my girlfriend's current hyperfixation is poker and she just bought a set of proper nice chips... but these ones are giving angel dust to me
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hello there! can i ask you what app do you use to draw and what are your favorite brushes if it’s not too much trouble? :D
i used photoshop for a long time. official CC and cracked versions but things got to pricy or kept braking so i switched to Clip Studio Paint.
Its a good program all in all i like it but it takes some time getting used to everything.
i have this post about what brush i like to use and how LINK
but so far i couldn't manage to recreate it in CSP yet and the settings are still a bit to new to me. but i like the SOL brush so far the most.
probably uhm... idk just for understanding. i use an intuous 4 tablet. its like... old but works like one the first day. so nothing fancy with a screen in it or something.
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The thing about being a global hero whose entire schtick is running faster than the eye can see is that, well, people don’t actually see an awful lot of him. They know his name, they know what he’s done, and they recognise the iconic blue blur he leaves in his wake—but, just walking down the street, you don’t expect every single blue Mobian you see to be the one that routinely fights off giant mechs and ancient deities.
Really, how were they supposed to know who the guy actually was?
(Or: Five times Sonic invoked the Tony Hawk phenomenon, and one time someone recognised him.)
Chapter 4 is out on Ao3!!
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hey, ik needles Fucking Suck, so i brought ypu some chips (: and also i am staying here with you
Aw-- what- how did you get here so fast?? You don't need to, I mean, you shouldn't stay with me. I'm not exactly in the right state of mind
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I need you to know that your blog brings me immense joy
Your pathetic energy is quite funny
THANK YOU. That you are overjoyed by my blog. It’s GREAT to promote for such an OVERLOOKED region.
Can you explain to me what’s so PATHETIC about it? I’d like to make it BETTER. Because I am NOT pathetic I’ll have you know.
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people play it down bc it's just fandom but a fandom space "dying" is really upsetting ya know? like that's a community, and for a lot of people online communities are all they can really participate in safely. you can go from having people that you interact with near daily and hobbies you all do together to everybody suddenly leaving. then youre just alone with this goofy thing you like. that's real sad, and real lonely.
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Rant vent thing under the cut, I'm not sure what trigwarnings to put of there are any, hallucinations I guess maybe derealization, I don't know think this is a vent
I keep seeing things more often, they said not to tell anyone because the doctors will think im crazy and theyll put me in a hospital or somwthing, i , I keep seeing things and felling trings and im not sure whats real now, some of the things ill do to try and remain calm or distract myself stuff dont work as much now, ive felt something choking me, i feel the hands and the nails, the nails scratching my skin but theres nothing therw, i try to find marks of it, of any of the things that happen but its not there, I fell something pull me back by my hair like physically yank my hair but nothings there when i look for someonw, and some of thw things i see try get closer of more disturbing, I dont want to see or feel the things, when i sleep i see horrible things, the things make me want to scream, I want to scream, I dont want to see them hurt i dont want to see them killed that way and every time its like one of three or five situations that get worse every time I dream it and its like i dont want to see you hurt in these ways, i want to wake up but I cant, somethings not letting me wake up, the medicine was suposed to help, after like day 3 it stoped working as much but i still take it in hope itll work, tomorrow im getting another prescription with it hopefully itll work, i want to know whats wrong with me, I want to know how to get it to stop or not be as bad, like when i went to the doctor the other day the people looked horrified but were also betting on what would be wrong with me? the walls were very thin, I want to know whats wrong, why do I struggle towalk, why does everything get so bad I cant walk half the time, the things I see are so freaky looking its like out of a horror movie I guess, I dont want to see the things I see, not the things in my dreams, not the things I see when awake, I dont want to tell my irl friends about some of the things because I donr want to burden them, I believe burden is the right word, they have to deal with me and i feel bad that they do, they know about some of the stuff, they know I see and hear and feel things sometimes, they know little about the dreams, sometimes when I see the things when im awake u wonder if it means anything, sometimes the things will do things and I just sit there watching I cant stand the things i see the things do sometimes, im scared that theyll get bad enough to where ill struggle with whats real and fake more than I already do, im scared ill do something horrible without even knowing due to the fact that I didn't even know they weren't physically real in the beginning, will it affect how I see everything to where I won't even have control or knowledge over what I do? Will I end up doing something that hurts one of my friends without knowing it's one of them? I've accidentally hurt myself without knowing it, I was trying to cut a peice of cookie brownie thing and didn't realize I cut my hand till I saw the blood staining the cookie thing, it happened a couple years ago but it still haunts me bc if I hurt myself without realizing it then what does that mean I could end up doing to others without realizing
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