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we never talk about how challenging it is to write/read a fanfic where someone calls Lily 'Evans' and there is also a character named Evan. like damn that's so confusing

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mari. mari have i ever told you i love you????

anyways

idk whats that unexpected of me, but the post was written with me singing opera in mind <33 my favourite is an aria from Carmen

sometimes i forget people dont know shit about me and it shows except when i want to tell them. then i get all anxious and panicked

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when creating an inquiry posed as a dychotomical in nature, one must ask:

is it truly in the nature of the matter at hand to be antithetical, or is my own bias putting a stop to considering the possibility of exploring a wider, more complex, holistic outlook on the subject, which would widen the scope of complexity of its constitution?

in short,

WHY NOT BOTH? BOTH. BOTH IS GOOD.

The parallels of rosekiller:

Kinkiest motherfuckers alive

or

Ace Evan and Barty who loves him for him

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i LOVE reading, i wish i had more comfort books and fics!

npt!! @lettertovera @interstellar-jay @moonymoom @dyl-z @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @psychoticallykind & anyone else who'd like to!

Reblog this with a simple yes or no question

like that

I won't tag everyone but I will tag... @kitkatthekitkatkat @tonystarkwasrobbed @overwhelmedfernfrond @rafareba @chil-aglia @plutoplaysgames & @not-my-melody to get this started

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thats true!! especially when you come from small comunities and cultures that got repressed and opressed under colonial rule. language is a part of that, and it can make up a big part of your identity. its important to cherish and celebrate, or at the very least, to get educated and concious about your choices, whatever you want to do with this part of yours

ADHD is for boys autism is for girls and if you have both you're bisexual

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YALL MFS WHO LIKED THIS. COME BACK. COME BACK! YOU NEED LOVE AND ENCOURAGEMENT AND IM GONNA GIVE IT TO YOU!!!

current state: too depressed to stop being depressed

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ahh it would be so daunting and terrible if someone asked me to share something you wouldnt expect from me judging by my blog....

sometimes i forget people dont know shit about me and it shows except when i want to tell them. then i get all anxious and panicked

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it is better!!!

Told my mother about the spider bite piercing miss maam was NOT happy

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Guy eating pussy but he's got one of those Bluetooth earpieces on and on the other end is a lesbian instructing him how to do it.

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now no that sounds sad

Told my mother about the spider bite piercing miss maam was NOT happy

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em has this sort of magic power that makes her able to make me cry sometimes

Alohomora - April 25 - word count: 299 - @wolfstarmicrofic

There was a letter, long forgotten, sitting on a dusty writing desk.

Remus, it began.

I've liked you for a while. 

I had a feeling from the moment you entered that train compartment that we were going to be friends- or more. 

The thing is, I didn’t know that being gay was possible until about fourth year. And that was when my feelings finally made sense.

I’ve loved you for a long time, Moony. I love you in the way that no friend should love another. I want to wake up next to you every morning, and make your tea properly, and exchange kisses whenever we can just because.

I want those kisses to go from “Hello” and “See you soon” kisses to “Get some butter from the store” and “I’ll be home at five” kisses.

I want to watch you grow older and happier, with me right by your side.

But I understand that I’m being selfish. I have no right. Why would you ever want me? I’m loud and brash and selfish, and there’s no reason for me to judge and prank and ridicule- but I do it anyway.

Moony, you’re a great, kind person. I understand if reading this makes you feel obligated to force feelings in order for me to not be hurt.

I just want to say: don’t. There’s no reason for you to. My feelings are inconsequential.

Just be yourself, Remus. Don’t change for anyone, especially not me.

Sirius.

A voice murmured, “Alohomora.”

And the letter was discovered once again, by none other than Harry Potter.

He looked for someone to give it to, but neither the sender nor the recipient were alive anymore.

So, it was framed and hung in the Potter-Malfoy home to memorialize the hopes and dreams of the lost.

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sometimes i forget people dont know shit about me and it shows except when i want to tell them. then i get all anxious and panicked

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ill take it with a grain of salt

Told my mother about the spider bite piercing miss maam was NOT happy

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🤝

i... do not feel good

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the things i get to know about you between the hours of 1 to 5 am....

Told my mother about the spider bite piercing miss maam was NOT happy

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current state: too depressed to stop being depressed