#wouldve been harder. no?

[july-19th-club]

the first time my mother and i ever talked about it was after i tried and more or less failed to attend the calling hours for the mother of a school classmate who’d passed away. it was in ninth grade. and we got into the funeral home and i’d been lucky and never really been in one that i could remember anymore so i had no social script and it didn’t occur to me until we’d left but the thing that was fucking me up the most was the idea that i would have to see and interact with someone i saw every day in normal contexts (gym class, CCD, the bus) in a Grief Context and i didnt know how to be normal with him ever again because there were like, no established ground rules for that that i knew of and at this funeral home i just got. SLAMMED with the most massive and impenetrable wave of nonverbal that i’ve still ever experienced in my life, and i’m in there sweating and shaking and incapable of communicating why i’m being weird when it’s not my relative’s funeral and i basically only knew the woman from church. and mom puts our names in the guest book and gets us back out to the car pretty quickly and once i’ve come down a bit from the Edge Of Meltdown she’s like so i’d been meaning to talk to you about this at some point but it seems relevant now i have suspected for many years that you might be autistic. and at the time it was such a relief to have somebody else say it that i was like oh wow thank god i’m not insane for also thinking that. but in retrospect i’ve always been like, fuck, and you just didn’t mention it? nice nice nice that’s cool that hasn’t affected me you’re good you’re good what the fuck

anyway after that we sought out NO psychologists and did NO accommodations and it was only ever talked about between us as A Thing You And I Both Know but it never factored into all the things i still needed and just about every work-around i have is still something i had to develop myself

[biillys]

billy hargrove: in every scene — 2.04 chapter four: will the wise

[blindinghope]

when you and your family are insane

[getting-messi]

Can’t believe these photos were really taken an hour apart😂

[terristre]

um. 🎃 riah and ❌ khryssley if it's ok to send two sorry i love them so much

NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR ENABLING ME

also fun fact he doesnt actually know about halloween jsjshxis

[haunted-xander]

Kotoko's breakdown right before her boss fight honestly breaks my heart

She wanted to be saved. She wanted to be saved but she wasn't and thats at least half of why she hates the adults so much because she COULD'VE been saved she COULD'VE escaped the situation but no one helped her so she just had to take it all and just :(((((

[stormofstarlight]

Blaine cheating on Kurt would've made so much more sense if it had been with Sebastian. I'd go as far as to say it's the only way it would've made sense. The way they set it up in the show was semi-believable, with Blaine feeling lonely and hooking up w some guy from Facebook, but it was so out of left field and not in character for him. If he was really feeling that lonely, surely he would've turned to someone he already knew, and who better than the guy who'd been flirting with him for months?

[carehounds]

Oughh the still image...

[bunnihearted]

🫖

[jrueships]

guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

[guplia]

I found my Google search history from almost 11 years ago. It's... interesting, to say the least.

[verathena14]

i can't believe i forgor to upload this 😭

[raviion]

Chuuyas real ability is cosplay ig. Good for him, good for him.

[hesina]

Wonder how different stormlight would be if jasnah was set to be king from the start.

[dashiellqvverty]

i wish we lived in the eddietommy timeline im so serious

[gradelstuff]

Beating up afo with this team