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How am I feeling? Two joints, two bong rips and seven pills in; hopefully nothing soon

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— Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Milena.”

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— Franz Kafka, The Blue Octavo Notebooks

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Plans today: overthinking

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May Sarton, from Journal of a Solitude

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Anne Sexton, from A Self-Portrait in Letters

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— Philip Schultz, from “The God of Loneliness.”

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— Kelsey Danielle, from “Life And Other Things.”

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mary oliver

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“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma

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"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot explain it to myself."

- Franz Kafka

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Blythe Baird // Dave Eggers

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

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I’m sorry if i seem weird it's because I literally am

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What if... and hear me out... someone loved me for trying my best even when that mean they have to help me with the most basic of things in life to make sure it goes well or is even started at all.

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i’m so done

i can’t sleep, can’t eat

i’ve lost my appetite weeks ago

and some days ago my hunger, too

yesterday i even relapsed

i’ve lost 10 kg now, i have no more energy

i’m so done

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I feel my strength leaving me, with each day

And I already thought I had none