#ya'll aren't gonna make me feel bad

[blackbackedjackal]

there's only enough room for one clown in this circus, and that's me [honk honk]

[two-white-butterflies]

no time to die | c16 | part two

Description: After a messy breakup with Charles Leclerc. You resort to feuding with him online. In where, he hates your guts.

Pairing: charles leclerc/actress!reader

part one | part three

(ONE YEAR LATER)

YNMakesItSparkle: New Years Day 🌙 announcing my first ever single. I know that it's been a while since ya'll heard my voice. I remember singing with Miley and Selena down in Disney. So glad to be back inside the studio! 💜

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watchasay29: Is this about Charles?

taylorswift: I'm so excited for this 💙💙💙💙

selenagomez: Patiently seated.

charlesuniversewags: this is about charles 100% idk if she's gonna make him seem like the bad guy.

(IBIZA, SPAIN 2023)

"Charles, let's get married - let's settle down." you continued speaking, following him around the casita with a glass filled with Moscato. Ever since his incident in Formula One, you haven't stopped thinking about your future together. You couldn't sleep at night knowing that there was a possibility that everything you built would come crumbling down.

A small sigh escapes his mouth; marriage was the least of his concern. He still wanted to win a championship - he wanted to be something that you could boast around your upper-echelon friends. "I'm not ready, bebe." he sighed, taking another sip of his merlot.

You were stark contrasts of each other.

He liked everything that tasted bitter - and you adored sweet. He was darkness, rest in the middle of paradise and you were light. You complimented each other properly - but now you weren't sure.

"I-I know, but please - think about it." you stuttered. You always dreamed about marriage, not in a dreamy fairytale way but in a way that included living in happiness with the person that you adored. "I'm not sure if I want to get married, ever." he scoffed, placing his glass loudly on the countertop.

"Why?" your eyebrows merged into each other. "Why?" he repeated your statement - finding the question to be tone deaf.

"All everyone talks about is you and how wonderful your projects are. The articles, they don't even call me by name - I'm just 'your boyfriend' - and what will happen after we get married? Will I be Y/N L/N's husband? When I've got all of these accomplishments to myself." he responded in a bitter tone - telling you that there was something bothering him.

"What do you mean?" your frown deepened, seeing fire underneath his eyes. Did he hate you all these years?

"I'm tired of being your shadow, that's what I mean." his voice softened, seeing your eyes blurry with tears. "You aren't my shadow - when I came into this relationship with you, I wasn't even an actress." you said to yourself, the truth quickly settling into you.

"- and maybe that's the problem. I don't need another person who's competing with my success, I need someone to comfort me in my races." he expressed his opinion, unable to understand that he was stampeding upon your own.

"I've done all of that, Charles."

"It's not enough!" his voice raised again, a storm brewing in his mind. A small chuckle escaped your lips - and you tried to keep your composure. 'Grace under pressure' you thought.

"You know what the truth is, Charles?" you grinned, reaching for your handbag on the chair beside you. "You feel emasculated because I'm better than you." you gritted your teeth, straightening your dress until it didn't have any wrinkles.

"You know I feel really bad because I came to this conversation seeing a future with you. But now I'm glad that you had another thing in mind." your eyes narrowed, quickly walking away and slamming the door to his apartment loudly.

YNMakesItSparkle: me and my favorite driver 💜

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maxverstappen1: 💪🏽

carlossainz55: Hungary GP? - YNMakesItSparkle: Totally 💜

reyna219: YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL

YNMakesItSparkle: Forever Ferrari 💜❤️

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carlandouniverse2: this is enough confirmation 😭

wantingmeeee1: Are you back with Charles?

landonorris: Mclaren needs you here 😎 - YNMakesItSparkle: Really?

imsebastianstan: You didn't bring me? - YNMakesItSparkle: the airline had a no-hand-carry policy, really sorrrrryyy 😁

Charles could recognize you a mile away. His fingers could even feel the fabric that clung into your body - he missed you, and he knew that you deserved better. The pressure of not being a good enough driver was getting to him - forcing him to resort to look for something to blame. At first, it was his company - but when he saw your success - he chose to blame that.

But now after six-months of therapy, he could see properly. He could see that he was the problem. "I listened to your new song," he swiftly made his way towards you - a bottle of beer in his right hand. He missed you - but he couldn't entertain the thought of being with you again. He believed that he wasn't good enough for that.

"Did you like you like it?" you gazed up at him - staring deep into his eyes until he could feel himself leaning down to inhale more of your rosemary scent. "Amazing, and the chords were familiar." he raised an eyebrow - teasing you softly.

He'd be content with being friends.

"Sue me if you dare, Leclerc." you pouted, knowing that the chords to that song resembled something that he wrote for you a few years ago. "I won't - not when you made it sound better." he smiled, flicking a strand of your hair away from your face. "Really?" you began to ask.

Unable to deny the palpable chemistry between you.

"Why don't you play for us in the afterparty?" he offered, knowing that it would be held inside his home - and his piano needed a little dusting. "Sounds like a plan," you licked your lips, slowly moving away from him.

SELENA GOMEZ'S PRIVATE TWITTER

Don't get back with ur ex challenge, but you're fighting against @YNMakesItSparkle

YN'S PRIVATE TWITTER: STOPPPP

TAYLOR'S PRIVATE TWITTER: I'm going home because it's a losing game ;)

DANIEL RICCIARDO'S PRIVATE TWITTER: HELPP

@perihelioneclipse @hiraethrhapsody @omgsuperstarg @reidsworld @charles-eclair16 @ferraribabe @cl16gf @yourrrrrprefffffect @thatgirlthatreadswattpad @fdl305 @incoherenciass @sassyheroneckgiant @ietss @newlifeforus

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

My Unpopular Hobie Brown Opinions (& Headcanons) - [Part 1/??????]

Excuse me excuse me i got some shit to say that needs to be said cause this just what i be thinking when i be thinking too hard cause i be doing that sometimes (photo is of me when i be thinking cause i be doing that)

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First of all - Hobie doesn't have a smart phone.

Those little fake text yall be making? Where Hobie has a blue bubble? Nah bro not happening.

You think Hobie Brown is walking around with Siri in his pocket?? Siri who listens in on you and responds to the things you're saying while storing your info?

He isn't.

And he's not on twitter either so you can put those fake tweets in the basket too

He's not scrolling on the bird app giving Elon Musk revenue and engagement

Hobie seem like the type to walk in your house and start bad mouthing your Alexa. Be in your kitchen like 'Hey Google, kill yourself'

He has never opened or witnessed Tiktok and he never will

AT MOST he has a burner flip phone like a plug. And even then you have to pray he buys minutes. Voicemail? FULL.

Hobie is not a player.

He's from the 70's - the strongest time for HARDCORE second-wave feminism. Like bra-burning. Plus he's in the punk scene. He knows better than to say some slick shit or pull anything

BUT if ya'll make it clear it's casual and you catch feelings.. damn that sucks for you

Also, Hobie Brown doesn't get jealous. Lets stop the cap right now.

Mans doesn't even believe in private property and you think he'd feel comfortable being possessive over his partner

ESPECIALLY if they're a woman?

And secondly what insecurities does he even have to make him jealous? Can YOU , right now ,even imagine a man that would make Hobie Brown insecure/jealous?

I'll wait.

Realistically speaking, if you're not punk he's not into you most likely.

You don't have to listen to the music or 'dress the part' he doesn't care about that i mean like politically if you aren't in the movement good luck

Like if you turn down going to protests, or organizing,

or you don't wanna do community service with him he's not gonna feel it.

And he'd most likely be into people educated and into thinks like communism, socialism, anarchism, etc. If you can't hold a conversation about the immoralism behind being a landlord, then yeah there might be some awkward silences

Also can't believe I have to say this but ACAB and I mean that.

If you fuck with cops, Hobie doesn't fuck with you. Unless they're your family and even then they're on thin fucking ice.

Hobie has one-on-one interacts with fascists cops on the regular. The actively know who Spider-man is and target him.

Of course he's gonna hate them, or vent about them. The same way his one good experience with Gwen doesnt make him like the Society, having one good theoretical experience with a cop wouldn't make Hobie not hate cops.

In addition, Hobie has canonically killed people and is willing to kill again any day of the week if he has to. He stays ready.

He's done it with his guitar and he'll probably do it again in the future

And if you're with him you'd genuinely have to be comfortable and okay with that.

What are you gonna do? Defend a fascist? Exactly

So if he comes home with blood on him that isn't his, how you react is on you-

He's still gonna sleep good as hell at night

Hobie isn't very romantic. Like at all.

He's not buying you flowers - that's a sexist trope. He's not taking you to the movies because fuck the studio execs. He's not celebrating Valentine's Day because it's literally made up and he'll only celebrate anniversaries if you REALLY want to

He probably isn't chivalrous at all because he doesn't think to be - it's outplayed. So he's not opening doors and pulling out chairs or nothing

I feel like he's the type that if you got mad about it he'd be genuinely surprised because it just doesn't occur to him to be romantic

He'd be like 'why the fuck do you need roses?? i mean i love you i can knick you some if u want??'

He'd probably feel like all that is superficial as hell, and show his love in other ways

like stressing that you text him when you get home or always asking if you've eaten

he'd be like 'had any scran' or 'you've eaten right?' and if you havent hed immediately turn and go looking for the nearest food to give you (food insecurity does that to you)

Oh and he is not getting married not even a hippie wedding

cause Hobies not buying a ring (gold mining causes suffering anyway) and he's not proposing and if his partner proposed I feel like he'd be shocked in a slightly uncomfortable way

I could absolutely see him being poly. Like either being in a thruple, but most likely just having multiple seperate partners who also have partners

i can see Hobie being a baby daddy. Not in the bad way. In the good way. But not in the Peter B. way.

Not elaborating on that last part it just is what it is

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okay ill leave this here before it gets long also no proofreading oop - but tell me what you think id love to hear your thoughts! What you agree with or disagree with and why :) im chill and nice and not a twitter person i promise lol

but also, I said what I said <3

[thewideawakechronicles]

Sits down next to the large pupper... and just sits in silence for a bit... eventually starting to speak.

"So... I want to tell you a story... it's a lot less sever then all of... that, but I think it's a bit appropriate."

"I had a friend once... we got along fine, and had fun. During that time, someone was messing with me, grabbing me in the school changing room while half naked, pushing me and running away, messing with me any chance they got just for a damn laugh-"

"One day, they did the same routine... but this friend joined in on it. They joined in on harassing me, right in my face, doubling up the harassments and I lost it. I hurt them, there was a bit of blood too. I lost control, because this friend of mine broke that trust I had."

"I regretted what I did, especially because I soon left the school without ever apologizing... I never got the chance to repent for what I did, even if it was justified in a way."

The person shifts a bit, picking at their hands

"Because at the end of the day... the hour of joy was justified, you had a right to try and stop the hell you all went through... you just didn't have a good way to do it. You lashed out, lost your control... and it's drowning you now..."

"I'm gonna be blunt here- You hurt a lot of people friend... there's no changing that. Everyone is telling you 'it's fine, you didn't mean it, you aren't at fault'... bitch I punched my 'friend' until he bled for doing what he did. I'm at fault for that, and is it not the same for you Noah?"

The person took a deep breath and looked into Noah's eye

"But I'm not gonna sit down and cry about it now, not anymore. It took me a while, and I still hate what I was when I was younger. I hurt a lot people lashing out- this wasn't a one time situation for me- but I can talk about it now. I can look at it, learn from it, and do better..."

"Sometimes it's okay to want to run, to not remember- but your gonna get tried, and then it'll just get worse! And it's scary, horrifying to try and face that kind of thing..."

The person looks down at their hands, a frown on their face

"But you need to face it sometime. You can't just ignore it and pretend, that isn't good. So instead... let's try to bring more good into the world then bad. Face judgement and atone and all that noise..."

The person brings out a comically large frying pan, tools, large stovetop, and a really big box of batter

"So, how do you feel about making Theo some giant pancakes? Making him happy can be a start to atoning ya? No more running, not more ignoring, just acceptance, and doin better."

"...."

Noah stares for a few moments before looking down.

" You're right.. I. I need to stop crying.. I.. I need to stop running away from this.. I. I need to face it. I need I face everything I've done.. I need to stop being nothing but a plain out coward. "

He then breathes in and lets out a vocal exhale before lifting his head. " No more running and hiding away.."

He then smiles at the thought of Theo.

" Yeah.. I'll make the kid some pancakes.. "

(Thanks ya'll for helping :) )

[archivalofsins]

Pfft, coming back online to see people commenting joyously on the downfall of a twelve year old. Really showcases how Futa should have been innocent round one the middle schooler be damned. It is kind of funny to see a bunch of supposedly mature individuals literally admit they have nothing better to do with their day but make a fictional child's story worse. Well, as long as people aren't treating real children like this, oh wait...

That's the point of social experiments, isn't it? To gage and measure how people react to certain situations, events, and specific sorts of people. Hm... well, that could be bad.

But it also isn't really surprising if she ends up guilty considering how a majority of the audience is. Whelp, it's whatever. I was feeling bad about making that video on Amane because it's basically tearing into people's reasoning on voting her guilty, but actually, I'm not anymore. Because fuck it like what do I have to lose? Credibility with people who can excuse child abuse but draw the line at texts from one's employer?

What are they gonna do vote her guilty harder? They're already doing that. The only person keeping me respectful is me and I don't have to respect people who can't respect that everyone regardless of age or religion has and deserves rights. Literally if she's guilty, whatever happens as a result of that ceases to be my fault.

Like that's all on the people who pushed for that. So, either way I win because if she's voted guilty and it gets worse anyhow I can just say I fucking told you so. And they'll never be able to prove what would have happened if she was innocent, so there's no rebuttle to that. They're just gonna stay wrong. Either way, I get something I want. None of the evidence is on these people's side it is going to get worse if she's guilty.

So no, we are not in this together, actually. I am not responsible for these people's choice, and I will take no onus of the consequences that occur from them. I will just laugh at them because they're gonna get what they want, but it's not gonna do what they think it will. It's gonna be so fucking funny when the only people guilty this round are minors.

A seventeen, sixteen, and twelve year old.

Put those prisoners at the kiddy table- Told they're asses to sit down. Really said fuck them kids. It's even funnier because it's like there are minors in this audience voting this way with no awareness of the precedent it sets. Like I don't know I'm an adult so this doesn't concern me truly. My rights are secure, but man sucks to be a minor. Lucky I grew out of that.

Everyone near my age is innocent, and it's gonna stay that way. But ya'll keep teaching those kids a lesson have at it. Fuck it; maybe there won't be any kids next round and it will be all adults. They're going to learn this lesson one way or another, I suppose.

Luckily, a majority of the voters seem to be adults with jobs or college aged. Huh, that definitely couldn't have anything to do with well anything.

[peanutrat20]

Welcome, to Not Hero Material

[insert lineup because this came to be hours before posting this so i have nothing currently]

About Not Hero Material

Not Hero Material is just your average rise au..

hahahaha

no it's not

welcome to rise approximately 30 football fields to the left where the boys are just a little extra unhinged

splinter ran away from his kids partially because they have a few screws loose so instead of giving them a good outlet for their manic brains he ran. A+ parenting, will get murdered if he dares return

raph is a big ass teddy bear but he isn't all sunshine and rainbows if you aren't family. he is second most unhinged [just barely above mikey] but is very good at hiding it

leo lost all his marbles after an accident during an experiment with donnie when they were kids. he doesn't remember things well and can't talk [can make the little noises the fandom has a love for giving the turtle boys], he is super sweet and will accept friendship from just about anyone. he is the least unhinged on technicality he'd just as unhinged as donnie if not for the accident [he does not have enough marbles left to be unhinged unfortunately]

donnie.. okay so i'm gonna need ya'll to imagine canon rise donnie, now turn the chaos up to 1000, and add a love of torture and murder. does feel bad about what happened to leo. also collects knives. most unhinged, do not try and talk your way out of his torture chair.. it will not work

mikey has a passion for making people think they've gone crazy. will not get his hands dirty except on special occasions. still loves to cook and make art. third most unhinged is not afraid to let you know that either

april is the boys big sister/best friend. she knows they're a bit screwy in the head but she still loves them. works retail and donnie will hack any problem customers bank accounts for the hell of it

draxum [also an important character because i said so] is dragged into the chaos of the boys on account of donnie insisting he help him attempt and fix leo's mind [they can't]. eventually endears himself to the boys and becomes their father figure who is mildly concerned for their sanity

this is what i lovingly refer to as my unhinged au. i can guarantee that it could/will get way too dark for some people. at the end of the day it is the au that will make ya'll realize there is a reason one of my at work mantra's is "murder is not okay". all my unhinged thoughts are coming here to hang out. you have been warned

What to expect to see with Not Hero Material

here on tumblr i'll be posting art, reference images, and any small stories that don't fit the main narrative.

anything written will be posted on ao3 (links will be added here as they are posted)

Want to interact with Not Hero Material?

if you see Not Hero Material and decide you want to make fanart or whatever else you are 100% welcome to. there is only one rule no t//c3st besides that you can do whatever you want with my au as long as you tag me so i can see it.

i will also answer questions sent to my ask box about Not Hero Material

Other Links:

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[luvie-42]

Loki laufeyson x Y/N Time of love

alr New fanfic series! kinda nervous bc idk what to do- BUT ILL TRY MY BEST LITTLE ONES!!! listening to my hype playlist aint helping im abt to dance

WARNINGS: mentions of abuse, cursing, strict parents, knife/dagger. if you dont enjoy or feel comfortable with these topics you're free to leave!

-You were a simple 29yo woman with abusive parents. You had no other place to stay, and your best friend had strict parents. They don't allow anyone else but family members in their house. You were in a miserable life, but your friend supported you all the way. Today those sorry excuses of parents let you go to the busy street where it looked so beautiful. Can't believe they let you out the house with booty shorts and a oversized hoodie and headphones

(this but it was night time)

-Just now getting out of a place you see everyone freaking out suddenly. "What the hell could be going on?" whispering to yourself. You saw this gut in gold, green and black holding some staff with a bright blue light at the end of it. To be honest, he was kinda cute. He starts to introduce himself. You thought this guy was just doing the most, until he shouts. "KNEEL". Every person starts to kneel before the man, he did look dangerous and like he can do some serious damage to this part of the town. You jumped and stood there against the shop wall.

-He starts to look if everyone followed his order but his eyes are locked to yours. You wanted to run out of there and get to your house but you didn't budge. He makes everyone make a path to get to you. Your bag of food dropped out of your grasp, your eyes went wide, and you started shaking. He's in front of you. Staring at you. You expected worse like he would make you kneel but, he took off his helmet and put the staff against the wall

-"Hello there mortal." He says blandly looking up and down at your figure. You start noticing and wanting to cover your plush thighs but you feel like you can't move. He starts to speak but notices your red face looking somewhere else from his gaze. "I'm Loki, God of mischief and I am burdened with a glorious purpose" Did he really just say that? "O-Oh I'm Y/N" Stuttering because of his tall figure with his hands next to his mid section to show that he wont hurt you.

-Out of nowhere he makes a dagger appear and hands it to you. He smiles while you hesitantly take it from his cold hands. "Thank you.." "Don't think of me as a villain, I'm like you. Neglected." He sure did look like it. You thought this was a myth but you snapped out of your trance when some guy in the american flag colors appears behind ya'll. "Excuse me for a moment" Loki says giving a warm smile and wink.

-You were positively sure this was not the first meeting you guys would have. You grabbed your bag and ran back to your house. Opening the front door, your dad comes to the door to yell at you but then notices you're shocked and almost traumatized. "The fuck your scared for? We didn't beat you up THAT bad!" You don't give an answer, but the fact that you met a GOD. A LITERAL GOD. "Why aren't you ANSWERING MY QUESTION!?" Your dad yells before throwing a beer bottle at you. You then again snapped out of your trance and use the dagger that Loki gave you

-You crashed the glass bottle to the floor and your mother then came to the scene to find a shocked father and a scared but still shocked daughter. "What the actual FUCK is happening?!" You were gonna say something but your father just had to cut you off. "YOUR STUPID LITTLE GIRL JUST CRASHED AND SPILLED A FRESH BEER BOTTLE TO THE FLOOR" You looked at him with disbelief. "You threw it at me! What was i supposed to do?!" "LET IT HIT YOU BITCH! WHY DO YOU HAVE A DAGGER TOO?!" Your mom just stood there but then heard you had a dagger, she never raised you like that but then again she abused you from 4 years old.

-"What is wrong with you Y/N?!" That. Was. The. LAST. Straw. "Y'know what? I'm DONE! IM 29 YEARS OLD, A FUCKING ADULT. YOU WONT LET ME LIVE MY LIFE, YOU WONT LET ME HANG WITH THE ONLY FRIEND THAT ACTUALLY FEELS LIKE FAMILY, AND THE FACT YOU GET MAD OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS!! I MET A GOD WHO'S FIGHTING A SUPERHERO, AND THE AMOUNT OF TIMES YOU BEAT ME UP!" The parents look flabbergasted at the sudden outburst of their daughter "Do you know who your talking to little girl!?" your mother who had the audacity to blurt. "YEAH THE BITCH WHO CANT TAKE PROPER CARE OF THEIR DAUGHTER!" You said before leaving once more to your room to pack up and leave this retched household. -I wonder if i'll meet him again...- (- - mean thoughts)

GAWD DAUYM AM I TIRED. sometimes on july i just cant sleep and it happened last july so thats why this took so long but I TRIED MY BEST LITTLE ONES (why does little one remind me of thanos???)

[cl00udyyanan]

the zodiac based matchup has intrigued me, could i request kazuha and scaramouche/wanderer? i’m a scorpio

sigh... another scaramouche huh? jkjk now i haven't even done the research while typing this and i don't have the highest hopes im sorry.... i think with kazu it'll be better since you're both the same signs but we'll see

scorpio and scorpio

okk our fave blond boy,, off the bat you two are ATTACHED AT THE HIP. literally don't leave eachothers side, beidou makes fun of yall saying you guys are cojoined bc yall are always right there ("whatever you need to tell kazuha, you can tell me too!" type vibes, ya feel) its kinda cute??? ig.... lol even though kazuha is a traveler, no matter where you go as long as its together, its home. yall do anything and everything together. you can talk about anything or anyone (gossipers much?) both are so loyal to eachother and fight for eachother really. i mean you both are scorpios, you have to be the perfect match huh?

WRONG! you both are too controlling! kazuha is more calmer than the average person, but he has a possesive and jealous nature that is very strong, he doesn't act out on it initally but the after math is terrifying. you can see him staring red daggers into you from afar, silently plotting against you when he's mad. he may seem intimidating, but just go over and kiss him and hug him a bit and he'll be ok he's just a bit jealous. its possibly the same for you, when you miss him you may not say anything at first, or you'll go all out and beg for him to come to you. even demand. thats where your downfall is, yall are too emotional with eachoter.

this relationship is the one, everyone talks about. you guys are the couple thats lowkey toxic but you guys are toxic together. the good moments make up for all the bad ones and all you guys need to do is kiss and make up a bit,, come on itll be ok.

compatibilty: 84 basically perfect for eachother

capricorn and scorpio

sigh,, scara. actually you guys can basically trust eachother no problem. you both have the same goal in the relationship, which is to feel something. you both need that sense of touch and to feel love and man, you two can bring it. if you need a hug, even though he's hesitant, he's gonna give it to you. if he needs a nice peck, just give him one and he'll be satisfied for the whole day really. ya'll are cute together truly. you guys have a respectful communication, wherest you can give eachother space when its needed and love when its wanted. you guys help eachother grow and try not to give a negative atmosphere to the other. you don't want to bring eachother down, and you can spend good quality time together. its a nice peaceful love.

that its, its peaceful when you guys aren't fighting. its not a loud angry fight, its quiet and scary. like watching to cats prepare to pounce on eachother, just hissing at eachother and throwing fake paws. you two have emotional issues (he's got mommy issues when know that for sure) you both can't help eachother with it all that well so your relationship is mostly a physical one, where you think thats enough but. you both need that emotional support that you just cant give him all too well.

this relationship is kinda,, sad. its love and thankfully it has nothing to do with how you treat eachother, its how you both feel inside. hopefully you're both able to work on your confidence because i promise, when you both learn to love yourselves, you can love eachother. (i means this! ik this is fake but i hope you love yourself!) in the end, you both feel guilty, feeling this relationship isn't enough for the other,but its an enjoyable one. so even if it does end, you love eachother sill no matter what.

comaptibiltiy: 62

[starlitpage]

Incorrect Quotes Tag

Thanks for the tag @talesofsorrowandofruin ! :D

Stolen roses:

Jeremiah: Avenge my death.

Esmeralda: You're not dying.

Jeremiah: AVENGE ME!

Sylvie: Hey ya'll. So, I know I'm the new guy here, but I think I can speak for everyone when I say...I don't know what the fuck is going on.

Everyone: Agreed.

Vestria after usurping: There are no consequences to my actions anymore! No matter what I do...literally nothing bad can happen to me. I'm like a white male us senator.

Sylvie: Vestria, what do you think the meaning of life is?

Vestria: Hmm, now that's a tricky one. I guess it would be--

Vestria: CRUSH YOUR ENEMIES, SEE THEM DRIVEN BEFORE YOU AND HEAR THE LAMENTATIONS OF THEIR WOMEN!

Vestria: Or having a family! It's pretty much the same!

Sylvie: *slowly backs away*

A Banshee's Bond

Aurelian: God damnit, Lucy! I don't know what you did, but you go down and you fucking apologize for whatever it was!

Lucy: What? I'm not apologizing! Those assholes left me for dead!

Aurelian: Did you fuck up?

Lucy: ...What even is fucking up really?

Aurelian: AAAH! You fucked up!

Eurdyn: So I have made the decision to trust you.

Aurelian: A horrible decision really.

Six: Let's write Myckia a friendly note, shall we? Dear incompetent dumbass--

Cassius with an arm around Eurdyn's shoulder talking to an asshole: Don't talk to me or my child ever again!

Eamon: Andee, look. I found all three differences.

Andee: Those are two completely different puzzles.

Carya: Why aren't the brakes working?

Myckia: Because I cut the brakes! Wildcard, bitches! Yeehaw!

Eurdyn: Real power comes with real responsibility and I don't want any of that shit.

Myckia: I'm going to lure them in with my good looks.

Six: *makes a confused face*

Asera: She's gone. I miss her so much.

Asera: Oh I cry myself to sleep. [unnamed].

Asera: False. I do not miss her.

Six: I'm keeping a list of everybody who wrongs me.

Andee to Eurdyn: I'll just go sit at my desk and be quiet.

Andee: Sorry I annoyed you with my friendship.

Velle: I am running away from my responsibilities(consequences) and it feels good.

Aurelian: You can't escape destiny. She comes for us all, that relentless bitch.

Aurelian to Eurdyn: Stop being so mean to me or I swear to the Void I'm gonna fall in love with you!

Haizley covered in blood: Do I look suspicious?

House of madness:

Belial: I have absolutely no memory.

I tag: @did-i-do-this-write and anyone who would like to do this!

[prismatic-glow]

hello everyone! just a quick update for ya'll

I think i'm gonna change up my post format? Usually I just post whatever I want and try to do so once a day but I feel like having something a bit more structured would make it easier for me to be motivated to post

My plan is to make a daily post with

a small discussion on a specific topic. Don't worry, I'll still post more in-depth guides and discussions but i'm finding that giving myself the expectation to make an in-depth post leads me to choose an easier topic that is less useful

A quick tip or bit of information about a cool mechanic. I think this is a really fun way to share things that just aren't big enough to warrant a full post but that I still want to tell people about

An update on my own account or whatever i'm working on. I'm honestly working on improving my own account because I was super "behind" and underleveled before. This is actually one of the reasons I started a blog, to help people improve their accounts to make Genshin more fun! I think talking about my own progress would be a good way to help others doing the same. Also with the new series I'm starting it will be a good way to update ya'll on the progress each day

As for longer posts, I'll still do them! I genuinely enjoy writing every post and i've found that helping people out with stuff like this is actually on of the things I enjoy most in the genshin community!! So honestly this change in my posts will allow me to make them higher quality because I can talk more in-depth about topics without worrying about what i'll write on days where I don't have many ideas

Also, i'm not doing this because I was feeling overwhelmed or pressured to post. Honestly I just felt a tiny bit bad about creating less interesting/quality/informative guides just to stay consistent

So yeah, ig that's it lol

Have a great rest of your day!!

[that-respiratory-student]

Some bad news...

So, I might have to take a break from school for a while.

I'm over the time limit, and they want to suspend my financial aid. I may be able to take like one class a semester, but once it comes down to the program, I'm just going to have to take a break to save up. With programs like these, you can't take things at your own pace. You take the classes they tell you and when. Once admitted, I'll have to continue the next two years straight. Not having the money would really fuck me up. So, I figure, take the time to save and get more things ready to get admitted. I'm probably not gonna be their first choice anyway. I don't have much going for me. So, if I don't get aid, then I'm gonna have to take the time to save up and figure out how to make myself what they're looking for. Delay in getting this job and living more comfortably, but hey it's only a delay. School will still be there when I'm ready :)

I hope I can continue getting aid. It's already so hard financially since I'm the only one working and having to try to make that stretch to help take care of 3 other people. I need to get a car too T_T

Life just feels like it's really beating down on me, and it just makes me so irritable and resentful of some of the people in my life cause I'm just like, ya'll say you understand that I'm stressed, but you do nothing to help me. Just sit on your ass all day and expect me to baby you when you're a grown ass adult. This is mostly directed at one person...my blood literally boils when they ask me for money at this point. I'm just so fed up, cause like...YOU'RE supposed to take care of ME! Not the other way around. I've always been told I'm mature for my age but like, I shouldn't be. I should act my age, not have to make up for adults who AREN'T mature for their age or even mature at all.

Anyway, this isn't a therapy page.

But yeah, I should hear about my appeal soon for the financial aid thing...

[snowblossomreads]

Bad Habits

Summary: In where Severus briefly wonders what would happen if they got caught and if they should be doing this. (Spoilers they do)

Pairing: Student! FemReader x Severus Snape

Warnings: dubious morals (we love her), pwp, student/teacher relationship, oral sex, vaginal sex, sir/professor kink, Dom!Snape, Sub!Reader, degradation, orgasm denial, spitting (like once), a spank (or two) ya'll it's 95% filth I have no idea what else to tell you.

Word Count: 8.3K of thirsting

A/N: Raise your hand if you want some Snut (Snape smut lol) because if you did here you are! This is much longer than what it was supposed to be but oh well! The student is of age but if student/teacher relationships aren't your thing this is probably not for you. Other than that enjoy, let me know if you liked it and if you see any mistakes~

Severus was sure that if anyone found out what was going on between him and [Y/n] that not only would she be expelled, he would be sacked and possibly sent to Azkaban. It was one way to rid him of his spy duties, yes, though he preferred things to not go in that direction if he could help it.

Plus she was a lovely student, and he would hate to see her get into trouble with how fond of her he secretly was. Yet even with that in mind, Severus found his entanglement with the girl quite similar to a vice. Probably bad for you, maybe (definitely) morally dubious, but still a very hard habit to kick. Though who said bad habits were easy to get rid of?

Take for instance the way she was on her knees in front of him at that moment. Doe eyed and a look of innocence on her soft features as she gazed up at him. They both knew she was anything but innocent though.

Not with those dilated pupils that held a hazy gaze of lust in them. Not with how her blouse had one too many buttons undone which tempted him with the sight of the swell of her breasts and the dark-colored lace bra that would no doubt be strewn on the floor along with her other clothing by the end of this.

And especially not with how she rubbed her thighs together just to feel a bit of friction to relieve the throb of her aching cunt. No, someone innocent wouldn’t even have had the thought let alone be caught in her position, between her professor's legs.

“Please professor,” her voice broke his train of thought as she leaned forward a bit to nuzzle his clothed inner thigh causing it to rub against the skin underneath and pulling a groan from his lips. In turn, she smiled up at him when she heard the noise, no doubt pleased to hear that he enjoyed the way she touched him.

The smile though was not mischievous, but one that was filled with pure hope, longing, and a touch of desire. Merlin did that make his trousers feel tighter than just moments ago when she had entered his office and all but dropped to her knees to offer herself to him.

“Let me make you feel good sir. Please? ”

She was going to be the death of him.

“And do tell Ms.[L/n], how exactly do you plan to do that?” The question came out through gritted teeth as he reached to stroke her face with the palm of his hand.

A needy whine escaped her throat as she nuzzled the side of her face into his palm as she loved his touch so much. Whether it was sensual strokes along her lower back or a tight grip on her hips to keep her from pulling away as he buried himself within her, she was always happy to have his hands on her in whatever way he wanted.

“Gonna suck your cock sir,” she murmured as one hand that had been on her lap began to snake up his legs before it found its home on the bulge that had grown in his trousers. “Wanna make you feel good.”

“Mmm, that does sound good.”

Her smile widened as she took this as permission for her to have her way, her fingers already going to undo the buttons on his trousers before being abruptly stopped when his hand caught her wrist. A confused noise left her pouted lips as protest played at them though when she found Severus’ dark gaze intensely on her daring her to speak, that protest died.

“Did I tell you you could do that?”

[Y/n] shook her head ‘no’, at the question yet she was met with a disgruntled sound from him that had her whimpering in confusion.

“Use your words little girl.”

“No sir,” she squeaked out as her eyes fell to her lap. “I’m sorry.”

“Much better, and so eager to please your professor aren’t you,” he drawled out, hand going to the back of her head to cradle it for a moment and legs spreading apart so she could settle more comfortably between them. “Go on then use that sweet mouth of yours.”

The smile that had left her lips momentarily returned as he let go of her wrist and allowed her to continue fiddling with the buttons that hid the thing she was craving the most at the moment. As she undid the final button a delighted moan left her lips as she was met with the mouthwatering sight of her professor’s cock that sprung from its confines. Thick, lengthy, and with a curve that always hit a spot in her that made her see stars and always had her coming.

It already looked painfully hard, the head dark and leaking with precum that glistened as it ran down his length. And the way it twitched towards her as the cool air of the dungeons hit it made it even more enticing as if it was telling her that it needed something warm to consume it.

She loved it and what better way to show that than by worshiping it the way it deserved? Her fingers wrapped around the warm flesh of his length, and Severus let out a groan as she ran her thumb along the slit of the head smearing the precum all over it before leaning down and peppering wet kisses all along the shaft.

A soft moan left her lips as she alternated between kissing and sucking on the velvety skin paying particular attention to a prominent vein that led to the tip of his cock. Whenever she would suckle the spot, she couldn’t help but let out a pleased noise at the sound of the soft groans that he would let out and the way he would put pressure on the back of her head. It was absolutely exhilarating to her as her cunt fluttered at the noises he made and knowing it was her who was making him feel this good.

This continued for a few moments, her tongue lapping up and collecting the salty beads of liquid that would run down his length. Hand pumping and smearing any wetness that she didn’t catch, drenching him with the mixture of saliva and cum.

But this wasn’t enough for her, and neither was it for Severus by the way he gripped her hair to pull her up a bit so that her lips were pressed against the head of his cock. As enjoyable as her previous actions were, he wanted more. He wanted to be down her throat as it squeezed and spasmed around him while she fought to keep her lips wrapped around him. To feel the impending pressure of his release until he spilled into her mouth and she swallowed every bit of his seed that he gave her.

And from the dark gaze, she was giving him paired with swollen lips, and tongue peeking out to tease the slit of his cock she wanted it to. With the slight pressure on the back of her head pushing her head down, she wrapped her lips around the tip of his cock eyes still on him before taking as much of him as she could, engulfing it with a warm wetness that was her mouth.

“Fuck!”

His shout rebounded off the walls and reverberated in the room as the hand on the back of her head forced her further down his cock. This in turn forced her hands to fly up and grab onto his thighs for purchase at the deeper penetration. A choked noise left her spasming throat as tears blurred her vision from the sudden intrusion yet the thought of pulling away didn’t cross her mind at all.

Instead, she allowed herself to relax, to breathe out of her nose as she sank further down his length until her face was buried in his crotch. He held her head still for a moment taking in the exquisite sight of her on her knees with his cock buried down her throat as she swallowed around him.

“You like this don’t you, filthy girl?” He was barely able to grit out his words as he thrust his hips twice, forcing his cock down her already stuffed throat. “Like choking on your professor's cock don’t you [Y/n]?”

“Mhm!”

A muffled response as she tried to look up with watery eyes that flicked to him momentarily before she hallowed out her cheeks and began to bob up and down on his cock. Sinfully wet noises left her lips as she sucked on him while relishing in the grunts he made and the salty taste that was uniquely him. Her fingers languidly pumped the hot velvety skin while her lips were wrapped around his length savoring him while saliva mixed with cum would trickle from the side of her lips.

She would stop every so often to collect the slick with her fingers before flicking her tongue against the wet digits while eyeing Severus who groaned at her actions. He didn’t give her long though as a slight pressure from the hand on the back of her head would signal for her to continue. The gesture was not lost on her as she gave one last lick to her finger before diving down and greedily taking him back in her mouth.

It was an unmistakable divine sensation for Severus as he watched [Y/n] devour his length with fervor swallowing around it and slurping up his seed. To feel his cock being worshiped between swollen lips and the warm wet throat of such a sweet, desperate girl. Mmm no that wasn’t it. A sweet girl wouldn’t be on her knees getting her throat fucked by her professor. No, she was his desperate little,

“Slut.”

The word fell from his lips with a groan as she gave the sensitive tip a harsh suck before grinding the tip of it on the roof of her mouth for even more friction. This caused his already pulsing length to throb even more, warning him that he wasn’t going to last much longer if she kept up what she was doing. But he had no intention of letting her stop, she was after all his pretty little cock slut.

His impending release must have been sensed by her as her languid pumps became more firm, urgent, and steady. Her sucking had become harsher, messier, and desperate. And when he started to buck his hips up basically fucking into her mouth he felt his cock begin to pulse uncontrollably and grow harder.

The pressure that had been steadily bubbling in his lower body became an unstable churning as his balls began to tighten just like how her lips tightened around him. More of that salty liquid escaped from him into [Y/n]’s mouth and she happily swallowed it up while coaxing more out of him with each suck.

And he was unsure whether it was the way she took him into her throat and it constricted tightly around him with that final thrust or the wet sound of her choking and moaning around him. Maybe it was the sight of her, on her knees, disheveled yet expression full of bliss like nothing else existed in her thoughts other than his pleasure.

Either way, the feral sound that left him sounded almost inhuman as he bucked once more, one hand holding the arm of his chair and the other one forcing [Y/n]’s head down on him before he felt himself exploding inside of her throat.

“Mmmpph!”

Her cry was muffled as she buried her face into his lap feeling the warm spurts of cum coating her throat and trying to swallow everything he gave her. There was so much of it spilling into her mouth and with it coming at just a steady stream, she could barely swallow it all before she found herself having to pull away from his length with a gasp. Her sudden movement caused some of his cum to splatter on her cheeks and lips while leaving him groaning as his cock was met with the cool air of the room again.

Chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath, [Y/n] adjusted herself so that she was no longer on her knees but sitting down as to give her legs a break. A momentary silence hung between them as they both tried to come down from the high of Severus’ release.

For him, it was no doubt the act of coming down her throat just like he imagined and for her, it was the thrill of the prospect that she had pleasured him well enough to do so. That was what she came here for after all.

“I think I got a bit too ambitious,” her tone apologetic finally speaking while giving him a shy look as if he wasn’t down her throat just a moment ago. It was absolutely maddening to him how she could be so filthy yet still carry an air of innocent demureness around her.

“Mhmm as you always are Ms.[Y/n],” Severus rumbled, a tinge of amusement present, as he reached out fingers grazing her warm cheeks lightly.

A soft sigh left her lips at his touch appreciating the gentle manner in which he was running his fingers across her features in contrast to the roughness just moments ago. As he pulled away from her, her eyes followed, noting how his digits glistened with wetness, no doubt a contribution from the both of them. He made that observation as well but only for a brief moment as he then lowered his slick covered fingers to trace over her swollen lips.

“Open.”

With no hesitation, she did as she was told, lips parting open, and eyes meeting his own glittering ones. The digits that were at her entrance had now found their way to her tongue pressing down on the slippery appendage before stroking it. Instinctively she began to swirl her tongue around his elegant fingers before closing her mouth and sucking on them just like she had been doing with his cock.

“Mmm what a good girl, already knowing what to do.”

A hum of apperception left his throat as her eyes fluttered closed, tongue flicking at the digits in her mouth.

“And good girls get rewarded [Y/n],” he growled before pulling his fingers from her without warning causing a whine to leave her throat. Yet she didn’t move and just looked up at him waiting for his instructions.

“Up, I want all of this,” he motioned to her disheveled clothing, “off.”

Not needing to be told twice, she scrambled up to her feet, almost falling over herself as she tried to stand upright to remove her clothing. This wasn’t missed by Severus and he couldn’t help the scoff that left his lips at how eager she was.

“Impatient little thing.” He muttered as he eyed her while she undressed for him.

That little demure smile played at her lips again from his teasing words yet they didn’t deter her as she toed off her shoes and then went to remove the white button-up blouse that was already halfway down her shoulders.

Chilled air hit her sweat sheened skin causing her to shiver slightly and goosebumps prickled at her skin as she tossed the shirt on the stone floor. Next to go was the lace bra that had been peeking out of her blouse since the beginning.

Making quick work of unclasping it and letting it drop to the floor as soon as her arms were free from the strap. [Y/n] couldn’t help the soft gasp that left her as her nipples pebbled in a painful yet pleasurable manner from the air. Her first reaction was to touch and roll the buds in her fingertips to grant some kind of relief to them.

But then her eyes fell to the older man who had raised an eyebrow, his eyes warning her that she didn’t have permission yet to give herself any relief. No, that was for him to decide and to bestow upon her.

She mewled pitifully as if she had been caught red-handed doing something he disapproved of and scolded by him. Dropping her hands immediately from her chest and hooking her fingers along the waistband of her skirt she was about to drag them off of her until,

“Wait.”

Like a deer in headlights, she froze in place, fingers still grasping her skirt as she obeyed him immediately though a puzzled look was evident in her eyes.

“Come here.”

Closing the small distance that was separating them she stood in between his spread thighs, fingers still holding the waistband of her skirt and roaming eyes that couldn’t help but wander to his wet length that was still exposed, semi-hard and now twitching against his lower abdomen. The sight made her bite her lower lip, cheeks warm with arousal and desire for him.

Her thoughts were suddenly interrupted when the touch of cool fingers wrapped around her sides and even cooler lips met the exposed skin of her lower stomach.

“Ah!” A faint gasp was replaced with a moan as one hand left the waistband of her skirt only to find its place atop Severus’ head.

Little noises left [Y/n] as Severus began trailing his lips across the expanse of her stomach, lavishing the warm skin with kisses and sucking on an area below her navel.

The way he ever so lightly trailed his fingers up and down her sides only barely touching the skin beneath it had her shivering despite the warmth of her skin from the arousal that had been building up from the very beginning.

A heat pooled into her stomach from the actions and wetness did the same in her panties as she looked down at him with lidded eyes. At this point, she didn’t know whether she wanted him to continue the soft touches that were slowly drowning her in the heat or for him to just take her in the rough manner she knew was going to happen.

If the throbbing in her cunt and the knot in her stomach had anything to say about it though, it would seem as if it wanted the latter. However, she didn’t have to think too long about it as he had already made his mind up about what he wanted.

In a blur, the other hand that had been on her waistband had been swatted away and replaced with Severus’ own fingers, and with one harsh pull, both the skirt and her underwear were now pooled on the floor beneath her.

Whether it be from the cool air, or some voice within her that suddenly wanted to chastise her for what she was doing, [Y/n] instantly found herself trying to wrap her arms around herself. This action was met with a harsh ‘tsk’ before her arms were yanked away from her and placed firmly to her sides.

“Playing modest, are we Ms.[L/n]?” His voice was rough in contrast to the gentle touches he had just been bestowing upon her just moments ago and she couldn’t help but shift shyly in place. “And here I thought you were going to be a good girl. Weren’t you the one on your knees earlier offering yourself to me?”

“No! I’m sorry I just-”

“Silence.”

Even though the words had come out in a hushed manner, there was a bite to his tone that had her whimpering and shutting her mouth while meeting his heated gaze.

“I don’t want to hear how sorry you are. All I want is for you to lay back on that desk and do as I say. Understand?”

Feeling very much like the scolded schoolgirl she was, a faint but prompt ‘yes sir’ fell from her lips. She was quick to step over the discarded articles of clothing on the floor before walking a few steps to the mahogany desk that had been behind her. It had been cleared of all the usual items that resided on it which made it easier for her to hop on and gingerly lay down on the smooth wood.

From her vantage point, everything was upside down, her legs dangling off the desk while the rest of her was laid back on the cool wood which was a contrast to her own temperature. Furthermore, there was something about being fully exposed for him that made her skin tingle and whether it was because she had some modicum of modesty or not left in her she wasn’t sure.

Waiting for anything, or any movement of some sort from him, she became puzzled when there was just nothing as she lay splayed out on his desk. It was when she was about to try and sit up did she feel his presence suddenly over her, a hand gripping her hip and another that slid up her chest up until she felt fingers wrap gingerly right underneath her neck.

A touch that had sent her mind careening, her head lolling back in place, and her legs spreading to make room for him as she felt his body now hover over hers in a way that made her feel small yet secure.

“Mmm, that’s right,” he cooed out as dark eyes feasted on the sight of her all splayed out for him admiring the way her chest rose and fell with each inhale and exhale. Taking in the way her pebbled nipples stood begging for something, for someone to touch them, and pinch at the sensitive skin to relieve the ache that was running through them from both arousal and the cold air.

“So receptive to me as always.”

Fingers that had been gingerly wrapped around her neck withdrew and began to map a slow lazy path down from her throat until they found their home across her chest. They began tracing shapes right below her clavicle, tickling the exposed skin and causing a sigh to leave her parted lips.

Satisfied with her relaxed state, his fingers began their travel again, ghosting over the valley between her breasts making swirls against the skin before tracing them over her nipples.

A steady inhale had become a sharp exhale that morphed into an elongated moan as Severus squeezed one of her stiffen buds, sending a wave of pleasure down her spine as he began to roll the sensitive skin in between skilled fingers.

He took his time doing this. Moving his hand from one nipple to the other pulling, pinching, rolling, making sure each of them had their turn before he moved to massage her breast with gentle squeezes to each of them.

[Y/n] whose eyes had fluttered shut the moment he had begun caressing her chest found herself letting out breathy sighs from the touches intoxicated at this treatment.

While she had been there solely to give him some relief, Severus was never one to neglect her needs, always fulfilling them and doing so damn well at it.

It was maybe because she was so enthralled in pleasuring him that she had almost forgotten her own needs, not even noticing that his hand had disappeared from her breast for a moment too long.

Even when his fingers began to trace a slow line down her belly and she felt his warm breath against her inner thigh did she still not realize what he was up to until,

“Ohh fuck!”

The loud shout was accompanied by her back arching violently off the desk as if her body was a conduit for electricity and it had just been struck by lightning.

He had lulled her into a calm with his gentle caresses only to rip it away the moment he unexpectedly wrapped his lips around her swollen clit and harshly sucked the sensitive bud.

Shaking hands clawed at the table below looking for anything to keep her moored down while simultaneously trying to get away and closer to him. Compromise was made when one of her hands went to rest on top of his head while the other began to massage her breast alternating between the two just like he had been doing.

An animalistic growl left his throat when he felt her fingers run through his hair, yet he didn't make any motion to remove her hand. Instead, he continued to lap at the swollen bead smirking at the way it throbbed whenever his tongue flicked against it and how [Y/n] would keen loudly at the action.

Trailing his fingers up and down her damp slit, pausing every so often to press a finger just slightly into her cunt that would flutter at the intrusion. It was just brief enough so that he could collect the wetness that had been pooling inside of her before smearing it against her clit, soaking it even more with her essences.

A tiny whine escaped her lips along with her hips that bucked at this action, wanting him to explore her deeper with his fingers and stretch her out.

But he was having none of that and a scrape of her clit with his teeth had pain flooding through her veins causing her to freeze. Though even with the pang of discomfort, there was still a glimmer of pleasure that had her breath hitch at the thought of testing those waters again.

Swirling his tongue languidly around her clit a few more times, Severus pulled away for only a second before his tongue was replaced with damp fingers. Well, practiced digits rubbed small tight circles that sent sparks through the young woman, and a stream of moans left her as she rolled her hips in tandem with his touches.

Her mind was absolutely empty as she felt him roll the bud in between his fingers, giving it a delicate squeeze that had her body shuttering before moving on with his undoing of her.

Licking a few stripes along her cunt, his index fingers found home right on the edge of her inner folds before parting them open for him and admiring how the wetness clung against her lower lips. The mixture of cold air from the room along with his warm breath upon her flesh caused her cunt to throb even with nothing inside her. And from the sound of the chuckle that emitted from the man below her he had seen it.

“Look at how wet you are Ms.[L/n]. Who would have thought such a good girl like you would be such a cock hungry slut ?” He rumbled out teasing her folds with a few harsh sucks that drew a soft noise of agreement from her.

“And it’s all for me isn’t it?”

Her vision was unfocused as she strained her neck to look down at him from her position before mustering a nod and a breathy,

“All for you sir, only for you.”

Left her lips in a reflexive response before her head fell back on the table too strung out to do anything more than let him take control. A pleased noise left his throat at how pliant she was, and without a second thought, Severus pressed his mouth against her opening giving it a harsh suck before diving his tongue into her wetness.

The gasp that was ripped from her lips changed into a moan as he began to lap up the wetness that had been pooling inside her the moment she had gotten on her knees for him.

Like a man who was parched and had found an oasis, he began exploring her cunt furiously licking up the slick juices that were flowing from her. He let a groan leave his lips as the taste of her coated his tongue pulling back from her for only a second to admire the glisten of her heat before delving back in to explore her.

Over and over again he did this, swirling his tongue inside her before pressing his face into her cunt so that he could drink anything he gave her. The moans and rumbles he let out while he was sucking at her soaked petals had her letting out cries of her own as she allowed herself to be engulfed by the pleasure he was bestowing upon her.

So caught up in how good he was at eating her out, she hadn’t realized that she had started to grind against the mouth that was worshiping her. All she cared about was the burning in the pit of her stomach that was growing with each harsh suck of her cunt that turned into him swirling his tongue inside of her aching heat. She wanted more.

And more is what she got as Severus pushed two slick soaked fingers from earlier into her wet heat allowing them to slide in beside his tongue that was nestled inside of her already.

“Severus!”

His name tumbled out of her lips for the first time that night instead of his proper title at the sudden and pleasurable intrusion of his fingers inside of her. Her slip-up wasn’t missed by him because as her body stilled the moment his fingers slid into her, Severus gave her a light warning slap against her thigh with his other hand.

He could stop all of this, and deny her any more pleasure leaving her dripping and wanting, but there was something delicious about making her forget his proper title. Besides, he could punish her later.

With that, he began to curl his fingers inside of [Y/n]’s cunt as his tongue helped work her open and it was like she had come back to life. Her whimpers started again and became moans as her grinding became quicker and more frenzied. The hand that had gone to rest against Severus’ head earlier began to tighten its grip in his hair as she bucked into him.

Deft fingers along with his tongue began to delve in and out of her at a furious pace. A pace that filled the room up with sounds of her wet cunt being plundered by him and moans of ‘yes’ leaving her lips. Where his tongue couldn't reach his fingers could and the dual stimulation of something soft and pliable inside of her along with the more rigid feel of his fingers had her sobbing in pleasure.

In and out they went, when his fingers retreated his tongue would plunge into her, and when they left his fingers would bury themselves inside of her scissoring open the velvety warmth that was her cunt.

They stroked her, curled inside of her stretched, and searched over and over until they brushed against that familiar rough spot that had her insides clench around his fingers. He felt and saw the trembles that rocked her body as he raked his fingers over it again and then a shout of,

“Right there!”

Left her lips as he continued stroking that spot causing her hand that was in his hair to painfully yank at him. A snarl escaped his lips at her actions, fingers slipping out of her before landing a hard smack against her opening making her scream out again from the vibrations that spread throughout her lower body.

Grabbing the hand that was tangled in his hair, Severus pried it away and nearly slammed it down against the desk before diving back into her opening to lap at the flowing juices trickling out of her. As his tongue plunged in and out of her soaked hole the bridge of his nose would bump into her clit in tandem causing her pleasure-addled mind to blank out at the stimulation.

No thoughts were in her head other than him and how he was bringing her to heights only he could. Her legs were trembling uncontrollably, and she felt the burning coil in her stomach tighten in the telltale sign that she wasn’t going to last much longer.

“I-I’m going to, going to-”

The words came out stuttered and incomplete as her mind was spiraling and her hips were bucking wildly into his face. Tighter and tighter did her gut clench like a knot in a rope that was being pulled from both ends and on its way to unraveling.

She was nearly there, almost to the top her mind shouted as she was about to reach that pinnacle of pleasure that she had been chasing this whole time. Just one more harsh suck, one more calculated lick she was almost there, almost-

“No!”

A piercing wail was ripped from her throat and she thrashed against the desk as the man below her suddenly pulled away from her denying her that high she had been chasing. Fingers wrapped around her ankles and yanked her body off the table, and she all but tumbled into Severus’ chest with a desperate cry.

Her arms flung around his shoulders instinctively to keep her from hitting the stone floor barely noticing that in between everything he had stripped down to nothing but the white button-up he wore underneath his frock coat.

Another cry of protest was about to leave her lips as she looked up at him, but it was promptly muffled by his lips slamming against hers. She could vaguely taste herself on his damp lips as she felt an arm land around her waist and drag her closer into the deep messy kiss.

Moans fell like a waterfall as she felt his tongue swipe against her bottom lip, a silent demand for entrance. And like all the times before, she willingly parted them with no protest allowing his tongue to slip in alongside her own to caress the slippery organ.

Slick muscles tangled against each other in a passionate dance that had been rehearsed by them too many times. Her own swirling around his as if she was teasing him to chase her, and him playing the game just long enough to let her feel like she had a say in what happened. Because the roles would always reverse the moment he had trapped hers down to suck on it and hold it a prisoner to his lips.

Tiny whimpers left her throat as she allowed him to deepen the kiss, letting his tongue explore her mouth while stroking hers every so often. Her face burned from the state of arousal she was in and she hadn’t realized that her eyes had fallen closed throughout his assault.

Everything just felt so good, the throbbing in her cunt, the heat in her stomach, the way he took control of the kiss, and the way he would wind her body up only to keep her at the apex until he decided to let her fall. It was all so good, even if it made her want to cry at how unfair he could be.

With one last swipe of his tongue against hers, he moved down to her jaw placing a kiss along it before pulling away from her face. This reprieve allowed both of them to breathe but only momentarily as his hand suddenly came up to grasp both her cheeks in one hand squishing them ever so slightly with his grip. Tilting her face up so that he could look at her features that glistened with the sweat from their previous activities his eyes fell to lips that were swollen, pouty and slick.

“Open.”

The command came out in a dark growl that held no room for bargaining on her end even though it never crossed her mind to protest against his demands. Lips parted open instantly for him, and paired with her watery unfocused eyes that held unshed tears and desire she looked like pure and utter sin to him.

A shaky breath left [Y/n], her senses too clouded by arousal to think straight about what he was doing because as long as Severus was doing it to her, she didn’t care. So when he loosened his grip from her face and she felt the warm liquid that dripped from his lips coating her awaiting tongue, she couldn't contain the moan that involuntarily escaped her nor the shiver in her body as she swallowed. She then lolled her tongue out again for him to inspect the appendage and a soft noise left his throat as he praised her with a,

“That’s my clever girl.”

Before placing a brief searing kiss on her lips once more. He then gripped her shoulders in a bruising manner, turning her around to face the desk before shoving her upper body down onto it and positioning himself behind her. Adjusting a little so that she was propped up by her elbows, a sharp gasp left her when she felt the blunt head of his cock swipe at her heat, giving her a taste of what was to come.

He repeated this teasing action several times much to her dismay and to her pleasure. Gliding his length up and down her slit to coat the tip with the abundance of slick in between her legs. Lightly pressing it against her as if he was about to enter her but only enough so that she could feel and hear the sticky wetness of her folds being spread open for him.

Each time he would do it, her breath would hitch, and her stomach would churn with desire. Her hips would roll and push back towards him in an attempt and hope that he would slip inside of her. But it never happened. He would just pull away from her with a soft tut of disapproval before pressing the tip of his length inside of her heat, rocking into her just a bit before leaving her empty and wanting.

Over and over again he did this until she was trembling all over, legs shaking and forearms straining as she tried to keep herself upright. It was too much. She wanted, no, needed him to be inside her. To allow that heat inside of her to finally rush out, for the knot in her stomach to finally unravel. And she knew she could only do so with him inside of her filled up in a way only he could do.

“Please please please!”

[Y/n] sobbed out as he teased her opening with the head of his cock once again. Only pushing himself barely past her dripping lips before pulling out again listening to the sticky sounds her cunt made at the intrusion. A tiny whimper left her lips as she tried to push her hips back in an attempt to feel him in her again. But her only reward for that was a smack against her ass that stilled her completely as a few tears spilled down her face from the unrelenting burning sensation in her stomach.

“None of that [Y/n], ” he growled out as he positioned his length at her opening again this time holding her hips in place with both hands. “Now be a good girl and tell me what you want. You are my good girl aren’t you?”

Turning her head so she could look over her shoulder, she could barely see him past the tears and the angle as she nodded furiously at the question.

“Y-yes I’m your good girl!”

She stuttered out as she felt the head of his cock slot itself just barely within her soaking entrance once again as he taunted her with what she wanted. Squirming in place and finding nothing she could hold on to, the warm tears that had been unshed began falling in buckets as [Y/n] desperately began to wail for him to relieve the burning in her gut that had been traveling and radiating throughout her entire being.

“Please sir! Please just fuck my cunt need you so bad please wanna come on your cock I'll do anything for you please pleas-AH!”

With a snap of his hips forward, he silenced her babbles and buried his cock into her hole with a loud groan as her cunt sucked and coaxed him deeper into her. Her head was thrown back in ecstasy, vision going white and mouth wide open as a muted cry left her the moment his cock plunged itself deep within her heat with no warning. She spasmed around him uncontrollably, and she could feel her arousal trickling down her thighs at the intrusion that she had been pleading for. For him to tickle the itch in the depths of her that only he could.

In that same moment of hazy lust, a string of groans and grunts left Severus as he felt her cunt squeeze him taking her first orgasm on it. He couldn’t help but think about how much like a debauched painting they probably resembled at that moment with his cock wrapped in her tight cunt as her juices spilled down it. Along with her pretty lips parted with eyes barely open if they were open at all. Such a depraved sight.

It was a fleeting thought though as he gave her little time to adjust to him before pulling almost all the way out of her before thrusting forward and filling her right back up.

Another cry left her, this time audible as shaking arms collapsed under her and she found herself practically laying on the table, with her mouth slightly agape as he began fucking her at a brutal pace. He gave her no time to recover from the first orgasm he ripped from her as the sound of wet flesh smacked against each other. Each thrust was met with wanton moans and mindless words of encouragement and filth that freely spilled from her lips.

“Such a filthy little cunt Ms.[L/n],” he growled out as he snapped his hips forward, rotating them a bit to cause a shout to leave her at the simulation. “But I’m the only one who can fuck it this well isn’t that right?”

“Y-yes only you sir! O-only you fuck my p-pussy this good.”

She could hardly get an answer out as her body began to push back against him in an attempt to meet each of his thrusts and to keep him from leaving her for too long. Her eyelids fluttered wildly as she went slack against the desk, her warm cheek pressed against the cool wood as she took Severus’ cock barely coherent as he began pounding into her ruthlessly. Each time he would slam into her a cry of ecstasy would leave her lips at the feeling of fullness and the way he stroked her velvety wall with each thrust.

The fingers grasping her hips began to tighten their grip on her as he dragged her towards him with each thrust. Soft pleas of ‘harder’ and ‘faster’ were the only things her lips could formulate as he buried into the deepest parts of her in a way that made her wish he would never stop.

Everything about this was so good, the speed, the pace, and the way he was interweaving a slight tinge of pain with pleasure as he would rub against her cervix with each thrust. So when she felt the weight and firmness of his body lay atop her causing his cock to stroke her g-spot and press deep in her she couldn’t contain the trembles that wracked her. The hot lighting that went through her spine and flooded her stomach with waves of pleasure that had her stomach clenching.

“Don’t stop, don’t stop please! F-feels good!”

Thrashing against the desk sobbing out as she was on the verge of just losing her mind as her cunt began spasming again in that telltale sign that she was close to coming. The sound of his grunts filled the air as he picked up the pace, feeling her cunt begin to squeeze him tightly, sucking him in as if it didn’t want him to leave.

Fingers that were holding her hips in a tight grip, released her and instead found their way against her belly stroking the soft skin before diving down in between her legs. The moment she felt slick digits begin to rub circles against her clit a shrill cry left her lips as she began grinding down hard against him.

“Fuck sir! G-gonna come please gonna come!”

Hearing this caused Severus’ to quicken the pace of his fingers tapping the bud before rolling it in his fingers. His hips moved at a punishing pace and he delighted in the sobs and babbles that fell from her lips as he pushed himself deeper.

“That’s it [Y/n] come on my cock, be my good girl and come.”

Squeezing her clit in between wet fingers along with one more well-placed thrust had [Y/n] sobbing out as she spasmed uncontrollably around his cock.

“Sir!”

A strangled noise left her throat as searing pleasure branded her and traveled from her abdomen down to her legs as her whole body quivered at the force of the orgasm being ripped out of her. Somewhere in the back of her blissed-out mind, she was thankful that as she was coming on his cock, he was on top of her holding her down, and anchoring her not only physically but emotionally.

Even with her nerves on fire from her ongoing release, there was no reprieve as Severus continued to fuck her through the intense orgasm she was still quivering from. Cock still dragging against her overstimulated cunt that squeezed at him welcoming the pleasure he was bringing even if it was tinged with pain. Yet she couldn't hold back the moans that left her as she felt his length become even more rigid in her. Or the way his hips began to stutter with each plunge into her that left his length soaking with her juices.

His breaths began to become shallow just like his thrusts and they both knew he was almost there. And she wanted it so badly, wanted him to coat her insides with his hot seed. Desperate to have it in her and making a mess of her cunt. Marking her as his like he always did.

“Please sir,” the words came out as a whine as she consciously began to clench around his cock each time he plunged into her massaging his length. “Come inside me, want to be full of you!”

A hiss left his throat from the combination of her words and the way her insides stroked him and it wasn’t long before his hips began to stutter, the feeling from earlier coming back in waves. It only took a few more drags of his pulsating length inside of her before a loud groan escaped his lips, and his eyes flew close at the feeling of his cum beginning to rush into the head of his cock.

With one more thrust, his hips stilled, releasing ribbons of warm cum inside her twitching hole and coating it just the way she wanted. A loud moan left them both as he held her hips close making sure that every drop of him stayed where it belonged, inside of her.

Everything was stilled after that. The only noise in the room was the sound of their heavy breathing as they tried to come down from their highs. Neither of them wanted to move from their spot, both spent from their releases and wanting nothing more than to bask in their highs.

It was Severus who was the first to regain his composure, grunting silently as he pulled his softened length out of her, making her whimper at the loss of his weight on her and how his cum began to seep out. [Y/n] on the other hand laid there for a moment longer, as she felt boneless and worn out yet thoroughly satisfied.

Listening to the shuffling behind her and the sound of a drawer opening, she let out a soft sigh when a gentle warmth enveloped her body cleansing the cum that had been dripping out of her. When the warmth of the spell dissipated, she was met with a soft material being wrapped around her enveloping her in his scent that comforted her and soothed her sensitive body. She felt fingers softly graze her back before a hand went to wrap around her waist to aid her in standing.

“Thank you,” her voice was quiet as she turned to look up at the older man while bringing her fingers to the edge of the teaching robe and tightening it around her front.

A hum left his lips in acknowledgment as he leaned down to kiss her forehead, and then nose before brushing his lips against hers once more and pressing a brief kiss against it. Pulling back he noticed a bemused look on her face as she went to rub her jaw and she didn’t miss the questioning look in his eyes.

“My jaw hurts,” she giggled out, going to wrap her arms around his waist and burying her face into his chest. A rumble of laughter left his throat as his hand rubbed her lower back holding her close to him.

“You were a bit ambitious earlier, silly girl.”

Tilting her head up so that she could look at him, a sheepish smile spread on her lips from his words.

“Well Severus, as long as I made you feel good like I said I would, it’s a bad habit I can live with. Don't you think so?”

“Hmm, If you are inclined to [Y/n] but,” he rumbled out, leaning down so their lips brushed against each other and eyes flicking up to meet hers. “I expect for you to only let me see those habits. Yes?

“Of course, only you.”

She whispered back as she went to press her lips delicately against his. Because what was life without a few bad habits?

A/N: 😀😀Well that was something!!! Sorry if the ending felt rushed, as again this wasn't supposed to be this long but brevity apparently isn't in my vocabulary and I had to stop myself.

I still hope that you guys enjoyed it and it quenched some thirst (and or just made you more thirsty for Snape because it did for me😫😫.) Thanks for reading and let me know if you liked it🥰🥰!!!

[m-jelly]

Hi Jelly! Happy New Year >///<, Happy New Year to us!!!

Can I request a fic of angsssstt, Idk but maybe most of us loves angsssssst or maybe it's just me #_#- in which Levi and the reader are newly couple, just dating and not married yet. In this case, Levi is still hesitant to give love to the reader, so when he receives love, he just shrugs it off and he kinda doesn't care about it, like in instance when the reader attempts to kiss him, he would move his head away or he would wipe her kisses off, when the reader wants cuddles he would just shut her out, when she makes him tea and offer to help him with his paperworks, he would decline her or etc. His actions leaves the reader hurt and depressed. One day, he realizes the reader gave up on him, she stopped showing or giving her love, she is distant to him, she won't even sleep or get near him and all of that made Levi missed her love and her too much. By that, he efforts to prove and to show the reader how much he loves her and he hopes it's not too late. Now, he is the one who kisses her first, offering her favorites and cuddling to her, making sure she's not hurt and sad yet the reader is still distant.

One day on a mission, he was determined to protect the reader that he almost gave his life away to make her safe. His almost-sacrifice made the reader bawled and weep that he ends up crying as well; afraid that he can't see her again. It's up to you for the happy ending where all is well and both Levi and the reader are completely happy together.

I apologize that this is too long, Thank you Jelly! ❤

I got a lot of angst requests involving near-death stuff, or love troubles with Levi. Ya'll love hurting my man. Who hurt you guys? Are you all okay? Do I need to call someone? xD I love you all, I really do. I'm still gonna do these requests because I adore requests and normal life is full of good things and bad. Relationships aren't perfect and they will have their moments where we have to learn and heal. Alright, enough of me being an old lady with life reflections!

Love is hard, but I want to learn

Pairing: Levi x Reader

Genre and tags: Romance, Levi's first love, hurt, healing, emotional comfort, future AU, developing relationship, happy ending.

Concept: In the future with titan machines threatening to destroy the world, you still manage to find love. You and Levi are a new couple, but things aren't going smoothly. Due to you being his first love, he doesn't know how to love you. Things get a little cold between the two of you, so Levi takes the leap and loves you fully. Levi takes his love a little too far when he almost loses his life on a mission for you. The two of you have to find a balance, or things might break.

You were in love. Deeply in love, but your love wasn't easy.

Levi loved you back. Levi loved you to the ends of this earth, but he had no clue how to love you. He panicked whenever you showed him love and affection. He didn't know how to respond. He didn't take you on dates and didn't get you gifts. Levi was lost, but he was the one who asked you out. Levi was the one who wanted you. Yet he did nothing to show that.

You wandered into his office with a cup of tea in hand. "Hi, handsome. I made you a special tea. I went out into the city and bought you some."

Levi looked up at you and blushed instantly. "Tch, I don't want it."

You stopped in your path. "Oh, are you sure?"

He really wanted it, but his feelings just built up too much. "Go bother someone else."

You put the tea on his table, then you stood next to him and leaned over to look at his computer. "I can help you if you like? You know, with the paperwork."

Levi's cheeks burned as he felt your heat, heard your voice in his ear, inhaled your scent. "I don't need help."

You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. "Alright then."

Levi pulled his head away and rubbed his cheek. "Why did you do that?"

You pulled back. "Sorry. I guess I shouldn't kiss you while you're working."

"Haven't you got anything better to do?"

You sat down on his guest chair on the other side of the desk. "I've done all my paperwork and I've been training none stop. So, no. Which is why I made you that tea and thought I'd visit you." You nibbled your lip. "It's normal for girlfriends to do things like that for their boyfriends."

Levi looked back to his work. "Well, it's annoying."

You bit your lip and looked at your lap. "Sorry." You stood up. "I should go."

Levi frowned as he looked at you leaving. "Go, why?"

You waved to him. "I'll see you around."

"Will you be back later? You know, at bedtime?"

You stared at him, then nodded. "Sure."

You left Levi and felt your heart stinging. You were so confused. Levi had approached you about being a couple and yet nothing had changed. You'd always had a crush on Levi, but he never knew and nor did anyone else. You had kept it hidden. Before you were a couple, Levi would always be around you. Levi was glued to your hip and made you work with him, train with him and do everything possible with you involved. So, when you became a couple, it confused you. He sought you out, but all that changed was you were always with him now because he demanded it. You longed to be held by him, but he just didn't.

You returned to Levi's room and went to the back to the bedroom to see he'd lain out your night things. You pulled your things off, then slipped into your nightclothes. You smiled at Levi when he left his bathroom wearing only his PJ bottoms. You blushed a little and admired the muscles and scars. You walked over to him and hugged him from behind making him jump. You kissed his back a little so he could feel your love.

Levi pulled your hands off him. "Bed. We need to rest."

You clenched your jaw, then walked over to your side and got in. You lay there and waited for Levi to get in. You rolled over and cuddled him. "Did you have a good day?"

Levi blushed hard and felt a need stir in his lower regions. Levi was flooded with dirty thoughts about you. He had no experience with women, so he knew he'd fuck it up. He rolled his back to you causing you to let go. "Fine, so just get some sleep. I'm tired."

You lay on your back and fought tears. You quickly rubbed away the ones that escaped. "Do you even want to be together?"

"Tch, what are you on about?"

You got up and slipped out of bed. "Nothing."

Levi looked over at you as you picked up your clothes. "Where are you going?"

You stopped by the door and sighed. "Giving you time."

"Time? I don't need time."

You looked to Levi. "You need time to think. You know where to find me when you decide everything."

Levi sat there in the dark as his confusion washed over him. He didn't sleep for the whole night because he couldn't stop thinking about your words. He went to work with his paperwork and stared at his door now and then, but you didn't visit. Levi felt cold.

He missed your voice, your smile, your scent and warmth. He missed everything that was you. He waited for a few days, but you were acting like nothing was going on between you and him, nothing at all. You kept your distance and it hurt Levi deeply. He missed you and he slowly understood what you'd been talking about. Levi needed a plan and it'd involve him showing you the love you deserve.

You wandered into your office with paperwork in hand for a mission coming up to finally take back a town occupied by the titans. You kicked your door closed and walked forwards and smelt something nice. You looked up to see a large bunch of flowers on your desk. "What in the world?"

Levi said your name and stood up from his seat, he'd been sitting waiting in your office. He put his hands up when he say you jump. "I come in peace."

You sighed. "You scared the shit out of me." You walked over to your desk and dropped your papers on it. "What are these for?"

Levi walked closer. "I got them for you."

You lightly touched the flowers. "You shouldn't have, but thank you." You gasped when Levi hugged you from behind. "What, what are you doing?"

He nuzzled your back. "I'm doing things I should have done when we started dating." He clung to you. "I missed out. This is nice."

You blushed a little and placed your hand on Levi's as you smiled. "It is." You patted his hand. "I need to do this paperwork handsome. This is for the mission coming up."

Levi let you go and watched you sit and start working. "Can I help?"

You looked up at him. "Help?"

He nodded. "Please."

You let out a long sigh, then picked some papers and handed them over. "Here and thanks."

Levi blushed at your sweet and gentle smile. He smiled back at you. "You're welcome." Levi worked on the papers. He was slightly shocked at how much work you had to do and how hard you worked as well. He looked over at you and admired how beautiful you were. He got up, then walked over to you. He said your name, but you just hummed back. "Look at me."

You looked up at Levi. "Yeah?"

He leaned down and kissed you for the first time. He felt an energy rush from his heart throughout his body. He pulled back a little and gazed at you. He admired your blush, then pushed his fingers into your hair and crashed his lips against yours. He put his other arm around you, then pulled you to stand up as he kept kissing you. He nipped your lip, then slipped only a little of his tongue into your mouth. Levi wasn't sure what he was doing, but he was going to try and keep going with this kiss.

You were in shock that your first kiss with Levi was so shy at first but then passionate. You moaned when he held your bum, then pulled you flush against his body. You clung to his shirt as you felt your body go weak. His hands touching you told you that he had confidence, but only feeling a little of his tongue in your mouth showed he was a little shy and new to this all. His confidence increased when you kissed him back.

Levi pulled back, then lightly kissed you. "I shouldn't have waited so long to do that."

You blushed as you touched your lips. "I need to keep working."

Levi sat on your office chair, then pulled you to sit on his lap. "I have the perfect seat for you."

You got a little nervous. "Le-Levi, I should really focus on my work."

He hugged you and hummed in happiness, then he ran his fingers on you right under your bra. "You're so smart, brave and pretty."

You fumbled with your pen as you felt flustered. "Thank you."

He nipped your shoulder. "Can you come to bed tonight? I want to cuddle."

You blushed a little. "I will think about it."

Levi pulled you close, then whispered in your ear. "But I want you to come. Please come. I need you to come."

You flushed bright red. "Do you even know what you're saying?"

He frowned a little. "Yeah, I'm asking you to come to bed."

You sighed and flopped onto your desk. "I know, but the way you said it sounded rude."

"Rude?"

You whined. "Perverted."

Levi reflected on his words, then a bright blush spread across his cheeks. "I guess you're right. I'll say that another time, later in our relationship."

You let out a long sigh, then sat up and carried on your work. "You confuse me."

Levi watched you work, then he moved you when it was time for food. He got you and his dinner and sat with you in your room as you ate. He made you a cup of tea as well, then just gazed at you as you finished your work. When you were done, he became overly excited about going to bed. He'd never cuddled someone in bed before, so he was looking forward to it.

You changed into your nightdress and saw Levi was watching. "What?"

Levi shook his head and smiled. "Nothing."

You ruffled your hair and sighed. "Gotta be something."

He walked over to you and placed his hands on your hips, then he kissed your neck. "You're just so beautiful."

"Thank you." You pulled from him and climbed into bed. "I'm going to sleep now. It's been a long day with a lot of paperwork."

Levi quickly pulled his things off so he was just in his tight boxers. He crawled into bed and lay on his side facing you. "I've never been in your bed before."

You looked over to Levi and blushed at how close he was. "Well, it's because I always went to you."

"You did." He moved a little closer. "You always did a lot for me."

You rolled onto your side and faced him. "What's going on? I'm a little confused."

"I thought about it like you told me to." He grabbed your bum, then dragged you across the bed and held you against him. "I don't want to lose you. I care about you deeply." He kissed you making you blush. "I love you. I asked you out because I love you. I chased you because I love you. I didn't kiss, hold you and run from your love because this is all new to me and I didn't know how to be like this. I'm learning and I want to learn with you."

You nodded. "Okay. Okay, I believe you."

He ran his hand up the outside of your thigh to your underwear. He looped his finger around the lacy part on your hip and tugged. "I don't know anything, I really don't. So, when we have sex, I will be very new to it. I'm sorry in advance if I mess up."

You cupped Levi's neck and smiled. "Communication. Relationships, sex and love are all about talking. I don't know and you don't know if we don't talk." You blushed. "So, if you are touching me and I say slower, you'll go slow. If I don't, I'll lie there not enjoying it. Understood?"

Levi nodded. "I understand. Communication and listening." He wrapped his arms around you and held you close. "Can I hold you tonight?"

You hugged Levi tightly. "Yes."

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Mike hurried ahead with you quickly and quietly through the street, then you both came to a stop and hid. Mike looked over to you. "So, you and Levi?"

You blushed. "Getting better. We're talking."

Mike smirked. "You two fucked yet?"

You blushed harder. "Not yet."

He hummed a laugh. "But you have fooled around."

You peaked out and checked the way ahead. "All I can say is, that man has had a secret talent no one knew about. His tongue and hands are out of this world."

"Fuck me, I'm impressed."

You smiled a little. "He says he wants to learn everything about me before we go further." You nodded. "I can't see anyone. Use your nose."

Mike sniffed the air and frowned. "Odd smell in the air."

"What kind of smell?"

Mike sniffed again. "Shit, move. It's a explosives."

You ran with Mike as the first explosion went off. You both kept running as explosive after explosive went off behind you. You dove out the way and rolled just as a large sheet of wall metal slammed into the ground. You loaded your gun, then fired at the titan soldiers running down the path towards you. The titans looked like swarming ants.

You looked around to see Mike was lying on the ground clearly knocked out. You pressed your ear piece and shouted your name and rank. "I'm under heavy fire! I've got a soldier down here. I need extraction for him!"

Levi called your name through comms. "I'm on my way."

"Levi!? It's too dangerous for you to come here. I need air support."

"Tch, damn it brat, air support is too far away. I'm coming in. I can't lose you."

You pressed your ear piece. "Levi! Levi!" He didn't respond. "Damn it!" You fired at the titans getting closer with a machine too. "Fuck! I've got a machine now!"

Levi came through again saying your name softly. "I'm going to pull them off you. I'll distract them and you get away."

You gritted your teeth. "If you do that you could die."

Levi was quiet for a moment as he flew through the air using his gear. "I love you."

Your heart stopped. "Levi?" You looked over to the titans to see an explosion. The titans turned and started chasing Levi. "Levi..." You welled up and heard comms chatter coming through. You sniffed and pressed your ear. "I'm here."

Erwin said your name to you. "I've got a shuttle coming in now to collect you and Mike. I need you to get to a clearing."

"On it." You grabbed Mike under his armpits, then dragged him along down the road to a little opening. "I'm here!" You fired a flare up. "You got me?"

Erwin sighed. "I got you. Landing now."

You waited for the shuttle, then got Mike onto the shuttle. You looked out at the town. "Erwin? Was this worth it?"

Erwin stood at your side as Mike was tended to by Hange. "The town will be ours. Promise."

You shook on the spot. "I messed up."

Erwin put his hand on your shoulder. "You fought those titans off. You were incredible. You are an amazing soldier."

You turned and punched the metal wall of the shuttle. "I should have done better."

Erwin understood your pain. You felt like you had given Levi no choice but to self-sacrifice to save you, Mike and others. Erwin knew, because he often beat himself up internally about his choices and actions. "You would have held your own there and stopped all those titans, I know it. Levi chose to go in because he was thinking with his heart and not his head. He'll come back."

"I hope so."

You stepped off the shuttle once it landed, then you watched them move Mike to medbay. You smiled and waved at him as he gave you the thumbs up as a thank you. You looked back to the town and heard no more gun fire or titan machines. You hated how quiet it had gotten. You were scared you were never going to see Levi again. You'd both just gotten to communicate more and you were starting to open back up again.

You lit up when you saw someone using their jets on their armour moving closer. You walked over as they were surrounded by scouts. You hurried over and saw the scouts part to show Levi with a cut on his face. You stopped walking and stared at him. You felt like you were seeing a ghost. Levi walked right up to you and said your name. You slapped him hard across the face stunning everyone around you both. You slapped him again when he lifted his head.

Levi lightly touched his cheek, then he looked at your tear filled eyes. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have thrown my life away like that."

You threw yourself at Levi and held him tightly as you cried. "I thought I was going to lose you."

Levi held you back. "I thought I was going to lose you. I had to fight for you." He choked on his words as he cried. "I can't lose you. I was just getting you back into my life, but I felt like you were slipping from my touch."

You sniffed back tears. "We're both stupid, but you're the most stupid."

Levi pulled your head back and kissed you. "I am. I really am."

You smiled at Levi. "I love you."

Levi smiled back at you. "I love you too. You're my everything."

"No more holding back. I'm going to love you will full force Levi."

Levi lifted you up and carried you. "Me too. Nothing will stop me now."

[nysus-temple]

BEHOLD ! My bullshit... Again.

i probably shouldn't be showing this and keep it a part of my private life, but have ya'll heard of Miitopia? No? Great. Then this will be worse, have fun listening to my... thingies !

If you own a Switch i REALLY recommend getting the game, you could literally make your cousin fight your cat if you wanted to, you create the characters of the entire game and the gameplay style is REALLY fun.

In my case, well, i have two teams: the main gang of this blog and a Greek heroes gang. i apologize for the randomness. Also money doesn't grow on trees and therefore i don't have a way to post the direct screenshots from the game, so i apologize for the bad quality since you can't see very well the details and the effort i put onto them. Cries.

THE GANG !

Apollo is a mage! ( come on, it fits him ) He has a little drawing of the Sun around his left eye and loves shiny things !

Artemis is an archer ! ( well, an elf, actually, since only that class allows said unit to use a bow ) You know all the times she's represented with a moon around her head? Well, she has one on her forehead and the bow she's actually using is called a Moon Bow.

Hermes is a warrior ! ( i WAS gonna make him a thief, but it was a weaker class and for me Hermes is strong as hell, but with a good heart ) He has freckles messy hair and i love his armor. Can't say the same about the sword, but out of all of them, it's the one that fits him the most, so here we are.

Dionysus is a chef ! ( because him slapping enemies with a frying pan is pretty neat, it's something he would do ) i wanted his hair to be longer, but it was very similar to Apollo's, so he ended up like this. His frying pan is purple because who doesn't associate Dionysus with purple. ( no it's not because of the grapes )

Now, the second team, THE HEROES !

i don't think i ever got to say who were my favourites... so here they are xD

Odysseus is a scientist ! ( he WOULD be one if he could ) He throws a literal black whole onto enemies and the jar he uses is the closest thing i could find to a vase, or an amphora- yeh.

Medea is a mage ! ( like Apollo, but what else was she gonna be? A cat? ) For some reason i made her blonde, she's... NEVER depicted as such, if i'm aware. i apologize for that.

Atalanta is a warrior ! ( LIKE HERMES I KNOW but what else could she be? A tank? ) Again she's never depicted as blonde, as long as i know. And even worse, who wore twintails back in those times? No one. But here she is. Being something. i was trying really bad to be creative.

Perseus is a thief ! ( THANKS i'm aware this should have been Hermes' class, it's just very weak and not that useful, as i said ) He has freckles just like Hermes, because i thought that was nice. i also love his clothes.

Some shenanigans that happened in the game:

The main bosses were Cronous and Chaos using Rhea's face. And believe me, that was pretty funny to watch.

Apollo cooked something for Hermes, but apparently he got the sugar and salt wrong and it didn't end well.

Odysseus and Medea were on that boat, but Odysseus started doing acrobatics for some reason and fell. Medea didn't feel like rescuing him, apparently.

Dionysus and his mom, Persephone ! Her hair strands aren't white, they're a more light purple, it's the camera dskdjkdf

Also, yeh, they have a horse. i named him Pegasus like the one we know, his bestie is Perseus and he only shows his wings with Apollo because no one else can imitate Zeus' fury and start throwing lighting towards the enemies except him. No, that's- for real. He does that. Also he has horns because... Horns !

Persephone's eyes are really pretty and i wanted to show them too

The story of this picture is Dionysus holding a very, VERY big gurdge towards Apollo, to the point were he didn't want to attack the enemies ( Achilles moment? Kind off ) and Hermes had to, literally, slap him in order for him to stop behaving like that.

He still didn't forgive Apollo until THREE days had passed. Holy.

BONUS ! My hermenysus scrumbs:

Imagine lurking through the "greek mythology" tag and you find... This.

[tickled-in-pink]

Ya'll, I am so disappointed in the Helluva Boss tickle community and nobody asked why, but I'm gonna tell you.

Are ya'll seriously telling me...that you haven't looked at this man...

And haven't thought about what it would be like to get wrecked by him...?

DO YOU SEE THE SMIRK ON THIS FUCKERS FACE.

I KNOW YA'LL AIN'T BLIND. THIS BOI SCREAMS MAJOR LER ENERGY AND ITS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE.

I KNOW IT. YOU KNOW IT. WE ALL KNOW IT.

You know the saying 'put out what you want to see in the world?' WELL APPARENTLY, I'M GONNA HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO MAKE TICKLE CONTENT FOR THIS SONUVA BITCH.

YA'LL DONE MY BOI STRIKER DIRTY, SO YA'LL ARE GONNA GET IT NOW.

Striker Tickle Headcanons

Do I even need to say it again? THE MAN IS A STONE COLD LER. That smug ass smirk is the last thing you're gonna see before he wrecks your shit.

Ruthless. Absolutely fucking ruthless. You can beg, scream, cry all you want, it won't help you. He's not gonna stop until he's done with you. Once he figures out that you're ticklish, he's gonna find every excuse he can to use it against you.

The man is an assassin. He's trained to pinpoint people's weaknesses, so it's not going to take him long at all to find all of your worst areas.

Whatever you do, don't imagine those sharp, dexterous claws of his wiggling into the grooves between your ribs or scratching achingly slow along the dips of your hips. Don't do it.

Teasing. Oh sweet lord, the teasing. Ya'll aren't ready for it. I'm not ready for it. Just imagine that low, gravely voice rumbling in your ear while you're squealing with laughter and it just goes, "Aww, whassa matter, darlin'~? Does it tickle that bad~?" INSTANT BUTTERFLIES.

He's just casually commenting about how sensitive you are with that confident smirk on his face while you are just dying in a ticklish puddle underneath him.

Oh, he's gonna make you tell him how much it tickles. He's gonna make you admit how much you like to be tickled and he won't let you hide your face either.

Did you think I'd forget about that tail of his? If he sneaks up on you, that rattle is the only indication you're gonna get of what's about to transpire. Apart from that, he totally uses it to keep you from getting away or he'll use it as a tool! That sharp pointy tail would feel like absolutely torture if it just brushed ever so lightly under the arms or across the neck....

Don't play hide-and-seek with him. You're gonna have a good bad time. That nervous anticipation of him finding you is only going to ADD to the round of tickling you're gonna get when he does and he knows it.

All in all, Striker is the best AND worst kind of ler in that he's ruthless, charming and will turn you into a flustered ticklish mess after what feels like hours of torture. All I can say is prepare yourself.

[needs-to-stop-looking-at-yigas]

Whatever happened to that bar au? Can we see more of it, pls?

Oh its still a thing! Just been a while since anyone asked. Sure, lets give you guys a little something something!

"You're REALLY gettin' the swing of things, my guy!"

Sooga nodded as he pushed his drink over to Von. Sooga had been working at the double banana for three months now, and as such, he knew how to make a proper drink.

"It's thanks to you and Cil. I desperately needed the practice."

Cil shook his head as he nursed his vodka cranberry.

"It's nothing. Kohga needed you to be good at a job, I made sure it got done."

"Oh yeah, Kohga REALLY wanted you to get better. I think the boss has a big fat crush on you~"

Sooga tried not to blush at the idea. Kohga was certainly...handsy with him, but a crush? On him? It sounded almost like fantasy.

"Do you...think so?"

"I should hope not, given what me and Kohga have."

Sooga raised a brow at Cil. If they had something, he'd never heard it from Kohga. Von grinned as he nudged the older man.

"You mean you WISHED ya'll had something. Last ai checked, you're still his numbers guy, and one of those numbers AREN'T 69-"

"Shut. Up. Look, Kohga and I are meant to be together. That's it, end of story. I'm just waiting for him to say so. I'm already his favorite."

Cil was a fairly nice guy, if a bit curt and egotistical. But the way he'd talk about Kohga sometimes was just. Weird. Though, he sort of understood it. Kohga was a different man. Big, important-

"Sooga! My office, NOW!"

Von 'ooh'ed at him like a child, while Sooga excused himself. He entered Kohga's office, where the man was sitting.

"You called for me?"

"Yes, take a seat for me."

Sooga obeyed. Kohga stared at him for a moment, and Sooga tried not to feel either nervous, nor excited. Kohga had such...pretty eyes.

"So I got your report from Gregor. He had a lot to say about your performance."

"I trust it was satisfactory?"

"Oh you're doing great. You can hold the bar on your own, you cook, you clean, you bounce. You do it all. There's just one little...incident, we need to discuss."

Sooga raised a brow, genuinely curious.

"Incident? What incident?"

"Well. Gregor says you were five minutes past your break time last week. Which, you know, is no biggie in itself. Hell, I've let some idiots take an extra twenty. But he said he followed you to the bathroom. And he heard you making...sounds."

Sooga immediately knew what he meant. Last week, Kohga had called him a good boy, and let his fingers strum up his chest- it was too much for him, and he needed to. Well. Let it out. He cleared his throat, hoping Kohga at least didn't know.

"I mean I was just using the bathroom-"

"You were touching yourself, weren't you?"

Sooga wanted to lie. But he knew damn well he couldn't. He took a deep breath, and nodded.

"Yes. I was. I'm sorry I-"

"Shut. Up. I'm NOT happy. You wanna know WHY I'm not happy?"

Sooga said nothing, knowing he had yet to be done. Kohga got up from his seat, and started to slowly walk over to him. Despite the size difference, Sooga felt VERY intimidated by the smaller man.

"I'm not happy, because YOU think you can decide when to cum. That's not your call anymore. That's MY call, do you fucking hear me?"

Suddenly Kohga was right behind his seat, hand forcing his head back to look at him. He was so ANGRY. And Sooga was both terrifed and...terribly aroused. Sooga gently nodded.

"I understand. It won't happen again."

"Yeah, because I'M gonna fucking make sure of it. Look at me, Sooga,"

Kohga leaned down to grab a hand full of his crotch, the firmness almost making Sooga jump.

"This. Is mine. YOU are mine. Do you understand?"

"Y-yes."

"Say it."

"I'm...yours. I'm absolutely yours, Kohga."

Sooga didn't stop him as he let his fingers run through his hair. His touch was both delicate, yet terribly possessive. He adored it. He gave no struggle as Kohga took off the hair ties, lightly shaking his hair free. Kohga sighed, as if he was exhausted.

"You're too pretty to be acting so bad, Sooga. I want to kick your ass, but you've got such a pretty face, I'd hate to ruin it. But, bad dogs need to be corrected. Don't you think?"

Sooga felt himself tense up as Kohga sat right on his lap. He was about to reach over to hold him, keep him from falling off, only to have his hand smacked away.

"We do need to go over some rules. Rule one. Unless I fucking say otherwise, hands to yourself. In fact, hands behind your back. Keep them there."

Sooga obeyed. Why? He can't say. He just knew he really, really wanted to do as he was told, by a man who knew how to command. He put his hands behind his back, and tried not to flip shit as Kohga started to grind against his crotch. At the risk of sounding lewd, Kohga had just. A big, thick ass. It felt way too good, having something so plump, so warm, rub up against something so sensitive. Kohga's hands wandered up his stomach, stopping at his chest. Kohga started to knead him through his tight outfit, clearly loving how he felt in his grip.

"Rule two. Whatever part of you I want to touch, I'm going to. Like your tits. God you're built like the perfect not so little toy for me, aren't you?"

Sooga felt his feet lift off the ground a bit as Kohga pinched at his nipples. He was never gentle with them, and it left him feeling raw and sensitive afterwards. As if his poor cock, aching under his ass wasn't enough.

"Kohga, I don't think my uniform is-"

"Ah ah ah. Full name."

"...m-master, Kohga. I don't think my uniform is making this any easier on me. It...hurts."

"I know. But you like it, don't you? You like the idea of your cock in my ass. I know you've been waiting. The most I've done is rub it out of you. But you wanna pour it inside of me, don't you?"

Sooga tried not to whine as Kohga got off of him. He thought maybe he messed up somewhere, only to his absolute delight, he watched as Kohga took his pants off. He had a bulge through his underwear, and even though he couldn't totally see it, he could tell it was a thick, eager cock. Kohga sat back on him, the heat somehow even worse against him.

"Ah, that's better. It'd be so easy for you to fuck me, Sooga. All that's seperating us is just a little bit of cloth. And that leads us to rule three. You don't touch any ass that ain't mine-"

"I don't want to. I'd never want to."

Kohga studied him for a moment, before grinning. He put his finger on his chin, and pushed until his head was so far back, he could only see ceiling.

"God you're obsessed with me. Tell you what, because I like you, I'll give you a treat before I tell you your last rule. I'll let you hold me, and hump me-FUCK!!"

Sooga couldn't wait. He planted his hands firmly on his hips, and started to buck into him. Oh this was better than any stupid toy he'd ever used on himself. This one was thick, soft, hot, and he knew if he was inside that little asshole, he'd be done for. Oh and the sounds. Kohga was no longer loud, but he muttered oh so bitterly, as if he hated that he felt so good. Meanwhile, Sooga was unfortunately getting louder. He couldn't help it! He felt like his cock was going to suffocate in him, he felt like he was going absolutely insane. Then, he came. Cum came out of him in ribbons, largely trapped by the uniform, but not entirely, forcing a bit to seep out. He could feel a bit smeared on the other's underwear, but he did nothing. He wasn't sorry, honestly, not for an orgasm this fucking good.

"I...oh I can't believe I did that."

Kohga didn't seem to care as he reached over to grab a bottle of some alcohol. Sooga watched as he took a fair swig, before starting to dump it all over Sooga. Sooga stayed put, accepting this very messy punishment. Then, to his absolute pleasure, Kohga let his tongue drag over his neck, painfully slowly, before nipping at his chin. His voice was so low, so commanding and assertive, Sooga knew he'd replay it in his mind, over and over.

"If you ever. EVER, cum without asking me again, even in your own fucking home-I'm going to destroy you. This warning is ONLY because you're cute, and because you're my favorite. Understand?"

Sooga nodded weakly as Kohga got off of him, putting his pants on, looking as if nothing happened.

"Go clean yourself up."

"Yes, Master Kohga."