theyknowimhere

[theyknowimhere]

When the Dawn Betrays Us

Oh my sweet love

Oh how Kind your love is

Oh my dear love

Must we part for now?

Oh my sweet love they try to keep us apart

But little do they know I dont mind waiting for the dark

I will wait for the night

Just so I can see my beautiful love

Oh how precious your love is

I know I will miss my love when the morning comes

Yet I will wait patiently until the moon brings you back into my arms

(My poem <3 )

[theyknowimhere]

When I saw her I didn’t think it was true

My beautiful angel has come back to save me

But as I got too comfortable

My dreams were shattered

Her locket spoke in words I dread

“Please return to Heaven”

And that’s when I realized

She was never really mine

(My poem! <3)

[theyknowimhere]

Sorry for being weird

It will happen again

I hope you can handle my weirdness

Because that’s who I am within

I’ve always felt out of place

Even when I was a kid

I have this monster named anxiety,

And she tortures me from within

Anxiety takes over my life

So I’m sorry if I seem a little off

I’m just trying to contain

The monster I hold within

(My poem <33)

[theyknowimhere]

Haunted by regret

What do I do with all this regret?

Do you know what to do with it?

It’s eating me alive

I ran so far away from it

Until it hit me on a random Monday morning

Now it’s all I can think about

My regret follows me as if it were my shadow

No matter how far I get in life

My regret will always be right next to me

To ridicule me

(My poem <33 )

[theyknowimhere]

Please save me

Everything hurts

My mind

My body

Oh it all hurts

Will you save me?

Will you save me from this pit of loneliness?

Oh I’ve been alone for so long

Save me, I screamed

I begged

I screamed some more

And I shouted

And as I lay there

In my pit of loneliness

I realized no one was coming to save me

Because like Ethel Cain said

“God loves you but not enough to save you”

(My poem <33 )

[theyknowimhere]

Peace, for now

(TW: sh, relapse)

I had been thinking of relapsing for a while.

Its always been on my mind

It never left

It lingers like the secret that sits just under the skin.

But today, I gained control

When I picked up that blade

and felt the blood trickle down my arm,

I felt whole again.

I was in control.

Maybe I wasted seven months of soberty

But at least now,

I can be at peace again.

[theyknowimhere]

Unfortunately, I am a crybaby

Unfortunately, I take everything to heart

I am only human after all

Words stab me like a sharp knife

The wounds will never truly heal

So when I am stabbed in the back and I turn to see who did it

I am not surprised to find it’s someone i love

Because everyone I’ve ever loved has hurt me

So when you stab me, I won’t be mad

I knew it was bound to happen eventually

Just please… don’t look at me when I cry

(My poem!!)

[theyknowimhere]

She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen

She still is

She was heaven sent

My Angel

Sent to save me from this cruel world

She only ever came at night

She’d visit me right at my bedside every night

She wouldn’t say anything

She would just look at me with those big brown eyes

When she looked at me I felt all my worries go away

My beautiful angel

If only she was real

My poem! :))

[theyknowimhere]

I know i am nothing but a body.

I know that.

I know I will never be loved.

I know I am nothing but a toy.

But I long to be loved

I yearn for love

I always will.

I will forever watch everyone fall in love

While I am the one person who cannot be loved

I am only ever good for lust

Never love

My poem! <33