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dorcas variant

Docehii for Cosmopolitan 2025

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"...but we keep living anyway" but it's everyone who survived the death of someone else

it's james struggling after his parents die but still getting married and having a child

it's sirius who doesn't know how to live without regulus and james surviving azkaban anyway

it's petunia who doesn't even know where lily's grave is

it's remus trying to find a reason to live after mary's goodbye but not being able to find a reason to die, either

it's pandora who feels like she can't properly grieve her brother because he died as a death eater loving barty, dorcas, xeno and luna even more fiercly than before

it's xeno trying to be a father even when he's grieving both his first love and his last (peter and panda)

"Death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints" but it's everyone who died for the war, good and bad

It's Regulus dying in the cave in a desperate attempt to make up for his mistakes

It's James and lily dying to protect harry

It's Barty going insane after losing Evan

It's Sirius being framed for the murder of his best friend

It's Remus being the last one left and soon joining them all

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barty would get a christmas song stuck in his head and make it everyone else's problem, especially in the summer. regulus started levitating him out of the room when he'd start singing the minute they learned the spell

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a callout? this early into following me???

You’re not a Barty Crouch Jr kin, you’re just a little silly!

… And you grew up in a traumatizing religious upper middle class household, but that’s ✨ unrelated ✨

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reblog to tell the person you reblogged this from that they are deserving of love and affection

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i can never treat canon durmstrang seriously, especially its portrayal in the movies. jkrotting did this whole stereotypical-slavic-almost-russians thing but BITCH, HAVE YOU SEEN BULGARIA ON A MAP? ITS CLOSER TO GREECE THAN TO ANY (OTHER) NON-SOUTHERN/BALKAN SLAVIC NATION

THEY SHARE A BORDER WITH TURKEY FFS

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if you dont remember, scroll through his updates - THAT STATEMENT DOES NOT HELP MUCH

(imho he did write worse, but its still not great & nobody stops you from waiting for the next one before you read this one)

so i havent read the latest update yet… um i dont think i will cause im scared from seeing other people’s reactions (im kidding but 😭)

It’s not that bad. I’ve definitely written worse.

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well i couldnt leave you alone with the italians vs pineapple on pizza situation🥺

No one loves me 😔

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pineapple pizza tho>>

No one loves me 😔

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THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING THATS- THATS EXACTLY HOW I IMAGINED TCOPTP YOU KILLED IT

This fic has been consuming my brain space. I spent entirely too much time on this and I could have done the whole song honestly

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i cannot with this city i come back for the first time in two months and they closed yet another bridge & my ride home is twice as long as it used to be

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thank you for the tag sweets! (& @reallyrandombigirl too <33)

favourite colour: purple. always purple. sage & olive can fight for the second place

last song: Tango from Damiano David's Funny Little Fears (im obsessed)

currently reading: Mastering Your Adult ADHD: Congitive-Behavioural Treatment Program🥴 id say the rest is better but the only other book im reading rn is The Catcher In The Rye so... but also A Soft Place To Fall (a drarry ao3 fic) if it helps?

currently watching: Lucifer on strangers laptop lmao, nothing else im planning on some rewatching but nothing specific

coffee or tea: depends! i usually go for coffee for adhd reasons, but im not touching caffeine after 6pm unless i need to Complete An Assignment™ & then its tea (not to mention my love for matcha) im basically stimulant non-specific

npt my sweet moots who havent shared this yet:

@queermoons @interstellar-jay @cosmicsmoony @outromoonyy & anyone else who feels like it <33

Tagged by @birdhousematerial

Tag 6 Mutuals You Want To Get To Know Better

Favorite color: Dark Grey. Especially that specific auto paint on the Dodge Challengers in 2012-2014 that had no sparkles but was glossy. I don’t know how to describe the way the pigment looks in that paint besides creamy.

Last Song: Persephone in the Garden by Aidoneus (10/10 song, actually!)

Currently Reading: Sunrise on the Reaping, and also any Jegulus streamer AU I can get my hands on bc I’m writing my own and I need to research lol

Currently watching: nothing, actually. But I did just finish Solo Leveling.

Craving: Panda Express Teriyaki Chicken w/Chow Mein. I swear they put pieces of sunlight or something in that chicken. It’s unreasonably good.

Coffee or Tea: Tea! Hot, cold, sweet, unsweetened, fruit infused, mixed with lemonade. Any tea, really. My favorites are raspberry green tea and Yaupon. I really dislike coffee.

Tags: @dyl-z , @mypastdoesnotdefine , @genderhawk , @feralsteddieshipper , @my-castles-crumbling (I only have five moots besides @birdhousematerial )

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and thats exactly why moonkiller works

Propaganda I AM falling for:

Shipping Remus with everyone

Shipping Barty with everyone

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??? it worked???

spent my entire day rereading the whole socmed (im forever obsessed) and now im waiting ass clenched for the update i cant wait !!

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...i might not be sleeping that much today it turns out...

spent my entire day rereading the whole socmed (im forever obsessed) and now im waiting ass clenched for the update i cant wait !!

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this is tumblr and youre gonna speak in tumblr here

Hey folks, if you want to fight back against the twitterfication of tumblr USE IT LIKE IT'S TUMBLR!!!!!! REBLOG THINGS!!!!!! USE THE TAGS TO SCREAM AT YOUR FRIENDS!!!!!!!