I got my first shot of testosterone two weeks ago, and today I got my second shot. It is so surreal to think that this is finally happening, but I can’t explain the level of happiness I now exist in. I have never felt this comfortable or confident in who I am, nor have I ever been able to truly say I love myself.
It's been a while since I've been this low. It's been a while since I've wanted to cut. It's been a while since I've wanted to free base. It's been a while since I've wanted to end it all...but tonight that's all I want.