#yes i am in fact a nigga

[mochirialgworl]

uh huh sure kenny

I'm all for shittin on aubrey's bitch ass, but didn't this fool literally just collab on an album with a fuckin sex offender???

Talkin all this shit about creeps... yet on mr. morale u tryna "uplift" them..... yeah, naw. That's some weird shit. Ick.

still wonderin if we gronna get a surprise pusha t drop to finish this massacre tho

[devicks]

Genuinely I’m gonna drop half of my school friends I never noticed how odd they were

[vvinirl]

choso. k

warnings: creampie, cockwarming, overstim, dick riding, cowgirl riding, little praise kink, vanilla sex (smut with plot)

if you see any grammar errors you didn’t! 🤗

you wake up one night, not being able to sleep. you were really tired before going to bed so you thought you were gonna be asleep until the next morning but nope. you sat up from your bed and looked over at the alarm clock as the time read 1:53 AM

you groan as you got up and exited your room, knowing you weren’t gonna go back to sleep any time soon

as you walked into the kitchen of your shared apartment with choso, you turned on the lights and got jump scared immediately

“what the fuck choso!” you scream as you held your hand over your heart, you felt it beating fast and rapidly

choso groans as he covers his eyes with the back of his hand, the other holding a spoon for his cereal he was eating. “turn it back off”

“no nigga, it’s dark as hell in here and you’re just sitting there eating cereal” you walk over to the fridge to grab a bottle of water and took a seat next to him on one of the stools at the kitchen counter

“it’s better when it’s dark” he said as he continued eating his cereal, “you know it’s almost 2 AM and you’re out here eating cereal” you said to him as you took a sip of your water and set it on the counter

he shrugged, “i was hungry”

you looked at him as you shook your head, “you’re like a vampire i swear, count choso” you giggled at your own joke as choso just eyed you

“was that supposed to be funny?” he asked as he looked at his imaginary camera. “yes it was, now look laugh nigga”

he give you a dry and fake laugh with a straight face, “better?”

“yes very better, i’m glad you found my joke laughable and humorous” you give him a proud smile as you nodded. “okay young sheldon” he said as he took a bite of his cereal, smirking to himself

“excuse you?” you raised a brow at him. you reached over and took his cereal away from him. “now you’re gonna starve for that” you said to him as you also took his spoon away

he just stared at you, mouth opened slightly as he watched you take a bite of his cereal and give him a sweet and innocent smile. “see now if i was to choke you..” choso said

you choke on the milk and cough a little as you looked up at him slowly. “come again?”

“you heard me” he shrugged carelessly. you push his cereal back to him, “you can have it back” you say as you give him a nervous smile. “that’s what i thought”

you roll your eyes and you were about to say something back but as soon as your mouth opened, choso put a spoon full of cereal in it. “if you wanted some you could’ve asked”

when he takes the spoon out your mouth, you chew and swallow the cereal. “it was soggy anyways” you roll your eyes again, slightly getting butterflies from the fact you and choso were sharing spoons, basically indirect kissing

“but you liked it tho” he smirked at you, those sleepy eyes of his looking right into yours. “you must be dreaming then”

“only about you” he mumbles under his breath but you didn’t catch what he said. “hmm?” you hummed in a questioning way as you looked at him

he looked away for a few seconds then looked down at his cereal. “nothing..” he said as he got up and and began to wash his bowl and spoon in the sink. “nooo tell me, don’t do that” you said as you got up and walked over to where he was, leaning against the counter

“no go away” he said as he flashed some water on you from his hands. you smacked him on his shoulder as you wiped your face. “chosoo” you whined as he put his bowl and spoon away

if only you knew what your whiney voice did to him and the bulging erection he had in his black and grey checkered pajama pants right now

“cho just tell me” you continued to whine as you followed him as he walked back into his room. “i’m not leaving until you tell me” you said as you jumped on his bed and laid in star position on your back. “suit yourself then” choso said as he jumped and fell on top of you

your life flash before your eyes, all the moments from your birth until now flashed before your eyes as choso jumped on top of you. you let out a squeal as you shield your face from him. you let out a long oww as choso begins to laugh

“it’s not funny” you side eyed him as he got up and looked down at you chuckling slightly with his deep sleepy voice, both of his hands resting on each side of your face. you both realized what kind of position you were in as you unconsciously wrap your legs around his waist

both of you don’t say anything but the silence in the room wasn’t so uncomfortable or awkward. you wanna say something but the words don’t manage to come out

“can i kiss you, please y/n?” choso asked you as his eyes flickered from your eyes down to your lips and back up to your eyes again. you only nodded, being speechless within that moment. “use your words baby”

“y-yeah” you say as choso give you a small smile while leaning in. finally closing the gap between you two as your lips meet

soft lips on yours as you wrap your arms around him, pulling him closer. he bites your lower lip a little, earning a whine from you. his tongue somehow found its way into your mouth as he deepens the kiss, tilting his head to the side a little. the kiss begins to get hot and more lustful

one of his hands move down to your hips as he caresses it softly, his hand then begins to slowly slide up your shirt as he kisses your jaw and down to your neck. he starts to leave hickeys and love bites all over your neck as his hand goes under your bra and he cups your breast

he leans up as he tugs at your shirt, pulling it over your head and throwing it somewhere in his room. you arch your back as he reaches behind you to unclasp your bra, his mouth instantly going to your right nipple as his other hand plays and squeezes the other one. after a few minutes he switches to the other nipple and gives it the same attention

when he’s done with your boobs, he’s kissing his way down to your stomach, leaving little hickeys along the way. he finally reaches right where you want him, your burning heat

looking up, he makes eye contact with you as he pulls your shorts off, your panties coming off with them

he stares up at you as he licks a line up your slit and you turn your head away in embarrassment. “look at me” choso said as he grabbed your chin and made you face him again. he goes back to eating you out as his middle finger teased your entrance. you lean up and one of your hands move to his hair as you grip it

“fuck choso” you moan out his name again as he slips his finger into you heat and start to slowly move it in and out. your grip on his hair tightens, earning a low groan from choso as he sucks on your clit while his finger works inside you

you’re already starting to feel that familiar warm feeling in your stomach as you slightly grind your hips upwards and against his mouth, wanting more

you were about to tell choso that you were close to coming but he stops sucking on your clit and he leans up and looks at you. he takes his finger out your pussy as he inserts it in his mouth and lets out a hum in satisfaction. “why did you stop?” you asked as he took his shirt off

“because i want you to come on my cock instead”

you slowly sink down onto choso’s cock as you throw your head back in pleasure, one hand placed on his lower stomach as the other is holding onto his thighs behind you for support.

“fuck y/n” choso moans as his grip on your hips tightened, he bucks his hips up for more friction. “you gotta move baby, you’re killing me”

you always thought choso might be big but this big?

you tired your best to move as you rolled your hips and started to move up and down slowly. you clearly needed help, the amount of pleasure you were experiencing right was mouth watering

choso noticed that you needed help moving so his grip on your hips tightened as he starts to help you move up and down on his cock. he groans from the feeling of your walls squeezing and clenching around his fat dick. “so tight and it feels just right, like you were made to take me” he said through breathy moans as he starts to move you faster, also moving his hips to meet yours

“oh cho~” you whimpered as you bite back your moans, not wanting to be too loud. “let me hear those pretty moans baby, i wanna hear how good this dick is making you feel”

he’s moving you faster up and down now as your boobs bounce against your chest, you moan uncontrollably as he does too. both of you not caring if the neighbors can hear you or not

“just like that, right there” you moan out as your hands move up to cup your own breast. one of choso’s hands move to your clit to rub it as the other stays on your hips, continuing to move you, helping you bounce on his dick

“can you come on my dick for me baby, please?” choso begged as he stared up at you with pleading eyes. he has never looked so good, especially under you, begging for you to paint his cock with your juices

“mhm” was all you could manage to say, not being able to speak from how good he felt inside you, his cock hitting that spot inside you and he was hitting it so good

you felt that feeling in your stomach again as you approached your high, you lean forward and kissed choso as he continues to slam his dick upwards inside of you. you moan into the kiss as both of your tongues dance together, sloppily making out as saliva dripped down your chin

the scene was so nasty, like something out of a porn video but it was also so so good

his pace starts to speed up more and his rhythm begins to become sloppy as he moans into your mouth

you kissed his jaw as you put your face in the crook of his neck as you moaned his name into his ear as you came all over his cock

“shit y/n” choso moans into your ear as he’s cumming into you, his pace still not slowing down as he still continues to fuck you fast and sloppily, creating lewd slapping noises that filled his room

he starts to slow down as he fills you with his seed, yours and his mixing together as some drips down onto his happy trial, coating his lower stomach

you bring your head back up as you kissed him again as he’s still inside you, not planning to pull out any time soon. both your mouth move in sync as he bites and sucks on your lower lip

you lean back up and look down at him as he bites his lips, those sleepy eyes staring into yours

“can we stay like this, i wanna stay inside you” he said as his hands move down and squeezed your ass. “but we’re all sweaty and stuff” you say back to him

“i don’t mind, as long as im here with you” he shrugged. “you’re corny” your roll your eyes as you leaned down and kissed him again

[fushigur0ll]

YOU MAD?

꒰ ♡ ꒱ — you’re mad at miles so he tries to change that

includes ; fluff, kisses, you’re ticklish, black fem reader

“baby c’mon” your bf chuckles lowly as he watches you sit in the corner of your room, staring at the wall.

“nah you got it, you definitely got it. you can sit on that bed alone lil nigga” you huff and continue to watch the wall, rolling your eyes when you hear him laugh a bit louder. “you’re actually mad at me?” he stands up from your bed, slowly walking towards you and you feel his presence coming closer and closer.

“yes! yes i am actually, and i have a right to be so there’s nothing you can do to change my mind”

he hums and stops right behind you, staring at the back of your head with a small smirk. he sits behind you and wraps his toned arm around your waist and the other around your neck then to make you fall back against his chest with a yelp.

“miles!” you squeal and look up at him seeing him with that same damn smirk. you sigh and rolls your eyes again. “nope still mad” you cross your arms.

“i know you ain’t really that mad, ma” he mumbles, tightening his arms around you. you blink, not answering him and all he does is just nod.

“so that’s how it’s gonna be now, hm?”

he comes up with an immediate idea and starts tickling your stomach and sides making you burst into loud laughter. “MILES- MILES STOP-PFFT” you laugh and laugh— giggling and snorting making him laugh as well. one thing about miles is that he knows how to tick you off and how to make you smile. when you smile, he smiles, when you laugh, he laughs. you’re so contagious it’s crazy to him really.

“IMMA BEAT YOUR A- STOPPP!!” you scream, kicking your legs as hard as you could and he finally listens, stopping his hands on your body and you relax. your legs fall to the floor, chest heaving up and down. you finally catch your breath before changing your face to an angry look that to him makes you look cute. “why are you making me laugh, im angry at you remember?” you cross your arms and look away huffing. “always tryna make me fight for my life with you” he shakes his head at your dramatics, hearing you mumble underneath your breath.

“how dramatic can you be, baby”

“THIN ICE AS IS” you point a stern finger close to his face and he doesn’t flinch at all. in fact, he smirks and tries to bite your finger but you gasp and take it back.

“damn animal, move from me” you grumble and try to move away from him but he brings you to his lap, placing his arms around your body as he stares at your “angry face”

“okay how about this” he starts, pulling your face towards his way. “i’m sorry for not answering your call when i was using the bathroom, mami” you blink like 3 times before looking up and sighing harshly. “…i see that you’re trying to make me realize the reason im mad at you sounds ridiculous and i see that now” you embarrassedly admit and he bursts into laughter, leaning in to place his forehead on yours.

“i’m glad you realize it now” he chuckles and bites your neck to which you squeal and cower yourself into his chest. “it’s not everyday fight my girlfriend day” you relax into his arms

“but it makes me happy”

you gasp dramatically and hit his chest softly. “sadist” he rolls his eyes playfully and softly kisses the corner of your lips.

“yeah, yeah”

fushigur0ll © 2022 all rights reserved. do not plagarize, translate, or post to other sites please.

[nova2kss]

Influencer island

“GOOD MORNING AMERICAAAA”

“I’m your host Yanna Bailey and we are back here on the influencer island”.

“On the previous episode we introduced the men that dared to step foot on this island and you guys went absolutely wild!”

“I know we picked a top tier cast but damn, #theinfluencerisland number 1 trending on twitter?”

“You bitches are eating it up, so I know for a fact when we introduce these ladies yall are going to be in absolute shambles.”

“Starting off hot as HELL”

“….sorry y’all I had to take a breath.”

“It’s Mikasa fucking Ackerman”

“I fucking love her okay! And I’m not gon lie I don’t know if ima be able to host this show…you can’t put Mika in a room with Yanna cause ima jump on this woman bones.”

“Anywho.. Mika is a celebrity nail tech and hair dresser, you’ve seen her on tour with Victoria Monet, Megan the stallion, so many more but most importantly ? Cardi B!”

“Yes the girl who gives cardi those gorgeous claws and the girl who be giving cardi that long ass weave that be tickling her ass crack that is THE Mikasa Ackerman.

Aside from her gorgeous looks and work she is a party animal and you can see her turning up in multiple crowds of the artists that she stays with…let’s see if she can bring that same energy to the island.”

“Gosh I am so excited to introduce this next hottie, she so soft spoken but I heard she gives it up pretty wild off the camera, as you know she is a pretty new influencer so I think she’s coming in here with something to prove.”

“The gorgeous blonde baker Historia Reiss”

“So off topic but her name is sooo cute”

“Historia went viral showing her tremendous cooking skills back in mid 2023, and since then she’s been going viral for baked goods and beauty.”

“But let’s not forget about the time this little firecracker whooped ass at a Fourth of July party THIS YEAR!”

“Something that not only myself but the fans were not excepting, I know you guys are gonna be so happy to see her on here”

“We’ve seen how Historia gives it up in the in the kitchen, we’ve seen how she gives it up in the field, now it’s time to see if she can hang with these animals on this island”

“As stated she is pretty like an angel but the call her the devil…(there were no lies told)”

“Sasha braus first rose to fame on TikTok reviewing foods and looking so hot with that gorgeous maroon hair”

“You can see her with the talented man himself Jean Kristen, according to them they are childhood best friends and we’ve seen Jean and party mode but never sash…that’s gonna change on this island.”

“Sasha was ranked on the 2024 top 20 comedians list at #12, I can honestly see why everyone loves Sasha pretty, hilarious, and relatable… mhm she’s gonna fit right in here”

“Calypso, calypso, calypso…mhm girl you are gonna get me in TROUBLE”

“This short haired hottie calypso blue has been on a longgggg break from the internet and the only time we’ve seen her is when she popped outside with her influencer bestie y/n”

“And mind y’all we only knew it was her cause of them famous short hair..”

“Well let me tell yall, after a damn near year long hiatus she has popped out and boy oh BOY!”

“This girlie done came back with some longer hair, and some Tatts…?? We already knew calypso blue was a hottie but this?? Oh she is taking it hunty”

“The intro is no longer needed calypso blue is here and you’ll be seeing her first hand on influencer island.”

“…..I don’t like this bitch.”

“But it’s my job to introduce her.”

“Ummm so i really don’t know who picked her BUT this is Pieck finger, she’s a black haired bitch who party’s a lot fucked porco on video tried to get at my nigga and I’m probably gonna beat her ass.”

“On a brighter note we know she can party cause it’s all she does, no questions asked she could get as wild as the other guys and gals…NEXT”

“Our next and final blondie is Mrs. Hitch”

“And according to her Rihanna’s faviorite which I’m pretty sure the whole internet disagrees with but..I digress.”

“Beautiful girl who rose to fame back in 2022 being spotted with Rihanna and I mean if you’re being spotted with someone as big as mofucking riri you think we not finna check you out?”

“But besides being ri right hand women it’s time to see what else hitchey can do…you know without the co-sign ”

“The beautiful Ryan!!”

“Ryan is the owner of the ASOS clothing brand which is a brand for plus sized men and women.”

“She became very popular on TikTok while promoting her clothing brand and since then she’s taken off with so many sells, fans and followers”

“We know she can design the hell out some clothes but I wanna know what it she gonna do once her toes hit this sand.”

“As y’all known she’s known to be a shy girl and doesn’t party much…BUT WE CANT BE HAVIN THAT HAIR”

“So we gone need Ryan to come up out her shell and hopefully survive on this long awaited journey”

“And finally we have the beauty, the mogul, the TOP influencer y/n”

“She needs to intro we all know her”

“And we all love her”

“She is THE beauty influencer, 9 time outta 10 if you’re searching tips and tricks you’re on her page scrolling endlessly”

“I’ve partied with this city girl before so I know how she gives it up now it’s your turn to see and boy I cannot wait for you to see, you guys fav isn’t as innocent as you think”

“Whew lord I pray for the beds in this house cause with these fine ass men and these gorgeous women I feel like they’ll be broke before we ever get to finish filming.”

“Know that you know which of your favs will be participating in the match a vote will be up shortly you can choose who you want to stay or go before they even get into the house, and remember to chose wisely after all you don’t want the wrong person to get that 1 million dollar check.”

“I’m your host Yanna Bailey signing out, make sure you stay tuned for the pilot of influencer Island.”

The girlies are here!!!! Sorry if I didn’t add an aot character that you wanted, I needed my sexy ocs to shine 😁

Idk if you guys peeped but I tried to do different shades of black for y/n but yea first ep coming soon and make sure to vote on the poll !!

❤️

[thatztyv]

Still Yours

Description:

- Just a baby daddy and his baby mother

Word Count:

- 1.7k

Rɪʟᴇʏ Jᴏɴᴇs

(rie-lee joe-ons)

"Daddy", Tiana squealed as she ran to Oakley and jumped on him.

"Hey princess", he chuckled. "Where's mommy?"

"Over there", she said and pointed at me as he set her down.

He walked over to me and flashed a smile.

"Hey Riley."

"Oakley", I said as I placed some party bags on the table.

"Now why you acting like that?"

"You want me to jump up and down and act excited?", I said raising a brow at him.

"Preferably", he said making me laugh.

"Nigga you wish."

My mom walked over to us and greeted Oakley.

"Hey Oakley it's good to see you again", she said as she gave him a quick hug.

"Hey Mrs.Jones it's been a while."

"Every time I turn around he somewhere far off", I said and rolled my eyes. "I'm surprised he made it."

"Well I couldn't miss our daughters sixth birthday. That's unforgivable", he said and playfully poked out his bottom lip.

"How long you here for?", my mom asked.

"Rest of the month."

"Well make sure you come by my house before you leave this time", she said and patted his back.

"Yes ma'am."

Her phone started ringing.

"It's your dad, I'll be back", she said.

"Ok", I hummed.

"So how you been baby?", Oakley asked once she walked away.

"Baby is crazy", I chuckled as I walked over to the sweets table on the other side of the room. Oakley following behind me like a lost puppy.

"You want me to call you love, babe, or if you're feeling spicy señorita."

"Riley is just fine Oakley", I hummed as I fixed the cupcake tray.

"Stop calling me Oakley. It's too formal."

"Well what else do you want me to call you?", I sighed as I looked at him.

"Cench, Cee, baby", he said and wiggled his eyebrows.

"I didn't even call you Cench when we was together and I'm definitely not starting now. And the other two... uhnt uh. Imma stick with Oakley."

"You ain't have a problem calling me Cee and baby a few weeks ago", he said and pressed up against my back side.

"That was a spur of the moment thing", I said pushing him off me.

"I bet it was", he chuckled.

.✿.

"I saw y'all two over there", Lana said as I came and sat with them. "Y'all back together."

"No and we never will be", I said as I watched Tiana play with her friends.

"Mmhm, not with the way he was all up on you", Remi chuckled.

"Chile please, I can't stand Oakley", I said making them look at me.

"Now you know", Remi started.

"Both of y'all still want each other but y'all tryna deny the fact", Lana said.

"Like everyone around y'all can see it. Flirting and going on", Remi said. "I know y'all still be kissing and shit when nobody around."

"We kissed twice since we broke up."

"How many times y'all fucked though?", Lana asked making me playfully roll my eyes.

"That ain't y'all business", I chuckled making them laugh.

"That's what I thought. Y'all minus well stop acting delirious and get back together."

"Oh no ma'am. He aggravates my soul", I said and shook my head.

"Obviously he must not be that aggravating if y'all still fucking", Remi chuckled.

"He's aggravating to an extent."

"So he's aggravating when y'all just being causal and co-parenting. But he not aggravating when he's fucking you?"

"Exactly", I said making them laugh.

"You is a mess", Remi chuckled.

.✿.

"Can I go to daddy's house tonight?", Tiana asked running up to me.

"If daddy says yes then you can go baby", I said pushing some of her hair out her face.

"Daddy can I stay with you tonight?", she said turning to him standing beside me.

"Of course you can baby", Oakley said with a smile.

Tiana smiled before running back over to her friends.

"Mommy are you going to stay the night too?", Oakley asked getting behind me and wrapping his arms around me.

"Hell nah", I said and pried his arms off me.

"Why not?", he chuckled.

"Cause if I come over there imma hurt you cause you get on my nerves."

He laughed.

"Am I that bad?"

"The worst", I huffed sarcastically.

.✿.

I felt my phone vibrating beside me, making me groan.

I picked it up and saw it was Oakley. I rolled my eyes and declined it.

'If there's a problem he'll call my momma and she'll call me. I'm sleeping', I mumbled, getting comfortable again.

After a few minutes it rung again.

I sighed and just answered.

"You up?", Oakley asked after it connected.

I could see he had his side lamp on and could hear something playing in the background.

"There is literally no reason for you to be FaceTiming me right now", I groaned. "Where my daughter at? She ok?"

"Tiana's our daughter and she's asleep, she's good. So calm down sweetheart", he chuckled.

"Oakley it's four in the morning, the hell is you calling me for if Tiana not in need of something."

"I just wanted to talk to you Riley", he said making me roll my eyes.

"What you want?", I sighed.

"Come over", he said innocently.

I looked at him like he was crazy. Cause he is crazy.

"Oakley if you don't get off my phone playing."

"I miss you baby", he chuckled. "Come home."

"Take your horny ass to bed Oakley."

He scoffed playfully.

"I gotta be horny to call you and tell you I miss you? I just wanna talk."

"I know you ain't just tryna talk. You wanting some pussy and you ain't getting it. Good night Cee!", I said and blew him a kiss before hanging up.

Baby Daddy 🤸🏾‍♀️

You called me Cee, you do miss me 🥹

Riley 🫀 laughed at a message

Riley 🫀

Go to sleep

Baby Daddy 🤸🏾‍♀️

Please come over🥺

Riley 🫀

Night night, Love you Oakley 😚

Baby Daddy 🤸🏾‍♀️

Awwww

I knew you still loved me😏

Love you too Riley 🤭

Riley 🫀

You're delusional 😐

Blocking you for the rest of the night

.✿.

I knocked on Oakleys front door and looked around.

After a few minutes the door opened, revealing a shirtless Oakley.

I looked over his chest as I had a flashback from the last time I was here.

Oakley decreased the speed of his strokes and repositioned himself to thrust deeper inside me.

Each thrust caused a loud gasp to escape my throat.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling his body closer to mine.

I gripped at his shirt, nearly ripping it, as he gave me slow deep strokes.

"Cee.. baby to- too deep", I cried out.

He rolled his hips smoothly as I continued to call out his name.

'Oh my god', I sighed to myself as I regained my composure.

"Where's Tiana?", I asked making eye contact with him.

"You're mom came and got her earlier to go shopping. They'll be back later", he said with a smirk.

"So you had me drive all the way out here to get her and she not even here", I said and he just stood there with that smirk on his face. "Ooh you make me sick."

"Since you're here", he started with a chuckle. "You wanna come in and wait?"

"No, I'll wait in my car", I said flashing him a feeble smile before turning around.

"Nonsense", he said grabbing my arm and pulling me inside.

He closed the door behind me and pushed me up against it.

"Stop acting like you don't want me", he mumbled as he pressed hisself against me.

"I'm not acting", I said and bit my lip. I looked over his face and down his chest before looking him in his eyes.

He put his head in the crook of my neck, gently kissing my sweet spot. I moaned quietly as I felt myself melting from his touch.

"Cee...fuck", I mumbled when he bit my neck softly.

He was making me wet and as I much as I want to hate it, I can't.

"I thought you didn't want to call me Cee", he said with a smirk after he pulled back.

"Shut up", I said before pulling him in for a rough kiss.

.✿.

"Just be my girlfriend again", he groaned as I traced over his tattoos.

"Oakley", I sighed.

"Riley we should stop playing games and be for real with ourselves."

I sighed as I laid my head on his chest and looked out the window.

I felt Oakley's fingertips lightly trace over the tattoo on my back, a faint smile spreading on my lips.

I can't lie. I missed moments like this.

He moved my hair out the way as he leaned down to place a kiss on the base of my neck.

"Please Riley?" He hummed and pressed another kiss into the crook of my neck. He stayed there as his thumb rubbed circles on my waist.

I pulled myself up and hummed as I shifted my body so I straddled his waist, "One more time."

Oakley looked at me with a small smile and an admiring look, caressing my waist, hips, and thighs, making me bite my lip.

I cupped his face and pulled him in for a kiss. He groaned as I slipped my tongue into his mouth.

Both his hands move down to my butt grabbing my cheeks gently. I moaned softly into his mouth.

He pulled back, grinning as he spread his fingers over the backs of my thighs.

.✿.

"Mommy", Tiana said running up to me.

"Hi baby. Did you have fun with grandma?", I said picking her up.

"Yes she got my nails painted", she said and showed me her nails.

"They're so cute baby", I cooed making her smile.

"Thank you mommy."

"You're welcome", I said before kissing her forehead.

"Hi princess", Oakley said as he tickled her chin.

"Hi daddy", she said between laughs.

"You wanna show mommy what I got for you're birthday?"

"Yes", she said smiling.

"Go get it."

"Ok."

I let her down and she ran off to her room.

"So what's this?", my mom asked turning to me and Oakley.

"What's what?", I asked raising a brow.

"I know y'all wasn't in here talking."

Oakley let out a hysterical laugh.

"I just got here", I lied.

"Sure", she chuckled. "We'll see if you just got here in a few months."

"What you mean by that?", I asked crossing my arms.

"Just know I love my granddaughter", she chuckled.

"Momma", I scolded playfully as I realized what she meant. "I am not having no more kids."

"We'll see about that", Oakley mumbled making me elbow him.

My mom just laughed.

[solaarbeeam]

Y2K - mina ashido x black!reader

tw/cw:: n-word drops, cursing, mina is portrayed as a black woman so if you don’t like that, this ain’t the fic for u

A/N:: as a bisexual, I gotta pour one up for the bnha girlies and so here I am :)

- You and Mina were the very first couple of the year in Class 1-A. The both of you clicked fast enough for it to happen, and the minute after internships, the both of you declared it official.

- Lazy days are a thing for the two of you, but as two esteemed members of the Bakusquad, getting Bakugou to leave the both of yall niggas alone to be lazy is nearly impossible.

- You tend to help out Mina with your homework, because last in the class rankings is highkey a problem. Mina, of course, whines about it but gives in eventually because who is she to deny the cute face you make when you’re upset?

- Nail dates are a must. Mina likes all different kinds of funky and fun colors on her nails and will always invite you to match, to which you will always say yes. You both share the same nail tech, who makes sure to make your nails cute but simple enough so you can use them during hero training.

- Being with Mina has inspired her to work harder, instead of just matching up with the stronger classmates. Seeing you accomplish new things with your quirk and hand to hand combat makes her want to work harder, not only for you, but for herself as well.

- On the topic of hero training, she’s absolutely rooting for you to win even if it may be impossible. You do the same for her, and once when she got the drop on Bakugou in a sparring match, you jumped for joy and got to praise immediately.

- “Awe yeah! I bet yall niggas ain’t know my girl could do that, huh?”

- The feelings are the same once you pulled off a move with Shinsou during the Class Joint Training.

- “How the hell is Class B gonna win when we got them pullin’ shit off like that?! Making them Class B niggas look stupid, I see you bae!!”

- Mina is truly the sweetest girlfriend.

She does wash days with you as well. Midoriya joins occasionally, as the three of you are the only ones in the class with hair in the group four category. Mina helps you with washing it, drying it, conditioning it well and making sure it's never dry.

"Gotta make sure my baby is done right, we'll both look cute!"

While UA is a uniform school, you do have your moments where Nedzu will be the spontaneous principal he is and calls days where students are allowed to dress down.

Now, obviously, these days come once in a blue moon so everybody gotta pop out with some of the best school-appropriate outfits possible, and when it's time to serve, the two of you will serve.

Matching outfits, coordinating colors, everything up to the accessories is matched and looks amazing. The both of you are always stars when it comes to things like this, and it often has a lot of people giving you compliments.

Even after graduating and becoming fully fledged pro-heroes, the outfit matching never stopped. In fact, without school rules, it increased. At all the hero galas the reporters would line up just to get the flick of the night from the two of you.

Whether it be through mountains high or rivers low, Mina loves you. She, and you, wouldn't have it any other way.

© solaarbeeam 2024. reposting and plagiarism are not allowed.

[zoandreez]

do for love ☆・:.,;*

pairing: e1610!milesmorales x blackfem!reader

summary: "what's a self care day?" miles said after you told him you were gonna be busy today. you couldn't help but invite him over and relax with him for the day.

word count: 1.1k

genre: fluff

a/n: first spiderverse fic!!

you were exhausted. your head throbbed with irritation for the past couple of days from stress. you couldn't even think properly with the F you got on your test raging in the back of your mind, not to mention your parents were on your case about it all week.

you figured after an allowance cutoff, and your chemistry grade dropping from an A to a C+, it couldn't get any worse. and as if fate was playing the worlds cruelest trick on you, you lost your airpods friday morning after waking up late and missing your geometry class.

so, you decided to take a self care day tomorrow.

you woke up late today, since you didn't need to get ready for school. in your dorm, you noticed your roomate was already gone. you sat up, rubbing your head. checking your phone groggily, you noticed the time. 10:31 AM. you would be in third period by now.

before you coulld figure out your plans for the day, you immediately got a call from "miles, mh 💗." you picked up, and you heard him sigh with relief.

"hey ma, where are you? i've been calling for the past 20 minutes."

"i'm just taking a break today."

"what do you mean?"

"im having a self care day."

"what's a self care day?

"..nigga are you serious? you're spiderman and you've never taken a break to take care of yourself?"

miles was silent for a moment. it was like he was thinking of what to say, but before he could explain his lack of mental health breaks, you cut him off.

"come to my dorm, we're taking a break day." you didn't even hesitate to invite him to relax with you. he was able to keep you sane, and it was comforting knowing he could be apart of it.

"on my way," he said, before hanging up.

after a moment, miles showed up at your dorm. you were still in your pajamas, but he showed up in his uniform. he was probably at school waiting for you, and you felt a bit guilty for not telling him about your break beforehand.

when you opened the door for him, his face immediately shifted to worry. "jesus, what happened to you?" he said as he looked you up and down.

your eyes were half-lidded, bags sunken, hand clutching your head. you had sighed when he said that, posture already slouched from stress. "this is not the time, just come in." you said, backing up so he can walk in the dorm.

as he walked in, you led him to the bathroom and pulled out your common "spa day" materials. a face mask, or two in this case, fash wash, scrub, shampoo, conditioner, and more.

you turned to miles and held out the two face masks: an aztec claymask, or a regular charcoal mask. "pick one," you urged. as he leaned towards the aztec, you looked at him questionably. "it hurts, are you sure?"

"why is it apart of your self care day if it hurts?"

"beauty is pain," you shrugged. "yes or no?"

"fine." he said, taking the aztec clay mask container out of your hand before reading the back. as he did that, you took a moment to brush your teeth.

"you know, you can take off your uniform."

"during school hours? with the chance of getting caught? i never thought you were that kind of person." miles joked. you elbowed him as you leaned forward to spit out the water.

"thats not what i meant. put on the hoodie you left in here last week." you wiped your mouth before handing him the face wash when he took off his uniform. "the fact that you don't know what a self care day is shows you are just dirty. how do you wash your face in the morning?"

"..water? and hand soap?"

you looked at him with a hint of disgust. "wash your face, boy."

"alright, damn," miles said chuckling before he leaned into the sink.

you left him in the bathroom while you changed out of your pajamas into a t-shirt and sweatpants. when miles came out the bathroom, he had on the hoodie you handed him and a pair of basketball shorts he probably got from his bag.

"alright, good. now come here," you jestured to your desk. he walked over and sat in the swivel chair, spinning it for a moment and putting his worn-24/7-but-still-amazingly-clean jordans before you stopped him. you held up the plastic butter knife you were holding before you pulled out a small container. you scooped up some of the mask and rubbed it onto his face. specifically, on any acne you saw.

somehow, with the worst skincare routine known to man, miles barely had any acne. you were jealous of how your boyfriend had such clear skin. especially with hand soap.

you leaned back to look at your work. miles looked like a confused alien covered in the green mask. you smiled before turning away to put the charcoal mask on yourself.

"so, what does this do?"

"it basically sucks toxins out of your skin and makes sure theres no dead skin clinging to your face. helps with upcoming acne or scars." you said mindlessly, the same explanation you heard time and time again from your own mother.

"ah," he replied, before plopping onto your dorm bed. you grabbed your computer and sat with him on the bed, scrolling through the amount of assignments you'd have to make up.

miles groaned before snatching your computer and opening netflix.

"it's 'sposed to be a self care day. no homework yet. what do you wanna watch?"

you looked at him, confused, but impressed. "have you seen 'missing' yet?"

"the one with the girl's mother who got kidnapped? nah, but i saw the trailer."

"let's watch that then," you said, opening the movie and clicking it before leaning on his shoulder. he wrapped an arm around your waist as you watched the movie, and you drifted off to sleep.

when you woke up, there was a wet paper towel on the nightstand next to your bed, stained with black and green. your macbook was neatly placed, charging, and there was a note.

"hey ma,

your roomate came back from her clases so i figured i wouldn't make it awkward. i tried my best to wipe off your face mask. you were right, that shit started burning, it was so tight.

anyways, sorry about whatever happened that made you feel so horrible this morning, but i hope your 'self care day' helped.

miles," in his infamous grafiti signature.

in the corner of the note was a spiderman logo, and a drawing of you asleep. you cracked a smile.

p/a/n: not my best work but thats ok sorry guys

[cxhleel108]

LITG S8 Thots for this week: Girl PLEASEEEE😭😭😭

• Bae I kinda don’t care lolz let’s kiss please.

• Sienna Idgaf what you THINK I should be doing with Oakley! I THINK you should leave the villa and go to a salon cuz that hair ain’t doing you no type of favors😐

• Outfit time!

• This just oozes sex like yassss!

• BOY I JUST SAID I DONT CARE RIP THIS LINGERIE OFF MY BODY AND FUCK ME!!!

• Claudia is so done with everyone I’m cryingggg.

• First Liam and Kyle, now Liam and Hari christ almighty you niggas is GAY this season!

• Girl maybe cuz he ain’t wanna wake up to see yo ass in this damn floral nightgown from JCPenny?

• They got Shawn up in this mf talking bout some “mate” girl he is from ATLANTA. We don’t talk like that down South!

• Are you ready to die Liam?

• Everyone backing me up against this loser. See when you’re that girl!

• Claudia x Bea when?

• Luna your “default reaction” to avoid accountability being to throw your friends under the bus is not good niece…let’s unpack that.

• “Next time we kiss, I want us to be coupled up.” boy please!🤣🤣🤣

• So I also decided to marry Oak and use my pie on him…am I down bad? Yeah. Do I give a fuck? Nope! Also I’m not wasting my pie on Liam’s irrelevant ass.

• Oh no! Sienna kissed Shawn! She really got me with that one y’all!

• Ummmm…???

• Not even gonna question it. It’s gonna be some stupid shit anyway.

• Yeah so I lied. FUCK LIAM!

• All that shit Hari just told me I could’ve inferred on my own but aight.

• I didn’t know the definition was “Loser girl constantly pines after crush in a delusional and embarrassing manner.”

• Why is this tea that Jin and Luna are telling me being framed as happening last night but also after SMP? Where the fuck is the timeline going right now???

• Here they go tryna make me the mf couples therapist again🙄🙄🙄

• Oakley eating Shawn up in this argument and Shawn’s only rebuttal is the fact that he’s good at friendships…😭😭😭😭😭

• Uh uh l had to interrupt cuz Ion like how he tryna speak for me insinuating that my head turned in Casa.

• Yet she’s so focused on my nigga??? I hate this fugly ho.

• Outfit time!

• This Swan Lake ass dress help.

• They involving the public so much this season my god I hope them messy bitches are happy.

• Me lying and saying I think Jin and Luna are genuine just so I don’t have to agree with Sienna. I’m so petty😭

• Good thing you don’t get paid for thinking!

• Oak been around me too much cuz why is he so shady likendndjsjams.

• Us just flirting nonstop in the open like this…Shawn just leave atp babe😭😭😭

• Oops🤭

• Now Oakley only trusts me and nobody else yes all according to plan😈🙏🏽

• Oh great I can’t wait for them to try to spin the narrative that either Oakley or I cheated from a 3 second clip from Raunchy Races or some shit.

[kolour-me-kourt]

Chapter Twenty Two: Consider it handled

It was time for the play offs meaning Jayson was focused. 100% of his attention was on getting to and winning the championship. They were two weeks out so YN started to prepare herself already he would be traveling working day and night and he would be tired.

She began thinking of ways to maximize her time with Jayson and she came up with a clever idea because she honestly couldn't stand the thought of several weeks with him just being on the phone ... every other day. So when he called her that night she was extra happy and he could tell. She had him on FaceTime on her MacBook.

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"What you want baby?" He smiled in the camera "why I gotta want something?" "You don't have to but I know you do" she rolled her eyes "well I been thinking ...." She bits her lips "mhm bout what?" "playoffs are coming up and I know all your attention is going there it's the first time we're going through this as a couple um so I was wondering how you felt about me getting a hotel up there until the championship is over.... So that if you do have just a little time between games and Deuce you could see me without flying out because you'll be doing enough traveling during the games..." he remains quiet which made her nervous

"so that's a no ... okay" she answers for him "ima have tunnel vision so I don't want you to feel so damn secluded in a hotel room just waiting on me whenever I'm free ... I like the fact that you would sacrifice and do that but I don't want you to actually do that" "— but it's probably the only way we'll see each other. Have you thought about it?" "No I haven't I was trying to ignore it" she pouts

"well that's not helping us Jay" "okay we'll get you a nice hotel up here until the championship... have you worked it out with your job?" "Yes all of that's handled I'll only have to fly out like twice for some meetings"  "let's just find you a nice loft... for when you're here" "I mean I was springing for the hotel bae idk about paying rent and my mortgage" "it's crazy you thought you were gonna pay for that hotel. You doing something for me why would you have to pay?" "That's a lot of money to ask of you Jayson" he shakes his head

"I'm glad you don't look at me and see dollar signs but baby I'm good what I look like having you in the red when I'm good? I'll have realtor in mind I'll give her your number and you can come look at stuff since you were coming Friday anyway" "you asking me?" "Nah not really you can keep the loft after the championship" "okay baby" "mhm thank you for thinking about me and my time"

"I was being selfish too ... I miss you when it's only been a week or two I can't imagine six weeks so thank you" " as focused as I be ... I'll be needing you so I'm glad you thought of this too" "you'll come look with me? Or you want me to just get something?" "It needs to be close to me or that defeats the purpose .... And after that I don't care" "so you're coming?" "Mhm I'm coming" she smiles

"well ... I'll see you tomorrow" "don't rush me off the phone ... what you doing?" "Nothing daddy don't get aggressive with me" she laughs "I got something new at my place ... that you might enjoy" "like what" "like something you're gonna use" he smiled "you'll use it to?" "on you " "you just wanna tease me" he laughed "what you trying to rush off the phone for?" "Nobody is rushing off the phone crazy" she smiles  "I'm not being crazy... I know you"

"how am I rushing you off the phone Jayson" she playfully rolled her eyes "it's a feeling I can't explain it" "welllll I'm letting you know I wanna talk to my boyfriend" "but?" "No buts Nigga why you dont trust me tonight?" He laughed "idk you acting funny ... you gotta surprise for me or something?" "Nope no surprise" "what's under your robe? Nothing?" "Lingerie" she said bluntly

"let me see" "Jayson" "baby please just let me see" she opens her robe and stands up so he can get the full affect. "Damn you look good.... Your thighs look amazing in that... who you wearing it for?" "It's just me Jayson" "I know ... and usually you'll have on a oversized T shirt with nothing else .... So I'll ask again" she smiled

" Damn Nosey I was gonna take some pictures tonight and let you see tomorrow but since you ruined it I'll just stay in bed" "so you  were

rushing me off the phone" "I wanted to do it before I got sleepy" "bring something sexy Friday and I'll take the pictures for you... well for me to keep"

"in between loft shopping?" She laughed "probably after" "I'll have to find something new to wear" "damn I can't wait" "bae it's tomorrow" "wait today is Thursday?" She laughed "yes" "damn the whole day I been thinking it was Wednesday" "well idk what you been up to this week but I'm coming tomorrow and you better be in place or else" "or else what?" His voice was deep but forceful... she loved that he didn't have to raise his voice to show dominance

"Ima—" she saw his face and even through her computer screen it made her lose her breath "hm? You'll what?" "No—nothing i just want you on time" "I'm always on time don't pretend like you tell me" she got herself together

"ima have a attitude if you're not there" "uh huh" "I'm serious" "anytime you have a attitude I fuck it out of you... so let's just be real for a second" "I am being real" "you wanna get fucked?" "after you take my pictures ... you'll be on the road soon you need something" "I'll like a video too" "mmmmm maybe" "why maybe?" "You think you deserve a video?" "Yes that's why I'm asking for one... I'm getting you a whole loft in Boston" she laughed "you do ... but do I feel like making one?" "We'll make one together ... don't trip" "risky business" "is it fun if it's no risk involved?"

"Yes and it's safe" "booo you being lame" YN laughed "no you didn't" "I should come to get you... I gotta do something in your city so you can ride back to the airport with me" "why is this the first I'm hearing of it?" "Cause it's a meeting" "all the way in my city?" "Yeah" "and they don't want you to do it virtually?" "I probably could ... but I rather be in person" "okay baby" "so like I'll be there at 11 and we can leave at 3" "how long do you think the meeting will be?" "Hella quick" "so you coming here for a hella quick meeting?" " yeah" "and I'm just hearing about it ... the day before I'm supposed to see you?"

He sighs "what's the confusion?" "Don't come here to do nothing stupid" "like what?" "Jayson I'm not playing" "I'm coming to handle business and to get you that's it" "I said what I said Jayson" "and I said what I said YN ... any other issue?" "I'll talk to you later when you tell me what the fuck is going on Fr and stop playing with me" "just ask me what you wanna know instead of beating around the bush"

"who's the meeting with?" "A man anything else" "I wasn't accusing you of cheating!" "I didn't say you were" "then why say a man when I clearly wanted a name" "hit me later" "no Jayson" "no?" "If you're coming all this way to say something to Melo you're crazy and it's gonna make you look insecure cause we're not even talking"

"I gotta handle it cause you couldn't ... and it's my fault for believing you could. you see too much good in people when they mean you no good ... ima speak my peace I don't care if y'all haven't talked" "that annoys me" "thank you for letting me know your feelings but I'm not bitting my tongue no more .... Through the whole relationship I've let you handle it and it turned into him talking about your pussy is his ... eight fuckin months into this relationship! that's dumb and that should've told yo ass that he only care about your pussy... what he do send flowers when you were sick? I made sure I dropped everything to see my baby because I love you more than I've ever loved a girl I was with but you wanna fight me on this shit" "I'm not trying to fight you on anything but I don't want you getting something off your chest being

Misconstrued"

"So....I have all this anger inside of me? You telling me I should have to live with everything I wanna say to him while he living his best life? Just cause what?" "You got me and he knows that so why rub it in more?" "Cause I got shit to say!.... It's not just about you it's about the principle I didn't say I was gonna fight him I said I wanted to talk to the Nigga he grown stop trying to protect him. Any other Nigga would've been beat his ass but I been trying to think of you" "okay" "okay?"

"It's no changing your mind so yeah okay just scoop me after I'll be ready to go" "that's what I like to hear" he smiles "whatever I'll hit you later" "so now you have a attitude with me? Over a nigga? Crazy hit me up when you making sense" she hangs up sighing part of her wanted to reach out to Melo just to warn him. But she decided not too simply because she had to put her relationship above Melo like she's been neglecting to do this whole time.

She noticed Jayson  made points he was right however she was still upset. It made her feel like he didn't trust her enough to not fuck Melo however that was far from the truth Jayson had all trust in her but he didn't like the constant disrespect regardless it was still happening he was gonna make sure it didn't happen again at all.

"I'm sorry for hanging up... and getting upset I love you and I'll call you later after I calm down" she texted him because she didn't want him to be the bigger person again she was wrong and she needed to admit that.

"Be ready to talk like an adult or don't call at all"

He said simply ... okay clearly she had pissed him off. No I love you no I forgive you ...She wonders if it'll ruin their weekend plans ... or their plans in general he was buying her a loft... if their relationship goes left would he kick her out? Why she immediately thinking break up just because he's upset she needs to stop doing that but it's hard too.

                     *time skip

She never called because she never calmed down before she knew it she had doozed off and it was the next morning 11 am to be exact. "Well shit" it's like she had taken two Benadryl, had a hot shower and was sleeping in sheets fresh from the dryer. Jayson was in her city ... probably cursing Melo out right now. She wonders how he even got him to agree to meeting up? Was it in public? Would it get heated? Or worse physical? She exhaled picking up her phone she had no texts or missed calls from Jayson ... was he even coming still? Was it over? Should she reach out?

She gets up unpacking her bag and finally heading to the bathroom using it, brushing her teeth and showering. When she was done she sat in her towel on the couch with the tv on Just playing she had nothing to give to anyone she had fumbled Jayson and it made her depressed that fast ... but she was too prideful to call but she doubts he'll be here today he had finally had enough.

A hour or two passes by and then she heard her doorbell. She glanced at the door but decided to ignore it because she figured it was someone trying to sell something after a few more rings she hears the key being placed inside and the door unlocks .... Only a few people had her key ... her mom, sister, best friend .... And Jayson.

Two were out of town and one would've called before using the key... Jayson would assume she was sleep.

It felt like it took forever for the person to appear but she heard the heavy foot steps taking off shoes and then his voice said her name loudly.

"YN!" Loudly aggressively almost demanding to see her. It made her body shiver.

"In here" she said softly and weakly  he walks in fully after locking her door. He looks her up and down skeptically "here to finish the job?" She asks silently cursing herself because her voice was already cracking

...man the fuck up bitch ... who raised you  her thoughts were loud but they still conflicted with her feelings

"Am I supposed to know what the fuck  you're talking about" "you didn't call" "you said you would" "but when I —-" "I should've assumed? Just called you? No if you say you're gonna do something do it ... why the back and forth" "you didn't even let me finish my sentence Jayson" "because I knew the answer ... was I wrong?" "Can I help you?" " are you packed? We were supposed to leave at 3" "I thought we were done" she says softly... hearing it out loud she knows it was dumb.

It was currently 2:24

"Done with what?" "This! The relationship... everything" "why? Did I say I was done?" "No but I didn't hear from you" "when I tell you we done then we done ... go pack your bag" "Jay—" "now! We can do all this other shit later we got appointments today.. I don't wanna be late we rushing already " she bits the inside of her cheek out of nervousness but then stands up listening to him she walks to her bed room looking at the pile of clothes she had taken out of her suitcase earlier when she assumed he wasn't coming.

She began folding the clothes and placing everything back in her bags after five minutes he met her in her closet. "I'll take them down when you done" "okay" "we're probably gonna have to go straight to the first condo since we behind time so make sure you wear something you want people to see you in" "okay... these bags are packed I'll put some clothes on and met you at the car" "ight" he grabs her bags gently walking down the stairs she sighs fighting back tears .... What did he say to Melo more importantly what did Melo say to him  and is that why he is still mad at her. Normally Jayson would calm down ... give her a kiss...slap her ass... Fuck her ... something.... anything but instead he gave nothing at All.

She takes deep breaths standing in her closet she needed to be comfortable but a little formal because that's exactly how Jayson was dressed. He clearly wanted her to give off a certain image or he would've never mentioned what she should put on.

He had on

So she put on

Cute but simple ... didn't look like she was trying too hard she paired it with a purse that matched her pants and then rushed to the car.

In this moment she was seeking his approval he needed to say she look nice.... No matter how upset he was he would say that. She locked her house and then strutted towards Jaysons rental. He was staring her up and down to him she was moving in slow motion and his eyes couldn't help but take pictures of her  He opened her door for her .. good sign. Once he got in the car he looked at her again.

"You look good ... glad you wore green" "thank you" wearing green was also strategic sliding through with his teams colors ... easiest way to get him to like an outfit. The ride to the airport was quiet and even when they got onto the private plane they didn't sit beside eachother.

They landed at 6 and the appointment was at 7. She guessed he had someone bring his car because it was  ready for them when they walked off the plane. Once again he took care of her getting her things off the plane and into the car and opening and closing her door... still without speaking a word.

She didn't have to question his love for her it clearly was still there he was just fed up but also in this moment she needed to hear him say it.

"We got a lil under a hour ... do you wanna drop our stuff off and then meet her? Or go straight there" "whatever you think is best ... if we truly have enough time we should drop our stuff off cause I know we're gonna be tired later" "that's what I was thinking too" "cool" he licks his lips taking off toward his house she sighs noticing a bruise on his right hand developing she wonders where it came from but in this environment he will never tell her.

"... if you still love me I need to hear you say it .... Please" she says softly. Taking that risk he decided he wouldn't be a asshole like he wanted to be because her voice told him she wasn't being extra she truly needed to hear him say I love you and mean it

  "I love you..." "thank you" "you should allow me to be upset tho... I'm not going no where" "I am... I'm trying and I'm mad too but I still needed to hear you..." "I get it" "did you see him today?" "Stop it right now" "what did he say to you to get you so mad at me?" "YN I already said stop I'm not repeating myself!" he hits the steering wheel making her shake. She places her hand on the back of his neck stroking his hair softly.

"If you wanna fix this ... and you want me here with you on this journey you should allow me to explain myself" "explain what?" He said calmly "whatever you need me to explain but I can't continue going like this ... I hate when you're mad at me and I hate being mad at you" "I'm not ready to talk yet though... so where does that leave us?" "Stuck... but I'll respect you enough to be okay with that for now" "I'm not going to sleep mad at you... so let's just pause this whole thing until we're in the house for good tonight" "pause meaning what"

"let's just be normal especially in front of Hannah I don't want any stories out about us... arguing" she glanced at him not uttering a word so he spoke up again "yes?no?maybe?" "Okay I guess" after ten minutes go by he finally pulls into his driveway "ima just take the stuff inside real quick and come back" "okay" YN takes her seatbelt off anyway getting out of the car

"what you doing? I don't need help" "... getting a bottle of water? That cool wit you?" He hands her the keys without saying anything else.

She walks away she could feel him staring her up and down it made her smirk. She unlocks the door leaving it wide open and she goes straight for the kitchen grabbing a water and some gummies she didn't realize she was hungry until this very moment. She opens the pack eating the whole thing then placing the tiny package in the trash can.

As she turns to walk out of the kitchen she felt her boyfriends familiar big hands on her waist picking her up sitting her on the counter and then he kissed her deeply causing her to moan. Her legs wrapped around his waist her hands were placed firmly behind her keeping her upright she feared if she laid down they wouldn't be seeing any of the places tonight.

"I love you ... you're beautiful... I want you here... I'm just frustrated and angry and all of that isn't because of you but we can finish this later we gotta go" he grabs the keys waking out of the kitchen she tried to get herself together ... cause what the fuck was that? don't get her wrong she loved the reassurance but he was being really hot and then freezing five seconds later she stands up walking out of the kitchen and then out of the house he stood at the door waiting to lock it.

She stared at the car he had bought her ... sitting pretty outside. She hops in his car waiting patiently for him to get in the drivers seat. He typed in the first address it had them arriving at 7:05 meaning it was fifteen minutes away from his house.

When he pulls off she stares at him "why'd you kiss me?" "I'm sorry? I thought we were dating" "we are but ... you're mad at me" "I kissed you because I hadn't kissed you and I wanted to" he licked his lips clearly thinking about doing it again. She smiles "well... I liked it... wish we didn't have to leave" "you wanted more? I know I did but—" he trails off "but what?" "Um...We haven't fucked since your surgery I didn't wanna be all rough with you" she didn't think that was really the truth but she'll go for it ... for now

"and you would've been?" "Yeah ... it would've been rushed and aggressive and I didn't want that" YN cracks her window clearly getting hot he started to laugh "I wasn't trying to turn you on ... I was being dead ass" "I know I just got a little hot" "mhm" "I like the idea of you making love to me ... your touch is everything to me and when I don't have it for so long ... the simplest kiss or touch from you goes a long way that's all I'm trying to say so all this build up.... for us to have a disagreement and now we're stuck" he sighs

"we always figure it out... don't we?" "Yeah but what if one day we just don't" "the way we've always communicate even if we're arguing ... we gon figure shit out it just might not be pretty and you should come to terms with that" "and if I don't want to?" He glanced at her "you'll be disappointed everytime YN" she laughs "it's crazy how accustomed  I've become to you calling me anything but my name... I get a little pain in my heart everytime you say it ... with that tone because I know normally I would be getting called baby" "you are my baby and I love you" she starts tearing up

"why are you mad at me then" he sighs pulling into the parking garage "YN please"  "sorry I just ..." she gets cut off by his messages being read by siri " from Hannah (realtor) "sorry Mr.Tatum I am running about ten minutes late. I am on my way! Stuck in traffic. Want to respond?" Yes ... okay we're here waiting "

"Never mind" YN says softly taking her seatbelt off "why do you get so frustrated with me?" "Im not frustrated." "What's the better word for it then?" She laughs "well yeah frustrated but not at you at myself" she adjusts herself in the seat staring at him.

"I did talk to him..." Jayson says staring at her searching for a reaction. She quickly gets up straddling his lap. Kissing him roughly. He grabs her ass "what you doing YN" "call me baby ... and we have ten minutes " she moans "YN stop! Damn!" She pulls away jumping out of the car slamming his door. She walks toward the exit so she could get to the building.

"Are you YN?" YN fixes her face looking up. "Yes? Are you Hannah?" "Yes will Jayson be joining us?" "Mhm he's in the car I gotta little excited and left my phone so if you could call him and tell him we're ready" "okay great" she calls him and he says he's coming.

"So how are you tonight Hannah?" "Great! How is your night going " " pretty good im just getting in now" "are you bi costal?" "No just a few hours away" "Nice well Jayson told me some of the things you wanted so I tried to make sure I got them all I'm really excited about this loft. "Great I'm excited too.... Here he comes" YN watches Jayson walk slowly towards them his face was slightly flushed she knows he was upset and confused.

"Sorry it took me so long ladies are you guys ready?" He reaches for YN hand ... really turning on the charm. She takes his hand. After all he was right they did need to keep up appearances.

"Yes! If you two could just follow me this way"

They made small talk as they went into the building going up to the top floor. When she walked into the loft her mouth dropped.

"I know you wanted lots of windows and a large kitchen and bedroom

So this what I wanted to lead with it's one bedroom and two full bathrooms you have access to the roof it's a pool and gym in the building as well" "washer and dryer connection?" "No but there's an on hand laundry room located on the fifth floor" "ooou yikes" YN says

"we'll still let's walk around" Jayson says feeling like she had counted it out before even looking "yes of course" Hannah walks them through each room in the house after looking at the kitchen "it's great so far" YN adds to make sure Hannah knows she did a good job they continue to walk around until they finish back in the living room space .

"What do you think?" YN asks Jayson "you'll spend the most time here it's about what you like" "I care about what you like tho" "it's alright I don't think you should take the first one we see though" YN rolls her eyes Hannah laughs a little "well I'll let you guys walk around again and I'll be right here so you can tell me what you think" "okay sounds great" YN smiles and begins walking Jayson stays close to her watching her reactions. He could tell she wanted to say something to him but she didn't know what to say. He glanced down bitting his lip

"Uh let's look in the bathroom again" "okay?" She follows behind him as they go through the bedroom and into the bathroom. He lets her walk in first turning on the light she looks i. the shower and he closes the door she looks up at him a little shocked. "Yes?" He picks her up placing her back on the door. "No Jayson ..." "huh?" "When I did this in the car I was told no... I'm telling you no" "tit for tat?" "Call it what you want but don't deny me and then five seconds later be kissing and touching on me you're hot one mintue then cold the next... put me down ... please " he listens

" some of that grace you claim you have with me... where is it now?" He almost pouts she places her head under his shirt making him laugh she kissed his chest and his stomach softly. "What you doing?" "Wishing I was tall enough to reach your face" she smiled "I can lean down a little bit for a kiss"

he leans down allowing her to kiss his lips and his cheeks "I love you I swear I do ... just well maybe we shouldn't have come out when we were beefing" "yeah ... but who knew we would be here" "you would've known if you told me earlier you were meeting Melo" he smirked "you right... let's go before she think we fuckin" "and? What she gon do about it?" He laughed "I'm sure she don't care I'm just saying" "how you know her anyway?" "Just through some people she has great turn arounds and I need you in here in like two weeks so..." "oh ... okay well yeah let's go" he opens the door "... after you" she smirked walking out and down the stairs to meet Hannah

"soooo after a lot of conversation we decided this can be put on the maybe list" "okay I totally understand tomorrow I have three more we can look at if you want" "yes that's sounds great" "okay I'll schedule the appointments what works better for you morning afternoon or night?" "Early afternoon should be fine"

They finally started leaving heading back to their cars walking and talking 

"okay great... what made you unsure about this one?" "Well I do a lot of laundry I like to have it in my home the thought of using a laundry mat and not being able to wash clothes randomly bothers me .... But everything else was great honestly" "okay great any final thoughts Jayson" "the price for this one was perfect if we can stay in that price range" "and what was the price  if I may ask?" Before Hannah could answer Jayson cut her off "no you may not it doesn't matter" "but you just said you wanna stay around there" YN says looking confused

"Thank you Hannah we look forward to seeing you tomorrow ... do you need us to walk you to your car?"  She smiled "nope I'm right here see you guys tomorrow" "bye Hannah" YN says as they walk I back to Jaysons car. 

"Don't ever disrespect me like that again" she says to him before he could even open her door "get in the car now" "or what Jayson?" He remains quiet "thought so" she gets in the car and he slams the door so hard the car shook.

He gets in the car and sighs

"I wasn't  trying to disrespect you I didn't wanna talk numbers in front of you because then you would be trying to go too low to save some money that's not for you to save... okay?" "I still like to know things" "but you always so extra when you know things ... that's why I don't tell you things" he begins backing up.

It was now a little after 8 he hadn't mentioned dinner but she was ready to go home and get in the bed push comes to shove she'll order something. He grabs her hand softly

"You deep in thought talk to me" "I'm just tired ... and when we get home I just wanna get in the bed. My whole day has been ... ugh I can we talk about the Melo thing now? the anxiety is really high and the conversation about this situation is honestly long over due"

"Long story short .... I just met up with him and told him he need to do us all a favor and stay away from you. He said he wasn't worried about you no more cause he was back with his ex and quote 'you can have her' I felt like he was on some disrespectful shit so I said some wild shit before you ask no I don't remember what it was specifically he said some wild shit back and then one of his people came and pulled him away"

"do you feel like you solved anything?" "I made my presence known I feel like as long as it's only you saying these things he wasn't respecting it but I'm a man you don't gotta like me but you gon respect me and mine" she smiled "I actually ... appreciate you caring about me that much" "I'm glad you said that bae cause it's not just because you're my woman it's because you are a woman you deserve to be treated with respect and dignity and he's never gonna do that to you so he needs to just leave you alone"

" am I stupid for thinking him and I could be friends?" "Like I said earlier you be expecting you out of people but you only get that with me" she started to tear up "don't leave me I know I'm slow and hard to deal with sometimes but ... I deserve you I promise I do" "I know bae... and we gon ride out none of that crying shit tonight ... let's switch the subject"

"you were going to fuck me in that bathroom?" She says trying to brighten up the situation. He laughed loudly pulling in front of the house and parking his car "I don't know what I was gonna do .... I was just trying to feel you be soft again. I hate when we're mad at each other. We shouldn't be arguing " "I love you..." "I love you  too.... Can we go be us again?" She smiles  "Yes please" he gets out of the car going to open her door. He kisses her lips softly and then moved so she could get out of the car. "Jay" "hmmm?" He unlocks the door she gasps  "Jayson .... Wow"

He smiles "yeah you was making up with me one way or another" he kisses the top of her head she laughed "wow baby this is beautiful" "if you would follow me we should have some food waiting on us" she walks to the table.

"I'm sorry but how tf did you do all this... like we've been together the whole afternoon ... I came in this house" he laughed "that's why I was rushing out... I told them what I wanted and had them set it up while I was gone" "you let strangers in your house ... Alone?" "Nick came and watched them and then left after everybody was gone.... Actually what took me so long to get out the car he had called and was showing me everything" "well I'll have to tell him thank you.... But most importantly thank you Bae I appreciate the effort ... now it's time I do that same"

"let's eat before our food get cold" she sits down pouring herself some wine and then Jayson some. And then she wrapped the sauce covered noodles around her fork anxious to know what the pasta tasted like.

"What did you mean by it's time you do the same?" He asks her staring in her eyes. "I feel like you do these big gestures right ... I miss you so you fly into town to be with me when you could be doing literally anything else, I wanna take up more of your time you help me do it comfortably by finding me a place to stay out here, i can keep going but I won't you do all that and what do I provide you?" "YN you change your work schedule every week depending on what days I'm free and can see you, I be lonely and don't have time to fly to you so you fly to me, last road trip you knew I would be hungry as fuck when I got home but you also knew it would be late and I would be too tired to get anything ... so you ordered my favorite food and had it delivered to the house ... like you had the timing of this shit so damn close, you better me spiritually, how many talks do we have when you're literally telling me how great I am and I'm just getting started you're my partner I don't look at everything I do and then compare it to what you do... but you do a lot and you look at it as things you should just be doing but you don't have to do those things"

"I know that but I do them because I love you... I'm in love with you" "everything I do is because I'm in love with you" "I wanna do more" "good luck with that bae" she laughed "the food is good btw" "yeah I think so too I wasn't sure if I should get this or the salmon ... I figured this would be better for you" "what's one thing I could do to help better our relationship?" He thought for a second "stop assuming the worse from me I don't know if it's because I fucked up or it's because you're not use to good Niggas maybe it's a mixture but you should always assume ima pull through for you and do what I'm supposed to do"

"cause you're my man" "damn right" she smiled "I love being your girl" "let me ask you something else baby" "yes?" "Why on earth did you think I would just leave you like that? Like we had a disagreement the night before and then we just done? That don't seem dramatic to you?" She takes a sip of her wine.

"I think it was not hearing from you too.... Like no contact had me going through it " "you said you would call me when you calmed down" "but I never really did..." "so? What should you have done? Let this be a growing experience..." "Call you anyway?" "So we can talk it out... you sat there and drove yourself crazy literally for no reason" "you're right... I just always expect you to call or show up when I haven't reached out" "look at it from my side tho... that shit was about to get ugly so why would I rush to talk to you and risk making it worse or catching you at a time where you not ready to talk and then who knows what would happen"

"yeah I don't be thinking like that" "I need you to baby... we'll get along a lot better if you just stop assuming" "I'll try... check me if I do it" "I enjoy checking you" he kissed her lips softly "babyyyy I was chewing" "you will be fine" she laughed  "how you know that?" "Cause I'm not going no where" " even if I want you too?" "well why would you?" "I wouldn't I was just trying to catch you off guard" he rolled his eyes laughing

"find something better to do" "than to mess with you? No it's too fun" she smiles standing up grabbing his plate "YN?" "Hm?" She asks from the kitchen "leave those dishes don't wash them" "can I rinse them? And Put them in the washer machine" "washer machine?" He laughed "shit! I'm so sleepy the dish washer!" He walks in turning her around he kisses her lips again talking while never moving his lips off hers

"yeah baby put them in the washer machine" "you'll never let me live that one down huh🫠" "nah probably not" "it's getting late" "it is ... you good?" "Mhm better now that we talked ... this morning I was going through it I had to force myself to take a shower I was becoming depressed and you didn't even break up with me.... But I felt like you were about to" "what did you think he was gonna say to me?" "I had no clue what he would say but it's not like you don't already know everything I guess I was just more so like that was gonna be your last straw like arguing with him about me was gonna open your eyes and you were gonna be done"

"nah cause for whatever reason I'm able to see how that shit spiraled out of control you never really told me how it started and idgaf but if you talking to somebody that much you're gonna develop some type of feelings I think you always looked at him as a friend even though you were having sex with him but that wasn't the case for him and then when you moved on he wasn't expecting that and he was use to being in control but he didn't have any anymore so .... He kept trying to fuck this up... but you know how I knew you were really over him today?"

"How?" "I mentioned him being back with his ex and you didn't even flinch like it didn't hurt you at all" YN smiled when she realized that "damn ... I guess I kinda knew that was coming too he can't be alone" "but baby can tonight be the very last night he comes up in any of our conversation since you done with him and he done with you let's leave him where he belongs ... in the past" "I agree with you let's leave that shit in the past"

But one thing YN didn't know was Jayson was lying about the altercation with Lamelo it actually went like this...

*flashback*

Jayson knew Melo would be in the weight room with a few of his teammates at this specific time. Melo had no clue Jayson was coming or that he even knew his schedule. Jayson wanted it that way he was very strategic and needed the upper hand.

Jayson roamed into the weight room looking for Melo. "Ayo nigga" his aggression made everyone stop what they were doing "I know that ain't who I think it is" Melo says laughing while  walking closer to Jayson "you know who I am lil nigga don't play. Keep my girl name out your mouth don't come to her house don't send her no crazy shit none of that it's over. You hear me? Say something else you'll be dealing with me" Melo laughed

"that girl blocked me on everything go check her not me" "she good don't worry about her" "I'm back wit my girl so why would I be worried bout that

h—" before Melo could finish saying hoe Jayson and punched him In his face. Melos teammates quickly grabbed Jayson pulling him away and getting him out of the weight room.

Terry Rozier ran after Jayson "yoooo I've never seen you do no shit like that ... these girls are not special you can get a new one if Melo already fucked her it's nothing to be punching a nigga for"

"respectfully Terry you don't know what you talking about she not no hoe she my girl and he been disrespecting her constantly. If they had did what they did in the past and he left her alone then I wouldn't care but he keep popping up to her house and everybody know that's not cool ... I ain't mean to punch that nigga tho but don't call my girl no hoe" "look let me go get him and y'all talk this out like men ... I don't want no shit escalating cause outside of all of this we got careers to be thinking about" "alright you right" "wait here" "ight"

Terry goes and gets Melo bringing him back out to Jayson.

"I shouldn't have put my hands on you but all I'm asking you to do is stop disrespecting YN at some point she had to mean something to you ... just respect her" "I do... that's why I'm keeping my distance she Fr blocked me on everything like I told her you won. I'm back with my ex I don't care I'm good you don't gotta worry bout me popping up no more" "ight bet"

Melo starts to walk off so jayson goes and gets in the car he realizes it's almost 2:30 and him and YN were supposed to leave at three. He sits in the car contemplating on just going home or going to see YN ... he was still pissed at the whole situation .... The thought of her being disrespected got him completely out of character. He needed to go see her maybe that'll make everything right.

But as we all know by the time he got to her all his thoughts were racing and the sight of her pissed him off why wouldn't she text or call him and why was she still trying to fight.... He needed answers but he also knew this wasn't the end of the relationship ... so he made sure she flew home with him.

He didn't have to talk to her he just needed to see her.

*end of flashback*

He contemplated telling her the full story .... But he didn't. They continued to kiss as she sits on the counter in the kitchen. "If you were gonna stand here and kiss me I had time to wash those dishes." She smiles "I didn't know if you wanted to do a little more than kisses ... so I thought I would get you worked up first" "you know me... I would love to but ... I'm so tired" he kisses her forehead

"that's fine ... like I said earlier I wanna take my time with you ... it's been so long" "while I'm here you know when I get my place.... We have to fuck in every room of that place" "kitchen?" "Mhm" "bedroom?" "Definitely" "damn okay I got you let me get my water in now ... you like to try and kill me" he picks her up taking her upstairs "you be wanting rounds too Jay so stop lying" "yeah I go rounds but you be playing whole matches" YN laughed as he Threw her on the bed.

"What you gotta do tomorrow?" She asks "gym plus team bounding at four" "team bounding?" "Yeah we might go out or something" "oh okay" he kisses her forehead "after working out we usually don't feel like doing that and we push it back" he smiles making her smile too "just let me know" "of course"

*time skip

It was three in the morning and she couldnt go back to sleep... she wanted Jayson so badly and he was so close. She never thought she would be of those bitches fucking at three in the morning after being sleep .... But here she was wanting him she stared at his back and arms ... he was so muscular.

She lightly brushes her nails up and down his back he quickly rolls over catching her off guard "you can't sleep either?" His voice was so damn deep. "No... I was sleep and then I woke up and I just..." she scoots closer to him while rubbing down his body her hand immediately begins rubbing his dick he groaned.

"That's what you want? That's why you can't sleep?" "Mhm... I need you bad baby please" he kisses her neck "turn around" she turns around and immediately he lifts leg up. She feels him hard as ever playing in between her folds. "Baby .... Please" "fuck... so wet what was you dreaming about?" He slides inside of her

"I didn't have to dream ... you're right here" his hand goes around her throat "damn that was sexy" "fuck... shit" he moved slowly but still very deep.

"You got all this ass I can't fuck you like I want" he laughs repositioning himself so he could be right in between her legs she spreads them wide as he slides in. "Nah ... not right now" before she could ask what he was talking about he closes her legs holding her close .... It's caused a whole new feeling.

"You like that?" "Yes baby I love it" "so .. damn tight" he moves his hips a little faster she stared deep in his holding his hands as his hands hold her hips. "I love you.... So much" she says smiling he noticed her hand was over her new scar and every time her hand naturally moved she puts it back.

He leans down kissing her lips "you beautiful you know that?" "Mhm" he kisses down her body kissing her scar over and over. "Baby don't" sliding back inside her. She loses all her air "shhh...Don't hide anything from me ... I love it All" "it's not that big... but it's new" "you feel insecure about it?" "It's the first time you're seeing it" "and it's doesn't take anything away from your beauty just something extra to love"

she arched her back "you're so amazing Jayson" "mhm I know baby" she smiles his thumb begins to rub her clit causing her legs to shake with anticipation "cockyyy" "shutup" his strokes became faster. "You—" "what I just say?" His hand goes over mouth. She pouts and licks his hand. He laughs "you just licked my hand?"  He laughs "Mhmmm" he sticks his thumb in her mouth "suck it" he watched as she listened and then he roughly pulled it out if her mouth placing it on her clit "ughhh" "you close right? Cum wit me" "mhmm" "wit me baby... now" he watched her body for when she was really about to blow and then he released too.

He pulls out slowly laying down she double taps her phone laughing a little "it's four in the morning" "yeah... we should go back to sleep he pulls her closer she grabs his hand kissing it.

"You told me everything right?" He kissed the top of her head "why you asking that?" "Just wondering what you bumped your hand into ... it's seriously bruised so I wanted to make sure it wasn't somebody face" she kissed it "yeah I hit it hard. Before I got you yesterday" "does it hurt?" "It's A little sore I'll be fine" "you can still play?" "You know I'm playing" YN laughs "okay ... so you good?" "I'm good ... you good?"

"Phenomenal" "goodnight bae..." "but wait ... while we asking questions that number that kept calling you a while back.... Came back up when we were at your place... you ready to tell me who tf that is?

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[jjunie-0]

Ok? And if I used a slur in my previous ask? It’s just a word, Your writings still suck, and yes I am unemployed but what does that have to do with anything? Your 41 followers don’t even like you nigga, You should still delete your blog though.

girl bye. I Barley Even Post 💀 also you just used another slur and it’s a RACIAL slur, so if ur not black that’s a problem my guy, don’t speak for all 41 ppl man, and just to spite you I’ll never delete my blog 😭 the fact you say all this shit on anon and not ur main account is crazy, all bark no bite mf

[reilleclan-blog]

I SWEAR ALL MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN TOLD IM NOT ENOUGH OR IVE ALWAYS BEEN TOLD HOW IM SUPPOSED TO ACT OR HOW I SHOULDNT THAT OVER THE YEARS HAS "DIMMED MY LIGHT" BECAUSE OTHER PPL CONSTANTLY PUSHED THEIR INSECURITIES ON TO ME. BUT NOW AS I AM I AM PROUD OF WHO I AM AND BECAUSE I AM PROUD AND COMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF ALOT OF PPL DONT LIKE THATTTTTT. SO MANY PPL CONSTANTLY TRY TO TELL ME WHO IM SUPPOSSED TO BE. I HAVE BEEN TOLD I SHOULD STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND THEN BEEN TOLD OH I SHOULDVE STAYED SILENT AT THIS POINT IDC ANYMORE I WILL DO WHAT I WANT . I WILL COMBAT PPL BEING RUDE TO ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON YES MAYBE TO U OH THIS IS TRIVIAL BLAH BLAH BUT TO ME EXPEERIENCING PPL HATING ME FOR LITERALLY NOOOO REASON AT ALL YES PPL HAVE HATED ME BECAUSE I FUCKING EXIST, I CANT FATHOM HOW PPL IN THIS WORLD HATE OTHERS FOR NO REASON AT ALL. I DESERVE TO EXIST AND U WILL NOT SCARE ME. AND I SAY THIS AND SCREAM IT TO THE WORLD BECAUSE PPL DONT LIKE BLACK NEURODIVERGENT WOMEN U CAN SAY ALL U WANT OH THAT AINT TRUE YADAYADA , ITS THE FUCKING TRUTH PPL DONT WANT ME TO EXIST. NOW AND FOREVER I WILL EXIST I WILL RESIST U CANT SCARE ME IM HERE MY VOICE IS POWER. EVEN SO IM SAYING THIS, IT DOESNT CHANGE THE FACT THAT I DESPERATELY HATE PPL THAT TRY TO ANTAGONIZE ME OR TAKE THEIR ANGER OUT ON ME FOR ANYREASON. I FOREVER TREAT OTHERS WITH RESPECT BECAUSE NO BODY IS LESS THAN OR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER. I SAY ALL THIS TO SAY I HATE HUMAN BEINGS ALSO DONT TAKE MY HUMILITY FOR WEAKNESS BECAUSE U WILL FIND OUT REAL QUICK YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TRIED ME AND EVEN THOUGH YES I STAND UP FOR MYSELF IM TIRED OF CONSTANTLY BEING HATED. BEING HATED IN PUBLIC , ONLINE AT HOME I HAVE NO REAL TRUE ACCEPTING SPACE . SO YES I CAN CURSE A MF OUT WHEN NEEDED BUT I ALSO HATE THAT I HAVE TO DO THAT I DONT LIKE BEING RUDE OR MEAN OR ARGUING I LOVE BEING ABLE TO BE ME WHEN I CAN BUT OTHERS SND THEJR MISDIRECTED ANGER OR HATRED IS EVERYWHERE. BUT IM TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE AND BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT I HAVE THATS WHAT MY HEART WANTS MY HEART DOESNT WANT TO CONSISTENLY HAVE TO PROVE TO OTHERS I CAN YELL OR KICK A NIGGA ASS LOL

Anyways I wonder what age I'll reach wonder what I'll look like if I hit 60 years old lul just a separate thought anyways bye eeeeee and I'm not sure if this is a good pic or not but I think I like it

[lattebatiswatching]

"Yes,she has media analysis skills,she has the ability to criticize someone"

I never said she didn't. Her media analysis skills aren't that better than Lily's is what I said. Which given her RGU takes, is pretty true.

"Yall are jumping on the lily hate bandwagon too."

So, this is a bandwagon to you? Cause I've been on this train for years.

"Fuck you, from what I have seen she's pretty respectful of people and she just uses that word as an insult"

OH YES SHE SOOOO RESPECTFUL! That's why she called the black women behind those articles Lily stole insane and uses the R slur as an insult even against other neurotypicals. That's why when told not to say wigga because its a mix of white and nigga, and it comes from older words such a the n slur she told a group of black people that it in fact isn't a slur to their faces. And then called them the r slur along with saying comparing being an atheist to being black in terms of oppression? That person is respectful?

....okay,let's get through this.

1. Can't comment on her RGU takes,never seen it

2. Right now it is a bandwagon, with discourse getting more likes than ever before, hell, even I am reaching milestones on Tumblr, which I didn't when I tried to post something I'm actually good at,my art.

3. Calling someone insane isn't inherently disrespectful. The word retard is used as an insult for people who act stupid,and so their behavior got likened to someone with actual mental issues. We have something like that in Russia still, where we would use the word Autist/Autistic in that exact same context.

4. Wigga is an insult towards WHITE PEOPLE. Are you not seeing it,the word white is literally in there.

5. Can't comment on the atheist thing, I got confused...what?

[diffxrentwxrlds]

Are you black?

~Yes, for fucks sake. If you search mun pic, you will find old pictures of me looking like a bum. I STILL look like a bum, but more so.

I assume it still is a shock because I guess I don't 'act black enough' or the fact most assume everyone on here is white, or at least I did and still do to some extent.

And if you want some PROOF. Here.

I am black, thank you for asking now stop asking a nigga if he is black.

[translucent-at-best]

Scatter-brained...

I traded my coworker some of her grandma's tamales for my brown butter salted caramel chocolate chip cookies. Every time I remember I have some in the freezer, I get happy all over again.

My friends really want me to start dating again. I want a partner, but uh... when it comes to the getting to know somebody part... I just can't stress enough how uninterested I am in having to "sell" somebody on the concept of me. And nothing makes my ass itch more than trying to carry on a conversation with somebody who puts no effort into conversing.

I'm PMSing right before Valentine's Day and this shit is for the birds. This holiday doesn't usually leave me feeling too lonely, but it's February 7th and I can't lie and say I haven't felt a pang of the lonely here and there, especially since one of my favorite things to do is see Black people getting loved up on and appreciated by their partners.

Did this man leak a dick pic to get folks to stop talking about the shots he caught on "Hiss"? I'm just saying, the timing is mighty suspicious, Aubrey... mighty suspicious.

Watching this Meg and Nicki beef unfold while living with a roommate who is a Barb is some funny shit, let me tell you.

Finished Castlevania and Castlevania: Nocturne. Wow. I pressed play on Nocturne, hoping I would like it as much as I liked the original, and NIGGA. Enjoyed it even more. But also... I really wanted a better ending for Annette.

I know I'm nerdy, but sometimes I be forgetting just how much of a nerd I am. For instance, I was recently reminded of how much I used to be into fan fiction. Harry Potter and Degrassi: The Next Generation, to be specific 😅 I still have the notebooks I wrote them in before I started posting and continuing the stories on forum sites.

My biggest hit was a Dramione (listen man... niggas was young) fanfic called Opposites Attract. Had the forum girlies going crazy over that one, you hear me?

...So, naturally, I restored my fanfiction.net account and may or may not be re-visiting my favorite stories from the early 2000s. The girls were really out here writing writing. I've always admired the ability of fanfic writers to really emulate the author's voice and pick up on the tones they use for their characters. Is it easier than creating your own world from scratch? Yes, but at the same time, it's difficult in different ways.

Yeah... I might be a trick a lil bit. Just a lil bit. Or... just more generous than I originally thought I was. I've said it before, if you're my partner, I want you to experience ease as often as possible. My love language has never been gifts, but all about that acts of service? If I can help you out or get you something that I know will make your life easier? It's yours.

The fact that I've made it to my big age without needing rain boots just to move to southern California and have to buy my first pair is wild. There are songs, multiple songs about it never raining here. Global warming is some shit.

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yani sis watching ep 1 of iwtv (2022) (she watched iwtv 94 & read the first books. shes mesmerized & loves the fact they can have gay sex na)

- “they shouldve made him(lestat) spanish like id 100% be his boo if this happened to me”

- “lestat made paul do it!”

- “crazy recognize crazy” referring to paul & lestat

- 5 mins of repeating a certain scene cuz of the accent being good/bad atm. (1910s louis said skreet! n modern louis said homosexual in the same tone of voice as a elderly southern housewife.)

- “OMG HE DO THE BENDING?!”

- “louis not going to the funeral fuck them niggas he got his new dick”

- “how u gone pick his nature for him?”

& “what god bitch, i am god” - referring to lestat dragging jesus

i also noticed when the “new rat in town” is being discussed lestat said its “of the 6 foot variety”😭paul telling louis “daddy said ill look down on u 4 da rest of days” & louis penthouse mimicking the days n yet louis saying “i dont miss the sun” likeee….. yes u do