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2023 is going to be better. You'll see. And I'll be here next to you to make sure that happens
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Mental health
What do you want for Christmas?
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the-suicide-effect 4 months
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I just wanna join all of my followers on tumblr and talk to them and give them one-to-one advice with their problems.
I wanna be there for you and be your coach to help you
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the-suicide-effect 4 months
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My birthday was yesterday and I really didn't think I'd actually be alive for this. I had so many suicidal thoughts the previous days, I really thought I wouldn't make it
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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I had an out-of-control mental breakdown yesterday because I was feeling miserably sad. The feeling is coming back tonight. I just wanna cry and cry and cry
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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How are you doing?
Not very well to be honest. This has been such a complicated year and a lot of things changed for the worse. I cry a lot...that's part of my everyday life now, I guess.
How are you?
Thank you very much for asking
Love you,
Catherine
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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"Sometimes memories sneak out of my eyes and roll down my cheeks"
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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hi i just wanted to say i really like your blog it鈥檚 helped me 鉂わ笍
also I don鈥檛 really have anyone to say this to so I鈥檒l say it here and you can ignore this if you want
me and this person who I鈥檝e known for actually like 5 years became friends a couple months ago and they鈥檙e probably the best friend I鈥檝e ever had. do you ever find someone that makes you feel ok for a minute? That makes you feel like you aren鈥檛 insane? It feels like they鈥檝e saved me. And believe me we鈥檙e both still really fucked up but there a good chance I would鈥檝e attempted suicide if I didn鈥檛 have them. I just really love them but I don鈥檛 want them to get too too close to me because I don鈥檛 want to hurt them. If I do try to kms idk how that will affect them and I don鈥檛 want to cause them harm. I just really love them but they shouldn鈥檛 get too close to me bc I鈥檓 gonna hurt them somehow
sorry for that rant
ok bye
First of all, thank you for the nice message!! 馃グ
Now, let's go to the main part of it: I'm soooo glad you found someone you can relate to, who supports you and makes you feel good. That is so important in our lives. I appreciate my friends so much and I can see that you do too.
Your friend will always be there for you, especially since you're that close. Your mind likes to play tricks on you and since you're not okay in a mental health state, your brain will tell you many terrible things about yourself. And that's why you are afraid of hurting them. But that's not real.
You are friends. You are not going to hurt anyone in any way. Don't be afraid of letting people get close to you.
Your friend is good for your life. Let them in and they will certainly help you even when you go through tough times
Love you,
Catherine
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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Most important question of your day:
How have you been really feeling?
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I just saw your blog a few minutes ago and I already love it! You're such an amazing and caring Person and btw we have nearly the same Names 馃槏鉂 * hugs you *
*hugs you back* (I love hugs so thank you!)
Thank you so much for your kind message! It warms my heart!
Love you,
Catherine
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I just found your blog and you channel :) You're so prettyy and what you do is great! Stay strong :3
Thank you soooooo much!!! I really appreciate it!
Hope you're doing well!
Love you,
Catherine
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Thank you for being here and showing me that 鈥渄epression鈥 is not and will never be a phase. Thank you for being a person I can relate to when I have no one around. Thank you for showing me that I鈥檓 never only and everything will be okay. Thank you. 锟斤拷锟斤拷馃寵
This message made my day!!
I'm so glad you could see that through my tumblr. You're never alone and there are millions of people going through the same things you are going through. And many of them recover and you will recover too.
And remember that it's okay, not to be okay. We just need to keep fighting!
Love you,
Catherine
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the-suicide-effect 5 months
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I'm in need of cuddles, is that too much to ask for?
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the-suicide-effect 6 months
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I just had a panic attack...I haven't had one in more than a year...I'm shocked
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the-suicide-effect 6 months
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Sometimes I just wanna stay in bed and cry all day and then sleep so I can forget all my sadness
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the-suicide-effect 7 months
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Me: I have some things to do today. I should be productive
My brain: Nap?
Me: Nap 馃槒
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