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[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Since @/nightowntribe has been spreading lots of ableism in the systempunk tag, I made this! (Free to use)

ID: a box with a black border containing the systempunk pride flag and the text "this user doesn't believe in endogenic systems OR narcissistic abuse"

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Thanks so much! :D

And that's understandable. I'll ask my questions and you can answer them when it's convenient for you. I do not want to get in your way of work.

If possible, can someone come into my DMs or just reply to this post who has MaDD? A system with MaDD is preferable, but it's okay either way.

I want to learn about it. It seems interesting, and I don't like using Google to learn about mental disorders. Plus, I've overheard my headmates thinking about it. I am not asking for a diagnosis, I am asking for education.

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Thanks so much! And very informative, too ^^

I'll make sure to check out that article. It sounds important as well. As I am a system after all.

Do you mind if I ask questions? Would you prefer that in DMs? Again, I am not asking for a diagnosis. Only education. As I do think I have MaDD, I don't want to go off of assumptions and random Google searches. /gentle

If possible, can someone come into my DMs or just reply to this post who has MaDD? A system with MaDD is preferable, but it's okay either way.

I want to learn about it. It seems interesting, and I don't like using Google to learn about mental disorders. Plus, I've overheard my headmates thinking about it. I am not asking for a diagnosis, I am asking for education.

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

If possible, can someone come into my DMs or just reply to this post who has MaDD? A system with MaDD is preferable, but it's okay either way.

I want to learn about it. It seems interesting, and I don't like using Google to learn about mental disorders. Plus, I've overheard my headmates thinking about it. I am not asking for a diagnosis, I am asking for education.

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

npd culture: the worst part of studying & learning how to do things is getting your ego injured

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[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

hii!! saw this new blog on our home page and thought we’d say hello! not sure if we’ll send in asks often but you can refer to us with the 🪿 emoji

-🪿

(the aves system)

Greetings! Nice to meet you. I don't mind if you don't send in ask often, I'm glad to meet you ^^ I hope you enjoy your stay!

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Yesterday the 12th of May was Fibromyalgia awareness day. I'm a little late uploading it, but spreading awareness is being done nonetheless. Lots of love for my chronic pain people!! <3

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Don't kill yourself, please.

If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.

If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

"Fictive heavy" systems are fakes. It is literally impossible to have so many elaborated fictives that "showed up" so recently. Stop appropriating real mental illness.

Sounds like you don't understand. I've been in my system for 2 years. And I'm not appropriating it. My system has had many fictives over the years. That's just how we work. If you don't like that, you can block and scroll.

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Greetings. I hope you don't mind. But I have some advice, feel free to DM more for later.

Due to how it seems like you're close to cracking, I see how important this is to you. But first I recommend getting a friend group. (Or some kind of group of people that you are safe with. Even if it's your own alters).

Make up plans. Tell them what's going on. If they are willing to help you, have them be there for you when you tell your psys (partner system) that you're breaking up with them. If you don't live with them, afterward, I recommend cutting all contact, and if they try to harrass you, try putting in a restraining order. I know it's hard, but it's clear you're at least a little desperate.

I hope this helps. Feel free to DM if you feel the need, too. I may not know you, but I am willing to support you.

Hi sysblr, any tips for breaking up with your partner system?

more info under the break, if necessary. mostly about our situation, nothing too in detail

So our partner system is really abusive to us. Mostly emotionally and occasionally physically. We’ve lived with and depended on them for about a year.

They victimize themselves constantly. All they talk about is themselves. And they lie to us constantly. That’s just putting it lightly, honestly. It’s gotten to a point where we quite literally have no other connections then them and our mom. Seriously.

We need to break up with them but we have NO idea how. We’re only 19 and have never been in this serious of a relationship, much less with another system.

Feel free to ask questions- but dear god please help

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Intro: Tortoise Shell

Name: Dante Pierce Seek | Emoji: 🪶📜

Age: 42 | Birthday: September 6th

Pronouns: He/Him | Gender ID: Transmasc

Sexuality: Grayromantic, graysexual, & straight

Source: Objectified

My personal boundaries

Swearing is okay. Just nothing over the top or something you can't reclaim

No unwarranted NSFW or graphic themes unless in vents or explanations

Venting is okay

Info dumping is completely okay

I don't mind nicknames

Ask when it comes to source talk please

Hobbies, interest, etc

Shows: Hotel Hell, Hells Kitchen, Bar Rescue, Drink Masters, Forged In Fire, The Great Flower Fight, SugarRush, Next In Fashion, and Queer Eye

Games: Minecraft, Slime Rancher, Stray, Endling, Not Alone, Shelter, Pokémon, Project Zomboid, and My Singing Monsters

Plants, herbs, and flowers

Baking, cooking, and mixology

Photography

Medical care and psychology

Space, astronomy, and astrology

[tortoiseshelltheresearcher]

Greetings, my friends!

Welcome to my blog! This blog is all about disabilities, disorders, and systemhood. Please read this if you're new and enjoy your stay!

Blog information

Greetings. This blog is centered around educating others about disabilities, disorders, and systemhood. Anyone asking for advice, certain things, or just talking or venting is okay. But please keep in mind that I'm not a professional. These are just what I learned and what I know firsthand.

Tags:

#tortoiseshell talks - for regular chating.

#tortoiseshell vents - for people who are venting. You can specify if you want me to answer or not.

#tortoiseshell advice - for those who are asking for advice. May be mixed with vents.

#Tortoiseshell lessons - for when I talk about certain topics or when someone asks questions about disorders and such.

Claimed anons:

🦢/the aves system

About my system

I come from a traumagenic, polyfragmented, and fictive heavy DID system. We are mentally and physically disabled. And we are a RAMCOA surivor. Please be patient and mindful.

Disorders: Autism, CPTSD, ADHD, anxiety, OCD, undiagnosed DID, NPD, and schizophrenia. We also have brain damage.

Main: @thefluffystuffiesystem

A little about me

Hi, I'm Tortoise Shell, but you can also call me Dr. Seek whatever you prefer. I am a fictive from a DID system.

In my source, I specialized in history, medicine, and mental health. I've lost my calling for a bit since I formed, but then I had an idea about this. So I'm giving it a shot!

My Introduction, boundaries, and more!

Do not interact

Basic DNI: Homophobes, transphobes, ablist, pedos, zoos, radqueers, racist, etc

Fetishist: Plurality, ddlg/abl/etc, age/petplayers, assault, introjects/fictives, etc

18+/NSFW accounts

Gore/traumacore accounts

(Pro)endo/nontraumagenic systems

If you believe in cluster disorder abuse

Anti xenogender/neopronouns, anti mental/physical disabilities, anti traumagenic systems, anti progression, pro SH, etc

Thin ice/Gently interact

Roleplay accounts

Singlets

Reblog accounts

Blank accounts

Accounts based around syscourse or any discourse of any kind

Can interact

Trusted/informed singlets

Traumagenic systems

Age regressors, pet regressors, and syskids

Mentally and physically disabled/ill

Therians, otherkins, and furries

Fictives/headmates from problematic sources

People of color

LGBTQIA+

Xenogender and neopronoun users

Trauma survivors of any kind