#ztao fanfiction

[kwanisms]

Sweat for Me - h.zitao

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➥ dom!Tao × sub!Reader

summary: while visiting a nightclub with your friends while on vacation in Shanghai, you meet a man who not only blows you away with his impeccable conversation but also his ability to listen to you.

Or the one where a man actually listens to you talk and you find that incredibly sexy, so you agree to go back to his hotel. Did I mention he's got a huge --

wc: 4.5k

warnings: adult dialogue, alcohol consumption, female reader, smaller reader, sexual content (18+ mdni), see smut warnings under the cut!

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exo taglist: @cixrosie

special tags: @stardragongalaxy @kpop-stories-21

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a/n: I'm only writing this cause @anyamaris has been torturing me with Tao for the last few days in the CoDn discord. So now she can suffer with me 🙃 also, I've never actually written for Tao before so pls be gentle with me. I was listening to Sweat by Zayn when this idea popped up so listen to that to get the vibe I was going for lol as always, this is a work of fiction and all characters are not reflective of their respective irl counterparts. for entertainment purposes only. banner made by me. I do not allow reposts or translations of my works. All my works are ©️ kwanisms.

smut warnings: oral (f receiving), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), mutiple orgasms (and reader passes out for like 10 seconds), dom!Tao, he's got a big dick, edging (f receiving), choking, spitting, dirty talk, praise, use of pet names (baby, sweetheart, princess, etc), creampie, slight daddy kink (but u gotta squint real hard), and I think that's all but let me know if I missed anything!

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How you ended up in this strange hotel room in the heart of Shanghai, you couldn't remember. At least not at first.

Initially, all you could remember of the previous night was the flashing lights of the club you'd visited with a few of your girlfriends, downing a few drinks and shots and dancing.

As you started to wake, memories came flooding back. Memories of a tall, handsome stranger joining you at the bar, buying you a few drinks, and asking you to leave with him. The same man who was lying tangled in the sheets next to you in what you assumed was his hotel room.

You groaned as the headache of what was surely the start of a hangover set in and lay there with your eyes closed as you tried to remember exactly what had happened last night.

"You look awfully lonely over here," a voice said suddenly, making you look up from your almost empty drink. A morning star and the only drink you ordered during this stretch of your trip.

Turning your head, you were met by a pair of dark brown eyes belonging to possibly the most handsome man you'd ever laid eyes on. You stared at him, longer than you intended, before finally speaking.

"Uh, sorry," you murmured, looking back down at the melting ice in your glass. The man smiled, amused by your reaction. "May I?" he asked, placing a hand on the back of the bar chair next to you.

You gestured towards the seat, silently telling him to have it.

He thanked you softly as he took a seat beside you, nodding at the bartender who quickly moved down the bar to take his order.

"I'll have a double whiskey, neat," he said, pulling a card from his wallet. You almost missed the way he turned to glance at you before looking back at the bartender.

"And a refill of whatever she's drinking."

You glanced up as the bartender nodded, taking the man's card to open a tab. You leaned forward to get a look at his face. "You don't have to do that," you said, aware of how annoyed you sound.

"I can pay for my own drinks."

The man smiled, not a smug smile, more of an amused yet kind smile before looking up to meet your gaze. "I'm sure you can but I'm also allowed to spend my money how I want, aren't I?" At this, he tilted his head, that same smile on his lips.

You nodded slowly and watched as he sat up straight, tapping his thumbs on the countertop to a beat only he seemed to be able to hear. After staring at him for a couple minutes, the bartender returned with the drinks, setting a short glass full of amber colored liquor before the man and a fresh glass in front of you.

You thanked the bartender, still staring at the man next to you as he raised his glass to take a sip of his drink. He chuckled to himself as he set his drink down. "You know," he started, turning his head to look you dead in the eye.

"Didn't your mother ever tell you that it's rude to stare?"

You felt the burn of embarrassment as you tore your gaze away, focusing instead on your drink. "Sorry," you murmured.

You took a sip of the fruity concoction, almost sighing as the coconut hit your palate. You were aware the man was still staring at you. 'Oh how the tables have turned.'

"So, do you follow your own advice or just tell others what to do?"

The man laughed, looking down at his drink. "You're right. I'm sorry," he apologized. "Very rude of me. I should practice what I preach." It was your turn to smile, biting back a laugh by taking another sip of your drink.

The two of you sat in a comfortable silence interrupted only by the music and deep bass of the club music. "So," you started, finally breaking the silence. "Do you have a name?"

The man smiled, leaning against the bar and turning his head to look at you. "I do," he said with a nod. You waited but he said nothing until he met your gaze.

"Oh, you wanted to know what it is?"

You narrowed your eyes at him. "I figured that would be obvious."

He chuckled again before offering his hand for you to shake. You took it hesitantly, glancing up to meet his gaze once more.

"Tao," he said, the same smile from before back. "You can call me Tao." You shook his hand before introducing yourself. "I'm Y/N."

Tao lifted his glass, taking another sip and setting it back down.

"It's nice to meet you, Y/N."

You didn't know what it was about Tao but talking to him seemed like the easiest thing in the world. While your friends were on the dance floor, drunkenly dancing with a few men your group had met a couple nights ago, you found yourself moving to an empty table to talk to Tao, telling him about your 3 month long vacation that was coming to an end.

Not only was he intriguing to listen to but he actually listened to you. He made a point of asking you lots of specific questions about the subjects you brought up.

It was not only refreshing to have someone actually listen to you, it was also incredibly attractive.

You were finishing up your third round of drinks when Tao seemingly made his move. He scooted closer, taking your drink and setting it on the table.

You were vaguely aware he was about to say something but you were distracted by his close proximity and the warmth radiating off his body.

"Look," he said softly. "I don't normally do this but I think you're incredible. Not only are you funny and adventurous but you're insanely gorgeous and I know I'd regret it if I didn't ask you if you'd like to leave with me."

Your heart hammered in your chest as he spoke, eyes darting between his eyes and his lips as he spoke. "If you don't, I won't be mad. I just know I need to shoot my shot before it's too late and-"

You cut him off with a quick kiss and pulled back, grinning triumphantly at the look of shock on his face. "I'd love to."

The ride from the club to his hotel was no more than 15 minutes but it felt longer as you could feel his eyes on you. It took everything in you not to straddle him in the back of the taxi.

That would have been embarrassing.

Instead, you were able to keep your composure until you reached his hotel room, waiting patiently as he unlocked the door with his keycard. Once inside, all grace and dignity were tossed aside as Tao grabbed you by the back of your neck, pulling you into a rough kiss.

You'd expected him to be a little timid at first, testing the waters but instead he dove right in. His lips moved against yours with fervor, devouring each moan and whimper as his hands expertly tugged at and removed your clothes, leaving you in your underwear.

Fingers skimmed over your skin as he guided you to the bed, sitting you on the edge before he shrugged his jacket off. Your back hit the mattress as Tao kissed slowly up the inside of your thigh.

Your head spun as he carefully and rather expertly removed your panties with his teeth. To say you were flabbergasted was an understatement. Tao merely smirked, letting the cobalt blue lace fall from his mouth and onto the carpeted floor.

You barely had time to register your lower half was completely bare before you felt his tongue lick a slow strip up your slit, finding your clit with deft precision. The moment he had a taste, his hands held your hips in place as he dug right in, licking, teasing, nipping at the sensitive bud.

Your cheeks burned at the obscene and lewd wet sounds that filled the room, audible only when you weren't moaning Tao's name and whimpering, begging him for more.

Your back arched off the sheets, a thin layer of sweat covering your skin as your orgasm ebbed away for what felt like the third time. Your eyes glistened with unshed tears of frustration as Tao pulled away, chin and lips coated in your essence.

You would have been annoyed had it not been for the fact that Tao was clearly an expert at what he was doing and not only that, he seemed to really enjoy it. If the groans and the way he seemingly lost himself in your taste was anything to go by.

You barely had time to catch your breath before you were being guided to scoot further onto the bed. Somewhere in the time between Tao letting your orgasm slip away to him hovering over you, he'd rid himself of his clothes.

Tattoos you never could have guessed he had covered both his biceps. You didn't have the chance to ask him about them as his lips met yours, tongue slipping past when you moaned, feeling the weight of his cock rest against your wet pussy.

Although you couldn't see it, judging by the weight, you guessed it was about as thick as your wrist, and you would be almost correct.

You whined impatiently as Tao made no effort to move, to enter you properly.

Instead he savored your reactions, trying to move your hips enough to find friction. Your weak attempts to entice him. Though you didn't need to. He was more than willing and able.

Without word or warning, he guided the head of his cock to your sopping entrance and slowly pushed into you. You sucked in a sharp breath, trying not to gasp as the girth slowly stretched your walls, threatening to split you open.

"Oh fuck," you whined. You felt one of Tao's hands grab the back of your thigh, pushing your leg against your stomach and allowing him to sink deeper, faster. You'd never felt anything so deep before.

You let out a shaky moan as he bottomed out and only then did he say anything. "Holy shit. You're so fucking tight," he groaned, head dropping as he lost himself in the feeling of your warm walls enveloping him.

"Tao please," you whined. You didn't have another chance to speak as he complied to your unasked request, pulling out partly and snapping his hips forward. You let out a mix between a gasp and a yelp, surprised by the sheer force.

"Shit, I'm sorry," he almost cooed. "You okay, baby"

The nickname had you melting under him with a moan.

"Y-yes," you whimpered.

Satisfied he hadn't hurt you, Tao set a steady pace, one hand keeping your thigh in place while the other disappeared under the pillow under your head, using his forearm to keep himself from collapsing onto you.

"Fuck, you feel so goddamn good," you heard him groan, hips slamming into you repeatedly, punctuating his next sentence.

"So. Fucking. Good."

Each thrust had you seeing stars, incoherent moans of his name and curses tumbling from your lips as your mind tried to keep up but the only thought occupying your brain was how good his cock felt and how big it was.

"So big," you managed to whimper. Tao chuckled lightly, breath fanning over your cheek as he lowered himself closer to whisper in your ear. "Yeah? You like how my big cock feels in your tight little pussy?"

If you weren't an incoherent mess before, you certainly were now.

"You like how it feels? You like being stuffed full?"

You nodded quickly, unable to answer him. "Oh, such a good little girl, aren't you?" You cried out as he gave you a particularly harsh thrust.

"Taking all of it, just like good girls do," he continued, not missing the way your cunt convulsed around his cock. You were so easy for him to read. Like an open book.

Letting go of your thigh, his hand moved, fingers closing around your throat lightly. The simple action had your already cloudy brain emptying completely as you let yourself succumb to the first wave of your orgasm.

An intense pleasure, unlike any you'd ever felt before crashed over you, stars blinding your vision, heat spreading from your core throughout your body and down into your fingers and toes as they curled in pure ecstasy. Wanton moans and a slew of curses left your lips, Tao's name thrown into the mix.

Unaware Tao was watching you with a deep fascination, you let out a desperate whine, thighs encasing his waist as he helped you ride out your high. "That's it sweetheart," he all but whispered, his pace not slowing for a second.

"That's my good girl."

Your heart pounded in your chest, stomach doing flips at his subtle praise. "You're doing so well," you heard him say, his voice sounding so distant. Like he was far away.

As the aftershocks of your climax subsided and you started to focus on your surroundings, you felt Tao's hand on your neck move, gently cupping your cheek, thumb stroking your skin. "Hey," he whispered. You blinked a couple times as his face came into focus.

"There you are," he said with a chuckle. "Lost you for a second."

"W-what happened?"

"You must have passed out," he answered, looking mildly concerned. "Are you okay?"

You nodded, blinking as you looked around. "How long was I out?"

"Not long," he replied. "A good ten seconds though." At this, he smirked, looking particularly smug. "What?" you whined.

"Dick so good it'll make you pass out?" he asked. "Maybe I should add that to my portfolio." You rolled your eyes, ignoring his snickers. You tried to sit up but realized you weren't quite done.

"Are you still inside me?" you asked incredulously, making Tao laugh again. "You were only out for ten seconds at most, sugar," he answered. "Do you want to stop?" he asked, suddenly serious.

You shook your head quickly. Tao leaned in, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips. "Then lay back down," he ordered. You did as he instructed, whimpering once as he gave you a couple of cautious thrusts before throwing himself back into it.

"Ah, shit!" you cursed, grabbing his forearm, worrying your bottom lip between your teeth. Tao took your chin firmly in his hand, leaning over you. "Open," he instructed. You hesitated, unsure of what he was going to do. "Open your mouth."

You did as he demanded, parting your lips. Tao leaned over further, spitting into your mouth before taking you into a searing kiss. Your walls clenched around him as your second climax approached rapidly.

Another deep thrust had you tumbling over the edge as you came a second time, a cry of Tao's name leaving your mouth.

As he helped you ride out your second orgasm, Tao's hips stuttered, his own orgasm impending. "Oh fuck," he groaned. "M'gonna cum."

"Do it," you mewled. "Cum inside me." Tao let out a breathy laugh. "Is that what you want, princess? Want me to cum inside this pretty little pussy and make it mine?"

You moaned in response, back arching of the bed.

"Is that what you want, baby?"

You weren't sure what drove you to say it but your response had an immediately profound reaction on him.

"Y-yes daddy!"

Tao dropped his head again, letting out an almost animalistic growl as his hips rammed against yours, pounding into you with renewed vigor. Each thrust had you nearly screaming.

Not wanting to risk complaining neighbors, Tao covered your mouth, muffling your cries. "Almost there, baby girl, almost there."

He offered hushed words of encouragement until the fluttering of your walls around his cock pushed Tao over the edge and he came with a low, husky moan, riding out his orgasm until his hips finally came to a halt as he stilled inside your cunt that was now full of not only his cock but also his cum.

Coming down from your respective highs, Tao was finally able to pull out of you and fall onto the bed beside you. You were well aware of his release spilling out of your abused hole but were far too tired to do anything about it.

Tao however did not hesitate to get up, grabbing his boxers from the floor as he disappeared into the bathroom only to return moments later with a wet warm washcloth. You started to drift off as he carefully wiped your skin clean until you felt him get off the bed and pad away.

Moments later, you felt the bed dip as he returned. The sheets rustled as he untucked them, pulling them back and carefully helping you under them.

The last thing you remembered was him turning the bedside lamp off before wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close and then it all went black.

Sitting up in a now illuminated hotel room, you were able to catch a glimpse of Tao, sleeping peacefully beside you. His hair was tousled, face half buried into his pillow. The covers were bunched up about halfway down his back, allowing you to see the tattoos that covered his biceps again in the light.

Deciding the best course of action was to gather your things, you slowly untangled yourself from the sheets and was about to scoot to the edge of the bed when a voice rang out. Albeit, a very sleepy one.

"Just where do you think you're going, little one?"

You turned to find Tao was not asleep and was now looking at you with his only visible eye. You knew you'd been busted but decided to play it off. "I thought I'd take a shower," you answered.

Tao raised his head to look at you properly. "Really?"

You nodded, looking down at him. He shrugged and rolled onto his back, reaching to grab his phone and check the time. "I'll call for breakfast," he announced as you got up from the bed and hurried into the bathroom.

Deciding a shower might actually be a good idea, you did just that, standing under the scalding water as you shampooed and conditioned your hair, scrubbed your body and washed away the remnants of last night's makeup.

Once you finished and got out, you were checking your appearance in the bathroom mirror when the door opened and Tao poked his head in. "Breakfast is here," he said before he opened the door further. "And I got you this."

In his hand he held a fluffy white robe. You took it, thanking him and he shut the door behind him, leaving you to change out of the towel and into the robe to save your dignity.

In the room, he'd already donned some sweatpants and a plain black tee and was looking over the food that had been delivered.

You hadn't gotten a good look at the room the previous night but could now make out that it was a king suite with an incredible view of downtown Shanghai. You were probably on the 30th floor at least. Tao had just finished setting the small table by the window when you entered the room.

He glanced up and gave you a grin. "I wasn't sure what you like so I got a bit of everything," he explained as you walked over.

"That's really nice of you. Thank you." You moved to sit across from him and quickly helped you with your chair. "It's the least I could do." He gave you another smile as he sat across from you. The two of you ate in relative silence until you came to your senses.

"Oh my god," you exclaimed, making Tao jump in surprise at your sudden outburst. "My friends are gonna kill me!" Tao swallowed his food before speaking. "Hey, calm down it's okay-"

"No it's not! They have no idea where I am! Or if I'm even alive!"

You got up quickly and started to search around the room. Tao watched from his seat at the table. "What are you looking for?" he asked. "My phone!" you exclaimed as you continued to search.

"It's plugged in on your side of the bed, will you please come back to breakfast?"

Tao didn't sound annoyed, just reassuring you that it was all okay.

"I need to call them."

Tao swallowed another bite of food before responding. "They already called."

You rounded on him. "What?"

He nodded, assuring you it was the truth. "They called earlier. I answered and let them know you were perfectly safe and sound and that you were sleeping," he explained. "I sent them a photo of you asleep, sorry for that, and then explained where we were and what happened."

Your heart sank. "Did you tell them… everything?"

Tao smiled again, getting up and crossing the room to your side. "No, not everything. Just the basics. I'm sure they filled in the blanks themselves," he said as he gently took your phone from your hands and set it back down before taking your hand and leading you back to the table.

The two of you continued to eat until Tao spoke up.

"I know this might be a little forward," he started, capturing your attention. "But I was wondering if you might indulge me."

You set your utensils down, offering him your undivided attention.

"I told you last night that I don't normally hook up with anyone. At least, not someone I met in a nightclub," he continued, glancing up at you and meeting your gaze. "But you? You're different."

You tilted your head to the side, giving him a puzzled look.

"Different how?"

Tao leaned forward, resting his chin in his palm as he studied you.

"You're so different from anyone I've ever talked to. I've never met someone like you," he answered. "I was wondering," he hesitated before shaking his head. "No, I was hoping that you might consider staying in Shanghai for just a bit longer."

Your eyes widened as the implications of his words set in.

'Stay in Shanghai?'

"I'm not sure I could afford that," you said softly, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth. Tao's smile didn't diminish. "You wouldn't have to spend anything," he replied. "I was thinking you could keep me company."

"K-keep you company?" Now you were properly confused. Tao nodded. "Yeah. You know how in Pretty Woman, the guy asks her to spend the week with him and pays her a lot of money to pretend to be his girlfriend while he's on business?"

You nodded slowly. "Well, the only differences are that I'm not paying you to sleep with me or be my girlfriend," he explained so nonchalantly. "I just want to spend some time with you. If you aren't comfortable sharing a hotel room with me, I can put you up in your own room."

You looked at his face, looking for any sign of deceit or dishonesty but found only curiosity looking back at you. "Can I think about it?" you finally asked.

Tao smiled and got up, crossing around the table to where you sat. He combed his fingers through your hair before gently taking your chin in his hand, tilting your head back to look up.

"I'm going to take a shower. So think about it while I'm gone. If you want to stay, I'll send someone to pick up your belongings from wherever you're staying. If not, I'll take you back myself."

Before you had a chance to respond, Tao pressed a short kiss to your lips and quickly crossed the suite to the bathroom.

While he was gone, you cleaned up the table and returned to the bed, flipping on the television set while the shower turned on. You scrolled through the channels, finally settling on some soap opera. While watching, you went through your phone and saw that Tao had indeed explained through text to your friends where you were as well as including a picture and a short clip of you sleeping.

You decided to check in with your friends, to let them know you were alright. Their responses ranged from angry to relieved.

Bai🪷: omg I'm so glad ur okay 😭

Gwen🕷🕸: omg ur so stupid Y/N! How could you leave with some strange man!?

You: correct me if I'm wrong but did you leave with a strange man in Taiwan? 🤔

Gwen🕷🕸: yeah and he was a total weirdo! Have we learned nothing?!

Bai🪷: only that ur taste in men is trash. Next

You: thank you Bai!

Gwen🕷🕸: I'm being attacked help

Bai🪷: drama queen 🙄

Gwen🕷🕸: hey! U take that back

You: ANYWAY. I'm fine. Tao is not some weirdo. He's staying in this really fancy hotel. We're on like the 30th floor in some penthouse suite or some shit. it's really boujie

Bai🪷: y/n always finds the rich ones 😔

Gwen🕷🕸: did someone say sugar daddy??? 👀🤑

You: I'll pretend I didn't see that

Bai🪷: so when r u coming back?

You: uh… that's the thing.

Gwen🕷🕸: oh no. No. Not doing this. Get back here missy. We have to leave in three days!

Bai🪷: let her speak Gwen

You: thanks Bai

You: anyway. He's asked me to stay with him for a bit.

Bai🪷: whoa seriously?

You: yeah! He's even offered to put me up in a second room

You: he said he wants to spend some time with me

You heard the shower cut off and the curtain rustle as Tao no doubt got out of the shower. Going back to your messages you read the latest in the thread.

Gwen🕷🕸: does anyone else not see the serial killer potential here?

Bai🪷: no. Just u You: no only u

Gwen🕷🕸: boo. democracy sux

Bai🪷: so do you think you're gonna do it?

Bai🪷: wait a sec. First of all, do you even want to?

You: I think so. I wouldn't say no to more time in Shanghai

You: idk should I do it?

Gwen🕷🕸: I vote no.

Bai🪷: I vote yes!

Gwen🕷🕸: of course you would 😒

Bai🪷: and exactly what does THAT mean miss I'm-going-to-this-strange-man-I-met-in-Taiwan's house without anyone else around?

Gwen🕷🕸: stop making me look bad! I still vote no!

Bai🪷: and I still vote yes

Gwen🕷🕸: 😡

Bai🪷: so it looks like the final decisions up to you, y/n

Before you could respond, the bathroom door opened and Tao appeared in the same clothes he'd worn into the bathroom. He had a towel in his hand and was currently drying his hair. He made eye contact with you as you set your phone on the bedside table and smiled, walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I think drying my hair is my least favorite part of showering," he said with a chuckle. You smiled in return and waited for him to speak.

"So, have you had time to think about my offer?"

You nodded, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth as you studied Tao's body language. He nodded carefully before looking back up, meeting your gaze.

"So, what's your answer going to be?"

[bloodsweatandcum-blog1]

No Talking

Genre: Smut (18+ pls), BDSM

Charcters: Tao X Reader

Summary: I don’t even know man its just sex no plot line. Tao is a dom. He wears a suit.

Authors Note: Hiiiiiiii. This is my first fanfic ever so I appreciate any advice and stuff. ^u^

"Zitao!" you screamed your tall boyfriend threw you over his shoulders.

"Shut up slut!" He slapped your ass that was right next to his ear. You squealed and giggled at the same time. He'd never been like this before. Sure, he had always been a dom, but he'd always held back just a little. Tonight, you could feel that he was not going to leave anything out. You were going to get everything. "Tonight, you don't get to talk, got it?" He gritted his teeth as he spoke.

He slammed you onto the bed. He looked at your for just a few seconds and smirked at his plans for you. His eyes were so mischievous, and you couldn't stifle a giggle. You propped yourself up on your elbows, giving him your most innocent smile.

"Y/N, you whore. Do you really think that is going to phase me?" He laughed at you. Having not been home for a while (being on a world tour takes some time), Zitao had worried you'd forgotten who you belonged to. He bent down and ripped, actually ripped your shirt off of you revealing your black panty set. You gasped at the sudden exposure. He held the two pieces of cloth in his hands and shrugged.

"Oops, might as well make something useful out of these." He grabbed your wrists and dragged you to the head board. Your mouth watered as you watched him, fully clothed still, securing you to the side of the headboard with what used to be your favorite shirt. You flashed him a pout.

"Every time you cum for daddy, I'll take something off. Ok baby girl, how does that sound?" His tone had switched from anger to sympathy, tricking you, as he'd hoped, into speaking.

"Yes daddy." He clicked his tongue at you disapprovingly.

"Did I say you could talk?" Your eyes widened in excitement as well as a bit of fear. You frantically nodded your head no. "Now you've been bad in the past baby girl, I'm gonna have to do something about this." He was reaching underneath you to take off your bra, and threw it to the side. "I have to discipline you sweetie, or else you'll never learn." He reached under your ass and hooked his thumbs into your red panties, pausing for just a second too let you breathe. With a swift and rough motion he brought the cloth from your waist down to your feet and then shoved them into your mouth. "This should keep you quiet." He smirked and gave your already red ass cheeks another slap from the sides. He got up for a second and took in your new form. Now his mouth was watering with desire.

"Are you ready Y/N?" You nodded your head in response. He knelt down on the other side of the bed, maintaining eye contact with you. His hands pushed your thighs away from one another, staying by your knees as he did so. Once they were apart enough for easy access, he slid his hands up your thighs, and squared them around your womanhood, almost making a picture frame. He smiled to himself. He gave your thighs a loud smack coaxing a muffled whimper from your throat. You wanted him to touch you so bad. He licked his lips once and then dove in. His tongue drew stripes over your pussy before it flattened against your clit, harshly rubbing and sucking on it. You could have sworn you'd felt teeth at one point. It didn't take long for the feeling of pure ecstasy to wash over you, leaving Zitao in between your legs, taking in every bit of your orgasm.

"Awww. Nice job baby girl. That’s number one," he complimented your achievement as he took off only his suit jacket. He still had a shirt, pants, and boxers left to go. You breathed heavily as you watched him. A bulge had grown in his pants, and you wanted it so bad. He threw his jacket on the floor somewhere and immediately returned to between your legs.

This time he used his fingers, although occasional kisses were placed on your body. He started off only teasing you, barely dipping his fingers into your entrance. Eventually, he finally put one finger in, causing you to buck your hips up, needing more, needing him to move. His other hand pushed down on your stomach to keep you still; all you could do was whine and moan. His second finger came into you, which perpetuated an even louder moan, stifled by the panties in your mouth. He stayed still, as if waiting for you to adjust, but you knew he was just doing it to spite you. He brought your chin up so you had to look at him, and not at what his fingers were doing to you. Without warning, he slid a third finger into your cunt, filling you up completely. You were in pieces under his touch. His thumb reached up to your clit and the simple touch drove you mad. You completely forgot about the rules he had set in the beginning, so this time when you moaned, a stifled "Daddy please move," came out of your mouth.

"Fucking whore, you really haven't learned your lesson, have you?" His eyes were filled with lust as the hand holding your jaw moved down to slap your wet cunt. You screamed from both pleasure and pain, as he continued manhandling your womanhood. Finally beginning to pump his hand in and out of you once you started whimpering; his free hand found hold on your throat. Pretty soon, that previous feeling of euphoria was running through you, and you'd released all over Tao's hand. He replaced the panties in your mouth with his fingers.

"Suck you slut, like you mean it." You sucked on the three fingers as if your life depended on it while he used his other hand to unbutton his shirt. His body was even better than you remembered. Once his fingers were cleaned by your mouth, he switched them out with your underwear again.

At this point, you were exhausted, but he still had his pants and his underwear on. All you wanted to do was please him since he hadn't seen you in so long, so had to keep going. He brought you to sit on your calves folded underneath your thighs, but kept your legs spread open. He put his hands on your thighs and looked you straight in your eyes, massaging you legs and whispered "Ride my thigh baby girl," His tone switching again, making you moan, both out of tiredness and attraction. Your clit was still so sensitive from the last two orgasms you had. Your arms remained tied to the head board, so it took you some stretching to straddle yourself above his leg. "Give me a reason to take these pants off," he practically growled as he slapped your ass hovering above him, balancing on your toes.

Your arms were stretched out behind you, creating an arch in your back that made you look so delicious to Zitao. He moved his hands down the curve now created in your spine until he got to your ass and groped both cheeks. After establishing dominance on your hips, he lowered you down onto his clothed leg. You whimpered at the contact, your clit was incredibly over stimulated, and this wasn't helping. He smacked your butt, indicating to you that it was time to move. Your hips rolled back and forth over his thigh, but it wasn't enough after the three fingers stretched you. You needed something to fill you up. To compensate, you stared at the bulge straining to escape his pants and tried to imaging that’s what you were riding instead of his leg. It helped. Your boyfriend's hands roamed all over your body, grabbing at your tits greedily and somewhat painfully, but it felt amazing. Incredibly desperate, you stretched further away from the headboard in attempt to get your naked slit onto his clothed erection. At the first contact you felt yourself start to let go. You continued moving your body back and forth over his pants, over his covered member as he now started moaning along with you. His deep and beautiful sounds encouraged you to cum. Your juices fell all over his pants as your third orgasm of the night took over your body, causing your back to contort into the most extreme position. Tao laid kisses all over your convulsing form, hands gliding over your skin.

You were panting heavily as he removed you from his thigh, or rather his crotch. He looked down at his pants and saw that they were soaked with your essence and smiled. He unbuckled the belt that was holding them up and kept it on the nightstand next to your bed and then removed his pants. His boxer shorts were plain black, and he looked so fucking hot almost naked. There was only one more piece of clothing to go before you could finally please him, and maybe then take a break. Your hair was sticking to your face from the sweat that was running down your entire body, and your body was sore from Tao's harsh groping as well as the intense cardio you'd just done. He noticed you smiling at his almost naked form and responded "Do you think Daddy looks good? Hm?" You were careful this time, remembering not speak. You nodded your head hungrily, practically begging for him with your eyes. "Do you want Daddy's cock inside you?" You nodded again, pretty much drooling due to your mouth being stuffed. He came and sat on the bed next to you, you still sitting on your calves with your arms suspended behind you with your pussy on display for him. "What a fucking slut you are, so desperate for my dick." He slapped your cunt making you whimper. "You better fucking earn the right to look at my hard cock bitch. You can cum on your own now." He smirked at your widening eyes. How the fuck am I supposed to do that! You screamed both out loud and in your head with frustration.

"Go ahead." He moved over to the front of the bed and laid on his side. His elbow rested on the sheets and supported his head as he watched you trying desperately to figure out how to do this.

For your first attempt, you tried to cause friction by rubbing your thighs together. You readjusted your legs and laid them down flat on the sheets. He watched as you wriggled in front of him, your legs pushing themselves together so desperately, and your hands pulling so hard on your restraints that just wouldn't budge. It was causing some feeling but it just wasn't fast enough.

For your second attempt, you tried spreading your legs over the side of the bed. One of your legs could reach the ground and the other was bent over the sheets. This felt like it would work better. You started riding the corner of the mattress like you rode Tao's thigh just moments ago. Instantly, you felt a tingling sensation in your lower body. But Tao got up and began yelling at you, "I didn't say you could use the bed bitch. You're not being very obedient." He lifted you up about an inch so your pussy was no longer in contact with anything. He turned you around so you were now facing the head board you were attached to and brought you up on your knees. You couldn't see what he was doing, but you hoped he was going to stop his antics and just fuck you already. Instead you heard him open the closet door and rummage around. You strained your neck back to see what he was doing as he emerged with a small black box, a box you knew was filled with the toy you had bought to surprise him a few months ago for his birthday. (He'd been delighted by the way.) But now was not the time, you just weren't mentally prepared for this kind of foreplay. You yelled into the cloth in your mouth, making your stance clear on this box.

He ignored you.

Instead, he brought out a thin black whip. It was small, but you remembered the stinging. Although it wasn't a lot, it teased you. It always brought you to pieces, but never let you cum. He placed the box on the other side of the bed and walked back over to you. He loomed over your messy form. The whip caressed you, starting at your wrists that hovered in front of you. It made glided down your arms and traced your jaw; it traveled down your back and then teased your slit, sliding down it only once. You twitched ever so slightly, trying to resist the desperation you were feeling. Tao smiled although you couldn't see it. The whip came back from its short journey at your crotch and continued down your butt and your legs. When he reached the end of your body, he finally lifted the whip off of you. You let out a breath that you'd been holding. He hadn't used it anywhere and you were naively relieved. Your back relaxed and slumped a little. You breathed freely.

Then you could here the air moving around the leather clad whip as it came down with a crack on your feet. You lurched forward in surprise and a groan escaped your throat. He began caressing you again, this time traveling up your body. Again, the whip came down on the back of your thigh this time, a little harder too. It moved to your butt, and once again, he came down on you. You pictured the temporary red marks he was leaving on your body with his toy. He continued on your back side, not excluding your actual back and shoulders, even visiting your arms and wrists for a brief moment. Your abs were shaking from holding yourself up for so long, but you couldn't let your body move. He began tracing the whip on your chin again, but didn't use it there. Instead he moved down your neck you breasts, where he spent a generous amount of time tracing the shape of them, circling around your nipples before he would deliver a blow. You were a mess, and all you could do was feel your womanhood drip as he continued down your stomach now, giving a small flick to your belly button.

Now he was at your pussy. Like the first time he was here, he began with sliding down it down from your clit, which had you shuddering, all the way up to your opening. He stayed there for a bit, waiting for you to get used to the feeling of it being there. Once you'd calmed down a bit, he gave it slap and you sucked in a huge breath. He rubbed where he struck you with the leather, which did everything but soothe the area, and then repeated the action twice. At this you finally let a muffled noise out. He moved up now, dipping slightly into your folds until he reached your clit. He flicked the whip harder than he'd done anywhere else and you thought you would cry, yet you were so aroused you didn't want him to stop. He continued until he counted ten times in his head. He slid the whip that was now covered in your arousal up your torso leaving behind a trail of your own liquid on your stomach up to your jaw. After tracing it one last time, mesmerized by your beauty in your current state, he slid the whip between your lips and you opened your mouth, sticking out your tongue, to take your punishment fully. You stared into his eyes, making them as big as you could while he wiped his tool on your muscle. When he was ready to leave he treated your tongue to a small pat and retreated, leaving the whip within his reach.

"Are you going to break the rules again baby girl?" His tone softened since he'd seen the tears forming at the corners of your eyes, but his dick did the opposite. You shook your head no. "Good, now cum for Daddy, and do it right." You went back to doing it the old fashioned way, crossing your legs and squeezing them together. You looked directly at Zitao this time who had returned to his place on the bed. You glanced over his almost naked body: his arms were defined, his abs were prominent, and his dick was creating a giant tent in his boxers. After looking at him, you started to feel a tingling sensation again. He noticed your gaze, and his hand followed it. He palmed him erection over his shorts, causing the slightest bit of relief for himself. He moaned incredibly loud, definitely exaggerating, but doing you a favor. You watched your boyfriend continue to palm himself lightly over his pants as you continued rubbing and squeezing your thighs. Oh my god, I'm actually gonna cum like this you thought to yourself. In between your moans, you could here his. Your eyes were locked on his body, which was now working up a sweat. God, he is a specimen. Your breathing hitched as you reached the edge after a long five minutes of wriggling your body to achieve any possible amount of friction. He noticed, and that’s when he made the most unbreakable eye contact with you. He licked his lips, still rubbing himself. "Y/N." Your body became uncontrollable as you reached your fourth peak of the night, the feeling taking over your body and reaching all parts of you. The sheets were now a mess, and so were you.

Tao got off the bed and tucked the loose strands of your hair behind your ears. "That's my girl," he complimented you making you feel proud of yourself inside as he placed a small kiss on your forehead. You looked at him expectantly as he started moving his boxers down. Your jaw dropped and your mouth watered as you stared at his dick, so hard that it sprung right up to his stomach.

"Congrats slut, you got me naked. Now, we can start." His smirk alone could have you moaning, but you controlled yourself the best you could.

[leah-leu]

The Ghost

A few notes before going into the story... I have already posted this before but I made some changes to it. So if you read the first one before, please read this version. Below are some more notes that i left on the previous story that I decided to leave here as well. This explains what you can expect with my writing. 

First off, I can’t believe I’m doing this. I always thought writing fanfiction about real life people was weird, and yet here we are. I lost my writing touch for a year and have tried to get it back. I found my inspiration in K-POP so I went with it, just so I could start to write anything.  

I kept waiting to read a story that didn’t have a “y/n” character or any romances, so I decided to start this. No offense to anyone who writes those kind of stories.

This story and others that follow will focus more on the bromance among the members particularly Kris and Suho.

Another thing, about my writing is that to keep it more fiction,  I’m using their stage names for those that have them, and I’m not going to use any Korean words in my writing. I feel like it’s a bit of a hassle and I like to think that even though I’m writing in English the characters are automatically speaking Korean.

Some of these instances are inspirations of real events that happened to EXO, but I still wanted to keep a realistic vibe to it. Of course in every part of my story I will include a little fluff. My goal is to keep these characters as natural as possible.

So I hope you enjoy it! And thanks for reading!

Sleep has never felt so good. Closing my eyes for the first time in hours brings pure bliss rushing through my body. Even the bright lamp light that seeps through my closed eyes doesn’t faze me. As my mind begin to fully submerge into sleep. A sharp knock at the door startles me awake.

I inhale sharply and look up and roll on to my side. Already quick footstep makes their way to the door.

I throw my legs over the bed smearing the droll off my arm and rub the impressed lines away. I focus my ears as Kris speaks.

“No,” is all I hear and the closing of the door.

“Who was that?” I yawn. When Kris comes back to my view.

“Nothing, don’t worry about it” Kris sits on the edge of his bed, phone in hand.

I sit on my bed looking around. The TV was still on but the volume was lowered. I stared at the screen debating if I should take a shower now or wait until the morning since I was already awake.

Suddenly there was another knock at the door. Then another and another; the knocks became harder. I looked at Kris. He had his earphones in clearly absorbed in his own world.

Raised voices began to accompany the knocks. I held in a sigh, feeling my irritation start to rise.

I walk to the door and swing it open, ready to scold anyone who dared disturb my sleep.

Opening the door I look up to, two pairs of wide eyes.

“Tao we aren’t the only ones staying in the hotel be quiet.” I whisper though my voice was firm. Even though we had the whole floor to ourselves, it didn’t mean that other guest could hear us below.

“There’s a ghost in our room” he said without hesitation.

“What?” My brain must be half asleep.

“It’s true” Sehun behind him confirmed.

I was at a loss for words, so I opened the door wider for them to come in.

“No” I head Kris voice as the two youngest members walked into his view.

When I came into view behind them Kris gave me a look that I ignored. He can glare as much as he likes but once Tao has a problem there’s no solving it until he is satisfied. Put Sehun in the mix and it’s a total disaster.

“I’m not sleeping in our room. There’s a ghost in there” Tao repeats as Kris looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

“There’s no such things as ghosts” Kris stated. His gaze on Tao has he happily plops himself on my bed.  

“Why do you think there is a ghost,” I try a different approach, rubbing my temple. With Kris’s way we will never figure out the problem.

“It’s just,” he uses his hands in wild gestures. I believe trying to convey his emotions with his hands, but its not explaining anything to us.

“I don’t get it,” Kris says as he looks from me to Tao.

Tao sighs, frustrated he crosses his arms and sits on my bed. “It feels weird… like were being watched”

Sehun quickly nods in agreement.

Tao pats my bed and lays down, “I’m sleeping here.” He covers his arms with his eyes and doesn’t say anything else. Sehun taking this as a sign moves over to the other bed and lays down with his phone hovering over his eyes.

They clearly made their mind.

I look at Kris, trying to read his thoughts as he looks back at me.

“Suho and I will check it out” He says. He stands and grabs my arm before I can give any protest.

“Why do I have to come along,” I whine. I hated complaining. I am a leader, and unfortunately complaining wasn’t something I can do lightly.  My feet were still feeling heavy from what little sleep I was able to get from my nap.

Kris walked ahead of me with clear steady strides.

“Because you let them in our room” he turns his head back to talk to me.

“We can’t just ignore them, Tao especially.”

“He needs to learn not everything will go his way.”

“You’re wanting to talk, you’re the one who spoils him too much.” I almost laugh

“We both do I suppose.”

We arrive at two youngest room. Kris pulls out a key card. As leaders we have a master key that allows us to enter our member’s rooms.

When we walk in the room I  didn’t feel anything out of the ordinary.  Still feeling fatigued I slowly made my way inside while Kris got right to work going into the bathroom which was on the left when we came in.  

I made my way to the end of the room where I saw a peculiar object. Sitting perfectly looked like a dog plush. I brushed my fingers over the soft woolly material. It was several towels shaped into a dog. They even added dark beady eyes to it.

I leaned in further and smiled. It was cute. I was jealous that we didn’t get one.

“How come they get a towel plush but we didn’t” I called out to Kris jokingly.

“Wha?” Kris sticks his head out the bathroom and walks toward me.

“Cute,” I point at the dog in front of me. I turn to him and smiled, but he wasn’t smiling as he stared down the dog.

His eyes narrowed as got a closer look, his frown deepening every second.

The seconds ticked by slowly as I stilled my breath concentrating on this plush. I wasn’t sure what Kris was listening for. Getting impatient I turned to Kris to tell him that we should go back.

“Did you hear that” He suddenly jerked back.

“That’s not funny,” I said pulling my hand from the dog.

“No seriously do you hear that? ”His voice made me stop in my tracks. I stilled myself again and slowed down my breathing.

Kris nudge me for me to step back as he got in front. He leaned in close like he was having a staring contest with the dog. He waved his hands. He froze instantly and turned to me eyes wide.

I shook my head again. I couldn’t hear what he was hearing. But this wasn’t normal for him. He wouldn’t joke about something like this. I feel my blood run cold as he pointed to his ear.

I nodded feeling the weight of the situation.

Suddenly it felt like we weren’t alone as a chill swept in the room.

He waved his again.

This time my focus was on every single sound. I could gather.

A soft whirring sound came from in front of me just as Kris waved over it again.

“What do you think…” He didn’t allow me to finish as he dashed off to the bathroom. I quickly followed.

I stood in the door as Kris ripped off another towel that covered another towel animal. He leaned in to the animal eye level, and then quickly leaned back, with a sharp intake of breath.

Kris waved me over.

I walked into the bathroom and copied Kris hand motion over the plush. I stared at the beady eyes. I didn’t see anything weird except as I looked closer I could see slight movement. I could hear the same whirring sounds as it sounded like a camera adjusting itself.

I leapt back, and placed the towel over the animal.

“It’s a camera, they both are.” I stated the obvious but was in disbelief. How was it possible, who did this and why?

“I’m warning everyone else,” Kris whipped out his phone.

I pulled out mine as well, “I’ll call the manager.”

 Once I called the manager the manager called for security to do a thorough search of all of our rooms.

The hour was already late. A few of the members already had red eyes from being disturbed from sleep.

“I don’t mind if there are cameras, I just want to go back to sleep” Chanyeol complained.

“You mean you just want to show off ” Baekhyun laughed.

“Hey I consider it a compliment, I’ve been working hard.” Chanyeol joked.

Xiumin sliently starred at the loudest two, and  then turned his pink tinted eyes to me. He shook his head, and tucked his head back into his knees.

I glanced back at Baekhyun and Chanyeol. Out of all the members they were the only two standing and talking loudly and excitedly like it was an everyday conversation during practice.

I glanced around the hall at the gathered members and managers.

Tao leaned against the wall, his eyes blank, staring past all of us. Luhan was sitting with one arm on Sehun, his head resting on Luhan’s shoulder with his phone still in his hand. On Luhan’s other side, his arm was placed comfortingly around Ximuin. Chen and Lay whispered with their heads together. D.O was on his phones with ear buds in, and Kai was leaning on Sehun’s shoulders watching something on Sehuns phone.

I stood with Kris. Our managers, and the head security in a discussion about the cameras and ways to track down the person that placed them in the room.  But I wasn’t paying attention. How could this have happened, why did it happen?

My head was full. I’m the leader I need to protect my members, but how is it that I have this feeling of failing to protect the youngest ones. As of now we are not sure if the other members had cameras in their rooms, but I was anxious.

It took a little over an hour when the investigation came to an end. Everyone with heavy eyes lids slumped back to their rooms.

I pull out my phone and sigh to myself. Soon it will be time to wake up.

Kris and I split up, and went to each members room to make sure everyone was properly settled before going to our room. When I finished checking my half, I leaned on the door waiting for Kris.

As I spotted Kris coming from a room, he tilted his head as he got closer.

“What’s wrong.” He asked pressing his side on the door.

“Call me naïve.” I began. “I heard about these kinds of situation happening to our seniors, but I didn’t think it would happen to us.” I sighed heavily leaning my head on the back of the door.

“That person could do anything. The fact that there was one in the bathroom terrifies me. I don’t think I would mind secretly being filmed,  but Tao and Sehun are younger. I’m worried about not only them, but everyone.”

Kris gave my shoulder a comforting squeeze.

“I know, at least they had enough sense to cover it.” He laughed a little trying to lighten the situation. The cameras were taken and security is going to question who was behind it, but it’s not enough for me. This situation could easily happen again. A cold shiver runs down my back at just the thought of it.

Kris read my thoughts as he spoke. “The security is going to do all they can. For now we can’t worry about it. They checked our rooms everything is clear. Sleep is our greatest priority now.”

I looked at Kris face. His eyes tinged with red, he was tired but there was a fire in his eyes. I traced his face with my eyes, he wasn’t worried, which reassured me. The members were tucked in and sleeping.  No one was hurt, and thank goodness no one’s privacy was invaded.

I gave him a small smile and opened the door. We walked into our room ready to sleep.

“Ok lights out,” Kris clapped his hands. Sehun was at the desk phone in his hand, while Tao was sitting and watching TV.

“It is even worth it, we have three more hours.” Sehun mumbled.

“That means we should hurry and sleep now. Come on” Kris walked over and pulled on the chair for Sehun to get up.

Yawning I turn off the TV and pull the covers off my bed and began to settle in. Tao crawls from the edge of the bed toward me.

“Tao” Kris calls, patting his bed.

“Don’t want to,” he mumbles crawling in next to me. I hold my arm out and Tao settles into my side his head resting on my arm.

“Fine, Sehun is a better sleeper anyway” Kris says as he pulls the covers for Sehun to be tucked in before he gets in himself. Kris turns his back to me as they both settle in. I see one of Sehun arm wrap around Kris arm. They whisper for a brief second, before I hear Sehun laugh quietly and Kris shoulders shake a bit.

His sound of laughter makes me smile and I look at Tao’s face completely free of worry. He was already breathing deeply.

It was rough night, but they’re going to be alright. I hear movement from the other bed as Kris turns around to turn off the lamp.

I catch his eyes. His hand paused over the switch. I smile at him feeling safe and at peace since the whole incident ended.

“Good night,” I whisper.

“Goodnight,” the light goes out and I close my eyes.

We’re all going to be alright.  

[nehahun-blog]

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[mlnmoongle]

"Get over here" + Taohun? ❤️

Pairing: Taohun

Warnings: Mature content, mild NSFW (mentions of sex), lingerie, unrequited love, happy ending

[Get Over Here]

“Tao, please come out. You’re being ridiculous.” Sehun calls out, heaving a heavy sigh as he lays back on the bed. Tao’s in the bathroom and has been for a good twenty minutes or so. He’s not really sure because he’s lost track of time. Sehun idly runs his fingers up and down his torso as he stares up at the ceiling.

Sehun hears a few items clanking behind the bathroom door but didn’t question it. He perks up when he hears Tao mumbling behind the door. “Okay. I’m coming out.” Sehun sits back up and looks at the door expectantly, licking his lips in anticipation, unable to take his eyes off the door.

Finally, the door cracks open and Sehun sees just a little bit of Tao. “Okay, no laughing or I’m leaving. Okay?”

Sehun huffs a laugh. “Yeah, okay.”

“I’m serious. Don’t think I won’t leave — ”

“Tao. Come out.”

Tao huffs and the door creaks open slowly. When Tao steps out past the door. Sehun’s mouth drops and his eyes widen as he takes in the sight that is Tao. Standing in front of him (too far in front of him in his humble opinion) Tao is dressed only in cute, skimpy lingerie. 

His eyes glued to Tao, Sehun starts from top to bottom and skims down Tao’s gorgeous body. The lingerie consists of a peach lace cami with black lace mini trunks. It’s fucking adorable because the bottoms are designed for male anatomy and somehow that makes it that much sexier. Oh, and the color, the soft shade suits Tao’s beautiful bronze skin perfectly and Sehun can’t tare his eyes away.

“Oh, wow.” Sehun finally breathes and meets Tao’s eyes. Tao has a deep blush on his face and he looks beyond amazing.

“You like?” Tao asks, biting back a grin. Sehun’s chest swells and he can’t stand it anymore. He smirks and beckons Tao over to him. “Get over here.”

Tao sidles over to him. Sehun welcomes him with open arms. He can’t get his hands on him fast enough. “You look amazing.”

“Yeah?”

“Yes.” When Tao gets close enough Sehun slides his hands down Tao’s sides. “Is this what you were so nervous about?” Sehun asks and urges Tao onto his lap which Tao pliantly goes, shifting his knees around Sehun’s waist to get comfortable. Tao’s body is warm and Sehun can’t help but trail his fingers along his thighs, stopping when his fingertips brush against the hem of the lace panties. Sehun doesn’t remove his eyes from Tao’s face as he rubs the lace between his fingertips, watching as Tao sucks in a sharp breath, nodding slowly.

“You have no reason to be nervous. You look fantastic.”

“I do? Tell me what you like then.”

Sehun smiles at Tao’s shit-eating grin. “Alright. On your back.” Sehun whispers, smiling lovingly at him. So Tao slides off Sehun’s lap and lays on his back on the bed, getting comfortable against the plush comforter as Sehun crawls in between his legs and sits back on his haunches. Somehow, Tao looks even more beautiful than before sprawled out on the bed; his soft, sable hair falling off his forehead, long, toned arms laid out over his head and his legs loosely wrapped around Sehun’s waist. Sehun loves how he looks. Sehun loves Tao, and Tao knows that. Tao understands Sehun’s love for him even if it’s not returned.

Despite the unrequited feelings, they have sex. 

Tao enjoys sex but he prefers his friendships and his sex life to be completely separate, and it’s fine. Sehun doesn’t mind. As Tao’s in his life, he doesn’t care how.

“Well, first off, I really like the color and style. I mean, who knew you actually had good taste?” Sehun teases, running his fingertips under the hem of the lace of the cami. Tao smacks his forearm playfully, giggling a light ‘shut up’ which brings a smile to Sehun’s face. “Sorry, no can do. I have to tell you how appetizing you look right now.” Tao rolls his eyes as Sehun continues. “So let’s see…where was I…Oh, I really love how snug this top is. Makes your chest look firm and manly. Very rugged but still quite delicate.” Sehun slides his hands up Tao’s torso and right to his pecs, resting his palms against the firm muscles and giving them a light squeeze.”

“Okay, manly and delicate..?”

“Yeah. It’s really hot. It makes my heart flutter.” Sehun licks his lips and scans his eyes down Tao’s body. “I also appreciate you not shaving.

“You’re ridiculous.”

“You told me to tell you what I like. So I am.”

“I change my mind. You’re really bad at it.”

Sehun’s mouth dropped in feigned affrontedness and Tao grins up at him. “Fine. You look awful. Just, overdone. The worst. Salmon isn’t your color. Is that better?”

Tao scoffs. “It’s peach, and yeah, I look bad. Is that why you’re still in between my legs and already eye fucking me?” He quips and Sehun grins, guilty as charged.

“Yeah,” Sehun smirks. “I guess I could be actually fucking you instead, huh?”

The next moment, Tao’s smile falters as he looks away from Sehun. Immediately Sehun leans over his body and cups Tao’s cheek with the palm of his hand, holding himself up with the other. “Tao, what?” He asks tenderly, stroking the other’s cheek.

Tao stays quiet for several moments before he speaks, voice soft and small. “Are you…Sure you’re okay with this arrangement?”

“You mean us?”

“I mean being — ”

“Fuck buddies?” Sehun offers, chuckling lightly.

“That sounds so bad…”

“Only if you think it is. Why are you bringing this up now?”

Tao sits up with Sehun’s help, holding him steady him by wrapping his arms around Tao’s back. Tao keeps his eyes downcasted and gives a weak shrug. “I like having sex with you. And…that’s all.”

Sehun nods and peeks his head down to try and look Tao in the eyes. Tao lifts his chin so he can lock eyes with him. “I know that, but you don’t have romantic feelings for me. I understand. We’ve been over this before,” Sehun says, leaning in and kissing Tao’s cheek softly. “And that’s cool. I just like being around you.”

“Sehun…”

“Come here and let me kiss you.” Tao’s smile made Sehun’s chest tighten and when Tao tilts his head up, Sehun leans in to meet him halfway to press his lips to Tao’s, kissing the smile off his lips and savoring the moment.

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[AAAHHhhhhhh, thank you so much for prompting taohun!! I feel like this took forever to write because I’ve had so many ideas built up, but I really enjoyed this so SO much. I had another idea in mind, too, but I really wanted to try something different. I hope you enjoy this!! Thank you again!!]

[mingyus-noona]

Corner, chapter 2 (Tao)

Title: Corner Member/Pairing: Tao x Reader Fanfiction type: Story, multi-chapter Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance Chapter: 2 Word count: 1,668 If you haven’t read it yet, chapter 1 can be found here. A/N: I kept forgetting to post the second part to this! Sorry about that. Please enjoy. I wasn’t planning on writing anything else after this, since I just wanted this to be a cute little story. But if you guys would like to see more and have any ideas, let me know. ============================================================ The next day, Tao shows up at your door. He's wearing something that is not his style, probably so he will not get caught by fans or reporters. With his eyes, he says, Can I come in? No, I need to come in, now. You open the door wider and reach out to grab his arm, pulling him inside. "What's wrong?" He shakes his head. He isn't making eye contact with you, so you hug him tightly around the waist and let him bury his face in your neck. You take off the hat he's wearing―for his disguise―and drop it to the floor. "What did they say?" you ask, rubbing circles on Tao's back. "I told them I needed to visit some family for a few days. They already have my schedule packed for next week to do some damage control." "Tao, then why are you here? Go see your family." He shakes his head. "I just said it as an excuse to get some time for myself and to see you. They wouldn't have allowed it if they knew I was coming here." SM knows about your relationship, of course. And while they never threatened you and Tao to break it off, you know that they don't exactly approve of it. "Are you staying the night?" He nods. "If that's okay." "I think I have some of your clothes here. I didn't get a chance to wash them yet. I can do that now. Why don't you take a shower?" "Can you join me?" "Yeah, I'll get it ready. There's some food in the kitchen. Please eat something." Tao heads to the kitchen while you get his clothes to go put them in the washing machine. Then you go into the kitchen to make sure he's eating. "How is it?" you ask. He just nods, even though most of the plate is still full. When half of the food is gone, you go turn on the water in the bathroom and put his  clothes in the dryer. When you return, he's done eating. "You have been eating, haven't you?" He bites his lip. "Kinda." "Tao," you scold. "Here, have some more while the tub is filling up. Finish eating while I go check to see if it's ready." You turn the water off and then let some out when you realize there's too much―at least for two people to be sitting in it. You add some bath salt, since Tao needs something relaxing right now. He suddenly shows up in the doorway. It almost scares you. He's never this quiet or shy when he's with you. But right now, he's looking at the floor and it seems like he's afraid to come in. You take his hand and pull him into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. You lift his shirt over his head and toss it onto the floor, then when he doesn't take off his pants, you discard the rest of his clothes as well. Good thing you decided on a bath. It doesn't seem like Tao will feel like doing much, so sitting down is probably best. He gets into the bathtub as you take off your own clothes. You are about to get in as well when he scoots forward, opening up a space for you to sit behind him. Figuring he isn't up to talking, you grab a loofah right away and lather it with soap. You start to wash his back, then his chest, and the rest of his body. Afterward, you wash your own body. The whole time, Tao hardly moves a muscle. After you rinse yourself off, you rest your head on his back, pressing light kisses to the nape of his neck, his shoulders, the back of his head. You kiss his cheek and try to reach around to kiss him properly, but all you can manage to reach is the corner of his mouth. Tao's shoulders rise and he curls them inward. At first, you're not sure what he's doing, but then you realize that he's trying to hide, to make sure you don't see his crotch―which you'd gotten a view of when you kissed him―so you pull your head away, resting it on his back again. You reach down to massage his lower back for him. You know it isn't what's causing him pain right now, but you'll try anything you can do to make him relax a bit. Although you can't tell if it's working, because he still isn't responding to your touch. When you finally notice his puffy eyes in the reflection of the faucet, you don't know how long he's been crying because the only sound you can hear is him breathing. Your hands briefly stop when you realize this, but you quickly return to massaging his back because you don't want him to find out that you know he's crying. Eventually, you're not sure how much later, he says, "They blamed you." He shakes his head and closes his eyes, biting his trembling lip. "Out of everything they could have done, they blamed you. They said you did it for money." He sighs. "It's a lie. They know it was a hacker. They just want an excuse for me to break up with you. They're a hundred percent convinced it wouldn't have happened if we weren't dating." "I get it," you say. "No, I'm not breaking up with you. They can't tell me what to do, especially when you and I both did nothing wrong." He turns to face you, still avoiding your eyes, but kissing you quickly on the lips. "I'm not breaking up with you," he repeats. "Good." You chuckle lightly and smile. "Because I don't want you to break up with me. Let's get out now. The water is getting cold." You both stand up and step out of the tub. You grab a towel and dry off Tao's back, butt, and arms. You then work on his chest and bend down to dry his legs. You assume he will not be comfortable with you drying off the rest of him, so you wrap the towel around his waist and then dry yourself off with another towel. When you get to your room, he says, "I'm sorry." "For what?" "I was careless." "It's not your fault. Anyone can get hacked." "Yeah, but I put you in danger. Your pictures could have been leaked too. The pervert who did this could have them saved. It doesn't feel right. I'm sorry." "I sent them too, not just you." "Yeah, but it was my idea." In your head, you roll your eyes. Why doesn't he realize that he couldn't have stopped this? You kiss him because you don't think he will stop apologizing otherwise. After you pull away, you say, "Tao, this is not your fault, okay? Things happen. If we want to send each other some intimate pictures, we're allowed to. We have the right to do that. And, unfortunately, people are able to access stuff that's only meant for us. I know it sucks, and I have no idea what you're going through because it happened to you. But I do know that I don't want to see you hurt. Please don't beat yourself up over this." He nods. "Okay. I think we should get dressed and then we can do whatever you you want. Maybe watch a movie or something. I'll go get your clothes from the dryer." After the two of you are dressed, you put on a movie and you both sit on your bed. By the time the second movie is on, Tao seems a bit more comfortable. His arm is around your waist and he's resting his head on your shoulder. He even sneaks in a few kisses here and there. But he still seems kind of distracted. You're not talking to one another because of the movie, so the silence is probably making him focus on his thoughts too much. You try another kiss, hoping that it will distract him and hold his attention for a little while. He kisses back, his grip on your waist tightening. You grab some of his hair and slip your tongue into his mouth. After a little while, he pulls away. "Baobei, we don't have to, um...have sex, right?" he asks. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to do. If you're uncomfortable, let me know." "I just don't want you to see me, you know, naked." He chuckles nervously. "It's stupid. You're my girlfriend. I'm being dumb. You've seen everything a bunch of times. Including a few hours ago.” "It's not stupid. It's reasonable that you're feeling this way, because your privacy was violated. If you only want to kiss or go to sleep or whatever, I'm fine with that." He kisses you on the forehead. "Thanks, Y/n." You smile. "Good night, Tao. I love you." "I love you too." * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ You and Tao spend all of the next day in your living room watching tv. The day after that, you send one of your friends out to do some grocery shopping for you. You were planning on doing it yourself because you needed some food in the house, but you don't want to leave Tao alone. After you both have eaten, you're relaxing on the couch, watching tv for what seems like the hundredth hour straight, when Tao looks over at you. "What?" you ask. "You're not yelling at me for not doing anything. It’s nice." He laughs. "I'm not used to that. SM would be all over my ass." "You deserve some time away from it all. But don't worry. It'll all pass over. The human mind is incredibly fickle. Some new thing will be in the news next week and everyone will be talking about that. You won't have to hide forever. It won't last forever. I'll be here for you and everything will be fine." "Even if I kind of feel like crawling in a corner and cringing?" “Duh," you reply, kissing him on the nose. "I'll sit in the corner with you. My apartment is yours any time. Except Tuesday." That's the first day he has scheduled for his mandatory “damage control” interviews. He glares at you. "I hate you." "You love me." "I know." He smiles.

[iidontgiveafuckuniverse]

Black Rose [Part One]

(I DO NOT OWN THIS GIF)

Pairings: Minseok x main protagonist(Iseul) x Luhan

Mafia AU

Ongoing series

Warning: Mature content such as; violence, mature language, abuse, smut etc. Read at your own Discretion.

Summary: Black Rose. The most feared and infamous Mafia in Seoul, with a leader just as infamous and just as feared. The whole country has heard of her, yet no one has encountered her and lived long enough to tell the tale. She’s cold, undetectable, invisible even. It’s like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands. Impossible. She walks over corpses to get what she wants and she wants revenge. All of her targets endure hell and eventually gruesome death. Her next target: Kim Minseok.

Prologue | Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten | Part Eleven | Part Twelve | Part Thirteen | Part Fourteen | Part Fifteen | Part Sixteen | Part Seventeen | Part Eighteen | Part Nineteen | Part Twenty | Part Twenty-One | Part Twenty-Two |  Part Twenty-Three | Part Twenty-Four | Part Twenty-Five | Part Twenty-Six | Part Twenty-Seven | Part Twenty-Eight | Part Twenty-Nine | Part Thirty | Part Thirty-One | Part Thirty-Two | Part Thirty-Three | Part Thirty-Four | Part Thirty-Five *Final* | Epilogue 1 | Epilogue 2 | Epilogue 3(soon) | Epilogue 4(soon) | Epilogue 5(soon) | Epilogue *Bonus*(soon) |

Word Count: 3,259

Part One:

“Damn it Iseul, are you aware of what we had just done?” Hissed Kris as he drove the van away as fast as he could. “I’m all for being brave, but this guys father is the most powerful man after the president. I don’t think you’ve thought this through.” Kris said with a worried voice as he looked around the streets, hoping no one was following them. “Just shut up and drive. I know what I’m doing. He might be the most powerful man in the country, but I’m the most powerful woman. Don’t forget that Kris.” Iseul shouted, making Brian and Luhan flinch, while Tao smirked, nodding in approval. He’s probably the second craziest person in the gang, after Iseul. Iseul picked him up when she was in China about seven years ago.

At the time, Tao was working as a small drug dealer, pretty much a speck of dust amongst the most feared cartels in the world. Disposable as any other small dealer. Until she came along. She saw his fighting skills and knew that she could use that in her group. So she got him out of trouble and found out why he did what he did. Tao’s mother was very ill and he never knew his dad, so he had to take care of her, anyway, he knew how.

After that, Iseul got him the money he needed and in exchange, he had to join her gang. Which he did, but he never regretted it. His mother was alive and well. That was all that mattered to him. After that she trained him, making him a class A sniper.

Brian and Jae? Those two idiots stumbled upon “Black Rose’s” base back in LA, about almost ten years ago. When they realised where they were, they wanted to join because it looked cool. Of course, Iseul didn’t like that so she wanted to kill them, but Jae showed himself to be a real computer genius so she kept him as her new hacker since the last one annoyed her too much, she blew his brains out.

The rest of the members got into this life similarly. Iseul saw something in them that could help her become who she is now. Except for Luhan. Luhan is a different story to be told a different time. A story no one but them know about and no one dares to ask. That topic is taboo for even Luhan to mention.

“No one saw us, Brian. Get your head out of the gutter.” Iseul sighed, in an annoyed tone at the worried looking man. ‘He was always a crybaby. Why did I ever agree for him to be here?’ She asked herself, shaking her head at Brian. “I just- What if you missed something and we get caught?” Brian spoke, and the moment he saw how she looked at him, he turned his gaze to the floor. “Did I ever miss something? Did I ever have a slip-up? Brian….are you doubting me?” Iseul spoke as she made her way towards him, standing right in front of him, making him gulp. “No, no no no. Of course not. Never, I just-” Brian said shakily, still avoiding her eyes. “Listen here, Brian. I kept you here because of Kris’ and Jae’s pleas, if it weren’t for them you’d be dead. You’re disposable, so keep your mouth shut and do your job.” she held his face tight, forcing him to look up at her, wide-eyed. She tightened her grip and saw blood appear from where her nails dug into his cheek. She smirked and let go, turning around and leaving him in the meeting room.

“You know, you could be nicer to Brian. He a friend.” Kris spoke behind her as she was leaving. “I know I could, but I won’t. He needs to know his place. He not the best shooter nor is he the best with knives, he’s disposable.” she raised her voice looking at Kris, but all he did was raise his eyebrow at her. “You know I’m not scared of you, right? The others might be, but not me.” Kris said calmly, making her blood boil. He was the only one who dared go against her. Iseul was a monster. In no way, shape or form was she a good person. But blood was thicker than water, after all. Yet she pushed that aside and laughed at him. “Just because we’re cousins, distant if I might add, doesn’t mean I value your opinion in this case.” she said turning away, going into the basement but still catching Kris’ last remark “Come on sis, I’m adorable, everyone loves me.” at that Iseul rolled her eyes and continued walking through the long hallway, stopping at a big metal door, smirking as she opened it.

She spotted Luhan, with a gun, waiting next to a, still unconscious, Kim Minseok. He looked up at her and smiled, walking towards her. “Hey, I chained him up thinking he’ll wake up soon, but he’s still knocked out cold.” He spoke and Iseul nodded looking over his shoulder seeing an unconscious Minseok, hanging from the ceiling with chains around his wrist, his feet barely touching the ground. Without emotion, she looked back at Luhan telling him he can leave. Luhan nodded but started moving his face closer to hers, leaning in for a kiss, but she pushed him away point into the door. He sighed but left the room leaving Iseul alone with Minseok.

Iseul took a bucket of ice-cold water and splashed Minseok with it making him gasp and open his eyes. The moment he opened his eyes and looked around his eyes landed on a woman he had never seen before. He realised he was chained up, his feet not touching the ground. He tried to wiggle, but he barely had any straight in him now. He slowly looked back at the woman seeing her smirked. He gulped looking at her from head to toe. She was dressed in black boots and jeans with a white tank top, showing off her tattoo and he noted that one of them looked somewhat familiar. “Oh, you like my tattoos Minseok? Would you like me to give you his number? Ah, I’d love to, but you see, he is all the way in Busan, six feet under. I know, it’s very sad, but he did mess up one of my tattoos and they stay with you forever. I couldn’t let that go, now could I?” Iseul spoke sweetly getting closer and closer to Minseok, making him tug on the chains above his head. That’s when he noticed a carving knife strapped to her belt. His eyes widened as she took the knife, now holding it in her hand, still approaching him at a menacingly slow pace. “ Oh no honey, don’t struggle against those chains. They may bruise your pretty little wrists, now who would want that?” her voice made chills go down Minseoks spine, hoping that this was all just a nightmare. When she got closer he took a better look at the tattoo on her upper arm and his eyes widened, even more, as he whispered to himself. “Black Rose.” He heard of them but he thought it was just a made up story to scare people. “Ah, so you’ve heard of my work. Boy am I flattered. Yes, I am Black Rose, but you can call me your worst nightmare.” She whispered caressing his cheek with the sharp side of the blade, making small cuts appear, but he held in the pain. Before he could register what was going on, the chains loosened making him fall onto his knees, but they still held his arms up, which resulted in his moaning in pain as his muscles stretched from the sudden action.

His head hung low and all he saw were the woman’s shoes as he heard her chuckle. “Well, that may become my favourite sound. I might miss it after I kill you.” she spoke, lifting her foot up to his chin, making him look up at her.

As she looked at his fearful face she had to admit it was a pretty face and for a slight second, from up close, it reminded her of someone, but she pushed that aside. She shook her head as she crouched down in from of him “It’s such a shame I have to ruin that pretty fave if yours. It really is.” she said, taking the knife to his neck and Minseok was close to a panic attack as her knife trailed over his neck and upper chest. He swallowed the limb in his throat and spoke up with a weak voice “What do you want from me?” She laughed at his tone replying with a sinister smile “Oh baby, I don’t want anything from you. You’re just my revenge darling.” she continued speaking as she dug the knife into his shoulder making him scream out “Sometimes, you see, collateral damage is necessary to get a message across. I don’t want to hurt you, but I have to.” She spoke over his screams, enjoying the sound. He was breathing heavily and screaming as she carved into his skin until there was blood around their feet and on her shirt.

Another hour has passed. Minseok was barely holding onto his consciousness as she dug into his skin on his torso. He was about to faint but before he could there was a bucket of water being thrown at him making him scream out as every cut started to burn. This time he couldn’t keep the tears back. “I apologise, I might’ve added alcohol into the water. Oops, my bad.” She spoke chuckling kneeling opposite if him. He looked up at her and asked with a barely audible voice. “Why- why am I your revenge? Why me?” This made Iseul turn serious as her eyes became even colder if that was even possible. She got up and kneed him in the jaw, making his head fall back. She took him by the hair and came dangerously close to him. “You’re the bastards son. He took everything from me. Some things I’ll never get back. I don’t forgive, but even more importantly. I. Never. Forget.” then she punched him in the stomach making him grunt in pain. She went to the door, about to leave when she turned around with a cold smile on her face.

“I almost forgot, I really like your ex-fiances ring. You have good taste. I might even keep it. God knows she won’t need it. No one marries a dead man.” And with that she was gone, leaving Minseok, bruised and broken, not letting himself cry even though that was the only thing he wanted to do at that moment.

A week has passed and all the members were in the living room discussing the situation if Minseok and Iseul. She was going crazy on him. They were pretty sure he had at least a dozen broken bones. Iseul would spend several hours a day in the basement and all that could be heard were Minseoks screams that made even Tao uneasy. “We need to do something Kris. I thought she was just going to kill him in a day or two. This is too much. She’s not even trying to get information out of him. What is she waiting for? Unnecessary torture is not my thing.” Spoke Amber, looking around hoping Iseul isn’t listening in on their conversation. At her comment, Kris stood up and told Luhan to follow him. Kris was the only person besides Iseul who had a key for the room where Minseok was. He was the one to take Minseok to the bathroom to do his business. As he went to the basement, Luhan shook his head “What are you doing? We can’t let him go.” He spoke but Kris ignored him and continued to the basement, taking his key and unlocking the room. When he walked in he flinched at Minseoks state. ‘It’s worse than yesterday’ he thought as he walked forward, Luhan fidgeting behind him. Kris took the chains from the ceiling and crouched down to Minseok, holding him up so he wouldn’t fall. Minseok winced as his whole body ached. He was pretty sure almost every one of his ribs were broken and that his shoulder was dislocated, not to mention the gashes all over his body. His back, his chest, neck, face, arms. You could barely see the colour of his skin. He just wished she would cut a bit too deep so he would bleed to death, but she never would let him die that easily.

As Kris was leading him Luhan noticed he was going to the door that leads outside of the room, not the bathroom. “Whoa, whoa, Kris stop. Where the fuck are you going? Iseul will go nuts.” He panicked as Kris turned back around and Minseok slightly looked up the other man, seeing he was very nervous. So Iseul was her name. “I don’t have time for your whining Luhan. You may be her bitch but I’m not. I draw the line here.” Kris growled and turned back around, taking Minseok out of the room. Luhan cursed under his breath and ran after them.

“Where are you taking me?” Asked Minseok as Kris led him up the stairs that were right outside the basement. “Somewhere a bit more colourful. Those walls just depress me.” Kris said jokingly which made Minseok angry. ‘How could he joke that easily in a situation like this.’ But then again, he knew these people didn’t give a crap about him. As they walk further, Kris led him into a bedroom with a bed in the middle of the room and dresser and desk in the corners of the room. “Can you go to the bathroom alone or do I need to shower with you.” Kris spoke with a laugh but Minseok only nodded and headed for the bathroom.

He took a shower and after it, he stared at his reflection in the mirror. He couldn’t believe how bad he looked. ‘It’s a shame I have to ruin that pretty face’ her voice rang in his ears making him shiver but when he looked back at his face he noticed he had the least amount of cuts on his face. He sighed and was about to walk out when he heard Kris and Luhan arguing outside. “You can’t do this. She has her reasons. Why do you even care?” shouted Luhan and Minseok stayed inside to listen. “Do you know her reasons? Because I don’t and without a reason, I won’t let her continue this. She’s batshit crazy, we all know that but this is too much. No more torture. You can get out, I’ll tell her I did all of it. I don’t torture and kill in vain. Go ahead and be a bitch so my sister will let you crawl into her pants again.” Kris hissed and a door slammed making Minseok flinch away. “Yo, dude? Tell me you didn’t die in there. This is like my favourite bathroom man.” Kris chuckled and Minseok rolled his eyes. If he wasn’t a fucking murderer he would’ve reminded Minseok of Baekhyun or Chnayeols special kind of unfunny sense of humour.

When Minseok was back in the bedroom a girl appeared, helping Kris with the bandages. “Okay this is going to hurt like a bitch, but we need to put your shoulder back into place,” said Kris to which Minseok just nodded. ‘Why do that when I’m going to die anyway?’ He thought to himself but didn’t say anything.

After he was all bandaged up, the girl that said her name was Amber stood up to leave when a voice boomed. “KRIS WHAT THE HELL?” and then the door burst open revealing Iseul. Minseok started breathing heavily as she locked eyes with him.

Kris stood up and Amber widened her eyes. “Amber. Get out.” Iseul said way too calmly and Amber ran like her tail was on fire closing the door shut.

“I see the dog followed its owner.” scoffed Kris, looking behind Iseul. She turned around seeing Luhan behind her. “Leave!” she spoke and Luhan went to leave when Kris spoke up again. “Now tell him to jump and sit, this is such a treat.” Mocked Kris and Luhan lost it, jumping on top of Kris punching him square in the jaw.

“Oh my God, this is getting ridiculous.” Huffed Iseul as she took her gun and shot at a lamp making the two men stop. “Luhan, just get the fuck out of the room.” She said and he hesitated but when she glared at him he stood up and left the room but not before Kris shot back at him with a clever remark “woof, good dog.” followed with his laughter.

“Who the hell do you think you are? Going against me.” Iseul yelled now growling with anger “I’m family and the only person who has the balls to say something. You’ve gone completely insane and you’re even more insane if you think I’ll let you continue. This is where I cross the line. Enough is enough!” He yelled back and Iseul saw red at that point. She ignored his next words and looked over at Minseok griping the knife from her belt and making her way towards him, throwing him off the bed and ready to slit his throat.

“Oh no, you won’t.” Before she could do so Kris got her, holding her back then pushing her down in front of Minseok holding her head in place so that she was looking right at him, although she was pushing him away. “Look at him. You never look at what you did. LOOK AT HIM!” Kris yelled making her look at him and her eyes widened just a bit before Kris whispered to her so Minseok couldn’t hear his next words.

“Reminds you of anyone?”

A/N: hope you like it. Thank you for reading. 😊 Feedback and any opinions are welcome. xx

Requests are open. xx :)

[thoroughly-chained-up]

Summary: High School AU where Zitao is struggling to pay attention to his homework. Jongdae is his tutor and is quickly losing his patience. On the other hand, he can't really resist Tao's charm - even if he is whining.

[petalmrk]

Exo Reaction: To you giving them the silent treatment

Baekhyun

He would get so frustrated with your lack of communication or affection towards him that he would probably keep doing weird things to either annoy you until you snap at him to stop or to make you laugh again.

“Y/N you know that you can’t ignore me for that long, come onn please talk to me” OMG HES SO CUTE

Chanyeol

Honestly he would probably get a bit pouty and keep trying to get your attention in some way, like exaggerating his actions.

“Why are you not talking to me jagi, please don’t do this again I’m already missing your voice”

Sehun

Literally, he would be annoyed at the fact that you were not telling him what he did wrong, so that he could then apologise. Therefore, he would probably pretend to ignore you for a while but every few minutes you would catch him giving you side glances.

“ Fine, If you don’t want to tell me what I did wrong then I’m going to ignore you too, let’s see how long you can keep your silent act up”

Kyungsoo

I don’t think that he would like you giving him the silent treatment as I feel that he would prefer to talk things out, so that problems between you two could be solved as soon as possible

“Y/N how many times have I told you about the silent treatment in our relationship, let’s not waste time by doing this silly things when we could be talking it out”

Jongdae

He would keep whining for you to talk to him, If that didn’t work he would probably keep poking your cheek or doing funny stuff until you started laughing again

“ Y/N talk to mee , I’m sorry if I annoyed you, please I’m getting bored”

Yixing

He would probably try to figure out what he did to make you upset towards him. Even if he wasn’t sure about what he did to make you upset he would keep apologising, you would probably feel bad and start talking to him again.

“ Look I don’t know what I did to upset you but wherever it is I’m sorry, I promise that I will try my best to not upset you again”

Jongin

He would feel guilty by making you upset and would apologise as soon as possible, but if you still kept giving him the silent treatment after he apologised he would give you a side hug and leave you alone for a few minutes so that you would be able to cool off.

“ I’m really sorry for whatever I did, I know that you are still upset at me so I  will give you some space until you are ready to talk to me again”

Junmyeon

He really dislikes your silent treatments, it makes him feel like a bad boyfriend. Therefore he would keep apologising and saying lots of sweet stuff to you so that you would forgive him. If your silent treatment lasted for too long even after he apologised he would probably give you a small gift to express how sorry he is.

“Jagi I’m really sorry if I hurt your feelings, I really feel like a bad boyfriend right now, so I hope that you will be able to forgive me”

Minseok

I feel like that he feels that silent treatments are pointless and doesn’t help to deal with arguments. Therefore, after apologising to you he would probably tell you how much he dislikes silent treatments when arguments happen between you two

“ Come on Y/N you know that I don’t like when you are silent towards me, please talk to me so that we will be able to figure this out”

Luhan

He would get frustrated, he just really like hearing your voice. Therefore, when silent treatments happened in your relationship he would try to get your attention all the time, like he would keep starring at you or making lots of noise when opening and closing things.

“ Y/N I already apologised stop playing this silent treatment thing with me, you know how frustrated it makes me”

Wu Yifan

He would be confused about the situation. He would try to think back at all the things he did to try to figure out what he did wrong to apologise, and if you still ignored him even after he apologised he wouldn’t really know what to do so he just kept apologising until you had enough of his apologies

“ Look you might not be talking to me, but I know your listening, I am really sorry, I miss you, so please talk to me again”

Zitao

He wouldn’t like this situation, he would keep pouting and trying to hug you to try to get a reaction out of you. He would also keep apologising nonstop and giving you staring contests from across the room until you tell him to knock it off.

“ I already apologised, so I will keep starring at you until I hear your pretty voice again”

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Focus on Me — h.zitao

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➮ dom!Tao × brat!Reader

wc: 9.4k (I have no shame. I blame you anya)

summary: After you spent the last two years regretting your decision to turn down Tao's offer in Shanghai, the universe has graciously chosen to give you a second chance when he shows up at your friend's wedding. The question is, will you take it?

genres/themes/au: angst, smut, fluff; strangers to lovers, mature themes; non idol au, ceo au

warnings: adult dialogue, female reader, alcohol consumption, sexual content (18+ mdni), see smut warnings under the cut!

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a/n: I don't really have much to say about this except that Anya made me do it with a little encouragement from Aera and Sar lol this is the last part though. I'm not doing anymore for this series lol with that being said, thank you so much for reading and as always, this is a work of fiction and all characters are not reflective of their respective irl counterparts. for entertainment purposes only. banner made by me. I do not allow reposts or translations of my works. All my works are ©️ kwanisms.

smut warnings: oral (f receiving, m receiving), facefucking (f receiving), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), dom!Tao (and he's got a big dick still), brat!Reader, edging (f receiving), choking kink, impact play (light slapping - f receiving, heavy spanking - f receiving), dirty talk, punishment (f receiving), praise, use of pet names (baby, baby girl, pretty girl, sweetheart, princess, kitten, slut), creampie, definitive daddy kink, dacryphilia, I think I got everything but as always, if I missed anything, please let me know!

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“Y/N!!”

Turning on your heel, you hurried back to the small hallway where Bai was hiding behind a wall, pacing quickly while hyperventilating while Gwen held her bouquet. You glanced at your other friend who shook her head. “I have no idea,” Gwen said, holding her hands and both hers and Bai’s bouquets up.

You walked over, taking Bai’s hands in your hands. “Talk to me,” you whispered, forcing her to stop pacing. “What’s going on?”

Bai let out a long sigh before she launched into explanation. Most of it, from what you could discern, stemmed from her insecurities and the fear of being left at the altar. That was an easy fix.

“There’s a major chance that Jun is going to get cold feet,” Bai said tearfully. You offered her a kind smile. “He’s already at the altar waiting for you, girl,” you replied, giving her hands a gentle squeeze.

Bai looked up, meeting your gaze. “Really?” You nodded in response. “I just saw him before I came back here.” Bai smiled, relief flooding her features. She turned to look at Gwen. “I’m sorry for worrying you,” she said, taking her bouquet from the blonde.

Gwen shook her head, wrapping an arm around Bai's shoulders. “What are friends for if not to stand by you on the best day of your life while you have a panic attack?” Gwen asked, making Bai burst into laughter. You pulled out a small white handkerchief and carefully dabbed at Bai's eyes so as to not ruin her makeup.

“Come on,” you said, handing the handkerchief to your friend.

“You’ve got a man to marry!”

Tao glanced up from his watch as his driver pulled onto the street, the navigation system announcing their arrival time. The buildings around were all old brick buildings with recently remodeled interiors, including the ceremony venue from what he’d been told.

It had been a long time since Tao had seen his cousin. He hadn’t had much time for extended family since becoming CEO of his grandfather’s company. He had weekly dinners with his parents and grandparents but that was the extent of his family visits.

As the car pulled up to venue, Tao checked over his appearance one last time before the door opened and he casually got out.

He glanced around the area as he buttoned his suit jacket before thanking his driver and heading up the steps towards the doors. He was greeted by a man and woman he never met who smiled warmly at him. “Hello,” the woman said as the man, Tao assumed to be her also greeted him with a bow.

Tao bowed back, greeting them both.

“Are you in the groom’s family?” The man asked. Tao nodded in response. “I am. I’m his cousin,” he answered, pulling the invitation from the inside pocket of his jacket and handed it over. He waited patiently as the man looked over the invite before handing it back.

“We are the parents of the bride,” he introduced. “It’s nice to meet you,” he added with a bow. Tao returned the gesture, thanking him and his wife before heading into the venue. The main hallway was carpeted with a pair of large cedar doors that no doubt led into the grand ballroom where the ceremony was to be.

Stepping inside, Tao was surprised by the enormity of it all. It was a beautiful open room with high ceilings and large glass windows along one side letting in lots of natural lighting.

The bride’s parents had spared no expense, the decor made the interior look like a magical forest. A massive spread of garland hung from a structure a good eight feet above the floor. The greenery was littered with pastel flowers in various colors. Pinks, purples, blues, yellows scattered amongst the green looked like a cascade of flowers flowing from above.

Fairy lights adorned every stationary surface.

The backs of the chairs were draped in beautiful light pink gossamer tied into large, extravagant bows and the aisle had a similar light pink carpet rolled out leading up to the altar where a round archway stood, the same green garland with pastel flowers covered every inch of wire.

Tao was asked again by an usher which family he was here for and was shown to a seat in the fifth row on the groom’s side. He took his seat, unbuttoning his jacket as he got comfortable and glanced around as more people filed in and filled the seats little by little. He noticed a few familiar faces and greeted family as they came up to see him.

It didn’t take long for the seats to fill and soon the doors at the back were closed to prepare for the arrival of the wedding party. Soft music played from hidden speakers overhead and no doubt at the ends of the aisles in the large fake planters full of even more greenery.

The groom made his way down the aisle to wait at the altar for the bride and Tao could see just how pleased his cousin looked. He imagined anyone would be happy on a day like this.

The groomsmen hadn’t arrived yet and it left Tao wondering if they were going to walk the bridesmaids down the aisle. His assumption was wrong as the groomsmen came down the aisle not long after and took their places. There were three and based on the color of their ties, Tao assumed the one closest to Jun to be the best man.

The doors were shut again as the music continued to drift from overhead and the planters. Tao hated to seem impatient but he couldn’t help, checking his watch. It seemed things were right on schedule and he decided to open his program while he waited for the next part of the wedding party.

He was glossing over the names of the wedding party when one in particular caught his attention. ‘Y/F/N Y/L/N.’ His eyes widened as he read it. ‘Could it be?’ He wondered but ultimately decided it couldn’t be. And he had no way of confirming because he’d never learned your last name.

The doors opened and Tao looked over his shoulder as the ring bearer made his way down the aisle and stopped near the front to give the rings to the best man and then went to go sit with his parents as the two flower girls made their way down the aisle, leaving pastel flower petals in their wake.

Finally, the two girls were seated and the maid of honor headed down the aisle to take her spot, followed by the bridesmaids. The first was a very pretty blonde woman who happened to look very familiar but upon looking at the second bridesmaid, Tao was sure his heart stopped.

There you were.

You smiled as you gave Bai a thumbs up, one last wish of luck and encouragement before you stepped out onto the aisle and started down the walkway behind Gwen who was already halfway down the rows of seats.

You matched her pace, smiling as you caught the eyes of some of your friends in the crowd as you made your way to the front. Your walk only lasted a couple moments and soon you were standing before Gwen as the doors were shut to prepare for Bai’s grand entrance.

You glanced around the audience, eyes skimming over the faces of each guest as the music reached a crescendo and your eyes landed on a face you never thought you’d see again. Let alone staring back at you.

‘Tao?’

The last person Tao expected to see walking down the aisle at his cousin's wedding was the woman he met two years ago in Shanghai. The woman he spent most of the night talking to. The woman he brought back to his hotel and slept with. The woman who turned down his offer to stay with him in Shanghai.

Yet, there you were, looking just as radiant as the last time he'd seen you. Not much had changed. Your hair was a little different but other than that, you looked exactly like he remembered.

He watched as you walked down the aisle, beaming at your friends and mouthing hello to a few as you made your way to the front. When you finally reached the altar and took your place behind the maid of honor and in front of the blonde woman, you started to look around.

Tao felt his heart start to pound as your eyes scanned the crowd closest to him and just when he thought maybe you’d skipped over him, your eyes met his and he knew.

He knew you knew he was there. He knew you could see him.

It had been two years and time seemed to stand still the moment your eyes met his. His breath caught in his chest as the music around him reached a crescendo but he almost couldn’t hear it. Like it was distant. All he could focus on was your eyes and the way they bore into him. Into his very being, into his soul.

And as soon as the moment began, it ended, your eyes tearing away from his gaze as you turned to look at the back of the room. Tao snapped out of his trance as those around him started to stand up in preparation for the bride’s march.

He watched as Jun’s fiancee, no doubt one of the girls you’d been with in Shanghai, walked down the aisle. Tao could see just how much love she had for his cousin in her face and her eyes as her father walked her down the aisle.

As they passed the row Tao sat in, he chanced a glance at you and found you were already looking at him but once his gaze met yours, you were quick to look away and back at your friend as she reached the altar.

The rest of the ceremony passed in a blur for Tao and try as he might to focus on his cousin’s vows and the exchanging of the ring, all he seemed to be able to watch was you though you didn’t look his way for the rest of the ceremony.

Shock couldn’t describe how you felt seeing Tao again for the first time in two years. You had assumed you probably would have never seen him again. For the rest of the ceremony, you kept your eyes on the bride and groom but you could feel his eyes on you.

The vows and ring exchange passed in a blur but you were able to perform your duties just fine. Walking back down the aisle proved to be easy as well, keeping your eyes forward as you walked with Bai’s brother, Cheng, and out of the room to the hall where you were quickly ushered to a waiting limo.

You were glad to be shuttled off to the reception location first so you would have a chance to compose yourself. ‘Maybe he won’t even be at the reception.’

If only you were so lucky.

Once you arrived at the reception, it was a flurry of photographs and champagne before the guests arrived which didn’t take long. You were chatting with Gwen, sipping on your champagne when the first shuttle arrived with part of the reception guests.

Bai had promised that not all of the ceremony guests were attending the reception and she was right. About a third of the guests from the ceremony were not in attendance at the wedding reception but it was still not a small party by any means. 

And of course, as the last of the guests boarded, you happened to catch a glance of Tao talking to Jun’s mother, her small hand resting on his forearm as he walked her into the main room.

You turned away to await the announcement of your best friend and her new husband but couldn’t help sneak a peek at Tao who was watching you with rapt attention. ‘Damn it. Why can’t he be a little less obvious?’

The MC picked up his mic and announced the couple of the hour.

Bai and Jun walked into the room, hand in hand as the crowd applauded. As soon as they were in the middle of the crowd, the first dance started and you watched adoringly as your best friend and her husband danced together on the floor for a couple minutes before other couples joined them.

Gwen asked if you wanted to dance but you shook your head, saying you needed to grab some food as you were starving. Gwen managed to snag one of the groomsmen and pull him onto the floor while you made your way over to the hors d’oeuvre table, picking up a small plate as you did.

Tao watched as you chatted with your blonde friend that he definitely recalled seeing in the club back in Shanghai. He watched as you shook your head and your friend walked off, grabbing one of Jun’s friends and pulling him onto the dance floor while you made your way around the crowd.

Tao excused himself to his aunt and made his way around the crowd, following your movements as you headed for the snack table. He should have known. That would be his move as well.

You were loading some snacks onto a small plate when he approached you. Just as he opened his mouth to speak, the song ended and with it the first dance to tumultuous applause. As the clapping died down, Tao tried again but was interrupted once more.

“There you are!” A voice said, causing both you and Tao to turn as Jun approached with his new wife in tow. Tao offered a friendly smile to his cousin. “It’s been a long time,” Jun said greeting Tao.

“You’ve been so busy lately,” Jun continued. Tao nodded in response. “It would seem you have been pretty busy lately too,” he joked nodding towards Jun’s bride. “Right,” Jun said quickly. “You haven’t had a chance to meet Bai yet,” he said, putting his hand on the small of the woman’s back.

“This is my g- well, it’s wife now,” he said. “Bai, this is my cousin, Tao.”

The noise that came from beside Tao as he was introduced to your friend caught not only his attention but that of the bride and groom. “Oh Y/N!” Bai said excitedly. “I wondered where you snuck off to.” You offered a sheepish smile, showing the plate you’d filled.

“Can’t drink all this champagne on an empty stomach,” you replied. Tao looked down, eyeing you up as this was the closest he’d been to you in two years. You looked incredible, the lilac dress Bai no doubt had taken great care in choosing, fit your body so well, showing off your figure as it hugged you.

“Sorry,” Bai said suddenly. “Where are my manners? Y/N,” she added. “This is Jun’s cousin Tao, though you must have overheard,” she said with a smile. You nodded. “Yeah,” you answered flatly.

You tore your gaze from Bai’s sincere smile to look at Tao who was giving you a half smirk and you were desperate to smack it off his face but you knew this was not the time nor place to hash things out with the man. Not at your best friend’s wedding.

“It’s nice to meet you, Y/N,” Tao said with feigned interest. You narrowed your eyes at him. “Likewise,” you said shortly before turning to Bai and Jun.

“Congratulations,” you said, giving them both very sincere smiles before excusing yourself to eat your snacks.

You had hardly gone a few paces before Tao caught up with you. “Look Y/N,” he said softly but you turned to face him angrily. “What the hell are you doing here?” You hissed at him, sounding every bit as pissed off as you looked.

“Jun is my cousin. We were like brothers growing up. I couldn’t miss his wedding,” he answered calmly. “And Bai is your best friend, so you had to be here too,” he added. “It’s not a big deal,” Tao said softly. “As far as anyone knows, we’re simply acquaintances now. No need to bring up the past if you don’t want to—”

“I don’t want to,” you retorted, hotly. Your answer was so quick and you could have sworn you saw a flash of pain across Tao’s face before it was gone before you could blink. “Fine,” he replied cooly before turning and walked away through the crowd.

You turned away and headed out of the room, uncertain if the heat you were feeling was from the crowded room or your anger.

You found a nice quiet space to eat your food and sip on your champagne where you wouldn’t be disturbed. The yacht had left harbor already and was cruising on the ocean, the [city] skyline a blur or bright lights and colors from this distance.

You let out a sigh as you took another sip of your champagne. A server walked by, offering to take your now empty plate and another glass of champagne. You thanked them and decline the alcohol knowing if you were going to get through this night unscathed, you needed to keep a clear head.

You were looking over the water when you felt arms circle your waist. “Why is my best friend sulking out here?” Bai asked softly and you turned to face her, giving her a smile. “Just needed some air,” you answered. “And space to eat my food.”

Bai looked around, checking over her shoulder before she spoke again. “I need to ask you something really important,” she said softly and you nodded, waiting for her to speak. “What do you think of Tao?”

You had been dreading this since you saw him at the ceremony and even more so when he walked onto the yacht. You hated lying to Bai but you couldn’t exactly tell her the truth. Not tonight anyway.

“He’s okay,” you answered softly. “I don’t really know him.”

Bai gave you a cheeky smile. “Do you want to?” You narrowed your eyes at her. “Why are you asking?”

Bai sighed before launching into an explanation of how Gwen has been eyeing Tao ever since she noticed him and how she, Bai, knows Gwen is too much of a partier and player and from what Jun has told her about his cousin, that’s not Tao at all.

“So I thought, maybe, I could link the two of you up and Gwen would move on,” Bai finished and you sighed. “I don’t know, Bai,” you answered. “I’m not really comfortable with him.” Bai sighed heavily. “Well, I told Jun I’d try and try I did,” she said sadly before perking back up.

“Now get back in there, I wanna dance with my best friends!”

You chuckled as Bai dragged you back into the reception, pulling you onto the floor where Gwen joined you and the three of you danced together.

Tao had just finished dancing with his aunt when he noticed Jun standing off to the side with his groomsmen and walked over, greeting Jun’s friends. It wasn’t long after that the others dispersed, no doubt on the prowl for girls to dance with. Tao waited before speaking his mind.

“How well do you know Bai’s friends?” He asked, drawing his cousin’s attention.

“Okay, I guess,” he answered. “I know enough,” he added with a laugh.

“What does that mean?” Tao asked innocently, thanking the server who brought him a glass of whiskey. “It means I know enough about them to give you a basic assessment,” Jun answered as he took another glass of champagne.

Tao took a sip of his drink and nodded. “Okay,” he said as the alcohol moved down his throat. “I’ll bite.”

Jun chuckled, turning to look at his wife and her three friends. “Julie is easy. She loves romance novels and movies. She’s very sensitive and cries when she gets drunk,” Jun said, leaning towards Tao, pointing to the maid of honor who wore a different color of dress than the other two.

“Okay,” Tao said with a nod. “Don’t go for her. She’s very sappy and not into one night stands,” Jun added. Tao laughed with a nod.

"Noted."

“Gwen, the blonde, is your typical party girl. Loves to drink, loves to party, always has a raging hangover the next morning. I bet tomorrow she’ll be wearing sunglasses to breakfast,” Jun explained as Tao watched your pretty blonde friend take your hand and twirl you around.

“What about Y/N?” Tao asked, attempting to sound nonchalant. Jun turned to his cousin, eyeing his expression. “Don’t even think about it,” Jun said with a laugh. Tao turned to look at him. “What?” He asked.

Jun shook his head again. “She had this one night stand in Shanghai like two years ago,” he started to explain, Tao’s breath catching in his throat as he listened. “Really fucked her up from what Bai said. She fell into a depression when they came home. Bai said she’s never seen Y/N like that before. It only seems like she’s just gotten over it.”

Tao tuned out the rest of Jun’s words, keeping his eyes trained on you. The way you danced so carefree with your friends, laughing, and twirling in their company. He’d only ever seen you that happy at the club before he approached you.

Had you really been that torn up after rejecting him? Tao had half a mind to walk over and apologize, ask to talk to you in private but what he saw next made his blood boil. Two of Jun’s groomsmen, Cheng and Ming, had approached you and Gwen while Julie and Bai danced together.

Cheng asked Gwen to dance which she accepted. Ming however asked you to dance and it took every ounce of self control Tao had in his body to keep from launching across the room and snatching your hand from Ming’s as you accepted his invitation. He’d never experienced such strong jealousy before that moment.

He watched as you started to dance with Ming and Jun’s voice came into focus again, almost as if Tao went temporarily deaf and his hearing was coming back.

“Ah now that’s a good match. Ming is a great guy. Y/N needs something like that after what happened. Someone to keep her grounded,” Jun said with a smile. Tao tried not to roll his eyes. He excused himself to get another drink and turned away from the scene before him.

He hated seeing you in the arms of another man though he knew he had no right to be. It just sucked, the whole situation sucked. He ordered another drink from the bar and thanked the bartender when he poured him a double whiskey, neat.

Tao slammed the alcohol down and tipped the bartender before turning away and noticing that a new song was playing and you were still dancing with that guy. Tao hovered at the bar, watching you as a second dance turned into a third and then into a fourth before you excused yourself.

He watched as you exited the room once more and gave it a couple moments before following casually.

Outside, the air was much cooler and the salty breeze offered a nice reprieve from the hot oven like situation in the ballroom. So many people gathered into one spot and then add alcohol into the mix was a recipe for an extremely hot crowded room.

You leaned against the railing at the stern, looking over the edge at the water below as the yacht trudged on. You inhaled deeply and sighed. Maybe you should call it a night and go lie down in the bridal party suite. It was a room you were to be sharing with Gwen and Julie while Bai and Jun spent the night in their suite.

You heard footsteps approaching from behind and let out a chuckle. “If you’re coming to drag me back to the party, think again,” you called out as the person you assumed to be Bai or Gwen behind you stopped.

“That’s not what I had planned,” a familiar voice said. You turned to see Tao standing behind you, hands tucked in his pockets. Neither one of you said anything for a moment before he nodded to the space beside you.

“May I?” He asked. You shrugged your shoulders and turned to look back over the black water with the elongated reflection of the moon dancing in the waves. Tao squeezed himself into the space next to you, scanning the ocean before you.

“It’s so peaceful out here,” he noted softly. You nodded without a word, taking in the scenery. “Why are you out here alone?” Tao asked suddenly. You shrugged again. “Just needed some fresh air,” you replied.

“But why alone?”

You looked at him, your brow furrowed. “Not that it’s any of your business, but I just needed to clear my head without anyone pestering me,” you snapped before looking away. Tao waited as you sighed and glanced at him.

“I’m sorry,” you said softly. “I have no right to go off on you like that,” you continued. “You were just asking me a question.”

Tao nodded silently. “And I’m sorry about snapping at you earlier. I was just…” you trailed off as you stared out into the endless sea. “You ever feel like sometimes you’re back into a corner and you have two options?” You asked, looking up at him as he looked back at you, studying your face.

“You can either accept your fate or lash out? Like a wild animal?”

Tao nodded, still watching you as you spoke. “That’s how I felt earlier. Being forced into this corner and having no way of escaping you, so I lashed out,” you explained. “For that I’m sorry. I’m sure this is just as weird for you as it is for me.”

Before Tao could stop himself, he blurted out the question that had been weighing on his mind for part of the night. “Did you never tell your friends about me?”

His question seemed to take you by surprise because it took a couple moments before you could answer. “Obviously they know about the one night stand and your offer for me to stay with you in Shanghai,” you finally answered.

“But as to who you were? No,” you answered. “I never told them.”

Tao tilted his head like a curious animal. “Why?” He asked simply. You shrugged your shoulders again. “I didn’t think I would ever see you again,” you replied. “This was the last place I expected to run into you.”

Tao nodded with a chuckle. “Yeah, me neither,” he answered. “Seeing you during the ceremony was unreal.” You glanced up to find him already looking down at you. “I thought I was imagining things when I saw your name in the program. Of course, it could have been a different Y/N. I didn’t know your family name until today.”

You said nothing, merely listening to him talk. “At first, I thought I’d been given a second chance,” he said with a smile before it dropped. “But then I thought that you wanted nothing to do with me. I thought the universe was just testing me.”

Your heart sunk at his tone. He sounded so… heartbroken.

Had he really wanted to see you so badly? Did he know what you went through after you left Shanghai two years ago?

“But then I spoke to my cousin,” Tao continued. “And he told me what you went through when you went home after Shanghai,” he added, turning to look at you.

Your stomach twisted into knots. Jun told Tao about your depressive episode? Why would he do that?

“And it got me wondering. Maybe I wasn’t the only one suffering,” he continued, turning and taking a step closer. “Maybe, just maybe, I wasn’t alone—”

A voice interrupted the two of you.

“Y/N?”

You both turned to find Ming walking over. “Bai asked me to come check on you and see if you were alright,” he said, eyeing Tao who simply gave Ming a cold stare. “You alright?” Ming asked. You nodded, giving him a small smile. “I’m okay,” you replied. “This is Jun’s cousin Tao. We’re just talking.”

Ming glared at Tao and moved forward to hold out his hand. “Let’s go back inside,” he said, not taking his eyes off Tao who glared back. You gently pushed Ming’s hand away. “I’m okay, really,” you said with a smile.

“Tell Bai I’m just fine out here and I’m with Tao,” you added.

Ming looked as shocked as Tao felt but hesitantly accepted your decision and turned around, heading back towards the bow of the yacht.

You turned back to Tao, the same kind smile on your face. “What were you saying?” You asked softly. Tao froze. What had he been saying?

“You said something about maybe you weren’t alone?”

Tao nodded, seemingly remembering what he was going to say.

“I thought that maybe I wasn’t alone in missing you, missing what we had back then.” You nodded. “You have no idea how much I regretted turning your offer down,” you replied, much to Tao’s shock.

“Then why did you?” He asked. You shook your head. “Does it matter now?” You asked. Tao nodded. “It matters to me,” he answered, closing the distance between you. “Why?” You asked softly.

“Why would it when we both know how this ends,” you murmured, turning away from Tao to look over the railing at the water below. “It doesn't have to end like that,” he responded softly, only looking up to meet your gaze once you turned your head to look at him.

The dark look in his eyes sent chills down your spine. It was similar to the look he'd given you in the club two years ago. He slowly closed the distance, his body pressing against yours. Your eyes shut involuntarily as you relished the warmth coming from his body.

“Tao,” you warned, forcing your eyes open and reminding yourself where you were. "We can’t." You let out a sigh as one of his hands moved up, taking your chin in his hands and tilting your head back, thumb moving to brush over your bottom lip. “And why is that, baby?” he murmured, ducking his head to press slow, deliberate kisses against your cheek and down to your jawline.

“We’re in public,” you reminded him as his lips moved further still, kissing down the side of your neck. “That can be changed easily,” he answered, his other hand moved to your back, pulling you against him as he pinned you against the railing. “Tao,” you whined, your own hands resting against his chest.

“Fuck, say my name again,” he whispered against your skin. You tried to push him back and create space between you but Tao growled, the hand on your back moving down to grab your ass as he pressed himself further against you.

“Push me away again and I’ll take you right against this railing for anyone to stumble on,” he warned.

Your thighs clenched together under your dress as you felt his hardening cock grind against your thigh. You let out a weak moan as his hand found its way to your neck, fingers gripping tightly.

“Tell me to stop and I will,” he said, eyes meeting yours in a heated gaze. “Tell me to leave you alone now and I will. When the boat docks, I will step off onto the dock and you'll never see or hear from me again.”

Your stomach dropped, the idea of never seeing Tao again too much to bear. “N-no!” you half shouted. “Don’t go.”

Tao’s grip on your neck loosened. He studied your face, eyes looking into yours and then dipping down to look at your lips and then back up. You weren’t sure who moved first but the next moment, your fingers were fumbling with his jacket as he pulled you away from the railing and towards an unlocked door.

You moaned into his kiss as he guided you through the door, kicking the door shut and locking the door. You made quick work of his suit jacket and were undoing the bow tie he'd probably spent a good amount of time to look neat and presentable.

Once the tie was gone, you started to unbutton his shirt, moaning as his teeth sank into your shoulder while his fingers fumbled with the zipper and straps of your dress. “I need this to come off,” he growled impatiently as he managed to get it unzipped and started to push off you, letting the dress fall to the floor, pooling at your feet.

Your cheeks burned as Tao took in the sight of you before him. The hot pink lace adorning your skin was enough to drive any man wild. His fingertips skimmed over the lace and your skin, bumps erupting under his touch before he grabbed you by the neck roughly.

“Did you wear this for someone specific, baby?” he asked. You shook your head. “I just love the color and the lace,” you admitted, running your fingers over the edge of the lace of your bra cup. Tao’s hands replaced yours before running down to grab your waist and pull you closer. “So you weren’t expecting to get laid tonight?”

You shook your head again.

Tao tilted his head, fixing you with an intense stare.

“Not even by that guy you danced with, right in front of me?” You opened your mouth to respond but Tao stopped you, taking your chin in his hand. “You have any idea how pissed I was, baby?” he growled deeply. “Seeing another man putting his hands on you?”

You tried to answer him but he gently shook your head. “Uh-uh, baby. You speak when I say you can,” he snapped with a stern expression and narrowed eyed.

“You’re already in big trouble.”

His hand moved back to your throat and guided you away from the wall and towards the bed. “On the bed,” he said, letting go of your neck and moving to lock the door. When he turned back and saw you still standing by the bed, Tao let out an exasperated sigh.

“Are you going to make me force you onto the bed, kitten?”

You stared at him as he walked towards you slowly. “Did you hear me?”

You nodded, glancing from him to the bed and back, making a show of it.

Tao stopped just a couple feet from you. “I gave you an order, kitten,” he said, his voice dangerously low.

“On the bed. Now.”

The tone of his voice shifted and you were quick to obey, climbing onto the bed. You realized your heels were still on but as you moved to take them off, Tao’s fingers closed around your ankle. “Keep them on,” he whispered. You withdrew your hands and waited for further instruction.

“Oh you look so pretty like this,” he murmured, taking your chin gently in his hand and tilting your head back to look up at him.

“Are you going to be a good girl and listen?” he asked, his voice sweet and soft. You looked up at him through your lashes and nodded slowly. Your lips parted as his thumb brushed over the plush of your bottom one. “Look at you,” he said, a hint of amusement in his voice.

“Doing what I want without being asked.” He clicked his tongue in approval.

“Such a good, obedient slut.”

A soft gasp escaped your lips as the word left his mouth. Tao raised a brow, looking down at you. “Too much, baby?” he asked. You shook your head, arousal pooling in your panties. You liked it much more than you’d like to admit.

“Good,” Tao answered, standing over you with his hands tucked in his pockets.

“You were a bit bad earlier,” he continued. “Dancing with that guy, knowing I was watching. That really made me mad, baby girl.” Your walls clenched around nothing as he spoke, feeding into what he knew you liked from last time.

“You know what happens when you make me mad?”

You shook your head silently, keeping your eyes fixed on Tao. His face broke into a gentle smile. “You get punished.”

Your breath caught in your throat as your heart pounded in your chest, blood rushing to your core and your face at the same time. ‘Punished?’

You said nothing, waiting for Tao to give you permission to speak. “I assume you have no questions then, kitten?” he asked, the amused tone back in his voice. You shook your head. “Perfect,” he replied, pulling his hands from his pockets and moving to undo his belt. “On your hands and knees, baby,” he said as he unbuckled his belt and started to remove it.

You were hesitant, eyeing the belt in his hands before moving into position. The idea of him using the belt to punish you was better than you could have imagined and made your arousal grow, starting to spread and soak your panties.

“Ass to me, kitten,” Tao said softly. You shifted, making sure your ass was right in front of him. You felt his hand run carefully over your back end, smoothing over the lace and your skin gently. “Such a pretty ass you have,” he murmured.

“It’s a shame I have to mark it up.”

You barely had time to look behind you before a sharp stinging hit your ass and you cried out. Tao grabbed your panties and pulled you back. “Keep quiet,” he growled. “Unless you want everyone to know what a slut you are, getting punished on a yacht during your friend’s wedding reception.”

You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth. “I’ll make this quick,” Tao said, smoothing his hand over the sore spot. “I won’t draw it out,” he added.

“Count them for me, sweetheart.”

And you did. After each swat from his belt, you counted.

One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six.

The number of minutes you danced with Ming.

When he was done, your ass was red, sore, and covered in lines that were starting to welt slightly. “Talk to me, Y/N,” Tao said softly. “Green, yellow, or red?”

Your arms shook, as did your thighs, your head ducked as you held off tears. “Gr-green,” you stammered. You heard Tao move around behind you, his footsteps leading away before returning. “I’m gonna remove these now,” he said, giving your panties a slight tug.

You winced as the lace scratched your sore skin. “Sorry,” Tao whispered as he pulled your soiled panties down. Once removed, Tao pocketed them and picked up a small bottle of cooling gel. “This might burn a little but I promise it’ll help,” he added as he squeezed a good amount of gel onto his fingers and started to carefully rub it into your reddened skin.

You whimpered, body trembling as he made sure to cover all the marks.

“I think I went too hard,” he muttered but you shook your head. “No,” you gasped. “It was perfect, daddy.” You turned your head to look back at him. “Like you said,” you continued, meeting his gaze. “I was a bad girl and needed to be punished.”

Tao clicked his tongue, fighting the urge to smile as he closed the cap on the tube and tossed it into the bag he retrieved it from. “Whose room is this?” you asked suddenly as he wiped his hands clean.

“Mine,” he answered. He must have noticed your surprised expression because he laughed. “You really thought I’d bring you into some stranger’s room?”

You chuckled lightly, the stinging and burning sensation dissipating as whatever gel he used soaked into your skin.

“That gel is amazing,” you noted as Tao moved behind you again. “I use it when I’m sore after a workout,” he replied as he started to undo the top couple buttons of his shirt. “Can you move?” he asked. You carefully sat back, feeling no pain or burning. “Good,” he answered.

“On your feet baby.”

You climbed backwards off the bed and stood carefully. “Come here,” you heard Tao said softly, one of his hands gently taking you by the elbow and turning you to face him, his other hand coming up to cup your cheek as his lips met yours with a groan.

“I still don’t think you’ve been punished enough,” Tao murmured, the hand on your arm moving around your back, pushing you against him. “You don’t?” You gasped, heart pounding when he shook his head.

“No. In fact,” he said pulling back to look over your face, thumb gently pulling down on your bottom lip. “I’d like to put this pretty mouth to use.”

You waited for his instruction and when he placed his hand on your shoulder and firmly pushed down, you followed, allowing him to guide you to your knees.

“Get to work,” he said, nodding down at his zipper.

You slowly reached up, tearing your eyes from his gaze as you unbuttoned his pants and started to pull the zipper down. You glanced up to find him watching you carefully. “Keep going,” he encouraged.

You made a show of tugging his pants down, stopping halfway down his thighs and leaving only his dark blue boxer briefs between you and his hard cock.

Your hands slid up his thighs, moving to take hold of his hips as you looked up to meet his gaze once more. You wordlessly moved one of your hands over his erection, pressing your palm over it and starting to slowly circle, massaging as you maintained eye contact.

Tao kept his composure, watching and waiting for you to continue.

Slipping your fingers under the waistband of his underwear, you slowly pulled them down until his cock sprang free, just as big as you remembered, the tip red and already leaking precum.

Pulling his underwear down to meet his pants, you grabbed his length in one hand, fingers wrapping around the shaft and carefully stroking him. You used your thumb to spread the bead of precum at the tip and watched as his eyelids fluttered, lips parting. You were enjoying watching him react until one of his hands grabbed your wrist tightly.

“Don’t tease me, baby girl,” he growled. “Or I’ll make your punishment even worse.” You obeyed with a nod and as innocent a look as you could muster.

“Open your mouth, princess,” Tao ordered. You opened your mouth for him, even sticking out your tongue without him asking. He seemed to like that.

“Good girl,” he cooed, moving his hand over yours on his cock. “Keep that mouth opened wide for me.”

You did as he said as he guided the head of his cock past your lips, the weight heavy on your tongue. You tried not to moan as his cock glided against your tongue.

The last time you were together, you hadn’t gotten the chance to go down on him so this was new territory. You were sure your wetness had seeped out and that you were dripping onto the carpet as the head of Tao’s cock reached the back of your mouth.

You felt his fingers tangle in your hair. “Start moving, sweetheart.”

You did just that, Tao’s hand there to guide your head how he liked. He was gentle with you, considering the size of his cock and this being your first time going down on him.

Keeping your tongue flat, you started to take control, moving your head of your own accord, at your own rhythm while Tao kept a tight hold on your hair. “Oh fuck,” he groaned, looking down to watch his cock, coated in your spit, disappear in your mouth. “I regret not having you do this before.”

You placed both hands on his thighs, bobbing your head and filling the room with lewd, wet sounds. You could feel him meeting your movements with tiny thrusts, grunting with the effort of trying to hold back.

You pulled off him, taking his cock in your hand and stroking him quickly. “Don’t hold back,” you murmured, looking up at him. He looked down to meet your gaze. “Don’t hold back?” He asked, slightly perplexed. You nodded.

“Fuck my face if you need to. Use me to get yourself off, daddy.”

Tao let out a groan as you took his cock back into your mouth, your own spit starting to dribble past your lips and down your chin. The grip on your hair tightened as Tao held your head still.

“Tap my thigh three times if it’s too much, okay?” You nodded best you could, humming in response. Your hands on his thighs as you braced yourself, Tao gave you a measured and tentative thrust.

When you didn’t react, he thrusted a little harder, the head of his cock hitting the back of your throat. You gagged but motioned for him to continue.

“Shit,” he groaned, guiding your head as he thrust into your mouth.

“I had no idea you were such a dirty little slut.”

You moaned around his dick, walls clenching around nothing as you no doubt spilled onto the carpet beneath you.

Your knees were starting to burn from the cheap, low-pile of the carpet but you ignored it. You didn’t want to interrupt Tao and have to receive more punishment.

His thrusts grew, each time the tip of his dick hitting the back of your throat with a wet gagging sound as your throat tried to accommodate his size.

“Fuck,” Tao cursed. “You really are gonna let me use you, huh?”

You moaned again, the vibrations making Tao buck his hips.

“God look at you,” he said with a chuckle. “You look like a wreck.”

You glanced up at him as he continued to fuck your mouth. “Your makeup is completely ruined,” he noted. He forced your head further down, holding you in place as you gagged around his cock not once or twice, but three times. He pulled your head back, your saliva spilling from your mouth and down your chin, falling onto your chest.

“Such a messy fucking slut,” he growled. “I’m gonna enjoy ruining this hot mouth.”

He guided your head back to take his cock again and repeated the same thing, guiding your mouth along his cock, thrusting into your mouth and holding you in place as you gagged, tears rolling down your cheeks and no doubt ruining your expert applied makeup.

“Come on, baby,” he growled. “I know you can take more.”

Your body jerked, gagging as he pushed your head further, forcing more of his cock into your mouth and pushing past and into your throat. You gagged again, vision blurring as tears spilled from your eyes.

After what felt like minutes but was more likely only a few moments, Tao pulled your head back, the sting on your scalp making you moan loudly.

“If I waited any longer,” Tao panted, looking down at your tear and spit stained face. “I was gonna cum.”

You whined, wanting him to cum in your mouth but Tao lightly slapped your cheek. “Get up,” he ordered. You took his hand, allowing him to pull you shakily to your feet. Tao’s hand disappeared between your thighs, deft fingers finding your slit, dripping with your juices.

“God, you’re so fucking wet, baby,” he groaned, fingers moving along your slit. “On the bed now,” he instructed, pulling his hand back.

You sat back, only wincing slightly as he unbuttoned and removed his shirt, his pants and underwear following quickly.

“Lie back,” he ordered, dropping to his knees at the edge of the bed as your back hit the sheets. Using his hands, he spread your thighs, eyeing your glistening core with a look of hunger and desire.

Spreading your folds, he leaned in and gave a light lick, groaning at the taste of your cunt. “God, I missed this,” he muttered, giving you another slow lick, making sure to tease your clit.

“Tao,” you whined, back arching off the bed.

“That’s not my name, you know,” he muttered, chuckling against your skin as he littered kisses and bites along the inside of your thighs. “D-daddy,” you whimpered as the tip of his tongue toyed with the sensitive bundle of nerves.

“That’s better, baby.”

With each lick, suck, and kiss, he had your thighs twitching, threatening to close around his head but of course, he’d never let that happen with his strong grip on your thighs.

It was easy for him to draw moan after moan from you with just his mouth, licking, sucking, and groaning into your pussy. You propped yourself up on your elbows to glance down between your thighs at him, finding his eyes closed as he lost himself completely in your taste.

Your head fell back against the mattress with a mewl as your toes curled, your orgasm hovering just over your head. “D-daddy please,” you whimpered, one of your hands moving to comb through his locks. He grunted against your cunt, still lapping at your juices as he teased you closer and closer to your high.

“You wanna cum, pretty girl?” He asked softly, voice deeper and huskier than it had been before. “You wanna cum on my tongue?” You nodded frantically.

“Yes daddy, please!” Tao chuckled, pulling back from your soaked center and wiped his lps on the back of his hand before crawling over you, kissing his way up your stomach and stopping to pull down the cups of your bra, taking one of your pert nipples in his mouth as his tongue brushed over it, suckling softly.

His other hand kneaded your free breast, groping and gently pinching your nipple between his thumb and forefinger, rolling it lightly. Your back arched into his face, thighs tightening around his waist as you rolled your hips, seeking friction.

Tao pulled back, teeth lightly grazing your nipple before he peppered kisses along your collar, up the side of your neck and to your lips, taking you in a searing and passionate kiss. Your hips continued to look for friction, finding it in his cock gliding between your pussy lips and rutting against your clit.

“You want this?” He asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper. “You want daddy’s cock?”

You nodded, hot tears of frustration threatening to spill from your eyes as you begged him. “Please, please, please,” you chanted, your soaked and aching hole chasing his cock. Tao let out a dark chuckle before reaching between you to position his cock at your entrance.

“So eager,” he murmured as he barely pushing into you, sinking the head of his cock past your wet folds. “So needy,” he continued, pushing a little further, his girth stretching you out so deliciously.

You let out an unrestrained, wanton moan as he continued to slide further and further into you, unrestricted, your velvety walls hugging every ridge and vein of his length, sucking him in.

“Fuck, I forgot how good you feel,” he groaned, resting his forehead against your chest as he bottomed out.

“So tight and warm.”

You moaned loudly again, trying to pull his hand away when he covered your mouth. “You’re so loud,” he grunted as he gave you a measured thrust,” chuckling as the tears in your eyes started to spill, rolling down your temples and disappearing into the sheets.

“Oh look at you,” he murmured, amused. “Crying for me? Miss me that much?”

You whimpered as his thrusts picked up, his skin hitting yours and filling the room with the sound of wet slapping as his cock pounded your tight heat. “Gonna fuck you so good. Fuck you so hard you can’t walk,” he groaned in your chest.

He raised his head, littering kisses along your neck. “‘M gonna fuck you so good you only want this dick from now on.”

Your legs tightened around his waist, locking him in place as he continued to ram into you, each drag of his raw cock against your walls sending you to a higher plane of existence, an intense heat spreading from your stomach to your fingertips and toes.

You weren’t going to last long and Tao knew it. He could hear it in the increased pitch of your moans. He could feel it in the heat radiating from your skin. He could see it in your eyes as they rolled back.

“That’s it,” he murmured, watching your face as your orgasm approached.

“Be a good girl and come on this cock,” he groaned, your fluttering walls hugging him so nice and warm as your climax neared.

Your fingers tightened in his hair, nails scraping his scalp as you scratched down his back with the other hand, your hips trying to meet his with each erratic thrust as he helped you ride out your high by chasing his own.

CUT

You toppled over the edge, coming with a string of curses and his name. “Oh fuck, daddy, I’m coming,” you mewled, stars swarming your vision and your head going fuzzy. A warmth gushed out of your abused hole as Tao continued to pound you into the mattress.

“Fuck, fuck, shit,” he hissed as his hips stuttered only for a moment, before he slammed into you one final time, coming with a moan of your name before he realsed his thick hot load into your cunt, filling it almost to the brim as his hips finally stilled.

You both laid there, panting heavily as you tried to catch your breaths, Tao’s cock still buried deep in your pussy. You could feel his release start to spill out of your hole, wincing with a whine as he pulled out of you and collapsed onto his back beside you, staring up at the dark ceiling.

“How is it possible for it to be even better the second time around?” He huffed, shaking his head as he brought a hand up to wipe his forehead. You giggled, turning your head to look at him.

“That good, huh?” You croaked, your voice hoarse from moaning and calling his name. He turned to meet your stare, a cheeky smile crossing his features. “I’ve been blown away both times,” he answered. “It’s like you have an iron vice down there,” he joked, making you whine and roll into him to hide your face.

Tao laughed, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you into him. “You know,” he said as his laughter subsided. “I’ll bet everyone is wondering where you went,” Tao murmured, pressing kisses to your jaw and cheek.

“They’re probably wondering the same thing about you,” you replied, giggling as his kisses turned tickling, pulling you against his sweaty body.

“Ugh, you’re so sweaty,” you whined as he cupped your cheek, pulling your lips to meet his in a surprisingly tender kiss. “They can wonder for all I care,” Tao whispered when he finally broke the kiss.

The silence that fell over the both of you was much more comfortable than it had been before and you watched as Tao played with your fingers, lacing his own with yours while holding you close to him, your cheek resting against his chest.

“You know,” he said softly, breaking the silence and making you look up at him.

“My offer still stands.”

Your brow furrowed. “What offer?”

Tao looked down to meet your gaze. “My offer to spend time with me in Shanghai,” he answered. Your cheeks burned as you felt your stomach churn. This hadn’t ended well the last time and you hated when history repeated itself.

The longer you stared at him and he at you, the more you realized that his offer would always be open ended. It was clear there was an attraction between you but there was something else in his eyes. Something more than hope.

You couldn’t put your finger on it but you knew what it was.

I guess since I turned you down last time,” you started, looking at your intertwined hands.

“I could give it a chance,” you finished, watching as he pulled your hand closer and gave the back a kiss. “Are you going to tell your friends?” He whispered, hoping you would say yes. When you nodded, he felt relieved.

“Not until tomorrow though,” you answered. “Let Bai and Jun enjoy their night before we bring our drama into their lives. Tao snorted but said nothing to argue against your point.

“Fine,” he answered, thumb stroking the side of your hand tenderly.

“But tomorrow,” he added.

“For tonight, just focus on me.”

[smuttybronde]

Jiuzhaigou

Genre- Smut

Group- Former Exo/ Solo artist

Member- Z tao/ Huang Zitao

Admin- Aussi

The crunch of leaves and twigs beneath my shoes was loud in the surprisingly quiet forest but it was somehow calming. The only sound I heard other than the ones I made were a few birds quietly whistling. The scenery was beautiful in Jiuzhaigou and I was glad I decided to come alone hiking despite my friend's wishes. It was more relaxing this way; just me, my thoughts, and nature. 

 The sounds of water filled my ears and I changed directions to look at it. This place was known for their ponds and beauty so it's only natural I would want to check it out. 

 The pond was stunning. Leaves of all different colors drifted and rested on the surface. The colorful reflection of the trees were shown on the water, which was so clear you could see below it. My eyes grazed across the surface and stopped suddenly. I held in a cry of terror.

 A few feet from where I stood there were two brown bears sniffing the air as if they smelled food. I hoped that food wasn't me. I slowly took a few steps back, now cringing at the loud crackle of leaves. One of the bears turned to me, it's black eyes gazing into my own. I let out quick exhale and inhale before I sprinted. 

 The bear darted after me, it's friend following closely behind it. I worked in an office in Tianshui and was not in well enough shape to do this for a while at this speed. I tried my hardest though, heart pumping with adrenaline. They were much faster and larger than me by a long shot.

 One of them was close to me and I pushed my burning legs to go faster yet it still got to me, biting lightly down on my ankle. But even lightly was enough to make me fall and ankle bleed profusely. I cringed at the sight, never liking the look of blood. I cried out in pain as both bears now towered over me. My knees were scraped from the ground and bled tiny splotches. I attempted the move away but my ankle made it impossible.

 I closed my eyes, at least not wanting to see myself be torn to ribbons. Instead of hearing the sounds of torn flesh I heard a thump and the roar of the bears. I huddled further into the ground, assuming the growl was them thanking they were congratulating each other for the meal. I waited as I heard the roars and thumps for a moment but still felt no pain. I opened my eyes only to see a tall man with beautifully tanned skin. He had a bamboo stick that he used to hit the bears snouts when they tried to come near. 

 After a few more whacks the bears determined him a threat and left. The pretty man approached me cautiously “Can I take you to where I live to patch up your ankle?” He asked gently, only coming closer to me when I nodded hastily. “I'm going to pick you up okay? I don't want you to walk on that.”

 “It's okay, you can pick me up.” I rasped, pain obvious in my voice. He helped me in a sitting position and placed his arms under my legs before lifting me bridal style. 

 He carried me to his home, a small yet cozy looking hut. He set me on a makeshift bed made with blankets. It's floor was some moss for insulation and the hard earth. For a few minutes he disappeared into the kitchen, coming back with some sort of crushed plant. “These are plantains, they can help stop bleeding and heal injured cells. Do you have any gauze or wrap in your bag?” He asked, eyes focused on helping me.

 “I should. I think I only brought those just in case.” I said and stretched to get my bag, shuffling through it and getting out the necessary materials. The man applied the gauze before wrapping all of it up. “I’m Tao by the way.” He said softly as he finished wrapping and moved away.

 “Lì húa.” I replied, smiling thankfully at Tao. I stood up, replying more heavily on my uninjured foot. “I should go to a hotel, i'm leaving tomorrow and it's a long drive.” 

 Tao was by my side quickly, slinging one of my arms around his shoulder and ducking down to go nearer to my height. “Put your body weight on me, it will be easier,” he led me to the cot again, making me protest “and it's too dark to hike back, there will be even more predators out now. The wolves should be hunting too and the bears are even more awake. Just stay here for the night.” He convinced. 

 I sighed and reached into my backpack to pull out a nightgown. “Can you leave for a moment so I can…” My voice trailed off and the male's eyes widened a bit as he understood. Tao went into another room as I changed into it. I decided to keep my bra on because the cloth was so thin. “You can come in!” I called. He came in, gulping slightly upon the sight of me. 

 We decided to just both sleep on the cot. It was big enough and we both didn't think it was right for the other to sleep on the forest floor. We both fell asleep with ease.

Tao had woke up before I did, his body graced with morning wood. He bit his lip slightly, looking over at my sleeping figure before deciding, “To hell with modesty!” He grunted under his breath before pulling down his shorts, the tight athletic pants underneath, and his underwear. His hand finally found itself gripping his throbbing dick. He hissed at the blessed contact and looked over at me, making sure I didn't wake up. Another wave of arousal shot through him upon seeing that my shirt had slipped down to expose my bra and a bit of my breast. 

 His hand moved along his member as he stroked it, bucking up lightly into his fingers. His hands being so deliciously calloused around the sensitive flesh that small whimpers left his mouth. At random moments he rewarded himself with swipes over his slit, spreading his precum.

 I woke up on a particularly loud moan that he couldn't hold back. When I looked over Tao had his head back, his eyes closed in pleasure and a hand wrapped around his dick. I held back a gasp at the sight- more out of surprise than distaste. Boiling hot lust trickled down into my nether regions, my eyes becoming a bit cloudy from the desire. I gulped down my saliva before I decided to speak up, “I- I’ll h-help you,” I stuttered “I o-owe you anyways.” 

 His head moved at the speed of light to look at me. His cheeks were slightly red from being caught but his cock still thrummed in his hand, exited by the sudden attention. “Take off your panties then get on your hands and knees.” He commanded, and I complied, tossing my underwear away and quickly flipping over to get in the position he wanted. 

 He pushed my nightgown up so that it was above my bra. The position was embarrassing, the feeling of vulnerability and his eyes glued to my body, slowly trailing down it as he tried not to miss any detail. I shivered, I could feel his gaze on my skin, caressing me tauntingly. He trailed a hot hand from my shoulders the the bottom of my back, then further. 

 He nudged a long finger into my heat, making sure I was wet and beginning to stretch me. A few fingers later I was a whining mess and his fingers were drenched in my essence. 

 I reached for my backpack and pulled out a condom. My friend had been teasing me about meeting a sexy forest explorer and put it in my bag. I was grateful for her perversion for once.

 Tao ripped open the package and slid it down his length. He positioned his thick cock so that he could press into me. He fit in me perfectly, sliding in without much difficulty. His teeth clenched together from the tightness while my mouth formed an ‘O’ as I adjusted to his girth. My body clenched around him and the grip on my hips tightened.

 He lightly rolled his hips, getting more daring when he found no indication of pain. He pulled his length out before sliding back in me, “F-fuck! Ah- Tao!” I gasped, voice filled with ardor as he continued. He was fast, his moves powerful but not rough, just vehement. It was a change from everyone else I had slept with and I found that I preferred this. 

 “Fuck, you feel so good!” He growled and I swiveled my hips back in reply. The sounds of our flesh smacking against itself was loud yet only spurred us on further. Because the sound of each slap of flesh was followed milliseconds later by blinding pleasure. “Do you fuck everyone when you meet them?” He said, his head brushing against my G spot and causing my back to arch. He took this opportunity to grab my hair with a hand and tug it back. 

 My back was now fully arched back, letting him pound inside me deeper. I wouldn't be surprised if the whole forest had our moans and pants echoing through it from how loud we were. He pulled my hair a bit harder, his lips brushing against the shell of my ear as he whispered, “Huh? I asked if you always did this.” The man repeated, his voice husky. I continued moaning as he pumped into me.

 “I-I don A-ah! Don't, I don't!” I whimpered, pushing back against his dick “Just fo-for you!”

 I felt him smile against my hot skin as he started to suck on the flesh below my ear and at the beginning of my jaw. A small bite to the flesh made me clench around him, cumming so hard that all I saw was white. “Fuck!” He whispered lowly, only thrusting harder.

 I continued to moan when he pressed into my sensitive heat, eyes closed in pleasure. When he finally climaxed his body tightened, muscles flexing beautifully. He then slowly pulled out of me and discarded the condom. I turned over and looked at him, panting heavily. His dark eyes still held a playful tint, lips holding a small smirk as he gazed at my body, satisfied.

 I went to Jiuzhaigou every Friday after.

[kristaohan]

PART TWO OF NEED YOU NOW

Hey guys~!!! I’m writing the part two of Need You Now~! Sorry I haven’t started writing it sooner, I’ve been busy with school~!

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➥ 4.5k; while visiting a nightclub with your friends during a vacation in Shabghai, you meet a man who not only blows you away with his impeccable conversation but also his ability to listen to you.

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➥ 9.4k; after you spent the last two years regretting your decision to turn down Tao's offer in Shanghai, the universe has graciously chosen to give you a second chance when he shows up at your friend's wedding. The question is, will you take it?

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"What do you mean?" + Tao? ❤️

What do you mean?

“What do you mean?” Tao asks, turning away from the full-length mirror to face the other sitting on the edge of his bed. He looks down his body at the knife pleated skirt he’s wearing. It’s pink, of course, with a nice pastel plaid pattern of other shades of pink. It brings a smile to his face because it’s one of his favorites. “I like this color…” He pouts.

“Yeah, but…that style and color make you look very…Schoolgirl.”

“So?” Tao purses his lips and turns back around. He skims over the skirt in the mirror, turning to the side to see his backside. He has a cute ass which he thinks looks absolutely adorable in this style of skirt. Again, he smiles. “Schoolgirls are cute, and I’m cute. So I don’t see the problem.” He argues, facing forward once more.

“Well, yeah, you are cute but that style is too childish.”

Tao twirls in place, making the skirt whirl around when he stops. Hw loves doing that and he really loves this skirt. It makes him feel extra cute and pretty but there might be a point concerning the style issue. “Okay…I’ll set it to the side. For now.” Tao sulks. “Then which should I try on next?”

“Hm…Try the…Pencil skirt. It’ll really show off your hips.”

Tao grins. “I do have amazing hips.” He declares, already unzipping the pleated skirt and lets it fall to the ground. He’s wearing briefs while he tries on his skirts. They’re the best option because of the sleek, form-fitting style that doesn’t show outlines with tight clothes. Tao had gone on a shopping spree a few days ago and basically bought any and all skirts he deemed cute, but he hasn’t been able to try them on until now. He has a bad habit of buying without trying. Oops.

The pencil skirt is a very light shade of salmon, close enough to pink, Tao thinks, as he steps into it. Aside from the color looking more professional and mature the style does, too. It’s a complete 180 from the knife pleated schoolgirl-esque style he had on previously. This is very much something Taotao would — no, does approve of.

The zipper is located on the side of the skirt and Tao frowns when it doesn’t zip up all the way. “Maybe my hips are a little too amazing…” He grumbles but with a smile and hikes the skirt up a little to rest higher up on his body where his waist slims out so he can zip it up completely. The extra lift of the skirt doesn’t make the style look bad or anything, not in the least, though, Tao wishes it was a little bit longer so that the fabric would at least reach lower on his thighs where it’s meant to be. But overall, Tao likes this style.

He gives himself a quick turn in the mirror and stops to check out his backside. The skirt is tight in all the right places and loose in the places it needs to be. “Oh, wow. That’s nice.” He preens, running his hand over his ass. The fabric is pulled taut across his ass, giving him a nice and very-well deserved peachy looking ass. “This one is better already,” Tao says and looks up at the other. “What do you think?”

The other looks up from the magazine and looks Tao over. He gestures his finger for Tao to turn in place, which he does, and with an approving nod and thumbs up from them, Tao grins. Wide.

“Okay, definitely keeping this one.” Tao giggles and begins to undress, ready to try the next one on. Tao rummages through the pile and picks out the next skirt with a pleased smile on his face. 

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Corner, chapter 1 (Tao)

Title: Corner Member/Pairing: Tao x Reader Fanfiction type: Story, multi-chapter Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance Chapter: 1 Word count: 1,671 Chapter 2 can be found here. A/N: I wrote this sometime in the spring, probably May, so it's been quite a while since then! There will be a second chapter after this. Please enjoy! ============================================================ It was supposed to be a care-free day. None of the guys had schedules. It was nice outside. And Tao even planned to pay you a surprise visit later that day. He certainly did not plan to have a dozen people present for one of the most awkward, embarrassing conversations of his life. He'd woken up early, did some yoga, and even got a little shopping in before the shops would be filled with fans. He returns to the dorm with a smile on his face and an iced coffee in hand. "Guys, you have to try this. Starbucks has a new flavor." With his eyes closed as he takes in what is perhaps the most perfect sip of coffee known to mankind, he vows to himself that he needs to get a temporary job at Starbucks, at least long enough to find out how to make the drink. He's more than surprised as he's brought out of this happy state when the cup is suddenly knocked out of his hand, the straw poking him in the gums before falling to the floor along with the rest of his drink. "Yah, why would you do that?" he yells, assuming it was Baekhyun or Sehun trying to ruin his day off. But then he sees the manager's stone-cold expression and he profusely bows and addresses her accordingly before bending down to pick up ice cubes. Telling him to leave it, she slaps his wrist away, making some ice and drops of coffee fly over onto Kyungsoo's pants. He brushes it away quickly, the ice cracking as it hits the floor, several segments spreading out further and making an even bigger mess for someone later. Tao allows himself less than a second to mourn his lost drink, which, sixty seconds ago, he thought he'd still be drinking. He then apologizes again, taking a seat next to Baekhyun on one of the couches. All eleven of the other guys are there, so he knows it must be some sort of meeting―one not called by Suho this time. He looks around to see if he can gauge the reason for the meeting from anyone's expression, but they're all looking at the floor or anywhere but at him. The manager, however, stares right at him, her lips pressed into a straight, tight line. “What’s this about?” he asks calmly, so as to not anger her any further. She holds up a magazine, turning it to face Tao. "This came out today, and there's more online.” His eyes settle on what's depicted on the cover, and he squeals, immediately blushing and throwing his hands over his eyes when he recognizes a somewhat grainy photo. It was a nude he'd sent you months ago, from when he was still on tour. Sure, his naughty bits were blocked out with bright neon stars, but he was sure that the online version wasn't so generous. Who knows how many photos are out there, how many people have seen them? “Tao.” The manager clears her throat. He apologizes again and bows further than he has in his life―further than touching his toes in gym class. “Tao,” she says again, wanting him to look up at her. When he doesn't, she continues. “This is going to take a lot of damage control." He weakly nods, his eyes still glued to the floor. “Yeah, like, next time, make sure to take your nudes as a Polaroid,” Baekhyun says, clapping his hands together in front of his chest, thinking he's hilarious. One glare from the manager and he's next to Tao on the floor, his face practically pressed against the exact spot where some ice had melted. * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ A painful forty minutes later, Tao's in his room, the door shut and the other bed empty―Xiumin realized that Tao needed some alone time. His face is pressed so tightly into his pillow that he's surprised he hasn't died yet from lack of oxygen―or, alternatively, from drowning, thanks to all the tears his pillowcase has collected over the past twenty minutes. A ping from his phone makes him sit up―just barely―and he sticks his hand out and starts to feel around for his phone. He has to rub his eyes several times and blink a lot to begin to be able to read the text that pops up. Hey baby! Since you're free today, how about you come over and I can cook you something special? He hiccups and another round of tears refuses to be contained. He slams his eyes shut, pressing the lock button and putting his phone back on the bedside table. There's no way he's seeing you now. He faces the wall, not moving his gaze from a spot that looks like a bolt of lightning until his phone starts ringing. He bites his lip. It could be a manager, so he checks the caller i.d., but he has no intention of answering if it is. He sighs when he sees your name, number, and photo pop up. He can't ignore you, because he knows how you worry, and a text remaining unanswered for five hours on a day off is just unheard of for him. But he presses decline and starts to wipe at his eyes and clear this throat. A string of mucus is dripping down his face, and he wipes it with a tissue before tossing it into a wastebasket. He tries to calm down and breathe deeply to ensure that he won't cry again. With a final clearing of his throat, he dials your number, then presses end again, hoping the call didn't go through yet. His lips quiver and his tears come back. He grips a fistful of hair in frustration. You'd probably call again, and he couldn't ignore you all day without you thinking something was seriously up. Communication with you is important to him, and his busy schedule only makes that harder, so he always updates you at least weekly, but sometimes daily, letting you know when he'll be able to talk and when he'll be too busy to even send a quick text. You hadn't received anything like that in regards to today. Quite the opposite, in fact. (Free day on Thursday, yesss followed by a string of emojis, including the sunglasses face, the dancing girl, and the sick face, which you assumed he hit on accident in his violently happy emoji tirade. Totally free? you'd texted back. He'd texted a pigeon back, and it took you a second to realize that he meant free as a bird.) It takes almost another twenty minutes of calming himself down, but he calls you back at 4:43 p.m., practically six hours late to responding to your initial message. “Hello,” you say, and he can hear the concern in your voice. “Hey, baobei. I'm sorry I didn't answer earlier.” He feels bad, picturing you waiting patiently for him as he just acts like a big baby. “But I'm here now. Well, not here, but―you know what I mean.” He nervously chuckles and scratches at the back of his neck. “Did you have dinner yet? Knowing you, you probably spent your day off shopping, and you must have worked up an appetite toting around all that Gucci.” He laughs a bit. The truth is, he hadn't eaten anything all day. He'd had some tea before yoga―and the coffee of course. He planned on eating a late breakfast after he got home, but that plan was obviously rerouted. “I'm fine, Y/n. I'm a grown man." He scoffs in his head. A grown man who cries for hours straight and can't even manage to respond to his girlfriend, not even by text. “You know, I ate my usual bowl of solid steel for breakfast, followed by a delicious lunch of the tears of everyone I can wushu to death.” You roll your eyes. Does he not know about the pictures? You'd gone straight to Google when he not only didn't answer your call, but also declined it himself before it stopped ringing. “Besides your oh-so-manly diet, did you do anything fun today? Anything interesting you want to tell me about?” “I got that new coffee flavor at Starbucks, but Baekhyun had to be a little bitch and steal it because it was so good. I hardly got any of it.” He pretends to sigh. “Anything else?” “No, baobei. Why? Is there something that you want to tell me? It's not your birthday.” He thinks for a second to make sure, then confirms it again. “It's not your birthday, it's not our anniversary. What is it?” You sigh. “Tao,” you say, a mixture of sternness and concern laced in your voice. You don't want to make him talk if he doesn't want to, but you also know him trying to act brave all of a sudden is not good either. “The pictures, Tao,” you finally say. He sucks in a brief, but sharp, breath. “Oh. I guess I shouldn't have been thinking with my dick then, huh?” “Baby, please don't do that.” A knock on the door grabs Tao's attention, and he looks over to see Suho standing there, two cups of coffee in hand. “Suho's here. I have to go, baobei. But I'll talk to you later.” He hangs up the phone and grabs a cup from Suho's outstretched hand. “This is for you too.” Suho holds up the other cup. “I thought it was the least I could do. Let me know if you want another one.” “I think two coffees is enough for one day.” Tao sips at one of them, but isn't as enthusiastic as he was earlier. “Did I not put enough sugar in it? Kyungsoo-ah, is there any sugar in the kitchen?” he calls, stepping out into the hallway. “No, it's fine.” Suho clears his throat. “Are you okay?” he asks with a look of sympathy, but also like he wants to scold Tao. Tao nods. “You have to be careful.” “I know,” he says. He knows Suho doesn't mean anything bad by it. He's being absolutely reasonable. Celebrities have to be extra careful with these matters. Anyone can be targeted. Having millions of fans and albums sold does not come with immunity to embarrassment or hackers, unfortunately.

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Black Rose [Part Seven]

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Pairings: Minseok x main protagonist(Iseul) x Luhan

Mafia AU

Ongoing series

Warning: Mature content such as; violence, mature language, abuse, smut, drug use, suicide etc.

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Summary: Black Rose. The most feared and infamous Mafia in Seoul, with a leader just as infamous and just as feared. The whole country has heard of her, yet no one has encountered her and lived long enough to tell the tale. She’s cold, undetectable, invisible even. It’s like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands. Impossible. She walks over corpses to get what she wants and she wants revenge. All of her targets endure hell and eventually gruesome death. Her next target: Kim Minseok.

Prologue | Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six | Part Seven | Part Eight | Part Nine | Part Ten | Part Eleven | Part Twelve | Part Thirteen | Part Fourteen | Part Fifteen | Part Sixteen | Part Seventeen | Part Eighteen | Part Nineteen | Part Twenty | Part Twenty-One | Part Twenty-Two |  Part Twenty-Three | Part Twenty-Four | Part Twenty-Five | Part Twenty-Six | Part Twenty-Seven | Part Twenty-Eight | Part Twenty-Nine | Part Thirty | Part Thirty-One | Part Thirty-Two | Part Thirty-Three | Part Thirty-Four | Part Thirty-Five *Final* | Epilogue 1 | Epilogue 2 | Epilogue 3(soon) | Epilogue 4(soon) | Epilogue 5(soon) | Epilogue *Bonus*(soon) |

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Word Count: 4,784

Part Seven:

Iseul and Hyuk were still talking, sitting next to each other, now back on the balcony of her house, eating ice cream in the slightly cold night. 

“After the event how’d you end up here?” Dean looked at Iseul with soft eyes, smiling sadly.

She knew that this was as hard for him as it was for her. Seeing each other again when nothing was how it use to be. They were practically strangers now, yet it felt like they never stopped talking. The only thing that was missing was him and his ‘gang’. 

He always called their group of friends a ‘gang’ and right now Iseul felt the irony of his words because of how all of them ended up. 

None of them really knew how much their lives could change until they did.

Iseul looked up at him and shook her head, sighing as she played with her ring. “I looked for him. I got out and looked for him with a friend. I never found him, but one thing led to another and I saw a chance to make a gang and I took it.”  Iseul looked down and started kicking a rock that was on the ground. 

“I had to make people pay for what happened. I still have to finish what I started.” she sighed and lit up a cigarette, lying down on the grass, her head in Hyuk’s lap.

“What about you? After you ended up in California?”

“I turned eighteen and came back here. I tried to find you and see if you were still alive, but I couldn’t. I found the others though. They took me in and here I am.” Hyuk sighed and looked down at Iseul, frowning at her as he combed his fingers through his hair.

“I heard a lot of bad things about you. Are they true Isu?”  

The question made Iseul suddenly feel guilty for some of the things she had done in her past, especially when Hyuk was looking at her the way he did. 

“They probably are. I am not the person you knew over a decade ago. Things happen and people change.” she said and she sat back up, moving away from Hyuk. 

He looked at her and sighed, putting his arm over her shoulder and pulling her closer. “I’ve done some pretty messed up things as well, but people don’t change. I don’t believe that. You’re still that same person I knew, you just have some broken parts here and there, but that can be mended.” 

“I’m a lost case, believe me. Some things people do can’t never be taken back and some parts taken from me can never be mended. It’s never going to get better, and I don’t expect it to. I can’t be put back together.” Iseul said chuckling humorlessly and she locked eyes with Hyuk, who was looking at her with teary eyes.

“He wouldn’t want this. He would want you to be happy.” Hyuk squeezed her hand and looked at her ring, smiling fondly at it.

“He always used to say that you were a gift to anyone who knew you. You were his light, and he hoped you’d always stay that way. Everything can heal, you only have to try, and I’m going to help you.” Hyuk pushed her shoulder and nodded his head, giving her a small smile.

“I don’t need help with that. I told you the plan, so what do you say?”

“I don’t like it. It doesn’t make sense to kill the mans son, Iseul. Why would you kill when it isn’t necessary? The guy did nothing wrong, except being born into a family that happens to be the one you and I hate.” He made her look at him and held her by her shoulders.

“That isn’t justice Isu, that’s blind rage and hatred. It isn’t right. I’m not going to force you, but I need you to think about it. Please, just try to imagine what he would tell you if he knew. What would he tell you to do? What would he do?”

Hyuk’s question made her angry, but she thought about what he would do or say and she sighed. “He would tell me what you just told me. I know he would hate me, I fucking know. I also don’t care because what they did to him wasn’t justice. It was monstrous and unfair. He did nothing wrong, we were kids for God’s sake.”

“It’s never too late to change Isu.”

“It is for me Hyuk. I can’t cry anymore. I don’t know how. I’m not happy but I’m not sad either. I barely feel anything. Most of the time, I don’t feel a thing. Not a damn thing. I feel numb. The only thing I have is rage, revenge and fear.” 

She took a deep breath as she looked her her ring, shining in the moonlight 

“I thought I would never forget anything about him, but I did. A month ago the colour of his voice was clear in my mind and now it’s starting to go away slowly, I can barely remember how his laugh sounds like, but just a few days ago that’s all I could hear. He doesn’t deserve to be forgotten. Ever!  The only thing I can see is his face in this damn house. Every time I see the bastards son.”

“Don’t take your anger out on Minseok. You hate Jwee, not Minseok. Jwee left you and his absence hurt you, not Minseok. You are angry with Jwee. You should be angry with him. He’s a piece of shit for leaving you alone. He took you to that building and ruined both of your lives. He took your childhood away. You want to see him again so you could hurt him as much as he hurt you, and you can’t even do that, because he’s dead.”

Hyuk spoke sharply, while Iseul was shaking her head, trying to ignore everything he was telling her, but she froze when she heard the last two words leave his mouth. 

She started to shake her head and put her hands over her ears. “Don’t said it out loud. No!”

“YES! He is gone and he is not coming back, ever. You will never hear his voice again, or hear his laugh. His voice will fade away and in ten years you’ll barely remember how he even sounded like. You’ll never hug him again. And you’ll never be able to say goodbye to him. It fucking hurts, I can feel it too. You need to feel it Iseul. Not anger. You need to feel the pain. If you don’t, you’re a coward!”

Iseul looked at Hyuk, who had tears running down his cheeks as he spoke, his voice breaking several times. 

“Damn it, have you ever really cried over him?” Iseul shook her head, remembering how a tear slipped here or there, but she never actually cried  over him. 

“If I cry then it’s real. I don’t want it to be real.” she said as her voice quivered while she looked back at Hyuk who was coming closer to her with tear stained cheeks. 

She backed away and shook her head. She didn’t want to feel it. It would kill her. She couldn’t cry, that would do nothing. She needed to get rid of Mr. Kim and Minseok, then she’ll be okay. 

“I just need to make the bastard pay. Along with his son.” 

“STOP IT! This isn’t about the bastard. Don’t you get it that it’s already real? It has been real for thirteen damn years Isu. Let yourself feel it, damn it.”

He desperately shouted at her with a pained voice as she looked at him. She closed her eyes and took it all in. She started to get angry, but Hyuk stopped her wrists and took her hands in his. “No! Don’t get mad. You’ll get mad later. Just feel that he’s gone.” he whispered to her as she kept her eyes closed, her body starting to shake. 

“Now say it.” Hyuk told her and her eyes widened as she looked back at him, shaking her head, but he stopped her “Iseul, say it!”

“He....h-he’s dead.” 

“Yes, Isu. He’s dead.” 

And then her legs gave in as she fell on her knees, loud sobs leaving her lips as she tried to catch her breath. “Oh my God. He-he’s n-never coming b-back.” 

Hyuk knelled beside her and hugged her, making her try to push him away, but he didn’t move, letting her fist connect with his chest as she cursed him crying hysterically. 

He cried with her, still feeling the pain he felt when he found out he was gone. 

“I had a right to say goodbye. I d-did.” Hyuk nodded and closed his eyes, letting Iseul cry her heard out 

Minseok kept rolling around in his bed for hours, without a minute of sleep. He couldn’t stop thinking about what Kris told him about and how Iseul talked to him yesterday.

He looked at the clock and saw it was already seven o’clock in the morning. He huffed and buried his head in his pillow, screaming in frustration. He was so confused abut everything, his brain was working overtime to understand every emotion he was feeling for the past couple of days. 

Minseok knew that Iseul still frightened him, but he also knew there was more to her than just that. There had to be more than just a merciless killer.

The way she helped him when he was having a panic attack shows a person who has, at least, some sense of empathy. Minseok knew that she could’ve just knocked him out and Kris wouldn’t have found out, but she didn’t. 

He shut his eyes closed and sighed, thinking back to when he was having a panic attack. Her voice. It was so soft and there was no harshness in her tone while she sang. Nothing like how she sounded yesterday when she threatened him. 

No one can sing that song with such emotion and be as cold as Iseul looked to be. He needed to find out more about her, he didn’t know why, but he had to know.

Maybe because he always thought people had good in them, no matter how bad they seemed. Or maybe it was because he couldn’t believe someone who looks like her could be such a monster. It could also be because he saw something else in her eyes when she broke down and when she helped him.

But Minseok knew that wasn’t really the truth. He just wanted to find an excuse for her behaviour because he wanted there to be more to her, a different, less cruel side, but he couldn’t pinpoint why he wanted to find a better side of her.

Minseok groaned and sat up, cupping his face in his hands and shook his head. He got off the bed and went to take a shower, before walking down the stairs, hearing laughter from the kitchen. 

It sounded like Iseul so he slowed down when he went down to the living room, listening in on the conversation, while he saw her face through the half-open door.

“Honestly, you chose the name ‘Dean’?  You don’t look like a ‘Dean’ to me.” 

Iseul giggled as a hand slightly pushed her, a males laugh hitting Minseok’s ears. It didn’t sound familiar so he went closer to the door and saw an unfamiliar looking man, eating and smiling at Iseul.

“I had a chance to choose my American name so I did. I like it, don’t laugh.” The man named Dean said and Iseul laughed.

Minseok looked at Iseul and saw her yes were red and slightly puffy like she was crying before, but now she looked almost human. Talking, laughing and joking around with the man that seemed to be very close with Iseul. 

“Well I always thought your middle name was better. Iseul is so basic compared to K-”

“Do not say it. I hate that name. Don’t you dare Hy-”

“Kiran!! Also known as ‘the beam of light’!” 

The man teased and Minseok noticed Iseul hitting him in a joking manner as he laughed at her. Minseok smiled at the scene. She looked harmless in that moment and Minseok thought that maybe she actually wasn’t such a monster, after all. 

Minseok kept looking at the scene before him before someone walked passed him and into the kitchen. It was Kris.

As Kris walked in he started talking and then stopped when he saw the man in front of him. He looked shocked and Minseok thought he was going to get angry, but the moment Kris collected himself he smiled the biggest smile and went to hug the man. 

“Kwon fucking Hyuk? What are you doing here?” Kris asked as he hugged the smiling man, disbelief evident in his voice. 

“Whoa, I missed you too bro.” 

Minseok got cuff of by someone tapping on his shoulder, making him gasp and turn around. Amber was looking at him, smiling as she dragged him into the kitchen,

"Morning peeps.” Amber spoke as she sat down on a char, Minseok sitting next to her, looking down, feeling slightly uncomfortable.

Everyone said their good mornings and then the Amber introduced herself to the man sitting opposite of Minseok, looking at him like he’d seen a ghost. Minseok avoided his eyes until he straightened himself up and spoke up.

“Sorry, I, I’m Kwon Hyuk, but call me Dean.” He shook Amber's hand, but kept looking over at Minseok before extending his hand for Minseok to shake.

Minseok looked around and saw Iseul looking at him with serious eyes before looking back at her food.

“Kim Minseok.” Minseok spoke up quietly, shaking Dean’s and. 

Dean smiled and nodded before looking at Iseul and cocking is eyebrow at her, to which she rolled her eyes and huffed. “Quit it yuk. No!” 

Iseul gritted her teeth as she spoke and Dean shook his head, chuckling “Just think about it. My idea’s better.” He said it in a whisper, but Minseok heard him and looked around but no one seemed to be listening.

Minseok looked at his food and ate it, while the rest of them were talking. The kitchen started filling up and soon almost everyone was there, getting to know each other. Everyone except Tao and Luhan.

He looked over at Iseul and saw her talking to Dean and Jun, smiling and laughing. 

“It’s weird to see her so normal, right?” Amber whispered leaning to Minseok as he nodded.

“I just don’t get it.” Minseok sighed and looked down as Iseul turned to him. She looked like she was trying to figure something out, but he turned away and looked at Amber.

“I’ve never seen her like this either. Makes me a bit uncomfortable, to be honest.” Amber shuddered as she chuckled and Minseok laughed at her expression. 

“Well, I’m off to train.” Amber sighed and stood up, waiving at Minseok as he stood up and followed her.

“Train?” He asked and she turned to look at him and smile “Yup, I specialise in hand to hand combat, mostly boxing and martial arts.”

“Me and Tao usually train together, but he’s been gone lately, so you could help me if you want?”Amber continued walking down an unknown part of the house, as Minseok followed her.

“I did Taekwondo and boxing for ten years so, okay, I guess.” Minseok said uncertainty in his voice and Amber widened her eyes at his answer.

“Whoa, a bad ass, I see. Let’s see what you got.” Amber chuckled as she walked into a huge room, filled with punching bags, gym equipment, guns, knives, a variety of bombs, swords even.

Minseok’s eyes widened at the site. He looked around and saw Luhan, throwing knifes on a wooden board with Iseul’s picture pinned to the board.

Amber was also looking at Luhan, who looked concentrated to get the knife to hit Iseul’s face, but he kept missing.

When Amber cleared her throat, Luhan’s head snapped up to look at her, but his eyes locked with Minseok’s, as he glared at him, making Minseok feel threatened. 

“You’re being so childish, it’s ridiculous Luhan.” Amber rolled her eyes as he stomped in front of them, staring Amber down. 

“Then you tell me how to get my anger out. Since little Minseok has you and Kris and even fucking Iseul as his bodyguards.” He hissed out, looking over at Minseok who just looked back at him. 

“Talk to her and man up.” Amber challenged but he pushed Minseok by the shoulder and slammed the door after telling Amber to fuck off.

“Shall we?” Amber smirked and threw boxing gloves to Minseok, who smiled back and nodded. 

Tao was lying on the bed in a quiet, small flat, smiling to himself as he turned on his side, looking at the woman lying beside him. He kept looking at her and smiling like an idiot. 

He met her about seven months ago, but recently, he started sneaking out to see her more, and now Iseul is on to him. He sighed and closed his eyes in frustration. 

She wasn’t apart of any mafia, she was a simple girl, working at a coffee shop he started visiting to get away from his stress filled life, and that’s how he met her.

She listened to his struggles and after he told her who he was he thought he’d lose her, but she stayed. He fell for r so hard that he’s been thinking of getting away from his life in ‘Black Rose’, but he couldn’t betray Iseul.

She’s the reason he’s alive and has a family. His mother is alive and healthy because Iseul gave him the money he needed. He can’t leave Iseul and his family, but he can’t leave Dara either. He loved her and he wanted to be selfish for once and be happy.

“Hey, are you okay?” Dara’s soft voice spoke and Tao looked at her and smiled. She was the most beautiful woman in his eyes, inside out.

“Just thinking. I don’t deserve someone like you.” He huffed but Dara took his face in hr hands and shushed him.

“Everyone deserves someone to love and someone who loves them.” Her words made Tao’s eyes water as he smiled at her, kissing her and pulling her close to him.

“God, I love you so much.” e whispered against her lips and she giggled, pecking his lips again.

“And I love you.” She whispered back, but Tao’s phone interrupted them, making his curse as he picked up, without checking the caller ID. 

“What?” 

“Get your ass here, right now Tao. We have work to do.”  Iseul’s voice hissed making Tao widen his eyes as he got up and told her he’ll be right there.

“I’m coming.” He said before hanging up and looking back at Dara who nodded and hugged him. 

“I don’t ant to leave, but I...” 

“You have to. I know Tao. Just get back to me in one piece, okay?” She smiled up at him and he went in for a kiss before nodding his head.

“Okay.” 

Iseul hung up and turned to the other members in the meeting room, disguising the deal and how it will all go down. Hyuk convinced her to get on with the deal and think about Mr. Kim after, because he still wanted to make her believe Minseok didn’t need to die. 

“I’m here now. I’m in. No more distractions. Fill me in, Kris?” She said as she stood tall and they all nodded, Kris clearing his throat as he spoke up.

“The deal is set to happen in three months, as planned. The police is dealt with. The storage place is ready, and we’re all training, some more than others.” His gaze turning to Luhan as he glared at the frowning man. “The only thing we don’t have is medical help, in case anything happens. Brian mentioned that bloke from the Daegu gang, Jin? Can he help?” 

“We can’t get any of them for this. They’re working on something for the time being. We’ll just have to go in without that. I know how to stitch you guys up if anything does happen, let’s just prepare so it doesn’t happen.” 

Iseul sat down and they all agreed except Luhan, who wasn’t even paying attention to what she was saying.

“Luhan? Are you listening?” Iseul glared at him as he looked up scoffing and putting his feet on the table. 

“Yeah, yeah. If we get shot, we’ll just trust you to help us. Should I reserve a coffin, you know, just in case?” His words were dripping sarcasm as Iseul took a deep breath to calm down, but he was driving her mad with his behaviour. 

“No one is dying! Luhan, I really don’t have time for your whining now. Focus and leave that attitude at the door of this damn room.” She hissed out which only made Luhan glare at her and look the other way.

“Okay, so we need to decide who is with who on this, and who will have Iseul’s back. She’s the biggest target in every mission. Tao and Amber. Jae and Brian. Kevin and Eric. Me and Jun. You and Luhan?” Kris statement ended up being a question as he looked between Iseul and Luhan who chuckled and looked up.

“I’m not having her back. Sign me out, I’ll be with Kevin and Eric.” Luhan casually said and Iseul sighed, shaking her head as she looked to Kris.

“Hyuk said he’ll help anyway, so he’s whit me.” 

“Oh, how lovely. Is he your new boy toy.” Luhan scoffed as he got up, just when Tao walked in, almost running. 

Tao looked behind him as Luhan left and then was faced wit Iseul, who was glaring at the door and then back at Tao. “I need to talk to Tao. Leave us.”Iseul demanded and they all pilled out, leaving the two alone.

“What. Are. You. Hiding?”

Amber got out of the meeting room and went straight to the balcony to be alone. She huffed and laid on the grass, looking at the sky, thinking about her life.

She was almost twenty-five and she had nothing. No career to be proud of. No parents or any living family for that matter. Barely any friends, and those that were her friends were just as filthy as her.  

They were all killers, it didn’t matter that they killed bad people, they were playing God and that was wrong on too many levels to look for excuses. She thought back on her life before ‘Black Rose’ and her chest started feeling heavy. She sold herself to men tat used her and abused her, just so she could have money to survive. 

Her entire family was killed in a car crash and she could’ve either went to a foster home or live on the streets. After the first foster home she chose the streets, but she doesn’t regret it. She went through hell, but she met people who went through similar shit, so she finally belonged somewhere. 

Her family now was made up of killers and drug dealers but at least she had a family, no matter how messed up, they would all take a bullet for each other, even Iseul. 

She sighed as she felt someone lying next to her. She looked to her left and saw Eric, looking at the sky and now saying a word.

“You know that I wanted to be a dancer?” Amber whispered and chuckled at the thought, considering how her life ended up looking like.

“The irony in it is that I was a dancer, just a different kind from what I first imagined.” she chuckled drily as she closed her eyes before Eric spoke up.

“Mine is even more ironic. I wanted to be a police officer. Could you imagine?” At that they both looked at each other and laughed. It wasn’t funny per say, but it was funny in a cruel kind of a way.

“Do you ever think we’ll get to have regular lives?” Eric thought out loud and Amber smiled sadly, thinking if that was ever possible. 

“I like to hope for that possibility, but it feels further and further away the more time passes.” 

“I hope so too.” Eric said and took her hand in his, squeezing it tightly, looking at her as a tear left her eye. She looked at him as he wiped the tear away and left his hand on her cheek. 

He leaned his head forward, his forehead resting on hers as he sighed. She looked into his eyes and all she wished for was to kiss him, but she didn’t. She knew that relationships in this lifestyle end in tragedy. They would just end up losing each other in the end, so it wasn’t worth it.

“If only..if only we had different lives.” Eric whispered his lips brushed over hers. Her breath got caught in her throat, but before anything could happen, Eric got up, cleared his throat and left.

Amber punched the grass below her as she cursed, tears threatening to spill and she let them. She just wished for a life where she could be with the person she wanted to without fearing for their life or for her own. 

Luhan was pacing up and down his room, trying to calm down the rage that was boiling up inside him. He hated her, but he hated himself more. He hated that he still didn’t really ate her. He felt bad about what he did to her, but he vowed to himself that he would never look like that weak boy who was in love with Iseul, ever again. 

 A door was slammed shut behind him and when he turned around he saw Iseul, staring at him with anger and pain in her eyes. He glared back and tried to not show how much it hurt him to look at her. By the way she was looking at him sadly, showed Luhan that it was working. 

But her eyes soon changed to cold ones as she threw a knife at him “Let’s get this over with, shall we Luhan?” she smirked as she held the other knife in her hand. 

“Give me your best shot Lu.” 

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