#you done fucked up karli

[your-fave-is-bi]

i cast ‘make a long term position to hire me in bc im fucking cracked at my job which is just mindless little tasks i can do in a quick and efficient manner’ at the higher ups at my job

[eddiemuonson]

good partner

Summary: You get a call from Sam asking to help him and Bucky find the Super Soldiers, and get Zemo out of prison. You're still not done with your mission, but the former Winter Soldier doesn't like the idea of you around. This is mostly based on episode 4 of the show, "The Whole World is Watching". I wanted to write something light but you can request a smut.

Warning: Angst, mentions of The Winter Soldier, fluff | Word count: 4k

Pairing: Bucky x f!reader

A loud thud echoed through the loft as Zemo hit his back against the hard floor. You stomped your foot on his chest and heard him grunt against gritted teeth.

"I'm in this case as well. You're just a rat who got lucky from getting out of a cell" You spat out. Both Sam and Bucky trying hard not to snort.

The baron still kept his gaze at you, holding your foot so tight you almost stumbled. He got up on his foot and wrapped a hand around your bicep.

"Leaving you to turn on me once we get to Karli. Hmm. I prefer to keep my leverage. I can't trust you" He locked his eyes on yours and squeezed his fingers on your skin.

You let out a dry scoff. They should've let him die in that prison. Behind your back, Sam was about to step in. Zemo had shifted his demeanor to a cold look. "You let them do it. Stay out of it".

"And who are you to say shit about what I should or should not do?" Raising your voice, he didn't flinch.

The man pointed a finger at you as a warning, still holding his damn tea cup. Only a slight second later, Bucky shattered the glass against the wall and pulled him by his collar.

"You wanna see what someone can do with leverage?" The soldier asked him. He tightened his metal wrist and you could see his shoulder grow wide.

Sam stood next to him, resting a hand on his forearm. "Take it easy. Don’t engage him. He’s just gonna extort you and do that stupid head tilt thing".

Bucky still had him in his grip. Zemo didn't hold any expression, otherwise. It was infuriating. "You want some cherry blossom tea?"

You watched as the taller man twisted his collar. "You fucking touch her again, I'll break your neck". He shoved the baron backward and left the living room.

You were surprised, to say the least. Bucky was annoyed you were on this mission with them. He thought you were actually missing a few points and messing with their plan.

But much to his dismay, Sam agreed to have you on board and didn't complain about your work. Said his partner was just being grumpy.

The former Winter Soldier was leaning against the countertop, his hands gripping tightly against the edge. You offered a glass of water, which he denied.

The Falcon was somewhere else making a call, which left you alone with an irritated soldier and a trash bag of an ex-prisoner.

"Don't let him get through your head" You whispered, standing close to Bucky. He didn't look back at you. "It's what he likes to do. Ever since the last time you engaged".

He gulped harshly, it was back when he was being accused of planning a bombing in Vienna. And then, when he was held hostage in Germany, where Zemo broke him and brought Winter Soldier back.

"I don't like him either. But it's easier if we just ignore" You tried to humor him, but he still wasn't in the mood for interaction.

"Would that work if I ignored you as well?" Bucky lifted his eyes to meet yours. He had a stupid faux grin on his face.

As soon as he didn't get a response, he walked past you and made his way back to follow Sam, leaving you alone with Zemo.

~~

You're all gathered around as The Falcon goes through the plan again. Refusing to tag along with Zemo, you had to agree and make Bucky company.

They tracked Karli Morgenthau to a memorial service. But John Walker and his partner figured out the exact same plan. All you wanted to do was get all the serum back.

That is, if you didn't run into the shittiest Captain America while you and Bucky walked up the alley. You could literally hear him tightening his fists, his metal arm already functioning.

"Ah! How’d you find us now?" The soldier carried an unamused tone in his voice. You watched as John and his partner got closer to you both.

"You think two Avengers can walk around Latvia without drawing attention?" He wasn't wrong, but you knew Bucky was past that now.

The Captain motioned his head towards you, measuring you from head to toe. "New Avenger?"

You snorted out loud and cracked a laugh. Your stomach was starting to cramp and the soldier next to you watched as John held a confused look.

"She's just a partner" He shrugged. "Sam asked for her help".

"Yeah, but not just a partner. So you better not step foot on our plans" Bucky knows how much of a menace you are.

He can't disagree with the fact that you can actually start a fight with the wrong people and not fear them.

John snorted and you narrowed your eyes at him. "Yeah, right. You wanna meet Karli, there will be civilians there. There's a high risk of casualties".

"No one's asking for your opinion, Cap. Sam is gonna talk to her and reason her" You tried to face him, but his demeanor didn't go down on you.

"She blew up a fucking building with people in it. If he's in there alone with a Super Soldier, he's getting himself killed".

Bucky rolled his eyes. "He's dealt with worse".

You were waiting inside the building while Sam tried to convince Karli. John couldn't stop pacing back and forth, even Zemo seemed annoyed already.

He started complaining about how dangerous it was, but the soldier next to you made sure it hadn't even been ten minutes yet.

Already done with his bullshit, you shifted on your foot. Bucky looked at you from the corner of his eyes. You weren't supposed to be there in the first place. He knows you're highly qualified and if shit went down you'd protect yourself.

And even though he's still pissed you're there, he can't wrap his head around the fact that this could be really dangerous for you.

John almost towered over Bucky, he was deadpanning at the Captain. "This is all really easy for you, isn’t it? All that serum runnin’ through your veins".

"Barnes, your partner needs backup in there. Do you really want his blood on your hands?" He tried getting into his head, but the man next to you did nothing but chuckle.

"You really don't know Sam, do you?" You chimed in and watched as John narrowed his eyes at you. "You come in here parading this new shield which, by the way, doesn't fucking belong to you and you want to dictate shit?"

By this point, he really wishes he could hit a woman. Bucky notices how John moves his body and tries to face you, but he doesn't let him.

"You better keep your distance" He warned the Captain, who took a few steps back and raised his hands in surrender.

John didn't wait five more minutes and decided to intervene in their conversation. Karli was fast enough and knocked them down before running away. You couldn't find her in the maze, but Zemo made sure to destroy the serums she had. Or he thought so.

~~

Back in the loft, the German man was lying on the couch with a soft fabric covering his eyes. He was talking about how Super Soldiers weren't allowed to exist.

In gets Bucky as he sighs before taking his jacket off. You couldn't take your eyes off his firm body, his strong arms, and perfectly shaped abs.

You were sitting opposite to him as he was on his back, just staring at his entire body. He poured a glass of whiskey before speaking up about his suspicions about John.

"Well, I know a crazy when I see one. Because I am crazy" He says as he rests his lips on the rim of the glass.

"Good thing you recognize that" You let out a laugh, and he snaps his eyes at you.

Bucky rolls his eyes and speaks through the glass. "You should have a look in the mirror".

You're taken aback by his response and open your mouth, ready for retaliation, but he speaks up again. "Shouldn't have given him the shield".

Sam stood next to him and pointed a finger, but you defended him. "He didn't give it".

You're sitting on the couch with your arms crossed against your chest. The former Winter Soldier walks toward you before crouching in front of you.

"Steve definitely didn't. And you're past the point of giving an opinion here. I said this mission wasn't for you".

He was too annoyed today, that's for sure. But that didn't give him the right to be a brat with you all the time. And you should ignore him, but the bickering gets him all the time.

You lift your torso and fill the gap between your faces. His brows are furrowed. "You don't get to say what I should or should not do".

The staring lingers for a while until the new captain barges into the loft asking for you all to turn Zemo over.

"Shield or no shield, the only thing you’re runnin’ in here is your mouth. Now, I had Karli and you overstepped. He’s actually proven himself useful today" Sam walks over to him.

John tries to tease your friend before the Wakandans enter the loft. They peacefully ask to turn Zemo as well, but a fight bursts in the room.

You run towards the corner of the room behind a pillar, while the wakandan knocks the captain and his friend down. The other three men are standing there, watching him get beat up with amused looks on their faces.

"Looking strong, John" Bucky teases and you snort loudly. He snaps his head your way and grins.

The soldier tries reasoning with Ayo, but she pulls herself away from him and continues to fight against John and his partner. Both him and Sam are too busy to notice that Zemo is trying to get away.

You run after him and hold the door knobs before he can lock himself. "Where the hell you think you're going?"

"Let go, or I'll shoot you" He warns, but you paid no mind. Only then, he gripped his gun quickly before shoving you backward, locking himself.

You looked over your shoulders and watched as Bucky was kneeling on the floor, grabbing his metal arm.

"Shit" You mutter and rush to him. "Everything okay?"

He carried a different look for a slight second, almost vulnerable. He reattached his arm back. Bucky looked at you and nodded. You grabbed his limb and carefully inspected it.

"Did you know they could do that?" He was still glancing down at you. His blue eyes were soft and light. He shook his head and clanked his arm.

Later on, Zemo was still nowhere near to be found, while Sam and Bucky were pissed they missed him.

"How could you not hold him back?" Your friend was messaging a few people he knew might know about him.

"I tried. He pointed a fucking gun to my head" You snapped.

The other man sat next to you on the stool by the countertop. He let out a sharp inhale. "Was it even loaded? He could've just tricked you".

"How the fuck would I know?" Your face was millimeters away from his once again. Your breath was fanning his face and you watched as he tightened his jaw.

"Know why I hate this fucking plan? Because you had one job today and you couldn't even do it" You closed your fists and clicked your jaw at his words.

"As much as I know Sam would bow down to you and say you're a great partner. I beg to differ" He got from his seat and walked with his heavy boots against the floor toward the couch.

Your voice cut through the air with bitterness and you immediately regretted it. "Sometimes you're no different from the Winter Soldier".

He stopped his tracks and spun around. Quickly, Bucky captured your face with his metal hand and squeezed your cheeks, making you pout.

"What the fuck did you just say?" His forehead was brushing yours and you could see rage in his eyes.

"Let go of her. She's just disappointed" Sam gave you a cold look before handling his partner. He grabbed Bucky by the shoulder before the man shoved your face.

You were sitting alone in the loft during the night, trying to book a flight home. Obviously, your plan to help with the mission became a disaster, nonetheless, from the beginning you knew Bucky didn't agree on this.

He thought you couldn't keep up with the plan and he was right. You were making things worse at this point. You wanted to help them, you tracked the Super Soldiers and you helped with Zemo, but that was just it.

Now you're debating whether you should just go without warning or not. Sam is going to be pissed at the end of it. He knows you're better than that, and after what you told Bucky there's no way you can face him again.

Your friend watched you from the corner of the hallway. He knows you're hurting from what happened, you wouldn't snap like that if his partner didn't push you. Sam talked to him, but he was too angry to actually forgive you.

He didn't blame him either.

"Hey, you going to sleep or what?" Sam asked as soon as he dropped his weight on the couch next to you. He peeked through your screen and saw it. "Woah, you're not leaving right? This isn't over. I still need you. We need to find Zemo".

"You can do that without me. You did it before. Besides, he's out there because of me. And Bucky is tired of my face".

He closed your laptop, and you glanced at him. "I can do it, but I don't want to. S'why I reached out to you. And we're gonna find him, he needs us too".

"And Bucky... I think it's just his sexual frustration talking" He laughed as you gasped at his words.

"Sam, what the fuck?"

"Dude doesn't even go on dates, he's probably nervous having a woman around. He's always been grumpy, I think it's in his nature. He'll come around at some point" He grinned at you.

"That's not my problem. He keeps pushing me, I'll fight back" You didn't need to look at him to see he was definitely enjoying the playfulness.

"You guys should just have sex. This is so annoying" Sam grabbed his phone as you choked on your own spit.

"For the love of God, drop this conversation before I snap at you too".

He handed the phone to you, saying Karli was threatening his sister and his nephews. She wants to find him, alone.

He has other plans, of course. But you can't even think about accepting the idea before Bucky gets to talk.

"He doesn't need to know. I'll go with him, you meet us there".

~~

You watched as he and Bucky fought the Super Soldiers along with John and his partner. They were beating each other up relentlessly.

One of them pulled a pocket knife and tried stabbing Bucky and you gasped. He shielded himself, dropping the object close to their face.

He had a snapped cut on his nose, and his jaw was split up. His knuckles were bloody red. Sam was in better shape than his friend, though.

You were shocked when you saw John's partner sitting unconscious on the floor. The captain rushed to him, too desperate to make any sense.

You pulled Bucky and Sam away and ran out of the building. "We gotta get the hell out of here now. He's gonna kill the kid" Your hands were shaking, and you almost tripped on your foot.

"Hey, woah. What are you doing here?" Bucky stopped in his tracks, looking back.

"Let's argue later, dipshit" Sam shouted at the soldier as you kept running.

In the loft, you asked Bucky to sit on the stool as you worked on his injuries. Starting on his nose, he hissed at the contact with the wet cloth.

"Keep steady, crybaby" You whispered and he looked up at you.

You cleaned the dried blood from his face and managed to apply some saline solution. The entire time, he kept his gaze on you. He noticed how focused you were on his injuries and how gently you managed it.

He held his hands up as you cleaned up his knuckles. They were red from all the punching, and it surprised you how he was still human besides the serum.

You squeeze his hands lightly, too embarrassed to look back at him before apologizing. "I'm really sorry about yesterday. It was a really shitty thing to say, and you don't deserve it. I was an asshole".

Bucky trailed his eyes to scan your face. He had a peaceful look. "I shouldn't have pushed you either. I was just annoyed Sam brought someone up to this mess".

"I accepted it. There's no right or wrong, I wanted to help". You were both still brushing your fingertips against each other.

"You're not bad after all" He mused and you chuckled. "I just- I don't think I can keep losing people".

You saw his raw personality right in front of you. That man who kept his serious and defensive demeanor was showing his true self. It was hard to miss it.

Your hand grasped his jawline, carefully rubbing his skin. He almost faltered. "That won't happen. I got two Avengers to protect me".

He snorted, showing his teeth when he laughed. "Should've seen that coming".

"And more than anyone else, you deserve that happiness. You just need to stop lying about your nightmares".

"How do you-" He was about to ask and you tilt your head.

"Sam and I talk. I know it's hard to erase the past. But you're James again, you're you" Your other hand is still holding him tightly.

Bucky refuses to look at you for a moment. And when he does, his eyes are glassy. "It means I remember. It means a part of me is still there. Which means a part of the Winter Soldier’s still in me".

You smack your lips. "You need to stop thinking you're making amends. You need to give them closure, be of service for them. Stop thinking like you still owe them just an apology".

He drops his head and bites his lip. You hold his chin up and force him to look at you. "You're not that guy anymore".

You were about to get closer for the hundredth time. Maybe close the gap between you and pull him in for a kiss. Not because you feel bad for him, for his past. But because you feel warmth when you're close to him.

You feel like he could hold the world above your head and fight for you.

That was when his phone started ringing. John killed that kid out of revenge.

~~

You finally meet Sam's sister, Sarah, after he invites you and Bucky home to help him fix his boat. A lot of their neighbors are also helping. There's a gathering with food and drinks by the lake, and every kid is excited to see the soldier. They're all lining up to hang up on his metal arm.

You're watching in the distance as he and Sarah chat about something, while two kids hang themselves on his limb. He seems lighter, happy even.

He has a different look on his face. Especially after Sam finally decided to become who he was supposed to be.

Bucky walks toward you holding two cans of beer in his hand. "You want one?"

He holds one out for you, and you accept it.

"The kids love you, you know?" You speak after sipping on your drink.

"What can I say? I'm pretty charming" He leans against the wall next to you, watching as the sun sets. There's a hue of orange in the sky.

"They only like you because of your arm. Don't get too cocky" You shove him by the arm playfully and he holds your hand for leverage.

Bucky pulls you closer to his body, his chest is heaving against yours. He's taller, so he has to look down at you.

"So you don't think I'm charming?" His words are too soft, but his grip on your waist is almost tight.

"I didn't say that" You smirk and he uses his other hand to rub the pad of his thumb on your lower lip.

The moment you felt his skin against yours, it felt like everything slowed down. Even though he was desperate to finally give you the kiss he'd been wishing for, it was obvious he was too nervous.

Sam's words lingered in your head. He was definitely in need of dates and he refused to accept it. Whatever changed his mind made you realize he had a soft spot for you.

That's what made you take the first step. You finally closed the distance and crashed your lips against his. It tasted like beer. The tiniest movement of your tongue had him groaning in the back of his throat and it almost made you smile.

He slid his tongue against yours and tilted his head for better access. He wished he wasn't holding a beer right now because all he wanted to do was cradle your face and pull you in for a deeper kiss.

Your arms wrapped around his neck and Bucky faltered as you grasped his lip between your teeth. Both tongues were fighting for dominance and you shivered.

The fresh taste of beer in your mouth made his heart flutter inside his chest. His heart was racing and pounding against his ribcage and he felt like the air got knocked out of his lungs.

You both had to pull out for air, his hand not leaving your body for a second. Resting your forehead against his, you watched as he kept his eyes closed.

"I'm glad you're happier now. I can see it right through you"

"Someone gave me a nudge. And Sam is a great friend, much to my disappointment" He joked, giving your lips a chaste peck.

"He said some pretty nasty things about you the other day" You laughed as he displayed a surprised look on his face.

"Oh, he's a dead man".

"Hmm, he might be right" You sipped on your beer, watching as Bucky placed a hand on his hip.

"What was it about?" The soldier mirrored you with his beer.

Getting closer to his face, you spoke against his lips. Voice low and teasing "You'll have to find out".

You gasped as he pulled you harder against his body and kissed you again. This time, it had a different impact, he was rough and needy.

A growth beneath you brushed against your body, and you chuckled between the kiss. Bucky had to pull away from you. He lowered his head and shook it.

"I might know what he meant" He barely had time to laugh as you pulled him in for another kiss.

You didn't even have time to tell Sam goodbye. Next thing you know, you were both in his hotel room, filling the air with a lot of passion and moaning.

You woke up the next day with a weight on you. His metal arm was spread above your body.

Jesus, they needed to get blackout curtains in the bedrooms. You slightly opened one of your eyes and peeked through your lashes as you saw Bucky peacefully sleeping close to you.

A smile escaped from your lips at the thought of the previous night.

Happiness crossed your mind when you cradled his face and traced his jawline. He was definitely happy. And hopefully, soon, the nightmares would go away.

[onceuponastory]

all this love - bucky barnes x reader

I took all this love I found, and I hope that it's enough Is it enough? - only love by pvris

Plot: After John Walker oversteps, Y/N makes sure that her boyfriend Bucky knows just how much she loves him. Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader  Warnings: John Walker being an asshole, some violence (not from Bucky), slightly graphic mentions of injuries and blood, a few mentions of Bucky’s past as The Winter Soldier, and the anxiety/self doubt he has afterwards. As always, if I miss any triggers please let me know! Notes: Some of you may know but I love PVRIS, and I love this song, so of course I had to write something for Bucky using it. Not beta’d, so any mistakes are my own. Also, thanks again to @staticscreenwriting / @astartothemoon for my dividers!

Y/N scans the room, keeping an eye out for Karli and the other Flag Smashers. As she does, she suppresses a sigh. She loves accompanying Bucky and Sam on their  missions and helping them as best as she can, but this time it’s different. For once, she can’t wait to get home. Mostly because of their company - John Walker. 

At first, she tried to be civil, even though she, like the others, doesn’t agree with him being made Captain America. And Lemar is friendly enough. But John’s done nothing but be annoying and rude to them all ever since they joined forces. At least once this is over, they can forget he ever existed.

Right now, John’s complaining about something yet again, angrily pacing around as he does. “John, just calm down. We’ll find Karli soon.” Y/N insists. Immediately, John stops, his head whipping round angrily. Despite how annoyed he makes her, the glare John gives her at that moment strikes fear into her heart.

“Don’t do that Y/N. Don’t fucking patronise me. You have no idea of the pressure I’m under.” He warns. As soon as he takes a step towards her, Bucky and Sam are by her side, ready to shield her if needed. Bucky’s face hardens angrily.

“She wasn’t patronising you, John. And you better watch your tone. Don't talk to my girlfriend like that.” Bucky warns, his eyes narrowing slightly. However, instead of backing off, John keeps going, this time turning his attention to Bucky.

“Or what? Are you going to go all Winter Soldier on me?” He scoffs. Bucky visibly tenses at John’s words. Protectively, Y/N steps forward, reaching out for Bucky’s hand. “This is really easy for you, isn’t it? All that serum running through your veins.” John continues, not caring about the obvious effect his words are having on Bucky.

“Watch your fucking tone….” Y/N hisses. Yet John ignores her warning, continuing his verbal tirade on Bucky.

“I mean, does anyone here really trust him after what he did? Who’s to say he’s not working with them, or that he won’t try to kill us too?” Y/N’s anger grows, and she tightens her grip on Bucky’s hand.

“John.” Sam warns. Bucky opens his mouth, about to defend himself.

“What? Don’t act like you don’t agree. He’s a monster who doesn’t deserve to be here.” And with those words, Bucky’s face falls. He turns and looks at Y/N, his eyes shimmering with tears. The sight breaks Y/N’s heart. Before she can say anything, Bucky turns and storms off.

“Bucky! Bucky, wait!” Y/N calls after him. Just as she’s about to go after him, John’s smug voice sounds once more.

“I don’t know why she’s going after him. He’s not worth it. She’s too good for someone like that, anyway.” He murmurs, clearly intending for her to hear him. Y/N’s blood boils, and her fist clenches.

“Y/N….” She registers Sam’s voice beside her, warning John to be quiet, and for her to control her anger before she does something she regrets. And for a moment, she considers doing just that, and simply going after Bucky. Yet, John’s next words seal his fate.

“Besides, I’m a much better choice. At least I’m not a murderer.” Y/N turns around, marching right up to John. He sneers at her, the look making her stomach churn. But she’s too blinded by anger to think about that right now. “See, she understands-” John’s words are cut short by Y/N’s fist connecting with his nose. A sickening crack fills the room, and John hisses as blood begins to pour from his nose. “You fucking bitch.” He hisses, lunging for her before being pulled back by Lemar in the nick of time, whilst Sam pulls her back, protectively grasping her arm.

“Say that shit about my boyfriend again, and I’ll end you.” She warns, her voice like venom. Sam’s voice sounds again, telling her to choose her next words carefully. Of course, she knows he’s right, but she ignores him, too angry to even think straight. “He never chose to be a killer, but you chose to be an asshole.” She blocks out whatever the rest of John says, consumed by her desire to find Bucky safe and well.

“I’m going to go find him. Can you deal with…that?” She gestures vaguely in John’s direction, and Sam nods.

Y/N visits several places to try and find Bucky: a park, a number of coffee shops and bars, searching high and low for the brunette super soldier she loves more than anything in the world. And yet, there’s no sign of him. With each failed sighting, Y/N’s stomach churns more and more with anxiety, and her heart pounds more and more. Bucky is fast, and he could be anywhere by now. The next time she sees John, she’s going to do more than break his nose. Suddenly, her phone starts ringing, and for a moment, her heart almost stops, thinking it’s Bucky.

When she sees Sam’s name flash up on her caller ID, she can’t help feeling disappointed. But she knows Sam is Bucky’s friend too, and he wants to help find him just as much as she does.

“Any sign of him?”

“Nope. Checked everywhere nearby I could think of. Any news on your side?”

“None yet.” He replies, and she sighs. “Look, I’ll take the wings and see if I can find him. You go to the house and see if he’s there.”

“Okay.” Sam can immediately pick up on the anxiety in her voice, and he sighs.

“Y/N. We’ll find him, alright. I promise.”

“I hope you’re right.”

As soon as she steps into the house she shares with the boys, Y/N immediately senses that someone is there. Her heart rate picks up. Bucky. Maybe he’s here. “Bucky? Babe, are you there?” She calls. “It’s just me.”

“Go away.” A quiet, yet familiar voice calls. Despite how much her heart wrenches at the sound of pain in his voice, Y/N breathes a sigh of relief. He’s here, and safe. Y/N immediately sets off towards his voice, quickly texting Sam to let him know that Bucky’s okay. Bucky sits huddled beside their bed, curled up into a ball. He doesn’t even look up at her when she enters. The sight makes Y/N feel like a hundred daggers have been stabbed into her. She kneels down in front of him, gently placing her hand on his knee.

“Bucky, sweetheart, it's me.”

“I said, go away.” Bucky’s voice is muffled, but she can tell he’s been crying. Her eyes fill with tears, and she has to stop herself from finding John and punching him all over again. The fact someone like him, someone so rude and cruel, could make someone like Bucky feel so awful about himself infuriates her. “John’s right. I’m a monster. I don’t deserve anything good, especially not you.” Bucky sniffles, and Y/N’s heart breaks all over again.

“No, you’re not Bucky. What you did all those years, it wasn’t you. They tortured you and brainwashed you. It wasn’t your choice.” She insists. “The serum never corrupted Steve, but it didn’t corrupt you either. They made you a killer. It wasn’t your choice.” Bucky looks up at her then, the skin around his eyes red from crying. Y/N’s face softens. “You’re making amends and showing people you’re sorry. That says a lot about you. John has no idea what the fuck he’s talking about. He’s just an asshole.”

“But the serum is still in me. W-What if I hurt you?”

“You could never. All you’ve done is show me love and support. Honestly, I don’t think you’ve got an evil bone in your body.” Bucky takes her hand, squeezing it tightly, which Y/N returns. Even before they got together, Bucky has supported and protected her through it all, and now it’s her turn to do the same.

“You still deserve someone better. Someone who isn’t as broken and messed up as me. I thought I wasn’t good enough for you ever since we got together, and even John sees it, too.” Y/N leans in, gently kissing his forehead.

“Hey…I love you, Bucky. Nobody else, just you.” She insists, cupping his cheek in her palm and using her thumb to wipe away his tears. “And I love you just the way you are. To me, you’re the best person in the world. Don’t listen to John Walker. He’s not even half of the man you are. I know I can’t possibly take away all your pain and trauma, but I’ll be here to tell you just how good you are and how much I love you every day.”

“You’re such a good person, Y/N.” Bucky mumbles. “So kind, and so loving.”

“So are you. And you show me that every day.” Bucky shuffles forward into her embrace, wrapping his metal arm around her tightly. 

They sit together for a while, Y/N letting Bucky cry as she holds him protectively, and whispering reassurances in his ear. “I’m going to be here forever, Buck. You’re stuck with me, I’m afraid.” She tells him when they pull away. Bucky manages a chuckle at that, and it makes her heart flutter. He gazes at her, smiling like she hung the moon.

“I’m glad. I don’t think I could ever survive without you in my life.” Smiling, Y/N leans in close, gently kissing his lips.

“Me neither. Good thing that I’m not going anywhere.” Bucky takes her hand, pressing a kiss to it. Suddenly, he notices the bruise developing on her knuckles, and his eyes widen.

“What happened to you? Did he hurt you? He can say whatever he wants to me, but if he hurts you, then there’s going to be a problem.” Bucky insists. Just as he’s about to get up, Y/N stops him.

“Don’t worry. It wasn’t him that did it…sort of.” Bucky’s brow furrows, and Y/N chuckles. “I punched that smug fucker right in his face after what he said to you. I probably broke his nose, actually.” Bucky gasps.

“You did that for me?”

“Of course I did.” She shrugs. “He doesn’t get to mess with my boyfriend and make him feel like shit without facing the consequences.”

“Thank you.” Bucky smiles. “At least let me get you some ice, though.” He helps her up, gazing at her with a smile. Y/N’s stomach flutters once more. “I’m the luckiest guy in the world to have you protecting me, you know that?”

“Well, you protect me, so it’s only fair I return the favour.” He kisses her lips once more, and Y/N smiles. “I love you.”

“I love you too.”

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[rainbowdaisy13]

TTPD The Anthology Summary Part 1 *IMO*

This is viewed through a queer lens because I believe she is fucking done playing nice so now she’s throwing it in our faces—FUCKING SEE ME

1) Fortnight—

I was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come and get me/I was a functioning alcoholic till nobody noticed my new aesthetic

*MIGHTY GOD we start right out the gate sad as hell—no one noticed her queer flagging both quiet and loud and that pushed her from being a functioning alcoholic to a not functioning one. She then says to the fans who refused to acknowledge her truth “I hope that you’re ok but you’re the reason” FOR ME BEING INSANE

*Mentioning wanting to kill people that’s a first and I love it

*I love you it’s ruining my life OUCH 🤕 yes that sounds like something straight people deal with 😑

2) TTPD-

*I’m sorry I can’t remember what mutual said this, but I love love this as coming from Karlie’s perspective. It absolutely fits. She ground Taylor in a way no one else can

*First mention of suicide—both can’t live without the other

*Were crazy—owning the demons together

*The wedding ring line—GOD

3) MBOBHFT—

*I see this one as Taylor viewing herself as a commodity, also as someone who is broken and needs to be fixed so that she remains lovable. It also gives me Cardigan vibes without the redemption arc

4) Down Bad—

*Love this Alien Abduction theme. Melody is even spacey sounding. The entire song uses alien motifs and I adore it. Fave line “they’ll say I’m nuts if I talk about the existence of you” Brilliant 👽 Also the concept of an Out of this World Love

5) So Long London—

*Cool opening—beautiful when they layer her own voice

How much sad did you think I had in me? 😫

*I see this song as a My Tears Ricochet 2. Taylor giving all her youth to someone for free. You say I abandon the ship but I was going down with it—I truly believe she tried and begged them to let her come out for years and she was always shot down—2 graves 1 gun, more murder imagery

*So Long London, so long Big Machine

6) BDILH—

Absolutely beautiful and heartbreaking song

These people only raise you to cage you 😫

*Sarahs and Hannahs/braided hair/church/Elders making decisions—giving cult/LDS vibes

Stay away from her -Elders are yelling this—to who? Taylor? So Taylor needs to stay away from HER interesting

*Shed rather burn it all down than listen to them complain about her sexuality and how it impacts them

My good name, it’s mine alone to disgrace —absolutely shots fired at Scott Swift

*Soliloquies line is incredible—“I’ll never see” is such a burn 😆

*This isn’t a phase, this is who she is!!

*YOU AINT GOTTA PRAY FOR ME!! GET THEM ALL BITCH—SHOW THEIR ASSES

*This is my choice!!

GET 👏🏼 THEM 👏🏼 ALL

NO YOU CANT COME TO THE WEDDING PERIOD

7) FOTS—

*Pretty Baby, much like Babydoll is reserved for women and gay men and theys and thems. We don’t call straight men this 😒

*Fresh out the slammer—realllly trying to get these idiots to understand that she’s felt jailed /caged/trapped

My friends…Watch me daily disappearing 😫 fuck

Wearing Imaginary rings 😫😫😫 Says hello to paper rings says hello to imaginary lockets

*It’s gonna be alright she did her time!! 🥹

8) FLORIDA!!!—

I adore this song—my second fave on the album and absolute fucking banger. So glad Florence agreed to this they makes an amazing duo vocally—main vibes—Florida is the place Taylor wants to go to fucking escape the mess she lives in day to day. Anything goes, everyone is there hiding from something—the law, family, winter—nothing is too weird or unaccepted—and a certain someone has a house there 😎

My friends all smell like weed or little babies 😆

Florence’s verse is chefs kiss—Earl had to die vibes, watching bodies sink into the swamp, just full on misandry I LOVE IT—is that a bad thing to say in a song?? 😆 GET THEM ALL

Also I bet this song made Swifties uncomfortable 😆

FUCK ME UP FLORIDA 🤘🏼🤘🏿🤘🏾

9) Guilty as sin?

The Gay Longing/Gay Sex Song

*Another* suicide reference—but she’s just joking right swifities?

👀

No no that’s fine she just described an orgasm and if she’s not touching the person, let’s assume the pic below ⬇️ is like HEY THIS IS THE SEX IM SPEAKING ABOUT—it’s very much giving The Man pose for getting dome👀

And then the Jesus reference is just chefs kiss—gay sex is seen as sin and unholy by idiots and she said ok then bitch, what if I tell you the sex is so good we ARE what’s holy??

👀

She literally said messy top lip kiss and got away with it like 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆

10) WAOLOM—

I just……this may be my favorite song of hers ever. It’s absolutely incredible in its intensity, rawness, and truth as well as being a banger

Every lyric screams her pain

My bare hands paved their path/you don’t get to tell me about sad/ If you wanted me dead you should’ve just said

I leap from the gallows and I levitate down your street —Witch Imagery again!!

WHOSE AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME

👹YOU SHOULD BE 👹

Shots fired again at Scott Swift!! Let’s hear one more joke—they mocked her pain because they truly thought they could convince her she wasn’t gay 🫥

GODDDD 😫

Put narcotics into all of my songs—“a drug or other substance that affects mood or behavior and is consumed for nonmedical purposes, especially one sold illegally—a drug that relieves pain and induces drowsiness, stupor, or insensibility”

SHE SAID I HAVE TO USE MALE PRONOUNS AND FAKE REFERENCES TO MEN IN MY LYRICS SO YOU IDIOTS STAY STUPID AND HAPPY

and that’s why you’re still singing along 😎

Just WOW

Brilliant and Heartbreaking and RAW

🤍🤍🤍 We love you Girl 🤍🤍🤍

[kookwashere]

No Hard Feelings

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Summary: You, the girl everyone wants to be, the girl that every guy wants, the good girl, falls in love with cold, handsome, bad boy Jungkook, you know it's wrong, and one day, you make a bet to Jungkook that you can make him fall in love with you in 4 days.

Warnings: Fluff, angst (tiny weeny bit) smut, language, mentions of violence and death (death not with OC's) Jungkook smokes, Jungkook can kinda be a dickhead at some times (now onto the dirty part 😋) jungkook is rough, oral (f receiving) doggy, some pus-pus slaps and some booty slaps, unprotected sex (stay safe yall) OC'S are both seniors in high school but both 18, enjoy 💕

••••••••••••••••••••••••••

You were getting ready in the mirror to go to a normal friday night high school party, you were putting the finishing touches of your makeup on, wearing a black dress with your hair down.

"____, you ready?" Karly asked while grabbing her purse. "Just finishing my lips, almost done." You said not looking away from the mirror. "Okay, well hurry up, don't wanna be late!" She said while walking out the door.

You finished and grabbed your purse, getting into the car, driving to drunk teenagers, the smell of sex and drugs, and stupid activities. You and Karly finally arrived, music was blasting through-out the house, the smell of beer hitting your nostrils almost instantly, but what caught your attention the most, was him.

Him...Jeon Jungkook, the bad boy, who skips classes, smokes inside the bathrooms, and fucks around with girls to end up breaking their hearts. You gulped when you saw him in his leather jacket with black skinny jeans and black boots, his right arm tatted all the way up, from his shoulder to his long fingers you wanted in you so badly.

"Girl, you okay?" Karly asked while putting her end on your shoulder. "Yeah, im fine." You said looking away while smiling at her "Come on, let's get a drink." She said while grabbing your hand, leading you through the crowd.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••

Fuck, by this point you lost your mind, the room was spinning, what's your name again? Whatever.

The taste of alcohol still running in your mouth, your feet and legs felt wobbly, like you were going to fall any moment, Karly probably left real quick to see her boyfriend, so here you are, in the crowd alone.

You walked trying to find any place to sit down, your hand on your head, bouncing from wall to wall, until what you bounced on suddenly didn't feel like a wall, it felt firm, warm, and it smelled like fresh cologne, the best kind.

"Well, if it isn't little miss perfect, well, not so perfect right now..." You froze hearing that voice, fuck. It couldn't be...right? You looked up and saw him, oh no.

"Woah, you look fucked, how much did you drink tonight?" He asked holding onto your arms to keep you in place from falling. You put your fingers up counting, and you put 10 fingers up atleast twice. "M-maybe like *hic* 3 or something." You said while licking your lips. "You definitely had way more than 3, where's your friend?" He asked looking around. "I-I have no i-idea *hic*" You felt weightless and leaned into his chest, seeking the closest thing to comfort.

"We need to get you home before you strip on the table, let's go." He said looking at you, observing your drunk state. As soon as you tried to walk, bam. You fell. He sighed and picked you up bridal style, taking you into his car. "____, I need your help. You have to try and tell me where you live so I can take you home." He said after buckling you in the passenger seat. "Uhhhhh, some apartment right by the small convenience store." You said eyes closed. He sighed taking his head in his hands. "This might take awhile." He said while starting the engine.

••••••••••••••••••••••

"Ok, up the stairs we go, one foot at a time." He said while trying to help you up, finally reaching the door. "____, give me your keys." He had his hand out, waiting. You rummaged through your purse trying to find that thing. "H-here" You put the key in his hand so he could unlock the door. "Lets get you to bed." He said still holding you. He plopped you down on your soft bed, laying you down on your back.

"I guess I need to wipe your makeup off..." He mumbled under his breath, he found a makeup wipe in your bathroom, ever so gently wiping your makeup off, and softly taking your heels off.

He stared at you for a few seconds, tucking your hair behind your ear.

"Goodnight, pretty." He whispered before turning the lights off and locking your front door.

•••••••••••••••••••••••

You don't even remember what happened. You woke up with the biggest fucking headache and groaned, trying to sit up.

You rubbed your eyes, feeling your makeup has been taken off, and your heels placed beside your bed. Did Karly take you home last night?

Your phone was vibrating by your bed, messages spamming in from Karly.

KarlyFry: omg im so sorry, are you ok?? did u make it home safely???

Me: hey, im home, just woke up, do u remember what happened last night? you gave me to many drinks lol

KarlyFry: not really, i just remember a few things, making out with andrew lol, i remember seeing jungkook carry you out the door too which was crazy, i couldn't do anything about it tho, im sorry girl

Me: ?? jungkook? huh? what? jungkook was the one that took me home?

KarlyFry: ya i guess so, what a gentleman huh ;)

You blushed and smiled at your phone, biting your lip.

Me: Karly i gotta go, make sure to take ur hangover meds, love you

You put your phone down and kicked around on your bed, all giddy and happy. You just had to wait until monday to see him again.

•••••••••••••••••••••••

Monday came around, it was bright and early in the morning and Karly was picking you up for school, you still can't drive, both you and your other friend Namjoon suck at driving, but you aren't called the "God of destruction" Like he is.

"It's cold, huh?" Karly said while turning the heating on in her car. "It's fucking freezing." You said bundled in your jacket. "Lets go, I want to get to class early." You told her while buckling your belt.

•••••••••••••••••••••••

"Fuck, it's so cold in this room..." You tried to huddle up in your chair, your fingers feeling like they would get frostbite. All of a sudden, Jungkook came in and sat down on his assigned seat next to you.

You stared at him, thinking about what he did last night. "Jungkook." You said, trying to catch his attention. He just ignored you and closed his eyes, leaning back in his chair.

"Jungkook, I am talking to you!" You said a bit more louder. "Fuck, what?" He said sighing. "I was just wondering if it was you that brought me home last night..." You said the last part a bit more quiet. "Mmm, nope." he said while popping the P. "Oh come on Jungkook, I know it was you." You said raising an eyebrow and crossing your arms.

"Oh really? How do you know?" He said challenged. "I smelt like your cologne, you know, your cologne has a very specific smell, like, I don't know how to describe it." You said shrugging. "Okay...it's kind of weird how you know that." He said awkwardly. "I literally sit next to you everyday Jungkook." You said obviously.

"And that's not even the point, the point is I know that it was you." You exclaimed. He turned to face you fully. "Okay, so what if it was me? You were fucked up and could barely walk, I couldn't just leave you there." He scoffed. "Hmm, maybe you have a little crush on me huh?" You smirked a bit.

"A crush? Really ____? Crushes are for like- middle school girls and boys, I don't do that shit no more, and no I don't." He said. "Well, I wouldn't be surprised if you do, apparently a lot of boys here want me." You were teasing him a bit, seeing if it did something. "Well, not me." He turned away from you again. "You know, I bet I could make you love me in 4 days." You said in another teasing tone, but you were dead serious.

He looked at you challenged once again. "You have me...what's the catch?" He asked while raising an eyebrow. "There is no catch, it's just exactly what I said." You smiled.

"Do I get something if I fall in love with you or something? Love is for losers." He said. "Uhh, you get an amazing experience with me, and also love is a unique feeling and it isn't for losers, you just think that because you've never experienced it." You exclaimed.

"Okay, fine. 4 days. If you don't do it, i'll tell everyone about your little secret." He whispered the last part in your ear. "Bye, pretty." He said and got up to smoke outside.

What did I just do?

••••••••••••••••••••

Day 1

"Jungkook, look- I made lunch for you today." You said cheerfully.

"What the fuck is this supposed to be?" He said staring at it. "It's kimchi fried rice you idiot, try it." You said pushing the food towards him. He got some, cautiously putting it in his mouth.

"So, how is it?" You asked. "Wow...this is...surprisingly good." He said and took more bites. "Yeah, I know." You said flipping your hair behind your shoulder.

"You are a great cook, ____." He said smiling a bit. "Oh- is that a smile I see, Jungkook?" You teased. "No, my teeth hurt, that's it." He said sarcastically. "Whatever." You mumbled.

"Hey, ____? Thank you for the food."

••••••••••••••••••• Day 2

"How the fuck do you cook this without it burning?" He said frustrated. "Jungkook, calm down, here." You came behind him and guided his hands, teaching him how to cook. "Like this, see? Very gently, and while stiring pour in the sugar, very simple." You said softly, knowing he was actually frustrated.

His breathing was going quicker, and you noticed.

"Okay, thank you." He mumbled. "I'm going to take a smoke, wanna come?" He turned to face you. "Sure, just let me wash my hands." You said while turning the faucet on, he nodded and went outside, a couple minutes later you met him out.

You saw him leaning against the wall, inhaling the smoke while closing his eyes, blowing it out. "You know, I see why every guy wants you." He says while puffing out more smoke. "What do you mean?" You say watching him. "Your just like, girlfriend material, but what do I know about that right? Apparently all i've done is fucked around." He sadly chuckles. "You have done some shitty things, Jungkook- But you can still change." You said softly.

"Yeah, thanks ____." He smiled.

••••••••••••••••••

Day 3

"____." His soft but manly voice reached your eyes, catching your attention. "Hm?" You said still focusing on your homework. "Will you help me with this math? This shit is so stupid." He groaned. "You get mad to easily." You giggled and sat beside him. "So you move this number over the 1, then divide that by the number under it." You explained, but he wasn't listening, what caught his attention was the little details on your face, taking it in, memorizing everything.

"Jungkook? Did you hear me?" You asked snapping your fingers. "Huh? What?" He snapped out of it. "I said what does it equal too." You asked pointing at the paper. "O-oh, uhm- 2" He said still trying to get out of the trance. "That's right, good job Jungkook." You smiled at him again. "Math is very hard for me too bec-" You started talking. "You're beautiful." He cut you off.

"I'm what?" You asked shocked. "I said you're beautiful." He said smiling softly. "O-oh, thank you." You shyly tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. "Thank you." He whispered.

"Of course, Jungkook." You whispered back, smiling.

"No hard feelings right?" He asked looking in your eyes.

"No, no hard feelings." You smiled.

•••••••••••••••••••

Day 4

"Jungkook, why are you shaking so much?" You put your hand on his to calm him down. "I've just never actually been on a real date before, like a real one." He said kind of embarrassed. You giggled quietly, thinking it was cute.

"What's so funny?" He furrowed his brows. "Nothing, nothing, it's just kind of cute." You bit your bottom lip to contain your smile. He rolled his eyes, looking away, trying not to show he was smiling.

"Come on, let's go." He grabbed your hand and led you to the picnic blanket, some other couples were there but it only felt like you and Jungkook.

"Jungkook, did you do this all yourself?" You asked while looking around, seeing the food and candles. He nodded smiling. "How romantic." You teased.

You both were eating, sharing stories, talking about each other, he smoked a bit and you looked up at the stars, until he turned his attention to you, and layed on his back, right next to you.

"It's beautiful, isn't it? So many stars, so many specks in the sky, it's a beautiful galaxy we live in." You whispered. "Yeah...it is beautiful." He whispered looking up at the sky, until he looked at you, and you looked at him.

"I think...I think you won your part of the bet." He said looking in your eyes. "I think im in love with you, you are an amazing, beautiful person, there's no wonder why every guy wants you, I did want you, I wanted you so bad." He said "I want to be there no matter that happens, no matter what comes our way, as long as it's with you, you feel like my home, my life, my heart." He was serious, oh my- "Jungkook..." You said smiling, turning on your side to put your hand on his cheek.

"I love you too, silly. I was getting worried I wasn't doing enough to make you love me." You said laughing. "____, will you be my girl?" He asked holding your face. "Yes, I will Jungkook." You said, face flushed.

••••••••••••••••• "Well, thank you for the date." You whispered, body close to his. He didn't say anything, just looking at your face. "Please let me kiss you." He whispered. You nodded, automatically saying yes. He put both hands on your waist, and leaned in, with your hands around his neck.

Your lips met his, they were so soft, so pink, so kissable. The kiss got more intense when he tilted his head to the side to get better access.

He pulled out, being short of breath. "Do you maybe want to come in?" You asked him softly. "I thought you would never ask." He came in for another kiss, pushing you inside your apartment and slamming the door with his foot.

He kissed you all the way to your room, sitting on your bed and pulling you on his lap. Makeout still happening, tongues touching, spit connecting your lips. "I love your lips, I could kiss them all day." He groaned out.

You smiled and pulled his shirt over his head, touching his abs while kissing him. He slid your shirt off too, seeing your pink lacy bra. "You are so beautiful." He whispered and stared at your body. "Will you let me eat you out, lick your pussy so that you come all over my face and tongue?" He asked while slapping your ass.

"Fuck, yes, yes Jungkook." You said while sliding off your pants and panties. He slowly leaned forward, his hair tickling between your thighs, he gave your clit a gentle kiss, and give it kitten licks, he slowly dragged his tongue up and down your slit, progressively going faster. He closed his eyes as he got comfortable between your legs.

"Mhmm, yes Kookie..." You moaned out. "Kookie? Thats new." He smiled sexily. "Shut up and get back to work." You groaned, and he slapped your pussy, once, twice, thrice. "I'm the boss here, not you." He said growling. "Spread those pretty legs so I can finish eating your pretty cunt."

You listened, and moaned when he ate you out roughly, until you came all over his face and mouth.

"That was perfect." You smiled up at him. "Yeah? Will you let me fuck your tight cunt now?" He said licking his lips. "Yes, Kookie, please." You said gripping the sheets. "Fuck, face on pillow and on your knees. Now." He demanded once again.

You listened immediately, your cunt dripping, waiting for him to fill you up. He spread your ass so he can get a better look at you. "Such a pretty, pretty baby." He muttered. "I'm gonna slide in now, okay baby?" He asked, holding his cock, sliding the tip up and down your cunt, waiting for your response.

You nodded and gripped the sheets when he slid in, you both moaned loud, overwhelmed by the feeling. "Mmm, feels so good." He groaned. He moved his hips back and fourth, ripples on your ass every time his hips made contact with it, balls hitting your cunt.

"J-Jungkook-" You moaned. "I know, I know baby." He said growling out. He slapped your ass again "Such a beautiful girl, my pretty girl likes this huh?" He asked and gave you another slap. "Yes Jungkook, I love it so much!" Your voice muffled by the pillow.

"You close baby, I need to come soon." He said and started thrusting harder. "I-I need to come now-" You moaned out "Hold on baby, hold on." He said grabbing your hips harder, "Come on baby, throw it back on me, FUCK." He growled. Your legs shook as your orgasm him, you lost your vision and your body went numb to pleasure, you forgot who you were.

Jungkook looked so erotic when he came, his back arched, his head thrown back, jaw slacked and eyes closed with furrowed eyebrows, he moaned loudly when he came inside you.

He gently pulled out, breathing heavily, damp hair stuck to his forehead. "I really meant it when I said I love you, you are my whole world now, I won't let anything happen to you." He said still out of breath. You nodded, unable to speak but still smiled, seaking comfort by snuggling on his chest, under the light duvet.

"No hard feelings?" He still managed to ask

"No Jungkook, no hard feelings." You whispered, closing your eyes, drifting off in a wonderful dream, called him.

[reluctantbylerblog]

I don't expect to get good feedback but I feel like I need to say this: not everything is about taylor swift. yes, her ex posted an article about gaza on his instagram story the day of her birthday. but to call that a targeted act of malice, done solely to make her look bad, in my opinion, is in very poor taste to the current situation in gaza. don't get me wrong, I love taylor, some days she's all that gets me through the day, but she is NOT the center of everyone's universe. joe alwyn called for a ceasefire LAST WEEK, along with many other celebrities, among which taylor was not one of them. I don't even keep up with what the guy is up to and even I knew he called for a ceasefire. I think it's likely, with this being her first birthday since the breakup and with her living her life much more publicly, he knew fans were going to be paying more attention to what he posted and rather than give fodder to that certain subsect of swifties that like to hate on every person that was once in her life (I'm looking at you, people who were making fun of karlie kloss for her seats at so-fi stadium) he decided instead to turn heads to the current genocide in gaza! let me repeat that: there is a genocide going on! not everyone is thinking about taylor swift rn bffr!

furthermore, if you think his speaking out makes her look bad, think about why that is. I don't think celebrities have an obligation to "speak out" just because they are celebrities, but there is no denying taylor speaking out in support of palestine could literally be a key factor in turning public opinion in palestine's favor.

using the actual human suffering of the palestinian people as a way to make things about cheap celebrity gossip and "throwing shade" just to make your favorite celebrity look good is fucking tacky and it makes me ashamed to be in this fandom. if you're going to be doing that, the least you can do is click a button every once in a while too

[halfmoondaze]

Hiding In Plain Sight

authors note: this would be the first part of a four part series. I hope you liked it

Trigger Warning: mentions of stalking

You were interrupted from playing Animal Crossing when you felt a pair of lips press into your temple. 

“You ready to go?” 

“Yea, just let me get my stuff” 

“Alright, I’ll meet you in the tour bus” 

“Ok” 

He kissed your lips before he left. 

You were currently on tour with Jack and you were enjoying every moment of it. However, today was his last show before you would have him all to yourself back home. You gathered all your things and head back to the tour bus. 

As you went inside, Jack was going through his fan mail. You sat beside him and took a look. 

Hey Jack My name is Karlie I love your music. You're such an inspiration for me. I'm from Louisville and If Im honest, I used to be not be very fond of my hometown, until I heard you talk about Louisville with so much love and appreciation. Now I feel proud of being from here. Thank you for everything you have done us. I love you

You read out loud.

“Wow, that was so sweet” he said with a smile on his face. 

“Wait, I think there was something attached” you said pulling out a beaded bracelet with his name on it.

“This is so cool, wait…did she made this herself?” 

“I don’t know let me see” you said going back to the letter. “Oh I forgot to read the last part” 

You flipped the page and read out loud:

p.s. here’s a bracelet I made myself. I hope you like it. Love you

“Damn, I’m going to wear this” he said it wasting no time in putting it on. 

You and Jack spent the next half hour going through his fan mail, until he stumbled to a particular letter that was actually addressed to you. 

“This one is for you”

“Me? Are you sure?” you said looking at the envelope. 

You had never received a letter before. In fact how did they even know you name? You and Jack were not public about your relationship. Sure people suspected he was seeing someone, as he made it clear in interviews that he was not single but he respected your privacy and make sure to not speak of you, not even giving away your name. 

Have a fabulous birthday (it was not your birthday) Y/N is such a pretty name

Jack stopped reading out loud as he read the last part. 

“What the fuck?” he said shocked. 

You took the letter from his hands and read the last part. 

A few days ago, I carved your name in my arm with scissors letter by letter I though you should know that

You stared into nothingness in shock. 

Jack put his arm around you. 

“Hey, everything’s going to be ok. I’m going to hire security so you don’t have to worry about anything. I’ll make sure the police knows about this so they look into it” 

He reassured you, but you were still uneasy. 

Its been two weeks since you received the letter. You stayed at home as you were terrified of going out of fear that your stalker could find your address and attempt something. 

Jack was there for you throughout the whole time. He wasn’t going to lie to himself, he was terrified, and he couldn’t begin to imagine how you must be feeling at this moment. 

Jack wasn’t going to take any chances when it comes to Y/N. He made sure to hire security to patrol outside their home. Additionally, he hired a security staff to sit outside their home.

On the other hand, your anxiety was at a all-time high as you were now experiencing severe panic attacks, scared of having an encounter with your stalker. It got to the point where if you would hear a trash bag rustle, you would flinch and panic. 

“Babe I’m going to the studio” Jack said as he sat on the bed. 

You had stop scrolling through your phone and look up at him and smiled. “Ok”

“Call me if anything happens. I love you” he said kissing the top of your head before leaving the room.

“Wait”

He quickly turned around and went back to your shared room. 

“We are running out of milk and eggs, so I thought I could go to the grocery store later in the afternoon” 

“Sure, I’ll let Nathan (one of your bodyguards) know” 

It was lovely to be able to go out for once. Even though it was such a mundane task, you enjoyed yourself going though the aisles and taking your time with it. So much that for at least a few hours you forgot about the whole thing. 

But that didn’t last long because as soon as you arrived back home, you found another letter. This time it was attached to the windshield of the back of your car, which you were able to notice when you got to the back to unpack your grocery bags. 

You immediately called Jack and texted him a picture od the envelope attached to the windshield. 

In less than 15 minutes, he went back home. Meanwhile your bodyguard alerted the cops. 

I saw you on the snack aisle I noticed you stocked up on various chocolate bars I wonder which one is your favorite of them all Mine is Hershey's chocolate bar  I wanted to approach you and introduce myself but I was overcome by shyness Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful day We should meet sometime in person

The officer read the letter out loud upon your request. A chill went down your spine at the thought of your stalker being so close in proximity to you.

Attached to the letter were tickets from a play you never heard before.

The police took the tickets and the letter to inspect it for fingerprints in hopes to capture your stalker. 

Jack felt helpless and didn't know how to fix this situation; and seeing how this affected you broke his heart.

[thatstupidone]

Bucky stormed into the Wilson house, slamming the door shut behind him. He glared at Sam who had been walking into the kitchen but paused when he saw Bucky walked in.

"No way in fucking hell are we working with him!" Bucky yelled at Sam.

Sam looked confused before quickly realizing what Bucky was talking about. He slowly walked into the room Bucky was standing in.

"Buck..we have to work with him. You know this." Sam's voice was soft.

Bucky scoffed, stepping closer to Sam.

"I refuse to work with him." His voice was low and threatening. After everything that has happened Sam really would just go along with this?

"Why, Buck? We can't do this alone." Sam knew the answer, Bucky knew he knew.

"First he took the shield, something you just let happen! And second he killed someone Sam! I will not be working with Walker."

Bucky was done. Sam hated Walker so why would he willingly work with him? Bucky was still pissed at Sam for allowing the shield to end up in someone elses hands and even after everything that happened with Zemo and Karlie he would still work with the guy who had the shield. Steve gave Sam the shield, and Sam didn't even think twice before giving it to a museum to later be given to someone else.

"You've murdered people?!" Sam shouted back. As soon as the words left his mouth his eyes widened and he took a step back. He hadn't meant to say that.

Sam knew Bucky was still struggling to let himself realize he never killed anyone and that it was just HYDRA, and here he was blaming him over it.

"That's a low blow, Wlison." Bucky turned to leave holding back the tears that threatened to spill over.

He could here Sam following him out the house.

"Bucky come on man. I didn't mean it and you know that! Please.." Sam put a hand on Bucky's shoulder stopping him.

Bucky froze, turning to look at Sam. He had this far away look on his face. "Goodbye, Sam."

Bucky turned back around leaving. He didn't want any part of this. He didn't want to work with Walker, and he definitely didn't want to be around Sam if he was going to bring up past things.

Bucky has been tired of going from fight to fight since he first entered Wakonda. He was no done fighting. Maybe they would let him stay in Wakonda again..ever after he let Zemo go.

[winter-tospring]

first impressions from last night, for my records lol written as i went. warning, it's not great tortured poets department: wtf is with all that synth it sounds so bad so high so not on theme wtf is this her voice doesnt sound like it's trying at all it's strolling and so boring; she's just giving us nothing

my boy: this is like if out of the woods production was less good and also didn't fit the theme and lyrics and it just is bAD so bad, like why, it's like a bad imitation that doesn't make sense!!!!!! the drum and synth was nice once and then i'm sorry you actually have to make it coherent not just re-use the same things and patch them together because you have no new fucking ideas !!~!!!!!!!

down bad- she will say she's an alcoholic and she learned how to say fuck so she overuses it like a teenager now, great. matty breaking up with her?? sounds like he did but feels like lies tbh

so long, london- wow finally getting to hear about joe. better match between lyrics and music. better gradation, better buildup, some pretty good lyrics, overall, decent

but daddy i love him- something i would actually support and be hyping if she had come out as bi, or gay, or had stuck with matty, had defended any part about him, had continued dating him longer than she did, had actually dissassociated from her dad, had actually done sonmething rebellious truly. but she reverted back to a fucking footballer her dad picked for her so how fucking bold to release this now when all this energy is gone. the nerve. she should've kept this to herself or release it last summer it's actually UPSETTING that she would release this now when she is in such a picture perfect daddy approved relationship.

fresh out the slammer- uh….okay…undewhelming "taylor, please. do a drug. any drug. and report back. 😞😩"

florida!!!- definitly the best!! florence has the best moments of the album. actually intersting vocals, attitude, style, bocal beauty, and interesting music overall. just want her to sing only, feels like taylor is impeding on florence and i want florence to come back everytime she stops singing. florence actually adds flavor to this, whereas taylor is just...flat and uninteresting??? yikes

guilty as sin?- actually like it!! guitar and drum yes baby. though oh pooor little baby you desire someone else. you are now linking yourself to jesus, you're so guilty but you havent done anything. okay okay but the sound is actually good and i would listen again. the grandiose religious comparisons are a plenty on this album man

i can fix him- taylor you are not grimes. you were not married to elon musk. stop religion, stop it. my god how embarassing this one should not have been public. actually burst out laughing at that last heavy "can't"

loml- thank you for actually telling us something. that was the easiest to get through without interrupting. joe song. good words, good simple ballad.

i can do this with a broken heart- this is funny genuinely, funny, i would hype that, wow

the smallest man who ever lived- the karlie song? want to look more into the lyrics.

the alchemy- ew ew ewterrible badddddddddddd you can't write a good song about football, please stop trying. this is so bad i'm actually so mad please delete this clara bow- so disapointed! i expected more from this one, but it's another ''the lucky one'' or "last american dynasty" etc...nothing new, so it doesn' really compel attention... i listened to who's afraid of little old me last:

who's afraid of little old me?- oh god girl. make this make sense. this is embarrassing, why dont you tell us why you were raised in an asylum and what they did and that instead of throwing oh boohoo me i have it so bad.

this is just her style now, i guess. :|

[9w1ft]

Okay, but releasing album #3 TV on the same day she's going to be in KKs home state is kinda sweet, especially with this album taking on a new meaning for her general, since she's lived and grown up a little more.

Speak Now songs that aren't about Kaylor, but get me in my Kaylor feels.

Mine: released 13 years ago on August 3rd.

Back to December: Kissgate

Enchanted: 2011 Met Gala

Speak Now: Rep Tour Surprise song after the engagement.

Long-Live: The Great War

Mean: Antis. Enough said.

The Story of Us: "it's all part of the fucking story."

Sparks Fly: VSFS

Never Grow Up: 👶🏻👶🏻

I can't wait until Friday. I'm so excited. It's gonna be special.

💜💜💜

Also, Karlie has been using 3 emojis for a while. I wonder if she will continue after SNTV roll outbid done. Ha.

i know precisely what you mean anon!

and i’m so excited too!!

[whatiwillsay]

An incomplete list of absolutely unhinged things that Taylor has done in no particular odrder

1) call a very pregnant woman a crook in a song

2) the whole love triangle of folklore purely because James and Betty are literally real life siblings.

3) out a man for having "a couple side flings""

4) using the term "hide in the closet" knowing FULL well what that means

5) trying so hard to make I Knew You were Trouble/We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together about Harry after the fact.

6) going along with the Harry theme, letting that "friend" come in after her interview and royally fuck up haylors timelime

7) putting "Karlie"on that exercise bike in the You Need To Calm Down video

8) the "proud" bracelet

9) her MySpace posts

10) letting Hayley kyoko AKA lesbian jesus represent track 5 which is known to be her most personal songs in the YNTCD video by literally being The Archer

NUMBER SEVEN TRULY HAUNTS ME FR THO WHAT WAS THAT ALL AB

[alltheficsiwant]

Enemies

Enemies | A Foxy 🦊 and Wolfie 🐺 One Shot

Summary: Bucky has enemies. He used to fight them alone, now he has you on his side. It’s interesting what a Fox would do and Bucky is in for a surprise how much capable you are in the field you work best.

Warnings: Mentions of violence and mention of a lot of unethical hacking. kissing? and... that's it? Please tell me if I missed out on something.

Words: 6.9 k

Ratings: 18+ Minors DN

A/N: Tag-list is still open. Any errors is on me. Enjoy! 💕😉

Bucky Barnes Master List | Main Masterlist

Dealing with enemies, it's part of the life he chose to live. Bucky knows that, especially after he reigned as the king of New York. There are always enemies that wanted to fuck with him and rivals that one to one up him in the game. 

The rivals, just like Karli and Yondu. They respect the business and they respect each other. In order to coexist, they remain neutral yet hostile at the same time. Bucky could easily do that. Enemies? Rumlow, Hydra, and many others. Well, they are not shy on crossing the line and doing what it takes to take back power from Bucky. 

Bucky wouldn’t let that happen. He always dealt with their attacks, whether with their business or their people. He could remember the time when they decided to get even and went after his mother and sisters, he wreaked havoc on them and made sure that they were not going to be able to go back. But in this life, he might have made enemies but he also made allies that are now friends and family to him.

The time that he managed to save Shuri from her very own cousin. Killmonger, the one who did it, it was T'challa who gave the killing blow but it was Bucky’s gun that was used. Killmonger has a good purpose on wanting to take over New York but the ways are too fucked up. Bucky was actually the lesser evil, so T’challa came to him. Eventually, Bucky saved Shuri’s life and his business. They became partners and later on friends.

Of course despite everything else, there are enemies that never get tired to try to bring Bucky down. Rumlow, Hydra and some others that were once kings of New York. They just can’t seem to get enough of Bucky’s fists and bullets which Bucky is happy to give. Though, all of that was done by his own hands and his own mind. Of course he had his men, Sam, Natasha and Steve at his rear. But everything was done according to his way.

But now he is stumped as an old enemy arises yet again. This time doing something out of the ordinary and Bucky doesn’t know if his fists and bullets would be enough.

“Another hit?” Bucky looked up from the desk in his home office. He got woken up by a call from Natasha and was informed about another incident. It has been five or is it six, Bucky has lost count as hits on his business and assets are taking place. This is the third in this month as long as he can remember and Bucky is really getting tired of this.

He had to leave you on the bed, even though all he wanted to do was stay there. Since the incident with Walker and Beck, you have been staying a lot at his penthouse. At first, it was for your own safety but the succeeding months was with his own offer. This was one of those nights and Bucky doesn’t want to waste it on dealing with the shit on his business. He tried so hard to get out of bed unnoticed but it seems like it's not only him that got used to having someone sleep beside them.

You stood there leaning against the door frame wearing only his black henley and shorts. Your hair is tied up and your eyes are a little bit sleepy. 

Bucky sighed as he leaned back on his chair. His eyes roamed on your body as if he didn’t have the chance the night before. You raised a brow at him waiting for his reply. 

“C’mere,” He patted his lap instead and you narrowed your eyes at him as you stood your ground against the door frame.

“Not until you tell me what made you leave me alone on the bed at…” you trailed off as you looked around for a clock before it landed on the father clock on the right side. Which unfortunately, has a clock hand instead of a number. You groaned a bit as you squinted trying to have your sleepy brain interpret it. Bucky couldn't help but chuckle as he looked towards it.

“Three twenty-five am,” He supplied and you huffed as you rubbed your right eye before looking back at him.

“Yeah, just what you said,” you mumbled and Bucky just patted his lap again one more time. You huffed and moved sluggishly until you landed on his lap. You immediately curled against his chest while his vibranium arm immediately found its way around your back and settled on your hip as the other caressed your face.

“Hi Foxy,” Bucky breathed out using the nickname you are starting to get fond of as long as it's Bucky who calls you that. 

“Hi Wolfie,” You used his nickname back to him. Bucky only grinned at that in contrast to the violent outburst he usually displayed when he was teased by both Sam and Steve (Who recently stopped because Bucky recently threatened to castrate them. Which they knew their friend and boss would go through.). 

You grinned back before giving him a kiss which Bucky happily returned. The two of you stayed like that, exchanging kisses and caresses until some life has gone back in your eyes. You sat a bit more alert on Bucky’s lap and you are now fiddling with his vibranium arm as Bucky watched you fondly.

“You gonna tell me what happened?” You finally spoke as you looked back at Bucky.

“You know I don’t want you to get involve as much as—”

You carefully cradle his face, cutting him off as you shake your head. 

“You know I am going to be involved. Besides, haven't we learned about the incident with Walker and Beck?” You leaned towards him to nudge your nose against him before you leaned back again. “I’m your girl now and I also want to help,” You told him and Bucky can’t help but feel smug about that. You saw it, you just pinched his cheeks more that made him grunt. You giggled. 

Bucky looked at you for a while before he sighed. He leaned down to give you one final kiss before he leaned further to get his tablet and gave it to you. A picture of a man with a disgruntled face welcomed you on the screen. The half of his face from chin up to his cheekbones are filled with scars. You scrunch your brows as you look at the face.

“He looks..” You trailed off as you tilted your head a bit. “...like he wants to kill everyone in sight,” 

“He does, killing is the only option with him,” Bucky mumbled.

Suddenly, dread fills your face as you look up at Bucky. “Did he–?”

“No, not yet at least but he did kill some business on me which is something new,” Bucky moved to remove his image to show you a group of images. “He killed two warehouses worth of materials last night. Two important ones,”

“Oh bummer,” you mumbled as you looked back down at the files of how the attack happened. “How much was taken?”

Bucky was silent for a while before he spoke up. “About 4-5.5 million dollars,”

You looked up at him with eyes wide. “On both warehouses?”

“Each warehouse,”

“Jesus,” and you looked back down shocked at the value of the warehouse. The most you knew about a warehouse being worth is almost a thousand dollars. But hey, that television show about people bidding on storage houses is so 2000’s and out of date. “What exactly did he steal?”

Bucky didn’t exactly say anything else and when he didn’t speak after a while you looked up at him with a frown. “You are not allowed to tell me?” You asked quietly.

Bucky sighed. “It’s weapons,” he only said and you nodded as you looked back down.

“What kind of weapons?”

“Stark grade,” you look up sharply at him. You stared at his face for a while before you looked back down at the tablet. It was actually no surprise, to be honest. The amount of business Bucky has, one way or another he would have dabbled in weaponry. You already saw the drug industry and the clubs both underground and upper ground. Besides, your moral ground is actually questionable after the stunts you pulled after Dotty, Bucky’s Ex (That is before the Walker incident and to be fair, Dotty is a demented witch but someone you can handle. Walker and Beck? Not so much). 

Bucky though watched you carefully. The last time he showed some parts of his business you had a moment of breakdown but immediately picked back up. Now you just blinked and then went back to the laptop. He watched you while you fiddled with the files more and the pictures. Silence settling over the study before you broke it.

“If it's Stark grade weaponry, it leans more in technicality instead of mechanics,” you mumbled. “That old man sure is a genius but very chaotic in his inventions.” You added as your fingers fly over the screen. Bucky raised a brow at that.

“Do you have any evidence or leads where he would be able to take them?” You continued as you looked back at him.

“I am currently working on it with Stark.” Bucky informed you with a bewildered expression. “He is trying to track it down. Look— doll,” he took the tablet out of your hands as you protested. He laid it back down on the table. You move to get it but Bucky already knew you would do that. As he pulled you against him. You pouted at that.

He wrapped his arms again around you and guided your face against his neck as he nuzzled your hair. You melted in his arms once he did that. You attempted to move after a few seconds but Bucky is strong and wouldn’t budge. Finally, you just gave up and completely leaned towards him.  “I can handle it, don't worry. He’s an old enemy. I dealt with him before, I can deal with him again,”

“But you don’t have me at that time. You have me now and I want to help.” You pouted as you leaned back to look at him. Bucky only sighed as he caressed your face affectionately. 

“Baby, I can’t let you be involved with this.” He insisted as you continue to pout at him. “I can’t let you get hurt again,” He whispered as his hold tightened on you.

You smoothed his furrowed brows with your thumb as you cradled his face. You wanted to kiss his forehead but contemplated. You aren’t exactly affectionate even with Wanda but you felt like he needed that at the moment. Despite the awkwardness you tried to reach up to his forehead but ended up pulling Bucky towards you.

The mob boss let you as he closed his eyes when he felt your lips on his forehead. He release a sigh as he fully wrapped his arms around your waist like steel bands.

“I trust that you wouldn’t let it happen again Wolfie,” You mumbled as you leaned back and nudged his head so he would look at you. “I trust you to protect me and even when there is a moment that I would be hurt. I knew you would be there to catch me.”

Bucky surged forward to capture your lips not wanting to speak anymore. Your trust is something he holds dear now. He knew it, because you don’t trust easily. After what your own parents did to you, trust is something he knows you don’t really give.

It took Shuri a year before you fully trust her. Wanda had to pester you everyday just so she would become your friend. It took Steve and Sam a lot before you even trust them, especially Bucky. But now that you do, Bucky doesn’t want to break that and he won’t let it break.

You kissed him back not as much as Bucky did and you let him consume you. His hands wandered under your shirt as his tongue begged for entrance and for a moment you let him. Knowing he needs this (you did too).

Both of you kissed for a while until oxygen became necessary and Bucky slowed down the kiss before pulling away. Bucky kept his eyes closed as he leaned his forehead against yours. You continue to run your hands through his hair as you both catch your breaths.

“Besides, I hate that you are being kept all night by these. You are getting tired so easily these days. I am worried about you.”

This is what he loves about you. Despite being the naive and sometimes oblivious girl that you are especially with your surroundings. Judging by the incident with Walker, you can be easily cornered. You can read Bucky like an open book and sense things about him that others cannot. He is surprised sometimes when you notice his habits. He was okay really being the giver. He likes to give you everything. He had always been the one to give.

Giving protection to the people he loves, providing for his family and trying to secure everyone’s lives.

But these past few weeks, he tried his best not to be affected too much by the continuous attack but it's taking a toll on him. The attacks on the warehouses with the Stark Grade weaponry that is going to be sold to the US Government a few weeks from now is the final straw. To be honest, Bucky doesn’t know what to do. Even if Stark was able to track it down, it might be too late to even retrieve that kind of weaponry since the man is based in Canada.

By then, he would be in hot waters with the US Government and he was really hoping to be in their good graces so he could leave the dirtier part of his business behind. Something he was planning to do since you came to his life. With that pressure, Bucky usually doesn’t give in. For fuck’s sake, he was tortured for 70 days when he was drawn captive by Hydra one time but he endured it. He didn’t even show any stress or anything taking a toll on him when he got out. He was good at hiding it. Eventually, he dealt with it in his own way.

But now,he isn’t good at hiding when it comes to you. When something comes into your attention you fixate on it pretty much just like you do when you have ideas for a new technology or program.

“Baby, I just don’t want you to deal with something that I know I can handle. Besides this is dangerous, I don’t want him paying any attention to you. After what happened to Walker, I want your name out of everything dangerous as possible,”

You purse your lips at his reply as you narrowed your eyes at the same time. A sign of irritation that Bucky doesn’t like on you. He frowned back as he is the one who tries to smoothen the worry lines on your face.

“Being with you is already dangerous. So should I stay away from you too?”

Bucky can’t help but scoff. “Baby, that is not what I meant–”

“Then let me help, you looked to be on your wits end. Besides, if he is an old enemy, maybe a fresh eye could help you reach a solution faster.” you reasoned more. Bucky sighed and leaned his forehead against yours. He closed his eyes. “Come on Buck. You are not alone on this anymore,”

He felt your lips against his again and Bucky immediately kissed you back. Though you kept the kiss short. Bucky opened his eyes just in time to see you looking at him through your eyelashes with a soft smile. He stared back at you for a moment. His vibranium hand caressing the back of your head while his flesh one pulled you closer.

“I’m not used to this,” Bucky started as he leaned down again to give you a kiss just because and then continued. “I have been running this business almost alone. I do have the help of Sam and Steve but dealing with these dipshits. I usually do it on my own. I like it that way. My way and my plan but— you are right. I am on my wits end and he is really moving in a way I have never seen before.”

“See? Let me help. We are kind of a team now and I hate it when my man is being attacked like this.” The two of you stared at each other for a while.

“Okay,” he finally breathed out as you smiled and clapped excitedly. Your eyes lighting up reminiscent of the way it did back in Winter where he first saw you.

“Now,” you turned to get the tablet and opened the recent exchange with Tony. “Tony is tracking it down and then what?”

“Then he can remotely activate the kill switch effectively rendering it useless and it would self-destruct destroying any parts that can be salvaged to fix it.” Bucky explained as you read through the messages and you tilted your head.

“Is this the icers?” You suddenly said as you pulled up the file of the weaponry and Bucky nodded. You probably had recognized some of it. Knowing Stark, he might have shown you things to show off. After all, he was close to you and was fond of you enough to let you and Shuri take on the bioprosthesis project he designed himself. His fondness of you was the reason he finally said yes to a partnership with Bucky on selling his weapons.

“Yes but the lethal one.” Bucky explained as you nodded and then suddenly you turned to him. 

“Give me your phone,”

Bucky leaned to get his phone on the table and gave it to you. You switched out the tablet with the phone. You opened it and went to an app that he didn’t know was there. He raised a brow at it until his phone’s screen changed into yours. Realization dawned on him.

“Wait, Shuri did that to my phone when you were taken by Walker.” Bucky can’t help but say and you looked at him. 

“Oh she did?” Bucky nodded as he watched you go back to the screen and fiddled with it. “Finally, she isn’t fond of that program just because she wasn’t able to crack it before but I am. She said it was unsafe and hackable but– pffft— who does she think I am? How didn’t she realize that the same program I am using is the one protecting hundreds of files of the company that can be stolen for millions of dollars?” You rambled as Bucky just watched you work. “It was a genius program if you say so myself. I can work and access my devices or any devices as long as I know their main IP addresses and drag it on my secure line. I bet Tony didn’t even think about it,” You continued and Tony’s name brought Bucky back to the topic at hand.

“What are you doing baby?”

“Oh,” you suddenly stopped as you looked at Bucky sheepishly. “I was about to explain but you asked me about the program.” You smiled cutely and Bucky can’t help but steal a kiss from you again.

“Its okay I like your ramblings but please explain it to me,”

“Okay– so Tony is using the infrared signal which can only be tracked by satellites. The electromagnetic–”

“In english please,” Bucky cut you off with a smirk and you blushed.

“Right, so. What Tony is doing is trying to track them down through the satellite like any other devices but it would take a while because he has to sift through thousands and even millions of signals even if he only focused on one area of the world.” You started as the screen of the phone changed and showed a map. You turned to the table and patted Bucky to move the both of you closer. While he did that, you made grabby hands to his slick black laptop on the end of the table. 

You opened it and easily extended your screen. “Since it's stark grade tech, it should be sending frequency differently. A unique one that is solely Stark’s like umm— DNA.” You looked at Bucky, your eyes shining a bit. “As humans, we have unique DNAs that made us, us. Like fingerprints and certain sequences that identify you. Codes in a program are no different, it has one signature frequency or code or data that is unique to its maker. Knowing the old man, his ego couldn’t handle not branding something he owns with his own code.”

Then you furiously type over the laptop until you pull out another map and it keeps zooming in. “So, I just have to identify that code. Luckily, I have a piece of Stark tech with me.”You pulled out your phone screen through Bucky’s phone after punching random keys on it and clicked on an app that Bucky visibly recoiled on seeing.

“Tinder?!” He exclaimed as you looked back at him. His eyes darkened at the knowledge that you have a tinder profile but you, being too caught up, didn't see it. No, he knew you wouldn’t cheat on him, for God sakes Bucky has to convince you to date him let alone being friends with him at the beginning. You would never do that but he suspected it must have been a prank from Sam or even Wanda but before he could berate who forced his precious Foxy to even go through it. A different picture popped up and he raised his brow at the familiar face.

“Yes, did you know Stark owns this shitty app?” You mumbled as you managed to open something on it and then codes appeared on the screen. 

“Why do you have Happy’s profile on there?” Bucky can’t help but ask. Happy was Tony’s head of security that is under Natasha’s as well.

“I helped him make one. I don’t even know why he went to me but he said if I manage to snag you, he might as well have a chance if I fix his profile.” You explained as you continue to work on Bucky’s laptop. 

Bucky is now baffled. A bit distracted from the situation on hand as he continues to stare at Happy’s Tinder profile.

“We didn’t meet on Tinder. I saw you in my club and is he really comparing himself to you?!”

“That’s what I said!” You exclaimed as you momentarily stopped and looked at Bucky. “Not the comparison but how we met. Despite my protest and explanation, Happy has set it in his mind that it doesn’t make any difference. So yeah,”

Before he could even ask more, you already turned back to the screen and cheered.

“Found it!” and then you were quiet for a while as the only thing that could be heard in Bucky’s office was the clicking of keys on his laptop. Bucky watched amazed as you did your thing. 

Though Bucky can’t help but be curious about it, he opens his mouth to ask what is going on but you beat him to it.

“I am trying to find the unique signal now,” you spoke up as you glanced at him with a small smile. “I just felt like you were going to ask me what I am doing, Wolfie,” 

Bucky chuckled and laid a kiss on your neck. “You know me so well baby,”

You just chuckled as you continued your work but then you stopped as the screen showed four places. “I think I found it,”

Bucky looked at the screen confused. “Really? That fast?”

You hummed and before he could react more you were calling Stark who picked up the video call without looking.

“I am trying to find it as fast as I can Robocop just– oh.” He finally turned to see you on Bucky’s lap. You waved at him cheerfully while Bucky glared at Stark upon hearing the nickname. “You have my favorite programmer on your lap. Does she have clearance for what we are talking about?”

“She kissed her way in it,” Bucky told him with a smug smile of his. The smile he always has if he had his way with you and Stark immediately gagged.

“Oh God, please don’t make that face. She is like a daughter to me! What the fuck?” 

You rolled your eyes at the two of them and decided to interrupt them with your discovery. 

“Can we please focus on the topic at hand?” You told them and then proceeded to show your screen to Stark. “I already isolated the signal emitting to your creation. I just need your confirmation on the locations,”

Stark raised a brow as he neared the screen to study what you are showing him. When he realized what it was, both of his brows raised in surprise as he looked back at you.

“You found it this fast?” 

You shrugged nonchalantly. “Like it's hard?” You told him and Bucky can’t help but smirk at Stark’s upfront face before he shook his head as he looked back at your data. 

“Impressive. Are you sure you are in the right company? I could double maybe triple what Shuri gives you,” Stark mused but you snorted.

“My loyalty can’t be bought Stark. Besides, I like Brooklyn better than Long Island,” you said to him as you leaned back against Bucky’s chest, who happily let you settle against him. “Now please, confirm with us which is your warehouse and which is not?”

“This is really impressive how the hell did you do this–”

“I got it from Tinder,” you told him as if he would get what you are saying and Stark looked at you confused. 

“I do own Tinder but what does a dating app–”

“Didn’t you know how to code?” You told him and Bucky is really enjoying this exchange as he saw Stark’s smug ass being brought down.

“Ugh, yes. Why do you think I was able to–”

“Then you should have known that to be able to find your own tech is to find your signature code right? Which is found in your unique code markings? Right?” You spoke as if you were talking with a child and Stark stared at you for a moment before he looked back at the screen.

“So, this is in Chile.” He closed one of the maps completely ignoring what you just said. “Two of these are of course here. One in Long island and One in Manhattan but this one.” He isolated the last one. Bucky tensed as he leaned forward at the same time you did. Stark sent it back to you as you made the image bigger.

“That is definitely not mine.” The three of you looked at it. “And I don’t recognize that place–”

“I think I know where that is,” You spoke up. The two men looked down at you as you clicked a few things as you pulled out another map. This time detailed one and you moved until it made it to Utah. It zoomed a couple times until it landed on a loading dock with numerous warehouses. “There, it's still here in the US.”

“Thank the heavens it's still in the US.” Stark said. “I’ll be sending my drones there and trying to activate the kill switch as soon as possible. I’ll contact you when it's done.”

“And if it didn't push through?” Bucky spoke up before Stark could put the call down.

“Then we have to do it manually in Utah. Up close and personal.” Stark said.

“Then we’ll need to know his next move.” Bucky replied and You sat up as you raised your hand.

“I can do that,” Bucky has a protest on the tip of his tongue but Stark beats him to talking.

“Then, Foxy, here is our plan B. I’ll call again.” Stark said and then the call went down. 

The two of you sat there in silence for a while before Bucky spoke up.

“Baby, I can’t ask you to delve further on this man.” Bucky said and you turned again towards him. This time you straddled him and sat on his upper thighs as you wrapped your arms around his shoulder while Bucky held onto your waist with his vibranium arm while the other caressed your arm. “I know you trust me to protect you but I don’t want to take any chances.”

“Bucky, I told you. You can’t do this alone and besides if it's dangerous. You did promise to get me away from it. So get me away when things go down– ah ah, let me finish– now, let me help okay? I want to,” You said to him as you laid a kiss on his cheeks. Bucky sighed as he succumbed to it.

“Okay but if things go down. If I told you to go, you will go. You will follow my instructions when the time comes, okay baby?”

“Okay,” 

“Good girl,” he can’t help but mumble as he leaned to pull you into a kiss. Savoring your taste and pouring out how grateful he was that he has you now on his side. The both of you kissed for a while now that there is a temporary solution to the problem but then the need for air became a necessity and Bucky had to slow down the kiss.

“I love you,” Bucky can’t help but whisper against your lips. You smiled as you gave him another kiss. 

“I love you more,” You answered back with a smirk and Bucky shook his head.

“Not possible,” Bucky said before surging forward claiming your lips again as you laughed. This time, Bucky intends to deepen it as he pulls your body flushed against him while his tongue swipes against your lip begging for entrance.

Which you happily let him as you whimpered when Bucky’s tongue touched yours. Tasting and savoring you. Though as you subconsciously started to grind your hips against him, you abruptly pulled away leaving Bucky to chase your lips.

“Baby–”

“You never really told me that man’s name,”

Bucky groaned as he leaned forward and pushed you back to kiss him. You indulged him for a minute but then you kept on leaning back.

“Buck–mmmm-need to know–mmmmm-to know—” You whimpered as you felt Bucky’s hands this time kneading your ass. “--Wolfie!” You exclaimed as you pushed him by his shoulders.

Bucky took the hint and leaned away. 

“Just tell me his name and then we can move this to the bedroom. Okay?” You told him as you bit your swollen lip. Bucky can’t help but lick his lip as he watches you do it. Though when you noticed this, you whined his name and that made Bucky chuckle.

“His name is Thanos. Happy? Now let’s move this to the bedroom cause baby, I need you.” He finished that sentence as he bucked up his hips. Show you how hard he was in his shorts but then the name finally registered. Your stupid brain who never backs down supplied to you.

“Thanos? Why– Buck–” You squealed as Bucky abruptly stood up with you still in his arms. You wrapped your legs around him as you held on tighter and continued talking. “Thanos? Really? Is that short for something?”

“Nope, that is just his name,” Bucky said but then he frowned as he made his way towards the staircase leading to the rooms. “You know talking about him is killing the mood,”

“We just need to kiss and we will get back into it,” You told him dismissing his frown as you go back to your previous statement. “Thanos? Really? Poor man, his parents really did a number on him with that name. Maybe that’s why he is like this now,”

Bucky can’t help but chuckle as he finally reaches his room. He leaned you against the door first before he opened it as he looked at you. “Yeah, he is a psychopath and does things his way without any remorse.”

“Then we really do have to stop him. I don’t want anything to happen to you,” You told him as you ran a hand through his hair and ended up clutching the back of his neck. You leaned your forehead against him. 

Bucky smiled as he clutched you tighter against his body. “You don’t have to worry about me, baby. You know that right? I’m the White Wolf,”

You pouted at him this time and huffed before you leaned away from him. A mixture of disdain and probably irritation filled your face as you pouted at him. 

“I know, you are the big bad mob boss but I still worry otherwise. I’m your girl and girls who love their men tend to do that. Right?” You told him with a blush. 

“I know baby and I’m so happy you are on my side now” Bucky said as he leaned closer to you. “Let’s go back to talking about everything after I have my way with you. Is that okay?”

You blushed, still not used to how Bucky is so open on wanting you. “Okay, have your way with me Wolfie.” you said in a quiet voice and blushing even harder.

Bucky growled and then howled like a fucking wolf. You can’t help but burst out laughing at his antics before it was muffled with his lips. Thoughts of the enemy out his mind as he crashed his lips against yours. The both of you will deal with Thanos later. Much much later after Bucky is done with you.

Much much later….

Bucky stared at the screen in absolute shock and silence. It would have been comical if he had his jaw slackened but Bucky is still the man that he is. He has an image to protect but still, what he was seeing is so—

“Fucking brilliant,” Sam grunted beside him and he can’t help but nod as he watched it unfold. 

Tony failed in switching the killswitch, which prompted you to delve into Thanos and they would be forced to do a manual process. Bucky never realized until later on that programming and coding apparently is not your main skill but hacking. You were a white hat hacker before joining Shuri in Wakanda industries to develop technology that changes the world. A shocking information that you revealed to Bucky before this day.

You managed to get Thano’s digital trails of his possible plans with the Stark tech and how the fuck he managed to get it without being noticed by Natasha’s security. Again, Bucky saw another betrayal but this time under one of Natasha’s people.

Nebula, the head of the security that manages the Warehouse in Queens, is the mole as you manage to pull up dozens of cryptic messages that you were able to decode by the help of Tony who apparently dabbled in hacking too. Natasha immediately took action in getting Nebula and they had her interrogated by Eddie or rather specifically by Venom to get the information they needed.

It turns out, Thanos is going to sell it to Russia at a price that is way more than it should be and plans to use that as leverage to take over the current president of the country. Paving a market for Thanos and enough man power to invade New York and claim Bucky’s reign over it. He even plans on taking Florida which is rumored to house a mob boss named Peter Quill. It was rather personal that involved Thanos’ daughter but it’s a story that Bucky doesn’t exactly care about.

Now that they have the plan, they just need to know how Thanos would transport the tech from Utah to Russia. Which is what is coming to play right now, apparently, you have connections in Utah that is why you reacted that way. It was your hometown, in a way, you grew up there for the most part and that is where you started your hacking expertise.

You explained to them that you are going to infiltrate the main system but in order to do so you need one of the tech activated and one person stationed near to establish the connection. You told it a lot more with complicated terms but Bucky just took what he could understand.

Right now, Natasha and Steve already went when Tony said that he failed to activate the killswitch and was waiting for instructions. Now, all of them are watching in wonder as you bypass every security that Tony placed in his tech and any tech security that Thanos placed to secure the tech.

“How the fuck you managed to snatch her up?” Tony asked Bucky, astonished as you worked in with ease, as if it's just another day at the office. But then Bucky narrowed his eyes at Tony, his vibranium hand clenching into a fist.

“She’s always been a great woman, Stark. She was working with Shuri, who was your business partner for years,” Bucky can’t help but snide at him.

“Why is this woman with you Bucky?” Tony asked again and Bucky growled at that. Before he could contest though, he knew he really did get lucky about you. He was still in that mindset that he would do whatever it takes to keep you. 

“Because I love him Stark,” you suddenly spoke up as you looked from your screen towards him with a glare. “And I chose to stay by his side. Now shut up and let me work,”

Tony looked at you with wide eyes. Bucky can’t help but smile smugly at him before turning back to the screen.

“How much longer?” Natasha’s voice echoed inside Tony’s office.

“Just a few more second—”

“We don’t have that, there are five guards coming,” Steve's voice cut them off. You cursed as you moved quickly.

“Done,” you told them and then your hands moved quickly as camera feeds from the Utah warehouse came into view. It changed until you can see Steve and Natasha now trying to avoid the guards. 

“You should start doing your thing Tony while I help them to get out,” You told the billionaire who jumped at his feet and sat on his own station. 

“We need a way out,” Steve whispered this time. You quickly pull up what looks like a blueprint of the whole warehouse and bite your lip.

“You can exit on the way you came from, you just need a little dis-trac-tion,” as you said the syllable of the word. You clicked enter and it was quiet for a while before you suddenly straightened to Tony. “I do hope your tech is waterproof,”

Before Tony could react, all of you watched as the sprinklers suddenly turned on. The guards scrambled, shocked that the sprinklers were on without any fire alarms.

“Ugh, you should have sounded the alarm.” Sam said and then your eyes widened.

“Shit, I forgot,” you clicked a few more codes and the alarms started blaring. The guards started to curse as they scrambled around and away from where Steve and Natasha were hiding. The two looked at the camera. 

Steve with an expression of gratitude while Natasha stared at it as if she could see you with a face that said “Really?”

“Your welcome Natasha,” You told through the comms and Nat just rolled her eyes before she pushed Steve to move. Soon, they were able to come out of there and Tony declared that he was able to have the killswitch activated rendering everything useless. And yes, his tech is waterproof thank you very much.

Bucky just watched in amazement at you and in awe. If it was his way, he would force Thanos to enact violence after violence. Instilling fear and making it clear that he wasn’t to be messed with but now with you by his side. He felt like he had other options now. Another  thing for people to be scared of.

His men and women are not about brawns anymore or about their brutal approach. Bucky cannot just destroy anyone physically. He has now the ability to destroy even lives and instill fear in this technological advance world now he has you. His baby. His queen. The love of his life. His foxy.

And as you looked back at him with a smile from ear to ear, he felt the burning sensation of the black box he always had hidden in his coat pockets. Something he had been thinking about since the Walker incident. Something that would cement your place by his side forever.

“I told you, we can do it,” You told him as you approached and threw your arms around him. Bucky immediately wrapped his own around your waist to pull you flushed against him.

“You did it. I didn’t even lift a finger baby. This is all you,” Bucky mumbled but you shook your head as you stood in your tiptoes to give Bucky a peck on his lips. Bucky groaned at that and made a move to kiss you again this time but you shook your head. “My Foxy.”

“We did it. We are a team now. You and me. A Fox and a Wolf,” you told him and Bucky can’t help but surge forward, capturing your lips and kissing you like there is no tomorrow.

Yeah, he wouldn't take his time anymore. By the end of this month, he will make you his wife. He is sure of it.

Taglist: @cynic-spirit

[kaylorstree]

Complete Midnights Gaylor Lyric Analysis

Okay so there’s a lot to unpack and I haven’t done an in-depth analysis in a really long time so please forgive me!

To the best of my ability I’m going to analyse the lyrics of every song, and then another day I’ll analyse the 2 music videos. Please be patient with me ❤️

1. Lavender Haze:

I think this is really self-explanatory. As we all know a ‘lavender marriage’ is a bearding agreement between two people. Within this song Taylor talks about the comfort of a lavender relationship, as it gives her freedom to live her life without scrutiny. However, in a heteronormative society people ‘only see a one night or a bride’- essentially to be married, or date around and be endlessly slut shamed for it. They want her to marry Joe, which is the ‘1950s shit they want from me’ which I assume she doesn’t want to do if she doesn’t have to. ‘They’re looking at my history’ AKA they’re comparing this relationship to her others, how long they dated for and if there was a ‘proposal’ e.g. Calvin and Tom being her two most serious ‘relationships’

2. Maroon

I think hetlors have quickly come to conclusion this is about Tom Hiddleston very quickly, which is funny because this is very clearly about Karlie.

‘Like you were my closest friend’

‘Your roommate’s cheap-ass screw-top rosé’ Karlie was her roomate

‘The one I was dancing with in New York, no shoes’ I don’t even need to explain this

‘The lips I used to call home, so scarlet it was maroon’

‘The mark they saw on my collarbone’

‘That’s a real fucking legacy’

3. Anti-Hero

There’s nothing particularly gaylor about Anti-Hero, it’s more of a complex deep dive into Taylor’s worst fears and trying to take accountability to some of the things she’s done.

4. Snow On The Beach

So many parallels to ‘you two are dancing in a snow-globe round and round’

‘My smile looks like I won contest, and to hide that would be so dishonest’

5. You’re On Your Own Kid

‘Summer went away’

‘It’s okay we’re the best of friends’

‘So long Daisy May’ I mean c’mon 🌼

6. Midnight Rain

Again, the hetlors seem to be pretty convinced this is about Tom Hiddleston for some reason.

‘He was sunshine’ Karlie’s nickname of course

My interpretation of this was how much a toll bearding takes on a relationship and your own mental health.

7. Question…?

I would very easily categorise this as a kissgate song. The song uses she/her pronouns throughout.

‘Good girl, sad boy’ Karlie represents Good Girl fragrance

‘Have you ever had someone kiss you in a crowded room?’

‘Did you leave her house in the middle of the night?’

‘She was on your mind with some dickhead guy who you saw that night’ Josh Kushner obviously

‘Did you ever wish you could still touch her?’

8. Vigilante Shit

Nothing particularly gay, I think this is a song about Scooter Braun/Kimye. Maybe you could interpret it as revenge on Josh Kushner for ‘stealing’ Karlie?’

‘Draw the cat-eyes sharp enough to kill a man’ who does we know that always has cat-like eyeliner? 🤔

9. Bejewelled

Firstly, the music video is gay as the cows come home.

Having Dita Von Tese in the video!!!!

The building she enters in the video remarkably looks like the one in the Good Girl fragrance advert.

Is it the Empire State building? Idk I’m British haha

10. Labyrinth

I think this song is sonically very inspired by Imogen Heap. It seems to be very much inspired by anxiety and longing. It’s about being scared to fall in love.

11. Karma

This song is EXTREMELY queer coded.

‘Karma is a cat sitting in my lap because it loves me’ is a euphemism for pussy, obviously.

12. Sweet Nothing

A controversial opinion from me, but the way this song sounds like a nursery rhyme and the lyric ‘The pebble that we picked up last July’ I honestly think Taylor considers Levi to be her son. More proof to support this is in the Anti-Hero music video where Taylor hypothesises she’ll have two sons, which is oddly specific. I think having a Kushner baby to monopolise on that money, power and influence is a great way to ‘get the castle’ in the end. Just a theory, don’t drag me for it. ‘Dancing in your Levi’s’ is a very specific lyric in Cardigan.

13. Mastermind

This perhaps the most gaylor song on the album. It outlines about everything was carefully crafted.

‘And the touch of the hand lit a fuse’

‘All the wisest women had to do it this way’

‘What if I told you none of it wasn’t accidental and the first time you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me.’ As we all know, Taylor and Karlie actually met before the Victoria’s Secret Show, at a different event. ‘I layed the ground work’ Perhaps it was always her plan to get Karlie.

14. The Great War

This is definitely about 2016. As we know politics, kimye, Karlie, Scooter Braun- it was a very dark time for Taylor.

‘Maybe it was her’ the gayest lyric ever.

15. Bigger Than The Whole Sky

This is clearly about regretting lost love, it could be about anyone- Emily, Dianna, Karlie? I don’t know.

16. Paris

This is the definition of loving in secret. It talks about staying in a hotel or in the house, but playing make believe you could be anywhere- even Paris.

Paris is a song by The 1975 also.

17. High Infidelity

Firstly, I think it’s important to mention that Zoë Kravitz was on a show called ‘High Fidelity’ which was on Disney+ where she played a queer character. I haven’t seen it yet, but I’m planning to so will look for Easter Eggs 🐣🥚

I feel like this possibly could be from Karlie’s POV ‘Storm coming, good husband, bad omen, dragged my feet right down the aisle’ is pretty on the nose. ‘You said I was freeloading, I didn’t know you were keeping count’ could refer to the fact they lived together.

18. Glitch

This is about drugs. Or, it could it be about being bearding because of ‘it must be counter-fit’ ‘Someone else’s playground’ ‘2,190 days of our love blackout’ Weren’t we talking about Love Lockdown a while back? Karlie was in Paris at that bridge?

Lyrical parallels to ‘every bait and switch was a work of art’

19. Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve

I’d like to take a moment to appreciate what a tune this is.

I honestly feel like this is about John Mayer.

This reminds me of a certain abusive relationship I was in, and it really hits home. 😢

Really feels like a particular relationship of a man being emotionally abusive to a younger girl.

20. Dear Reader

This is about Scooter Braun, and Taylor imparting wisdom.

That’s it! Let me know if I should dissect the music videos too! 🌼💎🕰

This is best I can do at the moment! Haven’t had much time to listen to the whole album more closely, but when I do I might add more to this ❤️🦋

[rainbowdaisy13]

I've seen a lot of posts (especially on reddit) coming from gaylors that still claim that kaylor is over, like "she sang about another muse on her bday" and that kind of thing. I believe T is queer but what if we're wrong about Karlie and despite it definitely being a thing a few years back, it's done and dusted? What if T has another woman on her mind, still more present in her life? (No, not DA) I'm so confused, I don't know what to believe anymore.

It’s understandable to be confused or frustrated—know that that is intentional. She is the Mastermind and she is purposely making this coming out/love Story confusing and layered to always have plausible deniability until they don’t need it anymore.

I am not here to convince you she’s still with Karlie, that’s something you have to decide for yourself. All I can tell you is that these two women have continued to covertly and *loudly* reference each others work, wear similar or identical clothing and jewelry, post within minutes of each other on socials, use wording or song choices that directly hints at unreleased music by Taylor *prior* to it being dropped, build an entire fucking world tour centered around specific Kaylor moments that there is photographic and video evidence for. This is why I believe.

Prior to Midnights I was a little on the fence. She was still Bearded up, we hadn’t had any new music that was loud loud like Lover and Rep without the plausible deniability of “folklore”, Karlie is in a Lavender marriage with a kid. And then Midnights drops—which we find out after the fact that Karlie hinted at track names for weeks ahead of time on her stories, we saw that that whole W Mag spread which was so random was also a hint, and the biggest of all, the MUSIC on midnights is so Kaylor heavy it’s just unreal. How the fuck do you explain Taylor releasing SOTB and Question in the year 2023?? Anti-Hero and Mastermind—literally telling us “none of it was accidental” Nothing is a coincidence it’s all planned down to the fucking checkerboard floor pattern during Style on Tour.

If they aren’t still together, both of them need to be committed because they are still so obsessed with each other to the point it’s unhealthy…….or maybe they have continued to live their secret love story in the way they know how, in a way that protects the people they love, until it’s Time. I have zero guesses on the When, but since Midnights Taylor has been telling us she’s ready to burn it all down and WE ARE READY FOR IT BITCH 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[lindszeppelin]

I did not think they were PR and I was a follower of Mollie’s up until they went to the Era’s tour. Kaia is extremely close with Karlie Kloss (who is no longer friends with Taylor) and Mollie herself even speculated that when Kaia unfollowed Baz it was because he was at a party with Taylor the night before. Kaia’s dad’s tequila company is one of Taylor Swift’s sponsors and suddenly they show up to a VIP tent at her concert where a lot of celebrities are attending for attention/PR? I don’t think Austin is innocent in this, I think he’s collecting a paycheck and playing the game so it isn’t fair to only blame Kaia for it. I still support Austin but I def side eye their relationship now. And I know Karlie herself went to a Taylor concert but that was to fuck with Taylor herself, it didn’t have anything to do with Kaia. Kaia also follows the artists she likes on IG or posts about them and she has never done that with Taylor so while she’s a fan she was never one publicly and all of a sudden she’s at the concert dancing and singing? They’ve gone to concerts before and stayed lowkey (Gracie Abrams, concert in France, etc)

WOW. The lore goes deep with this one. I mean honestly this whole eras tour situation is baffling to me, and i appreciate you guys that are taylor fans can comment on this because i don't know any of this stuff lol. I'm aware of the drama that surrounds taylor and she just seems like a really messy person. but aside from that, it is not lost on me at all that this happened on the same day of Austin's YSL cologne dropping. It is too coincidental. And the fact that Casamigos is a sponsor of the Eras Tour threw me for a loop. not rande getting his daughter to support one of his tequila backers for PR lol

in regards to the baz thing. i think it's really petty and immature of kaia to throw a hissy fit when baz lurhmann didn't follow her back on instagram. that girl follows a lot of people associated with austin and the movie, which is weird in itself that she's trying to ingrain herself in that community she is not apart of. and when baz fucking lurhmann didn't want to follow her back then she's mopey about it. i didn't even know that SHE unfollowed baz. so see, she's being petty af. and baz is a grown man who doesn't have time for drama. he clearly loves austin and will ride for him long after the Elvis hype dies down. and he seems loyal to the people he cares about. so the fact that he never followed kaia says a lot to me. he's a smart man.

but getting back to the original point here, yes this swift concert was the motherload of all PR lol

[annasimstories]

𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖓𝖊 (𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖊𝖊 𝖔𝖋 _)

⚠️TW: harassment, racism.

Riley [frustrated]: Mr.Wright, someone broke in. What part of ‘that house is not safe’ is not clear to you, sir? Mr.Wright [on the phone]: Miss Gray, although I’m truly gratefull nothing bad happened to you, there’s no other houe we can offer you right now. I’m sorry. Riley [frustrated]: This can’t be happening...

Mean while...

Baek Hyun [arguing]: Karli, for fuck’s sake, this is becoming obsessive. Get over this guy, already! Karli [arguing]: It’s not obsessive! We have something, and I’ll admit is very messy, but it’s real. Can’t you just be suportive for once, Hyun?

Baek Hyun [softer]: I’ll found a fuckin’ fanclub when you meet a guy that respects you enough to be in a serious relationship with you, instead of making you his side piece. Karli [angry]: I’m not his side piece!

White Boi [watching]: Well well, that’s a pretty face I haven’t seen before. Riley [distracted]: ...this is absurd!

White Boi: Hey there, honey... don’t believe we’ve met yet. Riley [nervous]: Are you talking to me? White Boi: Sure am, darlin’. Are you alone?

Riley [nervous]: I’m already leaving... [stands up to leave] White Boi [displeased]: Now wait a minute, we’re just gettin’ to know each other Riley [scared]: Stay away from me! Baek Hyun: Wait a sec, is that White Boi?

Baek Hyun [menacing]: Hey. White Boi! Leave her alone. White Boi [angry]: Stop fuckin’ meddling, yellow fucker! Baek Hyun [menacing]: Then leave the girl alone, you shit!

White Boi [angry]: I’m warning ya, Kwon. You don’t wanna fuck with me. Baek Hyun [threatenig]: You don’t wanna fuck with me. You can’t do shit without your big sister’s ‘okay’ so get fucking lost before I stop being fucking nice!

Karli [yelling]: That’s enough. Hyun, fucking chill! White Boi, fuck off, this is not your side of town, so fuckin’ move! White Boi [angry]: You’re done, Baek Hyun. Ya hear me? Fucking done.

White Boi [angry]: This ain’t done, you fuckers. Watch me!

I do not own any of the cc used in this post and give all credits to the creators in the comunity.

riley's base sim from @theblondesimmer

karli's base sim from @theblondesimmer

white boi is a sim from the portsim savefile 1.2 by @florwal

kwon baek hyun originally from @rhdweauni0

portsim savefile 1.2 by @florwal