thelazykidnextdoor

[thelazykidnextdoor]

I used to get butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you, but now... I guess they're slowly dying.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

My finished (but not really) sketch of Makima...

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Nothing hurts more than being disappointed in yourself.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Stuck between "I don't want people to know my feelings as this is me showing vulnerability and they might judge or take advantage of me" and "I want people to know what I'm feeling because I can't keep it in anymore and I seriously want someone to listen to me"

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Am I the only one wanting to see a spy x family timeskip?

[thelazykidnextdoor]

You know the saying, "love is a powerful emotion"? Actually, I agree. As someone who has consumed enough of the romance genre, it really fascinates me how love can change someone. Love can make someone happy or sad, love can change someone's life for the better or worse, love can make you do things you didn't want to do, love gives us second chances, love can end us, and lastly, love can help us discover ourselves and other people.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Nostalgia can be a good or bad thing. I like reminiscing the places of my past, I like recalling the feelings I had in a particular moment or person, and I like to see and compare how things have changed since then. But, nostalgia can also create painful realizations, it can make someone sad or resentful of their past because of it, and can also bring up melancholy or unwanted memories.

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Maybe the reason why I really like the dynamic "talks a lot x listener" is because, as someone who literally overshares to basically every people I meet, I find it so sweet that there's gonna be someone who's always willing to listen to you.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

I lowkey hate those kind of people that whenever you two are in an argument, they never listen to your statements because they think they're right, and think that their side of the story are the only ones that matter. Like what the hell?

[thelazykidnextdoor]

If reincarnation is real, I would wanna be a cat in my next life. Cats don't do anything besides meowing and being cranky, yet humans feed and love them. I want a life like that.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Do you ever have a feeling that you're not really good at everything you do, and then there's this one time when you thought you are actually good at something, but then you get to see someone doing it better than you, so you get this feeling that you're not good at everything you do, and the cycle just continues.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

When I see this on a fanfiction, I know this is gonna be darn good 😌

[thelazykidnextdoor]

I'm in the period of life where I'm questioning everything. Is this the right path for me? What if it goes wrong? Am I being a good friend? Am I being a good daughter? Am I good enough for them? Am I being myself? Am I satisfied? Am I doing this for myself or for them? Am I still fine? Welp, I don't think I'll sleep tonight.

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Evening doodle~ 🌌

[thelazykidnextdoor]

School just hits different when you have a crush.

[thelazykidnextdoor]

Sunsets can make every scenery gorgeous. The colors, the feeling, everything. 🌅

[thelazykidnextdoor]

I was bored today, and I decided to draw whatever's on my mind, and holy cow