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Reimob/Ritmob/Other problematic ships discourse

Actually, my main title was: I think I’ll be inactive or delete my Tumblr permanently…

A main reason for that is I am just so busy in real life and for a while the MP100 is just letting me down rather making me happy that I am in a fandom.

So before I leave, I would like to open the can of worms discourse that had happened so far and place my opinions on it. These discourse and the opinions of the people who participated just left a fairly bad taste in my mouth.

I would be posting per discourse/topics and tag them separately.

Warnings: The pedo word is mentioned.

FIRST DISCOURSE: Shipping Reimob/Ritmob/Any other dark problematic ships

There are usually three kinds of people that are truly affected and is the main cause and effect with this discourse.

PERSON A: “I am very uncomfortable and disgusted with this idea due to a personal event that happened to me and I get attacks and flashbacks whenever I see it. I wish people would stop posting it.”

PERSON B: “I am using this ship as a coping method due to a personal event that happened to me because it helps me to objectify that event, move forward psychologically, and other more reasons.”

PERSON C: “I am truly and utterly disgusted with this ship because it is just not right! It is pedophilia and abuse! And anyone who ships this is not human and is mentally ill! I would do everything in my internet power to serve justice and help who are affected. Think about the minors in this website! How could they see this monstrosity!?

If you are PERSON A, I am very and truly sorry you have seen it. But I’m afraid to tell you that people are going to ship it regardless you tell your backstory (you are never forced to) and you can’t force it to stop because persons like PERSON B exists. The best thing everything in your power that you can do is…

“… I am going to block these tags and the people who make this so I can’t ever see them because I understand that even though this is attacking my safe space here, I would be no better than an attacker if I shame the people who do so for how could I know that that was their safe space”

If you are PERSON B, then you don’t owe anyone your backstory for justifying this ship. I repeat, you don’t owe anyone your backstory for justifying this ship. But please remember that people like PERSON A exists so the best thing everything in your power that you can do is…

“I am going to organize and responsibly use the proper tags on my ship and all the discussions and posts I made related to it because I understand that this ship is truly dark, dubious, and debatable and is certainly not suitable for all fans to see for it might hurt some of them.”

If you are PERSON C… you’re usually way more crazier than that but hey, I gave you a benefit of the doubt that you could be an intellectual of some kind. Am I being too harsh? Heavens, no. But if you feel disrespected then just so you know, you never had mine.

Also…if you are PERSON C and is aware that PERSON B exists but you firmly believe and announce to the whole world that PERSON B’s method is  “unhealthy and hurtful to others (specifically to PERSON A)”, let me remind you:

You are not PERSON B’s therapist. You do not have the professional background to even have the right to utter these things and shame/attack PERSON B. Your clinical experience with one (if you did have) is not a basis because people are different and is not you.

And again, you are not a therapist.

If you are, gladly prove me how wrong I am and I’ll respectfully accept it.

And if not,

How dare you throw the word and accuse someone as a pedophile so lightly? You know why it’s “lightly”? Because you used it for something that never existed and is fictional in the first place.

Pedophilia is used for a real person committing such horrendous act. It is a dark term for what is transpiring behind locked doors where real children could not escape. It is used for the live disgusting acts caught on tape that is presented to be marketable. It is used when a family member is sick in the head and decided to do something horrible to minor/s available to them.

It is not used over a fucking 2D drawing.

Telling these shippers to stop shipping them won’t help the real children affected by that term. Telling them to die, choke, and kill themselves isn’t making you a better person either and is still not helping real children affected by that term. If you truly care for victims, then be a positive influence not a negative one.

Search for the shippers blog not to harass them but to tell people like PERSON A who to avoid. Remind people to use their tags properly. Don’t use and throw such heavy terms casually and accuse anyone of it because some people of PERSON A and B could be harmed in doing so.  There are a lot more but in general, DON’T BE A FUCKING DICK.

Also, if you are a pro-shipper that acts like a banshee like PERSON C, then you are not any better than PERSON C is.  I’m too worn out to make a whole set of advice for you so just kindly follow the CAPITALIZED phrase in the last paragraph.

And finally, all my advice is going out to all the people in-between this discourse, whether a casual shipper, casual non-shipper, regular fans, obsessive fans, and etc.

Be the person whom PERSON A and B could rely on.

Be a civil human being to other human beings.

Thank you for reading.

~END OF FIRST DISCOURSE~

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holy shit another ritmob liker? based as Fuck >:] id love to hear why u ship them actually lmao

I LOVE the dynamic of a younger sibling who loves their older sibling but is also painfully, bitterly jealous of them and is almost unhealthy preoccupied with everything their sibling does, with protectiveness bordering on control. I especially like when the older sibling doesn't even realize it, just loves their younger sibling and wants them to be happy and indulges them way more than they know they should.

Ritmob hits all those notes for me in just the right way, whether it's just shipcest bordering on unhealthy codependency or just outright control and coercion. It's a shame that I just can't get into MP100 as a whole though.

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Ritsu is less of a brocon than I remembered but in return Mob's little brotherism is much more evident to me this time around

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I just realized that Mothy's song "Regret Message" has the same tune of "Servant of Evil"! I love these songs so much! Pretty much Rin/Len song I'm pretty biased of, though. xddd I wonder why is that though? I've only been a surface level Vocaloid fan for so long, I don't really dive deep into lore and all that. I just like the songs and the models. Oh, but I am aware of Evilious Chronicles and the such, just not as deep. Please enlighten me!

Update: Okay! They're actually the same producer! The start of the song was just a little thingy and not actually part of the Regret Message song, whoops! Regardless, I'll keep this post up! ^_^

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We got another addition to Hiroko Utsumi’s signature “gay eye reflection” shot ♡

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Vent art

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【📝 Genre Prompt: Horror】

— ⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ ₊ ⊹⟡

Beside you was a man in raggedy clothes, with a brightly whitened face that his facial details became a blur except for his smile. Feeling the cold rickety wood as you sat against the wall with your heels chilling from the cold wooden floor.

You couldn't move, you were frozen as you tried your best to hold your tears in. Stuck in a tiny room with barely any light emitting from a corner, it was chilling. There weren't any windows yet you could hear the rain outside loud and clear. Near you was another that emitted warmth beside the little lamp in the corner.

You could feel his raggedy clothes brush against your shoulder as you were wearing silky pajamas. You could feel his warm breath near you as your hair dangled occasionally tickling your cheek and your ear. His smile was dark, a few of his teeth were gone, and the inside of his mouth was a lot darker to see. He didn't seem human at all.

All he could repeat was "Chew, sweetie."

The more he spoke, the more you couldn't keep your tears. As you cried, he wrapped his arms around you, feeling even more warmth. His hug was oddly comforting.

Then, he'd hugged you a bit too tight, it reminded you of when you were a baby left in the backseat of the car in the blazing hot sun. It felt suffocating, though at least, you felt warm.

You began to chew slowly, feeling the heat from your mouth build up, chewing until the insides of your mouth could be the same as a microwave.

The room felt cold but at the very least, little by little, your mother felt warm.

— ⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ ₊ ⊹⟡

I'm not good at writing horror, sorry, I'm trying to get my creativity back on track and that includes writing.

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I'm not sure if this scene exists but I vaguely remember Omi wrestling someone with a kind smile to teach them a lesson. Was it when Masumi and Sakuya were fighting-? Was it Masumi-? Or was it Banri and Juza? Oh yes, it was Banri and Juza. I don't think Sakuya would fight Masumi back... xddd Unless it was self defense and Masumi really did throw a fit with Sakuya. xd

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I just finished Trolls Band Together today! Just noticed a lil thing about the songs. From Perfect For Me to Perfect. :) It's not something special about the lyrics or so but I just find this interesting regarding the song titles. (✿´ᴗ`)

I'm planning to rewatch all three movies and liveblog + make an analysis regarding the whole movie series. :>

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Here are All the Previous Designs

Logo:

Current:

I used two because the other would be the icon, the other would be in-browser. (I couldn't pick just one...)

Shoot From The Web

The most spontaneous browser on the internet.

Had our teacher make us demo Web Browser designs which includes a logo and the interface of the Browser homepage.

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Hi everyone! I made this edit a while ago and I decided to post it, hope you enjoy it hehe!! ❤

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Not sure if anyone has already done this, but here's my take. But the whole day, I spent...

Analyzing Discord versions based on the UI and MY Preferences.

Here's a little list I made!

203.10 Stable (ReactNative) • Android +7.0 🟢 use hashtags to change text size • image/video placeholder thumbnail is gray-colored ❌ unsuitable video UI; when on full screen, the background is not a SOLID black (video repeats video when full screen) 🟢 present call activities 🟢 use voice message feature 175.16 Stable (ReactNative) • Android +6.0 🟢 use hashtags to change text size • image/video placeholder thumbnail is gray (repeats video when full screen) 🔵 video UI decent; solid black background (video repeats when full screen) 🟢 swipe-able members tab 🟢 pins button shows full content 🟢 present call activities 🟢 use forum tags 🟢 use voice message feature 170.14 Stable (ReactNative) • Android +6.0 ❌ no hashtag text size changing feature • image/video placeholder thumbnail is colored gray ➖ call activities take long to load 🟢 use voice message feature 162.10 Stable (ReactNative) • Android +6.0 ❌ no hashtag text size changing feature • image/video placeholder thumbnail has the discord logo ➖ call activities take long to load ❌ no voice message feature 158.16 Stable (ReactNative) • Android +5.0 ❌ no hashtag text size changing feature • image/video placeholder thumbnail has the discord logo 🔵 video UI decent; solid black background 🟢 swipe-able members tab 🟢 pins button shows full content ➖ call activities take long to load 🟢 use forum tags ❌ use voice message feature 137.11 Stable (ReactNative) • start of ReactiveNative UI (UI used on iOS years before) ❌ use call activities 🟢 use forum tags ❌ use voice message feature 🐛 buggy message edit 126.21 Stable (Classic Discord) ❌ use call activities ❌ use forum tags ❌ use voice message feature 81.7 Beta (Classic Discord) ❌ use call activities ❌ use forums ❌ use voice message feature ❌ use threads • decent bugs

I want to point out I'm not overall familiar with technical terms, I'm just an ICT student who likes Discord a lot, so I apologize for the misuse in the list. Feel free to correct me and ask for any clarifications! I'm only choosing a suitable version for my phone and share my insights with all of you.

If you want to experience new features but not stray away from the classic Android UI of Discord, 175.16 Stable covers it. Still under the ReactNative UI. (The new UI that has been transferred to Android when iOS has been using this UI for years now.)

Conclusion:

126.21 Stable is where everything stopped basically, and 137.11 Stable was the new beginning, introducing ReactNative. The latest versions of today, 210↑ and above... well, based on my experience, they're quite laggy. Basically becoming a carbon copy of Messenger. It doesn't tie a lot with people who have been using Discord for a long time considering the muscle memory to navigate through this app quickly and such. The swipe to reply, the settings hidden by tapping/clicking instead of sliding from the right, and separate tabs for DMs.

If you're a neophobe when it comes to apps and the like (similar to me), 126.21 Stable is always available. (It's also the most modern version of the classic Android UI of Discord.)

Beta version 81.7 Beta if you want to timetravel to 2022. The rest below this are really outdated and I don't think I'd recommend them.

Thanks for giving this a read! It was fun writing out and figuring out which version suited me. Feel free to let me know what you think and some things you want to clarify! This was all for fun!

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Merry Christmas! ❅.⊹₊ ⋆❆‧⋆☃︎

I brightened it up!

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Log Oct.2016

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Or else you get a pop quiz!!

“A-and i never went to school so um… Please dont give me an pop quiz?”

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Hello, Tumblr!

I like a lot of things! I like anime & manga, cartoons & comics, Japanese mobile games, and visual novels!

I like taboo themes... I like brocons, the sibcon tag, lｏlis & lｏlicon teachers, and pathetic losers who wear glasses!

What will become of this account? I will reblog and post longform threads here: media analyses, projects, fics/headcanons/stories, and just overall some dumb thoughts! :D

here's my twidder :)

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major headcanon reveal

Happy birthday sensei.