in a few hours.." is he serious? I'm suppose to leave Mija like we haven't been friends for months? "But look on the bright side! We have enough money for the wedding now." Johnny smiled at me and my mouth fell open. "Wedding? What wedding?" Johnny rolls his eyes and bopped my nose. "Well ours silly! This will bring major views on my show!" I stared at him then down at my lap. We're getting married so he gets more views on his animal show? "That's great." I whispered still processing it all. "I'll be along you my wifey now then!" He grinned and wrapped both arms around my waist. *********** I promised Johnny that I would fly back home tomorrow instead, so I lied. Instead here I was chasing Mija down the streets of Seoul when she started calling for Okja. Her grandpa gave her a golden pig statue so she wouldn't feel alone when Okja left Mija was no happy by the news since she now considers Okja her friend, her pet. So here I was running as fast as my legs could take me while screaming for Mija to stop. We made it to a tunnel when a truck stopped the one that was carrying Okja an intercepted it. Some people with masks on jumped out of the truck and tried grabbing Okja. I had my eyes on Mija and was worried sick for her. Okja began running around and Mija held onto her when the pig starts running away. "Not again!" I panted and began to run again. They ran inside a mall and various people tried stopping us and used darts to our Okja to sleep but the masked people helps us out and we were safe inside their truck. I ran over to Mija's side and held her. "Who are you?!" I asked looking at each member with masks. They each pulled theirs off and I blushed when I saw who I assumed was the leader to the group. He is almost as tall as Johnny but leaner and well dressed unlike Johnny who always wears shorts and a suit jacket with it. "We are the animal liberation front. My name is Jay. That one over there is K, Silver, Red and Blond." The young guy told us and looked at me. "Does she understand what I'm saying?" I shook her head and looked down at the girl who seemed confused. "My name is (Y/N), this is Mija and Okja." I told him and K began to translated everything to Mija. They the ALF has gotten inside places and have save numeral of animals, so they are here to save Okja too. "I have seen you on tv, (Y/N). You work for Mirando correct?" Jay asks looking at me. "I do." "I'm sure you're well known then. Mirando aren't to be trusted." It was all Jay told me when they were to jump out of the truck and promised to meet us back in the States. "We'll see each other soon. Take care of Mija." Jay smiled warmly at me and the three of us were left together until the police came. ****** We we wrong and K didn't tell us the whole truth. Okja was sent first to the States to be bred and for some of her meat to be taken out of her to be tested. Mija and I were flown back to the States and she quickly started to learn some English when we were on the plane. People surrounded Mija trying for her to cooperate. "I want to see Okja." Mija kept on saying and kicking a man in the knee and throwing a dress she was offered to wear to impress people on tv. "Will you just give her some space?!" I shouted already annoyed by the dozens of people walking around. "I'll go and have a talk with her, Jennifer." I spat and followed Mija to the room she went in. "Are you okay?" I asked the girl who seemed upset since she has no news on Okja. "I'm okay." She frowned and we both jumped a little when we saw someone near the window. There stood Jay. He held out some notes so no one could listen to us. "Don't talk. We're here to save Okja. I'm sorry we left. We love you." My heart warmed up at him being so protective of the little girl. "When you're down there. Don't turn around." He said going to the last notes and he began to unbutton the disguise he had on. I hurried towards him and hugged him. "I thought we wouldn't see you again." I blushed when I felt him hug me back. "I promised I wouldn't leave. (Y/N) We were in a hurry back then but I have a few things to say. Mirando aren't who you think they are, they took Okja in with a male super pig and tested her meat to be killed and sell her around the world. I know you might not believe me but ask Dr. Wilcox." Jay looked down at me and patted my back. "I know this is a lot to take in but you have to believe me-" "And I do. I know we haven't known each other for a long time but I believe you, Jay. And for that I want to thank you for doing this." Jay nodded once and was off to reunite with his team. "(Y/N). Dr. Wilcox is requesting to see you." I groaned to myself and accepted to see him since I refused to. "I'll be out in a bit..i'll see you in a bit." Mija nodded and I went out to see Johnny. I went to the backstage area and first thing I did was slap Johnny. "Oww!" He whined and raised his voice higher than usual. "What is this?!" I held my phone up and stared at him disgusted by his actions. The video was blurry but the sound of Okja crying could be heard while Johnny was there very drunk. No wonder he kept drinking back then. "Was this all part of your plan?!" "No! I'm an animal lover I could never harm an animal!..I guess I've been drowning my emotions trying to forget the things I've done." I stared back at him hurt since I truly loved him. Everyone kept saying how weird and insane he was and I never care about that. "You're insane, John. How could you do this to me? This wedding thing was to boost up your ego and show as well right? Well here!" I took the engagement ring he gave to me before leaving and threw it at him. "I'm done with you." He glared at me but before we could argue some more he was called on stage and his quirky persona was back. "Have I ever given you a boring show?!" He shouted at the crowd and everyone cheered. Jay was right about everything. I ran up on stay when Okja was brought in and she starts going crazy, she bit Mija's arm and dragged her away. Jay almost ended up hitting the pig until I stopped him and we left the area with K who came back to save us. K was driving. Mija was sedated and Jay had just woken up and I felt embarrassed by not believing in him in the first place. I stared down at my knees and felt him grab my hand. "I'm sorry for what happened..it was an awful way to find out about everything." Jay whispered and I looked at him. "You're a nice guy, Jay. No wonder you're such a fine leader, inside and out." I ended up saying and swore I saw his cheeks turn a bit red. "What did you see in that guy anyways?" He asks trying to make me smile which it did. "Now that i think about it I don't know. He made me laugh!" I tell him and tried to not laugh out loud. Johnny and I had known each other for 3 years and were to be married, clearly it would never happen because of him being an was to everyone including me with our realizing it. He always got what we wanted but that would no longer happen. "Then that means there's a chance for me." I shyly smiled at his words but the scene was ruined when the car stopped. ********* We were inside the slaughterhouse where dozens of super pigs would be sacrificed. Mija and I continued to run and we finally spotted Okja who was next to be killed off. Mija and I shouted at the man who was about to kill her. Mija showed a photograph of herself and Okja. "Please don't kill her." The man stopped and stared at us. Soon Jay and K ran over to us and it was long when the head of Mirando appeared, the other sister who was I charge of this and was clearly more serious. "So these are the people who made a mess and put my sister to shame. She never could've done this anyway. So, what are you waiting for?" "No!" I stood up but as held done by officers along with the two guys. "Leave her out of this, don't touch her!" I heard Jay scream at them when they wouldnt let me go. Mija took out the golden pig she has and tossed it at the older Mirando sister. "I want to buy Okja alive. And I want to take (Y/N)." Mija said knowing well I would go to prison for helping the ALF and exposing the Mirando's. The woman hummed and confirmed the pig to be made of gold. "Fine. It's a deal, pleasure doing business with you." The guard let's go of me but before I could say anything they dragged K and Jay out, to be locked up for god knows how long. With tears in my eyes I turned around and saw Okja run up to Mija and licking her. Devastated and sad we left the building and I stared down at the ground too afraid to see the millions of pigs to be sacrificed. The parents of on piglet pushed it out of the wire for us to at least save it, Okja hid the small pig in her mouth and with that we were off to Korea again. ********* It has been several months and the pig was slowly growing and as happily playing with Okja. I had learned some Korean and Mija was doing excellent with her English lessons. I had some updates on Johnny, his show got cancelled immediately and he was serving some time in jail for abusing animals along with the youngest Mirando sister. Jay and K were still locked up but a week ago I received a letter from Jay. He found some evidence which said that I am a Mirando, the oldest one has me for years back and placed me up for adoption. So this meant that I could take over the Mirando company and change everything, expose everyone and start everything from scratch and that I did. Jay wrote to me and proposed a couple of deals so I said yes to all of those he asked me to do. I booked a flight leaving Mija some money and promised to be back. The oldest Mirando daughter was surprised when I showed her the paper and DNA test so she wouldn't think I was lying. I showed her the various illegal tapes the ALF gave to me and I won. Nancy Mirando would be locked up with my aunt Lucy Mirando. I got a few more things done like hiring new people, ordered the slaughterhouse to release and not kill the remaining of super pigs and I paid a huge bill to let K and Jay out. The rest of the ALF were inside the building and thanked me for getting them out and doing this corporation justice. I smiled wide and cleaned my outfit up when I saw Jay up ahead. I ran toward Jay and he eagerly hugged back and lifted me up in the air. "I thought I'd never hear from you again, and you look nice." He said looking down at my professional outfit to impress the media who was waiting for me. "You look nice as well, Jay. I read your letter so I immediately took action." "I knew you could never let me down." Jay leaned down and gave a quick kiss before my assistant came over and I had to run up on stage. I waved at the people and stood behind the mic stand. "My name is (Y/N) Mirando. And I am here to make a difference. Previous Mirando's kept on repeating a cycle, to make money and killing animals not caring at all for them of our own health but that all changes today. I am taking over the Mirando corporation. We will no longer eat meat or kill any super pigs. Instead this whole project is to make people healthier, we'll be offering vegan food for starters.." "I'm sure you're all familiar with Mija the young Korean girl who I helped, but we weren't alone, the ALF took a huge part in this and without them I wouldn't be here. So give it up for my newest team members." The entire team slowly came up on stage and shyly waved at the flashing lights. "My fiance Jay and I promise to make this better go not only you but the planet in which we all live. This won't be something I'll be doing on my own, so I promise to change the Mirando's image and make this the biggest project this corporation has done." I was received by applause and flashing lights soon with people shouting for answers. I smiled at the crowd and held Jay's hand and could see people up front looking at my engagement ring and asking what would Johnny think about this. In all honestly I couldn't care less about him no longer. Instead I began working harder along with my partner Jay and I would send Mija money and a few pictures and notes to her. Hoping to see her soon once this all ends.
#okja#okja movie#bong joon ho#okja 2017#johnny wilcox#johnny wilcox x reader#jay x reader#dr johnny wilcox#mija#super pig#mirando corporation#jake gylenhall#paul dano#korean
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if you are srill doing the character ask game can you do tenma Pleacze❤️
SORRY this took forever...........but thank you!!
favorite thing about them
His kindness....he’s just like such a genuine and encouraging person. Having that kind of strength to keep on hoping is something admirable.
least favorite thing about them
How sad he is a lot of the time :(
favorite line
Oh boy um.....he has a lot of good ones....but honestly it’s gotta be when he’s with Dieter. Tomorrow will be a good day.....it carries so much weight.
brOTP
Tenma & Gillen is p great. Post-canon, Tenma & Lunge and Tenma & Eva also qualify. If I had to pick a single fav it would be Gillen though just because it has more of the makings of “bro” tp....y’know, went to school together....
OTP
Tenma/Grimmer but yall knew that
nOTP
Tenma/Johan. He kinda ruined Tenma’s life (and many others) so y’know.
random headcanon
Even after he gets his hair cut he keeps trying to brush it out of his face for several months. This is also just in general not including the extreme hair change at the end of the series; any time he gets a haircut this happens.
unpopular opinion
Okay I don’t....know if this is unpopular or not but I think Tenma serves his purpose just fine as a compelling character and protagonist. Any time I see criticism about him being “too good” of a person I get so exhausted, like just let the man be nice, he doesn’t need to be edgy or have some secret darkness or vice or bitterness to make him More Complex and "being nice” certainly isn’t boring. I hope it’s the popular opinion but I’ve seen enough of this critique which is why I put it here.
song i associate with them
Ahhhh I have a playlist for him! But just one that really works for me would be Blood by City & Colour. Just some of these lyrics.....
The sun is just rising upMother birds feeding their youngThe light of a brand new dayI think we've finally found a home in this place
And now I know there's beauty buried beneathThe surface of what we seeAll hopes left unfoundThey lie between the wish and the well
Bro it just breathes Tenma.
FAVOURITE PICTURE
The bird man.......
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Bryce landed in a daze. The last 24 hours a blur. Rigelus confession wouldn't stop repeating in her head. Nor could she forget the way his fingers had felt on her chin. The way the way the world had faded away as he touched her in that conference room before she'd run from him.
She barely felt anyone come toward her till she saw the shadow.
"Do not touch her."
She looked to Ruhn in a daze, too out of it to speak for herself.
Azriel srilled, his High Tongue was rusty but he could guess what the male was saying. Manon stepped toward them, he kept his irritating to himself. He didn't much like her here but he did respect Ursula. He wanted her to not cut him off, he wanted to keep a relationship with at least one of of Aleksander's children. Unlike his twin he actually cared about all of his family. Manon rose an eyebrow and looked to Azriel.
"He looks like him."
Ruhn ignored them kneeling beside Bryce to help her stand. He gripped her elbow, putting himself between them. She must have been really out of it to let him defended her like this.
"Who are you? Where are we?"
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Einar set the glasses down, smiling softly as Lorin set the food down. Sathia sighed and fell into a chair staring at the both of them.
"I don't know why we bother with this tradition when -"
She abruptly stood looking to the far wall. Einar stepped forward putting an arm on Lorin to keep her from following him.
"What is that?"
Einar peered into it, his breath hitching. But before he could respond Lorin had moved. She'd seen the same thing he had, Azriel.
Before he could stop her she'd stepped through. Sathia looked between the portal and her father grabbing a dagger and stepping closer. He looked to her cupping her cheek.
"Never let them in."
He stepped forward Sathia following a second later. The portal closing behind them. Lorin had moved toward her other children. She ignored Azriel for the moment. Einar stepped toward them sweeping his eyes over all of them. Bryce and Ruhn looked dazed but alive. He dragged his eyes to Azriel.
"Where are they?"
Manon crossed her arms and leaned back against the wall.
"Your mother is dead by the way Einar."
Einar snapped his eyes to her. The fire curling around his hands. But it wasn't hot, it wavered and disappeared.
"Manon. You're lying. If she was dead they'd be -"
"Your father fled. I suppose he wasn't as devoted to her as you all claimed he was."
//for anyone!!//
Her hand gently touched the cheek of Ruhn, her focus shifting between the pair of them as she was absorbing the scene around her. Her mind was running a million miles a minute, the her spinning with the information.
Your mother is dead.
Lorin's attention turned towards Einar, catching the sight of the fire that curled around his hands. News about his mother had no reached them, she was sure if it had it would have weighed heavy upon him. Despite the tension they held with his parents, that did not mean he did not love them - that they were not respected parts of their family.
Her eyes narrowed as she looked towards Manon, those baiting words stoking a wave of anger in her that she didn't wish to embrace. She looked back to her children, giving them a gentle squeeze before she rose to a stand.
"Enough with the baiting Manon," she finally spoke. "You can think what you want, however, we cannot know why Narcissus is not here." She knew what the other said was a lie, she knew very well how devoted Narcissus was to Amarantha and she didn't care what Manon spouted.
Her hand gently took a hold of Einar's, she didn't fear his fire. "Einar..."
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Me and my gf are going through an extremely rough patch but I love her a lot srill and she feels the same. A lot of other people have now got involved and are pressuring me to end it and that it will never work and same on her side. It makes sense the arguments that they say. We are both extremely different. whenever we are out With a group we hardly ever talk. I came out 3 months ago while she is still slowing coming out which may be the cause to why we are scared to show pda or even talk. 🧚🏻
🧚🏼♀️ But I don’t know wreather I should do what seems right to everyone or do what I want. There has also been talk that she got with her ex girlfriend and then another girl. I asked her and she denied completely. I have no idea what to do. I don’t know if I should stay with her which I want to do or end it like all my best friends are telling me to do.
🧚🏼♀️I also feel like I can’t talk to anyone cus they are now bias and to overly involved. I’m just so lost.
Start from what you know. You love your gf. She loves you too. The rest is irrelevant, what other ppl think is irrelevant. You will find again and again that people are waaay too invested in relationships that does not concern them, especially when it involves two women, cause there’s definitely a part of fetishization from straights and bisexuals when it comes to lesbians.
Find some time for you and your gf to talk things through. Be gentle, kind, respectful. Do not accuse her, do no guilt-trip her, just be honest with your feelings, and encourage her to be honest with hers. Find solutions for your problems, compromise. You two are the only one who decide if it is worth it, to push through and remain together - it can as well not be, but this is something you two can decide, not others.
Mod C.
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My tumblr picture is so old but its like my favorite picture of me. Idk why. Also my favorite filter ever that I haven’t seen again ever. @snapchat bring it back please. But anyways I remember exactly who I was and what my life was like at that point and it’s so different from where I am now. In both food and bad ways. I’ve grown a lot but also srill working on things. I’ve gained friends and lost friends. I’ve become more comfortable with being lonely. I’ve always be comfortable being alone and having space, it’s the lonely feeling that I hated. But I’ve accepted that ever gets lonely and it won’t be like this forever and I realized that it was me I needed. I needed to choose me over everyone. I needed to be selfish and start taking care of myself first and stop trying to please everyone else. It’s still hard to do sometimes, I’ll always be a people pleaser. But I’ve gotten better. Do I still have unhealthy coping mechanisms? Of course but I think everyone does. I’m planning on going to see a therapist and also the doctors I need to see about my pcos and other issues I may or may not have, I’m not a hypochonriac but I do have sum tops of things I’d like to find out more on, once my health insurance kicks on. I’ve been putting it off because I’ve been so depressed and just didn’t see the point and couldn’t motivate myself. But I’m motivated now and I think it will help my mental health to be physically healthy. I have a game plans. I have my family and friends, and my potentional man, haven’t made it official yet but I’m not rushing, if feels good and it cares about me and that’s all that maters right now. He has some issues but so do I and he doesn’t judge me for mine and I don’t judge him for his. We vibe really well and I think we could be really great. Always nervous that he’s gonna abandon me like most people but he keeps proving that he does really like me and I’m usually just anxious and paranoid. He snaps me back to reality almost and instantly makes me feel better. I haven’t gotten my hopes up about us in the future yet, don’t wanna jinx is but I do have a good feeling about him. I have from the start. I’m just going with the flow of things right now trying not to rush. I’ll keep you guys, if anyone even reads my super high super long rants lol
#personal#rant#in my feels#if anyone wants be friend and talk#message me#we can talk anour literally anything#im really friendly and super open#friends#lets be friends#:)
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