#you're so kind <3333

[thefixeraa]

popping in to wish you a very happy birthday! 🥳 i hope you have a wonderful, relaxing sunday and you treat yourself to some fun and some well deserved rest. you're such a wonderful presence on my dash, jessie, and such an inspiration to me and to others. sending you lots of love and good vibes! have a wonderful birthday, lovey! 💕💕💕💕🥰

okay but this is making me so emo

[skiddlecat]

i would like to make sure my stance on cluster b is clear

(cluster b personality disorders include: npd, aspd, bpd, hpd)

[dustykneed]

In your “mcspirk fruity fleet academy au” is Bones married? or divorced? I wonder because of the song you used for him in that one comic (Long Division by Corporate Hearts). (Also I loveee your art style!!! And fem Kirk!! She is living in my head rent free as a welcome guest 😌)

he's divorced!

ooof. poor guy... i'm going to leave most of this up to interpretation because i do feel most of this speaks for itself, but good eye for the song lyrics!!

ngl the whole feeling behind them is a huge part of Bones' past in this au (some of it is his POV of it warped by his self-blame and guilt, and other parts of it are a more reliable account of what happened.)

(Thank you so much for being so interested in this au!!! i'm so invested in it myself and it means so much to me that someone else likes it so much they want to know more too<33333 f!Kirk also lives in my brain rent free LOL. and i am SO sorry if i'm wrong, but tuvok anon... tuvok anon is this you 👀👀)

[the-raven-lady]

I saw you said you had finals week and was drawing lots of corvus doodles so here you go, he is cheering for you! Good luck!

(This is Lemon Russ' main blog lol)

FOR ME??? THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU I'M

I'm so bad at putting my feelings into words good lord

I am currently sitting on my bed, hands on my cheeks, making a noise akin to a belt screeching in a car because I love this so much like THANK YOU?!?!?! HE'S SO CUTE

Corvus is officially getting me through finals week

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

i present to you, lumi! for those of you who wanted to see more ocs >;)c

you know those simplistic designs you doodle whenever you have a spare piece of paper? yeah she's pretty much a character i got too attached to now hhh xD

[ladycibia]

I just found your art and had to let you know that you’re incredibly talented! Your whole blog made my day!

You're way too kind my friend, wayyy too kind ;///; I'm really nothing but a hobbyist who enjoys drawing silly things and nothing more. I'm so happy you felt that way about my artworks though. Thank you so much!

[singsweetmelodies]

i want to thank you all for organizing these little fic exchanges because even if this fandom is alive and well, with them we get a sudden influx of fics and it is really a treat for us ❤️❤️❤️ (a reader who wishes they had the talent to write)

❤️

this is THE kindest, most thoughtful ask, anon - thank you so so much for taking the time to send it!! <333 it makes me smile so much to hear that all these events are doing what i always hope they will: creating a little flood of content that's a treat for everyone! that's all i've ever hoped to achieve with any of these events & exchanges, and it means the world that it's happening!!

so anon, you really are MOST welcome ❤️ but it would be terribly remiss of me if i didn't give a shoutout to the incredible people who have worked on all of these events with me - @boxboxbrioche, @welightitup, @redyellowstupid, @duquesademiel, @wolfiemcwolferson, @river-ocean - because all of the piarles events i've been involved in have been team efforts in the best way, so any thank-you to me absolutely has to go to all these wonderful people as well. i'm tagging you all here because to me, it's messages like this one that make all the admin and nonsense so well worth it - and i hope you all feel the same way ❤️ LOVE YOU LOADS!! and love you too, anon - thank you so so much for this very kind message, i really do appreciate it so much more than i can say!! <3333

[irritablepoe]

look at this cursed plushie

O-O staring right back

[sarah-sandwich-writes]

HOLD ON WAIT UP HOLD THE PHONE

I KNOW I WAS GONE FOR A FEW MONTHS THERE BUT HAS BLUE LIKE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME ALWAYS BEEN A PART OF A SERIES OR IS THAT A NEW DEVELOPMENT???

I FEEL LIKE ITS CHRISTMAS ALL OVER AGAIN FUCK Y E A H

Okay so

I...

have been cooking

by which I mean illusions of grandeur and

schemes

And I have not been forthcoming lol Everyone kind of disappeared all at the same time so I kind of stopped talking about what I'm doing but I have been biding my time, quietly putting mechanisms into motion and plotting and occasionally cackling over my cauldron.

I finished the first draft of Blue like don't forget about me and didn't like it so I cut out all the sci-fi fantasy stuff (bye bye aliens farewell superpowers) and in November wrote a new first draft that's all contemporary romance babeee and I'm so in love with it I'm turning it into a little 3-part (possibly 4 if I can't control myself) series.

The original childhood years have been split off into a prequel novella called Red like my bleeding heart in your hand. Then Blue like don't forget about me will take place 20 years later. Nash works at Cherished Hope Nursing Home

“And what is it you do? At the nursing home, I mean.” I wipe shit off of old people. And Teddy’s a hockey player. What’s Luke, an underwear model? He shouldn’t have come.

Teddy comes back to town for a funeral and

Teddy looks at him for the first time in twenty years and every ounce of warmth leaves his expression. Message received. He should not have come.

OKAY SO AND THEN the next book will be Jo's POV and is called Violet like these delights. and MAYBE there will be a 4th from Luke's POV bc he gets to live this time by the grace of god (me) but it'll depend on how Violet goes (its current state is mostly vibes and a single overarching theme so, stand by).

Red needs a clean-up round of edits to snip out the few little threads that connected it to OG blue. And rewritten blue is basically done. I've done the major revisions and am about to start line edits and after those are done I'm sending it out to beta readers (lmk if you're interested).

There are concise actual summaries in my pinned post btw lol

WHICH REMINDS ME

The series title is Wildflowers of Deliverance. Which I'm extremely proud of. Did you notice did you notice how each title incorporates a wildflower did you did you? and the town they grew up in where Nash and Teddy first met is called Deliverance!!! It's okay I know I'm a genius.

And this brings us to the meal okay? because like I said I've been Cooking™ quietly but steadily for a few months now. ANd what have I been cooking? PLOTS and PLANS

I've decided on a pen name: Sarah B. Elisa

I've created a(nother) side blog for it that will be exclusively centered on my og writing and geared more toward readers rather than writers like this blog is: @sarahbe-writing

I'm going to create a website (as soon as I convince myself to spend money)

and a newsletter (as soon as I convince myself to spend money and do work)

I'm still waffling between trad publishing and DIY. I really like all my hats and it would be a shame to have to share them but oh my god I don't want to do all the marketing but trad pub seems hit or miss on how well they market you so I might get half of my hats taken away and still have to do the marketing bullshit UGH

anyway

OH YEAH and the OG draft I wrote for Blue? I'm going to spin it back to its OG OG roots [parkner, naturally--Return of The childhood friends to estranged almost lovers to super-powered rivals to reluctant allies to friends to lovers finally wip!!! AKA: We Were Gods (we were kids)] and that will fix all the things that went wrong and I didn't like 😌 so it's basically like double Christmas I think

[matan4il]

Hiiiii!

Hope you're doing alright. I haven't been around much lately but wanted to make sure you were okay.💙

Sending you lots of love,

💙-nonnie

Awwww, blue heart Nonnie! Thank you so much for this ask. It’s so sweet, kind and thoughtful, I really appreciate it!

Okay, for anyone who might be interested in what I’ve been dealing with...

I was diagnosed with a tumor. One of my doctors thinks it could be the cause for my vertigo (yep, I’m still suffering from the constant vertigo). The tumor is situated right on top of a nerve, so presently they can’t even do a biopsy to see if it’s malignant or not. The docs are basically keeping an eye on it for now.

They found some other lump and thought it might be another tumor, but a few tests ruled that out for the time being. They don’t yet know what the lump is, so I’m due for more tests on that front, and hopefully it doesn’t grow and turn out to be a tumor after all (another one of my docs said she’s absolutely certain that it won’t).

Lastly, I started having shoulder pains to the point where I couldn’t sleep or get dressed without help, and at first I was diagnosed with an inflammation of the tendon, but then an orthopedic doc sent me to have more extensive x-rays, which showed it’s actually both my shoulders and both my knees that are in a bad state, and it’s because of the early onset of a degenerative condition. So there is no cure. There’s only treatment to counter it as much as possible and minimize the pains.

On top of everything else, my mom decided to make a big life change, which is actually a very positive one, but she’s incredibly stressed over it. And stress is not good for her mental health. She’s always struggled with it, and when she’s stressed, it takes a turn for the worse. So yeah, I’ve had that to deal with as well. She’s better right now, though she was getting agitated again last night. I talked to her and I try to help, but NGL. It gets scary sometimes.

So, yeah. That’s the stuff I mostly don’t talk about here ‘coz I know it’s a lot. Just know that you caring means a lot and makes a big difference, thank you so much! And if (and only if) you feel like it, you can always look through my content, and like or reblog something. It makes me feel like despite everything, I still somehow manage to make a positive contribution. And that always brightens my day.

For now, I’m holding on to the fact that there is a bright spot in every day. There is ALWAYS at least one thing to smile about, one thing to be grateful for. Last week, for example, I got to see my nephew. Look at this absolute pure ray of sunshine! How can I be anything other than grateful when I look at him?

Thank you again, my beautiful blue heart Nonnie! I hope you’re okay as well? Sending you all the love and hugs! xoxox

[artistheworld]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers ⭐️ :3

U really are a kind person with a heart made with gold

I want to know what make you happy my dear

You guys (you all count as my online fam, I've emotionally claimed all of you as family)

showing my love for you guys

just being here with you guys

making you guys happy

art/tmnt

[rissslays]

hi love!!! to begin with, i love you sm. i feel like in all my other friendships I'm always the one doing the appreciation posts and it feels sososo nice to be written those long ass paragraphs rather than me being the one doing it for once 😭 (but I'm writing one rn bc I feel like you deserve one <3)

you are actually the sweetest person EVER and you seriously deserve the world you are one of the best people I've met online (as in like top 2). you are so funny and nice and i seriously love you sm

i love waking up to like 30+ messages it makes my heart go YAY bc like omg someone actually likes me??? that's so cool???? and you are seriously so fun to talk to i love you sm mwah <333

I would give you a hug but that can't happen rn so I'll just give you these instead: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

was super pissed and crying when i opened tumblr so this meant a lot. you are the bestest person every and i love you so so so so much ❤️❤️❤️ thanks babe you made me cry harder (in a good way this time) you deserve good things <333

[rebouks]

hello becca! not exactly a silly sunday question but... a thank you note :) i tend to be a very vocal follower, and a bit of a stalker follower too sometimes, hehe! sorry! i really love somnium from the bottom of my heart and i do tend to project a lot of my personal experiences into it which even makes me feel more emotional about it. but it's not just the story and its characters that are amazing. the creator of this pixel universe is amazing as well, with an extraordinary sense of aesthetics and a cinematic eye that baffles me all the time! but your creativeness and imagination are just as incredible and the level of sensibility, empathy and humanity you reveal through your characters is touching. plus, one cannot be indifferent to how inclusive and diverse you are in your story and characters, it's been refreshing and a barrier breaker to me. it's been great to follow your somnium and i really am grateful that you share it with us! and now that i've been embarrassingly soppy i bid my goodbye and just hope simblreen somnium is not like inception movie and that we'll be soon dragged into a dream inside a dream... oh my, my... that's it, isn't it?!?! 👀😘

I've sat on this one for a lil while cos I just can't find the wooords 🥺 You're so so sweet Ana, honestly ❤ you don't know how much it means to me to read this I just.. T-T

The fact this story and all the characters I love so much mean anything to anyone else is amazing! I really try my best to flesh out each of my characters, even if we only see them for a brief moment. They're all just as vital as the next so they deserve it!

I love all the set building, posing etc etc that goes into the whole thing as well, so hearing that you appreciate all that legit makes me a lil bit emotional 😌 thank YOU for being here most of all though, and the rest of you. Somnium wouldn't be nearly as special to me without all your theories, thoughts, love and straight up SCREAMING! ahaa I love it so much <3333333333

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

hihi

munching on yer art style :3c

this is how it feels like to have a blog sometimes<333

[winchester-reload]

Update from Sam Winchester hair person...I DIYed it even shorter and now it legit looks like Season 8. Also, Jackie your art is beautiful and I will sneak around and maybe see if I can buy something.

You must have some glorious hair rn, my friend. I'm envious.

[the-butch-of-blaviken]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

THank you friend :DD ❤❤❤